Chelsea Wolfe & Emma Ruth Rundle "Anhedonia" (Official Video)

[@LadyLazarus1027]

Anhedonia is the inability to feel pleasure in anything you do, probably one of the saddest symptoms of depression. Love the emotion in both their voices.

[@nycrsny3406]

Thanks.

[@napalmmornings5527]

I suffer from Anhedonia due to my 20 year battle with MDD. Suicide became a very real option....but I have two young children...so I sought professional help. The road to recovery is long...but I'm on it and making progress. I'm sorry for sharing my personal story....I tried to keep it really short and void of major detail.

[@LadyLazarus1027]

@@napalmmornings5527 that's okay, your life and your story are important. I know depression but definetely not the same way as you do, so I'm wishing you all the best, I really hope you can recover from this and live happily with your children. just remember that all hope lies within.

[@welwitschia]

Anhedonia fucking sucks. Going around life in a perpetual "meh" state makes everything drab and gray, and like there is no real point to anything. It's not nihilism, is just a total lack of emotion, an existential emptiness. 0/10 do not recommend.

[@m01s_71]

Anhedonia is actually the inability to feel pleasure or joy in anything. T. Diagnosed with Profound Anhedonia

[@miguelitomarques8]

When my two favorite singers converge, magic happens.

[@killsapo]

somebody said CONVERGE? R E F R A C T

[@Burythelie]

@@killsapo well chelsea wolfe did a colab with em kzbin.info/www/bejne/gGnGqYeJoZ2faKs

[@thewintersessions]

nice

[@chriswilbur212]

I definitely got excited when I saw this posted!

[@herzeliedstein573]

🐈‍⬛ 🌙

[@panoptic50]

Hopefully, you're listening to this on a good day, but if not, remember that there is no shame in seeking help. Everyone's depression is different but in all cases, it's very hard to overcome alone.

[@iamadogepleasepetme.8139]

With expectation when you are left alone from toxic homen.

[@rubene.2213]

Is that supposed to be inspiring? I'm trying to overcome it alone, I've got nobody (yes, I see a therapist but I do all by myself, all the time).

[@jessikatkins1173]

@@rubene.2213 I'm sorry you are alone in your struggle. But I do not think he was trying to be anything. I thought his comment was heartfelt and made sense. Plz remember when you do feel alone...you are extremely lucky to have a therapist. I know...lucky is a stupid word. I just mean some ppl would give anything to poor it all out to a proffessional. Must relieve a lot of fear knowing you're being taken seriously. Now some truly do have no one. No family. No friends. Nothing. And we all know therapist's cost the earth. I do wish you well in body and mind~

[@duikmans]

@@jessikatkins1173 Unfortunately, even with family, you can still have no one.

[@Christabel44]

I’m going through this right now and I can describe how this song has captured this state so perfectly.

[@pezzettiluca4520]

You know that we want a collab album!

[@RabotatRecords]

I second that! Would listen to a full LP of this magic

[@AnaOliveira_1986]

Yes, please.

[@_rafa_-lp8vc]

WOULD YOU IMAGINE THE SHEER BRILLIANCE THAT WOULD COME OUT OF SOMETHING LIKE THAT? It'd be something out of this world

[@jbasti227]

Been a LONG time coming!

[@tereasia]

Ohshit, yes

[@nimhard]

This is one of the saddest and most beautiful songs written in the history of humanity. True artistry. Love both of them.

[@Carpetmatches]

I wondered at first why there wasn’t much of a climax to the song, but that’s what anhedonia feels like. Just nothing except occasional waves of indescribable pain that come from the reality that you can’t feel. Well done ladies, well done.

[@mdp720]

Trent Reznor does this a lot in NIN's music too. He deliberately holds back an expected resolution to evoke a feeling of longing or being incomplete, and I don't think anyone can deny NIN's influence on either Chelsea or Emma's music.

[@denkho6118]

As I keep returning to this song for 3 years now, I still hear a decent build-up starting at 2:30, peaking at 2:45.

[@GhANeC]

It’s quite the climax for the song it is

[@saltcitytarot]

Excellent description. 👏

[@kajetangizinski7298]

This is tremendously beautiful. Both girls with heavy baggage of experiences sing the saddest song ever written for others to save hope. Love you girls, your souls are beautiful!

[@charlieeeeeeeeee]

Chelsea and Emma’s anhedonia actually makes me feel good about coming to terms with the anhedonia episodes I went through.

[@chaoswitch1974]

I'm just figuring out I'm addicted to sad music.

[@outerentity]

Same lately.

[@chaoswitch1974]

@OneSilentGiant I know a lot of those, but many I don't. I'll check them out! Thank you

[@westcoastogee585]

@OneSilentGiant copying this comment for future listening

[@westcoastogee585]

@OneSilentGiant you and i have VERY similar tastes in music. Im working my way down ur first list right now 🙂

[@aceboog4546]

As a sad music connoisseur , here are some recommendations: Emika - Sleep in the Day Maguire - Wrestling Ekin Fil - Heavy Ekin Fil - Being Near Demen - Niorum Demen - Morgon Nico - Evening of Light Lebanon Hanover - Gallowdance Nick Drake - Things Behind the Sun Phosphor - Rotary Leave the Planet - Unreleased Life Belong - A Walk Belong - Common Era Belong - Very Careful

[@chromesthesia]

I'm gonna say what everyone keeps saying, full album?

[@chicana323scla]

Depression is something that I know to well... always trying to overcome the pain of the trauma of life, always hoping to bloom into a better reality and not quite getting there... I hope I make it some day. I still hold on to my hope for love...

[@crippleized]

Ohneotrix Point Never - The Pure and the Damned

[@chicana323scla]

@@crippleized Thank you for sharing, it’s a very emotional and beautiful song. I can’t believe I have never heard it... I love Iggy one of my fav songs is Chocolate Drops.

[@crippleized]

@@chicana323scla Yeah I couldn't help but think of it when you said "hoping to bloom into a better reality and not quite getting there". It reminded me of the lyrics to that song: "Every day I think about untwisting and untangling these strings I'm in And to lead a pure life I look ahead at a clear sky Ain't gonna get there But it's a nice dream, it's a nice dream" The lyrics and arrangement to that song is really good, all around. I'm glad you liked it.

[@maartenverbaarschot4332]

not quite getting there... it's a trap, a mindfuck. Accept your condition and count from less than zero. You'll end up with a cup that's always full. It might not be what you (think you) want, but if you see the joy and beauty in what is there, it will grow like a cactus. It might be a slow, prickly process, but you will bloom. And you'll develop the surviving skills to go without life water for long times. Be a cactus, they're the most beautifull things in hostile surroundings. LLAP, a fellow traveller in the arts of fighting the good fight.

[@lavendergilly5843]

Like you can't fly

[@ahadriz3982]

I just loved how they mentioned suicide prevention line and other resources at the end of the video. real goth queen 🖤

[@resistor27]

That would suck

[@MustObeyTheRules]

I don’t agree with suicide prevention but I do love her music.

[@spencervanmeter8167]

@@MustObeyTheRules wtf? How the hell do you not agree with suicide prevention? Suicide isn’t something to encourage or promote

[@MustObeyTheRules]

@@spencervanmeter8167 don’t have a knee jerk pissy fit. No one asked to come into this world. Every one should have the right to die with dignity whenever they feel they’ve had enough. Suicide prevention does nothing, if someone wants to die, they are going to. Wouldn’t you rather them be allowed to have a medically assisted way out? Quit trying to force people to stay in this hell.

[@hazardousjazzgasm129]

@@MustObeyTheRules But most people who experience suicidal ideation don't actually want to die. And in fact, many people who survive suicide attempts regret their decision in the middle of the act. So to say "suicide prevention does nothing" is pretty ignorant of basic psychological facts and stats

[@sashimiPv]

The most ambitious crossover project after Emma Ruth Rundle and Thou.

[@dusk108show]

I'm still working my way into that but it's something 💪🏽

[@danielreinartz1927]

🖤🖤🖤 true

[@AgainstTheeWickedlyMusic]

That project is so damn good! 🤘❤

[@CweenOfTheMark]

Lol what kind of art have you been exposed to

[@abgot777]

I haven't heard such a beautiful song in a long time.

[@MustObeyTheRules]

Me neither, in fact I had almost stopped listening to music all together

[@johnbehan1526]

This is the first new music I heard after getting most of my lost hearing back in one ear. There is hope.

[@lavendergilly5843]

Congratulations

[@alexpetrov8871]

The funny fact - when I first listened to this track I heard it on a setup like two 400Watt Genelec studio monitors. This was an attitude changing expirience. Now I moved and temporarily have nothing more like Sennheiser650 headphones. Believe me - such type of of music wasn't meant to be listened on a smartphone or earplugs or even hi-fi open headphones. If it is your setup - you can't feel a half what is there.

[@adammichael8486]

The soundtrack to dissociation.

[@kostyabondar8558]

Queen of darkness and Queen of melancholia... This is amazing!

[@sveinunglidsheim5828]

When something is so beautiful that you have to stop for a moment because it is "too much". Just like you have to let your heart take it`s time to tremble when you eat a dark chocolate cake to your coffee and you see a flock of birds flying into the blue hour.

[@khultura]

wonderful! 🖤

[@kikoonthemove]

I remember reading someone’s comment somewhere saying “oh Chelsea and Emma may be friends but they’ll never collab, their styles conflict too much” bet that person feels stupid now

[@CweenOfTheMark]

You sound like a simp

[@charlesfloyd9111]

WOW, what a song......!!!! Man,.....I totally smell the lithium....😮

[@wdimaIIOfficial]

~ "Anhedonia" Lyrics~ take an eye for an eye take me down with you take it all away i know it all comes back times three that human, that demon, showed me how it ends when you treat your friends like foes so don’t come looking for me I’ve got my walls up now protect myself like a fortress and I’m on my own now V2 (emma) no I can’t sleep baby and waking up is just a dream my sadness has lost its cause and I’m suffocating so don’t come looking for me I’ve got no joy to lend protect myself like a fortress isolating, bridge withdrawing isolated, I can’t take it chorus 2 (emma & chelsea) anhedonia anhedonia I’ll be your silent witness I’ll be your border line I’ll keep you safe and sacred just keep your heart close to mine anhedonia anhedonia anhedonia anhedonia

[@WhereTheyLay]

Thank you.

[@leslieschmidt4744]

Thank you for the lyrics.

[@carysfaerie]

🖤

[@privatemusiclabink]

Chelsea Wolfe and Emma Ruth Rundle create the most beautiful acoustics of all time, in my opinion.

[@jensonnunez4122]

THERE IS NO SINGLE FAILURE HERE, I love this cosmically.

[@_rafa_-lp8vc]

ME TOO (I think I hadn't use all caplocks in a long time till now jaja)

[@stile2010]

A paradox...Such a sad and melancholic song, yet the beauty of the song reminds me that there is still beauty in the world.

[@kirdot2011]

as they most likely intended this to feel

[@Nightwatchmen82]

This is not a sad song this a song for having compassion for the saddest ones and has hope in it soulfully!!

[@JapaneseModernist]

I felt that song through my entire body. Thank you

[@tokyosan1]

Emma Ruth Rundle + Chelsea Wolfe + Myrkur collab please!

[@nicholasromig5506]

you know I was thinking the same thing

[@lordsorceron]

@@nicholasromig5506 we all were haha 👍

[@alexG-xj7ff]

Emma Ruth Rundle + Chelsea Wolfe + Anna Von Hausswolff or Emma Ruth Rundle + Chelsea Wolfe + A.A. WILLIAMS or Emma Ruth Rundle + Chelsea Wolfe + Nicole Sabouné...ioanna gika....Lingua Ignota and so on

[@justinrooney1728]

And Zola Jesus. And EMA.

[@khultura]

That combination would definitely kill me.

[@terminator500]

Perfect matchup of artists here! Now how about a full album? 😁

[@spinakker14]

"Honey, I'm sorry, but I have to make a confession. I'm in love with two other women" "What?! Who are they?" *shows her this song "Okay, now I'm in love with them too"

[@jamesgranier5898]

This is the only song I've heard by either of them and it is beautiful and sad

[@RoseNovella]

Take listen to Chelsea wolf with russian circles. Glorious melancholy

[@nikkili8944]

This song is so beautiful yet melancholic. It reflects the visceral pain and despair of a lot of people especially in these dreary and dismal times. Unfortunately there are more and more people who are suffering from depression and anxiety and have serious suicidal thoughts.

[@jasonfennell1114]

Is it me or are they incorporating the the viewer in the video? The person dying, going into a cocoon, and being reborn and drawn to this video like a moth. Feels motivating

[@diosdiablo6953]

Love the use of the moths, they represent the dark aspects of the mind. Great choice.

[@saltcitytarot]

Absolutely agree. The transition from the caterpillar to the moths provides an aspect of hope and healing

[@Ratatat_Nat]

The sound of these two goddess voices conjoining is incredible. Love.

[@martyna5501]

best duo ever

[@Swiatlocien]

The message at the end is a very nice touch, considerung the topic of the song. As to the music, queens remain queens, nuff said.

[@wendysayim2762]

Here because of the series One Night . Amazing song . So happy to have this song in my playlist now❤

[@aussiebob56]

Found it too, One Night, what a disturbing series.

[@angellorose9120]

I just received the news that i have AIDS and this song puts me to sadness. but then i return to my God and his arms and i feel the hope and joy to live again. The name of Jesus Christ is above any other names of mental or in my case blood illness , please seek therapy i am in therapy right now and I'm living a normal life. I love chelsea wolfie and her music. Keep up the good work.

[@jerryneace98]

How did you get hiv? If i can ask you that

[@fatimaelharchaoui1481]

I have schyzophrenia and anhedonia but your voice touch me

[@squonkydog6259]

Having the helplines at the end was an unexpected but welcome feature

[@fulyayassbas886]

this song used to remind me of a perfect match but nowadays it just reminds me of when I was with a boy who has an anhedonia diagnosis and whenever I listen to that song it gives me pain because the lyrics get more meaningful than ever

[@moeezS]

Anhedonia is one of the worst symptoms of depression but there's always a way to find enjoyment again.

[@Firefox1783]

Never dared to dream of a song created by Chelsea AND Emma together. This song is a MASTERPIECE! What about a MASTERPIECE-Album together? This song is so deep, soulful, not really anhedoniac. Cheers!

[@kristo5202]

Literally the first song to ever make me tear up. This means a lot, thank you.

[@uqual]

it kinda bums me out that i can relate so much with this song lol... but it is a very beautiful song. these two ladies are so talented and sound even better when singing together

[@Sun-Eater616]

Had this on repeat since it came out. Amazing.

[@MichalMareš-i6s]

Just wanted to find out if there is some songs about my conditions , well I did not expect this

[@18brianenrique]

Can we get a whole album and tour with chelsea wolfe and emma ruth rundle please?

[@te9591]

No kidding.

[@Timothy2706]

They'll tour together in 2022. But only in Australia and New Zealand.

[@sheqse]

Am I the only one that finds himself crying when Emma starts to sing ?? It happens every time I listen to this beautiful song..

[@laurenseegz2773]

These lyrics give me chills

[@danieldorsz1047]

Be better, give me chills

[@ahadriz3982]

I kid you not when I say I've listened to this on repeat over 100 times on spotify definitely gonna show up in my spotify wrapped lol

[@lavendergilly5843]

I'm getting there. Since 2am, it's 1pm now

[@andredelooff4225]

Incredibly and tragically beautiful...

[@arya_1312]

What is genius? A brief passage, the unknown necessary, a soul spasm

[@lavendergilly5843]

Lol a soul spasm. Is that laughter? That's a cool words.

[@danieldorsz1047]

What a stupid thing to say.

[@alrichardson8759]

Thank you. It's like you read my soul.

[@inSuRctor]

So sad , beautiful and poetic song & video. I'm poet & i work as Spanish Teacher in Venezuela, and depression and anhedonia are very common, but i still believe in life and others.

[@cecilyjsmusicvideos7619]

This is such a beautiful song. Thank you lovely ladies. I hope you and anyone else here knows that pain as so empathetically depicted here is non-permanent. And very real positive growth will come from acknowledging it and respecting it, moving through and forward. Strength and better love for our fellow human beings sometimes come from these painful seeds. I am glad you gave the phone numbers for suicide and depression at the end of the video. Real help is out there.

[@abrasionequation4632]

I keep coming back to this song I can't express how much I relate

[@chromesthesia]

Also that moth is so cute! I love this video.

[@erlexar]

FINALLLLY THEY DID A COLLAB!!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍 song is so awesome! It represents their music a lot in one song.

[@VitorHugo-zu6vf]

This is so magic. I'm feeling the convergence of the two singers, and finally some tears drops. Is so deep. Thanks from Brazil.

[@tkzsfen]

I just learnt what anhedonia is, so thanks for making me know more!

[@therealericjackdaniels]

One of the best songs ever. Hits deep.

[@cadmusravenstag4403]

Chelsea and Emma, I doubt you will ever see this comment. But thank you for this song, thank you both so much.

[@loadstar80]

I love how these two goth queens try to out-sad each other. Definitely felt it.

[@mhiggott2931]

I've listened to this more than any other song this year. Amazing.

[@travisfranks2066]

I'm a year behind you...

[@richgates]

My god this song is beautiful.

[@qretan3750]

This song is just so INCREDIBLY sad...

[@Chad-cn5nt]

I can totally relate to this song considering I went through my bout of anhedonia

[@STAYDIVINE1111]

I have Anhedonia and I'm glad I met your song😘

[@alexanderkomar9525]

Pain, depression. What can i say....in my country war. Your music can help me

[@jonwhitt3679]

I love this song, I'm an Anhedoniac

[@leeleeleelee420]

M A S T E R F U L

[@chelseastawicki]

I love how beautiful they created something emotional

[@Mariahhroniari777]

Oh my God!!! Great clip for an amazing song. Thank you Emma and Chelsea for this incredible masterpiece! Greetings from Greece.

[@badxrequest]

I've loved the song but now that I saw the music video it was even more powerful, it made me cry. I loved the idea that moth became attracted to Chelsea & Emma as to the light meaning the moth didn't want to be alone anymore. I really wish more and more people would ask and get the help they need

[@CandiesAintMe]

Getting help is painful, and many people just want their pain to end... what many "normal" people don't actually understand is that when it comes to mental illness the therapy is often as painful as the disease, and after starting it the patient has nowhere to hide anymore: he can no longer bury himself under the bed sheets and wait for the pain to subside, because now he knows (or he's at least starting to know) what that pain means, what it actually is, and that's an awareness that will never leave his mind. Therapy will heal you in the end, but it will also destroy you.

[@bloodytooth1234]

I can't even describe how beautiful this song is.

[@CapraDemon101]

This is my post mania tune ❤

[@michaelpepper3110]

thank you 🖤

[@KidWithTheHat]

This couldn't be better.

[@bengueda]

i felt this song with all my heart

[@theatralsoup7413]

2 Queens united

[@bluBlaq33]

This song is sad but it’s so so so beautiful, I’m not sad at all at this very moment and this song still gives a sense of peace and absolution.

[@soldierofsoul86]

Jesus loves the broken hearted. Great song!

[@red6625]

Emma rulz 🤘🌿🖤

[@jen-nahnuhnah7613]

Song’s been in my head all morning long 😌🖤 It’s just SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL 😭😭

[@JulianMecSixx]

Anhedonia [Lit. Lack of pleasure, reluctance]. People who suffer from symptoms associated with depression, specific diseases or disorders such as dementia (Alzheimer's), psychotic disorders and schizoid personality disorder often inhibit their emotions. Chelsea Wolfe & Emma Ruth Rundle Excerpt: “I’ll be your silent witness. I’ll be your border line. I’ll keep you safe and sacred just keep your heart close to mine"

[@wavesbc]

ima just leave dis here ❤❤❤

[@joeyclemenza7339]

we need more from these two incredible women... every time someone asks me who my favorite singers are, these are ALWAYS the first two names that I rattle off... a third would be Mlny Parsonz of Royal Thunder... I just want one album with all three of these women, please.

[@Humble4656]

Pure Magic.

[@michaelpepper3110]

Wish someone would do a metal cover of this 🤘🏻

[@CandiesAintMe]

Metal is violent, metal is hot blooded, metal is agitated... anhedonia is none of that: it is just the strangled silence of nothingness on the verge of a darkest abyss. You may like a metal cover, that's your own taste and I won't question it... but please keep in mind that everything this song means would be lost.

[@duikmans]

@@CandiesAintMe ... doom metal

[@hazardousjazzgasm129]

@@CandiesAintMe look up dsbm

[@sandrinebarnet6616]

le clip est quand même une métaphore de ce qu'on vit en France actuellement (je ne sais pas comment ça se passe ailleurs) avec les confinements, couvre feu...pour ceux qui sont isolés, c'est effectivement la chape de plomb qui s'abat sur vous !

[@Cairah2013]

oui oui

[@agnieszkazet4455]

Perfection. The clip brings back the memories of old TOOL videos 😌

[@gigaSkate]

I LOOOOVVEEEE YYYOUUUUUUUUU ❤❤❤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤❤🖤❤🖤❤🖤❤🖤❤🖤❤🖤 ALGERIA 🇩🇿

[@auballaghwolfsbane3021]

Oh My God.... this one gutted me. Well done ladies, this is just absolutely beautiful.

[@briannawood5117]

I don't even feel like a real person anymore

[@Overton_Windows]

I’ve seen them both live. Hopefully they’ll tour together soon if the end of end times ever comes.

[@saltcitytarot]

Love this song so much. 💙

[@philipbailey7464]

I can't get enough of this one. Tight production, great hook. Peak vocal performance. Pure drama and cinematic scope. Cool lyrical complexity and juxtaposition. And holy hell the drop after verse 2. Boom. I've never been so involved in a glass egg being dropped.

[@garyhicks7914]

I adore beautiful music 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤