Circa Survive - At A Loss (Ssol A Ta)

[@alandemarest9952]

This song has never hit me so hard and meant as much to me as it does right now. I've been listening to Circa since I was 12 and next month i'll be 32. I used to sing along and tap my feet blissfully ignorant to the intricacies of addiction. Back then I hadn't felt all the pain, shame, guilt and utter turmoil that comes with an active drug addiction as I have now. I've never felt more connected to a song as sad as that may sound. God help me.

[@Zxzoxopeneyes]

I'm not religious but I'm praying for you my brother, times are tough for all you are mentally capable of anything no matter how hard it seems keep your head up

[@jam3152]

You got this my guy. God loves you and I love you too. This life is hard af but it’s worth experiencing it’s good and bad. Forever keep fighting cause it’s always worth it even if it’s just you feeling that way. I fucking mean that with all my fucking heart!

[@jam3152]

Cause I feel alone sometimes too but circa and my loved ones keep me strong. Music, famiky and self love

[@xxxGhostcatxxx]

God is listening. You are never alone my friend. Sending love your way

[@esthreex]

nothing tastes sweeter than freedom, the weight off your shoulders, the power of your simple life invigorates your soul. the path is waiting for you to claim it

[@davidgsings5064]

I miss these guys so much

[@pasa9296]

i love how ambient circa can get

[@willowsendeavor]

I think my heart would break if they ever break up

[@203-g7w]

it would…as would mine. this band got me through the darkest pits of life. couldn’t imagine going through life without them

[@staylucky4727]

I got bad news for you 😭😭😭😭😭

[@HisInfernalFollower]

Didn't age well did it?

[@HHprods8]

:(

[@trentsheaffer3509]

I'll take one with the sunrise, I'll take two in the afternoon, Heavy breathing in the evening. Now I gotta hope that I can sleep it off, If they're all gone by tomorrow. Now I gotta try and make this feeling strong. If they're all gone I won't know what to do. (I won't know what to do) I'll put half in a hiding spot and keep it there for you. (Keep it there for you) There's just not enough to feed the family, And I can't manage to save a morsel, And I, I'm so hungry. I'll take one with the sunrise, I'll take two in the afternoon, Heavy breathing in the evening. As far as I can tell the safe will never crack. There's just not enough to feed the family, And I can't manage to save up a morsel, And I, I'm so hungry. There's just not enough to feed the family, And I can't manage to save up a morsel, And I, I've been starving. It's unable to be fixed, It's unreconcilable. It's unable to be fixed, It's unreconcilable. There's just nothing here that fits. It's just unable to be fixed, It's unreconcilable, And I'm scared there is no cure. It's unable to be fixed, It's unreconcilable. There's just nothing here that fits, There's just nothing here.

[@jaygilesgriffin6519]

Thanks

[@harrystylesassistantlove3276]

Saw them live

[@AceTheKid]

@the fuck? Xanax. Confirmed by Anthony.

[@secretschizophrenic7491]

Thanks

[@michaelbenbow9068]

This song sets with me well. I love Anthony's talent, and I'm very grateful for his struggles. Without it, his music would be heartless, it's crazy how someones crazy life can help someone else so much, just by putting it in words. Thankyou Anthony you will always be my idol!

[@jeffescobedo1166]

Your right....people can explain better in music then talking to u

[@MichaelSmith-fy1jj]

It does no good to justify addiction. It is an evil disease that will rip your heart out. Anthony hurt himself to share with us a beautiful gift and I am very grateful, but this is not something to be celebrated, it's tragic what's lost in such a short life to disease. His heart helped him through his struggles, it is not because of them, but what was overcome. I think we should be careful on relying on struggles. There's a metaphor I'd like to share with this. I remember back, not really considering much, a friend who is a vocalist told me while he can appreciate Green as an artist, the way he sings damages the voice. But it is so fitting for the Esthetic, I thought. I realized, that what I was appreciating good from was actually pretty harmful, and it's another way he hurt himself to share his expressions with us. You know, he really hurt himself to make this art. I can't help but find it cruel to consider it was necessary to not be heartless, you know?

[@alexanderyoung8961]

This is my favorite Circa Survive song!...I think it would be really cool if it were available outside of youtube. I'd gladly pay for this song. Gosh it is so good.

[@cooperl24]

Even their demo songs are amazing. Circa just has such a great amount of potential. And they keep getting better. If you ever get the chance, try to go to one of their shows. The energy that they all put into their live shows is enough to change lives.

[@TheSabatte]

It's crazy how this band has touched my heart, I'm still waiting to see them live one day

[@silversteinfan30]

TheSabatte dude I just saw them live in dallas for their on letting go tour, and it was beyond words

[@joeysmazzerati5525]

TheSabatte They are amazing live. See them

[@allenstinehour8067]

@@silversteinfan30 haha I was there too!

[@endlss-lve]

really all i ever want in life is for circa to never break up. thats all i need

[@assimo9841]

I've been a fan since their demo days... I've thought a lot about this... and At A Loss is probably my favorite Circa song. that, or Resentment.

[@AlecBrownBurr]

This song is unbelievably pretty. Anthony puts so much emotion and heart into all of his music, and with this song that emotion is just exaggerated by the song itself.

[@brauliochicken]

Damn that outro is a gut punch. Circa is such a special band.

[@jleoncito6]

Rare Circa songs like this where the lyrics are quite a bit less cryptic are on a whole different level of emotion

[@nicogonzales8442]

jammed this my acid trip and oh my words can't explain the vibes that this song gave me

[@MARTKARBLE]

+Nico Gonzales haunting, remorseful, serious topics like starving... lmao just gotta blast some animal collective to bring you back

[@jstn05]

+Mr. Mister possibly about addiction. pills bud, pills. You know, he used to pop percocet, prior to his heroin habit...Hes allegedly off that stuff though.

[@aivg12]

Bright eyes is forever one of my favorites.

[@KaylaLubsPapa]

Dude. For the longest time. I just thought "sso la ta" was like Latin or something... now I see it! Hahaha.

[@a89lopez]

MaKayla Nirsberger lol tell me

[@AssimoOne]

a89lopez it's "At a loss" backwards...

[@Bulldogface87]

this song hurts and gives me the chills

[@desacrificial_lamb934]

Heart break and pills never go well but the highs, the highs spawned my art and writing that conveyed more than more than emotions (if possible.) I wish I was as artistic but I'm happier and no longer need those outlets, I just need my jokes and good mornings

[@RValentine32]

i miss circa

[@Mariooo57]

holy hell i remember hearing Anthony sing the bit at 2:14 in one of the studio videos. glad this song got posted here thanks

[@massacre11]

anthony greens arms are long as fuck. this song is like waking up bathed in sunlight

[@tiombeturner4427]

Mario I swear

[@Tire.Dude.42]

This is their best work

[@circa4389]

Amazing.

[@raulness]

This is a really great song. Totally could've been in BSN. I actually remember a short clip of this song appearing for a second in one of their older videos where they were just at their house in Philly recording ideas. That version sounded different from this one so I can't even imagine how many versions of this there are.

[@michaelbenbow8007]

I'd their all gone by tomorrow I won't know what to do! This song resonates with me very well!

[@michaelbenbow8007]

if*

[@critterclaws]

thanks for posting on youtube! :3

[@JoshuaEpperson69]

Circa you're the best.

[@WhatDoubts]

Still amazing.

[@samanthavigueras2556]

This song awww 😍

[@Enoch433]

I'm still here.

[@jordansmith9743]

I'm here on crypto remembering my roots. Boys. Girls. It's only gonna take yourself. Just remember this song as a brick that built the house of doubt. Fuckem all Get off the drugs. Drink less. Find a meridith. Just DO something. Play miracle sun and she loves me so on guitar. I'm here. I'll respond every year I'm not. Love you guys n gals.

[@mateolugo1270]

[@PatchBishop]

Circa for my soul.

[@skunproc822]

This songs about Xanax

[@br0ctopuss]

omg, speechless

[@laurahager9137]

Killing me with those lyrics

[@MrChickenspit]

This song kinda also reminds me of space song. I love circa

[@jchase104]

amazing

[@chowdercamisadooo]

perfect.

[@raulness]

@bloodytampon0 I'm sure most of the BSN songs sounded similar to this when they were first written. David Botrill is usually a metal producer (Disturbed, Mudvayne, Coheed & Cambria) so when got into pre-production with Circa he definitely had a strong influence pushing the album to be more agressive. If this song had more distorted guitars and some intense drums, this would fit right in there with Blue Sky Noise.

[@razor9799]

a.g forever

[@AvidDreams]

Almost 3 years now.

[@TheDeXisOnFire]

so fucking awesome

[@Globeskater170]

@danxiie no it's definetely not about a job/working lol. i'm pretty sure it's about some kind of pill

[@Antchovi]

@proteusmoon it's 2 years old now! :O

[@birdseed0]

Fever dreams

[@Globeskater170]

lol yup good to know someone else on this page listens to Bright eyes

[@wificracker41]

I always knew this song was about drugs

[@RicochetKing2113]

Anthony Green's on his Conor Oberst lookin' shit in this photo hahaha I like it!

[@FerretxMoon]

It's unreconcilable..

[@awsdfasfasfasf5969]

i couldent find any live performances of this song, anyone got ?

[@ryker92]

If anyone finds or recieves any songs from Anthonys new solo album, "Beautiful Things' please post it asap.

[@danxiie]

is the song about job/ working?

[@andrewe7379]

Sad I know what he talk about 😢

[@wificracker41]

Drugs

[@Divad_DA]

Xanax is a hell of a drug.

[@spiralEyedGhost]

it's the song title backwards ..↓

[@accessxyz]

Does anyone know what Ssol A Ta actually means?

[@Antchovi]

it's "at a loss" backwards

[@ExplosionsInOurHands]

good gandhi

[@newavenues]

There's just nothing here

[@JoJoRoxanne]

fuuuuuuuuccccckkkkk yyyyeeeeeeesssssssssssss

[@AestheticExperience]

@OmqqSheAintYhu in the code for this video, or any other video, type "repeat" after "youtube" so you have "youtuberepeat" .com/ blah blah blah. There ya go

[@DrJohnnyDangerous]

damn you are high

[@bulletsmichael]

If you dont love this song you do not have soul.

[@AmaKamaKyla]

Uhm...what? ._.

[@jadealane0223]

@idntgibafuck16 hah more than likely