Pouya - Suicidal Thoughts In The Back Of The Cadillac Pt. 2 (Prod. Mikey The Magician)

Download / Stream: hyperurl.co/suicidalthoughts2
Produced by Mikey The Magician
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Ima down south florida boi
aint goin back to hollywood
from da gutter to yo guts
let me ignite da firewood
still I roll slow in da chevy donk
never forget where I rose up from
spit on my face get rid of my funds
and who am I
just another guy
stuck in desperation
lookin at da ceiling fan
spinning around
havin a panic attack
I dont pop no pills cause it dont to take the pain away from me
I dont crack no seals cause it done took the gang away from me
I been known to pimp a hoe
got dirty loafers on my feet
bitch you got me mesmerized them thighs the size of me lemme slide inside yo body beef bitch I got my chain on ain't a thang wrong with a broken frozen wrist
them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away another day I piss away another day don't go my way
another hoe gon look my way
looking for a paper chase
but bitch im not da one so get your comfort from another
everything I did is crumblin beneath my feet im feelin lonely feelin like im only stuck with memories
take me back to what I was
take away what I've become
take away the grayer days
take da bullet out my brain
take my dick
out yo mouth an let me be myself
I wonder what da people around me think about me back to my shady ways I go pack da gat and let it blow
just let my lover brother mother sisters father know I love em
mikey I told told you we was gon be somethin
look at us now cause now we buzzin pressin buttons diamonds dancin by da dozen
nick I told you we would rise from nothin
look at the way they look at me now
rich forever blowing money til I'm senile
I got addicted to the money as I fell inside a hole
the cries and crowd get louder
the deeper that I go
nobody know what I been doing
tell myself I hate myself i can't control the cards I'm dealt
I spent a lot time alone inside my room
thinkin about what I do if I knew you was on the fence about me too
bitch
I crash da whip an hit a bitch
an almost killed da bitch
an now im back in da caddilc with that black pistol grip
the AC dont work an im feelin like I was kid again feelin like I wasnt
getting in
with da cooler kids
how the fuck can I get out of this funk
If I dieee
you cryyy
then move onnn
the next dayy
Im ill advised
fuck you bitch
you cant even look me in my eyes
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Produced By:
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Art by:
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Gian_Lo

[@kash4631]

My homie loved part 1, and he was waiting for part 2. He died december 9th from suicide, and i started crying when i heard this. I love you brandon, i fucking miss you bro.

[@Nico-sd4hs]

rest in peace to him. that must be so fucking hard, fuck. stay strong dude

[@kekoaeisenhour1617]

Rip❤️

[@MateoTorrre]

RIP 🙏🏼

[@gasshouse9150]

Honestly that must be really fucking hard, I can't say that I know the pain but I send my regards and stay strong.

[@kash4631]

It brings a smile to my face to see that you guys send me kind regards. Thank you, it honestly means a lot.

[@GG-eq5ve]

I really felt when he said: "Nobody know what I been doing to myself. I hate myself, I can't control the cards I'm dealt"

[@andrewquint3347]

United in selfhate

[@koyachtfly8689]

Real

[@rainydayz6429]

Frfr..

[@Blacksun1984]

​@@andrewquint3347bruh being mad in this shithole is like being normal let that sink invyour head

[@Blacksun1984]

​@@andrewquint3347better to hate this Maya instead

[@nastynast1764]

"Mikey i told u we was gon be somethin" "Nick i told u we would rise from nothin" shit made me wanna cry lol

[@Phantom_limbs69]

They moving up and pouya told them to have hope for the better and I like that. Because in reality they were all on the verge of doing it. But I felt like pouya told them to keep their head up and look forward towards the future and so should we. It will get better. I promise you.

[@abecruze3766]

BRUH this got me in my room im the dark just ripping my bong. And thinking about my next move. How am i going to make tommarow a better day?

[@mattiacerba2422]

I feel u bro

[@Reppin]

@@mattiacerba2422 his comment was a year ago 🤦‍♂️

[@mattiacerba2422]

@@Reppin i doesn't matter ahahah i only said i feel the same way he did , no matter how much time has passed

[@rickyb9186]

@@mattiacerba2422 facts, fuck bro, dont know why he gotta say sum🤦‍♂️

[@adrielalemangrenz7414]

@@rickyb9186 fr bro, I came across your comment now and I can say I feel you rn... @mattia cerba

[@Insectist]

I know times are rough for you rn Pouya....Stay strong....There is resolve after the chaos

[@TeaPartyLP]

TESFAYE thats life man, continue

[@prodbyscars]

TESFAYE why's that? Haven't been following recently

[@thedogs3467]

his girls got cancer. lil peep died. nobody likes you when you're 23

[@prodbyscars]

Michael oh fuck I saw a picture of his girl with no hair but I thought she shaved it damn. Keep strong pouya

[@willhawkins3168]

TESFAYE love man

[@emofoo]

them suicidal thoughts inside the cadillac won't fade away

[@Ryu_hayabusa561]

Shit I wish my suicidal thoughts were inside a Cadillac but I own a Honda 😂😂

[@danupstill]

Listening to this on every platform at once so this foo can pay his taxes

[@stedebonnet2110]

Dan Upstill that’s real shit right there fam

[@RicoBshooting117]

I fucks wit you and pouya

[@scatterd_dubtmlockie6321]

100k in the attic IRS will never get it .

[@destinydurham1423]

scatterd_dubTM Lockie comments like that they sure will

[@landoncube769]

Goddamn this may have made my morning

[@danupstill]

Mikey the magician is on another level this is insane

[@jacknick7582]

thought it was tame impala

[@otaviofratini8173]

Man, did anyone know what he say in his beat tag?

[@87HADES]

MTM hit em with the heat

[@reliok5399]

Every time i hear the best think the same thing. It goes crazy bruh

[@redfogwhitefrost2583]

He really sets a mood with this instrumental. Its some really good shit.

[@thelustylugia5869]

I never cried from a song until I heard this. Fucks me up. Stay strong Pouya!

[@garrettbergquist9982]

TheLustyLugia he dead or something?

[@thelustylugia5869]

Garrett Bergquist his girlfriend was diagnosed with cancer

[@pedrokiihl856]

@save animals save animals

[@thatracinggtbmx6453]

@@garrettbergquist9982 no

[@nickytheanimal2413]

@@garrettbergquist9982 its just emotional if you ever popped pills and cracked seals and lost ur gang

[@NoJumper]

gang

[@SergioMorales-ir7ff]

No Jumper

[@smackedbagelz8667]

rope pope

[@funkmastaflexxx1716]

No Jumper the fuck you come from Adam 😂

[@kyleschurman4757]

Rope gang around my neck when I die

[@cleet6047]

koolest podcast in the world

[@Deadtalks]

We love you we love you

[@WAVYYEDDY]

omm no homo

[@papasmurf2013]

You mean you love his music? Sure you appreciate him but, I mean do you really love a famous stranger?

[@WAVYYEDDY]

i mean we know enough about him from his music and interviews, hes so connected to his fanbase but still, im no dickrider but i relate to his music and that why i really fw him

[@papasmurf2013]

Ooohh righht i unnderstand now! lol I barely started exploring him this week & i'm diiggin it!

[@justchattingm8243]

Eugene fuller he can connect with us hes like that cousin that means nothing to you but when it comes down to it we dont want to let them die

[@dylanjacobs8274]

I fucking love Pouyas style, I cant explain it but its like ive heard him before and I fucking love it

[@antoniocouto6084]

Bidayyy me tooooo ❤

[@lithiumkid]

it’s called nostalgia

[@markrodriguez3105]

He got that gutta boy sound but he was spittin like he was sleeping under a bench type shit like the bills were due

[@ApplicationBot]

Pouya consistent with fire

[@hdmontaged6939]

omg ? hello

[@ApplicationBot]

hello

[@mob1.mob1]

YUH YO

[@joey5933]

guys read the lyrics he put everything into this

[@x0scimy0x]

"Lemme slide inside yo body beef, bitch". Truly a modern Shakespeare.

[@yungskrrskrr6550]

1000x more lyrical then the 1st.

[@kylemichalski41]

Jared Wilkerson dead 💀

[@tougefeels7332]

joey or just listen lmfao

[@allislost9999]

@save animals what u tryna say

[@oscarpavon1457]

Stay strong Pouya and keep doing what you do... just keep going...

[@papasmurf2013]

lol "just keep going". But complacency kills... ironically

[@Teajay423]

"Them Suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away Another day don't go my way"🔥

[@cutecorpse7698]

looking for a paper chase

[@purplehazze4898]

@ANubWhoLikes SwordArtOnline So get your comfort from anotherrrrrrrrr

[@Ryu_hayabusa561]

Another day I piss away

[@Phantom_limbs69]

@@purplehazze4898 Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away

[@BudBudson]

Pouya's going through alot rn

[@theremarkablebox3064]

tru

[@Dusk0nerSA]

How do you know?

[@ImTrezyy]

Dusk0nerSA Twitter

[@spacey_babe9950]

You're not lying! In a sick way though, would he really be Pouya without the struggle and heartache?

[@brianm7109]

my poop is stinky

[@just_a5.7]

pouya fina be famous af just wait on it.

[@epr6223]

Leo jetlife gonna be mainstream

[@nikkovrload2801]

Leo jetlife nah pouya aint selling out.

[@azeraxosu3051]

dont have to sellout to be famous lol

[@sagecollier3823]

He already is famous asf though

[@just_a5.7]

Hylian Gaming nah he ain't as famous as suicide boyz but he put em on set thats why they famous but after this album im telling yall he fina be on suicide boyz level cuz of lil peeps death no respect and pouya got that flow that not many ppl have heard yet . i fw peep.. i relate to him. #rippeep.

[@yungpotato1862]

Waiting on that new project! I like the different vibe this song has

[@matthewwaters6223]

Years back this was my struggle song now I'm off to work supporting my daughter being a hustler and making money always catching a vibe feel like I'm making it alongside pouys in this crazy thing called life

[@TakeThis_L]

keep it up bro, i gotta son and im starting a way better job soon

[@xaviermellon6858]

Don't stop the hustle brudda my son's 1 and got me in the right direction to❤

[@snafuperman]

twins here. song came out when they were born. I was on the brink back then. I was on the fence, until God told me to get down and come here, that's the devil's fence.

[@joey5933]

florida boys

[@Oxalwayswins]

This song amazing bro on repeat all day

[@nobrokenheartsforme]

Year after year, it hits deeper. Love you pouya❤

[@amyrosaa9894]

Pouyaaa you did it!❤❤

[@weIfed]

This song truly beautiful

[@Lvcifxrr]

Waiting on that music video 🔥🔥shits dope

[@lonelybwoy3803]

Ł U Ç Ï F Ê R the Song Just Came Out

[@Lvcifxrr]

Lonely Bwoy and? He already posted about it and I’m hyped? The fuck you care for lol

[@jordanthompson9707]

We Love you Pouya!!

[@dandan____]

love you pouya ❤🤙🏽

[@gustavogarcia.2804]

Respect from Mexico. We all love you Pouya!

[@KingJalen]

Whooooaaaas he still has These thoughts he should sell that Cadilac

[@PKcookin]

Fuck you

[@azeraxosu3051]

lol why you saying Fuck you?

[@PKcookin]

Cus the Cadillac is probably dope

[@azeraxosu3051]

lmao he is joking

[@PKcookin]

Ok I take the l my b

[@tristananvilcaster]

So clean!

[@LOL-cringe]

- i really felt when he said: nobody know what I been doing to myself. - i hate myself, I can't control the cards I'm dealt

[@rickybobby7775]

$$$ 2 up next

[@pedrohenrique-cw7gy]

Sensacional pouya

[@coltonbeed1535]

Rafael Delgado imagine if they released it on Christmas.

[@HgihAsFcuk]

hopefully god damn

[@andrewmarcus8272]

YES!!!!!

[@ayinwithnoyang]

Rafael Delgado i doubt it they said that in 2016 where it at?

[@rojastashanae]

I feel this mad deep. This song makes me cry my fuckin eyes out and somehow makes me very happy

[@LOL-cringe]

Dude this is actually insane! This legit feels like one of those Pre-CGI renders movies often do, it feels so official too! Man this really makes me wish we actually got Spider-Man 4

[@veronicareed2612]

my fav!

[@thedogs3467]

Nick I told you we would rise from nothing... damn

[@WorldBeans]

Fat Nick?

[@BigStiffWilly]

Thicc Nick?

[@Lil_Off]

that line was hard af

[@iMrHydraa]

aw

[@veronicafletcher3069]

Silent Monologue Productions 😍😭

[@californiaroachangulo8300]

Pouya = rap game at its peak

[@GingerBeardMan45]

Love pouya

[@sparkmasterp439]

This is so hard! Straight banger🔥

[@hazyslazy2639]

Even now this is still a banger🔥💯

[@tylynn._tyty5691]

No cap

[@superduperquan]

Facts i still bump this shit🔥

[@tchrts]

and they say lyricism is dead...

[@jackiepoo4229]

pouya you are never alone, we are always here

[@Necklars]

love the vibes

[@allistairwillenberg1293]

Ima 80's kid n I really thought real rap was dead but there is hope yet! Fcuckn sick flow!!

[@anthony_camposplays3675]

I LOVE THIS BEAT!!!!!!!!!!

[@minalvgs]

Love this. Love u❤️❤️❤️

[@jenniferluviano2585]

I love it

[@gracexpump5320]

This song just cemented pouya as my favorite artist

[@jungo3747]

Ur flow is insane

[@waxencross7519]

Thank you 😊

[@laylow9474]

God damn this shit beautiful. Preciate that pouya, needed that.

[@crazyracer124]

Always fire 🔥🔥🔥from my boy pouya!!!

[@jesseonyx5280]

This song reminds me of 2019, 8:30pm summer nights the sun was almost down but still out just driving around with the homies and hoes, 1 more year before high school graduation, life was good. I’m 21 now and wake up at ass crack of dawn for some average job I wish I could go back just one time

[@marcusdayungg2110]

Why does this hit rn? I’m 19 years old and dealing with porn addiction and depression. And it’s ironic cause my parents have a Cadillac and I always sit in the back. 😂

[@dulcemadrid4368]

I've been waiting

[@bladelife6731]

so great brah

[@chihioussama12]

Respect from Tunisia

[@-Kappo-]

If I die you cry then move on the next day.. that hit me hard

[@Chris-iq5pr]

I’d think about that too when I wanted to end my shit. She gonna move on regardless so might as well see what this shit has to offer..

[@-Kappo-]

@@Chris-iq5pr ay bro js wanna let you know it gets better trust me I know I still love those lyrics but there’s a better life beyond this stump you’re behind.. keep on going bro you got this I believe in you💪

[@nooser664]

I love This

[@user-co9ee8ev6s]

Love you Pouya!

[@j0724s]

MTM Hit Em Wit Tha Heat!! 🔥🔥

[@NikosWTF]

[Verse 1] I'm a down south Florida boy, ain't goin' back to Hollywood From the gutter to your guts, let me ignite the firewood Still I roll slow in the Chevy donk Never forget where I rose up from, spit on my face, get rid of my funds And who am I? Just another guy stuck in desperation Lookin' at the ceilin' fan, spinnin' around, havin' a panic attack I don't pop no pills 'cause it don't take the pain away from me I don't crack no seals 'cause it done took the gang away from me I been known to pimp a ho, got dirty loafers on my feet Bitch you got me mesmerized, them thighs the size of me Lemme slide inside yo body beef, bitch I got my chain on, ain't a thing wrong with a broken frozen wrist [Chorus] Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another [Verse 2] Everything I did is crumblin' beneath my feet I'm feelin' lonely, feelin' like I'm only stuck with memories Take me back to what I was, take away what I've become Take away the grayer days, take the bullet out my brain Take my dick out your mouth and let me be myself I wonder what the people around me think about me Back to my shady ways I go Pack the Gat and let it blow Just let my lover, brother, mother, sisters, father know I love 'em Mikey I told told you we was gon be somethin' Look at us now 'cause now we buzzin', pressin' buttons Diamonds dancin' by the dozen Nick I told you we would rise from nothin' Look at the way they look at me now Rich forever, blowin' money 'til I'm senile [Chorus] Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another [Verse 3] I got addicted to the money as I fell inside a hole The cries and crowd get louder, the deeper that I go Nobody know what I've been doin', tell myself I hate myself I can't control the cards I'm dealt I spent a lot time alone inside my room Thinkin' about what I do if I knew you was on the fence about me too, bitch I crashed the whip and hit a bitch, and almost killed the bitch An now I'm back in the Cadillac with that black pistol grip The AC don't work and I'm feelin' like I was kid again Feelin' like I wasn't gettin' in with the cooler kids How the fuck can I get out of this funk? If I die, you cry, then move on, the next day I'm ill advised, fuck you, bitch, you can't even look me in my eyes [Chorus] Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Fade away, fade away

[@farley7818]

Lyrics are in the description

[@NikosWTF]

and now in the comments

[@kagonotorideath6708]

Arguably, better than the one in the description I might add.

[@csmith2992]

Right on

[@loophole6356]

Great job man

[@elvistannehill9698]

Goosebumps

[@ScarEditsOG]

You can hear the pain in his voice.... fuckkkk

[@oozingpussbrain1130]

Money can't replace the void of lost loved ones

[@mob1.mob1]

This is the best song I've ever heard Rest up Peace n Positivity

[@huntervegh2730]

I love that Pouya raps about the real shit

[@christ3798]

pouyas best work in my opinion ⚔️🤟🏽

[@mirandakresse3651]

Chris T Worth the listen 1000% Feed back would be appreciated, much love soundcloud.com/bennett-tran/hurtinallthetime

[@kissmymind8498]

++

[@suicideleopard9838]

them suicidal thoughts will never fade away

[@sydneystardust7361]

My new favorite💗

[@insightingwl5291]

Love you pouya

[@liluzivertsuicideboysshout1005]

This song made me cry so much I’m depressed basically

[@animelover4868]

I still don't know who MTM is, but I sincerely love that G.

[@necromantis.]

Mickey The Magician

[@langdon3849]

Still bumping this >3 We love you Pouya stay up

[@Bryceisthename_]

This is fire

[@CHODEYYY]

This song inspired me to go from making beats to rapping on top of them.....despite my anxiety..........thank u pouya!!!!!!!!!

[@victorwelch6784]

G.O.A.T

[@SauceSosa_214Tx]

Victor Welch yea truly can say that he is the goat havent heard anyone better to really give that title to

[@pollyfree]

been waiting for this jam bruh, stay up

[@spiiriitual8478]

Pure🍃🎶

[@konstinator5422]

This is easily his best one yet

[@VET7X]

Damn bro; Just when I thought this song couldn’t hit any deeper.

[@jasonblack5932]

the best!

[@teesee2935]

Legendary

[@Omar22th]

Cant wait for the kidz bop version! B)

[@elweroloco1071]

Neptune I’m dead asf🤣🤣🤣😂😂💀

[@nanathabanana]

i just realized this beat can go with the lyrics to "daddy issues"

[@999Chem]

🔥🔥🔥 Always

[@tomgregg1319]

Fire 🔥 pouya killin it again

[@ayelmao567]

This shit slaps🤯

[@VeryRareMatt]

I remember when this came out.. i was listening to this with my lil brother and homie and i was playing fortnite during its early days.. oh the memories are what bring me back here.. i wish nothing changed but i was 16 when this came out so i guess things had to change for the better.. i just miss the people that used to be with me.. most of them passed and others we’ve simply just grew apart.. life sucks but i think its the memories that sustain certain feelings.

[@harryhood7124]

Straight fire

[@LemmeSuckYoDlck]

Beautiful. This is leagues above pt 1. Pouya doesn't stop getting better. Thanks shorty

[@kyleschurman4757]

I'd cop the fuck out of a hoodie with this picture on it

[@coltonbeed1535]

Kyle Schurman fr

[@jb_2099]

Kyle Schurman fuck yea

[@leossj1112]

I just got dumped through text from a 3 year relationship while i was working. I had no clue until i took a bathroom and it fucking killed me. This happened in new years day. This song is my bestfriend right now.

[@RockerFoo92]

leo ssj stay strong and don’t look back man I was broken up without a warning or even notice she just left one day no text no call nothing. Never got closure but it was for the better

[@leossj1112]

awsumromey Women bro, fuck em

[@kylesteeves6505]

Haha

[@milldabeast519]

Should post that on fb maybe somebody will care. This aint panty rap kid

[@justaghost3285]

Fuck that bitch

[@LOL-cringe]

- I know times are rough for you rn Pouya.. - Stay strong.. - There is resolve after the chaos.

[@papasmurf2013]

diggin the retro video gamish vibe to the music

[@6ris168]

Stay strong homie I know you're going through some tough as shit .

[@marcy3786]

Playing this song on Christmas 😭

[@clairetait6789]

Bitch the fuck same

[@justinburns9875]

Cant stop listening... waking up in the morning with this in my head... ❤

[@janedoe3168]

so sick !!!!