I'm Not Okay | NCT 2021 엔시티 2021 'Beautiful' MV | Reaction

[@samnangprum2280]

Jisung: “i was jealous of someone else” Xiaojun: “but the thing that u have, they never have them” All of these lines hit home 😭

[@LouisaMcCord]

At this moment where all people taking photo of him shows that celebrities don’t have freedom as ordinary people, so you shouldn’t be jealous of them. Just my thought🤷🏻‍♀️

[@samnangprum2280]

@@LouisaMcCord yeah that's true, u might be jealous at someone's life being better than you but u never know someone else might be jealous of your life as well. so yeah just be you, even just a little thing, love it with all your heart.

[@AmIWhatIAm]

@@LouisaMcCord yes, I believe that's the message the director is trying to reach to the audience! Jisung played as the normal waiter, while Xiaojun played as the celebrity. We can clearly see that no attention was put on the ordinary waiter by the photographers, and everyone was taking close up pictures of the celebrity. The waiter is ordinary but he has freedom and privacy. On the other hand, the celebrity is famous but has no freedom or privacy at all. Even a simple activity of him drinking a cup of coffee at a cafe, he'll have numerous people tracking and looking at him. Rather than being unnescesarilly jealous of others because of what they don't have, they should be grateful for what they have to be happy and proud of who they are. The waiter should be grateful for his calm and private life that he has. The celebrity should be grateful that there are a lot of people out there who loves him. This MV is really well done! Short seconds but long meaning...

[@LouisaMcCord]

@@AmIWhatIAm exactly what i wanted to write in my comment, i mean directors are really got those lines deep in mv, and i really liked how they showed that, more appreciation should be given for that👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@ukiss4ever7]

There are a lot of messages in this song.

[@ellelee1]

LET'S ALL NOT DENY THE FACT THAT WE ALL CRIED FOR THIS M/V 🥺 An early holiday gift from NCT 2021! 🥺💖💖💖

[@lisa...5921]

Like From Home the rearranged version 🥲

[@strayoncestaytwice2528]

Unfortunately i didn’t make me cry but it did touch my heart 💚 Edit: ok now i cried

[@lulamia1369]

My life need this

[@beccuhhhcpo7536]

i definitely cried and i still cry everytime i watch it :( why is NCT so beautiful

[@abby-pk8uu]

@@beccuhhhcpo7536 yeah.. like everytime i watch it i can't help myself but cry

[@iaramarques5938]

Renjun Said that this was supposed to be NCT U's debut song but honestly I'm happy that they choose to keep it and let it be a song for the whole group

[@a.f.r4899]

@@amylee5093 no...SM plan to make this song as one of NCT U early debut song (way years back)...but SM keep this song for years, and make it as NCT 2021 songs..great decision made by SM..this song came out really BEAUTIFUL..

[@dre9806]

@@amylee5093 NCT U not NCT Dream

[@MsJoanis98]

It's so timely, too!

[@vincemarvincustodio1470]

Well, the timing is impeccable. We needed this feel good song today

[@ya.02]

@@anythingreally489 ohhh that’s why the first instrumental (jaehyun’s part) kinda reminded me of without u a little bit

[@sherriammons5540]

It's rare for me to literally cry during an MV, but this one slayed me completely. This is an emotional masterpiece.

[@elmira8182]

YES

[@briz7764]

Same, i straight up cried watching it each time

[@lulashepard3253]

I’m terrible: when the whistle/flute things came out I burst out laughing. I absolutely loved it. It was kinda like, “You hated ‘Sticker’? Well, here you go.” I’ve noticed they do stuff like that a lot.

[@seulmiseforever9603]

SAME. I literally got cry toward the final chorus parts when they start to show each member solo scene

[@flolowee1244]

Better days by SuperM was hit me hard but Beautiful is on another level, im crying everytime i listen to this song. Both songs played on repeat = sea of tears

[@Haechan.is.MJ.son.]

I literally bursted into tears when Ten appeared 😭😭 I miss him so much

[@rheannonfultz6449]

Me too 😭 I love Ten so much, he gives me lots of comfort and seeing him was too much 🥺

[@shellbaeon]

Funny for Hendery to say "No more tears will come again" as I am SITTING HERE SOBBING

[@atsymbol-l1f]

lol same

[@Mandozen]

Taeyong has always held that SENTIMENTAL SPOT in our hearts, even if he’s not your bias. I am so proud of Taeyong, of how far he has come, from being the worst trainee to becoming the LEADER of NCT, a 23-member group and counting...Taeyong, our hardworking leader, who always try his very best to be a good role model for his members.

[@Kidult_97]

HE'S AMAZING in every possible way .So so proud of TAEYONG he's an inspiration to all students

[@rumpelstiltskinbuttaller7991]

The whistle adds such a nice touch. Like it's calling all of them together

[@lisanYang]

NCT and NCTzens assemble!

[@maxsterpaulus6433]

Ladies and gentlemen, we are here gathered today, to witness a masterpiece finally released. Take a seat, grab something to drink & eat, opinions are appreciated and respected. Now let’s tune into the new season of “fuck a bias list: its pokemon time” with NCT 2021 😀

[@2xcrzkxk]

Yes! Lol, gotta love them all

[@MikoTP]

NCT literally made the entire fandom fight each other over song preferences and unit biases this year but DECIDED TO END ALL WARS WITH A 4 MINUTE AND 21 SECOND SONG. This song is so beautiful 😭 I can’t stop crying! I love NCT so much. 💚 Plus the way I am so in love with Chenle 😭 The moment he showed up in the beginning... I STARTED BAWLING LIKE CRAZY. He’s so precious, please. 🥺💚

[@jhsuperiors3435]

Yeah, Chenle been coming at me lately. I knew he's talented, but his personality got me. I've been binge watching Chenji This and That. He's probably my Dream bias.

[@KittyPikaChu]

i’m not even chenle biased but he’s probably one of my favourite performers and vocalists. his parts in the song were so good and I was soo happy to see him in centre😭😭

[@MikoTP]

@@jhsuperiors3435 He is my ultimate bias in NCT since chewing gum and he deserves the world! Any chenji content makes my day 10x better. 💚 I hope lele finds his way to the top of your bias list! 🐬

[@MikoTP]

@@KittyPikaChu EXACTLYYYY! I WAS LITERALLY IN TEARS WHEN I SAW CHENLE CENTER! He deserves it so much!!! 😭😭😭 Hope to see more opportunities for him in the future! 💚🐬

[@gina7375]

This song left me shocked.. never expected that kind of a song after ‘Black on Black’ and ‘Resonance’ but it just fits the winter mood and I am so happy that (finally) all the members got to sing in the song, that made it even more special for me.

[@neilgcu]

i've never expected nct to go to this thing not after black on black and resonance. i'm glad that they're showing they don't stick to something, they really are world-class artists. I LOVE MY BOYS 🥺💚💚💚

[@maugrimmy]

I cried so much and Taeyong showing up on the screen just took my breath away, how can someone be *so beautiful?*

[@AmethystFoal]

you can really tell that it was supposed to be an old nct u song, which makes this emotional masterpiece even more nostalgic. it reminds me so much of Without You and hearing that sound from NCT after so long is such a treasure.

[@skzbrokenwingz]

no because when they blew the whistle my sister yelled “NCT ASSEMBLE” and I choked on my tears 😔

[@thadartun7670]

The fact that they made us cry and then there it is " OK! ".

[@MizNouP]

After so many shit things that has happened this year, it’s refreshing to get this beautiful message from our favorite boys to end the year. We need this positivity in our lives, And I love how everyone got some shine. Our rappers sings so beautifully too! And I also herd that some members participated in writing the lyrics too. They are talented kings!

[@jsungchans]

whoever decided to delay the release of beautiful for years knows what they're doing because releasing it now at this time is perfection and timely

[@tortor8959]

Same sis . When TEN come out I m cry , miss him a lot. OMG! They are so Beautiful.

[@mnjk1558]

I was sobbing like a little baby too and then Yuta gave me a heart attack. I love your reactions cause you give Yuta the attention he deserves ♡

[@Pondyzrytte]

Warning for the album from my personal experience. The first half makes me high af but the second half heals me sober, lmao. 😃😃😃 Also yep, I cried at Beautiful when the unison chorus hit.

[@hyokat5183]

to be honest, becoz of how legendary NCT 2020 was, I was kind of expecting more for NCT 2021. No new members, 2 missing members, still no fixed unit for Shotaro and Sungchan, and no Make A Wish-level of song. I was no longer expecting something that will blow me off, but then when I watched this mv, it gave me goosebumps all over. Have listened to the whole album and it was so amazing. no boygroup has ever made me feel this way, this is why I love NCT

[@ukiss4ever7]

Shotaro and Sungchan will surely have their fixed unit, mark my words lol Because SM was out there opening an audition online last month or 2 months again. And then, there will probably be a new boy group cause SM is setting up for that too, but no information for that yet, but it's hopeful, however, of course Sungchan and Shotaro will not be in that new boy group cause they're already in NCT, so yeah. I think NCT Hollywood will be their last unit.

[@lisanYang]

No worries Caitlyn, I am crying together with you..... I am still not Okay okay..... Thank you for your reaction!

[@aprilnerigapasen7844]

"Start fresh, don't be afraid. Everything will be alright, don't worry" - while reading this lyrics I am thinking of Lucas which makes me cry more.

[@bobanctzennie2528]

I really miss him :( I want Lucas to come back.

[@ukiss4ever7]

@@Telepathy97 I have hope and I am positive that he will come back in 2022, if not, 2023. But if 2022, I'm guessing it will be around May-July, around the middle months of 2022.

[@jadeh8048]

I'm seriously having a hard time today and then this song drop the lyric hit me so hard

[@marielleannedeguzman9605]

The rapper lines actually write their own lines for the song

[@kailaherbert345]

I cried when the whistle blew and they all came together as one; portraying the world is in need of unity. Everyone is in need of some type of healing and this song was everything and more! I'm so glad to have joined this fandom and stan OT23.

[@Neoveezennieee]

This is the second NCT mv I cried after ‘From Home’ When Doyoung sang the last part urrrrghhhhh I cried so much. The way he delivered that part.

[@elizabethcole6430]

the way that this song is so special bc it was supposed to be one of their debut songs and its written by Taeyong Mark Johnny Jeno and Hendery like it makes me sob everything ab it makes me emotional

[@tendoheart9928]

I held it together until Doyoungs part towards the end with all my willpower, the song is soo touching! 😭💚

[@xanseviera]

I'm so glad they released this song after they established NCT brand as a new powerhouse in the industry. It took them 6 years but its eventually paid off. This makes this song more meaningful both for us and them.

[@angelinagore5067]

Did I cry my heart out during this? Yes. Was it worth it? Absolutely. ❤️❤️❤️

[@Beniceee.]

Can i relate ? Definitely.

[@nandifahnuraini7254]

"This time you can face the rain" "Next time you can beat the pain" "No more tears will come again" "Smiling laughing till the end" My fav part. This line make me stronger. Tbh this song suit me so well

[@dewiarmita6325]

the more i know about them the more i love them

[@Coco.mg125]

1:27-1:30 girl I'm glad you came prepared cause I sure wasn't "This time you can face the rain, Next time you can beat the pain" I'm quoting that for the rest of my life get it Hendery. But from that part to the end of the song got me in my bag. My second favorite part was the part of Renjun, Jisung, and Xiaojun. It hit different #songoffacts2021

[@pelusinmarta]

And to know that he wrote that line, it makes it better

[@famousimsofabolous2051]

My jaw just dropped when Taeyong appears. he's so beautiful. and I wasn't expecting him would be in this MV

[@kaylajaftha9908]

I seriously teared up when Yuta started singing and then I was gone for the rest of the song

[@gauriidesaii4386]

When ten appears i was shocked happy crying ... emotions overflowed😭💖

[@zee2092]

Hendery and Marks rap parts reflect their personalities so much 😭❤️ combine that with Taeils high note, that part is what got me

[@gillianlimjy1672]

crying, sobbing, throwing up over beautiful :'")

[@MultiDayah]

IF MY MAN SAYS I'M BEAUTIFUL, SO I'M BEAUTIFUL, OKAY???? PERIOD 🥰 They made me an ugly mess yesterday, crying at my workplace 😭 but still I love them, forever 💚

[@rebeckaroy6790]

Oh and Johnny, Taeyong, Jeno, Hendery and Mark all wrote the lines they speak/rap....

[@naraold9527]

If your bias is Yuta, you need to watch the behind-the-scenes of Beautiful right now.

[@Mandozen]

Caitlin, how far you’ve come from just checking out NCT this year and now, you’re full on crying over them. We love this development. I’m enjoying your journey as an NCTzen.

[@jaimet.7475]

This song came out at the perfect time for me. Especially since they mentioned that they originally we going to use this song as their debut song instead of Without You. This song just hits so much harder with our current situation and the choir of all the boys just adds impact. I don't think it would have been the same if sung by only 4 members.

[@Joelahpai]

The bside and title track are superior THIS ALBUM IS JUST PERFECTO

[@privacyjigeumism127]

caity: "it is 3 o'clock in the morning so my emotions are unstable" me: "oh shit me too, here we go again" *prepare a pack of tissue*

[@kiawnni]

imagine how i felt being a johnny ult and then having to watch that opening scene.. i was sobbing in .2 seconds 😭

[@es_mgwyn]

This is my favorite line in the song. "Are you looking for happiness? Listen to the sound of your heart more carefully," sang by Haechan. It really struck a core when I first watched this, because I really didn't wanna exist, but that line made me realize that there's only one reason I should be happy, it's that I'm alive. I literally broke down when I heard those words. I really needed this song. After hearing it, it gave me a reason to keep going. I love these boys so much, and I thank them for doing this song. It felt like the tight and warm hug that I didn't know how much I needed just to let it all out.

[@MafheZ]

I started crying the moment jaehyun started singing it's just so emotional i love them so much

[@jasminelovely6636]

I literally cried my eyes out at 4am bc of 21 men😩😩😩😩 THIS SONG IS LITERALLY BEAUTIFUL 🥰🥰

[@timashaviswakula412]

Yuta made me cry a river.....

[@khiarabao]

“You can see yourself only if you look at yourself.” I’m shookt by this line. I forget to look at myself most of the time and I forget that I’m beautiful too. Thank you NCT. 💚💚💚

[@FULLTIMEMUSIC444]

There are some people who say nct songs lack so much and compare them to others ,but now I will happily show this to everyone and say "there is only one NCT and they have one of the most meaningful songs of all time in kpop and it is this masterpiece"

[@pahi2260]

Another no skip album by NCT. Period.

[@neozchild6471]

OMMG NOT ME CRYING AGAIM. somehow i knew when you would see TEN you would scream or cry. and you cried ❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭😭☀️

[@beginnermode9017]

No one told me this was gonna make me cry at 5am. It was absolutely wonderful and perfect, I can’t put into words how much I love NCT 💚

[@Emily_fanai]

I don't usually cry in mvs... But From Home & Beautiful really hits me hard...I cried so hard honestly...I'm a stan ever since SMRookies,so I think I feel more emotionally attached to them 💚

[@honeybaby1401]

This song really hits different for each of us, and that's the beauty of it. Besides the uplifting melodies, the comforting lyrics, i really love when Hendery, Jeno, Jungwoo & Sungchan blows the whistle, it's like a signal, a calling to us all, to remind us to get up, get on ur feet from all the downside, the negativity and start something new with a beautiful start. I just love that moment..and the put that part so perfectly in the song.

[@n_.p]

This time you can face the rain Next time you can beat the pain No more tears will come again Smiling laughing to the end.. Hendary literally tore me apart. I'm a totally emotionally broken person right now. And i didnt even know what to feel after listening to this song. I don't think anyone watching this wouldn't end up stanning NCT . Because i did. The amount of tears i have cried.

[@kylab3994]

I’m so glad you watched this in your room, I thought it was gonna be a fun Christmas song bc of the teaser so I watched it while grocery shopping and had a breakdown in public next to the vegetable aisle 🙃

[@tramanhphamthi6454]

The moment i saw taeyong standing in the sunset, i cried. Beautiful...

[@Ren_NCTzen]

I agree! Hendery's lines hit me so hard. "This time you can face the rain, next time you can beat the pain." I teared up for real. I love that NCT has these relatable messages at the right moments. Literally NCT U's debut song was pretty much about having an existential crisis and every day feeling like you may not be closer to your dreams but still pushing forward, and I was feeling that then. And now they've made it to a point where it's about even though circumstances make you feel a certain way you are good the way you are, self-acceptance, and to not fear a fresh start and that's what I needed to hear now. They put it in such a relatable way as well, because they began off very relatable. Johnny's line of 'you are the most important person in your life' is so powerful, because it is so to the point, like loving yourself and self-acceptance is very great, but knowing how important you are to your own life is another level of it. And this song is honestly amazing

[@salsabilakls124]

I CRIED WITH U CAITLIN😭 I literally never checked any mv of nct before u reacted, and yess I'M STILL SOBBING TBH

[@vincemarvincustodio1470]

2021 has been a tough year for me, and I just want to thank NCT for their music 🥺💚

[@nataliah3243]

Caitlin, seeing Taeyong: I'm okay 🥺 Me, knowing her husband is about to show up: RIP girl

[@AnzzCheatedOnMarkWithHaechan]

Damn we got most of the members vocaling.. It hits different when your bias tell you *you're beautiful you deserve to be happy* and *to be alright* .. They were really comforting us after this tough year even tho am sure it was even tougher for them We love you Neos ❤️✨

[@onyourj_ew]

this song is indeed beautiful🥺 the smiles of the members, the lyrics, and just them being them is such an absolutely beautiful thing to see. NCT will always be my safe place💚 will probably have this on repeat for a couple of days🥰

[@lelesdaughter3819]

This time, you can face the rain. Next time, you can beat the pain. No more tears will come again. Smiling laughing till the end. Hendry's rap always got me. 😭

[@radwamohamed3698]

I'm an Exol, I have so many NCTzen friends and of course I've listened to the boys before. But I've decided to watch the song for the first time with you caity cuz I really love u and love your reactions and I saw your tweets about the song and I was so excited to listen to it. And here I'm sobbing with you all 😭😭 A perfect song for the end of this year ❤

[@sharkywilliams9353]

This was the most beautiful comeback I ever heard not lying 🥀✨🧤

[@no1steveclarkefangirl1000]

This song made me cry so hard. I’ve been going through a rough time with body image and depression. Plus I have exams this week and I’ve been stressed about it all. But this song made me remember that the world is beautiful and I am beautiful. Loved the reaction💚💚

[@khimeykhim8212]

Every single line in this song is so touching and lovely! NCT be making you cry with this song! damn it

[@mxsimxllow]

You're officially in this NCT thing for life now 😭🫂

[@jeypengperales4009]

'BEAUTIFUL' is one of the most beautiful NCT music videos

[@ssssssopi6592]

If there's an award for best k pop mv reaction. I would 100 percent gonna nominate this video. Her reactions is so relateble 💯💯

[@Mugdha6__]

Oh my godd.. my exact same reaction.. 😭😭 I mean I was listening to the song and all the emotions were running wild.. like I was about to cry any minute.. they were all so beautiful with their vocals blended together.. and then yuta came and I cried.. I cried, screamed like a babyy.. 😭😭😭 my mum was like what happened.. and I was like NCT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@2ndfath]

I listened to the song and realized some things made me sad due to the facts what's in the lyrics very relatable

[@maynapapayna]

“i’m okay” yuta pops up “i’m not okay i’m not okay i’m not okay”

[@victoriawise550]

i was literally just a casual nct fan but this song hit too close to home that I am a nctzen now HAHA also this is the first time I watched your video and ur so relatable LOOOL

[@InHoshiWeTrust]

This song made me extremely emotional, life hasn’t been the easiest and this is honestly such a beautiful song. It’s so heartfelt

[@kimtaehyung3560]

i'm stanning them, that's it 😭

[@valstarxiii]

Do it!!

[@sweetyongf]

NCT has made me cry 2 years in a row now this is ridiculous. I cried just like you did Caitlin. This song means so much to me, the message they're sending the fact that it's a song for ALL of them and the fact that Johnny, Taeyong, Mark, Hendery and Jeno all helped write it is just amazing. I love these boys so much and this was such a BEAUTIFUL and perfect way to end the album and close out their incredibly busy, stressful, but successful year. It makes me so excited and hope for what's coming for MYSELF and for them. This was a masterpiece and I just love it and them so much. Can't wait for the album reaction!

[@virginieengel90]

The strange thing is these song made me happy and hopefull but the same time it made me cry

[@killmytime]

Not to dump this all here but as someone who struggles with mental health this is so healing and I needed that for real, I’m sure others can relate like it couldn’t have come at a better time. The fact that this was going to be their debut song, and now they sing it years later, it just feels even more impactful and meaningful because of the memories we made with the group :’) I’m happy they exist idk where I’d be without them.

[@chloerelova3599]

GURL I WAS UGLY CRYING AS I WAS WATCHING THE MV

[@keytokwangya]

There was Soo much emotion in this MV... I can't even describe

[@tenzinphakdon8765]

the alternate name for this song should be "HOPE" BCOZ THAT WHAT THIS SONG IS SERVING

[@estefanytwo8200]

I WASN'T EXPECTING MYSELF TO CRY EITHER :')

[@saumyarajput8877]

I knew I wasn't the one who low key paused the video and took a dddeeeppp breath to control myself from crying. I cried anyways 🤧 This is the best gift I could get for the holidays 💖 Thank you Caitlin for reacting to this 💚 Thank you NCT for this beautiful song ✨💚✨ Fighting Haeyadwae ✨✊🏻✨ Stay green grasses 🌱

[@aKihiKoaDDicT]

no bc i sobbed throughout the entire song 😭

[@yve7890]

Woohoo! Congratulations on your first all NCT unit group comeback Caitlin! Omw to watch your full album reaction. :)

[@nczennie023]

Well this was a rollercoaster of emotions for both you and all nctzens as well Caitlin 😭😭

[@aura5468]

Thank you everyone in this post who love NCT...CZENNIE...let's stay united like for always... Let's stay beautiful just the way we are.. ❤️❤️❤️ PS: Cait, thanks for loving and appreciating Yuta especially!! I love you for that 🥰🤗🤗

[@laniedendero453]

When ten appears I feel something similar, when I saw lay in dont fight the feeling mv. It hits different, it feels home.

[@sidneysouls]

Yangyang singing will forever be my favorite thing ever

[@TanTan-gm4ul]

I really don't know why but I got emotional when they used the whistle. It somehow gave me calmness.

[@k_lee_ms]

This song is something I really needed. It has such a good message, a message I and everyone need.

[@FatCatQueen]

You're Beautiful, Caitlin! Don't ever forget that! Love your reactions!

[@xoalsophx]

caitlin: i might be able to hold it in me, remembering i started sobbing 10 secs in: NOPE 💖