Christina Li-Disappear [With Lyrics]

[@marissahennen1079]

For anyone else thinking of life the way I am, this quote helps me a lot. "Suicide doesn't get rid of the pain/depression, it just passes it on to someone else"

[@kelseyaline802]

whoever reading this know you are strong trust me I know what it like to feel broken and the worst part is when no one notice how broken you really are and there's times where you start crying all of a sudden or you can't remember last time you laughed or smiled or felt ok I felt like that a couple month's ago and it lasted for a really long time but I'm not broken anymore I'm happy so if your thinking about cutting or hurting yourself don't because things get better even if it don't seem that way it dose

[@rainbow-ig9lw]

+kel.lovesbeauty thanks i really needed that

[@kelseyaline802]

+rainbow no problem

[@trashmagic8024]

we need more people like this your message was amazing

[@kelseyaline802]

+Sabina Samu aww thank you this made my night

[@karenmarty498]

Kels-Ailne thank you for this

[@sek7144]

No matter who you are there is always hope and you should never give up. If you get abused at home at school there are people to talk to and if you are home schooled you could talk to the government. There is always a way to find happiness. Love who you are and don't give up!

[@lexietorrance9775]

i feel like this song is so underrated!!

[@emmaharris8572]

This song fits my life perfectly. Most of the time I feel invisible and not wanted, and I’ve been bullied before. For example... Someone in 5th grade called me ugly My best friends ignored me in 6th grade for half of the year Hardly anyone speaks to me anywhere I go, the only people that will even look at me are my friends I’m not wanted.

[@duragtoby]

you are💓💓 i need you here

[@voidblossoms4547]

If your reading this I love you GIRL/BOY you my friend are really strong and beautiful that makes u awesome

[@itwasmyfaultmom6849]

Thank you

[@babyblueeyes7952]

This song I've known for a long time, and I just, the first note, hearing it for the first time in awhile, I'm tearing up. God. I'm telling you, it is going to get better. I love you all (:

[@sadiesink1041]

I am bullied by 4 people at my home. I thought about suicide. And today I was bullied. This girl she used to be my best friend for 4 years. Now she's ignoring me and she's hanging out with another girl. And she keeps on giving me dirty looks. I remember I gave her a necklace. On one half it said BEST and on the other half it said FRIENDS. And there's a picture hanging on my wall. It my and her at a cheer competition 3 years ago. This song makes me cry. I think about her and what she puts me through. And at school I've been bullied for 4 years. My birth party is coming up on July 26th and so I don't have any friends they are not gonna be there. I think life isn't worth it anymore. I wrote a diary about my bullying story. It was 3 pages long. Someone please help.

[@annacavazos1336]

Thank you so much. And it's just getting worse😢😢

[@sadiesink1041]

Yeah... She said I was dumb and to kill myself😥 Thank you for calling me nice😌

[@sternumstabber]

are you okay now..

[@jaila6862]

Anna Cavazos my bday is July 26 and I feel you so much

[@6arajuku]

Sadie Sink u poor thing 😓😓😓 I’m praying for u

[@melodymeow8925]

it is such a sad song, but I relate to it sometimes I stress myself out and say I want to start over and cry.

[@raineegee]

The saddest part is when she says "This waters just like air" :( it means she is about to drown herself

[@alecroga]

No shit Sherlock

[@multifandomvideos3275]

Beth Sings don't mean so mean

[@raineegee]

zahara martin thanks for sticking up for me! and Beth Sings you are really rude

[@alecroga]

Sorry, I was being an asshole

[@melaniemartinez8499]

raineegee really Sherlock? REALLY?! 😂😂😂😂

[@SmileyxKyley]

There was a girl named Christina Li who died from a heart defect. She was the sweetest girl that has ever been. It crushed my heart when I saw the name of the artist of this song. RIP Chrissy.

[@krazylel9193]

Literally one of the huge reason I love Maddie’s solo to this is the the reason

[@rose.4913]

suicide doesn’t get rid of the pain it just passes it on to someone else... please remember everyone is amazing in their own way

[@jcantsleep]

All these life stories and I am just here like 'Maddie is the reason I'm here.'

[@lacegalore7049]

same

[@mariannaadams7984]

honestly

[@emmacoburn1806]

Ms. Jamie200 yes

[@oliviapetrowski4553]

Same 😂😂😂

[@alexxahill7833]

Haha...same Lmao

[@madamemaria71]

how I feel, no one cares about me anymore.... anyone feel the same way

[@zoedenaeyer3352]

plenty of people care about u, u just might not realise it yet!

[@charlottesaunders7212]

Madame Maria people do care about you talk to your friends and talk to me...

[@laran8405]

Madame Maria I think of committing suicide every day

[@lyvieaiyanna7180]

Hey, I care about you and God does and your family does, if you’re thinking about you know (killing yourself) plz don’t you have so much to live for, don’t make the same mistake my friends brother did! You are loved and appreciated for who you are! We all love you!

[@nehab_187]

Madame Maria me

[@florecho]

I used to listen to this song quite a lot a year or two ago, no particular reason. I found it from an MSP music video and just seemed obsessed and I remembered about it today and I came back and the memories are insane-ly flooding back, it's a weird feeling, but I'm just happy I found this again. And I may regret this, but I'm not going to add this to a playlist. I'll remember this again someday and come back here, get the memories again, cry again and smile at this beautiful song... I'll see you soon, future Em. Please, please stay safe and look after yourself- and to anyone else who has had the heart to read and understand this comment, to you, I thank you. You are amazing and beautiful and the future opportunities you will get to experience are endless, no matter what you're going through now ❤

[@xxneonlightingxx8231]

In summer camp, Our music teacher asked us to sing about how we feel everyday. I sang this and she started crying..

[@1beatko]

Would you still sing the same song now?

[@toluca8371]

Ah yes, another addition to things that have never happened...

[@helloilovenct_7892]

XxNeonLightingXx : (

[@MorganSolana]

@@toluca8371 who are you to say it didn't happen you don't know shit

[@Riversradios]

BloodTypeAPlus you aren’t the smartest person to know if she/he has been abused maybe she / he has been

[@tarasmith5839]

I can't stop crying

[@Antiseq]

Everyone's talking about how they came from Dance Moms (me, too) but what I'm focusing on is how beautiful the singer's voice is. Singers like her are so underrated

[@paetyna.212]

Anyone who's having a hard time right now, you will get through it sooner or later. Just tell yourself "everything is going to be ok, I can, I will" just hang in there. If you hurt yourself or even think about killing yourself just think what about people who care about you or the people who know you. Who cares what others think, I know it's tuff not to worry about what others say about you but you will get through it. You just need hope and just find the good things in life. Just hang in there and you will get through it, and no matter what anyone says or does you are amazing. ☺😊

[@millie8943]

This describes me so much. I feel like my life is just too hard to be trying anymore.

[@victoriagauzza2401]

Literally same

[@millie8943]

Victoria Gauzza im sorry

[@lilybrewer8115]

Please hold on. Your beautiful and your here for a reason. Both of you. Hold on tight. Hope= hold on pain ends.

[@millie8943]

Lily Brewer idk if thats true........................

[@mariannaadams7984]

Please,it makes me so sad when people say stuff,youre right,i dont know how it feels,not abused or bullied,your life is speacial,please...im begging you dont say stuff like that

[@tenshishimura]

Your skin isn’t paper don’t cut it. Your head is not a target don’t shoot it. Your neck isn’t a coat don’t hang it. Your heart isn’t a door don’t close it. Your face isn’t a mask don’t cover it. Your size isn’t a book don’t judge it. Your life isn’t a film don’t end it. You are stronger then you could ever realize, I know that it’s hard, but you can do it. You will get through this. Things do get better. I know it doesn’t feel like that right now but I promise it will. Just know you don’t have to fight this alone. You are strong. You are brave. You are beautiful. And you can make it through this. So don’t give up. Keep fighting. You can do it

[@MrLOKONDA]

Story of the song: There is a boy/girl who is bullied a lot and made fun of a lot. That person has a lot of pain and anxieties. Then, they decide to commit suicide by drowning themselves. Do NOT commit suicide people. Enjoy life.

[@Mdier37]

This is my solo song! My favorite solo of all time! Dance that is!

[@serenagreen8785]

life is pain but I know that there is 2 kinds of pain in this world there is pain that hurts you and pain that changes you

[@Jules-mb7vc]

The song brought tears to my eyes

[@Marissanparker]

MADDIE brought me here 💗

[@sadiesink1041]

Maddie Ziegler?

[@staurnzbrat8535]

Sssssaaaammmeeee

[@sadiesink1041]

Same

[@lockheart619]

+Marissa Parker don't mean to be rude,but this is a beautiful song.It should be preserved for it's beauty not what brought you here.

[@Marissanparker]

ayisha diaby Good point

[@TheSarcasmUser]

Oh my god...I didnt know the word "go" could sound so damn beautiful!!!

[@mayamarfil7067]

I want to stop crying but at same time I want to break the replay button 😭😭😭😭😭

[@pastelqweenaldc2201]

Mood

[@taylorparravani8891]

I remember this song...i used to listen to this song alot..

[@yayatheotaku5042]

Gosh I love this song. I understand how she feels.

[@GraceFaithGFDance]

are you ok?

[@yayatheotaku5042]

+Grace Faith Wow I'm sorry for that 1 year delay....Thanks for asking but I'm fine.

[@hellokittyalliejonas]

This waters just like air :(. I feel the same about no one needing me. But I'm trying to fight it all

[@elliejones9004]

People care about you, they probably don't know how to show it. Be safe xx

[@thatsnotmyname4091]

+Allie Bieber I care :)

[@babyblueeyes7952]

You matter so much to this planet, here for you anytime

[@SweetRidzy1021]

You're welcome!! You have no idea how happy I am that I could help

[@valerika69]

I love this. It's how I feel almost all the time.

[@kaylabaker6148]

I cry myself to sleep every single night because I think i'm better off being dead. I fight with my mom all the time and I can't get away from it. It's bad enough that my birth mother didn't want me and now my adoptive mother makes me feel unwanted. This song has helped through A LOT...! Even when I was/am being bullied this song gave/gives me at least some strength to stay alive.

[@s.026]

Who else came here because of dance moms?

[@mariannaadams7984]

Yea

[@danielasolano2062]

YASS

[@kellyvecwzw6026]

I did

[@angiegiral7]

Me

[@makaylamadracheluib9073]

Oh me! 🙋

[@pastelqweenaldc2201]

I'm here from dance moms but this songs has feeling and you can feel the pain in her voice. I have gone through simlair things. I have had a friend who has try to kill themselves and one time my other friend told me she cut herself and then I cut myself twice I been clean since. I am also bullied and teased alot. One of my ex friend quit talking to me since she thought I gave her life and my other ex friend went to a new school and told a bunch of lies about me there and bullyed my other friend who went there too. But suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It hard and sometime I still feel like doing it but please trust me life we'll get better.

[@waytooneedy]

Maddie brought me here

[@avalaplante9296]

The song is about a little girl who is abused and does not think she is needed anymore. She just wants to Disappear. In the end, when the lyrics are "So I am going now to a home that will keep greeting me no matter what they know. So I am going now to a home that will keep greeting me no matter what they know and so I'm gone", the girl commits suicide.

[@kevincorncone]

I think I'm drowning But I don't know where the air is Or which direction to go And this pain in my chest It's still there It won't let me rest Please get me out of here So I can disappear From the life I'm leading I don't think they'll be needing me anymore I'm running faster But I don't now if it's to something Or from the ghosts of old And this pain in my chest It's still there It'll never let me rest Ooh woah Please let me rest Please get me out of here So I can disappear from the life I'm leading I don't think they'll be needing me anymore So I am going now to a home That will keep greeting me No matter what they know And so I'm going now to a home That will keep greeting me no matter what they know And so I'm gone Don't care if they're waiting I'm happy drifting away Don't care if they're crying This water's just like air

[@karminaisabellecr54]

Fuhrmanizer Why you comment the lyrics when we have the lyrics here?

[@ttryon_65478]

@@karminaisabellecr54 it's cause some people may want to read them down here and listen to the song if you understand.

[@sashaeventov]

Stay strong guys. Love is the only way to make things better. Hurt, pain, or anything else like that will only make you feel worse. But you don’t have to live a life like this. Talk to someone. Or if you don’t have anybody to talk to, call childline. It’s okay to have a little stress in life but this isn’t okay. You have to speak to someone. Don’t bottle it up inside. Let it out. I am so proud of how far you have come and you shouldn’t hurt yourself. It won’t make anything better. Look how far you’ve come. Don’t just throw it away now. Keep going and just know that you’re not alone. You are strong and brave. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. Keep going. You are beautiful, kind, loving and caring. Don’t let anybody take that away from you. Love yourself. One person is all it takes. And that person could be you. You could be the one to change the world. So don’t worry. Things will get better. Things WILL get better.

[@13gymnasticslover]

It's a wonderful song, with a powerful message, I think Maddie delivered :)

[@Tamakium]

I luv this song and I luv how Maddie Ziegler did a solo to it

[@SuperZebralovers]

christina if you see this post your the one that got me into singing and i will always be singing thank you

[@haileybrookee]

omg this is one of the most beautiful songs i have ever heard i also made a solo to this as welll

[@MandeeBieber12]

i feel like this a lot... its just my friends make me feel like this, my parents? extremely supportive and always there for me

[@sjakbsaas8723]

I used to listen to this every day for like 3 years bruh. It gets better! And I’m saying this in the middle of a pandemic

[@gravityflyers11]

i just love this song if your really consecration you can get what the whole song is about i really love it shows that people like this have lived a hard life and that we should enjoy our life

[@Minaflexx]

Idk how many times Ive listened to this masterpiece

[@taneikapinkney]

I love this song I watched Maddie perform this on dance moms she is so sweet she cried🌻🌻💕

[@aranzarc6895]

This song is really sad! I listened to this song because Maddie Ziegler danced to this. I hope that the people listening to this song because they feel like it, get the help they need, and find peace, because this is really a sad song. I thought this song wasn't famous but it has a lot of views.

[@ajayuen]

christina li this song is very good. keep writing and never give up

[@emilyjones1077]

This is such a beautiful song

[@jazireedus7124]

This describes my living situation. Ever since my dad committed suicide, my mom, and quiet frankly my life and my whole family fell apart. I was young when he left me and i understood it all. I can't express enough how much this song means to me. My mom is in a neglectful / abusive relationship. I tend to run to my grandparents place and let it off of my chest but that isn't enough. I am seriously a mother figure to my little brother who is only 5, and we hear fighting and it's constant. He always comes to me when they fight and either cries or just hugs me for a long time cause I, too, cry. He calls me 'mom' or 'mama' a lot. The 'pain in my chest' are my true feelings I won't ever get to express. I suffer from severe anxiety and depression and this song is basically my call out. I wish my life was different, but I shouldn't say it's the worst cause people have it worse than me.

[@briebrie2538]

Maki Nishikino Hey it's okay, don't say that people have to worst because yeah they do but your problems do matter, don't act like you're overreacting... You're gonna be okay because every dark tunnel ends and every bad thing in life will end, you just have to keep on pushing. It may seem like everything is bad but you're gonna make it because I have faith in you in fact you don't even need my faith because I know your gonna keep striving, I send my prayers to you.

[@alesiarodgers8252]

I love this song!!!! :-) really good

[@christina3748]

You can always go in One Direction if you don't know which direction to go in...

[@delayni638]

CakeTrash is that a pun I hear

[@woho1680]

Lol

[@milena-hs4tw]

Yup👍

[@melaniemartinez8499]

Christina AHHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAH

[@oliviapetrowski4553]

😂😂😂

[@rykiedippenaar7735]

To whoever who's reading this and going through a tough time. You are loved and it may not feel like it but it will get better. I love you all even though I don't know you God bless

[@kristinamk2279]

Guys common you arent the only ones! Dont think your parents hate you, they do everything for u! If they didnt care they would just leave u! All of you just step out of your dark shadows and realize how great this world is! If it dosnt work out just keep moving forward! Whenever something goes wrong, do what i do , say to your self OUTLOUD , " its gonna be okay " . Suicide isnt the answer

[@ellatripp8274]

thanks you changed me in a good way

[@dancemomsclub7154]

I love this song it’s my solo song and I put so much emotion into it vecause it describes my life rn

[@briybutler]

I was the one to give this song 1000 views

[@LiveLaughLuvMusic16]

If youre feeling like this song is telling, remember that there is always someone that will miss you, even if you dont think so. Please stay on Earth, you are amazing. Get help, Talk to someone, find something that will keep you happy. You are loved

[@harrypotternerdp3589]

This describes my life right now :(

[@brendasimon833]

Mac M same ;-;

[@hailymay927]

No body should be like this

[@Riversradios]

Mhm

[@MrLOKONDA]

Same >:(

[@Bunny-ut6gk]

Pain does end in other ways than disappearing. The way that it will end depends on the person, but the pain will end.

[@taylorwilliams7343]

Love this song it makes a perfect picture in your brain

[@loserkyd7393]

pinkyjess aj *bruinsI'm sorry. xD

[@taylorwilliams7343]

It's ok. I love boston I was born there

[@taylorwilliams7343]

I will always lo e the Bruins even new England patriots

[@taylorwilliams7343]

Cool love football I have a dog named after Tom Brady but it's shortened to Brady. He's a golden retriever

[@cameronkaee]

im not sure how i came here, but im really glad :)

[@gayfairs]

People are talking about child abuse because this song was used for a child abuse dance, but I totally agree with you. I'm about to use this song for a tribute to actress Natalie Wood, because it makes me think of a lot of the things she went through in her life.

[@serenityglam1290]

I miss my mom she's gone....crying rn

[@oliviaringelstein5935]

Serenityglam 1 Aww I'm sorry stay strong❤️❤️

[@lolaslimes7040]

I’m so sorry 😭stay strong x

[@amssams123]

But its sending a important message, and Maddie is a amazing actor. She nailed this dance.

[@luvmeganandliz101]

OMFG! thats great! I read original comment and it was sad! Im so glad you did that for her! Shes just afraid. jjust like if she was being bullied at school. shed be afraid to tell. you did the right thing. if you didnt, where would she be now? she couldve been dead. Youre a true hero :)

[@selenamcbreairty5348]

I Love this song so much. i listen to it whenever im feeling down. im hoping to learn to play it on piano and sing it someday ..

[@ursulaortiz5071]

It's so incredible this song. ♥

[@thebibblesshow]

Christine if you can answer this i love you and your song disappear makes me cry every time and it makes so much sense i love this song im crying right now and i love your music please keep doing mire i am your biggest fan

[@valebear05]

i truly LOVE this song !

[@KK-uy1gf]

Warning life stories down there

[@livpowell1783]

😂😂😂

[@walterharrison7432]

lmfaooo📝😂😂 "it all started when..."

[@JoeBidenIsMyDaddy]

xQc thanks for the warning! It’s so annoying!

[@ugyonfiredechunie7031]

+Elran Dorado Why annoying?

[@melodymyers387]

This song, I can relate to it so well. it seems like my life is a mess, and I just want to get out of it.

[@andrea-ic1uf]

i hope ur ok

[@candacesobota5408]

I wish... I have a heart in pieces... he doesn't care how I am... nobody does.. they don't know what I am going through... I cant eat, sleep, talk, and I can barely breath.. I just want to be taken out of this pain....

[@elliehurley7870]

candace sobota please I love you everyone does and please get through this I know you can

[@Hi23797]

ily 💓💓

[@444-h7h]

I'll dance to this. I am so exited

[@monica60402]

@Sami Smiley I think the reason why this amazing song cheer people up or makes them feel happy is because it makes them feel like they are alone in having those feelings the song describes, for example myself it cheers me up because it makes me realize I am not alone & that are more people who feel exactly the same way I do just like in this song, I mean I don't get abuse, but I do feel that way sometimes & maybe some people do as well.

[@IncendioFlames]

i don't think they'll be needing me anymore either, christina.

[@ajayuen]

i

[@st4rry_c4t]

This doesn't make me sad or any feeling at all. I haven't been feeling any emotion lately. It feels like I'm emotionless.

[@RyDeezy]

wowwww I can't believe she sang this. that takes courage ya know.

[@arimannillo7374]

How I feel every day.

[@lizzypanic9840]

sorry to hear that same here : /

[@GraceFaithGFDance]

Are you ok?

[@khyamaddox7369]

Really? She danced amazing to this song. And her facial expressions were off the charts. At that age she probably dancing better than you are now. So you probably need to go see that solo again.

[@IamkarringtonJ]

I used to listen to this when I was young... like 14 ... I rediscovered it and I’m 20 now..... I’m just now realizing what this is about. Wow. Never really listened to the lyrics .... how

[@fruuityluutie6545]

omg i love this song it makes me happy

[@alyshamiddleton4130]

i think of this song of renewal of life, not sadness. its not like she's dying...? i agree with who posted it, its not sad its refreshing. like a "who cares what people think of me" kind of song, not death???? so thats just me lol!

[@arig1549]

"I don't think they'll be needing me anymore "..... :(

[@lildancer47]

wow i love this song. maddie from dance moms did this song. this song is absolutely beautiful

[@IzzyAction]

I actually didn't find this through Dance Moms. i was just clicking random videos and found this then realized that Maddie danced to this and it made it 10x better.

[@Got_That_Queen_Potato]

Such a beautiful song :)

[@madeibarkley3826]

Came here from dance moms

[@SuperClairewhite]

My favorite song ever!!!!!!

[@madicolitz9374]

Your guys are the best

[@brookeweis463]

omg chills listening to the whole song im suprised maddie didnt win it was the best i ever saw her dance

[@tarasmith5839]

I can’t with this song like every time I listen to this song it’s cause I’m depress and it helps me get all my tears out..it’s like I’m alone in this world with no one to go to anymore like I try to talk to my mom but she just smacks her lips and say nobody wants to hear that stuff sometimes I think about disappearing away from this cruel world..this life isn’t even worth it anymore to me to be honest

[@amberroleplays232]

10 % of people are here for the Song 90% of the people are here for maddie

[@SuperZebralovers]

my best friend just shoed me this song right now and in love it

[@kittydoompaws4168]

this describes me perfectly. It is beautiful