Chester Bennington - In His Own Words

An interview compilation of Chester Bennington. This video discusses mental health.
Chester discusses a numerous amount of coping mechanisms in this video, that I hope will help someone out there. It's ok to talk about it if you're not ok. Please take something positive from this video. Please try to reach out to anyone in the comments who might need a kind word. Much love to you all!
#MakeChesterProud

[@xxstitch521xx3]

If you notice... Mike is always listening to every single word Chester is saying and taking it all in... Like he's trying to understand his friend.

[@all4god116]

Yup! Always

[@KenosisMetanoia]

❤‍🔥

[@ravenwatch]

This is exactly what i was thinking while watching the video. Here, take my fucking upvote.

[@Vmieee]

Mike adored him.

[@xxstitch521xx3]

Fuck we miss you Chester

[@thenothing2786]

I’m 36. Homeless. And struggling to survive. But I still believe in myself. I’m gonna do great things with my life. Thank you Chester for inspiring me to keep pushing forward.

[@Manderinz]

You got this, I’m sure of it. Life may be hard right now, but I promise, with time and confidence and all the positives, you’ll have a better life

[@doualadaliso9676]

I've been there, bro. keep your chin up every moment counts from the good and the bad. 🤘

[@soundintegritymusicproduct4127]

Ive been ,there man, keep fighting. Remember who you are.

[@MrMrutube1987]

Good luck man! Remember tough times create easy times.. every cloud has a silver lining and even Chesters death has a positive.. he found his peace. Your current position is temporary... as is everything. Just find a way through it and be you!

[@abcentcobblepot5995]

Idk how long you've been out there but while I was I was surprised to learn; I can actually survive on absolutely nothing. And It always gets better even if that takes forever.

[@urmyfuture1945]

Mike is so respectful towards Chester, letting him completely express himself without commenting in between or jumping in. They were amazing together. Miss them so much.

[@jeffreycousins]

We all do. Chester was my favorite singer in the world

[@WrecklessSith]

Mike is like the only one to let him finish a thought, you can literally see the stigmatism about depression through the evolution of his interviews And interviewers. So many have taken their own lives due to a lack of empathy and compassion about how people feel.

[@Stallion-EC]

Screamed like a Demon. Sang like an angel. Loved and Lived as a Human.

[@katarzynawiszniewska8384]

God, it breaks my heart to see him so clearly talk about depression and anxiety, unresolved trauma and hear the f*ckin interviewer in the second interview go "well, all high achievers think on the negatives because if you believe in the positives too much it can make you lethargic". I've been watching some old interviews today and it's there all the time. Chester is talking about real stuff, being vulnerable and open and raw and what he gets back from those proxies of pop culture and toxic masculinity is more of the same: disregarding his experience, translating it to the language of toxic positivity and grind culture. Interpreting his words through their idiotic patriarchal filter in which feeling bad can be capitalised into amazing music so it's ok. Like he is saying "wow there, my man. Please, jump back here to this box". No compassion. This was a man's life. And thinking about the positives can sometimes work, sure. But unresolved stuff stays there and it catches up with you when you are alone. Which it did. You also need to say "baloons pop sometimes, but there will be more baloons in my life. It's ok to be sad. It's human". The guy just needed someone to see him and listen. He needed therapy and help and the rights medication. There is a lot I dislike about America but guys, you gotta drop the fake smiles and fake "I'm fine" and forcing people back into their premade boxes of what success looks like if they don't fit. It's the country of "freedom" to fit one template or pretend to do so for as long as you can last.

[@doriszelaya1230]

I couldn’t say it better myself…. Excellent observation and the saddest selfish disregard of ignoring the suffering and pain was disheartening to watch,all this man was doing,saying was I’m in pain,can someone help me? No one really understood the agony of an existence without hope 🕳

[@hollyolson5643]

Oh yes! Finally! Somebody said it! Thank you! It is like that Everytime even in the private sessions. Even the pros do!

[@jennajewel5148]

You hit the nail on the head. I told a dr this summer that I’m drowning, and he laughed at me. I can relate to Chester’s struggles hard, I have since I first listened to them back when I was 14. My kids keep me going but the battles are always there. How Chester said he is uncomfortable with life, that hit me so hard because I am the same way. I try to keep pushing but I’ve been so close to the breaking point many times. It’s hard to live in a world where you just have to struggle alone.

[@stipitza]

People only understand what they've experienced. You can't be mad at them for not getting it... even though you want to be. It's not their fault. They haven't experienced it, and they don't understand

[@jsedge2473]

Realistically Chester probably had a million people throughout his life sit in private and listen to him and not “put him back in the box” or whatever “muh patriarchy” shit and it didn’t matter. Some things, some people, simply aren’t heal-able. It’s unfortunate but true. It’s very matriarchal to think that just talking things out a 1000th time is going to fix a broken man. He was Uber wealthy, millions of people loved and respected him, had a huge loving family, and it still didn’t save him. Truly broken men are just broken. Just think of how many millions are out there just in the US without the wealth, fame, women, family, or a single person to talk to. Kinda why it’s hard to feel extraordinarily bad. For all you know the interviewer could feel the same negative feelings and that’s how he’s had to deal with them

[@chadwilson4765]

This man couldn't get out of his own head and I feel that.

[@durv13]

same chad . mine never stops . i dont produce testosterone , so ive been depressed since birth . it wasnt until i was called a problem child at ten . i had a brain scan . n they found the cell that produces it was dormant , now i have to have a really high dose of anti depressants to replace the serotonin i need .

[@mikaharkonen9771]

@@durv13 Dude I know, I have problems with this shit too, it's like I'm some fucking Monday version of a human being. It's like my soul is just stuffed inside this crappy body that can't produce hormones in a balanced manner so I just want to get out of my head, but I can't. Here I am what the fuck am I supposed to do, when my own thoughts haunt me day and night..?

[@durv13]

@@mikaharkonen9771 prob like me , take a bunch of stupid pill's to make you expectable to society , which doesnt help us much . and keep telling ourself , we can beat this , and try n ride it out . i hope you can find a way , and the days become more meaningful for you . just remember , were not alone in this , there is many of us . we know that now , thanks to chester .

[@durv13]

every day . so true chad .

[@maryannreimer1578]

Nobody truly understands what it feels like if you never suffered from depression. It’s like a clock it never stops ticking.

[@menoyuno8430]

I’ll always remember him he was a great person

[@samuraiclanz7777]

I agree with you 100 % I love this dude so much with a passion but I hide it cause my mom is like he’s not a great person I’m like look what he did for the world he’s a pure empathetic funny person and think a lot of people will understand my Linkin Park obsession

[@x.icblwu03]

@@samuraiclanz7777 Hell yeah I understand you, he was a great guy

[@Dc-re4xy]

The greatest. 😠.

[@elenazelonnkova304]

absolutely yes

[@AhYesIndeedItsFunTime]

that's all that matters, leave out all the rest

[@escherpainting8622]

I always liked that Chester had the voice of a typical LA surfer dude when he spoke, and then when he sang he was just a completely different human being altogether.

[@Izaan2810]

Really???? I thought he had a VERY unique voice when talking as well. Such a thin timbre, yet really empathic sound to it.

[@hollyolson5643]

What scares me is that I can relate to him and his issues in so many ways.... It's what has encouraged me to not give up and now he's given up for the very same reasons. It's also why I never will give up.

[@llyorch9750]

Thats the spirit . I hope you can keep it up ☺

[@leafymoon2904]

When I realized the pain I felt and the pain other people felt after hearing about his death it encouraged me to not take that route and to keep fighting

[@kbot9197]

I suffer from depression but I won’t do it my dad committed suicide and I’m left with the pain and unanswered questions I will not do that to my grown children

[@leafymoon2904]

@Aytch and Gigi um there is absolutely zero solid evidence to back up these conspiracy theories. Chester had a long history of depression, drug and alcohol abuse, and he even attempted to commit suicide earlier that year. He sang about his demons in multiple songs, he poured his heart and soul into the one more light album and didn't take the criticism and hate the album got very well at all. These ridiculous theories need to stop and people need to start taking mental health much more seriously because when we don't we get more people who end up like chester and it's sad that these things can be prevented when we listen to people and give them the help they need.

[@leafymoon2904]

@Aytch and Gigi of course chester would have never encouraged anyone to take the route he did. But chester was fighting his own battle and Chris's death and the hate towards their last album affected him a lot and I can imagine that played a part in his suicide. I've looked into the conspiracy theories almost believing them but when I had a look at it myself I seen no solid evidence. Only weak theories and things people had made up but nobody could show any actual proof to back up claims and what "proof" they had didn't actually prove anything. I don't understand why everyone wants to keep believing he was murdered and not take a minute to understand how important mental health can be. You can't always see it from the outside but it's there and chester talked about it in multiple interviews and he described it on point. Mental illnesses like depression can warp your reality and talk you into doing things you wouldn't normally want to do. It makes you feel unhappy and drained to a point all you want is to make it stop and you'll do anything to make it happen. Chester was at that low point and thats the only way he seen out of it. That's why we stop making crazy theories and look at it for what it is and we take it seriously and listen to people. Sorry for the essay but I'm so tired of seeing these theories with nothing to back them up and put weight to them

[@Erickhetfield]

I still can't watch that One more Light performance without crying.

[@Konfide4043]

It's so sad. Even the first few seconds are so hard to listen to

[@Lisa_resendez4675]

It's 2024 and I still can't sing it without crying....

[@abatavick]

Damn it I miss him. 😭 Never a failure to me.

[@drruncmd]

This is why fans and non fans became mesmerised by this band especially Chester. They came from normal society, not with a silver spoon in their mouths. They represent everything thats natural and 'human' and they preached that to their fans. Chester was one of a kind but I dont think he really was aware of the profound impact he had on people described through his lyrics and performances. Truly raw emotion that was one of a kind. He we be missed and now hope he is at rest.

[@kratosofspartareal]

😙👌🏾💎

[@ndk4]

If he mentions these mental illnesses in front of camera 10 or 15 years ago, im sure many people would relate to that straight away. It is sad that we live in a world of positivity, where negativity seen as weird and uncomfortable to the person listening to it

[@jacquelinefirkins994]

Exactly, totally agree! We should be able to love the negative which is where we are most creative.

[@pluviophile1988]

I'm sick and FUCKING tired of exclusive positivity, aka toxic positivity

[@jacquelinefirkins994]

@@pluviophile1988 we aren't saying be positive

[@jacquelinefirkins994]

@@pluviophile1988 oh right reread it you're agreeing with us 😁

[@bellciante]

see that’s the problem, glamorizing negativity and mental illness and making it out to be the source of creativity when clearly it’s not. A clinically depressed person isn’t going to create Art just because they’re in pain. I’m so sick of the tortured artist trope and the belief that being happy and positive is somehow boring and leads to nothing. Chester truly struggled and while he helped many people including me there will always people glamorizing Mental illness. Most people would think something is wrong with you because you’re happy and positive not the other way around.

[@TravisInCanada1]

Its probably safe to say that we would have lost Chester much sooner had he not had music as a beacon of hope for as long as he did. He clearly struggled his whole life and was fortunate enough to find that one thing that brought him joy and peace, at least until it no longer could. To his fans, know that your love for him and his music was a massive contributing factor to allowing him to tolerate those struggles as long as he did.

[@ElenluciFontouraBastos]

Shinoda pra mim foi o seu grande guardião . Pena que a família o deixou sozinho em um momento dificil😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@amazingnothingness]

If you wanna be real he loved us fans the most as we could relate to his struggles and therefore connect to a beacon of light.

[@hallio111]

Most abused kids never get a chance at being succesful. So yes, he was a strong person to achieve all of that. Most just end up non functioning smoking crack at the trainstaion rotting away. Because society failed them.

[@markziegler5115]

I know exactly what he’s talking about. Self critical. It’s hard to find that light.

[@VictoriaLehr]

Damn. Life was rough for him. It goes to show even Fame and fortune can’t just magically make people happy. I feel so bad. Poor guy. Such a legend. I’m glad we had his presence in our lives.

[@aplacetobewithmythoughts7428]

No - but being in poverty and forcing yourself to go to a shitty job to live in a shitty place exacerbates things so much more. Although being famous has it's own struggles too I'm sure

[@davidking5509]

2:00 How could one go to a LP concert and not be acting like a rock star singing along with Chester 🤔

[@ECJ-ih2ns]

Everyone's got their reasons, probably something happened and that thing made that person feel bad even small things can throw people off

[@lodejoseph7474]

if you have very extreme hyperacusis ... But in that case like i. I should go out... take earplugs. and go back.

[@JohnGaltGurgi]

Chester seems like he was always close to the edge of checking out. He fought it as long as he could. The beast is so dark and hard to push away.

[@WitchesOfWales]

Chester Bennington, you have the most amazing aura and energy I've ever seen and felt.

[@moonlight_sparkle6659]

It's gonna be five years this year, I STILL can't believe he's gone. This man was our Freddie Mercury and literally a fucking angel, he's missed greatly

[@mrhufflepuff6443]

I always knew who Linkin Park were but only recently got into their music (Numb and What I’ve Done are my favourite LP songs) and I already absolutely adore Chester, Like him I suffer from depression with periods of severe depression Chester is helping me posthumously to get through my daily struggles and not only me but so many other people to... Rest Easy Chester #MakeChesterProud

[@mansgpt]

Love you Chester, I haven't been ever so emotionally connected with any celeb as I m with you. Earth lost a gem we you were gone. No one can ever sing like you except you. Rest in peace. God please take special care of Chester in thy kingdom.

[@annabellemann2675]

There will never be another Chester.💔 He gets it, the good, the bad, the ugly.😪💔

[@sfs8730]

If i could tell him that he is not a failure, his work and art saved millions of lives, put smile on someone's face when they were having a bad day, and his voice made someone feel at peace with themselves, his lyrics gave someone the voice of self expression and helped them better understand themselves, and he still somehow thinks he is a failure 😭😭.

[@kailajensen1021]

its so weird to listen to him describe his mind and relate to almost all of it

[@benjaminstanley4364]

He himself would have made an unbelievably good therapist. I always admired him so much as a kid. So just like he requested in the song, his time came, and I have many reasons to miss him. I keep him in my memory, and leave out all the rest.

[@angelapoarch6809]

I loved his voice. I'm sorry that he was so tormented.

[@andreasullivan2419]

R.I.P. Chester I saw and heard you hurting and I couldn't help you. Im sorry I failed you.

[@lisawilson5861]

That's how I felt, I really wanted to help him. But I didn't get to meet him or the band. But I had that instinct that he really was suffering a whole lot with depression. He fought so hard to get through it❤😢, R.I.P. Chester I really miss you a whole lot everyday. You really helped me all these years. You mostly helped me but the band too. I felt him hurting from afar. I really wanted to help him.

[@HaleyYates-so2qf]

This just made me cry so many tears. The last few minutes especially, seeing how broken Chester was with losing Chris. I am a big fan of both Chris Cornell and Chester/LP, and their loss has been hard... But to see them together like that and seeing Chester struggle his way through singing One More Light was really painful to watch. RIP to two amazing musicians 💜😔🕯️

[@darealslimshady702]

i was 12 when chester passed away. i knew it was sad, but i didn’t know really who chester was as a person. over the years i learned more about him, and now at 18 i really appreciate him. he seems like such a genuine good man who couldn’t escape his own mind

[@CrossKiryu]

I was 8 years old when Linkin Park debuted. As an old fan, I appreciate you. Thank you for taking the time to learn about Chester. He means so much to so many. ❤

[@monicastamper2304]

I love you Chester! I miss you so much! I’ll never be the same without you :(

[@moon1890]

Very introspective person

[@kathryngentz1601]

Chester's such a wonderful and inspirational man, was never afraid to tell anything like it was. Listening to him and Linkin Park was so therapeutic for me to help me get through the rough times, it still is. I miss Chester very much. #Linkinparkalwaysinmyheartforever.❤ Rest in peace Chester 🤍

[@angelawallner651]

Chester has his own character. That' s what makes him. So personable and funny. He is inspirational.

[@undeadgaming7297]

One of thr bravest men in the world admitted his shortcomings and used his voice to help the world even though he was always hurting on a deep emotional level he smiled and wanted nothing more than to bring joy and understanding to this world you may not have been the man that the world wanted but you were who we needed for those who had nobody to talk to you gave us an ear and through your music said " I know it's tough but it will be ok" I onlybwish I could have known you or seen you preform

[@caricavello1995]

He was so amazing!!! I truly hope he realised how much his music meant to us. Their will never be another Chester. may he rest in peace 💔

[@zaikura-chan6949]

Its crazy how much this man meant to me, and i never even knew him. You here a lot of people say this, and im the same, Chester Bennington, and Linkin Park in general, saved mt life. I never would ha e made it through my childhood without him and his lyrics, and the unbrideled emotion he carried through his voice, giving me a space to release my own. I cried on the day i found out. I couldnt listen to Linkin Park for years, until this year. I came back to it because i needed that expression, that release back in my life. I wish i couldve made it to a concert as a kid. I hope that he feels at peace, finally.

[@blaak96]

Thank you for this amazing compilation of interviews. 5 years without him and it feels like yesterday. The pain and the empty space he left will never go away, Chester we all miss you wherever you are.

[@MrRocket24]

I can't believe he ended up doing what he did, he seems so genuine and he opened a lot of times about his mental state and no one was able to save him from his own thoughts, it is extremely sad to think about how bad he should've felt those moments

[@rjvowels]

As a severe epileptic whose attempted suicide several times I can absolutely understand why people kill themselves. Life is hard af for some people....

[@BruceLee-t9n]

And for some Unbearable

[@Caroline_00271]

I hope you're doing well nowadays! ❤ It really bothers me how insensitive and judgemental people can be about other's struggles. We know how hard life can be. I think we need to keep going and keep the memory of our brothers who lost the battle, because those people CAN'T win. Sorry for speaking a lot in your comment.

[@davide4589]

Rest in peace, Chester. You touched so many lives. I personally am so grateful to have been blessed with your music. Love ya, brother.

[@the_minimalistic_adventure]

Dude, you can see the love Mike had for Chester in these clips. Sad, man..

[@paulbrull8631]

damn mike, give him a big hug !! :'(

[@catrush6642]

This man is very honest... He helped so many people struggling of depression. I feel Chester very much.... A piece of advice to people suffering the same, talk to God pray to God always, if you are feeling and thinking the negative dont hesitate to pray always.. because God saves me.

[@PrayThenBreathe1528]

He saved me, too! He saves all that call on Him. It’s so cool how He works!

[@iammyself7885]

Not everyone believes in a god/ or in gods. I think a practical piece of advice is to visit a doctor and find a psychotherapist that can truly heal your mind. Religion can be a good support, but it will never truly heal someone. You need professional aid with mental issues just like you do if you have broken a leg or similar

[@catrush6642]

@@iammyself7885 nope, their is no impossible through God.. It is my belief. I think you just dont know what your saying, but still may the good lord guide you...

[@Treychik]

Well, he'll never be forgotten. Perhaps he thought that he is not perfect, nobody is...but he and the band were there for me every tough time...without LP i have no idea where I would end up...I was a mess as a teen, the only thing that stopped me from suicidal thoughts was music...I would just come home from school, lock myself in my room, not talk to anyone, put my headphones on and blast almost full volume alternative music...all that angsty teen music, that grown ups still hate - helped me to stay on float and get away from horrible thoughts.

[@the_minimalistic_adventure]

This man was truly a beautiful and tortured person mentally, just sucks that someone couldn’t have been there to save him at his darkest moment. Saddening, we always lose the best people…

[@prachykhan610]

Love you Chester.. And will love you forever!

[@alaia-awakened]

“When your kids come up to you and want a hug, you need to stop what you’re doing.”

[@AJennings822]

Thank you for putting this together. I miss Chester and his lyrics and music. The world is colder without him here. #makechesterproud

[@Lauraevoy]

I miss him so much. I can relate to so many things that he’s talking about. Like even when he said “people say ‘why do you put those things in your ears?!’” And then he said “because I like them- but you don’t have to, and that’s okay”. A lady once commented on my stretched ears telling me how ugly she thought they were and how I’ll regret it later in life. So I simply said “I don’t really like your earrings either, but I had enough decency to keep that to myself”. Man, life is hard enough, if you can’t be kind, then be quiet.

[@robins6499]

This is very good. Rip Chester! ❤️

[@SchnitzeIkuchen]

Poor Chester thinking that 2015 was the worst year ever, if he had any idea what 2020 had in store for humanity 😳

[@Seasheasells]

2020 sucks

[@Mel-yw9lf]

I dread to think actually.. if he was still here for COVID and lockdown, I'm guessing it might have been awful for him to not be able to go out and work, be as busy he was used to being.

[@yvonnevanhasseld3888]

I came to the comment section for this comment!! 😂

[@andreamdn]

​@@Mel-yw9lf he wouldn't endure it, he just wouldn't he would have died same way causw of the death of relatives by Covid or by the lockdowns.

[@Cocorost]

Thank you for the great video. I miss Chester every day. Legends never die!

[@lilgit9969]

Chester and Linkin Park got me through so many dark moments in my life, they saved my life.

[@CRAZY_KIZZ01]

You're not a horrible Dad or a husband You're the best dad and husband I'm sure your wife and kids love you we miss u man :(

[@smearypigeon]

TRIBUTE to a great man that helped sooooooo my kids/adults to get thru their emotions & depression but the sad ending is we couldnt SAVE him!!° #RIPChester

[@Petequinn741]

I've been fighting depression for 30 years now . I feel him .life doesn't work for me in my head alot of the time ...but I still have loved ones that keep me going...

[@rubenh8645]

seeing all this, it's hard realising that he's actually gone, and i really miss him

[@anatomydead]

9:30 I know exactly what is it like...

[@Dawnrazor93]

Saaaaame. Lets keep fighting this shit!

[@anatomydead]

@@Dawnrazor93 always, brother!

[@scottwatson325]

*what it is like

[@Johnthemanc22]

Staying ahead of the beast!! Love that analogy of Depression

[@louischeno4294]

This is great archive content, but man does it hurt...

[@manuelmirandawtf8345]

we never met, but his art never left me alone through my darkest days. Its sad to hit rock bottom and find some solace in something so small as a good album with relatable lyrics to listen to. Chester, you helped me more than you will ever know.

[@mistylavorgna1789]

OMG the Jimmy Kimmel story! I hadn't heard that one!

[@melissahemenway8427]

He's so awesome why'd he leave us 😢😭

[@DJUmi0710]

"2015 was a really horrible year for me, 2016, not the best, but it was getting better, 2017? Fucking kicking ass!" that made me really sad

[@CanalLegendas]

@BasketCase 420 of course it has, Chris was his best friend who committed suicide, not the only reason but surely one of them, it was Chris' birthday when he died and he was not there with him to celebrate, someone should have been with him that day, he would still be here..

[@x.icblwu03]

Thank you so much for this. Love hearing him talk about this, I can relate so much

[@andrewbernal6819]

Fly High and Rest Easy Chester 🤘🏽 we miss and love you brother ♥️🙏🏼

[@DanCortesPodcast]

Late to the comments but you can see Chester really loved goodness and truth. It's just the compulsiveness to his addiction weighed him down as a result. RIP.

[@allys744]

He was a good man and a huge talent. It was sad to see that he tried very hard to think positive and count his blessings when his inner demons caught up with him. He deserves to be at peace. ❤️✨

[@sahibakaur3037]

his words and his music has helped me get through so much of difficult stuff and i'll forever be grateful to him. miss him so much.

[@klitlikaswtfzone3220]

half of this feels like him describing ADHD, same thing I'm trying to get officially diagnosed finally...

[@riccardinac6777]

I think the same. Fits with his personality

[@guidomingos2373]

I miss this duo 😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@danas5846]

miss him so much

[@RNcoder67]

Chester sounds so strong , confident, and healthy! He speaks so eloquently, n seems so happy! Those demons must of been so evil!!

[@Skaterbun]

High functioning he hit the nail on the head, you can have it all and still have nothing.

[@oceansawayband]

This is so bittersweet man. He sounded so good and like he was on a path toward healing and self awareness. I think his own thoughts clouded his judgement which is often what happens in these situations. The pain gets so great that what is happening RIGHT NOW overrides the progress you’ve made, at least in your mind, and then you give up. But I’m here to tell you that the pain DOES pass, the hurt DOES heal, and the trauma is eventually healed by you taking action toward your own well-being. Believe me, I know how easy it is to want to end it all or throw it all away at the drop of a hat. But, then I see how beautiful life has gotten by sticking it out and living to see a another day. Great things happen when you don’t give up on yourself. ❤ God Bless you Chester 🙏🏽

[@Avanas]

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[@oceansawayband]

@@Avanas thank you soooo much Avanas! I hope I spelled your name right. Your support means the world to me! Especially since music is why I’m still here today! Thank you my new friend!! 🥰🎶🎵♥️ keep in touch!

[@Eddi3xBac0n]

I’m losing my battle and I am in the worst state to be fighting my war.

[@mrsbeckyc29]

“If they say Who cares if one more light goes out? In a sky of a million stars It flickers, flickers Who cares when someone's time runs out? If a moment is all we are We're quicker, quicker Who cares if one more light goes out?” Well, I do

[@GarnettCelduin]

I very much relate to him.... In all of his comments... Try to be positive but it creeps in. I miss him so much. its so hard

[@theallamericannightmare4163]

I can't listen to ( one more light) it makes me break down and cry. Then when I cry, I get pissed because I'm crying and men are not supposed to cry.

[@Racecar564]

A great watch! Thank you for this. I love Chester so much. Bless his kind heart.

[@diananeeman3769]

Could this man cry out for help more..... Jesus the people closest to him could have stopped getting plastic surgery and helped. Shame on u

[@Racecar564]

@@diananeeman3769 I'm not understanding how this pertains to me...?

[@diananeeman3769]

@@Racecar564 sorry. I didn't mean it directly at you. My bad

[@Racecar564]

@@diananeeman3769 All good 👍

[@Monika_LP]

For me forever will be FUCK 20th July 2017. I wish to time travel and just save him that day. Just hug him and tell him how much he is loved. My life is so empty now. What a loss. He was the best! I am crying every fucking day since that hell day. I will never find peace in my heart

[@rwm1885]

1. He was so beautiful! Im crying again (after crying after watching their new concert with Emily which was so lovely and made me miss him even more but not with sadness but with fondness and gratitude that i lived in his timeline and was blessed to enjoy his gifts that he shared so freely). 2. No one can tell me the soul does not exist because both seeing this, hearing his vocals in the music and how it still moves me and hearing Emilys vocals and how it reminded me of him...gives voice to the word 'essence'. i miss the essence of him. We really are like fingerprints, unique and irreplaceable and the thought that he is gone , never to record another song, wow, hurts all over again...but so very very very grateful he existed and shared his talents and it remains to be enjoyed. 3. Its such vulnerability to freely share of his mental health. I never knew of his struggles because i focused more on the music; which is interesting because i was going through my quarter life mental health challenges and their music was seeing me through...so its crazy that he was saving me while struggling. Im forever grateful. 4. Ill never forget my teens as a millenial, the very first time i heard 'In The End', the video and the track, I thought they were the collest band, the collest song, the next best thing since sliced bread, they caught the essence of teenage angst perfectly and my girls and I absolutely adored them; everybody my age adored them....and thats how I will always remember Chester and the band. Thank you Chester, rest easy. Long live Linkin Park.

[@heekyungkim8147]

🖤 chester you are greatly missed.

[@alifpatria2135]

Thank you so much, my Hero ❤️

[@victorradial1179]

This man, express everything

[@TheDarquon]

wow I thought I was the only one in the world who felt like chester feels. That shit is same crap id be worried about like a fucking zipper down is the end of the world. I live in here, in my mind the bad neighborhood too

[@sheny1991]

Beautiful soul R.I.P

[@quietmorningwhisper]

I love you so much chester, your music has really helped me. Rest In Peace Chester.

[@LizaLavolta]

Even he states it was a spiritual journey. Yes. Right on that part..

[@MrKelso85]

Anyone else who’s a fully grown man have to stop this video to prevent crying like a fucking baby at the loss of this man,& the pain and witnessing the pain he felt!

[@ManofLowMoralFiber]

Miss him

[@MamaofaWrestler]

Sometimes a person commits suicide because they feel that their depression has become too much of a "burden" on their family. So sad......so alone inside. ❤😢

[@RichChanLikesTacos]

I spit when i speak thats how excited i am Thats a mood lol

[@samirahassan2079]

Chester is the sweetest person 💗 💛 💕

[@AngelAnthoNY809]

rip chester we miss you!!

[@anaperry6228]

Eu não me conformo ainda que esse astro do rock tirou a própria vida. Eu não sabia que ele tinha um problema tão sério. Chester era muito talentoso e carismático.

[@ChristineMeyer-cl5zv]

I love you Chester.

[@prachykhan610]

Chester, Mike.. LP is.. Family!

[@mariaborg6311]

How much I miss him