ruth: i didnt even manage to kill myself did i lol that was kinda funny i mean if she killed herself she wouldnt be as happy as she is now with jay cos if she did that she and jay would not be together and i would not be watching casualty. so because of her and jay and what happens in the episodes past series 25 episode 21 i WILL BE WATCHING COS I THINK I AM ADDICTED TO CASUALTY LOL