The Life I Left Behind

It doesn’t take long to lose sight of your dreams. To trade curiosity for routine…this one is a glimpse into the life I left behind. The book that changed everything, and a backpacking trip into the wild ↟
p.s. I still have a mountain of footage to sort and share, but it’s crazy beautiful outside, and there’s nothing else in the world quite like autumn in the alpine. Thank you for hanging around, I appreciate you all so much ♡
1:05 the life i left behind
2:30 to the mountains
4:00 untethered, unattached, uninvested
4:45 just a dream
5:49 finding courage
7:11 into the wild
8:32 alpine dips in the backcountry
10:22 who do you think you are
10:56 is any of this actually what i want
13:00 thirty-seven, single, living in a van down by the river
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Hey :) I’m Christian Schaffer, and I’ve lived on the road full-time since May 2018. This journey began in 2013 when I left the corporate world to build my career as an outdoor adventure & travel photographer. As a semi-minimalist, I eventually decided to donate/sell most of my belongings and move into my 4x4 Nissan Xterra. After 14 months of SUV living and falling madly in love with the open road - I bought a van and hired a team to build it out. Van life enables me to experience and document the beauty of our natural world on a whole new level, all while having my home and office nearby. My hope is that by sharing my own personal highs and lows along this (sometimes) wild journey, you might be inspired to hit the road or spend more time outdoors. Maybe one day I'll see you out on that open road 🚐
*My van is a 2019 Ram ProMaster 1500 High Roof, 136" WB with 42K miles*
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[@moksha6202]

This is what I did in my mid 30s to early 40s. I took time off post 2008 economic collapse which lasted for many years. I had a Uni degree (Masters), but it was worth less. So instead of doing a dead-end job that I would hate. I moved with the little bit of savings I had as a single to a beautiful mountain town in the Blue Ridge. It was only supposed to last for 2 or 3 years but ended up for close to 7 due to covid. I am finally back in the city. With a fresh new perspective on life and working on my career goals and hoping to save some for my sunset years when I am 65 and above. What I learned in those 7 years was priceless. I gained so much insight into life and my self by leaving the business/Corp lifestyle and out of my comfort zone. Doing whatever gigs I could find to pay bills. From caretaking elderly to working in Greenhouse's and some remodeling homes. It was not always easy, at times I hated it and questioned myself, but it was worth it. Stuff I had never done before but taught me so much about myself and people who I would probably never meet in my business Corp bubble. I was exploring life and it taught me so much, Empathy/compassion. Being grateful for what I had exp in my own life too. I hiked in the mountains, set my own schedule to work or not to work. Took deep spiritual dives into meditation and plant medicine. Gained incredible insights! Why am I sharing this with anyone reading? It's because I feel we all as humans need to take that sabbatical, walk about, journey or whatever you want to call it from our bubbles. Regardless of age so that you can learn more about yourself by getting out of your comfort zone and appreciating life beyond career, money, job etc.... We were not born on this planet to just be workers; Life has a much bigger and deeper meaning. So, find it and learn from it before it's your time to leave your body.

[@ChristianSchaffer]

It was not always easy. At times I hated it and questioned myself, but it was worth it… THIS 🙏🏻 thank you for sharing this

[@pageandme2101]

Thank you! Well said! My parents are unfortunately not like that but honestly I don’t care anymore- I do what feels right to me

[@juggernautz]

Bravo!!!

[@sickstyles6837]

Thank you for taking the time to post this. srsly

[@juggernautz]

@@sickstyles6837 srsly "do you srsly think you will gain anything?" GU

[@carlospavon1695]

Let’s toast to those who dare to look at their fears in the eyes and build a life they truly believe in, outside anyones expectations, with no script to follow, nothing but their intuition. Thanks for sharing your story, it inspired me and reminded me how much your journey resonates with me. I miss those truly fulfilling days when I lived in my humble tiny house on wheels… 😊 Cheers 🍻

[@mattpyfe]

I tell you that your video here, spoke to me. I lost both parents in January(2022) within 4 days of each other(59 yrs marriage). And I realized how much time I have wasted. Sure there were good times and bad, and I've seen things not many have. But if I could go back and travel more, explore more, adventure more...I would have. And now, at 54 I AM. I set a goal, made the plan and started the path. By my 56th birthday(Dec 2023) I will be on the road, full-time, exploring the great USA. I am a retired chef and now a 'semi-pro' photographer(not nearly on your level, of course) and plan to do so much more. You give me inspiration and motivation, and I thank you for that. Much love and safe travels, Matt

[@uaebifvideo5472]

I hope that you fulfill your dreams!!Best wishes!!👍🏼👍🏼

[@laughteraddict1003]

Sorry for your loss. It's never to late to start your journey. You've got this Matt

[@ChristianSchaffer]

I’m so sorry for your loss, Matt. No doubt they’ll be with you as you set out on this new journey ❤️ maybe I’ll see you out there someday

[@traceyhill7784]

Good luck with your travel dreams - sorry for your losses. We plan to start our travels in a couple of years when we retire...cannot wait to put them into action.

[@StephenLinsley]

I have realised recently there is more to life than, a house, a home and the standard wife/partner and 2.3 children. There is more to life, I’m know I need to get out there, but have absolutely no idea of my “WHAT”. When I find out what that is………I’m gone!

[@LexaKaiia]

i can’t even put into words how much this spoke to me and how wonderfully this is made ❤

[@ChristianSchaffer]

🥲🙏🏻

[@ThisIsUnused]

I am about to turn 62. I can only look back and wish I had lived my life as you have chosen to. I don't honestly care that I'm old enough to be your father. You are one of my heroes for embracing a life chosen for yourself.

[@scottmacd1961]

Lol. I’m 61 and feel the same way about Christian. I envy her young life.

[@simoncullum5019]

By no means too late

[@flapxjackson]

I had many adventures in my 20s with my 70s VW Bus. But it never occurred to me to make it a lifestyle and live in it. Though I did think of vanlife as an option for my retirement. I do think that with the internet, there are more avenues for income now. So it makes the nomadic life easier.

[@dennisalbrecht6438]

What are you waiting for??? A journey starts with the first step!!

[@ThisIsUnused]

@@dennisalbrecht6438 Oh, I definitely started, three years ago! I am a full-time RV'er. Thus the name of my channel. "Nomad Outdoors"

[@frederikwinsser3713]

Hi Christian, I just came across your video - it is beautiful. I can very much appreciate what you are feeling and doing. I'm 76, but I've done and experienced much in my life. I've traveled around the world, lived in Australia after graduate school and had more than my share of adventures. I've hiked the alps, looking out over the green valleys, listening to the cowbells - it was 'the Sound of Music', but not watching in a theater really being there in person - LIVE!!! I've stood on the ramp of an airplane a 20,000', exiting with over a hundred other skydivers to freefall at 120 mph. I've SCUBA dived in crystal clear waters, a hundred feet down, swimming with sea turtles, Manta Rays, sharks. Live life as much as you can. Be good to others, but enjoy life to its fullest.

[@rebeccasills2995]

Please ignore the negative comments like “less depressing” videos. This is your channel, your life, if they don’t want to watch they don’t have to. Sit through this, share your journey and heal in the way that works for you. I love your videos and your story. Thank you for sharing ❤

[@andyblank3546]

Amen

[@EnlightenMewithJoePena]

💯

[@JoyousVibrantLiving]

100%!!!

[@oliviatrelles]

All of this! Life isn’t always sunshine and roses. The dark parts are full of beauty if we are open to that.

[@richardvargas3983]

Love, love, loved this video! I had thought Into the Wild right before you said it. I cheated and watched the movie. I was emotionally racked at the end. I have, nearly, 20 years on you. I remember hearing it said that "By the time you decide what you want to do with your life the time for making that decision has passed." I know some may say it's never too late to change, but prior decisions (marriage, parenthood, homeownership, "roots.") can significantly impact your options. I applaud you, your life (The life you've lived and the life you're living.). I hope you are frequently visited by joy, contentment and, on occasion, happiness. I have often thought about the constraints of "society," that seek to place rails on our path. I believe that words must be one of the, if not the, most powerful forces (?) on Earth. Society is right up there as well. These forces only have the power we allow them. Stay safe and continue to live, and share (Please!), your amazing life. ❤

[@boculgch]

Absolute 1000%over the top fucking mind blowing/heart stopping video! This is a bona fide masterpiece, where the imagery, the music, the story telling, the sound of your voice all meld into one compelling symphony. Your vulnerability here too is priceless and a true gift. Thank you for adding your unique wonderful perspective to the world!!

[@ChristianSchaffer]

wow thank you Wendy 😭

[@WilliamGrout]

Well said!

[@camillaholst7321]

I am SO into this comment ❤ AMEN!!

[@Torrox4]

I've been making this point to my 18yr old son for 3 yrs now. I've just forwarded this video to him, because its probably clearer coming from someone doing rather than me saying. So just like your brother gave you the book, I've gifted him your video, thank you. You've now gone Full circle & all the way to Scotland 👍

[@vanessajones9455]

Nicely said.

[@nomadthriving1032]

Hi, Christian. Thanks for this. I watch all of your videos but rarely comment. There's usually nothing to add by the time I get here. This time, though, I want to share a bit. I was 56 years old when my life came apart. No details but I spiraled for three years, until I saw a film titled, "Tiny: A story about small living". There were other factors, too, but that's when things began to change for me. I went from literally praying to die, to finding a way out. The vagabond life has been my lifeline. I'm now 65 and spend some of my time in a house, the rest on the road in a Chevy Tahoe. Like the song says, "I could cry for the time I've wasted, but that's a waste of time and tears". What I know is that things keep getting better and better. You're wiser than you know (or maybe you do). I'm grateful for you. Enjoy this vagabond life. ~Sonny

[@johnfowlertrailrunning]

I so identify with this! Not all of us are wired to live the 9 to 5 life. I’m now 57 and, after another spell of years of contract work, about to cast off into the wilderness again in 2023! Love what you’re doing. Stay wild ❤

[@wildestcowboy2668]

I give you 6 bloody months mate and you be sayin what TF do I do.

[@gklJC]

Appreciate your candid narrative and your beautiful imagery. Your early chronicle chapters are content rich. Understand your desire to feel “untethered” and to “experience it.” Perhaps you, like many other vanlifer’s, were born under a wandering star. You certainly have an eye for the light, characteristic of the best photographers. Nice to see you with Mariah. Thanks for sharing another of chapter.

[@ChristianSchaffer]

thank you 🥲🙏🏻

[@tofferarvid6589]

You all must read Dan Millmans way of the peaceful warrior and then the sacred journey of the peaceful warrior 🙏🤲🌻🗝️🕊️

[@tofferarvid6589]

@@ChristianSchaffer do we mourn someone before they are born? So why would we mourn them when they die? They are only going back to the same place they were at before they were born...

[@tofferarvid6589]

Blessed every day in every way we don't even have to pay and the only thing that gets in the way is our expectations because some of our biggest blessings don't seem like blessings because they are uncomfortable but those are the blessings we learn and grow from the most ☝️💗🤟🌅

[@johnsimko6916]

JesuS LoveS YoU..I Understand !"!

[@jspa8030]

Christian, your story telling abilities are truly amazing. Your videos, somehow, have a therapeutic nature to them. I appreciate how you occasionally pour your heart into them and I hope, somehow, you find it therapeutic too; albeit for different reasons. Keep on doing whatever it is that makes YOU happy. For now, thank you for sharing you incredible imagery and story telling.

[@LilacsAdore]

I can't tell you how much I needed this video. I'm a similar age as you and lately I've been questioning my off the beaten path choices because, as I'm sure you know, it can be hard and sometimes filled with loneliness and discomfort. Appreciate you!

[@jules3768]

I sobbed happy and sad tears through this. You are such an inspiration to me. I’m going through a divorce at 37. I’m an artist, a climber, and feel at home in the desert. I move from LA, where I grew up, to Joshua Tree, this week; and am buying my first home, a little Class-C RV. I traveled in a van for 2 months this year, and have never felt so free, so at home. I, like you, and so many, follow these paths we think we are expected to pave, when all we want is the wind, the sand, and the trees, to feel the earth beneath bare feet, not encapsulated in this concrete jungle. My creativity was stifled for so many years; I felt like I owed it to my partner to have a kid, take care of a house, etc., but it all felt so wrong. As incredibly sad as it is, my partner and I are amicable; and what I thought was always an unreachable and unattainable dream… I just can’t believe it’s really happening. I’ve been watching your soothing videos, and incredible cinematography, since well before this big life shift, just yearning for that solitude and quiet I wanted to dive through my screen into. Thank you so much for sharing your journey, your vulnerability, and your passion for the wild. Maybe I’ll see you on the road one day ☺️

[@ginnysmith3263]

I often feel the same way about her tremendously uplifting pictures…….I’ve also spent a lot of time in Joshua Tree and found it to be a somehow spiritual place. I’m a 76 year old traditional path leading atheist but this woman’s story gets me in the deepest place every time. This may be my favorite. Good luck with your life changes.

[@journay2_jojo]

This touched me. Congratulations ♥️

[@packetjanitor]

1. Your photography takes my breath away even on my phone. 2. “He was unheeded, happy, and near to the wild heart of life. He was alone and young and wilful and wildhearted, alone amid a waste of wild air and brackish waters and the seaharvest of shells and tangle and veiled grey sunlight.” - Jon Krakauer. I think your brother was right. 3. Your natural hair color is coming through and it is incredibly beautiful.

[@AdiNumber16]

Thank you for this video! Our expectations about how life will unfold often times end up destroyed, which especially in younger years can be devastating. Letting go of these expectations and instead just being grateful for what we have in the now, while figuring out the future one day at a time, seems to be the way forward.

[@jasonk7578]

My dog just passed away and seeing you upload a new video makes me feel a bit better 🥲💔

[@christiancurlett4628]

What I love about Christian’s videos (aside from sharing my name) is they are all so genuine. Life is filled with happy, calm, somber, and sad moments. Her videos feel like a genuine reflection of life. Sometimes they are happy, most times calming, sometimes somber, and sometimes a little sad, but all the times amazing to watch. Keep doing your thing and living your life Christian! I here for whatever kind of videos you release because they’re all genuine!

[@mennis9156]

I couldn't agree more !!!

[@dis-springs]

What a beautiful post. Thank you. And it's true that society finds it difficult to accept or relate to those traveling down a different path. _Do you have any kids?_ No. _Is your job getting you down?_ No. _Don't you have any evening and weekend obligations?_ No. _Well... it was nice talking to you!_

[@BruceKaufmann57]

Too many make these videos about themselves.... you somehow let us share your journey without making it only about you.... more like sharing your passion, showing us what else exists... not just the beauty of nature but the possibilities for our lives.... my path is not your path but your videos inspire me to continue to follow my own... and, oh, I think you have some of the best videography of all.. I just love your outdoor shots, how well you capture the essence of it all... I know it is not the same as being there but I feel that it is the next best thing.

[@rickgreene9820]

I love your videos. For some reason I started worrying about you.... glad to see a new post. I appreciate your vulnerability.... you're just real. Don't stop posting. Many of us are living (for now) vicariously through your work. Thank you

[@InsideMen-n5q]

Quite possibly your best edit yet, quite possibly your best philosophical sharing yet, quite possibly your best location yet.

[@ronlokk]

Life is fragile. Enjoy the beauty while you can. Thanks for the amazing videos. Into the wild, wonderful book and movie. So many miss the beauty on this planet. Follow your dreams.

[@laughteraddict1003]

I think the question that people need to ask themselves is are you happy with your quality of life. I love my quality of life. The ocean beckons me. I live in HI. I have little but have so much. I think most people are jealous of you really. Too afraid to do what you're doing. I moved to Hawaii at 26 years old with nothing but my wife and two small children. I made it. I've worked for a high end resort for 25 years now. Kids have families of their own and I still get to get out and play as much as I can. I applaud you ! Let no one define you or what's best for you. You are old enough now so you do you. Good on you !

[@judithbyerly5888]

For those of us who followed the script, this video is the “what if”! Thank you for being so candid about your choices . Perhaps your dear Grandpa is in fact still with you & making sure you have your best life possible! I’m so thankful my grandkids can make their life choices based on their own likes & wants. Because at 73 there still is the, “what if”! Blessings on your way, dear one! 🙏🏻❤️😊

[@JoyMadhuStories]

Incredible visuals. We got so lost in them that we literally missed out on your words. We are simply mesmerized. Thank you for sharing

[@Hereandnow3]

Stunningly beautiful and deeply moving. Yes, Into the Wild showed us how living without confines was entirely possible, and unplugging from defeat and learned helplessness from tragedies equally possible. Living a chosen life, always the highest goal, no matter where or how we end. This book no matter how many times I’ve read it, always leads me to utter unspoken words. One mixed jam of hope, love, tragedy, longing, spirit and the quiet that comes when you know, what you know. So glad you are all together, Mariah, Finn and the glorious mountains. Thanks so much for all you do and showing us all such beautiful places. Be safe, be true to you, always. 💜

[@coshamanwoman]

Living a life off the beaten path is such an amazing gift to the soul. Covid showed this to so many people who worked out of cubicles, and lived behind fences around their yards, then they realized the van life expands you in ways you never dreamed possible. Into The Wild is one of my favorite movies. Thank you for sharing a part of your world. Amazing video!

[@SilverLumberjack]

Great story and amazing shots. Thank you for sharing Christian.

[@markcluff7307]

Excellent... much more open. Can't tell you how many people can use this one video to have a brighter day, countless! Thanks you for shining your light, sharing your talents! 🙏 👍👍

[@julianbarron8338]

This has been my absolute favorite video of yours. The story along with the shots and music were very moving. I've been conflicted for awhile on wether to pursue nursing or surround my life in the outdoors, filled with experience and exploration. I believe it's what I want, but it just seems so unreachable. This video gives me hope that someday I'll be able to.

[@aspeler22]

At 17 and born in the '60's I thought the only way to change America was through a physical revolution until a little janitor boss, let me to Jesus. Then I believed in a revolution on the inside. At 17 I was nudged (?), called (?) to be a clinical social worker of which I still do part time at age 69, in Kentucky :). Nevertheless, it was part of the organized work world I guess, but never thought of it as such, due to a calling, which I hear still clearly today, to help others. You are the creative type, a special gift from God, created as He is creative. Glad you follow who He made you to be. Love to see His radiance come through you and your calling! Thanks deeply and for being so real. Be continually blessed!

[@REGRETLYSS]

I know I say this often, but this is my new favorite video of yours. So wild how some of the same notions came to us both at this time. Sending you love friend. Thank god you're 37, single, and living in a van down by the river. You inspire so many of us. :)

[@ChristianSchaffer]

Thank you Lyss 🥲💕 so excited for the day our paths cross

[@YvonneRaphaelWriter]

I understood something recently. What I want is to feel rooted in the unfolding present, and feel solid, stable, at my core being unperturbed, yet flowing with all that I encounter. Emotions, thoughts, are the real time engagement with my encounters. Something that feels alive because it is me responding to this good day I have to live. It’s not about anything else. I have goals, dreams, wishes, stuff I yearn for. But this experience is all that truly matters. That’s how I love everything and everyone that truly matters. I feel that if I follow this state of being, that I’ll be met unconditionally by whatever the creative force is behind the universe. And I’ll have had a life with very few regrets. I encourage you to keep doing the same, and to keep knowing that it’s your perfect way to live. 💗

[@hannahgracehorn]

Thank you for this, felt called to watch this and when I saw the 222 followers I just knew it was a sign. I’ve dreamt of this life since I was 13. I vividly remember telling my classmates I didn’t want to go to college and I wanted to backpack the world. I watched as they laughed at me and sooner or later I was left with no friends but still this burning passion. I can feel it coming to fruition more and more everyday. Your storytelling and videography is stunning and I hope to one day do the same of my own❤️

[@ChristianSchaffer]

222 is a sign i’m always looking out for, too…i checked my analytics the other day and it was 222,223 and i was like noooo so close 😅

[@laracorkrey]

" ...The side of me that felt a kind of restless discomfort, and persistent desire to live outside the lines. To make sense of things in my own way, through experience, exploration, and escape." Thank you for normalizing this type of existence. One way of being out of endless choices. Hearing these words and watching your stunning photography brings me an enormous sense of peace. We must choose to live a life congruent with our true sense of self or "one day it might break me if I kept it all inside".

[@HeyHollyYoo]

Christian, I’m always so inspired by your bravery and tenacity in pursuing a path less traveled. All my friends and family around me have followed the conventional path, and I always question myself if it would make me happy too, but I’ve never really come to an answer. I lived in a van for a few months this year, but corporate America called me back into the office, and just like that, it was over. A part of me was relieved, relieved I didn’t have to sleep somewhere new every night, or be without company for weeks at a time. But a part of me wonders, as I sit here, in my house - surrounded by other houses, whether the sacrifice of working 40 hours a week is worth all this. I know there’s a path somewhere, but I’m still sad I have to do it alone. I am an ambivert, craving love, but didn’t’ find any on the road, apart from a few amazing strangers that imparted me with their stories. At 35, I’ve never felt loved by anyone, as much as I feel loved when enveloped by the mountains. And it’s sobering. Thank you for your story.

[@ChristianSchaffer]

That is all so very relatable 🤍 and really brave of you to share. I like to think the world would be such a different place if everyone was as honest and vulnerable as you are here 🙏🏻 much love to you

[@goodeyedocumentaryfilms]

Hey Christian - I was moved by your authentic narrative and the contemplative nature of your visual story telling. It's pretty remarkable that you've chosen to tell a personal story in the way that you have without the varnish, and without succumbing to the superficial as is the contemporary trend. My only caveat or perhaps concern as a father of two and a guy who has gone down a circtuitous life path myself is to hope for you the happiness that comes with the bond (and compromises) of a significant other. The lonely road needs an end one day. I hope you can find one and share that discovery, trial and tribulations with us all. It will one day make your journey complete .

[@wandersome]

I love how introspective and visually stunning your videos are!

[@tobyneufeldt5763]

Thank you Christian, for choosing the life that you did and bringing us the beautiful videos and stories that you do. Your life is not for everyone, thank goodness. Otherwise the wilderness would be overrun with camper vans. I know, here in South Africa the lack of facilities and ugly people on the road would drive me crazy. I rather choose to live in a tiny-home which I can move from time to time, from one carefully chosen beautiful location to the next, where I can avoid the ugliness of humanity, but still stay in touch with the amenities that we all need. I know I‘m strange and unusual and we cannot compare our choices to others. So what ever works for you: that’s ok… Enjoy ❤

[@thinktraveleat]

Your visual narrative in The Life I Left Behind resonated through my soul like a chau gong. On behalf of my own spirit, I wept. What a beautiful tribute to the life you're choosing to create for yourself along with what you've had to shed along the way. This is an important and inspiring creative work. Thank you.

[@ChristianSchaffer]

🥹❤️

[@SM-McKraken]

@ 0:33 - Something about the road disappearing around that blind turn, with such rough and beautifully haunting terrain all around it... this feels like nature and the open road, working in tandem, beckoning one forward and into the unknown. You have such a remarkable eye for the beauty of nature, even when humanity's heavy footprints share the shot. Kudos!

[@haileycantsitstill]

i have started watching you and Mariah religiously lately, and i just want to thank you both for showing me a light at the end of the tunnel i thought i would NEVER see

[@haileycantsitstill]

ok so now i actually finished the video and you mentioning being like “the old man living on the river” is what my family has told me i’m gonna end up like forever haha, and i can’t wait!

[@gracie99999]

good times bad times like the black and white chess board take turns and will continue to end and beyond..i try and look at both same cause they both serve a function and a sense we need both and don’t have the insight to see clearly what it is we actually need but life teaches and does

[@heyjakers]

Christian, over the years I have come and gone from your channel between frustration and envy, similarity and confusion. I’ve been on the road for several years and have never been able to fully center myself to make the videos and tell the stories that I’ve dreamed of. I’m realizing more and more with your last few shares that I don’t have a choice anymore. I have been so moved by your messages, and I have my own that move me, yet I have been scared, limited, bogged down, blocked, etc.. I am so moved by your persistence despite deep and varying challenges. Thanks for inspiring me to to keep the dream alive.

[@BerrieHJ]

This 14 minute video gave me more insight in what life has to offer than a thousand hours of regular education. Thank you, Christian. You're a wonderful human. ❤

[@heathercooksey9726]

"it doesn't take long to lose sight of your dreams, to trade curiosity for routine, which is exactly where I found myself, frozen somewhere between the life imagined and the life I knew..." these words really spoke to me💗 Thank you for your beautiful and inspiring videos! I bought a vintage RV last year and started taking short trips already, soon I hope to entirely trade in the legal corporate desk job for "living". 🙏🏼🌟

[@Terry4413]

As someone almost as old as your grandfather was I have a lot of what ifs. I'm stuck in the grind at this point however I'm busily building an overlanding vehicle. I can't turn back time but I sure hope to see some of the beauty in this world in the time I have left. You made a good decision at the right time. Live life to the fullest everyday. On those days that suck remember the life you left behind. Sharing your story has to inspire people to forget the script and follow their path. You are truly a special lady and I wish you the best in your travels.

[@UmeshPerera]

Dear Christian, I watched this beautiful video once again today, I listened to almost every word once again, and it once again touched my heart. Your journey is so beautiful and it resonates deeply with my own life. I once wrote to you a comment and you replied, probably you don’t remember. I am that doctor who had a near death experience and changed my life. I also became a monk, gave up all my possessions and connections but ultimately came back to this mundane life. Your journey is very beautiful and you are very special. I always want you to remember this. You are a poet, an amazing artist, but most of all you are a beautiful human being. Sending you lots of love & Metta, 🙏❤️☺️, umesh :)

[@Tristan_de_Kermadec]

Christian, your videos are purely magical and enchanting. The storytelling, the music, the emotions you convey, and the way you capture the beauty of nature. You are an incredible artist.

[@journay2_jojo]

VERYYY Happy i stumbled on this video. I am 37 and thinking, contemplating, wishing I was living in a van. Living free. I quickly come up with reasons I shouldn’t. Your video was perfect and just what I needed to hear. THANK YOU ❤

[@Powerstroke98]

Simply...thank you for sharing your story Christian!

[@jaytabac6525]

Beautifully stated. I also read Into the Wild and it had a similar effect on me. I struggle with life decisions all of the time. I cannot even count the times where i would go on a ski trip, or climbing trip out West and considered not coming home and staying to live out the next 4 seasons . . . I never had the guts to do it, and i did continue with my 'traditional life'. I have no regrets. I love my wife, my kids, my life. I manage to get away into the wilderness or into the backcountry 4-5 times/year to give me sanity. I hope to remain healthy so that i can do more exploring as I approach my retirement. I do not know you and cannot make judgements on your life, but i will only say one thing. You are an exceptional person and it would be a shame not to pass on your genes to the next generation to have a positive effect on the proliferation of the planet.

[@scotch141]

Into The Wild is one of my favorite books. I actually saw the movie first without knowing it was based on a book. I fell in love with the movie and became more curious about Christopher McCandles' story so I read the book in just 3 days. (thats an acomplishment for me) then I immediately read it again. That book changed my life. Something my life desperately needed at the time. P.S. This is a great video and story and you rock!

[@ChristianSchaffer]

that book will forever have a permanent place in my van 🚐

[@carllyth8455]

Christian, you thanked us for being here, thank you for being there. As the window of new opportunities closes, I live a life I never had through your lens and words. Again, thank you…

[@theshewolfe]

Just beautiful! As an avid backpacker in my youth (bad side of 50 now), I remember reading Krakauer's book and tossing it across the campsite only to get up and keep reading where I left off. It just annoyed me how unprepared Chris was for his journey into the wild. Unlike Chris... You have your ducks in a row 🐥 Enjoy the wonderful life you have created and be safe 🍁

[@ChristianSchaffer]

oh i don’t know about having my ducks in a row…i know how to survive on the road well enough, but in the raw wilderness? i have a whole lot to learn in that department

[@UmeshPerera]

Dear Christian, I just watched this video again today. One of my favourite movies of all time. I actually recommend this video creation of yours to a good friend who asked me about van life. I also told her that you are one of my favourite van life video creaters whom I feel so genuine and beautiful. My life is taking another direction again now. Long story but I want to really tell you thank you again. I felt like giving you a big hug at the end of the video. I also wished that you had tasted Vipassana Meditation. I wish you all the best and all the happiness my dear friend. Sending you lots of love and metta dear Christian, 🙏❤️☺️, umesh :)

[@SherwoodTravels]

Your words are the distilled essence of a life lived according to you. Few truly arrive at the moment of clarity when they ask whether this life is what they wanted. Even fewer have the courage and means to walk away. You are right that ultimately, we are all heading to the same destination, so do what makes you feel alive now, with all the sorrow, happiness, and mundane existence that come with it. Travel down the road you pick, just don’t eat berries you don’t recognize.

[@ChristianSchaffer]

especially that last bit 🙏🏻

[@Jcapp6219]

I've been on tipping point of committing to road life for a long time now, but i think this video just convinced me. I wont spoil all the poignancy of the monologue but the line "Even for those who have adhered to a life of caution and responsibility, the outcome is still the same." and its follow ups have finally done the tipping I think. 💜 the music too.

[@scoylevids]

Your honesty is so refreshing and the editing, visuals, music, and narrative are just compelling. This is your best post yet! Thank you

[@ChristianSchaffer]

🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@nightghost4174]

Truly do enjoy that intro of this video; those photos of nature's beauty are a vibe anyone can like. Thanks for sharing them with us

[@DavidFosterVlog]

Wow! I have watched you get better and better over this journey with your production value and I honesty think at this point, you are one of the best on this platform. Fascinating story telling and absolutely AMAZING footage. These more documentary-esque videos are breathtaking. ❤ I want to see many more of these!!! 😊

[@susandusen]

You have shown me a new avenue for MY creative journey with these mini-documentary style posts. Your production value is so professional, and beautifully showcased

[@ChristianSchaffer]

Wow thank you 🥹🙏🏻

[@jasonhingley1540]

Beautifully shot video with a message that resonates. At 49 I'm looking to change, considering going back for a master's or getting back into aviation adding on to my private pilot licence. I've been into philosophy lately, Camus and the like, with some David Foster Wallace mixed in. I'm just realizing I'm a highly sensitive person (HSP) so I can get overwhelmed with beauty and sensations, so your lifestyle appeals to me. Away from the intensity that the rest of the world lives under. Time to reflect, and the quiet to truly appreciate the beauty of nature. Thanks for sharing this.

[@ChristianSchaffer]

If you can spend most of your time in the wilds and relatively independent of cities, this lifestyle really can be a dream for those of us who enjoy solitude and feel most at peace in nature

[@iniyansivaneri8402]

I'm going through a big crisis in my life which I never imagined myself to be in. This video makes me feel alive again and I love the story telling. The world needs more people like you! Keep living🤗

[@b0u1derd4sh9]

Great to hear from you.😊 And your footage is awesome… To be honest and from my own experience, most people tend to change things, if it gets uncomfortable or things are getting complicated. So… okay, you‘re 37, single…, living in a van… but you seem to be happy and life doesn’t seem to be that bad. So, as long as it is bringing you joy and happiness and you’re having the feeling of fulfillment by the life you’re living you don’t need to justify your way of life. Just enjoy…. and by the way, just to quote yourself: You‘re 37!😉 And life is what you make of it… Looking forward, seeing the next episode of your life.

[@OutdoorsybyNature]

Man, I feel like you just read my diary! I've been wrestling with the idea that I'm not living the life I'm meant to - and would do all over again - for several years now. I hope to return to that path next after trying to live the traditional life and adulting for the last 10 years. Thank you for sharing this. It's the story of you (part of you, anyway) beautifully told. Now, I need to read Into the Wild. 💚

[@filmifymylife]

Such an easy subscribe! Your content is amazing! I'm on my own vagabond journey and your work and words speak volumes to me. Thanks for making such great content and putting your heart into your own life!

[@SqueakyPeeps]

Thank you Christian! I watched your video today and it gave me great insight as a healthcare professional. Without going into the excruciating details of what's been happening at my job, just know that your passion of freedom has sparked my passion for caring. I've read Into the Wild and watched the movie. None of us make it out alive, would you do it again if given the choice? My answer right now is yes. I care about helping people. I care about empowering and educating people to extend their lifespan with quality years instead of painful years. I care about my coworkers and their mental strengths that are challenged every day by the workload. Our strife is NOTHING compared to what our patients are going through. You make the most beautiful, thoughtful, inspiring videos!! I adore your channel. You have no idea how you are really affecting your audience. I will tell you. Please DON'T STOP YOUR CHANNEL. I am giving a link to your videos to my fellow healthcare coworkers and hope they are inspired as much as I am. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Keep up your amazing talented work Christian!!! We need you

[@iowa_don]

As a grandfather myself, I think your grandfather would be justifiably very proud of the woman you have become, of the direction your life has taken, of the beauty you have created, of the depth of your character and of your deep philosophical insights. Further, I believe he was very touched by your move to be near him.

[@monkeyfarm]

So well said. Anyone who's not understood should just send this link to explain.

[@cristinabenavente199]

The power of mountains is incredible , in Scotland, alps , Canada , child I always gravitate back .. to feel tiny and in awe ,… your first images are incredible

[@truthbroncowithbillward2082]

PRETTY HARD TO PUT THAT MUCH BEAUTY INTO ONE VIDEO, GIRL, BUT YOU DID IT!! WOW!!!

[@truthbroncowithbillward2082]

Christian- it looks like you want me to contact you via Telegram, but I don't like to expose my contacts to social media. Also, Telegram appears to arise out of Britain and perhaps Dubai? Is there some other way that we can chat? I have some strengths, but social media familiarity is not one of them. I'm sorry.

[@ScottyGraham]

Incredible moving video! Something every young person needs to watch! I just turned 60, and although I have lived a fantastic life, i wish i had heard this advice earlier in life! I just sent your video to my daughter who is in college now…thanks so much!!

[@History_Coffee]

Similar thing happened to me, I was raised by my grandparents, 3 years ago they were killed in a car accident. The first thing I did after everything was settled was pick up and move to a completely different part of the country and start over with more of a focus on being present.

[@sarahtravels3341]

So so sorry for your loss!!

[@nathand2557]

Outstanding video! The expectation part hit home. Thank you for sharing this content!

[@natwandering]

I just love your videos, you have this power of setting a specific mood instantly and it's so captivating, I could watch this for hours, especially now that it is getting colder, this is exactly the mood I want to be in, so thank you

[@barbraallbritton4222]

This is beautiful! Such beautiful camera shots, editing, music and most important the narrative. You’re right where you should be! Thank you for sharing ❤ Blessings and much Aloha 🙏💜🌎☮️🌎💜🙏🌺🤙

[@Realjustinkramp]

“Who do you think you are?” “I am the chosen one” incredible storytelling parallel, very satisfying scene, Christian! Well done 👍🏼

[@ChristianSchaffer]

i write voiceovers before i edit footage, so that one was completely on accident 😅 meant to be i guess

[@socit2ya75]

Hey there Christian! I just found r channel recently & am very intrigued. I began my travels 6 years ago & now have been living full-time in my Sprinter van for the past 3 1/2 years. This particular episode was so great to see because I had that guttural feeling that this is not what I should be doing with my life! So I left & drove to Alaska to begin it all. I haven't been able to be on the road as much as u because I did work seasonal jobs to get that month & a half to 2 months off at the end of every season to travel. Anyhow, congrats on getting out of the rat race & discovering this great huge planet we live on because most don't even leave their hometown! I'll be continuing to check out ur adventures while I continue to make my plans of being a remote worker so I can be travelling more myself. Godspeed Christian! Sam M.

[@zeroone_01]

Your outstanding artwork, sense, and sensibility of capturing the awe-inspiring beauty of nature as it is in photos and videos and delivering it to viewers are so incredible and lovely. 👍

[@ChristianSchaffer]

thank you 🥲🙏🏻

[@FalconFanatic]

Your words are so powerful, they drove me to tears. I wonder where I would be without the inspiration you bring me. One day, I will live as you do, free. Thank you for all of this!

[@josephodriscoll8299]

"It doesn't take long to lose sight of your dreams, to trade curiosity for routine." That line hits a little too close to home. Cue my existential crisis. AIl jokes aside, the level of introspection and depth of thought that you're willing to share with us is what makes this particular channel special.

[@HCK_Cat_]

I absolutely love this video 🤍Thank you for sharing this, Christian! You inspire me 💫Love from a 37 year old girl in Norway 🇳🇴

[@gregburgin7098]

You and your beautiful videos, I hang on every word.

[@Richardstadt]

I think your videos are actually very very much inspirational. You can tell you speak from the heart you can tell that you’re truly enjoying life. I finally got married when I was 38 we have no children we’re both getting ready to retire looking to Van travel . I watching your videos and it has really helped my wife and I to figure out where we want to head and what we want to do. Thank you so much for being that source out there on the road ,keep up the great work😇 Richard & Kasey

[@krishbphoto]

Please make more such videos! So beautiful and great storytelling. Extremely real and touching. Much love and peace ✌🏻

[@dougdornseif]

Your videography & photography really do set you apart. LOVE the time lapse of the clouds building. I could watch hours of that in the same way I get mesmerized by campfires!!

[@TanmoyDasIN]

@Christian Schaffer Your narration... just spoke my mind. If it would be possible to go back in my 20's, I would start over. But then I wouldn’t be able to watch your inspiring & beautiful videos because internet was not very available and certainly was not KZbin also, in my country. But now at 51, I am thinking about it.... very seriously and your words which made me to subscribe to your channel. You have a keen eye for the light... a perfect photographer's eye. I also do some photography , though not at your level but... anyway... I am signing off.. I have to see your all videos.

[@johnkovacs2388]

Thanks for sharing and giving depth and truth, that’s brave and encouraging. A m8 of mine in Tasmania ( Tassy) did exactly the the same, gave me the book, said READ IT, That’s You. So I did. This must have been about 10 yrs or so. I’d just sold my land cause I could never find a way to save, build and jump through so many hoops, even though I’m a carpenter (chippy). I just thought our society was designed to hold you in a pateern of struggle and being stuck. In the 10 straight years I've lived aboard Athena (my yacht) Ive experienced a much more rewarding life. I love the ocean, I’ve worked as a crayfisherman on the west coast of Tassy, been a diver, Skipper, surfer, sailor. It’s had its hard times for sure but its kept me sane by keeping me connected with nature and her rhythms. Being single can have its lonely times but Im always active and busy and have gone for weeks without very little, if any contact. I like my own company and am fine with the solitude. It makes you responsible to ensure that you are safe, the boat is safe and you know what youre doing and if not, then learn it. So there are many challenges but they create expansion as does seeing the world through a lens. Love your photography and your videos. Cheers Christian. Warm Regards Jos

[@TourManager23]

Such a depressing start, but a necessary admission and realization which justifies the choices that you've faced and decisions that you've made to find a path...YOUR path forward. It can definitely be difficult to balance what society defines as a 'normal' career and/or life path with what we, as individuals, want/need to be happy and content. The most important thing is that you are learning, growing and experiencing so much more on your own terms, which has to be empowering. I enjoy watching and following your journey and am happy that you found Mariah, you're my two favourite van-lifers! Keep it up, Christian! Royce~

[@clayguthrie]

I fell in love with that movie even before I knew I loved the outdoors. Years later and current me understands why. Your content is inspiring.

[@Castaway_Chuck]

Wow! Fantastic video! Thank you for sharing! The scenery, the music, the honest sharing...all just moving and fantastic. I especially liked seeing you hanging out with Mariah. I think that's how I came across your YT channel. I think that you are both beautiful trailblazers of the new generation questioning the status quo. Happy trails!

[@shooshkatube1993]

Thank you so much for sharing your story! My Mommy is fighting breast cancer and my husband and I are trying to help her live life. You are very inspiring. Keep going

[@ktm9219]

I feel like you are telling my story right now. As my mother my best friend lay in hospital dying I find myself displaced and broken. The life I loved and left seven years ago to care for my extremely ill parents in a town where I don’t belong and where I have never felt like I belong, I feel stuck. I am an introvert and extrovert at the same time. I am an extrovert only when I have to be and when I do I feel so drained and to be honest exhausted. I don’t reach out to people for help I withdraw and handle each hurdle I face on my own. I prefer it that way. Being vulnerable is not a weakness however society finds weakness unacceptable. I don’t confirm to what life calls normal. Never been married no children. I have worked contract to contract in my own right for over 15 years. I just can’t do normal. Please keep sharing, as watching your videos, some days is the only thing that keeps me going. It is ok not to conform or bow down to society. Love and Light to you Christian❤

[@rsu5327]

Hey Christian, I always thought you would be be so good @ making movies & writing books especially w/the sceneries that you capture to share w/us & your thought provoking words are all so intriguing. I am hoping you find what you're searching for maybe it's all inside of yourself already! Sending you love & light!!!

[@ronb2008]

This was such a wonderful video that came at a great time. I'm doing the corporate thing and had a rough day to say the least. I didn't even really speak to anyone for the first few hours when I got home. And over the past year or so I just get this feeling that I'm stuck doing something I have no interest in and only for the money. This video showed me there's an alternative to what I'm doing and if I truly want out, I'm not stuck at all. Thank you for that

[@peterdiebel7372]

You re a lucky women, to have a brother with such insight& love for you Christen. To give you that book was a truly heart felt gift from him. Good luck on your wonderful journey of life. (Yours). Cheers from B.C. Canada.

[@jkallen58]

Absolutely stunning vistas, combined with the ethereal music and the rolling thunderclap, makes this an outstanding video. Clearly you have skills, plus an exceptional eye along with some great camera gear!

[@Yelnats87]

Hey there Christian, just wanted to thank you for this inspirational vid. I'm 35 and a year ago I just had enough of where I was in life... i.e cost of living, my job and direction etc...just like you mentioned. Then proceeded to move to the coast to start living the way that life had always suited me best which was hiking, camping and surfing. Thinking, this was going to be my year y'know? To just concentrate on the flow and vibrations of life in general. I just turned 35, moved, new job, new surroundings, tempo and routines. Then life 180's, and that sucker punch comes and hits you in the gut. I lost my Dad aged 66 in October to cancer. It kind of stops you in your tracks...and makes you think about all these existential thoughts even more. Your right, about how these moments can really shift you mindset and the way you want to go forward in life. Also it just heightens my appreciation for what I have and what I'm able to do day to day... because now when I hike I can see the footsteps of my Dad and the many places he's worked and travelled. When I go camping I hear the stories of the people he'd met from so many diverse and unique culture's, especially my mother's... And when I surf, I'm connected to where ever he is now like many of our loved ones past and present... What I've found out is that you should never really concentrate on finding the flow and vibrations of life. Because it will come, all of it... but the real question is the same question that you asked in this vid. When the flow and vibrations of life come your way and you feel a sense of understanding it, even by the smallest of margins. Do you live it the way you WANT to, or the way you feel you HAVE to? Videos like these sincerely help the masses toward that journey... So thanks again for the video, I really didn't know what to expect when I clicked to watch. Also I've never read the book but one of my favourite quote's from Alexander Supertramp in the 2007 film is that "The freedom and simple beauty is too good to pass up". P.s Pls keep up with the guitar... I've played for a good few years now and it's 100% changed my life...good luck and Cheers pal.🙏✌🤙

[@ckl5801]

This video is really wonderful. You have truly perfected your craft and your soulstirring imagery and words brought tears to my eyes. You live a life many will only dream of. ❤