Castiel II Learning from my mistakes [+15x03]

This is a story about being willing to give up the thing you love...
In order to kill the thing you hate.
Fandom: Supernatural
Program: Sony Vegas 13
Coloring: Jula Misiak
Edited by Soledad
Son in the end of video.
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[@justcare.9390]

I mean, I love Dean but Cas' character has so much more development and he really needs to realize how important he is. People always treat him like an expendable little soldier, when he really is so much more and just as 'valuable' as the Winchesters.

[@rerorero6493]

"Ran so far, just to drown in shallow waters" as much as I HATE Metatron, his words are so well put and perfectly describe our baby Cass. He gave up everything and went out of his way time after time just to help the Winchesters ( specifically Dean who he shares a more profound bond with ), and time and time again, Dean couldn't stop being a drama queen and projecting hate on Cass. As much as I love Dean and the both of them being together, Castiel deserves so much better. I'm honestly glad he left, but I obviously want him to make more appearances on the show.

[@jamesparker4786]

"Wow. You learn that the hard way?" That line is So Rude!!! It hurts more because it's true. Cas, you'll do well on your own. Every part of your video is awesome. applause!!

[@rerorero6493]

The truth is bitter after all, isn't it?

[@jojojersey8190]

LOVE THIS! We ALL know Cas deserves better...so tired of him being beat down and taken for granted...I think it's good he's walking away for a while..and I Hope Dean ends up missing having Cas always there for him and he realizes how much he's hurt Cas... He needs to make this right.

[@yazady]

Wow, in retrospective, and remembering now how Cas talked with Jack on 15x18... I only wish someone had told those same words to him. He may have been aware of it, but even so, HE DESERVED TO LISTEN TO HIS FAMILY SAYING HE'S IMPORTANT BECAUSE HE'S LOVED, not because he's useful... It's something that will always hurt

[@littlecoconutinc]

Ugh my heart. Castiel deserves so much better, and I'm glad he's separating himself for a little while. You put together such an amazing video. I'm actually currently working on a similar video idea, and I love that we both see how used he is.

[@cas3899]

My heart aches even more for Castiel after watching this. After Dean said what he said to him, I completely lost any respect that I had for the hunter. Cas deserves to be happy. He deserves so much better.

[@starsvibes]

This is so beautiful yet heartbreaking character study i'd like to say. In the story you had playing over what the demi god said and the riddle sums up the journey of cas's character. "what is the maddest thing a man can do?""let himself die" like it's clear insanity when you think about what cas is willing to do to achieve the 'right' thing. It's heartbreaking because i think it's why out of all the angels, he is a true representation of what an angel suppose to be. His intentions are always driven to do the right thing but in the most authentic idea of what that definition is imo and i think why it hurts so much when he fails or spoken down to because he failed most of the time than winning, yet he still does it again and again. There isn't no fall back on coping mechanisms like Dean or Sam so you just watching this selfless being try his best to do the right thing without being corrupt and somehow he always seems to achieve it. its endearing and ultimately tragic because he never expects anything in return.

[@calliopebookish2287]

I came back to this video after the finale and all I can say is that Cas deserved so much better than what he got :(

[@fancywurm]

I wonder which of the two our current Dean is more similar to: the Dean in the 2014 apocalypse or the Dean who traveled there from 2009.

[@papl20]

2014!dean for sure... Sadly

[@jensenackles-nj6po]

​@@papl20yeah but season 15 indeed It was so hurtful to watch

[@amysuarez2456]

I hope Cas ends up happy 😢

[@arabellasterwerf7980]

Same! He needs to survive and achieve happiness at the end of season 15!

[@luanabrans]

I hope so too.

[@cvetanbotev2131]

The empty will come if he is happy

[@amysuarez2456]

cvetan Botev oops totally forgot about that 😭

[@cvetanbotev2131]

@@amysuarez2456 it sucks

[@ElidieCeeJones]

Castiel deserves so much better, i'm still so angry after the writers and Dean. Castiel is such a amazing character and he deserves better than to be threat like is nothing, Castiel is a part of the Winchesters's family i don't care about what Dean said, Castiel had is share of losses too. He just lost the closest thing he had to a son, he had nothing now. This tribute is FANTASTIC !! Even if it broke my heart even more

[@mitalisharma440]

story telling is 10/10 im crying

[@lailam7420]

ya know what. i've been thinking this since season 10, at least, but cas needs to get tf away from the winchesters. or dean at least. i shipped destiel until around the beginning of season 14, because after that dean just treats him like shit. it irritates me that dean and the writers constantly forget who and what castiel is. he's a loyal, empathetic, caring person. he's not just a disobedient dog that needs to be trained. the winchesters don't OWN castiel, and i'm glad homeboy is finally realizing he doesn't belong to them.

[@arabellasterwerf7980]

My heart! Castiel deserves all the happiness in the world! He needs to survive at the end of season 15! Everytime they say all those horrible things in Cas's face makes me so angry and emotional. I was soooo proud of Castiel for standing up for himself and leaving. The fact that he said all his fears out loud made me proud that at least he is acknowledging his pain he has accumulated over the years. This is a masterpiece and shows very clearly Castiel's emotional path. I hope that after Cas left, Dean realizes how badly he fucked up and apologizes to Cas for everything he has said and fights for Cas! Anyways, you are always the best at making Castiel videos that just capture his whole journey. Thank you for blessing us Cas fans with this art!💜❤

[@dariaobrien]

Oh dear, nearly had a heart attack... What you did there is just brilliant, bless you.. I mean, the GoT music?? Yes please! I forgot how to breathe for a moment. And Endverse!Dean is a BLESSING, such a striking parallel! The writers should really explore that arc once again, man... As for the rest of it - I'm just shook, you deserve all the praise! ++ would be really interesting to explore how Dean probably feels about the break up at this point of narrative - empty, angry and lost (not that he doesn't deserve the blame rn but he also had his heart broken a few times before. Moreover, there's this beautifully written inner conflict with Dean's constant anger and toxicity that have lead to 'the rupture' in the first place)

[@SandraAlves-jo4lo]

after he dies, this really hits different.

[@LokiHiddlestone13]

Another masterpiece. No one makes Supernatural videos the way you do...

[@sabina4815162342]

i just can't stop rewatching this video, it's really amazing how you intertwined all these sorrow parts of cas' story, you've done a great job; the music, the lines, the moments - all of these makes me wanna cry for cas, cause he deserves the f**king world & even more & it makes me so pissed and disappointed that dean at some point turned into his 2014 endverse version; thank you very much, i'm broken by your masterpiece but somehow satisfied

[@kaylagrace8562]

I HEARD THE MUSIC AND IMMEDIATELY WENT, "Oh no... Game of Thrones music with a Castiel video? Time to die!"

[@clairejay1139]

Do you know the name of the song? It reminded me of light of the seven somehow

[@kaylagrace8562]

Claire W.Novak I think that is what it is, but I can tell you eventually. I’ll have to find it!

[@clairejay1139]

@@kaylagrace8562 thanks! 🌸

[@rerorero6493]

@@clairejay1139 Love the name lol

[@clairejay1139]

@@rerorero6493 thanks! 😂💙

[@mementosnorri]

This didn’t feel like 3 minutes at all. This felt like 1 minute. So I have to replay it twice now

[@cassie1358]

Everything HURTS

[@Kraecha]

OK so im drunk? But this feels like the perfect time to let you know this video bringd me to tears every eignle time i watch it, which is like every tuesday (because tuesdays are like. 100x worse than Monday’s). And I love Cas And you. But Cas was like , me, and deserved so much better. And you are amazing,, and I love you and Cas, cheers.

[@TheRamilyna]

holy shit I am in tears

[@lovenike8284]

Oh my god this one hit me the hardest

[@areeee2039]

Masterpiece I'm crying

[@deboraaraujo9503]

Soledad. I have a question for u. WHY? I mean. your work is amazing but why are you so talented to the point tell make me wanna to cry again? And I am so glad that you see Dean is turn into a endverse Dean. I just want to say thank you because Castiel deserve this kind of work he deserve better deserve the most beautiful things in the world. 💜 thank you Edit: I need to ask. Do u watch The OA? I recognized immediately. And I love it

[@luanabrans]

I absolutely love this. You are an editing marvel. I am so glad that I found you.

[@LoveRegi00]

Why you hurt me so? 💔💔💔And wow, did not expect the endverse!Dean comparison. I'm hurting even more. Other than the massive heartbreak, this was excellently done. 😭

[@KayaaHiko2]

I'm speechless cause this is breathtaking - the music & clips dAmNn. So good. Castiel deserves all the love in the world.

[@elijackson6120]

This is so good and impactful, i never realized how long this was coming

[@ashihab2192]

Ahhhhhh good Lord this is beautiful. The music is wonderful, it moves with the dialogue and all the things that go on in this video. You expressed Cas painfully but beautiful. ♡

[@Aliya-cn8dp]

Theres too much incredible ab this vid that i cant even go into detail

[@lauritzen93]

Ahhh! Amazing. So good. I've been waiting for good videoes like this since that episode. It broke my heart, but in a good way. Cas deserves better.

[@UnoNumberOne]

my poor baby 😢😢😢

[@lovedcrime7124]

I cried and not okay at all right now. this just,,, the way you put the voiceovers and scenes...excellent! i would die for him please i love him so much....

[@shrutimahant]

Thanks for this great insightful edit. Notice how all of Cas's problems in self worth have to do with how Dean treats him, not Sam? Do they really have a more profound bond? Sam is the one who always sticks up for Cas and never stops believing in him. And now Sam has to loose him just because Dean is being an asshole. How is that fair? I think, now that he's walking away from Dean, Cas should now pay attention to Sam, the brother who actually deserves him.

[@kara_keegan_2242]

I'm so tired of people using cas and treating him like hes not good for anything but being used and expendable

[@user-wn8zf5mb1d]

this is the best edit on youtube tbh

[@lucywillow6155]

Love this video

[@AmyCrouch]

Wow! My heart is brocken. Amazing! I am crying!

[@Kay-kx4zu]

ahhh my heart! well done with this!

[@zeezeebunbun]

oooh..oooh.. oooh thats good oooh thats good

[@angelicnovak4527]

cas deserves SO MUCH BETTERRR this video is so good ahhh

[@user-zw6ot3lb1q]

This was so well done. Thank you!

[@markpngedits]

this is amazing omg ❤️ he deserves so much better

[@marianaambriz4993]

This is a MASTERPIECE OMG

[@DemonDove]

Awesome video! :)

[@555SoledaD]

Thank you! 😊

[@nastassia1313]

Heartbreaking and amazing. Cas deserves so much better!

[@josidakent2803]

Love it so much

[@JoshOnSlaught970]

ack the pain

[@malwinawruk2585]

i love it!

[@cinematic.fandom1221]

Why I'm always findind myself watching supernatural videos

[@zee9134]

head in my hands. castiel

[@coeursrebelles]

Wow this is so gorgeous but so heartbreaking :'(

[@lorek33perandfriends47]

I’m in pain you Always Do This

[@wiitchdaughter]

you are trying to broke my heart, i see.

[@meku6350]

Break

[@alissafigureskater2204]

Well heckin done! that was macgyver audio right??? SO GOOD.

[@fernandamattos9807]

that hurted like a mother fucker

[@kissmrule]

good video it so goood

[@struggleskywalker1025]

The GoT music in the background either means Cas is gonna die or he's gonna kill Dean for the way he disrespected him.

[@lunabolivia3339]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Yo quiero que castiel sea feliz junto a dean como su única amor.... Y esten todos juntos con un final comienzo muy muy feliz y poder ver los bebes de castiel y dean... 💞

[@gentletouch]

What's the name of the song? Beautiful and amazing work!

[@friedastangl2161]

Damn feels

[@showgeek72]

What do you use to make these videos? (Like the video editor)??

[@kinseyf6447]

aaaaahhhhhhhhhh ow

[@rileyjetmore2209]

The Reason I hate dean is because of how he treated castiel

[@KOriginalAddict]

36 seconds i'm cring !!!!!! god this is painful to watch