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[@COAFAMILY]

Life IS hard and ugly, but the promise of salivation is beautiful. Thank you for sharing your heart. It truly touched me. I was crying with you.

[@MindyMorningstar]

Same.

[@SMLx3]

Jessica C same here.

[@dbullemer]

Me too

[@hellolol5733]

Same

[@kaylahloftin9156]

I also been crying

[@abbypaul3523]

I truly know how you feel because I’m 13 and I also have cancer. It really gets the best of you but I’m just trying to live my life to the fullest and enjoy my life because I don’t know what will happen next. But, I still go to school and try to go to dance everyday because I’m just not giving up💕 I am really sorry and my dad has been battling cancer for 6 years and it’s been tough on all of us. My Aunt also has cancer as well and my little brother also had cancer again. I am so sorry and I truly believe all that you’re saying and it’s really scary and our family is a very strong believer in god. I am so sorry again and I love you so much💕❤️💗

[@bobrosswighair4473]

I am so sorry to hear that. I hope you get better and thank you for sharing your story. You’re a true fighter and you’ve become stronger. I wish the best for you, and though I’ve not had cancer nor anyone in my family has, I still want to be able to support it. I’m glad you can get an education considering the circumstance you’re in, I don’t know how I’d be able to go to school with such a melancholy and severe illness like that. Heck, I get headaches and I make a big deal about it and say I can’t go to school, that just makes me feel terrible about myself! Please get better, and I will pray to god for you, your family, and everybody else that is suffering from cancer. ❤️💜💖

[@rositamendes2789]

your amazing , you and your family . I truly wish you and your family the best. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@emmagrabow8129]

@Abby Paul you must have an amazing family. Stay strong. You be will fine. Don't be afraid. I send you a big hug.

[@annabellejo1255]

Abby Paul I’m so sorry I will keep your family in my prayers

[@supppbooo6107]

Abby Paul hope you feel better don’t forget to stay strong because I know you’re strong and if you have cancer that means you’re a fighter and that’s amazing and always remember that you’re totally worth it💞💞😍😘❤️

[@hanfakaga1]

The end photo of Bonnie smiling at Olivia shows soooo much love and admiration towards Olivia and the look in your eyes Bonnie is so so so tender 😍

[@ames218]

Cancer really does get the best people in this world. After a 9month battle my Mom passed away in 2013 from cancer. A month prior to her passing I was with my Mom sitting in the Doctors office listening to him tell my mom and I that he expects her to go into remission, my mom was feeling great and looking wonderful. 3 weeks later she was in hospice. Sometimes a thought will come to me and for a second I think I need to call mom and that gut wrenching feeling hits me. It's been 5 years and it still just breaks me. I am thankful she's not in pain anymore. Nobody deserves to ever feel that kind of pain. Prayers for your friend and to you Bonnie.

[@carleeh.6519]

I am so sorry

[@leebrewer5805]

I lost my dad to lung cancer 11 years ago, 6 weeks before the birth of my first child. He was diagnosed 2 weeks prior to passing away. He didn't make it to his first oncology appointment. Still broken from it to this day. Hugs and love to you.

[@makaylahood6644]

I lost my Papa in June because of lung cancer

[@christinaburkhart1410]

So much can happen in 3 weeks. That's how long my friends baby was "in remission" before they said he would be going home on hospice. 3 weeks and EVERYTHING can change. My heart is with you and I'll say a little prayer for you tonight ❤

[@JSgcJB]

i do the same thing with my dad, especially sometimes after I've just woken up and am still half asleep. the worst time of really wanting my dad would have had to been when i got a blood test in hospital a few weeks ago, i was having pain in my stomach, and my mum and i were thinking it might have been my appendix, so we went to emergency. first time I've been there for myself since i was a baby, which i obviously don't remember, and since i was there for my dad really, but for me hospitals especially the 2 hospitals my dad was in is so difficult to go to them, like the trauma of being there was just horrible. anyway but i had to get a blood test, I'm petrified of needles, haven't had a blood test probably ever, and haven't had any other needles since before school. so this was such a huge deal. they gave me gas which didn't do anything other than making me light headed, and heavy, was it was very traumatic, and i was in absolute hysterics the whole time, but also the whole time all i wanted was my daddy, i was even able to get those words out after thinking them for almost the whole time at the end, but only my mum heard, and I'm know she found it oh so difficult. geez i miss him so much. he passed away 19 months ago, after battling terminal brain cancer for 19 months and then in the last 3 month of his life he was diagnosed with bowel cancer that wasn't responding to treatment cause his stupid gp didn't catch it early enough just thought it was constipation and that the huge mass in his bowel was nothing more than the fact that he was constipated, thankfully his cancer doctor knew something was off and she did something about it, although it was too late, she was just amazing, miss seeing her 1,2,3,4 weeks for his appointments. and I'm so sorry for the loss of your mum!

[@SashaStlouis]

I was diagnosed with breast cancer last October at 27 and it’s the most life changing experience for not only the person but for their friends and family. I can feel your pain all the way over here ♥️ the best thing you can do for your friend is remain the same. Don’t treat them any different because that’s the worst part is all the sympathy. Laugh a lot and pretend it’s not happening but be there when they want to talk about it. It’s scary. I even sent you a letter right before I was diagnosed asking for prayers because I didn’t know what was going to happen but it did and I’m still here and laughter is the best way to get through it. Really it’s the only way. ♥️♥️

[@kimmychan1967]

The Natural Six prayers your way!!! My mother is a 10 year breast cancer survivor. Kick it to the curb! 💋

[@melissa1010scott]

How are you feeling now? My mom found out she had breast cancer last year right before Christmas.

[@SashaStlouis]

MelHoff11 I’m feeling okay. I have finished all chemo and now I’m on a med called Herceptin that i get infused every three weeks and I’m also on hormone therapy being that mine was hormone positive, which is hard. I was placed into menopause for the next 5 years which itself has its own challenges.

[@nat2gr18]

The Natural Six I am praying for you and everyone else who needs a prayer!I hope it’s just an obstacle in a long fulfilling life!

[@jennifervieira99]

I'm praying for you that you have continued healing!

[@aditichandavarkar8839]

I am 17 and I just recovered from ovarian cancer after a year of having it Friends who supported me like u are the main ones who helped me get through all of this🙂

[@meolahresseh5031]

Aditi Chandavarkar in Jesus name be free of cancer for the rest of your life.

[@saminauman9894]

Aditi Chandavarkar your brave

[@meganmair5063]

God bless you🙇🙏😘

[@mollielewis7043]

I'm so glad you fought through it! My great grandmas weren't so fortunate though...

[@TheJonesFamily]

Sorry to hear about your friend 😢 *Cancer is definitely ugly and hopefully they will have cure one day!!!*

[@valerialopez7627]

I agree with you

[@davida.3714]

I agree

[@IdkIdk-tr7jm]

The Jones Family i

[@meganwise9687]

Same... ☹️☹️ cancer is so sad and I hope not to get cancer when I’m older I don’t want to die

[@mikaelarines337]

It's not that there isn't a cure, it's that it doesn't work the same on everyone. :(

[@livebreathemakeup1]

Bonnie, hearing your words makes it even more real. My dad is unfortunately dying to cancer right now. It stinks because he is the best man out there and there is nothing worse, however I encourage you, and anyone reading to look at this situation in a positive light. Tell those that you are around that you love them, go the extra mile and just BE NICE to everyone. You never know what someone or some families are going through. Gods got this and He is the only one that is truly in control.💛 stay strong friends

[@meolahresseh5031]

xxnataliexx in Jesus name I command supernatural life and healing to your dad right now and all pain to leave him

[@estherjean9153]

God bless your dad

[@laylaisrich7905]

+xxnataliexx my mom died from cancer and my dad had cancer but got rid of it too and i was so worried because it made me think who will walk me down the aisle when i get married they had a big take on my life. you are so strong.

[@hannahmarie6476]

Olivia is the sweetest toward you Bonnie!! She’s a good one!

[@jaymefraser7479]

All4fun ::: awwwww

[@ksmsckey1029]

Cancer sucks. But whoever has cancer is a fighter☺️

[@saminauman9894]

Mackey Twins 👍

[@saltylife1974]

I don't have cancer but I have a disability and I can die any day but u could live till I'm 100

[@chasynsmith7024]

Krystie Witherington I don’t have cancer but my grandma did but now she is in a better place

[@saltylife1974]

@@chasynsmith7024 :( I'm sorry for your loss

[@reesewastaken9352]

My aunt had cancer and she had it twice and still is alive she beat the bad cancer but unfortunately she can’t walk nor do anything with her left hand and leg and we’ll never get the strength back but I hope god will bless her leg and arm so she can walk and live the happy life she wanted to😭😭💕 1like = 1 pray for the aunt to get her strength back

[@allyanderson]

Bonnie, this really means a lot. I am 11 years old and 3 months ago I was diagnosed with cancer. It was a super long name but I will try and find what it’s called. You’re right. The amount of pokes and prods you have to go through is terrible. I am currently taking 11 pills 2 times a day and let me tell you, it’s absolute misery. You also have to take Bacdrom which is a pneumonia preventative. You take it twice a day on the weekends for however long you’re battling. Bonnie. Thank you so much, and I give prayers to your family and friends.❤️

[@MayaSummers]

you should look into the new brand Petite & Pretty for Olivia!! If she wants to experiment with makeup :)❤️

[@brianna9778]

Petite N' Pretty is such a cute brand! My only thought is that its quite expensive for drugstore like makeup! 💕

[@megan2617]

Maya Summers I love petite and pretty. Olivia would love it.

[@emilycronan]

The fact you are so open and honest with your children is so so special. I cherish and admire that so much. That’s the start of a real loving family 💛 sorry to hear about your friend xx

[@chickennoodlesoup3810]

My Papaw died from cancer Nov.5 2018. He had one of the most aggressive cancers. He had some type of brain tumor. It got to the point that he had to have a hospital bed in his bedroom. He couldn’t walk and he eventually had to use a breathing machine. A couple weeks before he passed he could only mouth and barely say I love you. He meant soooo much to so many people, it was like he was famous or something? He had so much humor, so much joy, good personality, he was a great dad and Husband, a great Papaw, and he loved us all so very very much. Cancer really does get to the best people.

[@WW-zc1yf]

Mackenzie Johns I am so sorry to hear that and I know that he will remember you from heaven 🙏🏻🌟

[@jadataylor3006]

I’m so sorry my mom has colon cancer and she has to do the same thing

[@twothousandandchew]

aweh on my birthday

[@rickspangle7458]

Mackenzie Johns so sorry to hear about that! Don’t worry, he’s watching down on you from heaven! You can get through this 💖

[@emilymccarthy2581]

Mackenzie Johns , im sorry to hear that . I hope u and ur family r ok

[@laneyjane4353]

I’m so sorry about your friend! Olivia watching you is the sweetest thing ever💕

[@clairebohan7065]

I know you don’t want to hear this but I need to get this off my mind. This year (since the beginning of 2018) I have lost 3 extremely important people to cancer. I lost my friends dad. He had 2 different types of cancer and had it since I was born. The other one is my other friends mom. She is very missed in this community. And the last one was the worst. My best friend passed away from very harsh cancer. It was 2 days before her and her twin brothers birthday. He said all he wanted to do was stay home and do nothing. He didn’t want a party or anything. She is a year older that me but I still leaned so so so much from her. I miss her every day. Not a day has gone by that I haven’t thought of her. I am only 12 (I was 11 when they all passed away) but this is so much for me to take on. My mind is overflowing with school work, but on top of that I have to walk through life without my best friend. ❤️I love you Mary❤️ Also my mom had skin cancer when I was 3. She is good now but thankfully it never got severe. Thank you for reading this❤️❤️❤️

[@TheChooken83]

So sorry to hear that bad news, I hope she fully recovers also just had to add Bonnie you are looking so great, good work girl

[@olivesimpson6732]

My thoughts and prayers are with your friend through this AWFUL time. Cancer is ugly and no one on this earth deserves to have it. Also Bonnie, you are looking amazing! I haven’t been watching KZbin videos for a while but decided to watch a few today and wow you are looking so good! 💗

[@amberray117]

Bonnie your testament to cancer is very touching and unfortunately very easily relatable. Many blessings and prayers for your family and your friends.

[@krissylynn5741]

Cancer is just horrendous. My thoughts and prayers are with you, you’re family, and your friends

[@rachelwaters2244]

I’m so sorry about your friend. Bonnie, thank you for being so real and showing your true emotions. It must feel very vulnerable, but know you are loved.💕

[@eviepaige1236]

Sending so many prayers my grandmother passed always from lung cancer it’s a terrible thing. But the best part is that u have people going threw it with u and they r always in ur heart. I am praying for her and u and ur family!!!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️u guys helped me get threw the loss of my grandma when I was 6 and now I am 12 and I am here to help u get threw it. If u have to take a break take one we will all be supporting u as u go!!🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@melissamartins916]

I’m so sorry Bonnie. I lost my uncle to cancer and it was awful. It breaks my heart that my kids never got to meet him. He was an amazing man. So generous and loving.

[@erinhunter8266]

So sorry to hear about your friend! Sending positive thoughts her way! My dad was diagnosed with lung cancer earlier this year and it has been a challenge for sure but all you can do is take it one step, one minute, one hour, one day at a time

[@dallisonhildenbrand3258]

Im sorry to hear about your friend. My dad last year was diagnosed with stage 4 liver cancer that spread to his colon and lymph nodes. He was told he had 6 months left to live. He went through many treatments. Then he was able to get part of his liver removed. About a month ago my dad was told he is in remission. He is a miracle. The doctor told us he is one in a million. He went through so much pain, but it was worth it. Please never give up, and never stop praying.

[@dreamergurl2008]

A virtual hug in return! Thank you for being so open and sharing such personal battles. 💞

[@airgirl2011]

This made me cry, I'm coming up on my 2 year remission date from leukemia, but I have lost a lot and I mean a lot of special people to me from cancer. Cancer sucks and I was fortunate to have gone into remission but like you I also believe this life isn't the end and that brings me peace. I also send hugs and prayers to any and all who are or have dealt with cancer and the families who have lost lived ones to cancer!

[@jayleeslater356]

I’m so sorry Bonnie. I feel so bad for you. Stay strong, you got this💗

[@thumper1185]

My thoughts and prayers for you, your family, and your friend. I hope they remain strong and can fight this. I absolutely love the message you send to your children. You're such a loving family. ❤

[@37duncanashley]

I’m sorry to hear about your friend. Hugs and prayers to you right back. You tearfully and proudly declaring your faith touched my heart. Thank you.

[@ashleyhume7402]

Bonnie, I love you and your whole family! I am so sorry to hear about your friend! It seriously sucks!!!!!!! Life is not fair! Your positive attitude and amazing spirit will get you through these hard times. You and your friend are in my prayers! 🙏🏼

[@HarborHon1]

Bonnie, totally hear where you're coming from. We were 7 siblings before we lost our younger brother last year. I am a five year survivor and will keep fighting for a cure. Prayers to you and everyone else out there. HUGS!!!

[@CherrySoda9-9]

Oh Bonnie, I'm so sorry about your friend. It's so true what you said, having that reassurance that we'll see our families again has been such a huge comfort for me. I didn't realize just how much until I lost my cousin very suddenly last year. It's been a really difficult time, but I have hope that I'll see him someday in a place where there is no more pain and no more tears. Keep holding on to that hope and that faith that you have! We may belong to different denominations, and I know some people will say that the differences are too great to be even the same "religion", but as a Christian myself, I truly believe that we love the same Saviour. In the rare moments that you and Joel speak about your faith, I can see that love radiating through you and the way you raise your children. I can only hope to raise my future kids in a home that loves and trusts God as much as yours does. So much love for you and your beautiful vulnerability!

[@ashleycromer1721]

Im so sorry to hear about your friend, I'll be thinking about her and I hope she recovers from this quickly💕

[@emilyip3328]

I absolutely adore how mature Olivia is. Definitely raised well and it's because of your beautiful family

[@olivia_moffitt]

Oh my heart when olivia finishes your sentence about your faith! 💕 she is just the most precious thing ever

[@TTCFutureMommy09]

I’m so sorry to hear about your friend Bonnie. I will say a little prayer for her🙏🏼 I too find such comfort, especially in times like this, having knowledge of the plan of salvation. It truly gives me peace when things like death or illness happen. I have faith in a plan much much bigger than mine❤️

[@brittanyhahn3829]

Bonnie I’m so sorry about your friend, my thoughts and prayers for her and her family. You are definitely right about cancer gets the best people. My 22 month old daughter is fighting it right now. But she’s our warrior and she will win this battle.

[@ksmsckey1029]

When ever Bonnie cry’s it makes me cry

[@tktk9285]

Amen Bonnie, I am joining your prayers here. It was such a priceless moment when Olivia came over, noticed your emotions and just listened with those amazing, sweet and deep eyes. God, bless her heart, may she grow up to be such wise and kind and loving woman like her mom.

[@elisewillems6868]

Bonnie! I’m not one to comment all that often but I couldn’t agree more with what you said. My dad was diagnosed with cancer at the end of August-right before I moved away for school. We’ve been through so many ups and downs these past couple months and we’ve almost lost him a couple times. Though I can’t say we’re necessarily at a good place right now, the downs have settled quite a bit. You will get through this. Tough times don’t last but tough people do ♥️

[@aleeshabyrnes2176]

omg this made me cry, cancer sucks ive lost both grandparents and my grandmother in the past 3 year but your words are so inspiring bonnie no matter what happens keep you chin up n look forward to the grater things in life x

[@hannahgreer905]

Oh Bonnie keeping your friend in our prayers ❤️ Darn Cancer gets the best people on this world. My mom actually just went to a funeral today for our family friend who just passed away from battling cancer. It is one of the scariest things and it gets the best people in this world. Prayers being sent your way ❤️

[@ashleyallen6515]

At the end when she says Bye and the smile you have on your face and the way you look at her shows how much love you have for your babies❤ and Bonnie I will keep your friend in my prayers always

[@niamholwen7762]

The other day I found out my grandad 👴🏻 has cancer in his lungs that is uncurable. I can’t stop crying. It’s the first time anyone I know so well and love soooooo much is ever going to die. I HATE cancer so much. I hate seeing my mum so sad 😞 she probably will never be the same again. It hurts so much to find out someone you love has cancer.

[@TheMostrandom4]

As someone who has lost a loved one to cancer, I know that unsolicited advice is the absolute worst. However, I will share this one piece of advice with you: don't let anyone tell you how to feel or how to react (not even me). It is OK to cry, and to be sad, or to feel whatever it is that you're feeling. Spend time with the people you love, say all the things you feel you need to say, and make the most of the time you have with your grandfather.

[@meolahresseh5031]

Super Simmer in Jesus name life and full healing supernaturally to your grandpa

[@dukeblockington1179]

I lost my dad to cancer. He was a fighter until the end. He loved to scuba dive, he loved his grandkids. I love and miss him. My grandma also dies from cancer. I know we will see them again. Thank you for your testimony.

[@ericagoehring1089]

I love that you love others with your whole heart. My mom is a breast cancer survivor. It is a terrible part of this broken world.

[@ohhlala434]

I lost my mom to breast cancer at age 13 and this may be weird to say but Bonnie you fill a small piece of that void. I love your advice, your Christian example of being a mom and a wife, your cooking and cleaning tips because there is a now 20-year-old woman watching every single one of your videos learning how to be a Godly woman from your example. I hope your family has a special Thanksgiving! Love you all!

[@jaclynnstrawinski6626]

Love you! Thank you for being so raw with us, it makes me feel less alone and it’s refreshing.

[@emmareinhart7009]

I’ve been battling leukemia since November of 2016. I’ve had many bumps in the road including almost firing from septic shock. After being in a coma for a month from sepsis I couldn’t walk and had to relearn everything. I’m a dancer and I lost everything but now I’m back at dance and I’m in highschool I’ll keep all your friends and loved ones in my prayers. Cancer is a terrible disease that takes so much away but it can never take away your spirit if you don’t let it ❤️

[@ashleyvibbert9611]

This just hit home so hard 💔 my roommate from college has just passed away from Leukemia , after fighting it and going into remission four times and lost her battle the 5th , she was 32. She was a strong strong soul, as are you i love that you can be so open and vulnerable with us. It helps so Much more than you know. Stay strong prays to your friend

[@chloemitchell7660]

Bonnie it Is all fine I think everything will be ok!! Just stay positive and be on the bright side!!!!!! You are a good person and great with your kids. My grandpa died with cancer. It’s ok if you cry on camera it is always good to get it out. I will pray for you and your family. Have a great day thank you for making these videos because I know it’s a lot of work.

[@lynnwilson643]

I have lost family with cancer, my aunt fought breast cancer and my mum too. It is a horrible rollercoaster of a road. I hope your friends positive and looking up. My aunt was the most positive and kept a smile. Whilst we were all breaking our hearts. I hope your friend keeps strong 💕. Your looking well Bonnie xxx

[@maryabbott9245]

This really hits home for me. My husband has finally beaten prostate cancer and I thank the good Lord every day of my life for that!! Bless you Bonnie and you great heart.

[@sineadnichonghaile1293]

My nana had cancer last year and fought for her battle and thankfully won that battle because we all stood by her and she knew she could do it we are So grateful to have her ❤️

[@Savs-vn9rx]

Grandfather just passed away from lung cancer💕 To hear this I cried along with you. Thank you for sharing.

[@scarlettregan7210]

ur so right bonnie, cancer is ugly and it’s very good how open you are about something like this because a lot of you tubers aren’t, keep strong for your friend bonnie!! but out of subject, your body looks GORGEOUS 😍xxxx

[@Makeuploving_mom]

I’m sorry that you have to experience this! I’m sorry that your dear friend has to go through this trial! Man cancer is a beast!👎🏻👎🏻 you are amazing Bonnie! I’m glad that you shared a short testimony on here! Love you guys!

[@ChantelleSilvius04]

I’m so so sorry to hear about your friend . I watched my grandmother pass from Cancer & it’s such a horrible disease ! 😢 it would have been her 86th birthday today & I still think of her often , she was like a second mom to me but it puts me at ease to know that she no longer suffers . ❤️

[@carlos-xd3dw]

I’m sending prayers for Bonnie. Hope Bonnie gets better.

[@naomy7888]

all of my prayers go out to your friend and her family. cancer is a dark, evil, ugly disease that sucks. i lost my grandma to breast cancer last january. it’s hard. i’m sorry bonnie. tell your friend that we’re all rooting for her❤️

[@sashaduncan1730]

I love how Olivia finished your sentence. So sweet. God bless.

[@kristifield3240]

You are so spot on ... Cancer is UGLY! It recently took the life of a student I had during my student teaching semester. Several others I know of are currently battling that awful disease. It is so ugly. And it always goes after the BEST people.

[@lianeb.2040]

I'm 26 and 7 months ago my dad died after a 3 week battle with aggressive bone cancer. This video resonates with me so much. Believing in an afterlife is one of the few things that has got me through. Thanks Bonnie

[@kimq2015]

Aww Bonnie... I’m sorry to hear about your friend, but I know you’ll be strong for her and help her every step of the way ❤️

[@daniellebrabants4271]

Bonnie you are such a sweetheart xo You had me bawling, I'm 5 years all clear and would not wish it on anyone. Bless your heart xo

[@toularap5841]

So sorry about your friend, I also had many of my family and friends who have had cancer. On a happy note Bonnie you look great.

[@dimplesonahigh]

My Mum is my absolute favourite person in the world. She had breast cancer two years ago, and everytime she calls me to tell me about a check up my heart just stops. She handled her diagnosis and treatment with such grace, i don’t know if i could watch her go through it again! Your friend will be okay! I know it ❤️

[@mamamesha317]

You hear cancer so much and feel for the people who has it, but you truly don't know it till you or a loved one goes though it. My mom passed away from pancreatic cancer and that sucked so bad. I hate it, it took my mom away with so much more. I'm sorry to you and to your friend and her family. Thoughts and prayers 💜💜

[@joshguinan8811]

I’m so sorry Bonnie, no one deserves to be going through this😕😞😔

[@annastasianicolesaldivar1571]

I'm sorry that you and everyone else had to go thru that cancer really is a ugly thing and hopefully someone finds a cure one day because after seeing my half little brother go thru it was so hard and I can't imagine how he felt

[@rorypapin2790]

Everything you have said is why I decided to work in cancer research, working in the lab can sometimes be so frustrating especially when things don’t work the way you want them to. And then I remember every single person I have lost to cancer, and everybody that is and will be fighting cancer deserve better treatments, better diagnostic tools and all of that starts with better understanding of how each cancer works. Some days are tedious, and frustrating but I wouldn’t change it for the world.

[@itsaguntherthing9285]

I am so sorry! It’s such a horrible disease! It has taken a lot of people from me as well, and and a friend is currently going through it now. She lives far away from me, I’m in Vancouver, Canada and she is in Barbados. So hard to be so far away from her. Big hugs to you guys! I will be praying! 💜

[@SimplyHavenHomestead]

I lost my 35 year old brother last September to colon cancer. One of the hardest things that myself and my family have ever had to go through. I am SO grateful to know that I will see him again and that our family will be together forever.

[@KittieZombieSlayer]

I lost my father last year from 3 week brief aggressive leukemia. I loved him dearly. Hold everyone you love close and honor those as much as possible that are no longer here. Keep your faith Bonnie! Hugs your way!

[@SouthernSassyMama]

Thank you for being real. Cancer IS ugly. Sending hugs.

[@NannyFitz68]

Bonnie, I’m sending you a big hug & my prayers!! For your friend as well. I’ve been fighting cancer since 2011. I have lost most of my right lung and have had to have my airway reconstructed. I also lost my sweet Momma to this beast. I couldn’t have made it, this far without my faith and I sure wouldn’t even want to try!!! I was diagnosed at Stage IIIb. It sure has changed me in more ways than one, and more than anything it has made me SO appreciate the small things in life. 💕

[@meolahresseh5031]

NannyFitz68 in Jesus name I command your body to be healed fully right now. Cancer go and never come back. Life and complete restoration to your whole body. Any spirit hurting you, leave in Jesus name. Amen

[@skye-mareecavenett9179]

The last part of the was heart breaking but also a beautiful moment between you and Olivia! 💕

[@sistercolby9648]

I started crying while you were talking, you are so sweet and strong Bonnie 💖

[@jordaningle5645]

Oh Bonnie. I’m so sorry for your friend. Praying for her and you and Ellie

[@hannahbrown4194]

I have has cancer for 3 years now still fighting away I nearly lost a battle 1 year ago I'm in hospital right now watching you bonie.......your my inspiration

[@staceyhowcroft3833]

I lost my mom 6 months to beast cancer with a battle for 3 years! Your words are so nice as to what I wan to say about cancer! I will pray for your friend and bless you all!

[@jaimegary7993]

I’m a 14 yr survivor!! My kids were babies when I was diagnosed. And then my Mom was diagnosed but still battling. It brings you back to reality and makes you treasure everyday. Tomorrow is never guaranteed 💚

[@Tracy-pt1dg]

Sending love from the uk Bonnie I hate seeing you sad I hope your friends gets well and clear of cancer xxx

[@thescythestribe8966]

Prayers for your dear friend and family. I love how Olivia was like "byeeee" at the end, she was protecting her mommas feelings! 💕

[@thescythestribe8966]

Also, cancer has ran in my family, I to have that crazy feeling that I'm next. I truly can't explain it, just a weird feeling!

[@nicwatchesvids]

I’m so sorry. Cancer really does get the best people. My cousins wife had just given birth to her son in 2013, when she was diagnosed with breast cancer. She was one of the strongest people I knew, and she fought for 4 year, getting rediagnosed when they’d get rid of it, spending months in the hospital away from her son. She dies in March of 2017 and I’ll never forget how I felt when my cousin told me.

[@jude-b2v]

Cancer sucks I’m almost crying right now Sending prayers to people who have cancer and Bonnie 🙏🏻 We need to put one foot in front of the other and move forward

[@jennydodgson5558]

I losted my dad to cancer not long ago.it is so hard and I miss him every single day. I don't go to church or any thing but I felt your prayers hit me Bonnie I'd like to send my love and prayers back to you and your dear friend .you are a beautiful women inside and out we love you Bonnie xxx

[@TDLife]

Yes, I love hearing about your faith and beliefs. We are the same. It’s such a comfort knowing our hope is in Jesus and His plans. All His ways are good and we can have confidence and hope in Him. ❤️

[@KarateAriel]

Bonnie, I am very sorry to hear the news about your friend. These thoughts can be overwhelming and distressing, and generally I think we all share the same fears about developing cancer in our lifetime, or fear of our loved ones having to face it. You know yourself better than anyone, but if you're feeling like you can't escape that fear and overwhelming dread please seek help. I love the quote from Mr. Rogers that says to "Look for the helpers. You will always find people who are helping". Sometimes in order to be able to help and be present to others, we must accept help ourselves to endure the journey. Sending you love and strength.

[@aussie721]

Olivia is just so insightful. She is wise beyond her years!!!! Cancer is the worst. By two little girls lost their mum when they were only 3 and 5. I’ve been blessed to have them for 13 years and not a day goes they don’t think about her and hope to see her again. So sorry to hear about your friend. Xo

[@kellylee5533]

Bonnie my mom has breast cancer last year. She fought hard and won only for it to come back 10 months later in her brain. She is fighting again. Fighting with everything she's got. We are Lutherans and we believe the same as you. But some days that just isn't enough for me to not feel angry or sad. When you said "I feel like I'm next." You made me feel not so alone. I felt like I was crazy thinking that. I don't know I just feel like it. Your friend is in my prayers and so are you & Ellie 💜

[@partywithkrissy]

I sure hope you’re friend can beat it. I know many who were given a grim prognosis and weeks to live and years later, they are still cancer free and healthy. It’s beatable! There’s hope! 💜

[@emma5758]

Bonnie, I'm so sorry! You are going through a lot right now! Love you! Ill be praying for your friend, and all of her loved onea! Stay strong even though it very VERY hard! * virtual Hug*😢

[@emmafh1]

on a different note, your body looks stunning! haven't watched in a while so I can really see the difference. positive vibes to everybody who's lives are affected by cancer, or any illness :)

[@emilyanderson9043]

Praying for your friend and for you and your family 💕 I know how hard it is for someone you love to go through that

[@mariahdokken8995]

Keeping your family and friends in my prayers❤️

[@kellyschlueter9924]

Hugs and so much love to you Bonnie. Cancer does suck. It sucks big time. I see it everyday working in oncology. We get to know our patients and families and it always breaks our hearts when we one passes. They tell us all the time that we are like family to them. We always celebrate the happy moments with them and we shed a tear with them when they do. Your friend is lucky to have you. I wish I could do something to help her through this time. I am sending you all my love and keeping you and her in my prayers.

[@emmersynfixe3102]

Bonnie. Im sry so hear this about your friend. This is not the end of our life and we all will live again and one day we will be with all of our family again. I pray for your family and and for all the people u have lost because of cancer I also pray for your friend who is dealing with cancer right now. I love your channel Bonnie and always look up to u as u are so positive and although u have your sad times u always find light. I’m 13 and have been watching your channel for a few years now. I love your family. Emmy💞