Bucky Barnes | Battles With The Mind

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Vidder: Loki
Title: Battles With The Mind
Song: I can Get It Back
Artist: Zack Hemsey
Warnings: none
Category: character study
Characters/Pairings: Bucky Barnes

[@emilycortese6566]

Does any one else *feel* their heart breaking whenever they see bucky. Especially when he has one of those lost looks or he's being tortured and you just wanna hold him but you can't and you can *feel* your heart rip in half cause he's just to precious. 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'm crying right now I cant

[@mariekazyak5233]

Yes . . . Just yes. Poor Bucky, he didn't deserve any of it, and had no ability to do anything about it. He was used terribly and no one but Cap cared. Long live Cap and Bucky, BFF's forever. True friendship right there!

[@murphy2225]

It makes me sad to think that someone actually had to endure that, real or fictional.

[@vanessastegall]

Bucky is tough. #Bouncebackking

[@rylierylie5317]

Emily Cortese honestly yes. He has these looks and you can see what he’s been through in his eyes. He’s been through Hell.

[@AutumnLoki]

That was why I hated HYDRA the most. They kept punching and hitting Bucky and I wanted to go in their and shoot those guys myself.

[@asimsworld1866]

Did anyone else just start violently sobbing whenever Bucky was tortured or was it just me?

[@rstudies5527]

Kaitlyn Cronkhite me every single time 😢

[@clairewattie]

Five minutes into teaching Civil War my brother got ice-cream and tissues for me.. I feel you

[@rachelb2952]

I feel like when they were writing the story of his life they were just like "alright this is our punching bag character, do whatever you want" and so they wrote the worst stuff possible for him

[@SecretlyToDream]

omg right?? I feel the same way ugh

[@lgentry348]

1:10-1:12 had me so shook man I replayed it 32 times

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@張以萱-x5b]

True

[@anniecampbell2653]

BROOOOOOO

[@lewlavabra6811]

DUDE THAT BLU-RAY QUALITY IS SO FUCKING LIT

[@SecretlyToDream]

:DDD

[@Eve.33.H]

I think Bucky as a person is less able to fight people he knows due to his past and his trouble being violent links to his past as winter soldier However the winter soldier has no remorse or link to these people so hurting/killing them is part of his mission. The winter soldier is a different part of Bucky and the two have to be talked about differently. Yeah they have the same fighting ability but it's more about the mental aspect when comparing his fighting ability and who would beat who cause there aren't many people the winter soldier wouldn't beat in hand to hand combat. But Bucky might be beaten. I think he does have some form of winter soldier PTSD which hasn't been talked about in any film (not properly anyway) and that also contributes to how he is as a character

[@58209]

this has been in my recommendations list forever, and i only just watched it today, and immediately watched it another three times before i could comment. just...wow. i'm floored by the quality of your editing. you pieced together dialogue and scenes that weren't strongly connected in the movies and somehow pulled together a stronger, more tragic narrative. after watching hundreds of fan vids, i thought i'd seen all the parallels in the CA trilogy, but you showed me many i had never seen before.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@bethanybanana7447]

I have chills watching this! This is one of the best bucky fan videos I have seen!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@wantoo7458]

Yes! I agree.

[@DanceTillMidnight]

Honestly all your videos just leave me speechless. You capture the character's emotions and feelings perfectly, not to say Bucky himself is way a special one. Wonderful editing!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@clairewattie]

Chills.. Please leave him alone.. The screaming breaks me

[@demonlemon985]

THIS IS A *MASTERPIECE* plus can we just acknowledge how badass the song is

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you!^_^

[@DevilDears]

Awesome video! This song is perfect for Bucky. I was really surprised that you used intrumental parts of the song mostly but I like the calm approach here.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@DevilDears]

Still one of the BEST ❤

[@henmaydostuff8338]

I found this song through this edit. 5 years later, listening to the song for the 100th time led me back to this edit. Fantastic.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Awww!:)

[@MinimalistVideos]

FUCK! That was intense.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Спасибушки ^__^

[@BranwenSlayne]

I can watch this all day. Thank you...

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@ifyouloveChristyouwillobeyhim]

ARE YOU KIDDING ME this combines every element of epicness and tragedy, leaving me with goosebumps and ugly tears.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you!:)

[@jaderoy107]

This is by far one of the best bucky edits I've seen

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you so much!:)

[@eli-fy9ky]

this is without a doubt the best Bucky video 💓

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@RazEdits]

Oh my god this is beautiful!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@arthropia8832]

THAT WAS SO SATISFYING

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@in_nthava]

This is so great! And the quality though

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@QueenReaperGaming]

I don't know who made this but you are a God! Genius! Made me love Bucky even more!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@amrita104]

OK, so this is seriously fucking amazing! Kudos to you for making this, it's brilliant!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@deedee4590]

Just one word -MASTERPIECE

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@kaylaray5608]

*cries in fangirl*

[@darlastrange]

That song goes fantastically well with Buck.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@incrediblyingenious1450]

Holy shit this is so well made it literally looks like a movie trailer

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you so much ^_^

[@irrelevanttous95]

AMAZING tribute! loved it!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@viiiiiiiiiiiiiicky]

* video starts * * zack hemsey plays * * hd clips and awesome editing * me: dead

[@lauraangela6454]

agreed.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@annawatches]

This is, legitimately, probably the best Bucky video I've ever watched.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@jameskiddmaryread9492]

this video is pure gold! so much feels!! I'm in love, really great job!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@danielprodigy9387]

one of my favorite videos on music video youtube

[@MsSweetSerialKiller]

THIS IS AMAZING HOW DO YOU EDIT I AM SHOOK.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@CartoonzInc]

I love the transition at 1:10

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you!

[@thewintersasschannel]

Dammnn man that was magnificent

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@lealiedryer2082]

OMG this is amazing!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@becci6271]

Wow that was so amazing... this feels D:

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@anastasiaanastasia4013]

u are killing meee this is so good!!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@Cheermione]

That's okay i didn't need my heart today anyway. This is perfection.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@Ada.._..]

This video is so... fantastic... I'm so sad now.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@ss616]

THIS IS SO AMAZING I LOVE IT ❤😍

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@cvc99]

This is... Holy shit. Holy fuckin fuck! You are amazing!! There's an entry sequence and an exiting sequence, continuation, I love everything about this and the song is absolutely awesome!!! Please never think you're not good because this is amazing!! Actually pretty much all of your edits are amazing holy cow

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@enikobiro23]

I love Bucky!❤

[@kathleen5800]

AMAZING

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@MahikahnE]

oh my GOD THIS IS AWESOME!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@user-wr9xm4zq2r]

i always come back to this video, so awesome

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@Regenbogenzwerg]

Great video! Thank you!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@lezaran1]

It is always those that are hardest to accept help that also need it the most

[@xiomaliscuret3300]

Excellent!!!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@angelina.gracee]

I'm not crying you are.

[@vineeditiloveit130]

i love sebastian stan

[@EmmaaaEm]

This was fraggin' amazing! Pretty intense too! Nice work there.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@lewlavabra6811]

aaaaaah yes yes yesssss BREATHTAKING

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@shortyangel2010]

beautifully done

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@wajeehamohabbat8570]

This is a great amv and I have seen a lot but I really love this one keep up the good work!!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@theaquasarah]

wOAH :O this video is just so AMAZING

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@lou-by5wt]

im shook

[@lou-by5wt]

thank u for this

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@bbsws9972]

_Oh My GOD_

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!:D

[@thorspoptart6364]

2:22 thats it..... that pause and his voice

[@LikeFreelySnowflakes]

I really don't like the song but your edit is one of the best I have ever seen.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@James-ni9st]

«Приветствую, ГИДРА», - сказал он, холодная улыбка на его лице. this was amaing!

[@belovedbenton]

LOVE 😍😍😍😍😍

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thanks!:)

[@torflac]

FUCKING LIT

[@SecretlyToDream]

>:D

[@lbdj9367]

I love sebastian stan

[@happinessforeverandalways]

Where’s the clips of Bucky with the black around his eyes from?

[@SecretlyToDream]

It's from the German trailer and deleted scene.

[@xxgachalifexxzackandzee6677]

How did bucky get his metal arm i don't remember which movie was it.

[@NicxMeister]

❤️❤️❤️

[@rprovost344]

Hey! An awesome song for one of your edits would be Where is my mind by Safari Riot. It's an awesome cover of the original song by the pixies. Love your stuff!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much! I'll keep the song in mind :)

[@AbhishekSharma-oi3my]

Winter Soldier is my favorite Avenger

[@mileygal102]

I am having e m O T I O N S

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@ProfBAMF]

*waiting to watch civil war again* *dies*

[@SecretlyToDream]

:D

[@agentoswxld4364]

Omg how did you get it hd?

[@keirawahl8438]

whats the name of the song?

[@TheInsanejok3r]

"I can get it back" by Zack Hemsey, i believe

[@ared-ainu]

Why are you doing this to me?? Why am I doing this to myself. It's my baby. He doesn't deserve any of this. Why am I doing this to myself?

[@zachshapiro1987]

The nauseating sidecar controversly order because seal orly drum modulo a pushy vegetarian. nippy, tangible cuticle

[@ShaishDAx3]

This was cooool especially the '3' part help

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@TheAquacrest]

The only real innocent one in the whole mess.

[@victormillen8393]

Haha, true, in a sense

[@juniorberns]

That's why Fury can't forgive HYDRA..

[@sarahgarland3769]

When Bucky screams..... Angels cry. 😭

[@sophiealfoz9841]

Bucky is an angel you uncultured swine

[@eshapuri3975]

Never mind angels ... When bucky screams I cry

[@sarahgarland3769]

@@sophiealfoz9841 👼

[@sarahgarland3769]

@@eshapuri3975 😭

[@eshapuri3975]

Sarah Garland 😭😭😭😢

[@kawaiitat5696]

2:06 me looking into the fridge at 3 am

[@SecretlyToDream]

haha!

[@sparrow_601]

DJSJ😂

[@murphy2225]

Boi, you're a legend! Never Change!

[@erikatrejo153]

The quality of this video is so pleasing to my eyes and soothing to the soul

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@bambamsarmpits9889]

Why are all Sebastian's characters so sad, it's so heartbreaking, he makes me cry everytime, he brings so many emotions and depths into all his characters, we love you Seb

[@Call-me-Al]

Could you please supply examples of his other roles that are like this?

[@abigase135]

@@Call-me-Al a very sad single dad in Once Upon a Time. He played in a one season political show I forgot the name, but he was suicidal in it 😭

[@Z.h.S.B.]

@@abigase135 because of your comment i watched the political show its called political animals and it was FANTASTTTTICC so thank you so mucchhh for your comment

[@boo_7803]

@@Z.h.S.B. there was an episode in Law and order season 13 episode 22, he was mentally manipulated by his father to kill people as a young child. There’s also a series called kings, where he has a gay man fighting depression and other things. He plays a lot of very dark and dreary rolls, most misunderstood and upset because of their past

[@Z.h.S.B.]

@@boo_7803 oh wow thanks i guess I found what I'm going to watch next

[@harley7836]

I can’t believe how much the long hair makes all the difference to how Bucky looks in the first Captain America movie! I actually thought it was a different actor playing him as The Winter Soldier until I saw Sebastian’s name, he looks like a completely different guy in the second one. Got to give Marvel credit they’ve casted the best people to play the roles we’ve seen them all in apart from Brie as Captain Marvel I just can’t seem to get use to her, and as much as I love Terrence Howard’s work I think recasting War Machine to Don fits a lot better. I could never vision Terrence in the suit at all I tried but I just didn’t think he was right for the role! Edit: also that bike flip TWS does at 2:28 I fricking love that move, I can watch that part over and over again and never get bored of seeing that sequence!?! And I also think he knew what Steve was planning on doing at the end of Endgame not because Steve told him, but because Bucky/TWS had seen Captain America/Steve a number of times over the years when he went back into the past whether he recognised him or not!?! If Steve told him there’s a chance that he/they could have changed history and he recognized old Steve/Captain America straight away and knew where he was going to be that’s why he called over to Sam/Falcon and told him to go ahead and never spoke to old man Steve himself and I’m also guessing that’s how Steve knew what Bucky did to Tony’s parents because Bucky/TWS didn’t remember it. The real question is how did Zumo know what Bucky did to them and knew about the CCTV tape and where it was? Because there was no written record of it and like I said and Bucky and Steve tell Tony “Bucky doesn’t remember it! He was told to take the person out who had the rest of the super serum, and any witnesses plus destroy the CCTV!” So I hope that gets answered in the new Falcon and Winter Soldier season we’re getting and how Zumo got out of jail? Because Black Panther stopped him killing himself and had him arrested for the bombing and murder of his father and multiple others as well!

[@lwkykvrt]

Bucky has been tortured for so long he deserves better :'(((

[@Willia]

That was... The most amazing and terrible Bucky video I've seen in a very long time. My heart. Arg. Thanks.

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@ifyouloveChristyouwillobeyhim]

@@SecretlyToDream Thank you for this T-T

[@connergaskell3950]

Bucky was put through hell

[@felicityqueen]

this is soo incredible ❤

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@nataliarouthier8931]

THE HD IN THIS IM SO

[@SecretlyToDream]

:DDD

[@sayraaarora5199]

After all these years going through these things i still flinch everytime he screams, everytime he's hurt, everytime he looks lost, i still flinch everytime they touch him and i can't go and hug him tell him it's alright

[@captainsalaska]

He is breaking my heart, and he is doing it so well

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@Pteryx_Videos]

В ХЛАМИНУУУУУУУУУУУ Одно "Bucky?" и 70 лет промывки мозгов и все эти 10 чертовых слов летят к чертям (съела свой кулак, пока смотрела) Идеальная песня. И-де-аль-на-я. И ты богиня. Спасибо за охеренный подарок =***

[@SecretlyToDream]

*вышел из сумрака* УРУРУРУРУ

[@KF-bq4ik]

@Jackeh Brazier the word you don't know means perfect (I don't know russian that well but this one sound similar to a polish word of the same meaning). So basically what that person meant was that the song is perfect for this character. And I agree with them with my whole heart. Thanks for translating the comment :)

[@katiecooper1387]

This edit is INCREDIBLE! WOW! The music, and the way you arranged the clips! Stunning! It kept getting better and better and more dramatic. This is cinematic! I love it!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you!:)

[@TabaquiJackal906]

Oh, Bucky. *sniffles* That's all i got. Too many Bucky feels. *sniffles*

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@Silverwing2522]

infinity war is gonna kill me when steve rogers is gone

[@QueenReaperGaming]

jacy chimes I heard they actually don't plan on killing off his character like in the comics!

[@aki20]

jacy chimes where did you hear that from? i know they didnt kill him in civil war like in the comics.

[@marie3158]

I think Chris Evans has a 6-Movie Contract, so after Cap 1-3 and Avengers 1 and 2, his last movie will be Av Infinity War. But he announced that he plans to stick with Marvel as a Director.

[@mariasroses1089]

And when tony dies in part 2

[@saraspringforest1736]

Steve isn't going to die, 'cause Chris said, after Infinity War, will play Cap.America someone else so it's easy to know it..

[@jonathanhill8525]

We’re also forgoting him and black widow realshinship it also must have hurt when him and her were a thing then it got wiped from his mind

[@Sky-zf8em]

2:17 that's so cool

[@keewee1905]

this video is a thing of pure beauty ...

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you!:)

[@anacarolinajacques2282]

Ok, you NEED to remake this when TFATWS ends... after so many years I keep coming back to this incredible video

[@SecretlyToDream]

Not sure I’ll remake this one but I’m definitely planning on making more videos!:)

[@naomiruiz4096]

HOLY CRAP THAT WAS AMAZING. GREAT WORK!

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@MagicalVampires]

what a marvelous job you did here! everything about this video is just perfect! amazing pacing and scene choice! I have become so addicted to your editing! another masterpiece from you! :)

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!

[@KataReign]

wow, my fave Bucky aka The Winter Soldier. you made awesome work. i really like it. thank you for this unforgettable story and vid about him 😚 Can you give me a link on BluRay movie? =)

[@KataReign]

+onyourleftbooob yeah. i know, but maybe do you remember name of this torrent? )

[@SecretlyToDream]

Thank you very much!