|| BURNING MEMORY || gacha AMV || (+16)TW:S/A

Victims of child S/A often has affect on them during adulthood.
Being adults, they realize that what happened to them was S/A.
It can lead to different reaction like
-isolation
-agression
-denial
or fall into addiction.
Dealing with PTSD can be exhausting not only for a victim but also for a caretaker (especially if they don't know what happened).
For more information:
www.ptsd.va.go...
Song used:
Heartaches turning into Burning memory
Credits for creating white tulips
‪@PeachWithCream‬
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[@vittotheworst]

Okay, the video itself talks about the relationship between Radal and his wife and how he was S/Ad. What is clear from the beginning is that it is a Christian marriage (Catholic from what I see). Radal's wife (I'm terrible with the names, sorry 😭) seems to want to evangelize Neona and Radal, although these two show that they don't want to know anything about this (Although Neona is seen praying with her mother during dinner). Radal is shown to be very distant with his wife and this makes her start to feel guilty for (according to my theory) not following the role of Christian marriage or because she feels that something is wrong in the relationship and it is starting to fall apart. Something that happens next is that someone seems to flirt with Radal's wife and in another scene she seems to talk happily with the person (It could be infidelity although I doubt it since Radal's wife seems to still honestly care about her marriage with Radal and it would be strange coming from a person who follows the Bible to the letter... So it could be a 'beginning'??). One day, Radal's wife asks him to both go to church... That day they both have a big argument in which her wife asks him if he even still loves her because of Radal's isolation. That same night, we discover that Radal was abused by an overseer (probably a nun) of the church he used to attend as a child, the trauma that began in childhood and lasted into his adulthood seems to be the reason why Radal is a quite closed and isolated person and does not want to relate to anything Christian/Catholic :( Well, I had never done this before but I felt like doing it. It is sad to see how Radal's trauma affected his marriage and how he deals with this without his wife's knowledge, in addition to the fact that in real life many minors were abused by church overseers. (PS: Bloody, if the reason why Radal had trouble sitting down is because of an internal wound caused by the nun when she abused him I'm gonna cry 😭)

[@SuitsandBoots]

It was a priest and yes. You get the reason why he have troubles with sitting

[@vittotheworst]

@@SuitsandBoots 😭

[@iloevmozdzastiks]

@@SuitsandBootsI KNEW IT

[@selenie_isinyourclosetrn]

⁠@@SuitsandBootsI have my suspicions but uh what did they do exactly to do that? I’ve only been thinking for 5 minutes or so but can’t think of anything 😭

[@SuitsandBoots]

@@selenie_isinyourclosetrn It's understandable. Victims of child 🍇 can have physical symptoms as in adulthood as well. It can manifest itself in the form of pains in intimate parts. I can't explain everything just in one comment so you can read about it here www.acog.org/clinical/clinical-guidance/committee-opinion/articles/2011/08/adult-manifestations-of-childhood-sexual-abuse#:~:text=Physical%20Effects,alcohol%20and%20illicit%20drugs%208.

[@monicadokray5677]

Honestly, I was starting to think that Wisteria was an abuser, but watching this video, she just seems frustrated that the marriage doesn't seem to be going well due to Radal's isolation/distance and lack of communication because of his trauma, which makes she think he doesn't love her. That scene where she gets super excited when someone flirts(?) with her is really hurtful to me, because it really shows how Wisteria is thirsty for affection, since Radal doesn't normally give it to her. And considering that Gray Story is inspired by Blue Story, and in Blue Story the horns appear on Blue because he feels guilty, I think it's the same with Wisteria here, she thinks she is doing something wrong :(

[@Pryo_Mania]

I feel so bad for her :(

[@abstractdoodlez]

@@Pryo_Mania same 😢

[@XxFrogy_XDxX]

Poor Wisteria and poor Randal, they deserve to cuddle and wach a movie thogether

[@idk_man3491]

The priest removing the cross from his necklace at the end just before sa-ing the boy is honestly so chilling. This whole video was so awesomely executed. I tip my hat to you bro

[@hoaxstage]

This is really just sad, Wistera trying to give randal affection but him pushing it away due to the trauma he had by getting groomed. It really just shows how SA impacts so much. I love the lore and animation, this video was actually really sad

[@uma_pessoa_muito_cheirosa]

Dont mind me, im just waiting for the paragraph guy Ooh he got abused at a church POOR BOI 😭

[@Lexi_1234Art]

Yeah same

[@YourLocalAshh_]

love paragraph guys, they change perspectives of the video

[@AustinSamson-mg9ks]

Love those peeps.​@@YourLocalAshh_

[@SodaCider641]

I really love your choice for the music. I’m also glad you touched upon the topic of CSA. A lot of people don’t know that hundreds if not thousands of priests and youth pastors are responsible for several CSA cases. People think that those who are religious are morally pure white, which is not true since the church has a really dark history. There are some religious people who weaponize their religion to justify their hatred towards those who are different. Religion is about being kind, loving and accepting of others, not being hateful and committing heinous acts towards anyone. You’re amazing, Suits and Boots.

[@Myaisinlove]

Not even lying that's not true a lot of people know what happens in c.c that's why Christianity is barely respected or maybe just in Britain I'm not sure that JUST my view even in a lot of shows touch on it As well South park especially

[@Dash1779]

Ok now I feel bad for the parents because the mom tried to hang out with their daughter and teach her the religion but didn’t listen and the dad just gives her money 😢

[@wutduck1763]

It seems my suspicions were correct, unfortunately. I feel deeply for Radal, and for Wisteria as well. Obviously he is the one having to carry this trauma, feeling unsafe to even tell his wife about what happened. They’re both people who feel a great deal of shame, Radal because of his trauma and Wisteria because she cannot live up to the impossible standards of being a “perfect, pure” Christian wife. What hurts is that they clearly care for one another, but their lack of communication is hurting their marriage. Which is understandable, considering their circumstances. Also to clear up any confusion, the person who hurt Radal is likely a priest, not a nun. The outfit is very close to Roman Catholic priest garments, not that of a traditional nun’s. Not that the specifics matter, because regardless this person was a monster for what they did to Radal. And it’s sad to say that this is not uncommon in the church.

[@iloevmozdzastiks]

the part where both wisy and radal dance is actually SOOOO smooth. I love it so much. I honestly feel bad for radal😭

[@Nevaeh_Jackson]

Poor radal. Its bad enough going through SA but having it happen by a person who is supposed to lead the church whixh is the very place ypu should feel safe in, is violating in tremendously damaging. Its no wonder Radal is now avoiding touchy things with his wife, and it brings him back to that very same trauma even religion relates to his trauma. His wife doesn't understand why he reacts like this to her touch and will hardlt be romantic with her or sexual.I think that he tries to distract himself with work so that he can't avoid his trauma by taking his mind off it. I hope he will be able to talk to someone about it someday

[@nasutchi3080]

What I have so far after watching: •Radal has been gr00med by a nun during his trauma •Wisteria tries to get Neona to read the Bible, but Neona treats her religion as a joke •Wisteria tries to love her husband but even if she tries to love him, Radal pushes it away due to his trauma I’m starting to have second thoughts on Radal and Wisteria, mostly Wisteria from her behavior in this video. But I need some confirmation on that /lh

[@monsiqx]

Then it wouldn’t be a real nun. A nun cannot be lustful or anything really. They should stay clear of anything other than God. A true nun cannot groom as that would compliment ruin the whole point of being pure and faithful

[@Tialovestea]

​@@monsiqx at this point I don't even think that the 'nun's' intention was to actually be a nun but rather a stepping stone to find more children to predate.. That last part always disgusts me, poor Radal.

[@SodaCider641]

@@monsiqx Anyone in the church can be a groomer. It’s so disgusting that religious people are excused. The church is responsible for covering up several CSA cases. What is wrong with you?

[@monsiqx]

@@SodaCider641 WTF?? I said you cant be a REAL nun if you commit such sins?? Am I not right?? Sinning would not make you a real nun (shocking)

[@monsiqx]

@@Tialovestea thats exactly what i said!! Thanks for understanding :3

[@The_B3an]

Lemme try to piece this together. This is my first time really trying this so forgive me if i’m wrong! :] okay so 0:01 to 0:13 shows Radal and Wisteria getting married and having Neona. Simple. 0:14 to 0:18 shows Wisteria trying to convince a (very bratty) Neona to become religious, as she says it will free her from sin. Radal walks in on this at 0:19 but has flashbacks to his childhood SA trauma and thus refuses to intervene. (Poor Radal.) 0:22 shows Wisteria having fantasies regarding her husband, and she gets an idea. She brings Radal tickets of some kind for a movie, but he declines (after looking up from a heart-shaped letter?), saying Wisteria should go with Neona instead. Neona declines. 0:31, Radal gets another flashback as he tries to sit at the dinner table. Wisteria asks if he’s okay and Neona just sits there. Radal either ignores or brushes off the question and claims he’s fine. 0:36 Wisteria again brings up religion with Neona but she declines, saying she is not a sinner(?) and does not need religion in her life. Wisteria pushes, claiming they will both go to heaven and be happy, free from the prying eyes of the public at last(?). Wisteria says that if Neona does not go to church, it will upset her, and that she only wants the best for Neona(?). 0:45 Neona ignores this(?) and instead asks for money from Radal, which he obliges and gives to her. Wisteria gets annoyed with Radal, claiming that the money and spoiling Neona so much is making her full of sin and a bad person in general, and she brings up Religion once more, telling Radal that it will free their daughter of sin. I think Radal declines based on him placing the book down. 1:08 -We get a scene of Wisteria asking if he wants to have ‘fun time.’ She feels bad when he declines and does not reciprocate, thinking she’s a bad person for having these thoughts and asking him or is a bad wife, hence the horns. A heart, which I cannot recall the meaning of right now, gets Wisteria’s attention. 1:27 - The Heart helps Wisteria spy on her husband, which Radal spots and ignores or brushes it off as annoying and closes the curtain. 1:35- Sunday. Wisteria must have convinced Radal to go to church with her. She again has thoughts about her Husband as church begins. Radal gets flashbacks as Wisteria places her hand on his thigh, telling him to not be so uptight(?) Wisteria later asks her husband why he’s feeling bad, claiming she is a good person(??) and is not doing anything wrong with her advances. She asks if Radal does not love her romantically/sexually and demands an answer. 1:59 Radal probably does say yes, he has no sexual feelings/no sexual desires/no desire in general to do ‘it’ with Wisteria. Wisteria gets upset and screams at him as he leaves the room. This throws the family in disarray, wisteria refusing to even sleep in the same bed as Radal and instead napping on the couch. 2:14. Radal dreams about his trauma. He has to go for church after playing with a Rose person. It seems that a priest(?) or someone of that sort isolated young Radal from others and locked the door, before.. 2:40 I think the cross being ripped off is either the Priest shedding their seemingly friendly outer layer, now acting with sin- or it’s Radal leaving religion and surpressing his trauma. Amazing work Suitsandboots, I hope Radal gets the help he needs. (Any edits made are spelling corrections)

[@Potocalter]

I can see it make sense for him to avoid Christian topics, but still sad, since the actions done by that preist / church leader are condemned in Christianity

[@jonathanpierrelouis1267]

I feel bad for Radal :(

[@M1LL3]

As a person who knows someone with PTSD (the more severe type), you had gotten most of the traits down. I also feel very bad for Radal, yet it adds so much to his character that makes his attitudes and morals came full circle. So my overall opinion: Great job with your research on this video! And the dance scene was fanominal, I could only imagine how long it took you, lol 💜

[@thisiscofefe]

Seems like my assumptions about Wisteria are wrong. When I first see her in the community post, I thought she would be the judgemental, narcisstic type of wife who's trying to force her grandiosity on Radal (sorry Wisteria 😭). Now that I see her efforts in trying to get Neona on the right track of life, I see that Wisteria is just trying her best to become a good wife and mother for her family. Though she still do have flaws like Radal has I feel terrible for both Wisteria and Radal

[@RolRetro]

Honestly, I’ll admit, Radal’s my current favorite character of yours and I hope he isn’t that bad 😭😭

[@jamnikdzentelmenel]

Huh, Neona's mother is much more similiar to Isaac mother than i thought. Hopes she will not lose it all in one day

[@wss.aeriii]

wait i can’t tell if the lighter purple was causing trauma or if it was radal’s past

[@Spencer_DrawzArt]

Poor Radal, dudes need some proper love and some help.

[@leiloZzz]

im wearing headphones and im gonna be real, whenever the volume increased it scared me SO BAD. it makes the vid 10x more uneasy, great work🫶

[@jesicaspeer8848]

Tha mom is so sweet She deserves better

[@Nekoswirl]

This is…. ART I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN HOW SAD CONFUSED I AM

[@Tururruuuuuuuuuuuuu]

OH MY GOD FINALLY IT'S HERE😭😭😭😭 You don't know how excited I was for this video to come out and for me to know the story of these two

[@RivieBenjamin]

I just hope he can talk about it man 😢 this really reminds me of that one show called baby reindeer, the dad is also been experiencing that in a church too..

[@Aleezaurr_]

Once radal realizes his own daughter is an abuser...poor dude 😭

[@MischievousBat]

It is a good music choice 😯 ! It has this memory, traumatic and old song vibe, so perfect to show the past of the father ! And omg the dancing animation is so smooth and perfect like all the video 😻 Good job SuitsandBoots 👏🎉 !

[@AACR_Stars]

i realized that the music got "louder" and more staticy when something involved the church or something christian, probably resembling radals memories from his trauma getting stronger or it was accidental-

[@unserioes0815]

ending made my jaw drop

[@glubiapestka469]

HOLY FU- This is soooooo intense..

[@Ineedanoriginalnameacceptthis]

Okay, will someone explain to me why THIS was the one that broke me and made me cry??

[@SuitsandBoots]

Wait really?

[@Littlegirl3]

I really love this video and i actually love a lot the fact that the song starts to get louder or diffrent form in other scenes,in those louder one's sounds like relive of the trauma or feeling(is really sad and such a heavy empact on mental health,than correct me if i am wrong) but still you did a good presentation of It(i hope you are going/have a nice day

[@aunipro5759]

The dance tho, so fabulous and gorgeous animation,, really captures the meaning. Love it like always :)

[@paolakgarrent3997]

BRO NOOO POOR RADAL D"X

[@Mother1723]

I feel bad for Radal..this is sad ;(( Btw good video! :)

[@Itsdevin26]

I feel bad for the wife, but we can’t blame the husband either

[@user-wj3fh2xb4j]

0:05 Woah, this part is well done!

[@Anna-hy4sb]

Poor Radal :C

[@olgaabebe1127]

Bro ur animations got better keep up the good work❤

[@wolfgalaxy4426]

Its a crime to be ao underrated im calling the gacha police cause you are to much underrated . and im late sorry

[@B1c1cl3tt4]

SO HE WAS S/A'ED?! Oh my god...

[@aareonareid7452]

The fact that this might fits more in Catholic Churches, where most people would god as an excuse for their disgusting actions

[@badmaidz]

LAVENDER AND PURPLE ARE SO CU- Oh

[@SodaCider641]

The mom’s name is Wisteria The dad’s name is Radal Their daughter’s name is Neona

[@badmaidz]

@@SodaCider641 OHHHHH Because I just discovered this channel-

[@Anna-hy4sb]

Dw Wisteria Wasn’t Radals Abuser I Think

[@badmaidz]

@@Anna-hy4sb ohhh

[@MarisolStar]

Srry this is off topic but i just absolutely love AI Bowlly..

[@TheHilariousBowster]

Honestly I liked church goings but I always had an uneasy feeling of it idk I lost faith and never looked back to that feeling but I honestly just felt like it was something I didn’t want to be apart of it has nothing to do with this video but idk church always scared me and mostly the priest 😅 like they had style but still I had an uneasy feel of it… idk if other people ever felt like that… so I just leave this comment here.

[@Aquarium_fishon]

0:05 Iris and radal dancing It's the best thing I saw today

[@JayXD25]

AWW WHAT THIS IS CRAZY???? :(

[@JAH.13]

This brings me back to the smiles family for some reason?

[@dixkxa5]

I feel sorry for both of them. Radal, because the priest 🍇 him and now any reminder of religion/church makes him distant. Wisteria, because she lacks her husband’s love and tries to make him love her by giving him the same. I'm sure that Radal wants to love his wife, but because of her attitude towards religion it becomes very difficult for him, and his injury does not allow him to simply love. (So sorry if I misunderstood anything)

[@purplenadia7]

I thought the mom was gonna be an abuser, but i guess i was wrong. She thinks she’s being a bad wife. Poor girl :(

[@SaraFun333]

Ok, now this shіt got real interesting, the plot is just getting THICK

[@V1nn_3119]

First! And… oh

[@Jasmine-wi1wb]

That’s just sad honestly.

[@Narjis640]

I don't really understand this but this is underrated :0

[@XSparkjoltX]

During the wedding dance scene for some reason my brain thought those are Forks in the background even though they're probably tulips are some type of flower

[@Nodorito]

Man this was well animated, great job Id be so mad if my husband was enabling my daughter, but holy crap the nun part stunned me

[@toreff0]

Хочу задати таке питання.Чи розповідав Радал про цей випадок своїм батькам, своїй сім'ї, щоб вони знали що з ним таке відбулось?Мені дуже шкода його..😰

[@Raccoon_love_cookie]

Damn the dance though !

[@zainabbatool3179]

Fun fact about chonny: his soul form happens when hes around with randle or any religous imagrdy and it also show wth his apprence He has sinful clouths but with little accents of religion like a cross neklece But the negitive is that he has a eturnal bleeding of a white substence that leaks from hea to leg on the right side of the body [and no its no what your thinking] this paticuler substence is the oppiste of s/a stains Really like my idea for this soul desigh he looks so cool

[@SuitsandBoots]

Who are talking about???

[@zainabbatool3179]

@@SuitsandBoots MY OC CHONNY GOLD HES CHONNY JASH BUT IF HE WAS IN THE GREYVERSE

[@SuitsandBoots]

@@zainabbatool3179 oh okay

[@zainabbatool3179]

@@SuitsandBoots quick question:do you like chonny jash

[@SuitsandBoots]

@@zainabbatool3179 To like someone I need to know them better

[@emperorlizZ]

Animation is nice

[@user-sx1cn8lc8r]

I’m Christian and clicked on the video because of the thumbnail until I realised what it was about 😿

[@Starymintbreeze]

NOOOOOOOO IM SO SAD

[@Cicadabones]

What’s the background song? (Amazing video btw :D!)

[@SuitsandBoots]

Heartaches

[@Cicadabones]

@@SuitsandBoots Thank you! :D

[@gachaeater87]

This is so GOOD!! SORRY IF COMMENT IS OFF TOPIC...

[@Lexi_1234Art]

I fucking knew it!!!!

[@Corywantsfood]

Im startin to see her mother as nice

[@sallynightmares2834]

Oh now I know who did this to him I feel bad for him I hop he will tell her the truth

[@PointedZoo]

I love the dancing animation sm.. this is such an interesting video too

[@original2tu]

My poor child 😭😭😭😭😭😭 He needs all the huygs and therapy he can get One question is it okay if we can make oc's in this series or make fanedits?

[@SuitsandBoots]

I don't mind them tbh ^^ I'm open to everything until this is not pushing me into ship

[@original2tu]

@SuitsandBoots thank you ! I'm not into ships I think it's weird to make one w a sa character

[@SuitsandBoots]

@@original2tu then great!

[@rokibatadetulubo6396]

Five days late. Amazing/s Adding my two cents in by rambling about some stuff: Okay so Radal has PTSD huh? I think i see it with like avoiding stuff that reminds him of the traumatic event therefore isolating himself from others, whatever went on at 0:31 (i cant explain why he would feel that but others did so we good lol) , *appearing* tired. Now I feel like I might just be making assumptions here but he also could have trouble sleeping cause it kinda looked like it and in universe he could've actually flashed backed to the event when he got sexu@lly @ssul@ted or s/a'ed . Also i think you did a really good job showcasing this so props to you! Icl imo I think a (kinda) flaw of Radal's wife (already forgot her name 💀) is that she seems to not really know any other way to get Neona good again I guess but I'm prob just being -too- harsh cause she's trying- Btw I just learned that they actually have names 💀💀-

[@Lexi_1234Art]

Where are you paragraph GUY?? ???!!

[@Moozingpink_]

Can i make a oc for your serie? If not, sorry!

[@SuitsandBoots]

I don't have anything against

[@Moozingpink_]

@@SuitsandBoots thank you!!!

[@Thekinginyellowkid]

It seems like he was s/a either a nun or a priest that’s why he has religious trauma

[@LynneCorpus-lg6mb]

This made me cry cuz grandpa gave me a bible before he died

[@GoobiesWorld]

Damn

[@_anna4]

Aw poor radal :

[@LAUGHING_G4S]

Proceeds to say that after radals been r worded by a priest in a religious setting nd acknowledges it..

[@Sat3n-kid]

I feel bad for him, although now I have the doubt, what will he do if he finds out that his daughter is a grapist?

[@Itrippeddownthestairs]

Wdym! Ppl supporting are NONE???

[@Keckuen]

Thought this would be a FATE video, but still great tho.

[@fatamaaldkel1160]

I like itttttt❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@roseytherosequeen]

What do you use to animate?

[@SuitsandBoots]

So 1) alight motion 2) Flipa clip (for parts where tweening is not good enough) 3) Ibis paint 4) Photoshop (for backgrounds and more detail models)

[@roseytherosequeen]

​@@SuitsandBoots ok thanks

[@MischievousBat]

Hey ! I have à question : does Wisteria have trichotillomania ? Because in a moment she pulled her hair, idk if it is only me Who goes to far or not 😢

[@SuitsandBoots]

no

[@Celessiee]

WHY WAS MY RECOGNITION THERE

[@wolfgalaxy4426]

Correction people saing taht randal has benn abu by a nun Is wrong he has benn abu by a pastor not a nun lock closely to the dress the pastor is wearing a nun dress is different hope it helps.

[@ultra-lyla4736]

Poor Radal man..

[@khaulahfauzolazim7534]

May i ask abt smt what does the simbols means? Like heart, an x and the rest its ok if u cant aswer if u want

[@dumbpopstarwww]

I identify with Radal... I also have trauma from something related to "Catholic or Christian"...(sorry for the bad English)

[@Litucestaz]

Sad😢😟

[@Fandom_everything]

Divorce. Right now. This is not a stable marriage

[@Edwardwnothing]

I have that song in my liked songs

[@Sally_ally]

Poor Radal…

[@IJustGachx]

So is the wife good or bad? 😨

[@8WitsEnd8]

Its just so sad to see how he can't face crist, and the bible nor Christianity because of SA

[@KeyNightmare]

The end of the video is just horror me...

[@Night_.Sky_Official]

Question: does Neona care about his father? (Radal)

[@Mikuu172]

Me saying 6000 bad words then seeing the bible: 😦

[@salaaaaaat]

Backrooms music... 👉 🕳️

[@stitchthelilo]

RADAL NOOOOOOOOO edit: oh my god why did the fucking 😊 emoji get used. i did not click that

[@TheTerribleLittleMy]

idk the characters but I think the wife has bpd

[@theultimaterewatcher]

MY ANALYSIS FOR THIS VIDEO WAS POSTED SOMEWHERE ELSE I CRAVE DEATH 💀💀💀

[@SuitsandBoots]

where?? I wanna see

[@theultimaterewatcher]

it was under a random shoulder boulders video i had watched a while ago-

[@SuitsandBoots]

@@theultimaterewatcher can you send me a link?

[@theultimaterewatcher]

kzbin.infowInFwqErC70?si=YBwF-_acm2dHoTvW EDITED COMMENT THO 🙏

[@SuitsandBoots]

No I was asking about analysis video ^^