i'm struggling - small life update

[@nyghtmoon]

We adore you Cam and everyone goes through rough times. You focus on yourself and when you feel up to making videos again, then you play what you want to play. You have a whole community behind you. Just hang in there.

[@Cambonano]

Had a small issue with the first upload. Sorry for the re-upload

[@nerokakashi939]

All good ☺️👍🌸

[@TheMirandalorian]

Awww, take care of yourself cam ❤ ily

[@thedopaminestop2355]

Huge props for being so vulnerable with the fans, wish you the best!

[@joeb918]

No need to be sorry. Life happens and it’s not always roses. For whatever it’s worth I hope you find all the measure of happiness you deserve and wish and of course that it happens soon. For your own sake and mental/emotional/physical health. Whatever games you play, you’ll find an audience amongst most of us here, and though slowing uploads for the Alien game will … alienate some, (sorry, this may have been a super poor attempt at injecting humour!) most will just be happy for you that you’re doing the games and videos that make you happy and you’re not forcing yourself. Anyway, take all the time you need if you need it to get yourself in a better state, it’s what’s more important, and be well and take care and may you find a better rest of this year or as best as that be can be had given whatever circumstances your going through.

[@godofwar2790]

So sorry you’ve been struggling, Cam. Everyone does and you take all the time you need to get better. I know it sounds kind of ridiculous, but your videos REALLY helped me get through a tough time in my life. Hope you feel better. We’ll be here for you when you get back. May the force be with you 👍🙏✋🫡🎈

[@Prymbra]

I'm sorry to hear that Cam, I hope things will get better for you soon. Take your time. Your physical and mental health are a priority and we'll all be here whenever you'll feel like putting out any new content 🥺

[@Lirtzie]

So sorry to hear that you are going through a rough time Cam! Hope everything will be better soon and it always good to take some time for yourself, then you gonna be back with even more energy and motivation than before

[@PhoenixNat]

You come first Cam - take all the time, there's so many wonderful videos on the channel to enjoy in the meantime. Take care 🧡

[@Neil_Hanson]

Take all the time you need Cam, real life is way more important than KZbin. We'll all be hoping for your struggles to ease and wishing you well.

[@xJuliettex]

Oh lovely 💜 I am sorry to hear you're having a difficult time right now. It is absolutely understandable what you said about horror games... it is not easy to sit down to record them and I fully understand what you mean! When you're having a hard time, often tense games can make it feel so much worse as well. I'm sure everyone will understand you putting Alien Isolation aside and focusing on something that's going to not stress you out as much. We love you 💜

[@joedi-niro4506]

Take all the time you need Cam, IRL will always get in the way but you are a great streamer and we will be here when you get back,good luck and best wishes :)

[@drb6771]

I hope you get everything worked out. You really are an amazing person!! Best wishes to you!! 🧡🧡🤗🤗🥰🥰

[@hyruleluke]

Only found your channel yesterday and already enjoyed a lot of the content I have seen here, very nice cosy and chill vibes. Life can be very rough at times and we all get that. Take as much personal time as you need for whatever is going on. We will be here when you come back :)

[@vonivanracho]

Hello there Cam, dont push yourself to hard. Take care always and remember, "When life gives you a hundred reasons to be sad, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile."

[@hutch8.24]

Without stress there’s no progress. You will get through this and be stronger from it 💪

[@AlmostYearly]

This.

[@caiustullius]

I'm joining the choir of viewers supporting you! Take all the time you need 🤗

[@MrForte87]

It's totally okay, Cam. We are 100% behind any decision you make about your channel. Focus on getting through your struggles and feel better mentally and physically.

[@BobSmith-zh6it]

There are highs and lows in our lives. Struggles and happy times. Keep positive and know that we all support you. Wishing you the best and hope your struggles end soon.

[@stormneedstroopers24]

Don't worry cam, you always have our support. Don't concern yourself with KZbin stuff, your mental and physical wellbeing comes first.

[@DarkAttackYT]

No worries, Cam. Take as much break as you want. Everyone is struggling with their own lives.

[@sisulart]

Sorry you’re struggling with stuff at the moment. You need to look after yourself first and foremost so don’t worry about KZbin, we’ll still be here when you’re up to doing videos again. Totally understand about Alien Isolation if you’re not into it. It’s important you play games you enjoy too. If you go back to it at some point great. If not it doesn’t matter. Get well soon and look forward to whatever videos you do next. ❤

[@JayTCU]

I just wanna hug people when they’re struggling. It’s really hard to watch. I hope everything gets better soon

[@buddyjaydubb]

Awe. That Buster who broke your heart didn’t deserve such a sweetie pie☺️

[@matt-g-recovers]

Sorry to hear that. I've also had the toughest year of my life last year for a few reasons. Know that your videos have brought me great escape, joy and happiness before I go to bed at night and that you have a ton more to watch already up so no rush, take your time and know you have been a light in my darkness. Cheers Cam

[@RalphKruhm]

Please get well soon, but take as much time as you need. Your health and wellbeing are way mroe important than anything else.

[@HDo91]

There's absolutely zero reason for an apology. Take care of yourself Cam. Love from Seattle.

[@WhimsyPsyche]

I'm sorry to hear life's been hard as of late 🥺 I hope it gets all better soon. You deserve all the love and happiness in the world! Playing and recording is quite tiring, I totally understand what you mean by having the right mindset. I think it's good to take a break when that happens. Maybe when you feel like playing again, you could play something short and sweet? Along the lines of wholesome indies like Journey or Gris? That's what I do when I feel a bit burned out by everything and just want to relax. Playing an intense game like Alien: Isolation when you're already tired of everything can be really, really tough. I hope you'll be okay! Know there is always someone to talk to if you need us ❤️

[@shaythoven8332]

I've only just subscribed to your channel after stumbling on your elden ring playthrough and just binge watching the whole thing. I have a habit of reading all the comments as I watch things and let me tell you, I was so pleasantly surprised that the VAST majority of your audience is so kind and supportive. I'm sure you can take it easy for as long as you need to, and everyone will be right behind you.

[@SenorCabby]

Cam! You're amazing! Sorry to hear you're having a hard time.. I'm always here to chat if you need an outlet.

[@CedricSeancemar]

Get well soon Cam, sending prayers and good vibes your way, you've got this.

[@DustRaiser]

Sorry to hear that, I hope you'll feel better again. Don't lose your cheerful nature!

[@Shad0wmoses]

Im sorry to hear that cam! ive also been struggling in 2023 so far and also have had the lack of motivation to do things like play video games at all. i hope things get better with you. ;_;

[@davidstalker6641]

Thanks for sharing…it’s one of your many endearing qualities, which I have no doubt will carry you through to better times big 🤗

[@ezrasalvera]

Don't give up cam!You have a great community,we all love you.Hope your year gets better.

[@johnross3088]

Hey, I just wanted to say I just subscribed to you this week and I love your videos. I’ve been having struggles myself and I just wanted you to know that your content definitely helps make my day even just a little better! So thank you and always remember On the other side of a storm is the strength that comes from having navigated through it. Raise your sail and begin.”

[@vworldgaming]

Hang in there beautiful. Im still struggling in life and making videos I understand where you’re coming from. Take your time. We are all here for you. ❤️

[@omrmajeed]

Thanks for the update. Do whats best for you.

[@DMP89145]

We love you, Cam. Take your time with things. We'll be here.

[@jjcoolboyify]

Found you through bloodborne. You’re doing great cam. We got your back!

[@sarahIcommented]

Sounds like you're going through it over there, Cam. 😬 Take care of yourself, hope you feel better soon!

[@TimCulture]

Oh I guess I commented right before you reuploaded this video :o I said "Yeah I was worried about that, I checked your channel a lot to see if I didn't miss that first DS3 video (even though nofications are on), but as it kept taking longer and only seeing the Alien vids I knew something was up :( We all wish you the best and keep the flame alive! You'll get through this!!"

[@esrevr]

Good luck with you, Cam. Life's not easy to the many of us too. It's like a hamster wheel, isn't it? There's ups and there's downs and there's certainly times to slow things down and there will be things to put you up again and speed it up yet again. It's just the dynamic of life. Bitter, sweet, and sour is part of you and the rest of us too. Don't force yourself to do anything, Cam. Find peace within you first, and only then you might share it with the rest of us. Godspeed, Cam.

[@zeljezara666]

Wish you all the best! Be safe,and be well. Hope to see you Cam very soon.

[@MidnightSprite]

Just breathe and give yourself the well deserved time. This hits me in a few different ways (nothing bad though). I've been watching since your Dark Souls run and have loved that series. I just want you to know that I respect your hard work, determination, and MASSIVE grind that you've done so far. You were one of my inspirations to even get the gall to start a KZbin channel. I hate how it sounds like I may be promoting, and I totally understand if you need handle that accordingly. Anyway, take the time you need, everyone will understand; you've got a great community and they want you to be safe and coming to the show from a place of love and respect as you always do. Keep it easy on yourself, the world is hard enough as it is.

[@JakeJupiter]

Hope everything gets better for you Cam, and do whatever u need to do in order to get well physically/mentally

[@JosephCheetah]

You never need to apologize for placing your needs and health first. I hope you take as mush time as you need for things to get better. We'll wait for you as long as it takes.

[@jangebrt1006]

I am sure you will be able overcome all of your current issues. Good luck! 🙂

[@eyesweyedopen4599]

Cam, I truly hope everything in your life can work itself out, and I know that whatever it is, you'll come out of this stronger. No worries on the videos, we'll be here whenever you're ready.

[@peterbabicki8252]

I don't comment often, but I thought I'd drop a comment just to say I appreciate the content you make. Hope things pick up for you.

[@uddhavchinai329]

It's all good Cam, you don't have to apologize if you're taking time to deal with personal things. It's good to take care of yourself. I hope it gets better, and good luck with the cough! I was sick earlier this winter and it definitely gets draining. Thank you for for making the amazing videos always!

[@Michelle_Banks]

I hope everything gets better soon & that thing’s gets back on track. 🤗

[@Scarecr0w_ofWaaagh_strawpies]

Legendary scandanavian Banana don't worry! Everyone goes through a low time. Currently I'm struggling trying to find a job & start my acting career. remember vendricks words seek strength! 👍👍👍😃 🤗

[@kevinhamb]

Just do what you want with your channel, I am sure that your community won't mind 😉 also, get well soon cam 🍎

[@the_zen_warrior]

My partner got Covid for the first time, I got it for the third time. She had a cough for 4 weeks. But she is better now. Good luck with the personal and health problems. Stay strong.

[@ofensivahastaeltope]

Hi Cambonano! I hope you go through this tough times really quick and just for you to know I like the way you make the videos with GOW or Elden Ring and I wish you the best for 2023 despite the start you got so far but just remember not all is bad and here we are supporting you and hoping you get well soon ok 😊❤

[@cp_honey]

Wishing you all the best, some happy surprises, and kind people around 💙

[@mmeiruplays]

I wish you all the best. ❤

[@cosmicdraco7041]

Life unfortunately is a true struggle and throws everything at you always at the most inconvenient times. Take all the time you need cam. Hope you get sorted soon. Take care and stay safe. You are truly phenomenal.

[@zach.hanford]

You're a lovely human being and I hope things get better for you.

[@danninielsen8876]

Take your time. Health is more important than YT. Best wishes from Nordjylland ;)

[@seannorth6968]

Thank's for the update cam but please you absolutely have no need to apologise just take as much time as you need we will all be there when you get so head space, take care and sending big hugs & good vibes to you 🙏🫶🙏🌻💜

[@kentbarnes1955]

First things first. Take care of the one called Cam!...there's else like her. Seriously...look to your health (mental, spiritual, physical, and any of the other "...als"). I have a very strong belief in a Higher Power...so will certainly be praying for you. Confession (no not that type)...I haven't been around much since Horizon Forbidden West, life has been busy (sure hope to see you playing Burning Shores), but I still find your smile and personality good for my soul. Wishing you nothing but good things always. Reading through the comments you should be able to tell....your KZbin family loves you much. Peace.

[@itsgabe5894]

I know, I haven't been here lately, but whatever it is you are going through, I will support you. Just focus on your private life first and make things right there first and after that come around. Gabe

[@kickstand801]

Take all the time you need, and dont apologize for it. Your wellbeing comes first. Cheers!!

[@NyMyers64]

I've really enjoyed the Alien Isolation videos but there is certainly no rush of any kind as far as I'm concerned. Whatever you feel is best for you is certainly the way to go. As long as you are enjoying what you are doing that's the main thing. I hope things get better and you feel well mentally and physically.

[@skeethh]

Hope you feel better Cam and don’t stress about the videos too much. Take all the time you need!!

[@zhaf]

Hi Cam. I hope you are able to sort out whatever things you are going through. I know how anxious streamers and KZbinrs get when they are unable to stay on schedule. But irl stuff and health (both mental and physical) are really more important. You will bounce back. Some viewers will have moved on and some will stay. But you will be able build everything up again. So take the time you need. In the meantime I will start watching your God of War Ragnarök play through along with my own play through. Cheers!

[@thatsmyfive]

absolutely gotta take care of yourself first. take all the time you need, we’ll be here

[@sim4u90]

Sending positive vibes your way (wish that was a real thing that could actually happen lol). Life sometimes throws a curve ball that knocks us down; the hardest part is getting back up. It is okay to take a step back and figure things out, figure yourself out. Your well-being is your most important asset.

[@naurthanks6122]

we love you cam!!! wishing you the best!

[@mobpsycho6658]

This too shall pass- I heard that somewhere. ^^ Hope all is well Cam and take care!

[@danieljamesevans1151]

Take your time Cambonano we all understand hope you get well soon

[@samlockwood4014]

We all love what you do and watching your channel. We all go through a tough time in life. You take all the time you need. You have to give time aome time to resolve problems. Hang in there coz we all care and sending our hugs to you. ❤

[@indi90air]

Sorry to hear that you're going through a rough time. I hope things improve for you soon

[@nerokakashi939]

I miss your Voice and your joy ☺️. 🤗🥺❤️

[@ButterflyManar98]

Hope thing get better foy you Cam! You have no idea how much I missed watching you playing games! but i felt that you needed a break so I told myself that I should wish you well and wait for your return! Love ya❤

[@1madDogz]

Keep strong and continue when you can.

[@EsteMae]

Stoicism, I wish you the best. 💪🏻

[@gloop7844]

Well I think we all enjoy getting to watch you play through whatever games are fun for you and hope you don’t feel there’s a demand for you to do anything. We just enjoy you and hope you are taking care of yourself. I thought to recommend a game like Stardew Valley? That game and others can be so calming and almost therapeutic(also very cute and fun). But yeah just thought maybe you could enjoy, thanks for your content and the effort you put into it, take care :) Oh also didn’t want it to sound like I was just asking you to play a game for content, just genuinely thought it could maybe help.

[@swiftyscotsman]

Its hard to say your struggling so proud of you for that. Also take as much time as you need, life is more important than youtube. Im a big Scottish bear so I would hug you if possible bcoz hugs make things better :)

[@fufumccuddlypoops5502]

Take as much time as you need. We’ll be here when you’re back

[@jayveehaitch]

Take all the time you need, Cam. Health is always the most important, whether physical or mental. One of the things I say a lot (both online and IRL) is that we are not robots. We are human. Sometimes we have to make sure we look after ourselves. I admit I don't always do that myself, but we should. I hope things will get better soon.

[@viscab4477]

gonna miss you, get rest and come back stronger🌸

[@no1winz]

Take all the time you need, Cam! We'll all be here when you want to return. I think we all can relate - nothing more important than feeling you're on the right track, and if you don't feel it, then know you have the time and support to get there

[@williameverhart9986]

We're always here for you cam, take all the time you need, you and your health and well being always comes first!! You're always in our thoughts and prayers cam!! 🙏 ✨️💯🫶

[@iron-gamerstv]

I really hate to hear that life hasn't been good at the moment. I promise that the bad will pass. Just focus on yourself, we'll be here when you get time. Its very hard to stream and then edit videos. I'm sending you and your family good vibes and love that things will get better.

[@bananasean5145]

Life takes its toll sometimes. Wishing you the best. As for the game content I think you are making the right choice. I've been playing alot of horror games lately and then watching horror movies and I noticed a decline in my mental capacity and realized I needed a break. Play something more uplifting like Hi-fi rush or the new Hogwarts to cheer you up.

[@GamePaddyPat]

Cam! I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling at the moment! If you don't bring yourself to record then it's totally fine! We can wait until you feel like playing again. And not playing Alien for a bit might be a good idea. Play something that will get you in a good mood! Hope it will be all better soon, you amazing, lovely humand being! ❤️🤗

[@pranitwarrior7089]

Hope you come out of what you are going through

[@pedersen1975]

Do take care and get well soon, being at the right place mentally is very important, make sure to get enough vitamins and fresh air.

[@DoktorStrangelove]

Happens to us all. Take a break and take care of yourself.

[@bradwilliams7268]

It’s okay, I truly understand what you are going through but don’t lose sight that everything will get better in due time. Just know we are here for you no matter what because friends are the family that we choose.

[@johnh3394]

You’re videos have been great and you’re a wonderful person. Sometimes you need to take a step back, take a deep breath and take the time that you need. Life has a tendency to not be easy but just remember that everyone here supports you, no matter your decision. We only want the best for you. I sincerely hope you get to feeling better in any way that you need! ❤

[@noelbedemcspadden1973]

The support you have from your chat is incredible and we all understand, we are hoping you get well soon 👍👍. Don't stress Cam✌️✌️ take all the time you need and chat is always here for you 👍👍👍. So then, get well and take all the time Cam, thankyou for sharing your journey with us. Thankyou thankyou 👍 from Australia 🤠🤠😎😎😎

[@dushyantneo5899]

It's okay, you will get better, in moments of crisis, panic does nothing, harness it and let it serve you, And in your case just chill, don't worry about motivation, it will come, in time... You da best

[@spacemanspiff3052]

Hi! Take all the time you need to take care of business and, especially, yourself. Wishing you well and success as you deal with things. Stay awesome!

[@moisesromualdo9784]

We're here for you Cam. Take good care of yourself and remember that we're rooting for you here ☺️. Life is unpredictable, but remain strong and focus on your goals and happiness.

[@johnwilliamfrederick7491]

We are with you Cam we all love you and wish only the best for you. When you are ready and able to return you will find most of your fans are still here. Real life is most important so take all the time you need and thank you for letting us under stand your issues we all love you and wish only the best for you. Take care of yourself we are Behind you with whatever you do.

[@FernaMedel]

Wish you the best, I hope things get better for you.