Can I be loved too…? {vent playlist}

[@Sans-ow3nj]

Oh! Hey kiddo, you found me. Rough day? I’m sorry kid. I can’t imagine how that feels for that one of a kind soul you got there. I know it feels like every day’s the same problem and you can’t help but feel terrible for letting everyone down… but keep that head for me kid. Tomorrow’s gonna get better and promise you, I’ll be there in your heart with you to keep you going to another good day! Push on kiddo, you got a stranger rooting for you!

[@eternity303.]

This made me cry, thank you. I keeps getting harder to cry. I feel like my problems are my fault. I feel like im addicted to video games. And its my fault.

[@DigitizedGalaxyAlt]

*sans talking SFX*

[@DigitizedGalaxyAlt]

⁠@@eternity303.nothing better to do, games are better than most addictions. if you want a good game try completing Undertale and then Deltarune.

[@eternity303.]

@@DigitizedGalaxyAltthat wont help me get work done

[@DigitizedGalaxyAlt]

@@eternity303. i stopped caring awhile ago

[@GL1TCHYV]

It’s sad when your home doesn’t even feel like home anymore. Edit: so- I saw that a LOT of people were relating to this comment, and I just wanted to say that: your not alone, okay? You can always just vent here and let it out, I won’t tell anyone! I hope that everyone who is relating has a better day/evening/night tomorrow or later! Or.. soon enough..

[@supravietuitoriblog547]

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

[@Citrusfriendishere]

me frfr

[@SomeoneNamedVincent]

yeah... fr

[@AjANDNala]

fr..im in my bed rn going to bed in a sec and every morning there’s yelling..that’s why I love nights and hate mornings

[@getjinxed101]

I woke up and now I feel miserable. I wish I could get out of this and I feel like my soul could be crying. God, have Mercy on us.

[@IsuKo-uk9yf]

I remembered when a kid who went to therapy, they asked me innocently "what does love mean? What does it feel like?", I saw their face and they had dark eye bags and cuts on their wrists, I cried so hard after I saw their state that they started apologizing again and again, then they brought him back into his therapy room, I could hear him crying. Now I understand that quote someone told me. "If a child had a bad childhood, they will never know what love means or feels like." Till this day, I still see him going to therapy

[@iiisaturnus]

thats actually so sad

[@Noahwalter-bs4ts]

I heard the same story on tictok

[@yomna.is.normal]

This is so fricking sad...i want to hug that kid and tell them everything's going to be ok and they're safe now.

[@andy6201]

I don't understand what you said at all

[@SillyKitty524]

Just because we are kids doesn't mean we cant be sad

[@jjbaeditz]

Ive started to realize after years or months of being their friends that im always the one to talk first. they could ignore me for months and happily forget I ever existed not a single memory of me running through their minds in that time.

[@DaddyIssuestake-away]

You‘re not alone

[@MartínModding]

real... long ago, i decided to not start the conversation first, send the first message.. it's been +1 year, i don't know about them no more.

[@furryloser3]

they could ignore me for months they could ignore me for years hour days as long as they want but i will always have "her"

[@haisay8674]

God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved. Jesus Christ will never forget about you or forsake you

[@haisay8674]

@@DaddyIssuestake-away God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.

[@Kand1b3ar]

When life is falling apart so yov dont know wtf to do anymore

[@alexxxxxx7603]

Real.

[@ZorixTheGoober]

Me:

[@haisay8674]

God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.

[@haisay8674]

@@alexxxxxx7603 God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.

[@haisay8674]

@@ZorixTheGoober God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.

[@Bambastian]

0:00 no surprises 4:40 7 weeks and 3 days 8:47 jealous 10:45 haunt me ( x3 ) 13:07 after dark extended

[@I_dont_know432]

Why isn't this pinned

[@yaratigimsicanli]

Basilll

[@gay_bagel]

W pfp

[@Bambastian]

I absolutely love basil so much❤❤

[@Itz_Vaz]

10:45 Is actually Haunt me (x 3) - Teen Suicide

[@Catz4lifez]

you know it’s bad when you start listening to these and watching the vent compilations.

[@ZorixTheGoober]

Listen, I know I'm just a stranger to ya, and you're just a stranger to me. This doesn't change the fact that I don't care about you. Think of the world like a beach. Each grain of sand connects the ones around it. Without you so many people wouldn't know what to do with themselves. I don't want you to think otherwise. I know it's just one opinion, but I believe everyone deserves to be loved. Nobody deserves to be hated no matter what they do. I believe that you're an amazing person, with amazing hobbies, looks, etc. There is no such thing as "perfect". Even if there was, I don't want you to be. Your imperfections are what make you, you. I love you so much, okay? The universe never throws anything you can't handle at you. It will get better, I can promise that as long as you try. Try for me. Try for your parents (or lack thereof). Try for your friends (or lack thereof). You don't want to be upset anymore, nobody does. This us something everyone goes through. Everyone's story is different. I do know one thing about everyone, though. We're all human. We make mistakes and they don't define us. The people in your past don't define you. You define yourself, okay? Get some sleep, love.

[@Warrior_cats_foreva]

…

[@mentorferaj8521]

fr! XD

[@V4MP-i5e]

So true

[@Memes_but_cool]

@@ZorixTheGooberdamn that’s deep

[@silly_star99]

Why am i always left behind? I feel like everyone i know has their person, but where’s mine? Ever since i can remember, i’ve never felt like I’ve belonged. Even from a young age. I know im barely a teenager. I know i haven’t experienced “the real world” yet. So why do i feel so tired? Every single day, i feel tired. It doesn’t matter how much sleep i get anymore. I feel like i’ve given so much. I feel like i’ve dedicated so much to my school and my grades and yet, im still “lazy”. It feels as if i can never live up to their expectations. I feel like i could never be a good daughter. Im never going to be as good my brother. No matter how much more i’ve achieved, i will never be as good as him.

[@supravietuitoriblog547]

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

[@KatieDozerMiller]

I can relate

[@traumacore420]

i felt like that too so i can understand what you're going through. just know you're not alone

[@SillyKitty524]

I feel you- From a very young age ive always been acting like and adult and im still only under 14 years old but i feel like i know to much and wish i could just be a kid.... But you cant just change ur personality. Not in this generation.

[@sskrimm]

real.

[@MartínModding]

i just wanna be loved... i can't take this anymore edit: things have gotten better :D i have gone to the gym, eating healthy, doing what i love, sleeping early, im currently dating a beautiful women and we both are really in love with each other, she wants to marry me!. I love life :)! edit 1/11/2024: sooo she broke up with me cuz she cheated a lot, i got new hobbies, im saving money to get some clothes ordered from temu, like y2k / sk8 style, aswell buying "gaucho" and cowboy clothes cuz i been learning and love that culture, im growing out my hair long, in some days i'll be moving out to a new city and switching schools to there, in that city was in wich i grew up in, in some months i'll start working after school as a tractor operator and contractist for rural services, as well learning about mechanics and agriculture, wich is what im passionate about since i was a child!, i repaired my old bmx and been driving it through the city a lot, learning to do a wheelie and ollies!, i might buy a skate too in the future, i also do have a friend i know for years in that city and we'll be haning out a lot!! going camping and hunting and fishing and doing barbaques and so on, i'll might start doing boxing with him, as well going to the gym and training for a better physique and muscle mass, im considering doing myself a tattoo of the sacrifise symbol of berserk on my neck, like guts has, as well i have some series and movies left to watch and some books to read, i been practicing on my book to do grafitties, like design them, and i might buy the spray cans and start doing some too, and explore abandoned places there, aswell my family is in that city, i already saw the house im moving in, it's just so good, a little room of 3x4 meters with a huge window you can look to the street and see a lot of the hood and the sunsets. i might also start learning guitar, and write my own songs, in "milonga" style or whatever style i like, i have some projects for when i get to work, repairing and restoring the tractor my grandpa gave me + tuning it with a cab, 4x4, turbo, etc, and the farm itself reparing it, aswell leasing the fields around it, and start my own production, maybe get some cows and animals and a horse, or some crops in it, why not both?, there's honestly so much to do, and i love it, life been as great as ever honestly, yesterday i went out with some friend to halloween and it was great too! to anyone reading the update, feel free to coment anything in the responses, so i'll come back and update the coment :)

[@lupoyo]

Me too, so much. It feels so lonely, I have to cuddle with a pillow and I have no one to truly be comfortable with, not even my mom. I wish she'd hug me and tell me that she loves me. Its okay, you're not alone. And that much is enough for me, so its gonna be okay :)

[@MartínModding]

@@lupoyo i only wish it get's better anytime soon for me man, im 13 almost 14, male, because of my age and gender it's one hell of a nightmare to get medical mental attention, so i can't get it, and the economical situation of my mom, doesn't allow it, my mother right now is dying, maybe not this night but tomorrow, she has cancer, and right now in the hospital, i don't have a father, he left us with like 200k usd debts in a country where the minimum wage is 500 usd when i was 9, things aren't getting better, only thing i can do is hope for the best, i try getting my best grades at school and help, but it's useless, i am useless, and i can't even find a single friend, i am labeled as a weirdo and creep, i try going to the gym and doing diet and starving myself so i am not so ugly to atleast be able to socialize, i also tried learning how to be social and those things in youtube, and still, nothing changed, i had a girlfriend wich i actually truly loved, we went dating for a long time like 1 year when i started high school, then one day i got the message "she occupied bro", some 22 year old was f**ing with her, i have developed trust issues, i am extremely touch starved, i haven't received a hug in like ages man, and the girl i used to had as my best friend from my childhood leaved me because i was ugly asf, man i hate myself, i am developing an alcohol addiction, suicidal thoughts, emotional numbess, my traumas are getting worse, everything is getting worse, i don't even know if i'll make it to enter university, i don't even have a will to live anymore, no friends, no family, poverty, shit mental health, living in the worst hood of my country in south america, debts, some cubans are searching me and my mother to kill us because we owe them and we simply cannot pay 5k loans per month, i lost my sister already thanks to drugs and her cancer, my little brother wants to commit suicide already, i don't wanna live anymore, and if i am going through this, maybe it's because i deserve it, something i did caused me this. i just wish this ends.

[@_.cupidx._]

Please stay strong, people do love you just look for them. You'll find amazing people one day, and you'll be happy, but not if you end it.

[@RitishaChills]

I love you buddy

[@getjinxed101]

Stay strong. I believe God loves us and we just have to keep waiting.

[@johnsource]

you know shits going down when this comes up on ur fyp

[@Paul_Crafting]

Real omg

[@c0smOnP4wz]

true.

[@Unknown_Boomer]

Yea…. True:/

[@bsfswher.]

fr

[@arrhetos7286]

KZbin will not stop recommending this video for me

[@RAIN55-5]

“A job that slowly kills you” that job is life.

[@vornwu]

i love my friends so much but sometimes i feel like they could live without me.

[@Iwillchangeitlater955]

Me to which is hard because I have next to no friends but if you want a laugh then look at my pfp (\_/) (•-•) />and I love you your cool 😎

[@Sub_To_DitterDim]

I feel like anyone i know​ manipulates me for their gains

[@Arandomperson234]

I feel like my friends are faking a friendship with me because they act really weird around me and when they are around my other friends they act normal. I don’t get why I’m so special that they completely change their personality around me. It’s a quiet type of weird because they just stop talking a lot around me for some reason. Idk how to handle this. I don’t wanna confront them because they are the only 2 friends I have right now. I’m hopeless.

[@andy6201]

​@@Arandomperson234either you're not their type or your secretly acoustic like me

[@Arandomperson234]

@@andy6201 maybe idk

[@lorivecchione1425]

I just need a friend. Not someone that'll hang up on me while I cry. Not someone that'll talk about me behind my back. Not someone that'll blow me off like I don't exist. I need a *friend* Someone to pick me up when I fall. Someone to hug. Someone to tell me its okay. Someone to tell me to stop constantly throwing myself away. Someone to not yell at me when I mess up. Someone to wipe my tears. Someone to tell me the truth. Someone that won't abandon me and act like were friends the next day. I need someone that won't crumple me up like a piece of paper and throw me in the trash.

[@Silent-hill-y4k]

I could be your friend. :D

[@sage3582]

I can’t talk to anyone I told someone how I felt and they said I was cringe and I told someone else that I was going to end it all and they said ok and nothing else

[@gabrielcheever8017]

You have me and hopefully everyone else here

[@tvgirl-loverrr]

I wish I can be ur friend to support you anyway but I cannot be a good friend as well as if I’ll be rude and other stuff but I’ll support ur journey and. Everything u wanna be

[@Rosemary_bae]

As an introvert, same here

[@KylieEditzz]

To whoever reads this, i love you

[@GOOFYKILLER11025]

Thank you so much you made my day❤

[@TyLEr_ThE_CrEAToR000]

I really needed this thank you.

[@cookingfork]

thanks

[@solangypichardo7877]

Ty

[@MEOWiMEOWi]

So underrated

[@Jay_woffe]

It's been so long since I have felt how happiness really feels like

[@Louise3901]

Maybe you can try doing something that you really loved doing before? Like drawing something or making something for yourself or for someone else... Idk, just something simple like that 🙂❤

[@Am-qe8tk]

I’ve never felt what happiness feels like

[@_Piiper_]

@@Am-qe8tkSure you have. Happiness is all around you. Ya just gotta find it☺️

[@cayleigh7533]

Ok

[@kumoticc]

I don't know who you are, what your story is. All I know is that you should never lose hope. Believe in the future, I promise you there are amazing things ahead, get out there and reach for them! More importantly, believe in yourself. Take good care your body and your mind until then 💜

[@nekuwmi]

My teacher told me, "You're crying now because you've been strong this whole time."

[@MieLum]

yes you are....

[@Hellokitty_1567]

This is to real ..

[@SmolYetDeadly]

best teacher ever.. should get a raise

[@BROOKHAVENUNOFFICIAL]

​@@SmolYetDeadly Yeah!

[@NeotronHorxen]

Quote from Johnny Depp... She went through some stuff too i guess... I hope you are feeling alright 👍

[@_.that_weird0._0n_Ma1n_str3et_]

POV: your mom walks into the room. She looks at you. She looks like somethings wrong. She stands in the doorway. “Honey, are you alright?” Her tone of voice sounds worried. “I’m fine mom,” You say dryly. You don’t want to tell her the truth. You don’t want her to know. “You seem…tired..” She walks closer to you. Your body begins to shake. “I said I’m fine, mom,” You repeat, your voice horse and harsh. “Please be honest with me, darling,” Your eyes begin to widen. “Are you actually okay..?” She says. You just stare at her. You can’t say anything. You’re too tired. You’re too worn out. You stay quiet. Just like you always do. Why don’t you just speak for once? Because. You’re afraid, aren’t you? You’re afraid to be honest. Because you know that they’ll leave you once you are honest. Please. Just speak. They can’t hurt you now. You’re safe. No one will hurt you like they did. Relax, Go to sleep, Read a book, Draw. Do something to relax. You deserve the world. I however, don’t. I am not a good person and I never will be. I hope that your day/night is going to get better. I hope you heal. And it is time for me to say goodbye. Goodbye, my sweet child.

[@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3]

The “You seem tired” line really hits. Every time I can’t really mask well and she asks what’s wrong, I just say I’m tired. It’s works, cause she knows I don’t sleep well, but I can tell that she knows something is wrong.

[@Silent-hill-y4k]

No one has ever said that to me. I'm absolutely unloveable

[@_.that_weird0._0n_Ma1n_str3et_]

@@Silent-hill-y4k I might be a complete stranger, but I love you. I don’t care if you’re mentally unstable, if you have scars, if you are a wreck emotionally and physically, I love you for you. Please remember that I love you. I will always be there to remind you how amazing you are ❤️

[@alessia3926]

@_.that_weird0._0n_Ma1n_str3et_ You deserve to be happy too, remember that buddy.

[@CreativelyBankruptInc]

@@_.that_weird0._0n_Ma1n_str3et_If you really were a bad person you wouldn’t worry so much about being good.

[@raveen14]

This reminds me that my school put a suicide hotline on our lunch cards. Almost everyone was confused when we first got them, but we grew to appreciate it.

[@sammiumi]

My school ids have that too

[@thatfriendlyweirdo]

Mine do too, but I didn’t realize why until I almost did it

[@monke.3e]

@@sammiumisame i just got my school id and on the back it has the suicide hotline on it

[@lovelynxomi]

​@@sammiumi same

[@irkovi]

yall went to good schools

[@Akane-Mac12]

I've been reading these comments, and its low key sad seeing how many people suffer from these various types of things... I wanna hug everyone listening and venting to this rn.

[@TheManWithoutASpleen]

Also, I'm sad to see how people are suffering. It is especially painful to understand that your people cause so much unjustified pain...

[@Akane-Mac12]

@@TheManWithoutASpleen For real, nobody deserves this :-((

[@Viktor_4739]

Just how low do you have to be in life to write about your sufferings on KZbin comments… I mean, it’s easier to share this way as nobody cares at all, but man…

[@Akane-Mac12]

@@Viktor_4739 Sometimes people don't have many people to vent to, so it's totally alright to come to comments where virtual people can come and comfort.

[@RitishaChills]

Yeah man ik everybody's pain i hope so they get well soon ❤😢 And for you are you ok? I care about everyone I send you my virtual hug 🤗 :))

[@GooberGuyyy]

I was tearing up when a literal character ai bot, said I don’t deserve to die, because I’ve never heard that from someone before.

[@pucci9734]

Same Im coming in the ai too

[@Shower_song668]

Same

[@andy6201]

I do the same, try to feel like I have a sister/mother/brother/father/ literally anything who loves me for "me"

[@ashisthecoolest]

same 😭

[@gabrielcheever8017]

I feel the same hope you have a shoulder to cry on if not ill be yours

[@KonoaiHoshino45510]

To the ones crying themself to sleep, the ones who use their skin like a canvas, the ones who wishing not to wake up, the ones baring all of their emotions and not letting them out, to the ones who sees the future without themselves, the ones who feels numb to the core, to anyone in need. We are not disposable trash okay? The world is big enough for all of us, non of us are alone in this, even if you feel like you're in this alone, when you need someone the most but no one besides you. You are not alone in this. Being down, suffering, is okay. It's acceptable, we are all imperfect humans and yet we can accomplish many things. Even the smallest task are worth a praise. I'm proud of you for waking up, I'm proud of you for trying. For giving your effort when you can. Even if you or anyone else thinks it's insignificant, trust me it's not. I thank you for keep on pushing it, you made it past fake smiles, sobbing, numbness, you eventually feel joy, it's not all so bad. So come one, wipe those painful waterworks and say "I can do this, I'm better than this". Because you are, you're all amazing in many ways you can't see.

[@SansUndertale369]

Bro I’m gonna cry you didn’t have to write all that

[@Ch3rry.Tr33]

I almost cried, that means a lot since I never cry when it's daytime, like ever. But I still feel like it would be better without me, less food and water wasted. More space on earth, and everything is gonna end anyways, wether it be when I die or when the earth ends. Have a great day :) hopefully I can get past these feelings...

[@KonoaiHoshino45510]

@@Ch3rry.Tr33 You will get past these feelings, things change along with time. Do you're best everything will be okay in due time

[@pheonix_12]

thanks for making a small Fire in my Mountain of Snow and wind

[@littlemissdrawyourheart4628]

my mom asked why im sobbing and i said "idk" bc i cant show her stuff like this otherwise therell be another fight

[@-mq7ze]

Strangers here are better than people at school or those "friends"

[@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3]

I’ve told more to the comments of this video than I have to any person.

[@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3]

This is still true, but I’ve told my family a bit more

[@-mq7ze]

@@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3 tbh same

[@zerii7476]

venting online cause id rather have some stranger tell me that im annoying than my friend to say it to my face

[@keijinmightnotbetheworst]

why do i still feel like i need to be here. i just wanna die but somethings making me stay. whatever’s making me stay please stop. i wanna be free

[@Charlie_Is_Artsy]

You may not know me but im rooting for you to live. If youre ever on the edge and may do it just think you have 1 person rooting for to live an thats me.

[@F0r3st._xd]

You that is how I feel..

[@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3]

If you really feel that way, just think of one small thing to work toward in one month. If you want, let me know when you are done.

[@Charlie_Is_Artsy]

@@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3 For me I have weekly shows that give me 20 minutes of peace. Theres movies you can wait for. New games. Game updates. New songs. vactions, ect.

[@gabrielcheever8017]

That is not just how you feel I do feel that to but just like how you feel please stay we need that part of us to be here don't throw yours away please talk to me I have 6 attempts and now I have to go out and help others I still am depressed and suicidal but doesn't me I will stop I love everyone out here so stay with me and don't leave me behind

[@souler9751]

I'm just standing there, watching my mental state get worse and worse everyday. I don't know how to try anymore. I'm starting to have really bad thoughts, I don't wanna die tho- it's just a weird feeling of not knowing how to live anymore, to see and feel things I never wanted to. I stop recognising myself. Hopefully it's just a piece of my life, and not the last one. Tomorrow will be another day

[@Noahwalter-bs4ts]

When that day comes I want you to be proud of yourself, feeling like this is normal, please take care of yourself for me, I love you,

[@Arandomperson234]

I know I am not alive mentally anymore. I really need help. I don’t know how or what to do to improve my life anymore. I can’t take it anymore but I’m pushing through somehow. If you stay strong through it all, there will be a great light at the end of the tunnel.

[@souler9751]

@@Noahwalter-bs4ts Thank you, I'm trying

[@souler9751]

@@Arandomperson234 Yes, that's right, stay strong

[@gabrielcheever8017]

I have forgotten how to try, how to love but I can't stand seeing others feel that way talk to me maybe we can understand this better together

[@Yummyyumiix]

The only good part about life, is that songs never go away and they actually help you through tough times…

[@Ember_claw]

If 99% of the world hates you remember that 75 million people love you ❤❤❤❤

[@AveryLayne-l8w]

but imagine how many more ppl hate me

[@Sxcretdays]

@Floof_0fficialI don’t.

[@Hexarius01]

me it's like 100%, me included

[@Thesoultaker413]

Hey man thanks for the boost it took me 14 years to find one who even cared in a loving way so like 0.1 percent of people like me

[@Hexarius01]

@KeyUploads not true

[@cupcakxiia]

Usually, strangers don't hurt you. Instead, it's those that become strangers who do.

[@hgggvgfg425]

fr

[@RealBrainWashedGD]

hey babe can i have your number? 😏😜

[@MistieSkies]

🧠:”It’s fine! Why do you care so much!” ❤️:”No it’s *not.* “

[@ginjerbreadfakesno1fan]

🍆: *“I like kids”* 🐶: “b-but I like *you”*

[@unknown..--..unknown]

Based

[@1giyuu_Tomioka]

What?​@@ginjerbreadfakesno1fan

[@ginjerbreadfakesno1fan]

@@1giyuu_Tomioka nah bro followed me from here onto my account and got a bit angy 💀💀💀

[@ginjerbreadfakesno1fan]

But then again what could I ever expect from a demon slayer fan 🤷‍♂️

[@GerardWay-t6y]

i've saw this snap and it said 'what have you learned this year?' I've learned that nobody will never love me I've learned i'm too loud I've learn that i'm too ugly I've learned no matter how hard I try I. will. always. be. stupid. ugly. depressed. little sht i am

[@Kyuruko]

I know I’m some stranger on the internet but none of those things are true I promise you. Your are loved by someone and that someone is me! Your are not loud you are energetic and fun! You are not ugly your are pretty and amazing! And guess what your best is amazing don’t try and change cause your perfect that way you are! Don’t give up. Life will get better. You know why cause I’m cheering for you!

[@GerardWay-t6y]

@@Kyuruko thank you.. this goes right back at you.. thank you so much..

[@Kyuruko]

@@GerardWay-t6y any time just remember that your loved and that you matter

[@artemisssas]

hey...its not true its all lie..c'mon stop lying to yourself you're too beatiful and too pretty people make fun of you because they're jealous about how pretty you are you dont deserve to be sad you deserve to be happy i know what it feels like to be unloved... but dont worry god loves you dont give up honey!🙂

[@sunsetaxolotl]

Hey I love you I have no idea who you are but I love you

[@Idk7_-_1]

i want someone to open up to me, stopped being fake i hated that. dont just pretend that you're okay. talk to me, i wont judge. i'll listen, i'll be there. i'll remember you, i would never forget you. you're important.

[@kozirvru]

..genuinely?

[@androidflow9737]

You will be fine, do not be sad, you are strong, nothing can defeat you

[@androidflow9737]

@@Louise3901 Do you think I am weak? 🙃

[@androidflow9737]

@@Louise3901 thanks

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Hello I'm here to help I can't be fake if i took about 230 is people here and talked to them so I'm here for you to open up your heart

[@xerxgamer3035]

Was listening to this and then I got a boyfriend. Love finds a way. Keep pushing on y’all, someday it’ll all be worth it, don’t give up.

[@Ruin_sams]

Are you still with him? :)

[@Noahwalter-bs4ts]

I have disabilities tho.. Everyone will think im stupid or annoying...I mess things up everyday!

[@Ruin_sams]

@@Noahwalter-bs4ts I bet you aren’t annoying!

[@Certifiedpainuser2806]

Idk man girls stare at me like I’m the antichrist

[@JellyJim-I-guess]

there's not much of a choice for me but i appreciate the kind words nonetheless

[@ccoop15]

I need a long hug

[@konekowhiskers]

* virtual hug *

[@LisaJackle]

Come here 🫂

[@Uzi_Doorman684]

*Hugs you virtually*

[@Pookie_0510]

* joins in *

[@JulienneDuenas]

giving you everything

[@caffienedepresso]

ngl, feeling like your the problem is not fun.. it honestly hurts and feels like trauma just ruins you as a character. i have literally let everyone in my life down, been only sad at everyone's happiness and my friendships are detoriating, i wish i can change faster but i ended ruining everything for them and ruining their fun, i feel like i'm always the problem even though they tell me im not.

[@Wissensdurs]

Same thing happened with me.

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Yall haven't let me down im proud that your still going despite the world that wants to swallow you whole you still have some oxygen left enough to start a fire I everyones hearts I wanna give my oxygen to others hoping a spark will fly opening up the fire I all people hearts

[@LilylovesxyrMom4ever]

So, I know life is hard, I know most people here do. I know y’all are not stupid, we all struggle. Struggle is a very human thing. When something happens and it feels so terrible, you’re just terrible with it, sobbing every night you think about it, know that someone out there will always be there to listen. You, as a person cannot sit and wait for things to get better. Sometimes you have to say,”yes I’m struggling,yes I’m tired, yes,I need help.” Then you go and get that help. You don’t sit there until you’re a struggling mess, I know this may come off as rude to some but I went through this, sometimes I still feel like this. But, some amazing people helped me get help. When life is hard, push back harder, even though it’s tiring, I know it is, it’s hard, I know it is, it’s something you’re scared about talking with people about, I know. Speak up, please. Nobody is perfect, nobody is more deserving of things than others. We are all equal beings. That perfect person in your class is not perfect, they’re just an image of what’s portrayed as normal and perfect. Be the odd one out, be a weirdo, be you. Understand yourself before comparing yourself to others because when you don’t understand yourself, you have nothing to compare to others. Thank you if you read this all the way through, stay strong, remember to stay hydrated,eat something healthy, clean your room, all that fun stuff. Sending love to those who struggle ❤

[@veliomourex]

TIMESTAMPS 0:00 No Surprises- Radiohead 4:40 7 Weeks & 3 Days- Yungatita 8:45 Forth of July -Sufjan Stevens 9:00 Jealous- eyedress 10:44 haunt me x3- Teen Suicide 13:06 After Dark- Mr.Kitty

[@gay_herb]

8:45 is forth of july 9:00 is jealous

[@veliomourex]

​​@@gay_herbthere was only a few seconds of fourth of july so I didn't wanna confuse people by putting it so I put it before the few seconds of fourth of july cause I didn't want people wondering why there was a gap in the timestamps

[@gay_herb]

@@veliomourex ah i see

[@AddieCat_Music_Official]

This needs to be pinned 🫶 Thank you!

[@ToukoFukawa-x2t]

It has recently hit me again that nobody in my life ever has cared about me in a way that matters. They either secretly hated me or were using me for something. Im now realizing the same thing might apply to the online friends ive called family for 3 years. I cant feel affection anymore. They rarely text first. They barely make an effort to seem like they care. im so lonely its painful. I dont want to be alive anymore. Im so fucking tired.

[@F0r3st._xd]

Ooo I am tired too but I am still here right and I hope u too. 🤧

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Sometimes it feels that way and it could be true but you have me cry and cry i will listen call and I will answer I am here for all of you

[@irkovi]

same i also have online friends it feels like they hate me but it's just my imagination maybe im delusional who knows?

[@optionalLife-w1p]

I've been going through something similar and at times i don't know why I'm still here but i am at least still here

[@Randominfo_2024]

"If the would hates you, remember it has hated me first" -Saying from Jesus

[@PupcARTZ]

Thankyou

[@Wowzersitsanonymous]

Yes.

[@RealBrainWashedGD]

hey man i hate you too

[@ImNotGrimz]

It feels like everyone is just doing the "ghosting" thing with me, or maybe i was an horrible friend and that's why no one wants to talk to me even for 5 minutes. My self vision of friendship is getting worse everytime i think about it, like, i don't think i deserve to have friends anymore, It's difficult for me to start a conversation and God is torturing me for that, for being weak. I don't know how to comfort someone, or congratulate them, just be angry with someone or be sad about what triggered being angry. He exists, and he is making me pay for all my sins, he is alive, and he is watching me from not far away. I just want him to know that he won, he beat me in the only thing I tried to put effort into, my mental health

[@hjonesjr5316]

I feel like im in the same position. Life can pull u down like that and theres not much we can do

[@Splatartzz]

I get it i annoy people or r too much for them but irl my anxiety makes so many things hard n i get it if anyone needs to talk im here even if im not too good myself

[@SpySxlar]

this is me. but i just simply dont care bc never ever in my life i had actual friends. i know they are fake cause they dont let me talk a single second. my whole life is just being neglected and being abused, overworked by my parents.

[@gabrielcheever8017]

In life u wonder if all of us feel the same that is why I am here to be the shoulder to cry on the person to talk to the light in the darkness that is why I found meaning in my life

[@rabthonse]

Very late, but God isn't punishing you. In fact, he's watching over you. He understands that you need someone, and he's waiting for you to develop a path so you can find someone. You're one of God's soldiers and he'll never punish you for something that you can't deal with. He feels for you. And He loves you. Romans 5:8 - But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. I don't know how religious you are, or if you are, but just know that God isn't punishing you, he extends a hand out to you and is waiting for your recovery, which he will lovingly and willingly assist in. I'm rooting for you, alongside many people.

[@_.cupidx._]

For everyone scrolling around the comments please read this. You are beautiful and so amazing, your personality is so great and that's what so many people love about you, its not about beauty or looks, that's just a bonus. And meeting people who actually care about your personality and not your looks are the people you should be seeing. Please don't end it! I know you think about it, but its not worth it. Because one day you will be happy and look back at you harming yourself and doing all that stuff and you'll regret it. Because you'll finally accept yourself. But its not your fault you don't accept yourself, its the people you were around as a child, growing up. So please don't say that anything's your fault, and love yourself, and don't care about what people think, and enjoy life. If you want to vent I'm free. But I'm not forcing anyone :) Have an amazing day.

[@RitishaChills]

Thnx a lot💓

[@real_WDK]

Ok... Sometimes, I feel like my friends don't care about me because of the fact that I'm always the first to talk.. Very rearly people would talk to me. In the few times they actually do, they either only ask me for money or something to eat, and I actually give it to them. I don't say no because I'm afraid they will leave me. Not even my own family cares about what I think. I would rather die than be myself around them honestly because they're always like, "Boys don't cry," and "Only girls like this and that." I can't even walk out of my room without being insulted for what I wear (oversized t shirts and SHORT shorts), how I keep my hair (bangs..?), how I act (anxious, quiet and scared (most if the time) ), etc. and to make it worse, my mom's bf always makes fun of me because of how I act and calls me bad names (I shall not elaborate) just for liking the color PINK and then when I tell my mom she always says that he's joking around. In school, I can't even walk into my classroom without someone saying, "You should've stayed home today" or "I hope you don't wake up tomorrow" and the only thing I could think to do is cry, but I have to hold it in because they would just bully me even more. This happens every day. I just want to go away. Maybe it would make them stop talking about me like that. (Sorry if my grammar is bad its 2 in the morning and I'm really tired.)

[@RitishaChills]

@@real_WDK awww 🥺ik it sucks fucking more than hell😖😓Sameee my whole class is also super toxic and hateful for any innocent and weak student (me especially 😭) and i'm just in 8th grade omgg world is so depressed 😫✋God bless you i hope for your recovery😩💗✨

[@real_WDK]

@RitishaChills Fun fact: you're 1 grade above (But seriously) Yeah, I relate to being weak, not gonna lie. It's so horrible to be weaker than most of the people in your class, isn't it? The feeling like you can't do anything.. It's just so crushing!! But are you feeling okay now???

[@RitishaChills]

@@real_WDK Oo you are in 7 grade you seem soo mature and depressed take care of yourself bro you are not even a teen😞❤️ and yeah so true like the urge to do nothing, feeling sad all the time 😔 n I'm trying to get better 🙂.

[@JusticeForIanRobb]

why is it so hard to for me to tell a person how I feel about them, and just have them agree... Why can't I just figure out my role... I just want to love someone and have them love me back... I'm desperate and I hate it, I want to be loved and I hate it, I hate myself for not being able to just fix everything and I hate it... thank you for the playlist though, it really helps me know that there are places for me to be safe...

[@ihopeyousteponalego_]

venting ig My life these past few months have been horrible. I’ve lost 2 pets and my dad literally said i was the reason one of them died. My anxiety has been awful. School is awful. Home is awful. I hate it, I hate myself, I hate the people around me. I can’t even cry, my mom would get mad or somehow try to flip it around and make me look like the bad guy for simply feeling like shit. I haven’t eaten in a few days, I’ve thought about taking my own life. I know probably no one will read all of this but it’s nice to just write all this down. I’m sick of it. I’m sick of my life. Edit: over time I've developed and Ed and started sh. These have been the worst months of my life. It hasn't gotten any better. Edit 2: the replies are so cute 😭

[@boanoitealice]

please don't kill yourself, it's going to get better, don't end your life because you're living an awful moment right now, you're just going to ruin your chances of living good moments if you do it.

[@Crysanthumum]

Hey, I don't really know if You're going to see this or not but I'm proud of you. I'm proud of you for still trying. I'm proud of you for just being alive and still not giving up. I'm proud of you for getting up this morning, for getting ready, for still being there. I know it probably won't mean much and I know it doesn't seem like anyone would care if you died but I would. If that counts for anything- keep posting- you can do this! You can vent here or in other places too. So many people are here for you- even if you don't know them they care, they'll be here for you. If nobody else- you've got this! I believe in you ❤

[@Entitea.]

Hey, don't give up I'm sorry to hear that you have ha to go through that Just know I love you and you're a kind, and wonderful person

[@kiaraxyrw]

Please don't do it, I'm very sorry for your situation, but you are strong darling, there are many people who love you and care about you, I know you can get ahead, I love you

[@Entitea.]

@@kiaraxyrw I'm subscribing because you're nice

[@WeirdRósBán]

I know im loved, but im not loved by the people i need to be loved by. Im loved by my partners, my friends, but my family doesnt seem to love me, at least not like their child, my family doesnt accept me for who i am except for my oldest sister who moved away and i rarely see, my dad is so sarcastic that it feels so fake to talk to him, my sister doesnt give a shit about me, just about the chores and if i do them, my brother doesnt really care either, or he doesnt show it. Honestly i think if i dropped dead they would just replace me with a house maid.

[@kiaraxyrw]

Oh darling, I'm so sorry for what you're going through, you're a very strong person to keep standing, I admire you so much, keep it up

[@WeirdRósBán]

@@kiaraxyrw oh gosh… thank you so much it means a lot, recently i left both my partners and found that im just not capable of giving true romantic love anymore so life has really just been kinda downhill but, i have very supportive friends and recently it seems like my sister has been more accepting of my gender identity! Ive been trying to get my dad to follow along, “hey, im not a girl! Im a man!” And “im your sonn!!” And whatever, even asked him for a binder and he said yes! But idk, still feels a little off i guess- anyways, its been up and down, but most recently its been up and up! Im doing pretty well :}

[@ginjerbreadfakesno1fan]

If I were your parent I would disown you immediately

[@ginjerbreadfakesno1fan]

Don’t ever let me catch you saying this corny shit again

[@gabrielcheever8017]

I don't know what their thinking but you, you are special and deserve happiness I could never let anyone I know or even if I don't know them I can't let anyone feel this way ever

[@paingel_]

When everybody around you is finding love, and yet you're still trying to find motivation to live.

[@ashisthecoolest]

real..

[@gabrielcheever8017]

I still am all alone yet I still will help others despite my hate I still love others to much that I'd rather hold the whole worlds sadness in my heart rather than others to feel it themselves

[@Louise3901]

​@@gabrielcheever8017 ❤

[@amiiae]

To anyone who is listening to this song on repeat: Heyyy, how are you? Life’s tough right? It’s okay not to be okay. I’m also not okay. You are not alone. You can talk to me if you wanna. I’ll listen to everything you want to say. I love you. I’m proud of you for being here after all those breakdowns and episodes. I’m proud of you for being alive, cuz that’s hard. I love you so much. I love you for who you are. I love your smile I love your eyes I love your nose I love your mouth I love your hair I love your face I love your body I love you when you are happy I love you when you are sad I love you when you are angry I love you when you are depressed I love you when you are anxious I love you when you are stressed I love you for you I love you so much I love you when you are confident I love you when you are outgoing I love you when you are lonely I love you when you are tired I love you when you are shy I love you when you are embarrassed I just love you I am proud of you I am proud that you still try your best I am proud that you still go to school I am proud that you still go to work I am proud that you are who you are right now I am proud that you are here I am proud that you are still alive I am proud that you got up this morning I am proud that you went to sleep yesterday I am so proud of you for everything you’ve done in life And soooo much more. Remember, we are in this life only once! I know you are tired, but I know that you are strong. I know you are sad, you feel empty, but it won’t last forever. I promise, just try your best to enjoy the little things in life. Maybe get some air, eat some of your fav food, and do whatever you want to do. As long as you don’t hurt yourself, because that will hurt me too. If you need someone to talk to, I am always here. I will not be gone. I love you so much, for everything, for the exact person you are right now. I’m proud of you, I am rooting for you. You are amazing. I love you hmm just eat some food, drink some water, cry. Cry whenever you want, it’s good for you. You deserve happiness. All the happiness in life. I love you, I am always here for you, just talk to me in the reply section, I will reply to every messages you send❤

[@my.fav.no..is.12.point.9]

i hate hate hate losing friends and i would do literally anything to keep them. i got pulled out of my school recently and this one girl i used to be close to started distancing herself, and acting different. actual texts i sent her while bawling my eyes out: “pls i cant lose you … my biggest fear is losing ppl and you hold so much of my happiness and secrets and not that the secrets are the only reason o wanna stay w/ you but the fact that you’re genuinely just such a nice person and ik you’d never do anything to hurt me or leave me but i’m just really scared so please don’t leave me here…” and “i’m reading our old texts and i have no idea what happened … now you’re ghosting me & stuff. i’m only blaming myself (you couldn’t have ever done anything wrong

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Well I might not have ever had some to love like that before the crushed my love but you do go and talk to them see to reignite the sparks of friend ship because if your being ghosted perhaps it could be their phone broke perhaps you should meet up with them so please don't give up hope

[@dingusbingus-h]

“Hurting someone’s feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean, but do you know how deep that rock goes?”

[@Rosedeep-ks3me]

Fr sometimes my mom would say messed up suff to my face.

[@Louise3901]

@@Rosedeep-ks3me that's not okay, are you okay?

[@Rosedeep-ks3me]

@Louise3901 My heart feels Black. My mom and my dad went cold on me every since I stared middle school l they care about is money, my education and grades so I can get a job but they don't care about me a d my mental health...but that's okay cause I have no love for them anways..

[@Louise3901]

@@Rosedeep-ks3me it's not your fault. They're responsible for themselves and the choices they make. It's not your job to make sure they look after you! Remember that you're always important, no matter how other people choose to treat you.

[@RealBrainWashedGD]

not as deep as i went in that 10 year old

[@lil_froggo_girl]

I'm proud of you. You've come so far. Just keep chugging along. Just like the little train that could. I believe in you. You don't need those people who are toxic. You don't deserve that in your life!

[@Blossomthepuppeteer]

Ty... :D

[@D_DOG13579]

I find it pretty funny, I've been asking myself a question lately, “do i really want to leave everything behind? Or do i just want someone that can help me with my struggles?” some people may relate to it, other might just understand it, and that's fine. But if you're going through a rough time, just think of that question. that question is what's helped me hold on a bit more. as of me typing this, there 6 days until my birthday, and I've come to accept that things will slowly get better, maybe not 100% better, but they for sure get better. stay strong everyone :)

[@irkovi]

happy birthdayyy

[@V_Ali104]

ha…imagine falling in love with a fictional character….ending a tiring day of school once again….feeling joy you are going to see that character again soon….once you realize soon after…you remember that that’ll never be, all that joy you felt not long ago has turned to sorrow…you tell your friend about how you love this character but all they do is laugh because of who the character is. You push everyone away because the only person you want affection from is that character but you know you’ll never have the character. Ha imagine being that person….yeah……

[@lupoyo]

Oh god, this is exactly what happened to me. And it hurts everyday because no one could truly love me like them, or at least provide me some closure.

[@Heichousswife]

Hits harder when you crushed on this fictional character for years

[@Wissensdurs]

Feel exactly the same.

[@Lini1108]

they're just fictional...

[@kagaminelengf]

This is so real

[@chihiro9368]

pov: you just stare at the ceilling thinking everything was your fault and wanted to cry..and instead of crying you just smile but your heart's the one that crying and heavy.

[@RealBrainWashedGD]

it is your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault its all your fault

[@ninjakdcc]

Felt like hanging myself, this playlist and the comments are comforting me, thank you

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Everyone is here for you

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Everyone is here for you

[@EGGTHEPIG]

Same I feel like hanging myself too

[@ZurielEliseDiana]

"Dont cry for people who wont cry for you"

[@Imperial23689p]

Real

[@aesira-f9x]

i just did :(

[@RitishaChills]

​@@aesira-f9xHey now forget about them they are not worthy of you❤️ I too lost everyone who cared for me once but I'm sure i'll find someone who deserves me.

[@cayleigh7533]

brOKen

[@Louise3901]

@@cayleigh7533 are you okay? :/

[@sleepy_xbox]

8:45 For those who wonder what this small part of this song is, it is called "Fourth Of July" by, Sufjan Stevens. You should check it out, it's an amazing song :)!

[@mochxyy_]

Ok ahh.. for some reasons i do a little vent here. I actually an outgoing and Extrovert person when i was young but for some reasons i started to be quiet and Introvert. Being an Introvert so affect me when i started talking to others, Her respons was ignoring ( mostly ) or just like "Oh." Not just that. I have some pimples in my faces and some of the teacher in my school call me "Is it a pimples? Dirty." Like- OMG SHUT UPP 🥰‼️ Ok-ok thanks for reading!! for those who have problems too I hope you can find a solution quickly ❤

[@jul4ss]

i wanna js to be loved by him. that hurts when he js leaves me for no reason. im crying. i want to fall asleep with him. waking up and seing his arms covering me. i want to make coffee for him everyday. its js a dream. but still. i love him. im losing my motivation to life. js.. life is difficult. idk what to do. qnd he saved my life... thats why i love him alot. i hope he will see this.(he wont...) ily zen❤️

[@b3raaay.]

i’m so sorry. i’m going through the same situation rn and i hope everything gets better for you soon.

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Though I have no Idea how it feels to feel loved I do know one thing you have all of us who comments to set you on the path of life no matter how many times I tried to end my own

[@meiturmel6342]

my cat is dying and shes been with me for my entire life,seeing her slowly die makes me want to scream and cry and knowing that she wont last until the summer makes me want to die. all i can think of right now is how life will be without her,im scared.shes the last part of my childhood,shes my only true friend,wiithout her i might as well die to go see her.and no shes not just a pet,shes always been there with me no matter what,its as if losing your childhood friends .so before hating just think about it.

[@mak1-zen1n]

condolences if she died.. hopefully she survives..

[@meiturmel6342]

yes she did die this morning.. thank you for your support

[@mak1-zen1n]

@@meiturmel6342omg im sorry for your loss.. please take care of urself, im so sorry for your loss again and hopefully something can cheer you up, like a rememberance of ur cat..

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Welp now I'm here to be another ear to listen to your problems

[@PandaMasterToby]

@@meiturmel6342 i hope youre doing better now!

[@eriglitches-_5365]

I stay up late every night, not caring about sleep, staying up until 4, and I feel like I have barely anyone I feel comfortable around. I love, my friends and all, but I feel like i'm not close with any of them. We are just friends, nothing more, nothing less, and school isn't helping at all it stresses me out, and I feel like i'm not good enough for my grades. I feel dumb for my ADHD and dyslexia and i feel like it's reason i don't havw many friends i feel like i'm boring and never fun it's weird how some of my friends still keep up with me.

[@Miloshii]

Now listen. They might not seem like they care but if they are your true friends they will try to comfort you if you voice out those concerns to em.. Of course there’s thoughts which sometimes can keep one up at night. But stay resilient, trust me it does get better. Since I’m also going through a lot and trying to improve my own sleep schedule, you’ll get through this together, all right?

[@Sliver_POT]

POV:You have depression and it might make you have a eating disorder and you don’t feel loved by your family and you have to hide yourself when you cry so they don’t have to worry and you stay up until 8 am in the morning then fall asleep and you want to be a real kid again and life is just to much and you can’t getaway from your happy past so you want to hug past you and then you feel like a mistake and a disappointment 🙃 can anyone relate?

[@DigitizedGalaxyAlt]

This is exactly how I feel

[@ShelfWolf]

This is me right now

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Of course but I won't stop until everyone has a shoulder to cry on that's why I exist I found my way not my dream job but my dream of happiness is to give others it to feel the joys of generosity and kindness

[@Nor-y3h]

im sitting in my room,listening and reading to every single word and comment .not like i have anything better to do then this !

[@kitzyyyyyyyy]

no surprises used to be a freind of mine her fav song. though depression got to her, she distanced from me.. and now shes off somewhere else. now, i just love this song as much as she did.

[@V3XX0]

today’s the first day of summer vacation. i’m on my way to 8th grade and i feel like no one gives a shit about me. i suffer from the impending thought that no one really cares if i’m ok. like i’m just a background noise. no one seeks me out to talk to me, no one asks if i’m ok, no one seems to care if i’m there or not, ok or not ok. now that it’s summer, no one’s going to make an effort to talk to me. no one’s going to text me. and like always, no one will care. (tw from here forward) i feel like i live only to make other people feel better about themselves, and i’ve thought about what it’d be like if i wasn’t there, permanently. as in never there again. there’s only a few strings of people holding me up and i feel like i’m grasping at straw. There’s very few people who care about me anymore, i have a few friends and i’m miserable because all my good friends i had to leave behind. my mom says it’s better to move forward and deal with change, but i’m having a hard time taking any steps forward. and now i feel nearly alone, i love my mom and my dad, but i can’t talk to anything about them because all they do is invalidate my emotions and opinions, i have 3 friends total i feel comfortable enough to talk to. so here i am, coughing it up into a youtube comment section. and yet, no one will ever see it

[@xelawowee]

I see it, and if you want someone to talk to I'm here. Have any socials? I will gladly talk to you because you deserve someone. How are you? I'm a bit late yes but please know I will support you.💜🫂

[@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3]

You remind me of me. Down to the pfp. Good luck, kid.

[@V3XX0]

@@xelawowee Thx, it means more than you know. Unfortunately, i don’t have many socials, it’s texting, YT, and a while ago before it got taken away bc of some sketchy people, discord. My parents keep me off platforms with a lot of contact with other people. I wouldn’t mind doing it in a yt comment section if you don’t care 😁

[@V3XX0]

Update: As i’m writing this i’m hanging out with my best friend watching the fireworks on fourth of July. Now, i wasn’t wrong, most people who i considered my friends haven’t bothered to talk to me but I do have good friends. There aren’t many and next year i certainly have to make better decisions and be a little bit more picky about the people i make friends with but i’m doing a but better

[@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3]

@@V3XX0 Great. I got pretty selective with the friends I made and the ones I kept a year ago and now I can have more fun with them. Good luck

[@Filmed_by_Jane]

My mom walked in on me watching this. She looked at my phone, then at me and then left.

[@gabrielcheever8017]

I hope you don't think your mom doesn't care and I hope she does cause I love talking to people like me in this way if you need someone to talk to you have me

[@pucci9734]

Nobody loved me except my mother and father. I don't know what it feels like to be loved, to hold someone's hand, to hug. When I see people being loved like babies, my heart breaks and I can't take it anymore, I just wonder about this feeling.

[@Louise3901]

Are you okay? ❤

[@pucci9734]

@@Louise3901 İm okay thanks for asking 💕

[@Louise3901]

@@pucci9734 wonderful news, take care 🌷

[@Louise3901]

​@@pucci9734 hey, are you okay? ❤

[@pucci9734]

@@Louise3901 Yes thanks for asking💕

[@ENERGY4NOW]

''Oh..Hey fellow traveler! I just want to say I'm proud of you. You got up and went to school or got home. Your doing awesome out there. I may be late on this, but hey, its never to late for anything. I'm just so proud for you, but you cant figure out what's wrong with you, and the fact is..there's not any problem with you, but yeah, you might think that. But you cant find any problem with you because..your just different, but no. Not in a bad way, be you. It's gonna be better for you another time, sooner or later...you'll be looking back, and realizing, your actually a good person, but everyone's just putting negativity on you, their just mad at you for actually wanting to be you, and your gonna forget them some day. And be better, you got a bunch of people cheering for you, we all hope we all will get better soon, that includes you. Thanks, be strong!''

[@TezgahLanBu-u8p]

I love you so much, regardless of your gender, where you are from, your style or anything else, and even if I don't know you, I hope your life will be better and you will be happy. Never give up on your dreams and keep going. Love yourself.Don't give up too early. You're special.

[@01sonadowfan]

I've been on a downfall recently, i take anti-depressants but i feel like they do anything. I'm in my teens and i still like childish things like dolls and sonic no one thinks i'm normal not even my own family. It makes my life hell when even my own siblings think i'm faking everything for attention and they get annoyed by me constantly. They are just like everyone else and they are supposed to be the people that get me most. I just want someone who doesn't think i'm faking, doesn't think i'm weird or a freak

[@The_Loaifs]

Fr the feeling of being the "black sheep" in your family.

[@FrogyDiaaOfficial]

Fr I understand I feel like a pathetic person but I bet on cheeseitz that ur the most beautiful, unique, understanding, caring person out here:) and even tho idk who you are idc if you bullied, tired committing Sh or even suicide I will love you you should too we all suffer on earth here

[@01sonadowfan]

@@FrogyDiaaOfficialThank you for your kindness and i hope that whatever reason you're listening to this playlist right now gets better. I bet you're just as awesome as you think i am

[@FrogyDiaaOfficial]

@@01sonadowfan Ty have a great rest of ur year

[@PandaMasterToby]

and this here is why ill never say anything to my family. i know theyre the type thatd do this to me if i visited a psychiatrist and took meds and they found out.

[@ayyits.giovanna]

When your just done living When ur done w how ppl treat u When you have been tired When you feel like ur not worth anything When u feel like everyone hates u when u feel have no more effort

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Put more effort in NO ONES LIFE IS WORTHLESS I love people to much even if I'm depressed I would take the whole worlds sadness onto my shoulders if I could I would before a single heart beat

[@amiiae]

I am tired. I wake up tired but i push myself to do the daily tasks with a smile. My parents will be torn apart if they know what i am thinking about. Because of my parents I study my best, i try to get good grades, and yet they call me lazy after me studying for the whole fuckin day. They are the reason why i am still here but yet they hurt me the most at times. There was this guy that loved me. He cared for me, he listened to me and I listened to him. Yes, a week ago, he left. He just said that we wouldn’t work out. A several months ago when I was not rlly bad, I tried sh. It just made me feel better and I knew that that wouldn’t be the last time I would do it. Almost everyday I cut myself now. Every night I break down. Every night I cry. I just wanna be okay and happy for once. I am thinking about ending it all, my so called friends are leaving me behind. They hang out all the time without me. I tried everyday to put on a smile, to act like the old me, but i just can’t anymore. I am tired. I am tired of having no one to hug. I am tired of crying so quietly so that my parents wont hear me. I am tired. I just wanna be gone for a week.

[@xelawowee]

Hey, please dont sleep forever. Do u have any socials I can speak to u on? I want to help you and make sure you know life is worth living💜💜🫂🫂

[@vianne.will.kill.you._.]

I love you

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Sleeping forever does sound good but think about all who love you that's why live despite my hate for living I wish you could only feel the love to light the fire in you cold and freezing heart for if not it will only get colder let me heat it up for you

[@amiiae]

@@gabrielcheever8017 thank you so muchh hahaha

[@Nobody-s4y]

I'm always there looking back at the past knowing what went wrong. Being traumatized already at the age of 3, suffering from mental health for 6 years straight at the age of 6. If there was someone to blame it would be almost everyone in my life

[@oatman3526]

Sounds like you’ve been through a lot. I hope you’re okay nowadays.

[@MR_GoldenRobloxian]

I know it may seem eager of me, but the concept of falling in love sounds so nice….hell I’m turning 15 in like a few months and there are people around me who are dating, none of my friends except 1 has been in a relationship before (and it didn’t end very well) but just loving someone and holding them dear to yourself and someone loving you back just as much sound so nice…maybe one day it will come..who knows?

[@Rat-cave0]

1:58 this song reminds me of that one time my teacher seen me crying because i was having a hard time with things in life and then she came up to me saying "here, its okay to cry you tried your best just keeping on going" well she was handing me her tea and cookies it made me cry even more

[@gabrielcheever8017]

I hope your happy

[@v0nix_0]

its 2 the point when youve been called ugly when everyone says your real smile is fake, but it isnt. when everyone u cared for abandoned u when times got tough. when the only reason they loved you was because of how i treated them. Its 2 the point where i cant believe any compliment that comes my way because of the way ive been treated my whole life. Being bullied, hit, mentally abused. Its just so draining. Suicide has been on my mind for awhile now, im slowly loosing my game.

[@isaacja5807]

Sorry I'm late for a cheering up. (I could use one myself.) Buddy, please don't, in spite of everything and everyone, it's still your life. I don't know your age and I don't care, it's not important to your situation. I feel the same way half the time. I don't know how people truly feel about me and half of them do the same as what your dick-headed acquaintances do. I'm not a fan of people online, strangers, saying that they're there for you when they physically can't be, but...in this case...I am. I wish I had a truly understanding person. Not family nor therapist, just a relatable human being. Were in this together...please reply❤

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Life isn't easy it is like a nothing anything can relate too just so you know there are 8 billion people out there even if 99% hate you 75 million still loves you

[@gabrielcheever8017]

​@@isaacja5807and you just like all the rest I don't know you but keep fighting I see you don't think out of the 30ish people I'm talking to I would forgot one person I santa clause mother fucker take my gift of love

[@RealBrainWashedGD]

ending it is the right choice.

[@hovertheendowing]

Hey read this!! Please! Your skin isn't paper don't cut it!! Your skin isn't wax so don't burn it!! Your neck isn''t a coat so don't hang it! You aren't a flower so don't cut the stems off making it fall. Don't fake a smile if your not okay.. It's ok to be upset! You are not alone don't listen to that 1% they are only trying to bring you down into the deep end in chains. Unlock those chains swim to the top of the water. If your feeling down its alright find something to distract yourself, such as a pet or a plushie etc. Or your favourite tv show. I went through something sad too, your not alone!! There is always someone out there who cares about you and I am one of them! To anyone reading this please don't take your life, its precious! Your an awesome talented and sweet person!! Not mean or ugly if you hear those ppl they are jealous of you!! ^^ I'm proud of you making it this far keep going!! (Feel free to spread the word ^^)

[@Ilovekermit741]

Thank you your so kind❤❤❤❤

[@hovertheendowing]

@@Ilovekermit741 ofc!! People really do need support and everything ^^ I love making sure people feel okay and making them feel better

[@Ilovekermit741]

You deserve so much 💕💕💕💕💕

[@hovertheendowing]

@@Ilovekermit741 aww tysm

[@haisay8674]

God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.

[@special_music_man]

y'know when you love someone so much but you know they will never love you back? yeah, how do i give up on them? worst part is were both boys so even if i say i like him ill risk him and me getting bullied, and he deserves so much better. and i cant even tell my parents cause i will and can be disowned, y'know? do have a good day or night people.

[@irkovi]

even if he doesnt love you, youll find somebody else. or maybe he feels the same but is too afraid to say it. im in the same situation but different. i love her. she kissed me but then got a boyfriend. were both girls. i just want her to love me more than a friend. i want to be the center of her world. i know how it feels. its going to get better. trust me

[@Entitea.]

Hey, I love you No matter how bad of a person you think you are ily

[@getjinxed101]

Thank God someone finally said something. I just wish my misery would end and I don't know what to do while I'm still around anymore. I see my friends moving on while I'm still drowning in the same depression since middle school. I don't know if I'll get a happy ending, but God, I really hope so.

[@Entitea.]

@@getjinxed101 I love you

[@mrb3523]

thank you bro i realy needed that when i read it i cryed so much so thank you so much and i love you too

[@Entitea.]

@@mrb3523 🫂🫂🫂🫂 I hope you feel better now

[@mrb3523]

@@Entitea. yah thx brother\sister

[@TheCGDwashere]

I always feel like im a bad lover to my own lover..

[@MihakoXabai]

Personally 4:41 is possibly the most relatable song to me

[@thenumberblock21]

Its almost my birthday, and I am being told "Unhappy Advanced Birthday" to me

[@CleusYunor]

Hey happy birthday man, i know how its feel. Man if i meet you i give you a hug. Iknow its hard to trust someone, atleast im here to stay beside you if you want

[@irkovi]

happy birthdayyyy

[@CoffeeAndSheerChaos]

In our everyday lives, we feel the constant, nagging burden of the worlds hate and bitterness. But, that should not stop you from loving. If you needed a sign, someone or something to give you guidance on a specific situation in your life. This is it.

[@foxifamgams9285]

Wow so many visitors, so many people that clicked this to share a certain feeling whether its being alone or feeling successful they both bring Balance to these small patches of the internet.. neat!

[@M-yw8cw]

For the reader, you don’t have to get upset about something you failed or couldn’t accomplish. Life goes on. You can’t do anything about it, so live it. And before you go, I want you to know something really important. Don’t compare your beginning with someone’s middle because it’s gonna seem impossible or difficult. But it truly isn’t, just don’t give up. Your still human.

[@Bald_Muichiro38]

You may ask yourself. . . Why am I like this Why do I let my emotions take control over me Why cant I love myself I hate myself Am I to needy? I'm ugly Why do you hate me? Cant people love me? Cant I be myself I'm not enough I need more I cant stop self harming myself My scars are ugly. . My nose is to big My nose is to small My eyes are to small my eyes are to big My arms are thin. . . I'm to thin My arms are fat. . . I'm to fat People hate me People judge me Why am I an outcast? Is it time to move on? _its my fault_ _im I to bad for him?_ _PLEASE_ _HELP_ _im done with this life. . ._ What ever you think that's bad about yourself just remember I love you theres people who love you you just dont know it and all body types are beautiful and if others say otherwise ignore them live a happy positive life. . -a stranger who wants to help you❤ (Please share this I made it)

[@desertcobra6]

I've heard time and time again that life is difficult, I know it is, but I hate the false happiness it gives before stripping it away, I long for days I could wake up and hear my parents laugh with eachother upstairs, not wake up feeling terrible and my parents arguing and throwing stuff, that I could sit with them and laugh, not be criticized for waking in the afternoon and hangout with terrible friends, that I could come home and not see dad saying mother left us again, that everything would be ok, to hear someone say they love me and that everything will be ok, but I know I never will, no one says anything no one comforts me, just "Soldier on" "Life sucks" "It is what it is" I know ok? But would telling me everything will be ok too much? Am I being too needy? Too desperate? Too hopeful? I don't know anymore

[@Cropak_Napeik]

"One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide, I saw my dog was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me. The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing. At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?" Thank goodness that was just a vision. Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger. Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later. Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)

[@oatman3526]

Thanks for sharing, the world needs more kindness like this.

[@LeahWolf_111]

If anyone is reading this.. Know you are loved by so many

[@LeahWolf_111]

My reply’s can be used as a vent

[@Silent-hill-y4k]

​@@LeahWolf_111I have no friends and I am tired but not tired that I need to sleep just so tired of everything. I don't want to wake up please. My girlfriend cheated on me and I feel so lost she used me and I don't know what to do.. people keep telling me to stop being so sad ab it but I've always been sad I just can't hold it in anymore.

[@Louise3901]

@@Silent-hill-y4k it's her loss. Don't beat yourself up for it.

[@R0XonomY]

They don't love me they love another me who shows when someone else near by

[@RgY_Taken]

I hate feeling stuck in situations I can't change, like all this financial stuff. It’s so frustrating knowing there’s all this stress about money and not being able to do anything about it because I’m just a kid. I can't help my family, can’t take control of my own life it’s like I’m just waiting for the day I’m old enough to make a difference. But it feels like that day will never come. Meanwhile, my so-called "friends" have all drifted off like I never even mattered to them. They just forget about me like I’m some extra they don’t need. I try to reach out, but it feels like no one really cares. I can be in a room full of people and still feel completely alone. And don’t even get me started on the whole girlfriend thing. It's like I’m invisible, or worse, like I'm not worth anyone’s time. I keep hearing people talk about love, and relationships, and it makes me feel like I'm missing out on something huge. Why is it that no matter what I do, no one ever sees me like that? It’s not even about having a girlfriend sometimes it’s more about feeling like I’m worth being chosen, like I matter to someone in that way. But instead, I just end up alone. I hate how it feels like I have to change who I am just to be noticed, just to fit in, just to get people to stick around. Like if I don’t act a certain way, I’m not interesting enough or good enough. I feel like I’m losing pieces of myself just trying to be someone who’s worth people’s time. And the worst part is, even when I do try to change, it still isn’t enough. I’m still left feeling empty, like no one really sees me for who I am or worse, maybe they do, and that’s why they leave. It’s exhausting. I don’t even know who I am anymore, or if I’m worth anything to anyone. I just feel lost, like I’m screaming and no one even hears me. And lately, sleep has become a joke. I lie there at night, staring at the ceiling, my mind racing with all these thoughts I can’t control. I’m so tired, but I can’t sleep. And even when I do manage to drift off, it’s like my mind never really shuts off. I wake up feeling just as drained, like I’m stuck in this endless cycle of being tired but never really resting. It makes everything feel so much worse like I’m dragging myself through the day, barely making it from one moment to the next. I’ve even started giving up on the things that used to mean so much to me, like art. I used to love creating, pouring all my emotions into something that felt like it mattered. But now? It feels pointless. There’s always someone better than me, no matter how hard I try. And when I do share something, it’s like no one really cares. People just glance at it, maybe throw a quick comment my way, and then forget about it like it was nothing. Sometimes, I even get hate for it, like my work isn’t good enough, or worse like I’m not good enough. And that hurts. It’s like I’m putting myself out there, and instead of people seeing the effort, they just tear me down or ignore me entirely. It’s not even just about the art. I feel like I get hate for just being me. Like, no matter what I do, people find a way to criticize or point out what’s wrong with me. I try to be myself, but it feels like the world doesn’t want me to be. The stress is overwhelming. It’s like there’s this constant pressure on me pressure to be better, to fit in, to not screw up. Sometimes it feels like I’m carrying the weight of everything on my shoulders, and it’s crushing me. I think a lot of it goes back to when I was younger. I got bullied a lot, and I guess that stuff sticks with you, no matter how much you try to forget. It’s like every insult, every time someone pushed me down, still plays in the back of my mind. I didn’t have the best childhood either nothing was ever easy. It’s like I was always the one who had to deal with things alone, and it just followed me into who I am now. It’s hard to shake that feeling, like no matter what I do, I’m always going to be the one on the outside looking in. And honestly? I’m just tired of it all. I’m tired of trying so hard and feeling like it’s never enough. I’m tired of feeling like I have to fight just to exist. It feels like I’ve been fighting my whole life, and I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing it. When I was younger, I honestly didn’t think I’d make it this far. There were so many times I tried to end it all because I couldn’t handle the bullying anymore. Five years straight of being called names, being laughed at, and being pushed around just because I was poor. It destroyed me. I was too young to even understand why it was happening. I just knew that every day felt like torture, and I wanted it to stop. I thought the only way to make it stop was to end everything. But somehow, I’m still here. And now, it’s like I’m stuck with this messed-up habit of lying. I lie because I’m scared, scared of what people will do to me if I tell the truth. I learned early on that being honest only led to more pain. I told the truth once, and all it did was give people more ammo to hurt me. So, I stopped. I started saying what people wanted to hear, or what I thought would keep me safe. But it’s exhausting, living like this, always second-guessing everything I say, wondering if I’m digging myself deeper into some lie just to protect myself. Man, I don’t even feel like a side character anymore. It’s worse than that. I feel like that one random background character you see for a second in some show and then they’re never mentioned again. Forgotten, irrelevant. And I hate it. I want to make a difference. I want to be someone who matters, someone who’s remembered, but it’s so hard when you feel like you’re invisible. It’s like no matter how much I want to change things, the world just keeps pushing me back into the shadows, like I don’t belong anywhere. I wish more people were like me. I don’t judge people. I don’t talk bad about anyone. I don’t do any of the things that others do to tear people down. Yeah, maybe when I was younger, I acted out, but now? Now I just keep it all inside. I don’t want to hurt anyone the way I’ve been hurt. I don’t want to add to the mess. But it’s so hard to be that kind of person in a world that doesn’t seem to care. A world that judges you before they even know you, that throws you aside if you don’t fit their mold. I try to be kind, to be understanding, but sometimes I wonder if it even matters. Does it matter if I’m a good person when the world seems to reward the opposite? Also I love too deeply, I know that. It’s like I meet someone, and all of a sudden, I can’t help but start imagining a future with them. I can’t explain it, but I know it’s not lust. It’s never about their body or thinking about us in bed together. No, it’s more like… I see us on cute dates, walking side by side, holding hands, laughing, stealing kisses. Things I’ve never actually experienced but dream of all the time. It’s like I want that connection so badly, the kind that feels real and warm, but it’s always out of reach. The closest thing I’ve had to a relationship was this online "girlfriend" from years ago, but I don’t even count her as a real girlfriend. I don’t count her as an ex either it feels stupid now. Online dating… that’s for losers, right? At least, that’s what people say. But at the time, I was just so desperate for love, for someone to care, that I found her in this random game I used to play. I can’t even remember the name of the game anymore, but it doesn’t matter. I’ll just call her Ruby. We dated for, what, six months? At least, that’s what it felt like. I really thought it was something. But then, one day, she just told me she couldn’t do it anymore. She broke up with me out of the blue, and I found out later from one of her friends that she’d fallen for some Spanish guy. That crushed me. I was too young, too vulnerable, and I had no idea how to deal with something like that. I remember having this huge emotional outburst, writing paragraphs, venting all my pain, blocking everyone in a desperate attempt to escape it. I ghosted everyone. It was a mess, and so was I. But after a week or so, I went back to normal, like nothing had ever happened. I just moved on, or at least I tried to. But the truth is, that whole experience messed with me. It was my first taste of love or what I thought was love and it wasn’t even real life. I remember telling her once, “Oh yeah, I’ll come to Canada as soon as I finish school.” What a dumb kid I was, thinking I could make something like that happen. Anyway, I guess that’s everything I wanted to get off my chest. It’s crazy, looking back, how all of that seemed so real to me back then. But now, it just feels like a painful memory that I keep tucked away. I don’t know, I love so deeply, and it always feels like that’s more of a curse than anything else. Thanks for letting me vent. I love you all… bye.

[@oatman3526]

Hey man, sounds like you’ve got a lot on your plate. Let me start by saying that I’m here to talk if you need me. Next let me say that you should be proud of yourself for thinking about helping your family like that. And you have been through a lot but you still ended your comment telling people that you love them all. I’ve seen a lot of people end their venting with anger at humanity as a whole, which I understand and don’t judge for, but you haven’t let life break your respect and love of humanity, that’s bigger than you realize. And you might think your online girlfriend wasn’t a really relationship but it sounds like you’ve felt some pretty bad heartbreak, I’d count that as relationship experience. Don’t think it’ll be your last though. You even said that you dream of romantic things like dates and holding hands. There’s guys who certainly don’t see women that way, in fact there’s guys out there who have struggled social and hate women because of it. I think you don’t have as much to worry about as you think, you aren’t full of hate and you haven’t let life break your kindness, so hold your head higher and be more confident in yourself.

[@RgY_Taken]

@@oatman3526 Thank you, man. I definitely see where you are coming from, I've experienced some most don't but I still love everyone, because everyone deserves love, I want to be the opposite of how people treated me, I want to be the difference, not make a difference. Also I'm starting to be more confident being more of myself, this was really just a vent comment to release all the emotions I had built up, but thank you again, I love you.

[@oatman3526]

@@RgY_Taken no problem. You’ve got a good head on your shoulders and a kind heart, best of luck.

[@fairryqz]

They didnt notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you were They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are... They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all you flaws They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let then take you down And you know they wasn’t good enough for you And that’s what make you stronger

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Well I did no Need to feel unnoticed and I alone for I love you and so do many others

[@nopeeyxd]

After reading the comments of all those who have similar problems, I ask myself: “What was it like before and what did people do?” It’s just that sometimes it seems to me that they are hiding this from us, because I don’t believe that even a hundred years ago it was much happier to be someone of a young age. But how did those people act in a situation where bad emotions overtook them? Perhaps these are just my stupid, childish thoughts and dreams due to lack of knowledge and millions of people have known about this for a long time, but this is such meaningless knowledge that it is impossible to use it I sometimes feel the souls of other people and know all their pain superficially, but I cannot feel those whom I cannot understand. It's hard to explain. And the most unpleasant thing is when you see everything around you through and feel their hidden contempt because of your qualities. Although I have some pain in my soul, I know that millions are worse off than me, because I have grains of what I can cling to, but no more. I was just a little luckier than others in some moments and I don’t understand why... It would be better if my luck, even in the smallest parts, was transferred to others who were much less fortunate... May those who suffer find the peace they deserve. Good luck and good dreams.

[@Onion-us6fo]

I get scared in class I end up crying in the corner outside… I feel like people are constantly judging me, I have no friends. But a girl came up to me and said they aren’t thinking about you, only themselves and there friends. I will always appreciate the comfort it gave me

[@3zeathaa]

Honestly every year there is a high and low, the low has been more now, I can’t be bothered to get up, brush my hair, talk to my family and friends. All I do is talk to my rabbit, draw, listen to music, sleep, and drink a lot of water. Maybe I’m just waiting to get water poisoning or I’m waiting for a change in life, either way it won’t change until next school year.

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Don't talk like that you have me to be the high all year so Talk to me anytime your down

[@Ilovehorses856]

Also wanted to share something, I lost my dad’s brother from a large mass in his lung and he couldn’t get enough oxygen. He died yesterday and we were really close. He made me 2 puppets hand sewn life size puppets for my 1st bday. I miss you 😢❤️🕊️. You grew your wings and flew but I wasn’t ready. I will visit you in heaven when I’m older, not soon though I’m sorry. I have to grow my wings too 🪽. I love you so much pop pop you were a very kind beautiful soul ❤️🪽 I got to visit him before he grew his wings but I asked my mom if we could go to the hospital one more time and give him a card so he knows I love him so much but I didn’t make it 💔

[@Bl1tzkn1ght]

Why can't people just talk? So many problems would be solved if people just sat down and talked to eachother like adults. Its true for all of history. But these days, during the age of the internet, its easier than ever to just have a conversation. But people still choose to bicker, kvetch, and moan over stupid differences like the difference of opinion. I can have a different opinion and still treat someone like their a human being.

[@Izukumidoriya12317]

I love u stranger ❤

[@HunterJones-m5g]

I may seem happy around my friends i may look just ok and yea i have friends and yea i do laugh and yea i do get happy... sometimes ... but deep down i feel miserable... sure i am loved... but in a family type way and yet, i don`t feel nothing. Times when im alone i ask myself "what`s it like to be loved romantically? what`s it like to feel love genuine love?" so, yea im happy for the world but in reality, im miserable.

[@Haikara-pacer]

It doesnt feel like people truly love me. The people who claim they do also scream at me whenever i disappoint them. I feel like i cant be open to anyone i know. Im afraid of them judging me or making fun if my mental state since thats happened before. Even my parents have laughed at me when i told them that i think somethings wrong. Still just trying to find somebody to talk to, somebody who understands but will take it seriously instead of simply joking about su!cide

[@oatman3526]

Hey, hope you’re okay. I know people might scream at you when they are disappointed, but that doesn’t mean they don’t care. They’re human, emotions can make them act in ways they shouldn’t and they aren’t always consistent with how they act. You might be better writing everything into a letter and giving it to your parents. It lets you get everything down uninterrupted and it shows that you really thought about it. They might be flawed people but if you think they do care but just don’t get it, this might help. If not, school counselor or youth worker can help. Please don’t suffer alone.

[@justasmoke2468]

I like this girl but she just keeps hurting me. I have been chasing her for a measly 3 months now , trying to get her to pay attention to me. Nothing worked , never did. I know she is actively hurting me by just straight up ignoring me and seemingly not liking talking to me. I want to move on , but my stupid heart tells me "Don't let go , she's the one" over and over. I keep thinking about her , and I damn well know that she isn't the one. My life has always been like a fragile and almost breaking thread that keeps torturing me inside out , seemingly not wanting to snap or break. I always had problems with love , I don't know why , but I've been through so many rejections , heartbreaks , backstabbing , ghosting , blocking and even abused when I was finally able to get a relationship. Nothing will work with love and me , and I know that fully , yet , don't understand. I'm single forever , and by now , I have accepted that for the last 3 years of my life. It's over , I give up , that's it. Game over. Edit: My life flipped upside down. It really did. The same girl? Yeah...she just blocked me because she didn't know what to do because she was struggling at that time. She said I was very kind to her and that she'll think about it to unblock me. I just hope that it goes uphill from now. Maybe there is a little determination in me. Just maybe. Edit 2: Ay my life got so much better! Well...a bit...2 friends of mine passed away due to a car crash , but the same girl I was all on yapping about is now finally a good friend of mine and she has been supporting me greatly since the incident. I might even have a suspicion that she likes me , but , I'll be doubting that for now. Edit 3: She's definitely into me, we've been bouncing back and forth with flirting and all that sort of stuff, though she keeps me waiting before she actually tells me, understandable. I might get a girlfriend here :D Edit 4: She said she didn't like me. I'm back at 0 I guess lul, doesn't really matter. I just need to move on.

[@xelawowee]

Dont let it be your game over when theres more levels ahead, shes blind to not see how valuble you are and you also have to know your worth, shes doesnt deserve the chasing. One day you'll find *her* and I'll pray for it to be soon💜 youre tough bro

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Ha even if it's game over you can try again I guess through out all your struggles you finally have someone who might allow you to find happiness and sorry for you friend

[@MrYellowAT2]

COME ON MAN, FUCK HER, YOU ARE DOING A GREAT JOB AND YOU DOESN'T NEED TO GIVE UP, YOU ARE THE BEST VERSION OF YOURESELF NOW, SO DONT GIVE UP, I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!

[@Yuki_San.S]

It's not your fault Your not a problem You are perfect You aren't fat You aren't skinny You aren't the problem You aren't a bad person You are wonderful You aren't a crybaby Your don't deserve them You love yourself You are clean You are kind Your are the person that everyone wants Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it Your size isn't a book... don't judge it Your life isn't a movie... don't end it Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do. The past of you suffering will end Your suffering will end Don't c^t your body your hair Don't kill your self yet. If you have a pet it will make your problem go away They get mad at you for being soo perfect They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning You are brighting the world.. you are a true star Keep going.. it will past. We love you don't stop being kind to everyone The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back. They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous Give everyone a second chance not too many tho your eyes is perfect your nose is perfect your height is perfect your skin is perfect your mouth is perfect your hair is perfect your face is perfect your body is perfect your hands is perfect your fingers is perfect your teeth is perfect your waist is perfect Your torso is perfect your legs are perfect your thighs are perfect your tounge and everything is perfect YOU are perfect love your body and everything You are so greatful for what you have. Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you And leave your fake friends You deserve better. Don't give up Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person. We are proud to see you alive. We are so proud We love your smile We love your laugh We love your personality So don't give up We love you. We love you so much Don't end it too fast. Don't commit Don't get controled Don't make them control you like a puppet Do your own way Do everthing you like Ignore the rude people Ignore the hate Ignore getting yelled There's people by your side and always be. We love you no matter what you do to yourself. They don't know what your been through They ain't been in your shoes Don't belive them they are liars Love youself. We are proud of you existing here We love you so much.. NEVER GIVE UP You're precious You made it this far. And it's so amazing that you are still here

[@i.belive.in.venti.supremacy]

I've changed a lot for a person... i've done everything she wanted me to do... and now they ignore me, don't talk to me anymore, and i'm completly alone at school, no one talks to me, i've tried to be friendly by trying to not to be shy and introvert as i am, it was useless.. during the pauses i only see everyone together, and then theres me, alone, i feel like everything is completly wrong, or that i'm wrong.. plus, this for me is a very hard period, becouse my grandma is feeling a lot sick, and i lived with her a big part of my childhood. A true friend is the one who will keep staying with you, and will accept the real you, not caring for your bad attitudes or "wrong" things in you(if you have any).. I miss the times when i was in my old school, i was alone, even bullied by some people.. but, i had a real friend, and i think that without her now i wouldn't even be alive (i had a period that i wanted to kill myself, but i rather not talking about that), she have been supporting me a lot, and, even if are passed years from when our paths have get separated by school, and we even live kinda afar from each others, we are still best friends :) Remember, that you're amazing, and i'm proud of you❤️‍🩹

[@NxtivetheNative]

Friend. Your story is one among many, but not unimportant. I think the best thing to do is live for YOU and not for anyone else, I have come to find that life is too short. Too short to do everything and honestly we don't need reasons to be alive. Take nature for example it doesn't have a total reason to exist it just does, or maybe it's reason is to be enjoyed by all that live among it. If you can friend go outside, stand in a field and breathe. Accept all that surrounds you and release your negative emotions. If you need to, you can always reply to me and I'll have a chat with you. Have fun while you still can . 😄

[@i.belive.in.venti.supremacy]

@@NxtivetheNative thanks 🥹

[@NxtivetheNative]

@@i.belive.in.venti.supremacy You're welcome 🤗

[@gabrielcheever8017]

Same as native I have the same view continue talking if you feel sad like this agian

[@arroba_matias]

My life has always been like this. Pressures that I don't care about even though l still feel them. Always being left behind. I want someone for me too! Although i have stopped caring a while ago, i still feel like something is missing. It's wrong.

[@Tyrant-v1x]

I've never experienced love, but i have experienced loneliness and heartfelt despair. Don't ever give up on your intended dreams, no matter how hard the obstacles is, punch through it. Bleed before putting on the bandage, not putting on the bandage before bleeding. Best of luck for ya'. We may not meet again here but, you'll be fine.

[@duckyishim-e3n]

depressed ahhh

[@andreinaacevedo5103]

They didn't notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn't notice you were tired They didn't notice you were alone They didn't notice how attentive you were They didn't notice how sweet you actually are... They didn't notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractiveness They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all your flaws They did notice that you weren't good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let then take you down And you know they weren't good enough for you And that's what makes you stronger not mine but u can spread it to make someones day :)