Sweet Rebecca # 1. Right After A Dose. We Discuss Religion

[@abbeylan7982]

Rebecca please seek recovery your life is so valuable your testimony will save 100's

[@cheyenneguthrie2828]

I’ve never taken heroin or meth or anything like that before. I am a recovering alcoholic. The denial is the same

[@miapdx503]

20 years on heroin...what a sentence to serve. 😔

[@miapdx503]

@@lorrainecrystalscardenas9607 yes, sometimes we build our own prisons, lock ourselves in it.

[@MichelleDespres]

miapdx thought my 6 yrs in liquid handcuffs was bad.

[@Tami-po3gr]

What a moving comment. You’re right, it’s a profound sentence to serve. 😏

[@flounder2129]

You are so right miapdx

[@amberl3305]

I used for ten years, clean for 17 years. From what ppl tell me today's dope isn't nearly as good as it used to be...makes me wonder why so many are dying...??

[@ninazulagash9400]

She would do well at green oaks ranch in vista California. I went to that retreat center in 2012 for H. God protects that place, and its on a ranch. you work 8 hours a day on the ranch and have daily meetings. Green oaks ranch is also a camp for children and adults. its an 8 month process. they also help you get employed after 8 months and you can continue to live on the ranch until you feel you want to spread your wings.

[@lueValentine]

Whats the cost? Not everyone has ins.

[@shawnkelly1241]

Yes a ranch far from all. Security to prevent drugs from making it onto the property. Must also be strict. Get high get kicked out. Welcome to return once want help. The war on drugs only raises prices and causes violence and causes expensive drugs to be cut with cheaper drugs and fillers. Be best to end this war on drugs and offer more support. Jail wont help. Just looses more hope

[@elizabethburke4328]

Rebecca, thank you for your willingness to be vulnerable here. I wonder if you have any idea how many lives you are “helping” for many different reasons. For me, a mother to a son who has been addicted to heroine for ten plus years, you bring hope to me knowing there are angels out there who are looking out for other souls who need someone like you that actually cares. I hope you receive all the love and care because you deserve it too. Only love and positive thoughts sent your way. You are such an incredible woman that deserves a better life. I’m sorry you lost your husband. That is a loss that will never go away or be forgotten. God Bless you sweet Rebecca.

[@samanthaob87]

I don’t understand how someone can just leave someone who is dying. How sad, thank u for helping her in that situation.

[@melody2171]

I hear you Rebecca. I've also been an addict. The enemy comes to " rob, kill, and destroy". Unfortunately there is a spiritual war going on is what I believe and stated in the Bible. God will help us in the temptations and will provide a way of escape to victory if we yield and come to Him. I gave up struggling with having to understand everything about God and came to a place of keeping things simple. There is victory in Christ. I'm not saying it's perfect . His Grace is good. Your a lovely intelligent, woman. Will be praying for you 🙏🙏❤❤

[@mammabear4076]

Beautifully said my sister! God bless you Girl! 💋

[@Holly-tc4id]

@GraceMH Blessings In CHRIST my Sister, There certainly is A spiritual war going on, YOU are spot on, I am HAPPY you are free from that DEMON, and you are clean now💛🕊

[@jerrygrimes5678]

Amen

[@danalarose846]

You nailed it. That's my belief as well.💖

[@TalkToSamson]

I was in active addiction for about 12 years.. The very first time I tried heroin, the friend I was doing it with had been using for a couple years already. He tried to school me that night, kind of like Heroin 101. I told him I was scared a little... Like, how tf do you even know what’s really in that bag? He told me he knew what he was doing and he was able to tell just by looking at it or tasting it whether or not it was good dope. Out of all the junkies I’ve ever crossed paths with, I truly believed that this guy was different.. I put my life in his hands more than once and I honestly thought he really, truly knew what he was doing...Well, now I have his initials, birthdate, and _deathdate_ inked on my skin as a constant, sobering reminder that *there is no such thing as an addict who “knows what they’re doing.”*

[@tytyeazy4450]

A lot of people wonder the same thing Becky! You are not alone in questioning how things happen. A solid mind and soul. You can tell she is a thinker. Always rooting for you! ❤️❤️❤️

[@sarahw3122]

In my opinion, God is not a puppet master. He does not control everything that happens in each of our lives. It is about choice, and the choices that others make may do us harm. There is good and bad, and it is about what we do with our choices and experiences that impact the world and allow US to change the world for the better.

[@ChosenWon]

Thank you.

[@mammabear4076]

Beautifully said my sister! God bless you Girl! 💋

[@chasingannie8055]

He gave us free will.

[@samryon3615]

Beautiful comment and so true. God bless you ❤

[@niecedspain3568]

I had a dream and when I woke I thought to myself “I know the meaning of life”! It sounds stupid but what I dreamed did make some sense and thought I would share it with someone else and see what you think. My dream lead me to believe that everything we go through in our lives, good and bad are preparing us for what’s next. It’s like if we didn’t have whatever experiences we have that we wouldn’t be ready or able to comprehend. When we are born we slowly learn new things as we age and progress and the longer we are hear the more we we learn and don’t have to learn once we pass over into the next phase of existence.

[@lukehoward4182]

Said many times and I'll say it again,best channel on YT Hands down!

[@lishahuffman7650]

have you seen the channel soft white underbelly? That is some good stuff!

[@meljc2823]

Definitely very honest and real, a bit to real, human emotions and minds are so complex and sencetive. It's no wonder we all probably deep down want to be a bit numb sometimes. Life and love hurts. Alcohol is my comfort and courage when I need it.. I'm to scared of drugs.

[@karenevanoff8586]

@@lishahuffman7650 That is good but Chosen One is more compelling and compassionate.

[@daxxx9366]

"please step back" *inches closer*

[@gwag8410]

We lost my beautiful niece a couple of years ago ... she had ODed before and came back.. but she was found alone in a motel room.... with a needle in her arm... it’s heartbreaking.

[@jerrygrimes5678]

I am sorry you went through that.

[@kamanthanorlin28]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@charlottekelly5139]

I'm sorry she didn't get a chance to fight her demons and fond herself again. Rip young lady 🙏

[@jennifer6814]

Tom, thank you for bringing up God and Salvation. It gets them to talk about spiritual things and soul search. Some of these ladies think God won’t forgive them or they think he is not a loving God. It brought her to tears. The thing she needs to know is there is also a devil who wants these women to feel like there is no hope. This was a deep subject. When tears flow there is a deep hurt that hasn’t been healed yet and emotional pain. You handled it well.

[@ChosenWon]

Thanks a lot.

[@jerrygrimes5678]

Grace covers are sins

[@mikewinkelman7015]

Drug dealers don't care its all about $$$$$ sick society prayers for the addictive and homeless

[@daniellealicia95]

With the intelligence, technology, and force the US has it could be stomped out. Some powerful people want street and Pharmaceutical drugs flooding USA. Straight eugenics. The physically strong (or strong willed) and the smart survive. Survival of the fittest as far as elitists are concerned.

[@MG-wt7nr]

She's asking the right questions.. Keep seeking . I believe one of the answers is because he gives us free will. I wish you the best .

[@rachelwarburton1495]

I think you're absolutely right. X

[@timmiehawkins1073]

She talks about it like she ordering burger king

[@MichelleDespres]

Hawk eye it’s usually easier than that

[@gbrown932]

She has it her way

[@JuiceGassett]

My wifes twin died from a herion fetenal laced bag. Bust her heart,they found her on the toilet after 3 days. So if u could tell what it looks like,im sure she wouldn't of shot it....Damn Dummy!!!!🤦🏽‍♂️🤦🏽‍♂️🤦🏽‍♂️RIP Shell 🙏🙏🙏

[@shycat5905]

I was hoping Tom would have asked her about all the ones who have od'd why couldn't they tell the difference.

[@caliten7610]

Ya and when they’re sick feeling like garbage you think they’re gonna give a sh*t what they shoot up. Of course not

[@jerrygrimes5678]

We lost Carley Skidzmore our friend like that.

[@panzergrenadier6125]

She is correct. I'm going to say she probably would have done it anyway.

[@lindseylemke3942]

A lot of addicts like and prefer fent. They're just stupid and dose too much of it at a time and don't know their tolerance isn't high enough for the amount they're taking. Or they mix it with other drugs making a fatal cocktail.

[@CJPDX]

I've never done meth or heroin but I did get 2 doses of Fentynyl in the hospital once. The effects were immediate and reeeaallly nice, I felt GOOD! I also wanted more pretty much immediately. So with that one-time, monitored and controlled situation, I could totally understand how and why people get hooked so easily. If it was that way for me, a person who doesn't do drugs nor has the desire to, just imagine how hard it is to resist or quit if you're an addict.

[@tempesttking5715]

CJ P I don't judge addicts bc I'm addicted to cigarettes. If I can't let go of a cancer stick, how can I judge someone who's on something harder? 🥺

[@CJPDX]

@@tempesttking5715 exactly. I may not be addicted to drugs (i don't drink or smoke either) but I have my issues. My brother is an addict and currently serving time in prison so I've seen it all. It has been hard not to judge sometimes but I also know that everyone has demons that are hard to shake, some just worse than others. So many of these people out there on the streets deep rooted issues that lead them to where they are and it can happen to just about anyone.

[@keeley7467]

Couldn’t agree more. While in the hospital myself I could receive fentanyl every hour and it got to a point where I could barely wait the hour to get more. It worked like magic and I loved the feeling but it wouldn’t last long and I’d be calling more more every 30 minutes. Thankfully I didn’t continue that craving when I left the hospital but I definitely can see why it’s addictive.

[@CJPDX]

@@keeley7467 exactly!

[@akeshachapa]

Same. Itts horrible

[@tiffanymoore1389]

I am a recovery addict it took me 2 times to od and a doctor look me in the eyes and tell me I won't live to see 30 for me to stop and I'm praying for everyone out there much love too y'all and stay safe

[@ralphvalkenhoff2887]

It’s called “free will”. God could have made robots and had us all live the way He wanted but what’s the joy in that? God wants us to have faith in Him. A relationship with Him. People will screw up and there’s consequences but God does say “all things work together for good “. His words.

[@mammabear4076]

Beautifully said my brother! God bless you! 💋

[@michelledoyle1969]

Amen

[@andreaturnquist4855]

Amen!

[@peterharris9022]

Then god wants addicts and he is fine with that until he decides to let you find him.. sounds like a great guy, huh, look outside your blind belief and search for something real. This is a real human being and her troubles are real. I hope she gets the help she needs, and that is from other human beings. Peace be with you all.

[@andreaturnquist4855]

@@peterharris9022 I am an alcoholic who believes in God. Noah was a drunk in the Bible. I understand your point though.

[@ironmaiven]

It’s not that God doesn’t prevent bad things from happening....God gives us ALL free will and unfortunately there are people who make bad decisions and unfortunately those bad decisions can affect and hurt the innocent.... God hurts when we hurt and God is with you Becky, he’s been with you all along 💕

[@elvirakramer371]

Iron Maiven You’re really beautiful, I know it’s way off topic from the video but I just had to put it out there!😊❤️

[@kate3464]

@Taharkah X no, sorry. You need to educate yourself.

[@hannakirkpatrick4574]

Iron Maiven shut up god is a little make believe fairy in the sky that people worship because their too scared that they are on their own. There’s no plan

[@mammabear4076]

Beautifully said my sister! God bless you Girl! 💋

[@christinegatto7426]

@@adamsmith9842 Thank you for writing that. Just because atheists don't believe in God Almighty, doesn't mean He doesn't exist. He does exist, and loves us very much. Faith is something felt in the heart, and faith gives you strength.

[@vedaarnold8174]

I BEGGED THE DIFFER YES U CAN TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HERION& FENT BECCA KNOWS WHAT SHE'S TALKING ABOUT VERY MUCH TRUTH& I FEEL HER !!! YES SHE MAY HAVE COME OFF ASS A MANIPULATIVE PERSON BUT PLEASE REMEMBER SHE HUMAN & ALSO BEEN ON THEM STREETS I FEEL HER PAIN & BELIEVES

[@bipolarbaddie5887]

Dawn groundhog67 from a recovering addict, i could never tell the difference between fentynal and heroin and have never overdosed in my life either, it’s not hard to stop when you are high...? some shit was dark and good and some shit was white and good... it can ALL kill you, the color DOES NOT MATTER!!

[@Lg.6269]

Your thoughts on why god doesn't stop molestation, etc, is exactly how I feel! I still don't understand, and I'm 75.

[@greenbeard9117]

No its not faith. Faith is the hope for something unseen but believed to be true. Faith is such a milktoast answer with no power. God and his angels rejoice when one sinner repents and believes the gospel of Yeshua. God gave us free will because its the only way to show true love. Some believe the whispers of Satan and do evil. Satan is the god of this world. Lay the blame at his feet. Yeshua is salvation. Its a free gift, I'd take it. Times running short.

[@Lg.6269]

Tee Twetherlow so when the people don’t do the work the “all powerful” god says, oh well . Too bad...?” Why?

[@kemicalx17]

Maybe the answer isn’t God... read a different book for a change.

[@christkallimanis4621]

I like Rebecca a lot. She's intelligent and best of all she has a kind and loving heart. We live in a fallen world where God gives us free will. Its hard to wrap our minds around why bad things happen, but we can trust our Lord is in control and will make all things right. Jesus is coming back soon to set things straight. We don't have to understand why, We just are required to Trust and believe in Jesus Christ just by simple faith to be rescued by Him. I'd like to help Rebecca especially if Rebecca wants help. I've been on Suboxone for years and it literally has saved my life by the grace of The Lord. Suboxone helped me get off the streets and stop chasing dope, it helped me put down the needle (which is an addiction in itself), It helped my body and mind slowly heal and allowed me to draw closer to God . Rebecca I have hope and faith in you and I will be praying for you. If I can help and you allow me to, I'm willing.

[@KyleRoberts]

I'm 23 and I started doing Percocets and oxycontin and then one day I was withdrawing and got introduced to heroin I smoked it and then from then on on that's all I did it got to the point where I did 3 grams a day $160 and I was taking a lot of Xanax as well but then something in me wanted to get clean and I was working through my whole addiction so I didn't want to go to an inpatient or else I would lose my job and my apartment but then I found Suboxone and honest to God it's saved my life I'm still on it but I would like to get off of it soon I know it'll be hard but yeah I really like that you shared that and I wanted to share with you too thank you

[@jimthornberry6774]

I think she might suffer from PTSD from the death of her husband. She's self medicating and not equipped with the right coping skills. Which if anybody knows what the "right" ones are fill me in. Tragedy can be crippling.

[@rachelmartin5947]

I would love to just write this woman and see if she would be interested in being “pen pals” I guess the term would be, she was so excited to just receive mail and her emotions were heartbreaking. A simple piece of mail is deeply missed by this woman who has no way of getting mail on her own but you have made it possible for her, so incredible! I’ll be emailing you soon about items I have to donate

[@kellylehman1293]

He had to die so you don't have to. To pay the debt that we owe. We just have to accept Him as our Saviour and give our hearts to Jesus.

[@deannalachelle9319]

There is sin bc the devil was thrown to the earth to rule. Our human nature is born INTO sin. Jesus has to die to switch places with us. If we accept: we get His perfect Holiness. He took on the sins of the world into Himself.

[@mammabear4076]

Beautifully said my sister! God bless you Girl! 💋

[@christinegatto7426]

@deadend "Proof" is a human concept. Human minds are so small, they cannot understand the vastness of God. You need proof because all you understand is science. Science is something humans invented.

[@christinegatto7426]

@deadend Why do you feel a need to be so contradictory? You seem to have a superior attitude. It's unfortunate that someone with such a reasonable mind is so stubborn. I am not ignorant. You on the other hand are unwilling to appreciate faith. I pity you, but I accept your right to your opinion.

[@christinegatto7426]

@deadend I am not saying I "comprehend" God. No human mind is capable of doing that.

[@collinspaulkjr.1942]

Tom, the more interviews you get the better you become at it. Thank you for taking us into a world that we only see at a glance.

[@ChosenWon]

Thanks.

[@radharaniaugustine9632]

I want a baby more than anything im 41 been trying for along time i would be a great mom but my purpose may be to make someone appreciate the children they have. God put me here with his purpose and his purpose for me in life is to change a heart. God wants us all back. Life is ur test of faith and forgiveness

[@angelbasham6631]

God bless you

[@NB7281]

Try IVF

[@KathrynPea]

I absolutely agree with you Rebecca. I do not believe things happen for reason and I too could punch anyone that says that. Too much trauma, loss and pain. 💕 And tell that to someone living in a war zone.

[@adrianstanfill7554]

Kathryn P fn right

[@Lexi95Rob86]

Never say never!!! There is NO WAY TO TELL what dope has in it!!

[@amandag7777]

I really appreciate you doing these. It really lets you see.... I saw a comment about you running errands and stuff. You’re an angel on earth. It really shows that very caring people exist. These are also great for sharing to the younger people, or anyone.... this is how bad it can get. Never try.. and you never have to fight this demon ):🙏🏼♥️

[@nikkibunny420]

She reminds me so much of myself when I was in the throws of addiction . I'm so glad my dad never gave up on me . And never pushed me away and put up with me and stuck with me and kept me from being desperate and ending up here with these people and feeling like idk where to turn to get help. My dad kept his hand on my back with every twist and turn try to guide me thru it to the end.

[@ChosenWon]

Congratulations.

[@calibillygirl]

I had a dad like that too. We are truly the lucky ones.

[@NdellaTall]

*throes

[@brucegwynn8509]

I'm so happy for you and yes, moms and dad's are the best for the majority of us

[@brucegwynn8509]

@@NdellaTall who cares , go downtown and become a teacher instead a youtube spell corrector

[@alishahaupt3584]

She brings up complete valid questions and concerns questioning why when they spoke about God

[@michellerjackson5776]

Rebecca, I have been a Subscriber to this Channel for awhile. My point is that I do pray for YOU, Rebecca. I see integrity in you! I'm an alcoholic. I am a Mother. I hope you see this. I am a Christian. I'm 54yrs young😉. Alot of what you said about religion, are things I do wonder as well! You really are BEAUTIFUL, and just wanted you to hear it from a compassionate soul🙏💖💕🦋🦋🦋🥰

[@tiffanyt7121]

Her thoughts about God are my thoughts about it as well. I totally agree with her! She is a good person at heart 💜

[@ninney794]

No, they dont care! In fact some dealers will load a few packs up hot to cause an overdose just to push their "stamp". Addicts here of this guys dope causing overdoses and they all want it! Sad but true!!

[@neverlearn2814]

When she talks about religion, its beautiful. Even though she questions the doctrines she is of a stronger faith than a whole lot of us.

[@Burps___]

Rebecca looks like she could be a suburban housewife, shopping for cookout ribeyes at the IGA, and getting dolled up for the Monte Carlo fundraiser at the local church. ⛪️🤍

[@ThunderAppeal]

Yeah, and thats probably why she turned to drugs, because as a guy even I wouldnt wish that life for my woman.

[@veryblesseddana6529]

Such a pretty lady! Thanks for sharing your story! Many blessings!

[@ChosenWon]

Thank you. I should be seeing her soon.;

[@justteezee360]

I bet she won't tell you to back up as you handing her that $10. Smh

[@jsvendsen6256]

Just Tee&Zee - why do you act so ugly? Gtfo of here if you want to make snide comments. Nobody wants or needs you here if your attitude is ugly. Smfh

[@chriso1585]

How does she know what the dose the man that died took if she was not there?

[@chriso1585]

@@amandaloscutoff736 yeah your right. It's so easy to feel so sorry for vulnerable women not thinking they are using it against us, sadly.the other lady said the man that died had his pay on him. Sadly I know of people who have taken from rather than helped someone who's o.d.'d then died. Same story different place maybe

[@bazzb3561]

@@chriso1585 What other lady was that?

[@chriso1585]

@@bazzb3561 lacie it might been or it's been removed, awhile ago now.

[@chriso1585]

@@bazzb3561 it was the librarian jeanie

[@lisaperez3158]

Exactly somebody is lying and it is so sad this person is dead and someone needs to tell the truth about things

[@chrissttiiee]

Get on Methadone & treatment Rebecca. It'll save your life.

[@deidrahall9996]

Rhum you do know that people one methadone can get their life back and live normal again? Is it addictive? Yes! But if it saves her life than its well worth it ! Addiction is a disease and we need to educate ourselves!

[@kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934]

Deidra Hall yes I’m on it for pain and it’s so much healthier than heroin so there’s that!

[@kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934]

BCRUNK it’s saving me from so much pain I wouldn’t chose to live. It used to be OxyContin but the crisis that’s killing people from it caused my Doctor to switched me to methedone and I’ve been on it for years now .. so grateful for it. I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t be saying this if I’d been doing heroin..

[@chrissttiiee]

@@BigJ76937 Congratulations on staying clean.

[@ksmith2009]

@EC C I feel your pain I been where you are back in 2010, MY worker put me on subutex, melt under your tongue tablets, think the other name for it is suboxone, I started on 2 x20mg a day, then reduced over the next few months milligrams by milligrams until I got it down to two then one milligram a day, it took six month s but I been clean ever since, never looked back and people say never say never but hand on heart I CAN say I will never touch drugs again, I hope this helps and wish you t h e best, hugs and thoughts are with you and everyone else struggling with addiction X ☓ you

[@madhatter932]

Bless her heart. I pray she gets closer to God. He is in her and she knows him

[@fuzzymaiden1]

God Bless you Rebecca, may god watch over you, keep you safe and shine his love on you.

[@lexwilson2730]

I will always wonder where and how she's doing, love her🙏✌️❣️☀️🙏

[@ChosenWon]

Better.

[@JanelsJoint]

@@ChosenWon is she still good Tom? I think about her alot ❤️

[@mullcrumthesage6303]

Stay back she says...she knew about social distancing before Corona..go figure.

[@user-ij8qj9xg6h]

she's worried about social distancing yet she does what she does. Little confused here🤔

[@heathersmith8706]

This women grabbed my soul.... To answer her question Why does God allow these things to happen? GOD doesn't "allow" it, the monsters that do these horrible things choose to do them, God does NOT touch free will, He talks about it all in the bible, I used to ask these same questions at the beginning of my walk in faith and those questions are literally what held me back from fully knowing God, But I didn't give up, I chose to learn more about our Lord and read his word in the bible and it all makes sense to me now. Everyone is so quick to put blame on our Lord and Father for all the horrible demonic things people CHOOSE to do but never put blame towards where it should be, the monster doing these things and the devil. and no, we aren't supposed to question God, it's called faith..... It's funny how a women can forgive her abuser over and over but always blame God for why it is happening. Prayer is one of the strongest gifts our Father in heaven has given us other then Jesus himself. Use Prayer cause it is literally the best weapon. My heart and yes hard prayer goes out to you sweet Rebecca, strengthen your faith and love for Christ and I PROMISE you will be ok someday.. This is how I see it when it comes to blessings. If you had a child in College or out on their own, and the only time you heard from them was when they wanted something, I.E, money, tuition, car fixed, rent, food, clothes etc.. but they never returned your calls, texts, didn't come home for holidays, mothers/father day, would you feel compelled to keep " blessing" them with a free ride on your dime? Probably not, if they don't to spend time with you or give you the time of day, show you returned love then why be there only when it benefits them? Well, God feels the same way, he is not going to send blessings just because when you don't show him love, attention or praise him. Give your heart to God, do good to others and he will bless you~ And for those who don't believe me I double dog dare you to open a bible and see for yourself ;)

[@daynaowen6250]

She's making me cry.......I've questioned God this exact same way......WHY IS THERE SUFFERING IF HE IS ALL POWERFUL!?!??!?!??!!?

[@-t96]

Psalms 22:1 (KJV) My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? why art thou so far from helping me, and from the words of my roaring? Psalms 22:21 (KJV) Save me from the lion's mouth: for thou hast heard me from the horns of the unicorns. Psalms 22:22 (KJV) I will declare thy name unto my brethren: in the midst of the congregation will I praise thee. Psalms 22:23 (KJV) Ye that fear the LORD, praise him; all ye the seed of Jacob, glorify him; and fear him, all ye the seed of Israel. Psalms 22:24 (KJV) For he hath not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; neither hath he hid his face from him; but when he cried unto him, he heard. Psalms 22:26 (KJV) The meek shall eat and be satisfied: they shall praise the LORD that seek him: your heart shall live for ever.

[@theundeadchristian5538]

Her question was like "Why doesn't God stop someone committing an evil deed?" The short answer is because he gave man free will. The idea of God preventing someone from doing something evil would be like him taking away that individuals choice. God doesn't condone someone committing to sin or evil but because God loves us, he gives us choices to make. If God were to force us to do only what he wants us to do then we'd all be robots lacking free will. The good news is that God will not let sinners get away with sin without repentance. God will eventually end evil one day but he wants to give all his creation time to choose between sin and himself.

[@LittleCraftyKitty]

The Undead Christian agree 100%

[@theundeadchristian5538]

@@LittleCraftyKitty Thank you!

[@MissCharliJ]

The Undead Christian Amen!!! This is the comment I was looking for. Had I not found it soon, I would have put it on here. Jesus’ blood washed away our sins and everyone ought to know that He loves us so much that’s why God was willing to sacrifice His Son to reconcile us back to Himself. I better stop but I wish she had a Bible so she know for herself.

[@justine4353]

The bible explicitly denies the existence of free will. All that happens is god ordained.

[@theundeadchristian5538]

@@justine4353 Reference?

[@annarodgers3385]

Jesus had to die because our salvation required a sacrifice. Jesus was and is that sacrifice for us. It took His blood to cover our sin.

[@shycat5905]

But i understood what she meant though. It wasn't supposed to be like this. God made us in his image, not to live like these people are living. All about free choices.

[@caroleehubbard8380]

You aren't answering the question though.."Why" did there have to be a torture and death (aka a sacrifice) why? It makes no sense...I'm with her on this. If God has the power to forgive, why the drama? Why the blood? Why the pain and torture? It makes no sense.

[@wilde.coyote6618]

Yes, Jesus died for our sins, and to give us everlasting life. Don't mean we get a free ticket on this earth to do whatever we want, because we have been saved. May God hold her, and everyone on this earth in the hollow of His hands. Once a neighbor was having an affair with another neighbor. Once confronted he replied smartly, "Like the Bible says, ' Love thy neighbor. '".

[@gemmint77]

Praying for her and the others.

[@acoonce162]

Rebecca touches my heart ❤ everytime!! I think she is such a good person.

[@brendablais6138]

Smart, attractive & well spoken. I hope someday she will choose to get clean. Best wishes Rebecca.

[@Zyworski]

I do something similar to what you do Tom. I used to ask the girls for their PFN number. The only time I would give a girl money is when they were in jail, and could not spend it on drugs. Ten dollars in jail is worth a hundred dollars on the street, and they actually have the time to read your letters. You should get in the habit of asking not only for names, but PFN as well. While you are in jail and depressed is the perfect time to find out how many fans you really have.

[@Seth_Peterson]

Drugs are just as available inside that out. If not more

[@for.the.love.of.movement4688]

She has such beautiful eyes, I love how expressive they get when she talks.

[@Nadeshiroo]

God bless her. I hope she finds help she is hurting so bad. I to lost my husband very unexpected due to a surgery and had been home 10 days doing well he had cancer and he was not that old 54 yrs old is not old but he got a blood clot and it killed him instantly. I had just lost my mother4 months before then my dad passed 14 months later I hurt everday emotional and physically. I am very thankf I have the means to get healthcare. I know where she is coming from. I have had to have 2 major back surgeries in 2 years and it is easally to get addicted. I'm not thank the Lord but Don't ever judge someone till you have walked in the shoes. I wish I could help her but I dont have alot of money I get by month to month but I hope there is an angel that helps her so she can get back to her children they need her and she needs them. God blessed me and my husband with a daughter who was just 16 when he went to be with Jesus and I'm so thankf for this beautiful girl I dont think I would have survived without the Lord and her. God bless her and please keep us updated.

[@msscottrellable]

Hope she makes up her mind to love herself and not let them demons kill her. Because that is their ultimate plan.

[@julieann522]

Im Praying for you Rebecca, I believe the lord was on my side , and i got clean ,i wish you the best.

[@boydmking1]

Mom always said that you get on God's side. He doesn't get on your side. You have to make that choice. Then he will help you.

[@soulshaker9018]

U can tell ppl on heroin they have kind of a whine to their speaking

[@freispirit5635]

And a hunger look in their eyes

[@matthewcody1757]

Opiates paralyse the vocal chords and creates that nasally drawl .

[@honeybun8259]

@@freispirit5635 lol

[@soulshaker9018]

@@detroitfettyghost8492 I didn't say a high pitched loud whine.But there is a whine. Like a low- pitched -nasally and all- about-me- me -me sort of whine.

[@Mimi-vy5yn]

@@detroitfettyghost8492 yesss

[@lilacook8672]

ADDICTION is NOT a CHOICE !!! IT'S A DISEASE PEOPLE !!!!! 💜💜&🙏🙏🙏s !!!!

[@arthsable]

How is it not a choice? I am not trying to fight or disrespect you or anything. I just don't understand that. There is a process that lead to an addiction.

[@lilacook8672]

@@arthsable because my daughter is a heroin addict ! She went from a beautiful flower garden/ vegable garden. She made me ONE BAD CHOICE 1 TIME AND HAS BEEN ADDICT EVER SINCE, SHE went prison got straight, met Lord Jesus and actually sounds happy and content 😇 she's going to rehab in Federal prison, and getting her education! God's ways ARE NOT OUR WAYS 🙏🏻🙏🏻 s, judge not lest you be judged !! It only takes ONE TIME WITH HEROIN FOR SOME TO BECOME AN ADDICT ! BUT the Lord is using what was intended for evil to bring good 🙏🙏🙏🙏🏻🙏🏻s , oh and I have had 3 years in phycology in college, God bless you and stay safe in Jesus

[@shandahlibarra2736]

Some of us are born with the addict gene...I was.

[@karladawnjones718]

The disease model is false! WRONG!

[@jailerobreak]

May the Lord have mercy and forgiveness for them

[@ChosenWon]

Thank you.

[@sarahdixon6011]

And us all, remember, Jesus hang around with prostitutes and loved the lowest of the low. We're all sinners.😏

[@jailerobreak]

Sarah Dixon Grande Dios

[@piecesofapril2436]

Amen 🙏

[@Peace-Love-Light]

Well wishes for Rebecca. Thanks for the updates on these people.

[@nathanielrossi9659]

We are in a fallen world, evil is about in the world. The Most High God is also shining his light an will soon come in his glory. Only time will tell when the books are put away.

[@nathanielrossi9659]

@Jessica Webb Thank you sister, God bless you on your journey. That's right, fightin the good fight for whats right bringing truth to the people! Glory to God. I'm not the most perfect person ever you know but i hope an trust in The King of kings mercies. I hope he has mercy upon all of our souls. Peace!

[@robertoarriola-bustamante9169]

Amen Glory to GOD our LORD Jesus Christ

[@newday6970]

Let the girls talk and open up they need to go deep.Its ok if they cry they need that .Jesus is the only WAY.

[@plnkfloydian7814]

I disagree

[@carolynloughran5450]

Bullshit. Jesus is no way. If god existed, these girls would’ve been helped and not in this awful predicament in the first place.

[@joycesmith5512]

This young gal have a beautiful soul ! I hope some day she can take the power her experiences and change lives..including hers !

[@El1ipsismm2]

Back in 2015 and prior on the streets of philly id rarely have anything with fentanyl... I hear thats all they have there now. Scary

[@BrandiXo]

I feel her. It's hard know there's good people who help out here. I watch your videos to experience this as well.

[@Eradicator9000]

He doesnt stop all those bad things because he gave us free will, the greatest gift, it has its bad side but its up to us. Thats my answer, many people ask this, this is how I understand it.

[@titanclass3895]

It’s called “FREE WILL” Rebecca, which is a “GIFT” in the so called “FREE WORLD!”

[@creneecox]

Wow, out of all the interviews I have watched this hit my soul the hardest. This woman is very bright. And, when you asked her where she would go.... I thought to myself... only God knows her heart. If she recognizes that what she is doing is harmful and sinful and tries even though she may fail... then God knows that and I think she would go to Heaven! As for her saying why doesn’t God stop children being abused... Sadly, when Adam and Eve allowed some to enter into this world they allowed the enemy. And, evil... satan... is real... Yes, He could make the world perfect... but, where would faith come in? And, one day He will return and make everything right! I question things too! Not everything is meant for us to understand. You know she is humble when she said “but how can I question Him?!” ..... I completely understand about the whole “there’s a reason for everything!” I, too, questioned why there are people who has babies who are addicts or abusive and then there’s people like me who miscarries and wants kids or more kids than what they have and they struggle and fail.... I don’t understand.... I don’t like that term and I don’t like “well it wasn’t in Gods timing” term either.

[@lilacook8672]

I pray for you Becky 🙏🙏🙏😢😢 !! My 36 year old daughter is a heroin addict and my heart breaks EVERY SINGLE DAY 😢😢💔💔 SATAN'S 💉 !!! I PRAY for heroin addicts and THEIR MOMS, SISTERS , BROTHERS KIDS and spouses💜&🙏🙏🙏🙏s !!!!

[@sunshinegirl9333]

Wow I feel you girl on everything you just said!!!! Everything

[@raincastillo4671]

I know where she comes from I used to do drugs and when high use to talk about God non stop to my girlfriends, weird but God looked out for me.. I've never done drugs since I was 19 ever again, now I'm 24 amen

[@therisataylor7149]

Yas girl many blessings to u

[@raincastillo4671]

@@therisataylor7149 Thank you blessings to you too girl

[@mikellecallahan516]

I ask the same questions. My heart goes out to her.

[@paulinehignett1202]

Hi Dean o,Thanks for posting this.i have only heard two other preachers say what you said.One was called,The Shepherds Chapel in At Kansas, the other Perry Stone in TN.You are doing a great thing sharing this. I have tried to do the same,telling them about free will they don't understand. God bless you

[@susanwarner8901]

I so like you Rebecca. You truly are a genuinely soulful person. God bless you.

[@amandaanne6463]

Thank you for saving her Rebecca!💗 I have been there with my children's father. Thank God I had Naloxone (Narcan) or he would be dead. He was so careless that he went back to the same bag of crystal, and I had to Narcan him twice in the same day. Here in Ontario, 🇨🇦 all types of drugs are being cut with fentanyl + carfentanil. Carfentanil is a knock off version of fentanyl, that can take only a few grains to overdose. My children's dad overdosed on opiates 6 times in one year, while only using crystal meth. One time he was out laying in a Canadian Tire parking lot when a girl saw him, and went on to Naloxone him to see if he would respond. I always carry my kit with me. Lives are worth saving. I wish I could send a ton of the kits to your area for anyone using. But I can't ship medical stuff over the border :(. Is there a harm reduction supply spot in Kensington?

[@jasminramirez8245]

God be with this girl !

[@michellewilliston1937]

I love watching these videos I think that it is very interesting that most of the people that are on your videos are very smart educated and this is what unfortunately has ended up happening in their life it reminds me a lot of my sister my sister went to the best schools she went to college and now she's on the streets prostituting and doing drugs and me watching my big sister go through that I sympathize with these videos I haven't seen my sister in a very long time I think about her every day and hope that she is okay out there on the streets my heart breaks for all of these people because I understand addiction first hand and it's not easy to just wake up one day and say you don't want to do it you have to really really want it I tell people that all the time

[@marioforieri8529]

She' d make a great nurse. Beleive in Christ and let Him take over. God did it because of Love

[@tompozsonyi4278]

Honey just look at the gift of life that you received, if that’s not enough for you to believe in miracles than I don’t know what is!

[@acer940]

Rebecca- Ask Him. God is absolutely all powerful. And He's alive. He's not some silent uncommunicative entity. Ask Him, respectfully, and He will answer you.

[@mammabear4076]

Beautifully said! God bless you! 💋

[@edagish1051]

Your going to heaven! Remember there is evil and good...just keep the faith in your heart and be a believer. Never back down with all your doubts that are floating in your head.

[@kellylehman1293]

Bad things happen because we live in a fallen world.He gave us a free will. Questioning and asking Him for understanding isn't a sin. He knows we don't understand everything.

[@donniepersiani4820]

She was proud she hadn't ever OD (Life goals) SMH

[@blazefairchild465]

It proves she still has some common sense.

[@januarybaby]

When she's talking about how she would save anyone's life...... but would she save her own?

[@tsteinebach287]

She tears up talking about her husband. She feels pain of hurt children. It makes me wonder if the drugs save her from her emotional pain. She's kind of in control of she can look so good after 20 years of drugs.

[@elizabethcreated9263]

Cried watching this. We all have thoughts like this.

[@delilaedwards2801]

I just love you you are so precious you don’t deserve to be out there I’m praying for you

[@argieStream]

The lifesaving story was kinda cut short but I guess the ambulance did come early enough after all.

[@myheartisinjapan3184]

Ok, if this is her thoughts after she’s just had a dose, I’m almost confused. She makes a hell of a lot of sense to me.

[@sashawhite195]

Thank you for talking to her about the one true king

[@StreetDubz1]

she's right

[@catherinetelesco2767]

Rebecca, if you knew how beautiful and wonderful you are you would save yourself. You are worthy of so much more dear lady.

[@kateelizabeth184]

Satan is just as real as God.

[@adrianstanfill7554]

Kate Elizabeth why is it that people never have a problem thanking God. Yet whenever something bad happens,not only do they blame Satan,they also suddenly claim that God doesn’t intervene on Earth. What kinda shit is that?

[@adrianstanfill7554]

There is no God,devil,Bhudda or wtf ever

[@mammabear4076]

Beautifully said my sister! God bless you Girl! 💋

[@cindybowe3813]

Amen

[@davidpayne1519]

By picture u r beautiful n knowing God even more beautiful

[@RAW-zz7gt]

Rebecca is such a good person, so intelligent, and so hurt. 😢💔 Poor girl. This is heartbreaking. It kills me to see these people breakdown. Life is SO messed up. That's the reality. No one chooses a messed up life, but it happens, so don't have kids. Stop the cycle of suffering. It's the greatest thing we can do.

[@anthonyoseman6411]

So glad my partner is on methadone. It's a shit life even for the partners who have never took a drug eva and family. But 14 years worth not throwing away. Beautiful soul really just that crap takes over

[@kathyinwonderlandl.a.8934]

You’re going to Heaven girl...trust and believe 🌟

[@Ae0liann]

Adam Smith definitely not true lol

[@Tami-po3gr]

She seems so hurt, scared, full of guilt/shame, and broken. I hope she finds her way. I share her same concerns when it comes to religion. I lost faith by the age of 13 after 12 years in foster care, 14+ homes with many different religions being forced down my throat. I experienced years of trauma & pain before middle school. I seen children all around me hurting and being harmed. It’s hard to understand the suffering-especially of children. Tough stuff, all around. 😏

[@praisethelordjesuschrist3554]

Sin is why we suffer following Christ isn't a religion but the truth... People have freewill

[@LTDan-hu5fq]

These people are not victims, they choose to continue in this way. I know because i was an addict for 35 years and i chose to be that way. When i truly wanted to change the way i lived, I DID. I turned to Jesus for help and he delivered me, but you must Choose one or the other. Turning to Jesus leads to life, staying in addiction leads to death.

[@adriannaglover2280]

Not everyone uses for the same reasons. Some people just like getting high and others have untreated trauma and mental issues. Yes God is the answer and can heal all and I know from experience. But, what your taught and the way your raised has a lot to do with how you recover.

[@Shyshyloveyou]

Pastor Dan you’re absolutely correct!!!!! The Lord delivered me from addiction and changed my whole life FOR THE BETTER, WELL THE BEST!!! I lead an awesome life right now glory to god, I was addicted to pills for almost 8 years of my life. I absolutely hate drugs with a passion they ruined my childhood and in my mid 20’s got me too!! Satan is REAL and he works through generational curses, and it will lead to death. Every single one of you can make the choice to change your life around!!!

[@Shyshyloveyou]

Adrianna Glover ALL things are possible with God, but I can understand what you’re trying to say

[@ServinHeat]

Completely disagree with you.