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@mikebraaf38432 жыл бұрын
Fore sure mate
@raphaellheureux81472 жыл бұрын
Nn'ii'nio
@ryanbrogan43252 жыл бұрын
Amen brother
@rt2255 Жыл бұрын
Good bye brother
@kristinafredriksen5407 Жыл бұрын
@@raphaellheureux8147 i.
@thilansilva11404 жыл бұрын
A TV series never impacted me just as much as SOA did and never will!
@michaelwalker49213 жыл бұрын
This shit here made me cry fir real bro
@laurencerel3 жыл бұрын
Same here.
@joseaceves43023 жыл бұрын
Peaky fookin blinders
@mrbritesideoftheroad3 жыл бұрын
Nothing ever will, this show changed me forever 🤘
@coryyellowhair12163 жыл бұрын
@@joseaceves430240oz
@Duane-r8u5 ай бұрын
I am 62 years old been stabbed/shot how does not matter. Yet every time I watch this makes me think of my lost friends, brings a tear.
@SisterGoldenHair2124 ай бұрын
I feel ya! ✌️💕
@bytpranks80893 ай бұрын
No surrender
@MM-qi5mk3 ай бұрын
I don’t believe you user 😂
@markdunlap51353 ай бұрын
Which hurt more. The shot or the stab.
@cjogden83853 ай бұрын
@@markdunlap5135speaking from experience definitely the stab brother, sharp sharp sting, being shot you don’t feel for a while as the adrenaline has taken over
@thetallyman997 жыл бұрын
What an emotional roller coaster this show was. Sad, brutal, exciting, touching and thoughtful they were all there. Totally loved it.
@scottishhotlaps2830 Жыл бұрын
Right on brother👊
@wyldmansix7 Жыл бұрын
FACTS😎👍🏼
@mikejarbury469910 ай бұрын
There's a show called the wire that I would say is the inner city version of SOA. if your into that sort of show you will not be disappointed. It every bit as dark,sad, terrifying, dramatic as this show.
@emre30669 ай бұрын
Damn i miss the times i binge watch this show it's been nearly 8 years time flies...
@MsMeme19762 ай бұрын
This show made you feel EVERY emotion. Best tv series of all time. Hands down.
@effyoutube18 жыл бұрын
for all those who have lost a brother..we share a pain unlike any other, my heart goes out to you
@rocketjumper72198 жыл бұрын
Reggie Khan i have
@nicholasmattedi48674 жыл бұрын
I Lost my Brother too an when i lisent this Song i remeber him i'll se you later, Bro.
@MM-qi5mk3 жыл бұрын
I lost my dad when I was 16 suddenly and my mom took off 5 years before. This song reminds me of him and how my friends become my brothers
@paddyorourke69673 жыл бұрын
Lost bro to suicide best mate gone from me i think if we all had a chance we would switch places or put your life instead of a lost one.. RIP JOHN X
@t-bone45153 жыл бұрын
I'll carry you everyday in my heart as our souls carry on!
@MrSamyLHP8 жыл бұрын
I´ll see you later, brother ... :'(
@sickbleeding7 жыл бұрын
that one makes me cry (for real)
@colingozelski22973 жыл бұрын
Bro* get it right
@Justwatching-yc1sg3 жыл бұрын
@@colingozelski2297 he says brother
@donnieowens2250Ай бұрын
I did this very thing when I lost my big Brother, that always gets me 😢
@marcuskongsgaard85178 жыл бұрын
Never in my life i have cried that much! Ill see you later brother.. SOA forever on my wings
@SergiioMediinna8 жыл бұрын
Marcus Kongsgaard rip opie :(
@tomole554oppedalhaug98 жыл бұрын
God sons of anerchy
@tomole554oppedalhaug98 жыл бұрын
Marcus Kongsgaard
@pawelhuszcza96117 жыл бұрын
It's a movie, c'mon guys...
@shonnahawkks50077 жыл бұрын
miss the show so bad
@matthewthibert27328 ай бұрын
I play this everyday for the last five years just to remind me of how much I miss my brother so much my best friend in the entire world the only person who really understood me ive been so lost in every direction I turn in life now. Nothing fixes the pain nothing does nobody knows you like you now your self. From someone who cried this entire time writing this. Be strong cause I have too 😢
@Dillydooder6 ай бұрын
I lost my little brother (20) in Afghanistan on 8/26/21. I watched this episode for the first time ever last night and literally lost it for like an hour. I completely understand the feeling. I am so sorry for your loss and I hope this helps. Have a great day ♥
@kellyshumaker9138 жыл бұрын
After all of this time, this scene still rips my heart out. To all of my brothers and sisters who have loved.....and lost.....my heart is yours. To those moving on without us.....my soul is forever with you
@kellycarlson97043 жыл бұрын
I think Opie dying broke ke some how. I had to keep telling myself that it was just a show. But well this song also gutted me too..I sobbed ..I cried.
@Twinklez632 жыл бұрын
Same to you 💗
@Kamila_Alaiah2 жыл бұрын
It's kinda hard not to get really emotionally involved in the show. Even though you know it's just a television show. You can't help but feel the same hurt and emotions that they are in the show. There will never be another series that captivates the viewers the way that SONS did. To me and I know hundreds of others. SONS will go down in history as the greatest television show of all time
@lesaburnette69442 жыл бұрын
Opie was a better. Friend to Jax than Jax was to him. Jax was a. Bad. Friend. And I think he realized that. At the end. Even to they wasn't v blood brothers. Opie. Felt closer to. Jax than. Jax. Did to him. It's like. When. Donna. Got. Killed. Jax. Never. Once. Hugged. Opies kids or. Any thing. Look at. What. Jax did at. Donna. Funeral. And. All. He had to. Do. Was. Just. Be there. But he. Made it about him. And. Ole. Tara. Shouldn't even. Have. Been there. It was. For. Family. Something. She wasn't. When able was. Missing. Opie. Sold his. Pinhead to. Get the money to. Go. Help find able. There. Friend ship was. One. Sided. Yes. Tara. Ruined. Jax. For. Everyone.
@lesaburnette69442 жыл бұрын
Me too. Kelly. I cry. Every time I hear that. Song. And. Think about. How. Jax. Should have let. Opie. Kill clay when he had the. Chance. Instead. He said. Don't make me. Kill you ope.
@davidmitchell4433 жыл бұрын
Jax lost his heart when Tara died. But here is where his soul died.
@mamaveros3 жыл бұрын
Well said!!
@TRAVISHAYDEN13 жыл бұрын
TARA was a user and Rat Gemma gave her exactly what she deserved
@giovannisecondo55823 жыл бұрын
thanks for the spoiler wtf
@davidmitchell4433 жыл бұрын
@@giovannisecondo5582 Sons ran from 2008 to 2014. If this spoiled something for you in 2021, that's on you, not me.
@giovannisecondo55823 жыл бұрын
@@davidmitchell443 not at all. i've just recenlty started watching tv series.
@TheKanivalos7 жыл бұрын
Im a simple man i see Jax cry ..i cry
@joelperez24113 жыл бұрын
forreal 😔
@jmharrisjr3 жыл бұрын
This scene still crushes me these many years later.
@carnegard3 жыл бұрын
Still one of the most heart-wrenching scenes in a series ever. The pain, but also the deep love depicted in this specific scene is profoundly and emotionally moving. I can't watch this episode without shedding tears like a child.
@AnmolJuneja942 жыл бұрын
❤️
@Sunshine-do3yv2 жыл бұрын
I am right there with you....bikers were my family, took me in ....we all have the privilege to find another family , this is for all. Who called me sister, and meant it......a true bear biker hug like no other..... sister in arms..... Sunshine......not to much sun left at this point...💙💙💙💙💙☀️
@jeremywombacher38982 жыл бұрын
gets me every time I watch it.
@jandean38504 жыл бұрын
I'm old school, 58 yr old Mamaw, I watched SOA from season 1 thou season7, this episode right here, made this Mamaw ball...My middle son passed 10/14/16, this song reminded me of him so so much...he was a Oppie thou n thou...this is one Badass show...R.I.P. Oppie n Eric...
@kittycatangel998 жыл бұрын
I just watched this episode last night and cried. Opie was one of my favorites 😔
@nattybizzle3 жыл бұрын
me to kitty cat, me too
@scottishvplfan3 жыл бұрын
How emotional was it ? I was absolutely destroyed but wanted blood 🤣
@lenanorenhag83903 жыл бұрын
L
@boozerboozeman83463 жыл бұрын
Opie jax and chibs
@boozerboozeman83463 жыл бұрын
For life
@vivianmaxwell35233 жыл бұрын
This hits the heart every time, I’m crying right now. Everyone in this series has a very special place in my heart. It’s sad to lose an angel that we’ve all grown to love. Mr Sutter thank you for bring such a memorable story to life, forever greatful
@manchuk1d3 жыл бұрын
How has it been that long already holy shit.
@ThiagoRodrigues-dm1bw10 ай бұрын
Faço de suas palavras as minhas 😉
@slaisebam Жыл бұрын
I cried real tears when I watched this. 10 years later, it still hurts to watch.
@christynnaa Жыл бұрын
Gosh this scene made me sob like a child ..the pain of loosing Opie felt excruciating and Charlie's acting transmits so much emotion here ..
@lorimorgan30517 жыл бұрын
What a great show. I swear, it's been 4-5 years since this happened and I still feel like I did watching it for the first time. Still can't watch him fight.
@dwaynne_way6 ай бұрын
Great casting Epic scripting/storylines Good soundtrack All of these add up to one of the GREATEST shows ever, I will forever be a fan of this show. I still watch it from start to finish every now and again, will never get bored of it.
@Sorjen1083 жыл бұрын
No matter how many times I watch this scene, it still tears me apart
@nickwoyurka68205 жыл бұрын
One of the most powerful moments I’ve ever seen on a show by far ! Not to mention the best show ever on tv !
@xxfamousx951xx8 жыл бұрын
the day this episode came out my best freind randy passed away i cried my out soon as i heard this opie was almost exactly like randy i know there juat characters sons but anytime i hear this song i always think lil more of randy miss ya brother see u down the road rip randy
@derekbravo78118 жыл бұрын
xxfamousx951xx life is hard, I'm with you bro
@Josh_Wright7 жыл бұрын
xxfamousx951xx I'm sorry brother:/
@rossmcguinness80057 жыл бұрын
Josh_ Wright sound hope thishelp
@joekuch90007 жыл бұрын
Josh_ Wright h6rhMdkso4xnsnmmtjznr.djdjfncncbn
@leesullivan29147 жыл бұрын
xxfamousx951xx all the best best to you sorry for your loss.
@cindywhaley7242 Жыл бұрын
I lost my dad last Monday and this song hits me in all sorts of ways
@jakubmodrzew1415 Жыл бұрын
Deepest condolences, thoughts and prayers Stay strong, it's what he'd have wanted
@ToeKnee666 Жыл бұрын
Feel your pain 🙏 chin up kid
@essealants3730 Жыл бұрын
Oh man sorry to hear that, this makes me cry every time makes me remember all my family i have lost, and a friend from scholl who became a boat captian scollope diver, we didnt see each other for years this articul came on the news on fab of all places, he was missing had been for a day, i called our other best friend from school who i hadntspoke to in years, and as my friend answered they were pulling him out the water, its the weirdest conection of a moment i have ever experianced and i have had a few, life is a weird and wonderfull harsh experiance but magical, One love to all
@errolbeardy5056 Жыл бұрын
Condolences man.
@mikegary6183 Жыл бұрын
Continued prayers for you and your family
@Denisdenis-wh4ow7 жыл бұрын
I cried here Like a new Born baby
@kevindwight54602 жыл бұрын
I've never experienced a show like SOA. I always come back to these videos. This show was truly moving
@reapertowns4 жыл бұрын
a tv show hasnt made me cry this hard in awhile. absolutely lost it when jax said "i'll see you later, bro."
@larry53568 жыл бұрын
still gets me. Damn those onions.
@Anastasia70-h3lАй бұрын
Goddamit I miss my dad this made me cry I ain’t one to cry easily. I followed this show since the second season and the music was always the best. My dad told me as a child to never cry when he died as a child at 5. Hits when you’re older, I couldn’t comprehend now I do, his love gave me the best memories he’s overseas and I miss him tearing up because we always had good times and always been apart. I love you dad ❤ I’ll always remember everything you showed me and continue to grow love you dad
@debramckinnon26117 жыл бұрын
I'd loved sons of anarchy soundtrack every song hit me to my heart
@dameainking3 жыл бұрын
I like how when the song says “ there’s greed and corruption “ the camera switches to clay and Gemma cuz through the show it shows how greedy they were and how there was corruption in the club cuz of them
@michaelvicario25843 жыл бұрын
Michaelvicario
@Pessidog103 жыл бұрын
@@michaelvicario2584 Ho Lee Fook
@jeffg92588 жыл бұрын
An amazing show one that can make you cry, laugh and jubilation within minutes. That is what a good show is RIP opie ps bring the show back!!!
@lindabutcher70145 жыл бұрын
IT NEVER LEFT DIRECT TV
@rodendsley4401 Жыл бұрын
One of the best scenes ever done. The greatest songs and scenes put together. Great series and songs put together.
@TheRealJosh05 Жыл бұрын
Doesn't matter how many times u watch this scene, it still gets you a little choked up
@pinoesposito2648 Жыл бұрын
Son of anarchy vi amo non esiste una serie più bella di questa a me mi ha stregato al tal punto che vorrei essere uno di voi
@rdejesus6597 Жыл бұрын
This show was a emotional rollercoaster. Made us feel and cry. I still get tears rolling down when I see this bit
@LauraCole-eg4ut6 ай бұрын
Saturday, March 2nd, We Lost An AMAZING Young Man. 25yrs old.. Kevin O. YOU are Tyler's Best Friend, Brother From Another Mother.. I'm Very Grateful to have Known Him & His Soul. He had a Huge Heart & '♡Gave The Best Hug's♡. RIP Kevin O. We Miss You 😢.
@chantellerusbatch23992 жыл бұрын
I'll see you later glen... best older brother ever... rest in peace my bro... we miss u
@JonesingUSAF Жыл бұрын
As many times as I’ve seen this episode, it still hits me every single time. One of the hardest single scenes in tv history for me. Greater love hath no man than to lay down his life for his brother. 🇺🇸 miss you brothers
@tamijoyce14363 жыл бұрын
I tell u ,there has never been a series that I have loved ,and loved the characters the way I did with SOA. What an amazing writer Kurt Sutter is. He could make me love someone in one episode and hate their guts in the next,and then break my heart the next.. such an incredible cast of actors! I miss it so much...but I discovered so many great songs and artists throughout the series, including Katy Sagal. She sings a few songs along the way.
@iDotEXE4sPT3 жыл бұрын
This song is about a child refugee waiting for his family to join him. Even knowing the real meaning of the lyrics i find myself remembering this scene everytime i hear it. SOA is special
@dustinmcneal48077 жыл бұрын
who else agrees the 47 people should meet Mr.Mayhem!
@walmartwelds54245 жыл бұрын
93 now😪😓
@angryvader16624 жыл бұрын
104
@hopelessboy98574 жыл бұрын
@@angryvader1662 clay felt bad he put his down he really loved the club he was just selfish at times be he never chose a enemy over the club
@teacheralejandro15164 жыл бұрын
Yay
@acymetric98534 жыл бұрын
Yay
@MegaOhhboy10 ай бұрын
I come back here every year...Damn i miss and love these guys
@nickyrowe56963 жыл бұрын
Reminds me of my brothers funeral, Love you always BigMan💔
@amylmoquin5193 жыл бұрын
This song is so beautiful. The lyrics, the music, the message is just beautiful. Then, having it as the back drop to laying Opie to rest is so bitter sweet. It reminds me of soldiers who have lost their brothers in arms.
@SneakerShet3 жыл бұрын
Best show ever made hands down. Perfect from beginning to end never a boring episode. I'm going to rematch it now YOLO
@6rea6per63 жыл бұрын
It's 03.19am here in the UK and I'm lost laying here thinking of my late big brother. it's your birthday on the 15th bigman,many tears will be shed that day by all of us🖤💔🖤
@mehsterious4 жыл бұрын
The one Son who lost everything:( Best brother, Best friend, Best Son.
@TG-qy3us8 ай бұрын
Still miss this show.lost a family member who we would watch sons together.now both are gone.beautiful time to be alive back when s.o.a was airing
@gaflgon31153 жыл бұрын
I just finished this show like a month ago and already wanna go back and watch it again... great series
@Kazi24xGBGx Жыл бұрын
Makes me cry everytime bc I could not imagine losing my best friend 😢 love this show! ❤
@georgepotts17302 жыл бұрын
What his facial expression when he closed the hearse door isn’t sadness, it’s unchained rage, this is where Jax’s didn’t care anymore, loved this sitcom
@anthonycampos8057 Жыл бұрын
It's not that he didn't care, but deep inside him, the kraken got released.
@david1golfer2 жыл бұрын
Amazing series. Really touched the heart. Outstanding music.
@martynshaw3288 жыл бұрын
Still makes me cry, love SOA possibly the saddest moment ever :'(
@hackz1up882 ай бұрын
I’m watching the show again for the 2nd time I had to find this, been awhile since I shed a few tears
@HardcoreHC92 Жыл бұрын
I lost my brother yesterday… My coworker I knew him for over 4 years and I loved him… he was one of my best friends ❤ I will NEVER forget him EVER. This song instantly popped in my head when I found out… 😭💔🕊️
@raffaelepetitta31 Жыл бұрын
There's a freedom that everyone deserves.
@Harlo26 Жыл бұрын
I’ve never lost a real brother but I can’t imagine the pain of it. My heart is with you
@jansteini96122 жыл бұрын
Thats why i loved SOA, emotions, action, fun and this word where you love people without knowing why you you love them
@briantodd58513 жыл бұрын
How can you dislike this?? Gets me in the feels EVERY time 🖤
@edfulginiti87985 ай бұрын
One of TVs greatest moments. This scene will haunt…will not depart. Killer good!
@temptygirl3 жыл бұрын
I lost my dad last night and this song hits way different now.
@FernandoPCNetto7 жыл бұрын
R.I.P Oppie
@dameainking3 жыл бұрын
If Opie’s kids ain’t in the new show we don’t want it 💯😭😭
@brandon36093 жыл бұрын
What you mean new show
@brendanjosephramos3 жыл бұрын
I waiting till Abel and Thomas to grow up and go for Jax legacy
@raffaelepetitta31 Жыл бұрын
I've been lost for so many years, but now I've started to see again connection... Always wanted that connection, that deeper meaning. Thank you.
@bluenote824jones78 жыл бұрын
the best song from the entire show. great !!!!!!!!
@masterofnone7977 Жыл бұрын
The look on Jax face when he closes the door to the Hearst told it all. From that point on, the level of brutality he dished out was unmatched. It's like the last of his kindness left with Opie, or maybe hope. I love this scene and it never fails to bring a lump to my throat, but i also feel that seething anger as he turned away.
@User54-i9g9 ай бұрын
Losing opie was one act of violent violence losing Tara was just a whole other act of terror violence and uncontrollable anger
@brentprovost18814 жыл бұрын
This song always gets me in the heart strings. Reminds me of my father and sister that I lost. I miss them everyday and this song is for them
@durcity3 жыл бұрын
What a scene, had to come back to this after years
@matthewlamos20493 жыл бұрын
I’ll never forget seeing this episode and bawling so hard! RIP OPIE!❤️😭🙏🏻
@graywilks88974 жыл бұрын
The best show ever to grace television. Opie was a legend and a great character, when he died so did jax and all hell broke loose.
@tr1cksh0tz177 жыл бұрын
This shit still hurts after seeing it so many times... No thanks on ever losing a brother.. I'd lose my mind.
@ramonenicol69253 жыл бұрын
I lost my mum 7 years ago and Every time I hear this song it brings me tears
@smokey35703 жыл бұрын
YOU GOT THIS X
@declanc4529 Жыл бұрын
“Made brothers of a another kind instead” perfect song for SAMCRO
@sawyermurphy19275 жыл бұрын
For TERENCE , a good brother....There is no end, just a door to another place, you were so good that you were needed through the door , hopefully to welcome us brother with your kindness when we make our journey on in the time meant for us. Peace and Love, Sawyer
@dirtybrd7027 жыл бұрын
sam crow forever in my soul
@davidkay22874 жыл бұрын
It's samcro
@Obyrith3 жыл бұрын
@@davidkay2287 JT writing suggests that Sam Crow is also correct
@SrbDragon3 жыл бұрын
Just rewatched the whole show after a long time. This song really hits different now..
@welshboi863 жыл бұрын
There have been a few sad scenes but this one really hit hard. Ope was such an awesome character, not many TV shows can get you feeling the emotions like this. Powerful, emotional, true brotherhood.
@caidisrael647 жыл бұрын
I still cry hearing this son. I do miss the Sons.
@melissalawrence63973 жыл бұрын
“I made brothers of a different kind instead!” Those are the best.
@smoketillyoudrop12 жыл бұрын
My brother got me to start watching this series, loved it so much. Lost my twin brother to suicide so this song and series makes me cry with sadness and happiness all in one. See you soon brother love n miss you 💔💔💔
@ZuiQuan4 жыл бұрын
Jax's face when he shuts the hearse... i get chills and feel his need for revenge. Too many emotions in this whole scene. Beautifully shot, but it just sucks that it had to be Opie..
@michaelvicario25843 жыл бұрын
Michael
@michaelvicario25843 жыл бұрын
Zack
@michaelvicario25843 жыл бұрын
Zack
@kfs35253 ай бұрын
this is and always will be the best show ive ever watched
@Moviebuff84shorts4 жыл бұрын
2020 still listening and still watching soa greatest show ever alongside vikings
@chantellerusbatch23993 жыл бұрын
Yeah lost my eldest on his bike last year .. very special song as it was this playing when I got the call
@natcook68813 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your tragic loss 🙏
@fagnermaia27628 жыл бұрын
Até hoje, meus olhos só transpiraram assim com a morte do Opie e do Jack Boy... Forever...
@vincentdominic66904 жыл бұрын
I love Sons of Anarchy from season 1 all the way to season 7 and I've been watching Mayans MC too but this song that's one of them songs that touches you regardless we all lost a friend family member that the song Just can relate you and I I love this song
@JustinsBl0G8 жыл бұрын
Saddest moment in TV History without the Death of CS and RS in Game of Thrones
@l.depprosecarter72088 жыл бұрын
I drowned in tears watching Red Wedding but for me SOA was far worse
@justchilling1773 жыл бұрын
@@l.depprosecarter7208 Yep i agree too
@stevenklose76672 жыл бұрын
This song will change you. How can it not. So powerful so oh I can't even say, I have no words what this song does to me. Rode many years buy it's hard to find brotherhood like in this video.
@nicolepizorkoczy49849 жыл бұрын
that is a good morning sounds great for what it is :)
@aidanmcgarry25238 жыл бұрын
Greg Holden the lost boy
@anthonykankowski53164 жыл бұрын
This song goes out to my good friend Glenn Miller who we lost last July and loved the SOA and was a biker
@TheOtherGuy0214 жыл бұрын
This is when Jack died as well
@shanerusbatch9197 Жыл бұрын
Was out of it... My wife and myself just played this prior to mum calling to say my brother passed on a motor bike.. this song I'll carry always...
@israelfer30814 жыл бұрын
Lloré.. Y no suelo llorar.. Los guionistas... 👍 👍 Gracias por este pedazo de serie... 👍 👍
@MAKAV3L19 күн бұрын
I still tear up from this. My favorite show of all time
@JDeane7107 жыл бұрын
still gives me goosebumps
@drcc28232 жыл бұрын
Distroyed is been told about this show
@bettinahollweg14323 жыл бұрын
..still crying my eyes out.." i see you later, brother".. Yes..i will..and i will never forget you, my brother Klaus.NOT in a lifetime..Ride in peace..forever!
@scottish56962 жыл бұрын
The first time I watched this scene I was nearly bawling my eyes out. Very moving. SOA.
@Inked_MJ2 жыл бұрын
I love soa but oh my days. I cried floods of tears when opie died. I sobbed my heart out, I do everytime.
@outlawdragon8833 жыл бұрын
Every time I watch Jax grab that Herse door and throw it closed, I get chills down my spine because of the look on his face. it screams his desire to put the people who killed his friend in the ground with him, Consequences be damned
@jeremywombacher38983 жыл бұрын
that was the look of no mercy will be shown at all.
@lakyniawingard7552 Жыл бұрын
I binge watch this show.. Love SOA and the soundtrack dope as hell.. This is my favorite song from the soundtrack❤
@tommyvercetti26453 жыл бұрын
Am I the only person who cries like a baby when I hear this song :) , I know it's only a TV show but god damn , it hits my heart when I think of family and friends who are gone :(