Colicchie " Drug Addiction " ( prod by Big Jerm )

[@Emily-uw8ci]

as of right this second, i’m on my floor listening to this song crying, broken, & beaten down yet again. i’m only 23 & i’m suffering from the tight grip of addiction. right now i make it a vow to myself to start my journey to my second attempt at getting clean. the first time lasted just a few days shy of 2 years. as of this second i vow to get clean & take it one day at a time. i’m sick & tired of being sick & tired. i know i can do it. i didn’t spend 9 months in a rehab facility back in 2018 for nothing. time to use what i learned again. thank you for your music man. send good vibes my way guys. ❤️

[@AfallinAngel]

You got this!!!! I went to rehab 5 times almost died twice only thing that made me wake up was see my dad dying in the hospital I made a promise to him I would get clean and stay clean. 6 years sober now. Everyday is a struggle but I look back and think damn today's a little bit easier. You are young im 37 with two kids. If I can do it you can! Just think of the amazing life you are going to have. 💙💛❤💚💜

[@joshhensley1460]

You got this keep your head up I was addicted to coke for 2 years

[@kevincaswell8085]

Don’t listen to the chad idiot. You got this keep working through it. I used herion an coke for 8 years 5 of those years where Iv use. Set yourself a big goal an a few little goals on the way to the big one! Keep on keeping on

[@AfallinAngel]

@@chad4823 Are you stupid or something? Oh no im sure your just one of them snobs that think your perfect. Good luck with that. 👍

[@Colicchie]

Stay strong Emily 💔 how are you today? You can always message me on Facebook.

[@malissaminor9800]

My mom got me into using meth at 17 years old. I used until i was 33. Today I am celebrating my 8th month anniversary of being sober 240 days 🤟🎊. Thank you so much Colicchie you and your music has been a big part of it!! Your a blessing to me and so many people around the world 🙏❣️👏

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing, proud of you.!! We can do this ❤️👏🏽👏🏽 I appreciate it and you.!

[@johnwoodworth2862]

Keep going. Proud of you!!!

[@Nate_Burre]

Getting the gut to finally stand up for yourself & fight back is EVERYTHING seems like you got that

[@AlexPerricciolo-b9c]

I'm 32 and this song hits home. Addiction made me loose everything. I don't even get to see my kids. And I keep using BC I have nothing. I feel alone and getting high makes that alone feeling go away. The pain of loosing my kids easier. I don't have a home and I can't keep a job BC I can't focus.

[@michelletimms6109]

@alex that's all a state of mind, you can It's possible! I lost my marriage 16yrs 4months ago now I'm sober get my kids on weekends, it's do able no matter what.

[@krisrota7619]

8 months clean off heroin and meth. This song helped me through it. Thank you Colicchi

[@vh8765]

Kris Davis, Still going??

[@krisrota7619]

Still sober

[@vh8765]

Kris Davis, Hell yeah!! I’m so proud to hear that…

[@krisrota7619]

Thank you. I appreciate that. 10 months on the 22nd

[@vh8765]

Kris Davis, Keep going!! You should be very proud of yourself. Do you do meetings? Church?? I quit smoking cigarettes January 5. Not even a puff!

[@jessicasales8927]

This song saved me! I listened to it on repeat from 4am-6am 07/07/2022. I knew if I left and got more shit then I wouldn’t check myself into treatment so I played this song over and over. I’ve been clean since!

[@Colicchie]

I genuinely appreciate it and you.!! Honestly. Thank you so much

[@AceKirklandSpinazolaKlein]

That's amazing keep going

[@AceKirklandSpinazolaKlein]

I get chills I'm 17 years sober

[@lianaoh4130]

This song makes me cry every time. Lord watch over me and my brothers and sisters who struggle with addiction.

[@Colicchie]

❤️🙏🏽

[@michaelshook6651]

It's good to know you have 💛❤💙💜💖💗💛

[@michaelshook6651]

This one has ❤

[@shanehofer3106]

🤣🤣

[@stephanieknowles1396]

🙏❤️ Pray we all find a way for our broken selfs 😭

[@dawnmcabrera6277]

My daughter sent me this song to let me know what she was going through I didn't understand the painful things said the threats to hurt me but listening to this helped me to understand and I am so proud of the strength she found to be clean over a year now and I want to say how proud I am of her and anyone who over came this Praying for you all God Bless

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing, and thank you Dawn, much love

[@williamcereoli6038]

thanks its not easy 7 years off heroin

[@wadewarriner139]

Your support and trying to understand is awesome. Prayers for your daughter. Its possible!!

[@These-nutz]

🙏

[@orphamariecolwell]

for one my name was never mary colwell she was post to live hear be for carrol baker chris

[@Bmxthegardennj]

The fact I’m crying right now from this song I think it means it’s time to get sober

[@Colicchie]

❤️🙏🏽 you can do this .!!

[@Flaka91]

It’s been 3 months since this post are you sober yet..?

[@Brian-qn6ru]

You can do it, stay strong

[@yoejoe]

They told me that it is a disease ( addiction) that you have to live with it forever and also pay the dr. Psychologische off course you can maybe get a relapse, but that is something that we do not talk about anymore cause you are fighting for something else now. The reason that i never even try to stop is because i did not want to. The forces you and then it gets worse. You can only stop what you are doing if you find something else to live for. Making other people happy and helping them with everything and more..... Do this and your live gets better.... Everybody has his own personal thinks and trouble 's dont use drugs when you already have problems. Dont do drugs in general, but it's just something you have to remind yourself, when bad things happen in live try to focus on the good things that will come from hard work and being nice to people if you stay nice they will help you! If you blame everybody no one will, you can only change yourself not other people. ❤ Have a blessed week too everyone that takes the effort to read this. 😊

[@nicolewatts8898]

You got this, you can do it. Stay strong

[@BrE3zyR3D]

Swear to God dude every time I get clean I come and listen to this. Whether I lose it or not to everyone whose clean and listening to this please hold onto to it like I am this time around

[@bryanpatrick7402]

Was shooting meth homeless living in a tent next to the river, literally lost everything, but 3 years ago I decided that something had to change so I got clean my clean date is 8-18-17 been clean every since got married had a son and have a daughter on the way. Thanks bro your truly a inspiration.

[@tyronekelly5641]

Fair play to you man

[@bryanpatrick7402]

Appreciate it brother

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing. Keep it up. Merry Christmas. How are you?

[@bryanpatrick7402]

Merry Christmas to you bro, you played a huge part in me getting clean you gave me hope that I could change my life and be a good father forever grateful 🙏❤ life is good. You doing good?

[@stevenroof6502]

Keep staying strong I'll pray for you

[@suzannerouze2640]

Wow! I have 28 years clean and reading all these comments really hits home. Prayers for each and everyone of you struggling, hang in there I never thought I would see 57 years old but here I am a grandma and everything!

[@AlexN-Astro]

Congratulations to you Suzanne... Im 7 years clean now and already years older than I'd thought id get...

[@jessicafischer8423]

suzanne rouze amazing

[@mrpete218]

That’s awesome!!!

[@jodiekingshott5289]

God love ya!! U done it, I’m surgling, but I’m gona get there, I’m not repeating genurasion!! Bless x

[@daveosborne743]

Congrats

[@thomasdurham6189]

I love this! Addiction had its claws in me for 15 years, but after 5 rehabs, finally, truly hitting rock bottom and being fed up, i am 136 days happily clean and sober and am currently a staff member at a men's inpatient rehab, helping other men achieve sobriety!!! Only by the grace of God am i able to be where i am now and not dead!!!

[@Colicchie]

How amazing Thomas, that’s what I love to hear. Let’s keep it going, both of us ..!! 🫡❤️🙏🏽🙌🏽

[@DadangG-he2kp]

❤❤🎉

[@Joe-e6j]

AMEN CARNALITO YOU TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME YOU CAN DO IT

[@ajmaccammond]

Amen Brother. It's like death was never fearful but welcome. The people outside cannot imagine the feeling and only to die and be revived back to this Hell makes you invite it more. I have a new outlook, a clean one and to hear this song brings back memories, but helps us grow!

[@johnwoodworth2862]

@thomasdurham6189 very proud of you. It took me 1 state facilities rehab and detox program. I had to cold turkey off the drugs I was prescribed

[@beastywrld798]

I am the son of a recovering heroin addict and I can truly say this song had helped me understand what he was going through better. You made this song with the purpose of reaching addicts but as a family member I now know every word. All I can say is thank you

[@Colicchie]

Much love and respect .. sincerely . And thank you, I appreciate it 🙏🏽

[@ericaukett7331]

I think this song turn the whole lot about my life and my family being addicted to drugs me having Cerebral Palsy and my twin brother and younger brotherHaving a fucked up life in foster care having a fucked up life inside a foster care because my mother's mom was prejudice tourist black people my father got my mother pregnant with me and my twin brother had a very young age young age in high School my mom was 14 going on 15 my dad was 16 going on 17When my mom was pregnant with twins my dad got locked up with where is statutory rape did Judge gave my dad 12 1/2 years in prison at 17 I turn two big drug world at 11 years of age I love the money I did not care who I was selling drugs to junkies pregnant women mothers without taking care of their kids as long as I was making that big top dollarI did time in prison behind the money and drug gameI was in Latin King gang member I still get hungry for the money but this will be my third strike my third strike now I'm inside of a wheelchair because bullet in my spinal cord I still am mobile I still can use my whole entire body with the women in the bedroom like I said I listen to this song 100 100 all day everyday to remind me not to get that hungry for money again because you likeBig judge told me I'm never getting out this time❤😢

[@amberannemcgrath4415]

​@@ericaukett7331thank you for sharing your truth! Stay strong stay true. Love and respect and hugs

[@kygielewski33]

I’m a daughter of one and he sent me this song so please remember there are more out there if you ever feel alone ❤

[@profoundlyyou]

I am the daughter of two addicts and swore that I would never become one myself. Well, my clean date is 06/28/18. I became what I hated the most in this world. I started methadone maintenance, and it saved my life and saved my family. I've been tapering off for awhile now and I only have 9 days left. It's so very hard, but "I'm so sick and tired though of being sick and tired, but then it finally happened, motivated by desire." Methadone saved my life, but I'm so excited to finally close this chapter. I promise, that I am going to break this generational curse and NEVER go back to that shell of a person I was six years ago. I'm so proud of every single person who has the courage to try and save themselves. There is hope, and there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

[@johnrodriguez5141]

Been clean for 8 years now, this song speaks to me. Everyday I fight the temptation but I’m stronger than that and so is everyone else fighting addiction! You can all do it!

[@Colicchie]

Amazing John, congrats and much love ..!!!

[@GeorgeChavez-oq2vr]

3:26 ❤

[@ShaneSchoeman]

After 10 years of addiction, overdosing over 17 times on fentanyl, and being clinically dead 4 times. I am proud to say i am 210 days sober. Thank you colichee for sharing your story with us, courage, perseverance and humility 🙏

[@dalehartnell6199]

Keep up the good work. Just wanted to share mine as I feel like there is hope in staying clean. 21 years of herion. 6 year of meth and 4 year cocain

[@ShaneSchoeman]

@@dalehartnell6199 amazing Dale 🙏🙏🙏

[@kristinefarrell3803]

​@@dalehartnell6199😢

[@bridgetteterry3636]

Only God above is why you still here hun.

[@brendamck7169]

God bless you..I feel you.. believe it.

[@stephaniesampson8441]

I shot heroin, coke and meth I've gone to prison 13 times. I was a prostitute and I use to lance my own absesses. I always said I was I gonna change when I got hemmed up (arrested). I lived/stayed in flop houses that had needles pushed stems and dirty unbathed people in them. But I surrendered I have 8 years clean but this song takes me back to those days and I can't help but cry

[@Colicchie]

8 years is incredible. Truly.. stay strong Stephanie ❤️🙏🏽

[@natashahinse193]

First of all, please respect your people no matter where they are on this journey

[@angelachavez2478]

You're inspiring, I was clean again after 30 or so tries, fell again, while talking about all the drug related deaths in my city, I'm getting back up again. Thanks

[@psych0juggal0420]

Wow I have 65 days clean

[@therealcommenter2790]

Great song, I came across this in my feed. Because I was listening to a new artist about drugs also. Similar song. Type in “Cold Reality” “My Drugs”. Deep song for real.

[@lexirusso5840]

70 days clean today off fentanyl and feeling very strong in my recovery. I was a homeless addict, an injector, I lost my son to CFS and today I’m getting unsupervised visitation any day now with him after him being gone 8 months to foster care. Before October I’ll have overnights. And I’m so glad I’m choosing recovery everyday. Grateful to the NA program, I’m taking all the suggestions this time instead of working my own program because I never could stay clean that way in over 13 Years of trying. ❤ it works and today I have hope

[@TraviesoLoco]

so happy for you!!! I'm working on 2 months now!!? them blues had me stuck... but I finally broke those chains and I'm NEVER going back... 3 days was the longest I could ever quit... but I FINALLY beat that record and it feels so fkn GREAT to be back!!!!

[@Colicchie]

Congratulations .!! That’s truly amazing. Let’s keep it going ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@beginnertoexpertprohvac3676]

​@@TraviesoLocoman how'd you do it bro...I'm on powder fent and I do it just so my body won't feel off...I really wana get my life back

[@christineraines4673]

@lexirusso5840 PLEASE Tell me how I can't even get a week. I'm on methadone and still going thru withdrawal 😢

[@beginnertoexpertprohvac3676]

@@christineraines4673 dang really...I was going to see my Dr tomorrow to see if I can get on methadone in order to get in recovery and hopefully kill the bad withdrawal effects

[@AngelBlack-l7b]

Only those of us who been there can truly understand the meaning behind the lyrics. The messages are clear. Theres only 2 ways out and thats get clean or die. Much love my brothers and sisters. Im 108 days clean today.

[@Colicchie]

Sincerely, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽

[@jocoward5700]

❤❤❤

[@jocoward5700]

u no it

[@pampom5331]

God love you sweetie. I'll always love everyone of you.

[@PreacherAnamacha]

Congratulations 🎉 I'm only 21... And well I have been in this Fentanyl addiction for almost 4 years now. Sadly I lost my Son's father, I was only 16 and he was only 19... He got murdered up the street from his own place.... And I was with him the night he passed away... Our birthdays were coming up in May, Him and I would always celebrate our bdays together since they were 2 weeks apart exactly. He was soon to be my fiance since he planned out asking me for our 3rd year anniversary 😢 Sadly someone took his life before he could get the chance to ask, he got murdered in 2019 the 15th of March... Just 2 months before our birthdays in May and 4 months before it would've been our 3 years.... Been dealing with the Fentanyl, Crystal Meth, & Crack addiction for quite some time now, I've finally gotten the courage to call a treatment place to get clean!!! I've already had 2 overdoses and both were just last year in October... I came to the conclusion that I NEED/WANT this in order to get my son back and be able to do the things I use to love doing and be able to do them with my son.

[@shellybabyification]

Only an addict can truly understand this song this journey.. I’m 5 years clean and will never look back ❤.. I’ve lost my brother and multiple friends to heroin if that can’t change my mindset nothing can. I still struggle daily with the devil voice in my head but I can and will beat the devil 👿 Lots of love and positivity to those who need it most you got this, Love and light ✨ from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 ❤

[@Colicchie]

My condolences Shelly, and thank you so much ❤️💔🙏🏽 much love

[@DUBLRRUBYREDZ2K24]

i totally agree those who feels it, knows ir........not a bachelor's degree reading text books and taking tests and passing. now they a casac smdh

[@jellybean7196]

Cant say more my friend.. clean for nearly 4 1/2 years. Ive finally found my soul mate & i seem to take ALL my demons out on the one most beautiful person ive ever met. Why do we do that? Try destroy what love wer shown? X❤

[@spitfirelee]

RIP to all the homies some ppl go to young

[@Paul-ic4vn]

❤yes l no to alwys

[@travishamilton1659]

No matter how many times I listen to the song I still get chills ... it takes me back to a place I never want to be again

[@MrTreewizard]

Absolutely

[@tylergibson7214]

We got this all of us

[@rebeccamiller2837]

Feel ya' just don't forget that place ya' heard!

[@stephenbobbett8689]

Man I got 2 years clean , 4 months and a few days took me 10 years looking everything to get here , still don't feel , as I did. Glad I'm off but man takes years to get straight just hold on.

[@kaitlynkeenom1055]

Hey

[@StarVimmi1111]

My dad was an alcoholic for many years and died from heart disease. I married the love of my life, and he suffered from drug addiction. To all those suffering from any addiction, you are strong and resilient. Stay strong ❤ you got this.

[@Colicchie]

❤️❤️❤️

[@anthonynieto-ut6ex]

Addiction is real , I spent 6 years sticking needles in myself , my addiction costed 2 people their life's and 5 years of mine in a box , glad to be sober today, never again

[@Colicchie]

Stay strong Anthony, we got this ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@nickadoo62]

what changed for you what can I do to help my family member who is addicted he has hit rock bottom and says he just can't stop still how can some stop and he can't

[@paulkalec7652]

Never say never

[@yoshishrooms9086]

I’m glad I out it down, I was on H for 5 - 6 years put it down and built a life for myself.. made a little too much money and celebrated with coke.. next thing I know we are doing fent and my fiancé is being taken in an ambulance.. This shit is no joke and for those who have yet to try.. my best advice is, dont

[@slickric1027]

​@@nickadoo62he's just not ready yet, one day he'll wake up and say I'm tired of this shit. The chasing drugs just to be able to function and everything that comes with that life style. I was an addict for 25 yrs and tried to get sober and failed multiple times. Then 2 yrs ago I said I'm done with this shit. I've been sober for 2 yrs now.

[@christinebyrne3489]

I'm 48 years old , been struggling for over 30 years. Been to too many rehabs, jails, I'll ask wtf is wrong with me. I'm so tired of this misery but this obsession is real. It's been 2 days going through this withdrawal from whatever they putting in this heroin but this is my time and your music keeps me going to do this I am so lost right now as tears are running down my face. I just need some hope and I keep praying for strength. 🙏💕

[@Colicchie]

❤️❤️❤️ stay strong Christine

[@jeffreyhuddleston1102]

You can do this mam you gotta want it. After 30 years of using I just got out of rehab I have 32 days clean today. I feel awesome better than I have in years. Fight man hit me back brother

[@drewpearce7773]

You can do this .I keep failing but keep trying one time will work. Hope your ok and doing well

[@chrissilliker8633]

You got it stay strong

[@katrinabentley9035]

Keep going Christine💯👍🏽 I've been clean of H since 2007, clean off methadone since 2019. Yea, it's dam hard, but if u want to get clean, keep going forward & have faith. There is light at the end of the tunnel. 👏🏽

[@rachelmartin2562]

"if you've never lived it then trust me you'll never get it." Gave me chills

[@Colicchie]

❤️🙏🏽 much love

[@brianstephens933]

@@Colicchieiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Ll J The R

[@amya4656]

Facts!! Sending hugs to you & anyone else out there who truly understands this🤗

[@DanielleLeeds-xi3bu]

Im doing what it takes so my daughter would never see me hi is something I regret every single day of my life. Now here i am again homeless and my kids in a different state cuz I knew that was best for them still it kills me everyday I can't be with them until I get my head right and find a place to live for us to live together as a family❤ i dont usually even write on these comment thing cuz who really reads them but in case anyone does and would like to help even 1 dollar would help. $dleeds329 and please don't think im just out here on these types of songs and stuff commenting and asking for help cuz this is the 1st time and last time but ty for this song it's really amazing.

[@angelastearman5478]

🤍Igetit!!

[@josephfitzgibbon7565]

It's easier to be ashamed for addicts than to get up and do it I love you thanks for showing everyone that we're not alone

[@Colicchie]

Much love Joesph, thank you.!!

[@jenniferdelprete8868]

I am married to an addict who still hasn't found their way to a better life. Please keep inspiring others that addiction can be something you survive. Congrats on turning your life around, making better choices and now loving yourself. I'm honored to have heard this song! May your life keep bringing you joy and strength.❤

[@Colicchie]

Much love Jennifer, I know the feeling, they can always reach out to me on Facebook

[@makka1550]

My dad's a addict it's not nice seeing him like it but I try to help I'm off it he's 50 now I'm 32 I got him listening to you now he's realising things

[@jent2265]

I'm sending you my love and support. I know the life you're living watching the one you love slip away is so hard. But please don't give up on them. They can't win this war alone

[@williamcereoli6038]

i hope your spouse is doing better

[@haidengeary8277]

@@makka1550 just being there may not be enough, let's be honest here. But you are there, that *does* matter. So many go without even a kind word. You know this feeling, and your experiences have helped shape you. Well done, please keep it going. When it gets tough, that is when you push harder.

[@tonyparker-el3rw]

4 years clean still a battle everyday always come back to this song to remind me off were i was and how far i have come . One life no second chance be who your meant to be.

[@Colicchie]

Much respect Tony, we can do this 🙏🏽❤️

[@grumpyfaceedducks9805]

I shown this to my brother, who has been smoking crack cocain for over 10 years. Now he’s just passed his navy training and is on phase 2 set to become a submariner, this song gave me strength and gave me hope for him, your never to far gone. Your just to far away to ask for help. Change before you can’t.

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing..!!

[@michaelatkin9649]

So he lied on the military application? Lol dont let anyone know about that shit. He can get kicked out for lying about his past

[@xbriggs25x]

How did he get into the navy? After 10 years of using, pretty sure there’s a age cap on top of his history of choices

[@jaysonwatson.5602]

Facts nice bro

[@Mincraftcreepe]

Some of our most authentic and dedicated Servicemen have stories like these! It’s because of their past that they are so dedicated to the future! I welcome a rebirth and am here to serve alongside!

[@JDSaint]

Everyone who reads this and is fighting with any addiction I pray you overcome those demons in the name of Jesus🙏Plz pray for me to I also have an addiction.

[@Colicchie]

Much love and respect, sincerely 🙏🏽

[@punkygaming_420]

I Pray for you and me 12 years stuck. LORD PLEASE PLEASE ME😢

[@Ramona-e1u]

Fem one day at a time my prayers for you to you you got this tomorrow is day one and only takes one day at a time remember this

[@Ramona-e1u]

🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤

[@kacindradavis4698]

Your song has helped me and a lot of people that I know to get them off the drugs and to help my friends family understand what they're going through. Thank you for writing this song bro much love

[@tamaraaakre8547]

My daughter sent this to me. To help explain her feeling's. My heart breaks for her. And any who walk this painful journey. Thank you, for putting words to what so many are going through. You are making a difference.

[@Colicchie]

Thank you so much ❤️

[@tylernelson9066]

@@Colicchie ive been starting to follow/learn your story as i wish to finally break free from these chains and come out on top as well. Your truly an inspiration and give me hope that i can finally do this and be able to look in my daughters eyes and not feel so much guilt along with many other things. Im so close to making that jump so maybe you will be the little nudge that i need to begin the journey finally and stop making excuses. Damn i hope so, ive never wanted it more than i do now. Thank you, thank you very much.

[@jamessimon9453]

MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS

[@beyoutiful3203]

I sent this to my family to explain my feelings too this song is spot on. 👌

[@beyoutiful3203]

@@Colicchie Your song is saving my life

[@michaelmurray8668]

This song is a reminder of why I don't go back to using a rig. I've been off it for just over 2 years now. I refused to do a drug if I couldn't shoot it. I spent 15 years out of my 32 living like that. But I'm still dealing with the effects of it. It's a miracle any of us are still here. I hear about another friend dying to often. I hope you never stop spreading this message.

[@Colicchie]

Much love my friend, we can do this..!! Stay strong

[@marliannaminer8303]

💚💚💚💚💚💚

[@xbriggs25x]

Keep it up man

[@michaelmurray8668]

This has been the hardest year of my life. I'm coming out of a suicidal mind frame. But I'm still here. Good luck to all of yall. God bless

[@BRUMIE732]

Stay 💪 strong

[@kendrabingham9828]

Almost 9 years sober and every time I play this song it’s like reliving the entire 6 years of active use in 7 minutes and 25 seconds because it’s so spot on. I think about everyone still struggling everyday...you are beautiful, you are strong, and you are worth so much more!!! Never lose hope! ❤️

[@kdspeece6802]

7 years here and I go thru the same. Instant chills but im reminded of what i dont want anymore. I believe as addicts, no matter how many years clean, we'll always have cravings and see triggers that we've gotta fight. Everyday. Whether it be our addiction, or words from people belittling us for something we have no control over at the time. But that's what makes addicts strong. Like he said, god is our judge. And that's who makes the ultimate decision in the end. Congrats on your sobriety!!!

[@kendrabingham9828]

Kd Speece Thank you so much and congratulations on your sobriety as well! Addiction is a horrible disease and unfortunately so many people think addicts are the lowest people but I’ve seen many addicts be better and more caring to others than others that aren’t addicted. I wish people would become more educated on addiction so that maybe their loved ones that are struggling would be more willing to get help if they had the proper support! Thank you again for commenting and I wish you nothing but the best as you continue with your sobriety!❤️❤️

[@kdspeece6802]

Itll never be completely understood by those who haven't lived it. I had a group I had to attend that was lead by two (lesbian) overeaters..( Haha stg no pun intended 🤣) and I km now addiction comes in many forms, but I personally didn't feel like they should of been even kinda comparing our withdrawals as heroin addicts, or anything, to craving fucking bacon and a fry milkshake. That, and i never got used to letting strangers hear about my embarrassing ins and outs of drugs for them to tell the rest the of the city. Lol Stay blessed. Stay fresh. Stay 6 ft away from me :D

[@demonindustrygaming2314]

Very true

[@kendrabingham9828]

Kd Speece haha intentional or not, that pun was amazing 🤣! Yes I completely hear you with the comparison being non comparable!! I understand that addiction affects the same part of the brain no matter what you’re addicted to but DRUG addiction affects every aspect of a person’s life in the worst way possible and comes with physical withdrawal! It’s funny that you don’t feel comfortable sharing your story with strangers because I’m the opposite..I can talk about my addiction to strangers all day long but if someone that knows me were to ask me about it then forget it cause I’m not telling them shit! I’d much rather be judged by someone that doesn’t actually know me than be judged by someone that knows who I really am!

[@Goodvibes-GB]

Hi Chas - Feelings are taking over of me again 😢- I'm ashamed of the person I used to be and feel guilty - I'm so fucked up and I am clean of IVs for 6 years now-- when I am struggling, I listen to your rapping and honestly mate you have brought me extra time to live!! Your helping me so much its so surreal colicchie! I can relate to your raps so much - Much respect for you. Real talk Gareth England

[@Hanlon-OG]

There's no shame in this sh!t , be proud of yourself... You got this 💪😎

[@savannahwilcox]

Im 3 years clean myself im a single mom of a beautiful little girl. I left abusive relationships as well im doing so much better now this song also helps me remember i have over come my heroin and meth demons. If i can do it so can yall! I love you fellow ppl in recovery stay strong!

[@Colicchie]

Much love Savanna, glad you made it out. We can do this ❤️🙏🏽

[@stevenworthing2278]

😅😅😮😅 ok😅😅😅 of😅😅😅😅😮​@@Colicchie

[@Melissa-kh8sn]

How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do??????

[@bstrong17861]

much love stay clean for your daughter, your strong, it has been done. Why not you too.

[@beginnertoexpertprohvac3676]

​@@Melissa-kh8snI'm scared as well been doing fentanyl for 5 months now and it's literally took my life away from me...I'm constantly worried about if I have enough to not get sick ...I'm just tired of it already

[@ManicDownsey]

15 years of addiction and this song has helped get me through. Today I am 1 year sober from hard drugs, I never thought I could do it like most of us. But don’t lose hope we can recover ❤

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing, proud of you, how are you holding up?

[@zoosher_ukswiftbold3852]

wen u lose everything 10 times over it finally clicked... 16 years using. clean from using last July.. it wasnt easy as u know.

[@sarahmiles2137]

26years using every word is so true 2yrs clean now

[@ariellebarrow]

Been clean for 6 years now and this song still gives me chills and the motivation to keep going! Thanks bro

[@Colicchie]

Amazing, honestly. How are you today?

[@mikeschools75]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/Z2TbmH6niM-brtk Motivation for u my good dude. Hope u get something out of it . Congrats on 6 months

[@stevenroof6502]

Wow rite on how are you today

[@mikeymiiiike9880]

Man it’s been 6 years since I’ve touched a needle man…this song is still the ONE man. I’ve never been so captivated by a song about addiction even years after. When I first heard this song I seriously felt you were articulating something I couldn’t do but 💯 went thru. You were a voice for the broken man. I still revisit this song from time to time and this still till this day man… it perfectly captures the real gutter and darkness of addiction

[@Colicchie]

Means the absolute world to me, thank you. Congrats to on your time Clean also that’s amazing.

[@hollykuchling3992]

Been sober for a year and 4 months ❤ i am praying for all of you out there struggling. I hope you get sober. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I promise.

[@Colicchie]

❤️❤️

[@Garry-vd1dg]

It's takes one day at a time. Each year it will get better after a while you won't think about it no more. Later I have been dreaming about going down to the Bronx and coping heroin. But what happens in my dream when get down there is no real heroin it's all fentanyl and I end up going back home still drug free.

[@xbriggs25x]

Keep it up I’m proud of you

[@rogerprice735]

Struggling trying I make it through the days it's night time trying to sleep so hard been going 20 years now off and on but more on

[@marliannaminer8303]

4 years sober. I have been listening to this song for 4 years. Thank you for your music. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for being an example. Without God we can not do this life! Your music is powerful- especially this song. 4 years SOBER and in those 4 years I had a baby, and got married. Happiness, joy, love, hope, peace! We all have our daily adversity! Pray! Never give up! ❤

[@Colicchie]

Truly incredible, keep it going ..!! We can do this 💪🏽🙏🏽

[@1janeyjewel]

@Marlianna Miner kudos on 4 years clean and sober! Nobody will ever understand except another addict just how much willpower you have to put into not using and getting clean/sober and then how hard you have to work at at it to keeping it going 💪❤️

[@marliannaminer8303]

@@1janeyjewel omg thank you for your kind words. Thank you for reading what I commented. This means so much to me. God bless you! 💚

[@1janeyjewel]

@@marliannaminer8303 you're welcome. I'm 10 years clean from heroin and crack. Well I had a 2 month blip about 4 years back when some bad sh*t happened and I just couldn't cope at the time. Got my head together again and jumped back on the wagon. Done great again ever since. On some meds still but hey I'm clean. Anyway take care and carry on the good work xx

[@PaulThomas-e5r]

Right on marlian,,,,,,,this song 😢😂saved my Life,,,,,,,18years on it hard,,,,,,5 years clean ,,,,yes ,,,,come on everyone stay strong,, there is a light at the endxxxxxx

[@brookebixler1040]

Listening to this makes me so incredibly grateful that I have 7+ years of sobriety and am no longer a slave to addiction! *#soberAF* *#onedayatatime*

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing.. let’s keep it going 🙏🏽💪🏽

[@jsears5558]

@@Colicchie the words are so real. #Baltimore

[@Alessastarz]

Congratulations hun 7 years is so impressive, I love hearing about people with so much clean time as it inspires me to keep it up! I'm gunna hit 5 years clean this christmas and I am so stoked!

[@Jack-yq3tg]

Your doing amazing. Keep it up

[@kishorenaib]

Congratz. Please keep it that way. I love this tune too, the party drugs got me. No more.

[@d.tim1989]

39million views. This track has blown up, I swear it was on 1million last time I looked. I don’t think we should have an anthem but this should be the go to song for every recovering addict.

[@Colicchie]

Thank you, I genuinely appreciate it. Much respect.

[@gamoli4925]

@@Colicchie fr tho he got a point 🙏

[@one_day_at_a_time9915]

Dude , straight up needle fiend for 12 years running dope , veins shot , life on track ,,, been clean 15 years , no slippin , none.... this song made me cry . Your lyrics fn burn

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing..!!! Stay strong 💪🏽 we got this..!!

[@glynnmortimer4013]

Well done, life is for living. Just go forwards with your life.

[@glynnmortimer4013]

Me too, been to the bottom. Now I have a amazing woman in my life who understands and is so supporting. Now I'm living life not letting it pass me by. Stay strong my friend.

[@glynnmortimer4013]

You will nevet move forward, if your constantly looking back

[@markwatson8016]

@@Colicchie hello colicchie man, it’s been so long since I’ve spoken to you, been lost a bit relapsing on weed and Valium but im back at NA just recently and I’m listening to your old tracks here now and it’s just fired my spirit up again, one thing you said is you always had faith and that’s the reason I’m still fighting with God carrying me when I’m weak. Anyway man I hope your well I’ve been seeing your posts of you and your family, A child is a gift, i have two girls. There the reason I never quit! God bless you all brother….#respect

[@gamewithdj3123]

I remember being strung out listening to this song summer of 2018 wishing I was clean and sober. Got arrested 3 weeks later and been clean ever since. Now I have my son back and I sing this song and smile towards the end. I made it out, thank you for making this song and helping me out of a dark time in my life.

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing, let’s keep it up..!!! How are you today?

[@pamelascott9296]

Im 55 and ive been struggling for 30 years. This song is the truth and we all need to keep trying. There is hope.

[@Colicchie]

Stay strong Pamela ❤️🙏🏽

[@EPICFOSTERDMP]

You will do it bro there’s a light at evy tunnel keep listen to this song and his other one go get help and that’s you starting ther that’s your first steps hope your good bro

[@seanpatrickgrenier2716]

Glad you can finally admit that

[@texxbeertroft7120]

My soul was demolished . Then ran into the wrong homie. It was the perfect storm. I tried to only do 10cents a day to kill the pain. In 2 months I was up to 150 a day again. This last run sucked ever single day. The shame guilt and pain really messed me up. My wife n I have been best friends since elementary. She's one of those very religious chics grew up in church. So I never tried to date her cause she was that one person I could call that I felt safe being what I thought was me. Ya know. I've always used drugs since as long as I remember. I lost a wife to cancer and lost first to heroin od. I don't get what she sees in my but I think feel and believe God blessed me with her to save my life. I never saw it like that. I do know. I have a new outlook on life and I hope n pray I can make this the last time I have to fight that shit. I'm in serious struggle don't get me wrong. But after all I've live through I feel I have a better purpose than just being an outlaw and a junkie. I used to be pissed I was still alive. Truly every bday I was really pissed. I never had plans to make past 18 21 and definitely not 30 40 and now 50. All I have to say is as long as I fall 100 times and get back up 101 time I feel I can do this . Sorry so long. This song jacked me up

[@texxbeertroft7120]

I know I'm late to the party but I stumbled on this song. I'm 50 and been at fukin war with heroin for years. I have a beautiful family 3 daughter 3 boys 1 grandude 1 grangirly. My wife n kids gave me one of those interventions like that freakin show. That was 1 year and a half ago. I stayed clean for a year . Then the worst happened to one of my daughters that a father or a mother could ever imagine. I could not do shit about it. I couldn't go blow that piece of shits head off and do the world a favor. Only because he's in the millitary. After getting this news I couldn't think straight I didn't sleep for like 3 to 4 days at a time. I did not reach out to talk or use tools I learned In treatment. Then after 3 weeks of this my brain my heart

[@elijahpoynter7612]

I was in 6th grade when this song came out. I would soon know every lyric by heart, reciting them while I was in school. Collicchie, you have opened my eyes to my own life. I am 18 now and I have only recently realized how hard life actually was for me as a kid. Growing up in environments such as trap houses and strange neighborhoods is something that nobody needs to endure in their life. Me and my mom have been out of that life for 2 and a half years now and all I can say is that God is truly amazing. I thank God that people like you exist, someone who understands struggle but represents hope. Stay blessed.

[@michaelburseth5857]

Brought tears to my eyes. IF YOU HAVEN'T LIVED IT, THEN YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO SPEAK ABOUT IT. That's ours, and only for us. Thank you for this song.

[@coltonthomas4238]

Michael Burseth amen ...

[@heatherlaurenvil866]

Dudley Boynton Im fighting with you brother stay strong.

[@alexisgarelick1391]

Michael Burseth i second that bro...nobody can know that life until they've lived it....nor judge one...cuz we al)lllllll have fucking vices

[@lankylongman]

I'll speak on any topic I want to, thanks

[@wesjackson1389]

Michael Burseth 💯 brotha

[@krystacheek2591]

This song almost made me cry... you are such an inspiration...You say what every addict wants to say...It's an epidemic. Almost every person who isn't an addict says the most horrific things, although there are a few who don't. I've overheard a cop say, "well there is another dead addict off the streets"...My children lost their father, and I lost my partner/best friend of 17years.. and after that with my grief almost lost me. I've been clean 8 months and never want to go back, I refuse. Starting my life again at 29 years old. I go to more funerals then weddings, it's sad...Thank you, for saying what every addict wants to....truly thank you.

[@carlalaimo5020]

I have went evening he wants i did all things in this song i have went back to pot and wat help me with this i am getting medical card for potand I have gone through all the things she said and death song but never shooting know I've been Steinway from are hard drugs. And the new place I'm going they give me my medical marijuana card not like Care's in Olean they want to go clodChucky that tomorrow that yesterday today right now alright I found a new place give me my medical marijuana card I got paper and process

[@shawnbaron7742]

I lost my wife to heroin, she’s lost herself in the addiction and my three kids lost their mom. She’s not the woman I married and it breaks my heart.

[@samuley123]

I was on crack and meth for years since I was 16 and I'm almost 23 and as of December 14th 2022 I'll officially be a year clean. Never thought I'd see the day that I could finally say I did it, but I finally can and am so proud of myself. This song helped me through the really rough times, thank you so much Colicchie 💗

[@Colicchie]

Amazing Jade, proud of you ❤️ we can do this, regardless of how difficult it gets..!!!

[@trustnoone8972]

Love this song. I've been a meth addict for 25 years been clean for one year. It's a every day battle but your song's help

[@toddfrancis7482]

It's hard but as soon you believe in yourself it's not hard so much

[@befkoning3336]

Respect 😘

[@trustnoone8972]

Congratulations

[@Christopher-hv1im]

Off heroin for 25 years and I help people now and I have saved one person so far and the person I'm working with now just seems like there's no hope but I'm not giving up till I save everyone in my path.God please bless and help us all!

[@Colicchie]

❤️❤️

[@V4mpirella]

wow, this is the type of rap that gives you goosebumps if you can relate.

[@Colicchie]

❤️❤️❤️

[@caitlynhottel8933]

The first time I heard it that's exactly what happened.

[@markgonzales7137]

I mean like fr I have been here already I have been able to beat it. And I'm glad I did

[@markgonzales7137]

My father showed me the song and I listen to it every day

[@trentkasemeier8208]

For sure!

[@bathmulangwarjri2816]

Being clean is easy, staying clean is a hell of a task!! Remember me in your prayers guys..🙏🏿🙏🏿.. gbu all...

[@Colicchie]

Absolutely ❤️🙏🏽

[@jent2265]

I know I'm late to your post but I really hope you're still clean. I just lost my son Cody to an overdose and I know you're struggle is so hard. Just know I truly am praying for you bc you matter your life matters and I DONT ever want your parents or loved ones to feel this heartbreak that I'm feeling right now! Please stay strong and know that even though I don't know u I love you and you matter and my prayers are with you!! ❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏

[@stevenroof6502]

I pray for you to stay clean god watch over you........🙏

[@lucydale518]

Totally agree. It's so hard when I still live in a small town, small town mentality does NOT help🤔😥

[@8.21productions9]

staying clean is definitely the hardest part. i’ve been “sober” since 2013. and i’m one bad day away from throwing everything away and going back on the run. I think about getting thrashed every day. sure, it’s easier to stay sober the more time I get under my belt. but I still don’t feel “normal” and I don’t even know if I can even legitimately be happy. but hey, at least i’m taking care of the shit I need to, eh?

[@daz81kmdc05]

One year sober for today. Government had me trapped on the deathadone. Been and seen hell. Colliche, Kerser and 360 saved my life. Respect to all that have made it. 1 in 1000. Im one of them.

[@FernandoMartinez-uo2hw]

"If you never lived it trust me you'll never get it" real shit 💯 true life story God Bless you all i got clean year 19 1st time I heard this song was when I was homeless 😅

[@Colicchie]

❤️🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

[@bstrong17861]

congrats sir

[@Mike-ou9jg]

@@Colicchie thanks you for reply back

[@topherthewayward1406]

Yes finally decided to leave dope alone after from age 16 to 51 got tired of prison drug addiction and all that was with it turn my life over to the Lord now to help others and bless all that still out there struggling with it I know it's hard to kick but we can all get there if we try and leave it in the Lord's hands or do it one day at a time

[@ChrisHuff-z7k]

I've lived it,suffered it,and get it.... 14 mths clean today! First time in 42 yes of pain!🙏

[@reshellwalton4583]

I was a crack addict for 14 yrs lost EVERYTHING!!!!! This April 20th I will be celebrating my 8th yr of sobriety!!! This song is definitely heartfelt!! Nice work continue be an inspiration to others including myself!!! 💪❣️💯

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing ❤️🙏🏽

[@Mr93santana]

Day 5 bro and honestly would rather feel better day by day then how those pills used to make me feel.

[@sharonfaulkner3335]

Fabulous going!!!! 🤗

[@gramleaffirsttimegrowers2935]

Respect friend! 6 yrs myself from phetynal...

[@Mr93santana]

@@gramleaffirsttimegrowers2935 It’s almost a month for me now, clean from fentanyl brotha. You are truly a blessing for me to know I am not alone in this man.

[@johnbell4551]

31 days clean today after 19 month relapse. Listening to this feeling so grateful 🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing, keep it going 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼

[@coltaylor7015]

1 month clean tomorrow after 30 years of madness, this tune has reinforced that it is possible, to everyone struggling give yourself a break you are worth it, one day at a time 🙏

[@delorisjohnson4251]

Good job!! You got this! Keep up the amazing work on your sobriety!🎉

[@coltaylor7015]

@@delorisjohnson4251 Thank you, 💙🙏

[@Colicchie]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@RyanGeers]

hope you're still doing alright man! keep it up. it's worth it! i'm now 15 months clean, and things are starting to look up!

[@courtneymoore125]

I'll always love this testimony . you're truly blessed man, I pray you'll stick to your recovery road and reaching lives. 💜

[@Colicchie]

Thank you, I appreciate the love and support. 🙏🏽❤️

[@breannameegan6788]

Was addicted to fentanyl for almost 4 years Been clean off of it a whole year since last September now this song hit home for me 💯❤️ hope everyone gets clean it took everything I had my house belongings kids smh but doing better now! Lost so many people to it my bf my bestfriend this song opened my eyes!

[@Colicchie]

Amazing Breanna, much love and respect. Congrats ❤️🙏🏽

[@Melissa-kh8sn]

How did you get clean I've been u using fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick of it wanna get clean but scared of the detox

[@AnnoyedKelpie-hx1wu]

You pussy😂I'm clean for 2 weeks@Melissa-kh8sn

[@tonylowks3239]

Im sitting on the couch and on fentanyl withdrawaling bad ... And I'm proud u sober now .. I am here but mentally lost ...

[@travislagerwerf4174]

@@Melissa-kh8snsublicade

[@jared3370]

Days ago I commented on another one of your videos talking about how hopeless i was. Im 5 days clean off everything and with the love and support of friends and family im starting to feel like i might actually have a chance at a good life again. Thank you for being you and putting out a good message

[@Colicchie]

Keep it going, regardless if you fall or not. Took me so many tries. It honestly is possible, how are you today?

[@craigwalker6752]

Keep stacking them clean days

[@jamesmcconnell9338]

8 days for me we got this

[@kogrady2409]

@@jamesmcconnell9338 how are you doing today? The success stories give me hope.

[@BavarianWiesnMadl]

I hope you made it.

[@corbinrice4987]

To see you responding to people 3 years later telling people to stay strong and asking how people are doing and even telling them they can reach out to you if they need to talk is absolutely insane and shows how much you care about your fans and that is one of the many reasons I respect you and your music. Keep up the amazing work and I hope you are having a wonderful day. Stay strong

[@Colicchie]

I get really busy Corbin but I honestly try and do what I can. I appreciate it

[@danielcastillo8295]

@@Colicchie You are an amazing individual. Glad to visit this page still being clean going on 39 months strong 🤙🏼

[@CandiceLeeSchilt]

Awesome. We do Recover. I am SO GRATEFUL FOR THE DAILY REPRIEVE I HAVE BEEN AFFORDED.

[@oliverchalcraft9191]

@@Colicchie 21 years & still struggling. One day I will be completly free. It’s people like you that give hope to the rest of us. Thank you.

[@OhighOSkater]

@@Colicchie Your effort does not go unnoticed. We appreciate you

[@ashleyritchie7286]

First time hearing this song and I’m in tears. I lost my mother when I was only 15 to a drug OD. I work as a firefighter/paramedic now and have helped save those who have overdosed, but also sadly seen many pass. Reading these comments here has my heart full of many emotions. I just want to do all I can to help those I see on and off duty. To bring compassion and empathy to those who need it, including myself. And those who are in recovery I admire you so much. It is so brave to share your stories and my eyes welled up just reading them here. God bless. You matter and we are not alone.!!

[@Colicchie]

We all appreciate you. We really do ❤️❤️

[@briellejohnson9078]

I just got out of rehab , this is the first song I came to listen too.. I will always come to this song to remind me of the bad times... thank you! This is the longest I've been clean

[@Colicchie]

Thank you Brielle, I genuinely appreciate it. Stay strong, we can do this. Love your name also..!!

[@briellejohnson9078]

@@Colicchie thank you!! Still going strong💪 ❤

[@tabathahogg9871]

You got this! The fight is worth it by I promise!!! #wedorecover keep on fighting the good fight!! Congratulations!!🥰

[@tabathahogg9871]

@@briellejohnson9078 yasssss!! If nobody has told you I want you to know I’m proud of you 😊

[@mikebaran1428]

Just got home myself from rehab today if this song sends you the message like it does for me to always remember that miserable time with withdrawal then keep listening god bless you I hope you are staying clean I know it's hard I am just a few month's behind you

[@ah6037]

4 years off heroin! This song gave me chills it’s amazing! There is hope as long as ur breathing

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing, let’s keep it going. How are you today?

[@littlebigboy811]

I listen to this song at least once a week ☺️ sometimes every day because I can't forget we're this drug took me too.

[@joshgallego5532]

Nice I'm sober for 17 years. cold turkeyed it at 23ish. Never looked back. Worst 7 day detox of hell ever!

[@JosiahPhilibert]

I hope you're good 💯

[@JosiahPhilibert]

I hope you're good 💯

[@emileelewis6398]

I’m 16 years old and I overdosed 7 months ago... and this shit is so inspirational... I hope you know how grateful people really are for these videos❤️

[@Colicchie]

Stay strong ❤️❤️❤️

[@stevenroof6502]

U can do it stay safe and away from the bad drugs ......I'll pray for you 🙏 I will ur Soo Young.....stay away from the people that do bad drugs.

[@alishaparker315]

@Emilee Lewis idk yr story but if it’s like mine I hope you’re safe💛 Know there’s ppl like me tht went through more than anybody ik at 16 so I understand how heavy sh*t can make all kinds of things an”outlet” but try&talk to someone🙏🏽🤞Not everyone is a poc some care&understand too🙌🙏🏽♥️ (if it was a one time thing I’m sorry tht happened🙏🏽)

[@stevenroof6502]

@@alishaparker315 thanks i would actually love to talk to you and get to know u better it seem u could understand better than anyone I talked to so far ?

[@Biggiao-Italiano]

Most HEARTFELT REAL SHIT EVER!! The WHOLE FUCKING TRUTH! I’ve been trying to get this out for years!! I get chills every single time I listen to this! For years I have always thought “How did I get here?” Never did I think it could happen to me… This song gives me Hope and I HAVE To BEAT This!! This is REAL SHITT!! Thanks colichie😎💪🏼💪🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼😎

[@Colicchie]

Thank you, stay strong.!! We can do this 👏🏽

[@cupcakemoon4643]

thank you for these words...you inspire and motivate me. I'm seven months clean today off heroin and i find strength in you...

[@bradleycarter5009]

Cupcake Moon congratulations

[@teesall5051]

I know you dont know me but thats awesome to hear.

[@kayleighnaden9108]

Cupcake Moon well done I'm on meth but year off h xx

[@JustMe-ez8pu]

Cupcake Moon 541 days here.... congrats to you....

[@patsykeen5770]

Kayleigh Naden congrats fit being off H for that long that's one of the toughest to come off of. I had 11 years but relapsed after my 21 year old son was killed September 9th 2017. Now I've picked myself back up and I've got 13 days. I am suffering . my whole body hurts.

[@barbararichards7498]

I just found this song last night. July 1st, 2021 I celebrated my 4 years clean from opiates and hairon and using needles. This song hit me so hard I cried for 2 hours. Because of my drug addiction the house I was living in got raded by the cops. My Mom has custody of my 2 daughters. Thank you so much for this song. Much love to everyone.

[@Colicchie]

Amazing Barbara, and stay strong. I know how difficult life can get 🙏🏽

[@paultait6653]

Son is safe, and is well cared for.

[@paultait6653]

Congratulations to you 4 getting clean. Drug's destroyed my life and I lost my precious youngest son to the damned government. But I am so glad to know that he's been in foster care with 2 Brilliant people. Both ambulance paramedics!!! My son is VERY LUCKY

[@tomdickenson9025]

We watched on the same day hope u keep it up

[@lauriemontalvo207]

@@paultait6653 try methadone clinic it helps some people if you need to talk I've been on shit for 17 years

[@nitamaez7092]

When I was at my worst u couldn't walk a mile in my shoes this song is as real as u can get 💯love it❤️ u Go Man Thank u for this song I listen to it every day ! Ur Da 💣

[@Colicchie]

Much love and respect Nita, hope you’re having an amazing weekend 🙏🏽

[@davidmarsiglio5771]

I feel ya there

[@jimmiebailey1383]

Thank you for your voice and for speaking not just for yourself but for all those who can't ❤️

[@Colicchie]

Much love and respect, sincerely

[@biancamillar6212]

4 years sober from heroin and crack addiction. This song speaks so much damn truth 🙏🏼❤️

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing, keep it up.. how are you tonight?

[@ericholliman2911]

How did you get off the h

[@mannnomanstan5698]

@Warren Johnson if you quit alcohol you can quit anything. Your not alone Warren hang in there man.

[@Itsjustdrdrew]

@Warren Johnson yo I’m right there with you except i still have to drink, you’ve got some special will power or something I can’t get out of the hole again either I know it sounds corny but you’re not alone bro, I’m headin for rock bottom again I hope everything works out for you. I’m tryin really hard this time cuz I just found out I have another child on the way and my four year old son has had to bring me back from the brink of death

[@antonylister1979]

@Warren Johnson I honestly know the feeling brova. But we never know what life's gonna throw at us buddy. .Please just hang in thare pal. Things are gonna get Better mate.

[@laurenester2099]

"that's someones mother, someones uncle, someone's daughter, that's someones aunt, somesones son, and someone's father." Most the lyrics I feel..but these words though... ❤️ ❤️ I am a 92 days clean addict.. I am also a teacher and a therapist.. people think it is only others.. but that's what I thought.. till I went down a rabbit hole and ended on my butt. Anyone can get there.. I wish that was more recognized by society....

[@Colicchie]

❤️❤️❤️

[@cherlynpeake1579]

Started doing opiates at 25 cleaned up to get my kids back but then my mother nearly died ..told my kids were her only money source so after 5 years clean I went down another course smoked crCk every day and selling on the streets.. first my ass and then Crack and the opiates...complete me... learned to live as a functional drug addiction work two jobs and did three hours In the gym,but still society judged me for the mess that I was in Always saw my kids let them know the truth about me loved with all my heart but they still had to live without me ..for the most part any way but my daughter had a baby just the other day she's a month old ànd I haven't seen her yetbutmy na.ed her after me and said I finally get it .the drugs aren't who u are their just something that u did ..u taught me not judge and love with no conditions I couldn't have a better mother than I do and now my baby grandaughter has my name too

[@CoriAlexis93]

That’s one of my favorite lines of the song! Aunts, uncles, mothers, fathers, hell even grandmothers and grandfathers suffer from this disease. Addiction does not discriminate.

[@crey3361]

Exactly, people need to stop judging

[@smmm__]

"& with one bad decision, I'm back in that obsession" ... That truly hit the spot. I've been clean for 7 years now... but it still feels like yesterday somehow... Thank you for this wonderful song, it's a great reminder.

[@zachpowers2239]

Sophie M. thank you too I am in a debt to humanity and I will help us to see unique is a color that is spelled you and human race is a color that is unique

[@benjaminjenkins6982]

good job!

[@scottyyo7834]

Sophie M. True Story (Heroin Opioid Crisis) kzbin.info/www/bejne/Y2fMhIaem6iWhq8

[@scottyyo7834]

Sophie M. lol

[@christinawetherby3991]

It is and congratulations on 7 yrs I hope to make many more for u and to me. 2 yrs for me now. Feels like 200 years

[@AmericanMade1995]

After over 10 years of addiction I was able to finally get clean after many rehab attempts and prison numbers. I have been clean through methadone mat program for around a year and a half now. To anyone who is still sick and struggling there is hope and you can do it.. don’t count yourself out!

[@Colicchie]

That’s what I love to hear, never give up, as long as there is breath in our lungs we are able to change our lives

[@jolenemorrison9073]

This song and this solider is an absolute hero in my eyes and to the rest of us that sadly have this DISEASE. Because that's exactly what it is. You are my biggest inspiration that I can control it. And you should be so proud of yourself which I know you are. Your songs make me cry cause that's my everyday.. going to boost now, got no other choice. You are amazing!!!

[@Colicchie]

Thank you so much Jolene, I genuinely appreciate it. How are you today?

[@lg5395]

Hey Jolene ! Are you okay today ?! I'm just reading these comments. I am an addict too 😬 25 yrs now... 2 prison sentences Several close calls on life Let me know u ok !💯🤍🖤

[@XYLEAN594]

Try NA its the only thing thats ever worked for me!

[@jennifervasquez5834]

THE REALIST SHIT THAT IS GOIN TO HELP ME ON MY JOURNEY

[@CharDStarr]

Today I stumbled upon this song, gave me goosebumps made me tear up, made me cry my eyes out. Beautiful insight. Beautiful light.

[@jamesgomez1063]

Charlene Kornegay i was sitting on my toilet doing my morning get well shot this song came on for the first time and i cryed like all fucking day

[@zachpowers2239]

Charlene Kornegay I just heard this song last night and I have been a sobbing mess

[@bobbysegeske2855]

Charlene Kornegay it gives me the chills to your not alone

[@carterlevinstein5634]

Same heard it a month ago , cried not afraid to admit it @CrazyAztekX3 been through it for 18 yrs , 9 months 29 days clean , been giving another chance and I'm taking it, peace.

[@suziemartin1841]

It's crazy how it hits. No matter how long it has been, you can feel everything.

[@Colicchie]

I appreciate it. Sincerely. Stay strong

[@kaige5256]

I worked in addiction treatment for almost a decade. I finally left because even though it’s such amazing work, watching people lose their lives to this never got easier. I wasn’t able to “turn it off” like they wanted me to. I have so much sympathy for every person struggling with this. I hope that every one of you going through addiction, whether it be substances or anything else, that you find even one day of peace. Most people are in such great pain to turn to this. Please get help before it’s too late. I promise you are loved more than you can possibly understand 💜

[@Colicchie]

Much love and respect, and thank you for your service. Truly 🙏🏽❤️

[@blancahernandez3489]

Hi....been sober since 2001, yet I can tell you even without anything in my body sometimes it has become hard, especially feeling my kids so far from me even if they are right here......always follow up...keep following up till seeking help and being better becomes a habbit........and no matter what, no matter what, just don't pick up again..no...not even a bruskie..lol....it does get better and so much easier but after a lot,a lot of hard work.....God bless you all......You got this

[@Colicchie]

Stay strong Blanca ☺️🙏🏽

[@gregforsyth1371]

Idc who sees this if you Be what hes really saying and see sober but there obsession what can u do no hope

[@johngilchrist6214]

Ur a star tho

[@aleciasullivan9294]

Thank you Blanca! I needed all that ... blessed be 💜

[@sarahkelley1479]

I remember listening to this song shortly before my sons father was killed over drugs. It's the sole reason I started going to college to become an addictions counselor. To hopefully help people before they face the same demise my sons father did. Thank you for this amazing song.

[@Colicchie]

So sorry to hear that Sarah, truly 💔

[@mercedesbautista9363]

Id pay a dollar a day to see homie keep trying, when i get rich ill have him inspire me for more $.

[@larrycolson6279]

So I can say you are very accurate to the way of the junky way of being and I am redeemed , personally I was on a 18 year run with 2 years not using but it would come back stronger than before I was hospitalized for abscess on my hand 6 weeks and I was ask to attend a pickline treatment for I had told the doctor about my drug abuse I was there couple weeks and the truth of my life was locked up inside and no.understamding to the reason why we are in the condition start getting literature found out 90 percent of men that are raped become drug addicts and 70 become sexual predators, that was the first time I knew anything to make me feel like I was giving the person who raped me empowerment when I stick a needle in my arm and it was not rite away but it would be the motivation cause I don't know how to give in to some one who wants to hurt me and I finally got clean but it was not my strength,it was God's my truth is that most addictive people are dealing with a demon within there body ,sex has a way to transfer demons and 7 years old raped is how I was passed theone I had ,it's spirit ual warfare I am confident of that we need to talk about it and help those who are addicted cause they probably don't know why they are in self destruct mode but Satan said he came to kill steal and destroy,it's his demons and I know this now ,hit me back about this

[@lettakayenorman6361]

This is the song that my friend turned on while we were getting high and it caught my attention. I listened intently all the way through to the end. I was in complete tears breaking down. That's when I made the decision to turn myself into rehab the next day . I now have 18 days of clean time. My drug of choice was meth. I've been battling addiction since I was 13 years old and I just turned 49. I was dry once for 10 years and I was clean another time for almost 13 years. Don't get complacent in your recovery, you can lose it. We will never be recovered, we will always be in recovery, hopefully. We will never be cured. There is no cure. We will have to work on our recovery for the rest of our lives, because we are addicts. But always remember that you're worth it, and that nothing in this world that's worth having comes easy. Stay strong. Love you all! ***And a huge thanks to Colicchie and your music!*** 💙💙💙

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing, keep it up ❤️ how are you today?

[@richardcoble9498]

Heroi n recoved me from alcohol ism. Have no desire none..however that needle still haunts me im sure it always will..sick sick shit we do to ourselves..u stay on top and clean..me too..everyone else who is recovering..Give thanks to God weather or not u asked for His help. If ur clean then somewhere God has provided a clean path for you..so dont get cocky or proud..YOU WILL FALL.!!!! no i want clean ppl to remain clean..and addicted ppl. To find a way to get clean..lots of pain .dedication. Courage. The ability to know where u came from is not whete to want to ever return to. My bros & sis' ..peace & love to all

[@Itsjustdrdrew]

good shit man thats something to be proud of unfortunately im still stuck in the addiction i need help but music like this and my son is the only reason im alive i got no one at all except my son and i dont want to die but this disease will kill , yall that are clean stay up please dont relapse i fucking hate my life you all know this life sucks stay clean STAY CLEAN STAY CLEAN GET CLEAN STAY FUCKING CLEAN cuz some people cant

[@lettakayenorman6361]

@@Colicchie I am fantastic! Truly blessed to be clean! Working on repairing the relationships in my family. Breaks my heart how I alienated them. 💔 They are what has inspired me to stay strong, but now a couple of my kids that don't understand addiction I guess they are doing the tough love thing. All I can do is work on me and pray for them! Thanks for asking. Keep the tunes rolling! ❤❤

[@lettakayenorman6361]

@@richardcoble9498 I am still haunted at times myself. I had a using dream the other night. Scared the shit outta me! I caught a meeting early that morning. One thing I am truly grateful for right now are these zoom meetings. I can find a meeting at anytime of day or night! The people in the rooms of NA will always be there for you! It amazes me to see the support I get from my friends in recovery when I post something on Facebook! Stay strong! Don't let Satan win the battle! ❤

[@Nunya-cm7wt]

IF YOU NEVER LIVED IT THEN YOUR NOT ALOUD TO SPEAK ABOUT IT!! Love that part. I relate to everything in this song! Fr. Been listening to this since it dropped still gives me chills every time.

[@krisjay262002able]

I JUST CAME ACROSS THIS SONG AND INSTANTLY STARTED TEARING UP!!!! WOW! YOU JUST RAPPED MY STORY!! THIS IS SOME DEEP AND REAL SHIT! IM ALSO “DOING WHAT IT TAKES SO MY DAUGHTER WILL NEVER SEE ME HIGH!! THANK YOU FOR BEING THE VOICE FOR SO MANY OF US! YOU ARE APPRECIATED! 💯🙏🏻💫

[@heatherkaunisto4210]

Same girl same

[@krisjay262002able]

His part 2.... its so crazy.. I literally feel like we lived the same damn life! 🤦🏻‍♀️🕯

[@krisjay262002able]

Ashy pops-Ashleigh- sending luv your way💕

[@christinawetherby3991]

This is all our story. It all happens in the same can way in all our lives! We must kill him (addiction)So all our sons a daughters will never see us high. Ever or again. And we definitely don't want to anyone who doesn't know about it speak about it!!!

[@christinawetherby3991]

Congrats on ur sobriety sister

[@braylee8420]

As a recovering addict myself , I just wanna say I’m proud of everyone who is trying to get clean and stay clean !!!! 💯💯🤍🤍

[@Colicchie]

❤️❤️❤️

[@leoamundson7877]

Clean and free Seattle 2021

[@jeremycasper5181]

Thank you

[@joewatson7874]

This song deserves all the views but god damn its scary how many people this resonated with. Myself being one of them this shit is a problem

[@lyonzee0079]

God bless ya ..all i am saying is i am fucked up but if i can stop just one kid going the way i went ,10 2 15 of my pals are dead .not nice..

[@derekmorello8797]

The closest song I've ever heard that really describes this kind of life real shit

[@Colicchie]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙌🏼

[@evagaboriault1812]

Every single word designates with me in one way or another. It's crazy to me to hear someone sing about this and be so spot on about addiction

[@lyonzee0079]

every word is true if ya been down are path .brings out in goose pimples what ya mans on about..thank God 1 of my kids is back in my life... LIFE saver for me any way..God bless all we are not bad people just fucked up..

[@Alessastarz]

Right?! Ain't no song on this planet that describes what addiction is really like. It's so amazing how he articulates it. a true artist.

[@moeman2274]

Damn this is the first time I ever heard your music/testimony. You're absolutely right..... your past could be a testament to how you've become a man! Some people have to go through suffering to learn what matters. I know I did too 5.5 yrs clean. I hope all is well. Endure to the end brother💪

[@Colicchie]

Much love and respect, keep on fighting the good fight🙏🏽

[@joshuacollings5464]

Almost ten years clean and I still tear up and get chills when I play this shit… I PROMISE WE ALL CAN RECOVER!!!!

[@Colicchie]

Much love Joshua and congratulations..!!

[@ChristopherPenn-nn6tb]

Yes sir we all can recover 13 months clean

[@tabithacehrs3505]

This really Hits Home... been Clean Since 3/16/2011... Over 6 Years Clean.. Prayers To All Those In Addiction!!! Much Love And Respect to You, love Your Music!!!

[@ethanwpope99]

Tabitha Cehrs Glad you're clean! Totally off topic but that is my birthday

[@lita292]

Tabitha Cehrs that's amazing I got clean 11/28/2011..... It's the greatest feeling ever.... I'm always praying for the addicts who are still suffering to get clean

[@courtneysmith2918]

Tabitha Cehrs congrats to you! I’m still In the process

[@melissahemenway3576]

Tabitha Cehrs good job much love

[@tabithacehrs3505]

Thanks Everyone!! Yesterday Was My Birthday. If I Can Do It Anyone, Keep Fighting!!! #WEDORECOVER #RECOVERYROCKZ For those That Have FaceBook, I run A Recovery Group. Please Feel Free To Join. Its Called Crossing The Bridge To Recovery. #YouGotThis

[@Lukeey420]

Addiction isn't someone's weakness, it's an disease!! Takes more than abit of heart to overcome it!! Well done to all who have overcome the disease 👏 you all deserve all the happiness that come your way!!

[@brandonbalazs1539]

It changes you.. 😩

[@Colicchie]

Much respect, sincerely. Hope you had a great weekend..!!

[@blaiznone2885p]

Thank you

[@EmmaLee150]

6 years sober from heroin and opiates here and now a MOM. Talk about woah for me lol. NEVER thought I would live long enough nor would I be blessed enough! Sobriety and my daughter were the two most beautiful things I've ever experienced. Active addiction changes you, but with a little time and hard work, the beauty of sobriety can change you as well. Much love and light to all of you. You ALL deserve a beautiful life and love!! You deserve to show YOURSELVES the same type of love you show others! YOU ARE WORTH IT! ❤️

[@Djprasad1000]

True words

[@MommaRose0324]

I LOVE this song! Going through recovery myself, I was clean for 2 years and relapsed. That relapse took me to jail for the first time and also a second time last year. But I thank God and the judge for putting me in for 6 months, that jail time really saved my life. I overdosed twice from fentanyl after my first time being in jail last year. I have listened to this song on repeat along with Colicchie's other music. I have turned on a couple of my sober friends to the music as well. It speaks a lot of truth behind us addicts. But we are living proof we do recovery!! Keep the music coming it helps us in recovery!

[@JayJay-ut6zg]

Stay clean … ❤

[@Colicchie]

Means the world to me Brandy, truly. Much love and respect, we can do this ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@divianateran7877]

Proud of the ones who got through it❤️ God put y'all on this Earth for a reason.

[@joannabrown6830]

Amen

[@selenarose3930]

Thank you

[@johnnylongskin7866]

Rest in peace Dad. I know you tried and have a bigger heart than anyone gave you credit for.

[@Colicchie]

💔💔🙏🏽

[@desireeloud2681]

Amen.

[@grahamflynn619]

Amen

[@RickysMom]

❤❤❤ much love to you and your dad! ❤❤❤ you might have a full circle moment in life where your dads struggles might be a lesson to you as a father , a brother , a son , a friend! ❤❤❤

[@halleyevans1980]

Sending you condolences and LOVE!!

[@sophielazu6120]

Bless. Grateful recovering addict. Great song....don't give up whoever reads this

[@Colicchie]

Thank you Sophie

[@charlenebrown2435]

Its the best 10th day off my life new look on everything ✨ 😌 😍 👌

[@LJCountry88]

The struggle is fuckin' real.. it gets old trying to explain it. (It's like pissing up a fuckin'rope.)

[@nevaehharris9562]

@@LJCountry88 I lost my cousin to a drug overdose

[@sophielazu6120]

I'm sorry ​@@nevaehharris9562

[@thedragonborn6963]

Lost my cousin in 2017 due to an OD. She was always the life of the party and always made others smile when they needed it the most. I watched the drugs her boyfriend introduced her to ruin her life overtime and I wish I could have done something to stop it. Since then I've developed my own case of substance abuse and im slowly getting better. To anyone who reads this and got clean or is trying to, if no one else has told you this then let me be the first; I'm proud of you for taking the steps and doing what you need to do in order to better your life and I wish you nothing but the best in your recovery

[@Colicchie]

💔💔 my condolences, much love, stay strong. How are you holding up this week?

[@thedragonborn6963]

​@Colicchie I appreciate it man and I'm doing alright, doing the best I can with what I got. Still hard staying away from all that stuff but I know I'm better off without it

[@susanclampet8760]

Been a addict for 21 years. Now i got 33 days clean & loving it

[@GELast]

Good shit man, keep at it. It ain’t easy, but it’s worth it.

[@Colicchie]

Incredible Susan, keep it up.. how are you doing today?

[@susanclampet8760]

I am doing great. Feeling wonderful. 36 days clean now

[@susanclampet8760]

@@Colicchie I loved those recovery songs.

[@clarestardust2618]

Well done. I hope I can follow you to the clean world. I dont know u but I'm extremely proud. I know how difficult it is from experience. Keep it up. X

[@dougw942]

I dont usually comment on sh!t because in my opinion, my opinion doesn't matter... you just explained a decade of my life in a song. There are still tears in my eyes right now. I'm 8 months clean now and i hope i never go back. Thank you.

[@jessicawrest7254]

I cried so Fucking hard for an hour after hearing this. Good for you and keep going!

[@k.c.donovan8353]

Your opiondose matter!!!

[@davidmcareavey1783]

Love and respect to u I am always here to just to give you a ear I'm just coming off methadone and I am getting the best help life is too short I lost my friend last week peace x

[@jarredsouza2269]

Everyones opinion matters to some my man. Keep ya head up

[@twiztidzlette]

hope youre doing good man!!!!!!!!!!

[@jasonr1439]

8yrs heroin free but this song breaks me down every time. thank u coliche, for speaking only what our people know and what people like us know. I sincerely love you like a brother man

[@josephrenaud5483]

Amen bro

[@plynwow]

I'm proud of you!

[@benjaminjenkins6982]

Good job staying clean, keep it up bro!.

[@lorimartin1740]

May God give everybody strength to fight those demons my daughter is fighting her own. I pray for all your lyrics went right to my heart. God bless.

[@Colicchie]

❤️❤️🙏🏽

[@childofgod94]

Man this really takes me back, feels like your telling my past..and now my child's present...Jesus I trust in You..thank you for this mans freedom and mine, please guide the rest to you as well

[@Colicchie]

Stay strong 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@NovemberRain-1975]

My daughter is an addict to meth….she’s been clean for about five months now….she tries so hard and I know she does….it’s been hell and pain watching her go thru it….she knows it’s effected me and her family so much….but no matter what I had to go they I wasn’t leaving my babygirls side…..I stood by her and tried to help as much as I could I didn’t want her on the streets so when she lost her place I told her to come home….I ended up having to make her leave but even thru all that we are good now she knows I love her she knows I’ll never leave her alone….all I can say is I’m greatful she’s tired and trying she has a long road but I know she can do it….she struggles everyday…..but I KNOW a there will come the day she will never want that shit again….u described everything to the last detail of what I’ve seen her go thru….thank you…she sent this song to me and told me it gave her chills and made her cry ….she said she had no words ….once again thank you 🙏🏼

[@dianeshirley3651]

This song hits I’m an addict and people don’t understand that have not walked in my shoes!! I have lost a lot of friends and man this made me think of them! I’m over a year sober but I will always be an addict! To everyone fighting.... I will always have your back! Just fight!!

[@josedeorta2644]

Diane Shirley keep strong got you just call and talk to someone I'm here

[@kamikazebuckeye5684]

Diane Shirley I walk them shoes today and always will now

[@BbchicaAngel]

Stay strong good on ya.

[@dianeshirley3651]

I worked my program and my daughters have been my rock and of course my close friends. I had to make a change in my life after dieing I moved from Maryland to Florida and didn't know anyone. I was about to lose my kids and they are my life. I'm a mom of adult kids, I made my kids worry and suffer. I'm here!

[@frederickbailey3377]

@@dianeshirley3651 congratulations and keep up the good progress I don't know you but I'm proud of your effort and keep up the good work and just know I love all who struggle or don't think no one cares I do.

[@erico7245]

I just gotta say, if there someone out there that is uplifted by this song and these lyrics speak to you, I'm glad this song is here for you.

[@Colicchie]

Much respect Eric, how are you today?

[@erico7245]

Doing well my man. Thank you for this. And to anyone in the struggle, thank your for staying strong. You got this.

[@xavierryan6024]

Thank you bro you have saved me more than once. Much love to you and your listeners. Freedom from drugs is real. I’ll have 7yrs clean tmrow. 7 god dam years. It’s been a struggle and I’ve lost everyone close to me. And I’m still here clean free of the demon that controlled me. I truly believe during a mushroom trip I confronted something that I was aware of. And I demanded that it stop holding me. Lot more was said. But no lie since that encounter I’ve been free of addiction. The few times I almost relapsed. Chads music found my ears and by the grace of some god some angle. I was saved. Thank you brother. Your music is my therapy and ur words are my life. STAY STRONG IF YOUR STILL STUCK. THE CHAINS CAN BE BROKE. IM LIVING PROOF. 17yrs using the needle and 22yrs using. 42 rehabs. And a mushroom trip broke me free. Much love to all. BE KIND TO OTHERS PLS. TO MUCH HATE TO MANY DIVIDERS. EVERYONE IS WORTH IT

[@Colicchie]

Truly amazing.!! Congrats, much love and respect 🙏🏽👏🏽