ClOSED our dispensary, FIRED, Forced to SELL our house, now LIVING in 1 bdrm RV with family of 5

Hey yall! It's been a whole year since I've posted here so thanks for even being here! Lots of things have happened and I haven't been in the best mood to capture nor talk about anything BUT here I am anyway! My kinfolk know that KZbin has always been my diary and you get the real deal me here! You may have lots of questions because some things won't be answered in the first video but I will be sure to bring y'all up to speed on everything! One thing that comes to my mind that I should bring up is "We closed our business (started in 2020) due to lack of financials which trickled into our home and everything we own.. in the midst of this my husband was wrongfully terminated in 2022 (devastated because we're obviously already STRUGGLING BAD) but he got a job on the side (nowhere near his salary) but by the grace of God and perseverance he secured a job in Texas and that started our RV living journey.. There was nothing left for us in Oklahoma besides the home that we are selling.

[@tonyam1648]

Hey love,so happy to see you!! I HAVE BEEN THERE! LIVING IN HOTELS WITH MY KIDS FOR 2 YEARS! BUT GOD!!! I am 3 years back to my own place, car, and new Job! Sharing my testimony because I KNOW GOD GOT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY! THIS TOO SHALL PASS!!! Y'ALL ARE BLESSED 🤍 Love y'all Kinfolk 💯💯💯💯

[@nsidebeauty]

Babyyyyy when I look back overrr my lifeeee & I see all the things Gods done for me!!!!!!!!!!! I just got out my of church too, don’t make me get out the car & start DANCING!!!!!!!

[@tonyam1648]

BABY YOU BETTA SAY IT!!! WHEN I LOOK BACK OVER MY LIFE AND ALLLLLLL THE THINGS HE BROUGHT ME THROUGH!!!!! DANCE GIRL! I'M LITERALLY DANCING WITH YOU!!!!! YOU HAVE TO DANCE, SHOUT and PRAY YOUR WAY TO A BREAK THROUGH!! KEEP GOING!!!

[@CookingwithKare]

I truly value your transparency, it’s so easy to connect with. Keep up the amazing work, I love your content.

[@nsidebeauty]

I appreciate that!

[@tammies1400]

Praying for financial blessings, good spirits and sticking together thru the good times and the bad. GOD will always see you thru the trials and tribulations, good luck glad you’re HOME!!!

[@shamikasmith69]

But GOD!!!! Why you just break me allllll the way down at the end of this video. Mannnnn I promise GOD knew I needed to hear your journey and testimony. He is sooooo soooo good and faithful to us. Ya got me with that singing every single time. Goshhhhhh I am so glad that through it all....yall didnt lose hope, or faith. Bless all of you!!! I am so glad you are back on YT because I surely been looking for ya. The kiddos are so grown up now. Oakley and BJ were so having their own moments.

[@rosegreen1707]

I have been watching you for a long time and never comment, but you spoke to my spirit this morning. I am in my season of turbulence right now. Ultimately I feel like the Lord is telling me to lean on him but I keep trying to do it all on my own and fix it all, but sometimes things just have to break. Just know that your testimony is a blessing.

[@Lovvechild]

Your singing brought me to tears, so moving. So happy for you and your beautiful family! 💕

[@luckyladybird3851]

Seeing your video pop up made my day brighter. I remember when Anya was born, and now there's 3 beautiful little ones. Wishing you and the family much joy and happiness ❤

[@itsjustmedeedee6978]

I literally looked for your channel earlier this week cause I needed a good laugh! It's your time lady, welcome back❤🙏

[@nsidebeauty]

Ayyeeeee come on now confirmation!!!!!! Thanks for searching for me 🥰❤️

[@iMonaMission2]

Welcome back 👏🏾 welcome back 👏🏾 welcome back welcome back welcoome baaack❤❤❤❤you have truly been missed like a breath of fresh air.Times is hard but keep the faith ,we all going through something and you arent alone.2025 our year 💪🏿💯🫶🏾

[@shebradavis867]

Glad to see yall. God has something bigger and better for you in life. This will be your testimony when you look back on it. God has you covered.

[@mskokomarie8460]

I just thought of you and your family on Monday of this week. I went to your channel and saw no new videos and thought to myself I pray all is well and I miss you guys. This video popped up in my timeliness and I am so happy to see you all!! Praying that nothing but blessings come to you from here on out.

[@sastv22]

Hey Nessa!!! You better sing girl!

[@nsidebeauty]

Hey loveeee ❤

[@karmabest8691]

That SANGING Girl!!! Jesus....

[@LaLa_Rich]

Your testimony is so beautiful!! God bless you and your beautiful family! Congratulations on your new home 🎉🎉

[@evrytingkriss]

I've been keeping up with you on Instagram gurlll! So happy you and your beautiful family are in much better place. ❤

[@nsidebeauty]

Thanks so much for your support ❤️❤️

[@Silent.but.deadly73]

One thing about you- you will put on THE FULL ARMOR OF GOD and stroll right on thru a storm. Sending Miracles and Blessings 🩷

[@abrilbrantley2010]

I just love when you sing! Your voice is such a blessing! I definitely cried with you.

[@nsidebeauty]

Wow, thank you!

[@jenniferb7061]

Nessa, your singing spoke to me in my time of need. Im so depressed and defeated.

[@cjduvall22]

Thoroughly enjoyed this vlog, thanks for taking us on your journey. Missed your singing as well

[@Nepetamoon]

Omg girl I was JUST thinking about you the other day!!! I know things aren’t easy but I’m glad that y’all are well and remain blessed.

[@KeiisPlannedLife]

I watch you for your realness and I appreciate you sharing your life

[@shaunalove3599]

Popped over from IG…just subscribed and watched more than 30 seconds. You singing/ministering at the end of your video 😮 yes ma’am! 👏🏾🩷

[@Redd.Ro1]

Kinfolk good to see you welcome back. Stay with us we all have been through it and going through it and going to go through it some more. Don't do this to us we could have took this road with you. ❤

[@latricechambers7406]

Your a strong woman and your family is very blessed ❤ thank you for sharing this us

[@nsidebeauty]

Thank you so much!

[@chrisakamistatalent8815]

Hey SisFolks. Glad to see y’all again

[@nsidebeauty]

Bruhfolkkkk!!!! What’s upppp!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@akadiordiva3619]

Welcome home my beautiful yt Niecey! U opened ur mouth & the 1st run I heard it felt like ol times. Nessa my prayers & luv reach out to u, Tario, & those babies we watched grow inside u, while u protected them so lovingly. U know the Lord did not bring u this far to leave u. He has even greater plans in store for ur lil Tribe, please stay the course lil baby u & Tario got this. So glad ur strong enough to do this together! Love u to life babygirl 🤗❤️😍💯

[@birdm83]

Awww Janessa! Congratulations on your new home!!! Also, you truly have a beautiful voice 🥹

[@lonesesa]

I've been watching you on other platforms, happy to see how far you've come and how much faith you have. I know all those things coming at y'all at once was rough but you survived it together and that shows how strong you guys are individually and as a couple. Don't forget to be proud of yourselves.

[@carsonsitara]

Sending prayers to you and your family ❤ I have been watching you since you started your KZbin channel since the first intro…I still love and sing to this day, and girl I love you…you are my sister and best friend 😂 in my mind and through the screen lol! I don’t even have to say keep going because I know y’all will, I can hear it in your voice!!! Yall got this!!! As a family, fight, pray, stay together, and the sun will shine again, although it never stopped shining…it shows in your presence! And girrrllll, please girl sing some more girl singgggg, I had to rewind and rewind you singing, girl you took me there, crying and all, brought me back to the ol school church days…girl please do a gospel singing series or vlog singing because just like you helped me get through my rough time today, there’s so many more people who you could help get through their days…just with your beautiful voice, because although going through what you’re going through the shining light in your presence and your amazing voice helps someone else…Love y’all! Be safe and i’m rooting for y’all!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@MyeshaYasmine]

It's so good to see that yall are doing much better ❤

[@abrilbrantley2010]

Me and my three kids were just here in 2021 and 2017. Cars, to hotels, to multi bedroom houses. Thank you, God, we are blessed! I pray that, God's, blessings are released over your family. In the name of, Jesus. Amen! Thank you, God!

[@santinadixon9707]

Tuning in ❤❤❤

[@nsidebeauty]

Thank you, Santinaaa ❤️

[@MarySmith-po4qt]

Big ups to you guys y'all got this ❤🎉😅

[@Redd.Ro1]

Kinfolk you know just like I know God is good. And he going to take you through some things to bring you out better.

[@baltimore4life34akallswerv3]

Hey Nessa it's swell to finally see you again 🎉✨

[@ladysanders8627]

💜Welcome back, KinFolk!!!!💜

[@RinaRina-dz8yh]

Hey my loveeeeeeee I missed you so much ion have kids but I’m in the same boat back with my momma but I know god , THROUGH HIM ALL THINGS Are POSSIBLE ! Anyways I’m back to the best me I can be and I see you have been working on yourself too . I love you girl keep recording even when it’s ugly baby we still love it ❤❤❤. Much love from Florida ! 🌴

[@Nykia036]

Yasssssss so happy you and your family are back.❤❤❤❤

[@abda1nonly245]

U better sing Queen yessssssss God has you and ur family

[@eugenefontenot7898]

Yes, yall are coming out of this. I'm gonna stand and agree with you on that. God Bless yall. And keep on doing what you're doing. Don't let up. ❤❤

[@shanalindsay2808]

Go girl 🎉

[@francinewalker8149]

Hello Jenessa!, you were so very missed I was thinking of you 2 weeks ago, so happy to see you. So happy your being a strong women , mother and fiance. Keep on keeping on. 😍❤️🤓👍🏽✌🏾

[@nsidebeauty]

Heyyyy! Thank you for thinking of meeee& no longer a fiancé 😂 Been gone so long, I’m a wife now 😂🥰

[@iMonaMission2]

You definitely had me in Tears at the end especially with that singing angel face im so happy for you

[@tiffanyhawkins5752]

Omg been waiting for you to post on KZbin

[@1212kisha]

Keep on holding on. Some people don’t have a roof over their heads ❤

[@nsidebeauty]

Trust me, I’m well aware. I’m too aware & feel everything for everybody. I’m very thankful.

[@WhenInDartyville]

Let’s go beautiful family so excited for you guys! 🎉 the pearly white teeth had me screaming 😂😂😂😂

[@shanellwilliams9215]

Tuning in Nessa!! ❤❤❤🫶🏾✨️

[@nsidebeauty]

Thank you ❤

[@lifeofkdewaunsha2790]

girlll I’m staying with my boyfriend and his mom in a small old apartments coming from my luxury two bedroom 2 bath and it’s not my normal. I am so uncomfortable. I pray to god i get out soon like you congratulations 🎉😢

[@NikkiNeal00]

I felt that,thanks. I’m new to KZbin,girlllllll that song did it for me… I just had to subscribe.. Thanks

[@ikeaweston582]

Girllllll we been missing you!

[@faceu9621]

THE END OF THE VIDEO!! WHEN YOU ARE SINGING!!!!! I FELT THAT!!! I AM TIRED I AM SOOOOOO READY TO MOVE! BUT like you said GOD has the last say!{{crying}}👏🏾👏🏾🙌🏾BEAUTIFUL VOICE 🥰

[@eugenefontenot7898]

Thankyou for sharing. This takes alot of courage.

[@christelarmstrong9598]

Sing sis amazing 👏🏽glad to see u and family

[@sherrycla9950]

Thank You for this!!! Moral of the story is NEVER give up .Keep fighting keep going because GOD is faithful.❤🎉🎉

[@Redd.Ro1]

Kinfolk I thought I was going to hold it in through this whole video. But at the end when you broke it down I broke it down to. 😭😭. LOOK AT GOD 🙏🏾

[@christelarmstrong9598]

Bigger things is on its way bless ☝🏾 family

[@phoeniciamichelle5362]

🎉you and the family deserved it all and more! Claim it! ❤

[@tracydavis3343]

Missed you and the other kinfolk in your home. Glad to see you back.

[@arnellaj.9146]

When I say everyone has acne problems and stress can cause it leave her alone she is still beautiful and gorgeous keep doing you boo!!! Because my god YOU ARE GORGEOUS AND THE WAY YOUR MAN DOTES ON YOU IS SO SWEET!!! ❤❤❤❤❤

[@dottieh.8189]

God is faithful! Congratulations and God bless you and your family on your new journey! I’m in North Texas if you wanna connect (but I also realize that’s weird lol)

[@journeyof_one]

I'm excited for you! I remember when you left your job at the casino. I wished you the best then and still do Kinfolk

[@nsidebeauty]

Omgggg!!! That’s been a longgg ride!!!

[@NikkiNeal00]

Congratulations on the new place.

[@L.Taylor_06]

"Yall know I ain't neva been shame 'bout my yellow school buses." 😂😂😂We have missed you!!!!!😂😂😂

[@joeyj5495]

Congrats on the home. Thanks for your transparency!! 🙏 I’ve been watching you for I think 3 years. So beautiful, so humble and so funny.. I pray that god continues to carry you and cover your family. * You brought up your skin a few times. I’m struggling with it too. That Blk Girl Suncreen was causing it.. Proud of you and your husband. Good luck in Dallas.. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@yolanda6778]

It takes TWO working people obviously especially if you have kids! I raised five kids ages 36-43 and i aways had a good job and that was in the early 80s! Beside I've never wanted to depend on anyone and wanted my own money! Not only that, you need a job that is paying into the social system you won't be young forever

[@nsidebeauty]

You live & you learn for sure. Definitely gotta do what works for you.

[@christelarmstrong9598]

Hey sis ❤ and blessings

[@Nanay21]

Kinfolkkkk heyyyy i missttt you 🤣

[@christolbert3491]

janessa danielle awesome job on the upload

[@williejamesboyce8963]

Good see you back girl!!!

[@nsidebeauty]

Thanks bruhtha 💪🏾

[@TheeAfroHippie]

Yesssssss 💃🏽 I miss you, I checked you out a few times on TikTok but I’m just not into that app. I’m happy to see you again ☀️☀️💕

[@nsidebeauty]

Thank you for checking on me! That’s so sweet!

[@stayfocused2544]

Yes gon show up and show out for one of the real ones!🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

[@Larue8807]

Not yo ass got me crying!!!😢😢😢 yessssss!!! you betta sang!!!

[@Redd.Ro1]

Sing kinfolk 🙏🏾

[@pumpkin4ful]

The veneers look nice…might take some time getting use to. I have a denture but I had to get use to talking differently and the new white color. Give it some time. Nice to see your videos again! Keep praying god will bless y’all‼️

[@nsidebeauty]

That was for a sponsorship. I worked for them & they paid me. Lol I like my regular teeth 🦷 😂

[@cherishnadiaofficial]

God is faithful 💙

[@StandinOnBuiznessMinistries]

Hey nessa❤🙏. You made me cry with that song. On time. This is jami by the way🫶🙌

[@karmabest8691]

The faithfulness of God!!!

[@BackToMama1]

You better sing!!!❗️

[@christolbert3491]

bibiche's world love your vid its aweosme

[@Ariesbrwnsk]

Hey 👑❤

[@cyrhea66]

God is so good!!!!!!! Oh yes he is!❤❤❤❤❤

[@keauntrecampbell7457]

Look at God. We miss you kinfolk

[@sabrinawhite9855]

First kinfolk

[@nsidebeauty]

Sabrinaaaaa!!!! So good to see you hereeee ❤️

[@loveeexo5165]

Can anyone let me know why she was forced to sell her home? I love that you decided to share your truth, so any of us are going through the same thing.

[@nsidebeauty]

I wrote more in the description of the video that should help a bit with the answer. I’ll be answering more along the way.

[@DivinelyGuided731]

🤍🤍🤍

[@nsidebeauty]

❤

[@Redd.Ro1]

Okay so you all came to my neck of the woods DALLAS 🤠

[@nsidebeauty]

REDDDDD!!!!! Stop playin with meeee!!!! We’re definitely in Dallassss ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@Redd.Ro1]

@nsidebeauty WELCOME Yes ma'am yes I've been in Dallas all my life.

[@Redd.Ro1]

@nsidebeauty You know we are cold right now we ain't used to cold 🥶.

[@kimbrown1830]

♥️♥️

[@pamelamcguire2817]

I'm so glad ur out of the camper. God is good amen. Prayers ❤️ I lost my job and have a 24 yr old autistic son if u could say a prayer I would b greatful.

[@TheRealityofMartha]

Oh nvm lol I see it!!! Thank god for this video lol ❤😂😂😂

[@abrilbrantley2010]

Hey, kinfolk, can you drop the name of you and your hubby's channel? I can't find the link.

[@quianajeffers3163]

Girrrl wth u been ?!? If I didn’t have me laughing at you putting in those veneers.. u too silly

[@christelarmstrong9598]

😂 your lil girl 🫶🏾

[@thespinabifidaworkoutqueen]

🙏🏾✝️🤲🏾💐👏🏾👏🏾🙌🏾 👑💪🏾😊God Is Great

[@TheRealityofMartha]

Do yall smoke 💨 flowers cause lord I would need it. I’m homeless and been here for 16 months and it’s been real

[@LiquidSunrise-94]

Made it here…

[@nsidebeauty]

Thank you!

[@LiquidSunrise-94]

@ Yw sugaaa!

[@andwilson1991]

I love u you are funny ass he'll 🤣

[@cookinchucklinkitchen9687]

GOD is always working, what a blessing, you betta saaaannnnnggg, I've been there, it makes you stronger when you have to weather the storm, an amazing blog🫶🏽

[@eugenefontenot7898]

Ok, I'm here. Just came from IG. Liked , Shared and Subscribed