A Stressful Tour With My Baby!

[@allieeeee123]

the goody bags are honestly an awesome idea. its definitely not necessary, but doing something out of kindness for others is almost always a great thing

[@Mellovesdeep25]

Allie Ruggles i think its genius too. It seems like more for the mom to feel less anxiety because she is acknowledging that she feels bad but at the end of the day, what can you do? It’s very sweet

[@thornlings]

Couldn't have said it better myself. Definitely not *necessary* and not something I think non-parents should feel they have a right to *expect* when on a plane with a little one, but a very kind gesture and kindness is always a good thing.

[@katym2487]

Definitely sounds like a panic attack and I am so proud of you for doing a whole show afterwards, the few times I've had proper panic attacks I've been out of condition for at least a day with exhaustion and headaches. You'll be fine, you really will because you are so freaking strong!

[@bellak46]

“Piss off a bunch of people by making goodie bags.” I love how unapologetic you are. People need to mind their own business. The goodie bags are a really nice gesture. 💙

[@Its_Faith_617]

yeah I thought it was so sweet and kind I thought it was so incredibly kind and considerate to do that for other people

[@sudeux5746]

I read ur comment at the same time she said it on the video 😂

[@EmGreer]

Jingothebear 56 Same

[@Victoriacccoelho]

Flynn’s mood all the time: 😯 SO CUTE

[@keira9447]

lmaoo actually

[@keira9447]

CasuallyCassy _ HAHAHA

[@zoevanderhoof3113]

Sooooo true

[@brandyweaver8043]

Victoria Cavalcanti lol so true he always has his mouth wide open

[@tothmancometh]

You are literally such a good mom!! And Flynn looks so much like his dad 😩♥️

[@yoitsallison5494]

tothmancometh ikr

[@ambertully3283]

13:20 sounds like you had a panic attack... I have them all of the time, it's totally normal to feel like that. I love you Colleen, things will get better❤💜

[@cbroui8]

Definitely sounds like a panic attack. My first was at 19. Definitely have gotten them worse postpartum.

[@sabrinanarvaez1626]

Omg, I related to her so much, i also have them and I try to calm myself but sometimes it doesn't work

[@reginagarcia22]

That’s exactly what I thought

[@pdtsshady5544]

It’s not a panic attack a panic attack is when you have a strong feeling like your going to die even though you are totally fine. What she had was more like a anxiety attack. When I have panic attacks I can’t breath and my legs and hands start to feel numb and I start thinking I am having a heart attack when I am not. Normally when people have panic attacks they are not able to cry because of the fear they are in they usually cry after the attack is over. She was having an anxiety attack not a panic attack.

[@sabrinanarvaez1626]

@@pdtsshady5544 omg That happens to me too, the exact same My arms feel numb and my face and I think I'm having a heart attack, I thought no one else had it like me

[@shaynah7866]

omg you made goodie bags that’s the cutest thing ever 😭❤️❤️❤️

[@Itschloeanne95]

Grandma camp is the cutest thing I’ve ever heard of

[@amberfiallo6502]

Itschloeanne95 right

[@bellac5413]

Itschloeanne95 when I was younger and my mom and my aunts were busy my dad and my uncles and their children(my cousins) would have dad camp! 🤗

[@lizzyshappycookies3285]

Ur comment almost has 1k likes

[@Itschloeanne95]

lizzy's happy cookies :3 so it does! How bizarre 🙈

[@chelseybaker4470]

I know

[@haydenmary103]

I struggle with dermatillomania too and then some, you aren’t alone 💜

[@sophiebrandi_5554]

i have dermatillomania too, we understand how hard it is ❤️❤️

[@baileyshaffer3362]

HAYDEN Mary I wouldn’t say I struggle with it, but I still do have it. Mines very mild but I have a problem with picking at my arms and face

[@haydenmary103]

Bailey Shaffer it’s hard but I’m glad you don’t struggle

[@haileyjohnson454]

HAYDEN Mary I do too

[@stormchaser768]

I think I might to,I always pick at my saws and I eat the skin and it’s gross I am not sure if I have it I am quite young so yeah, I didn’t even know it was a thing

[@zunairahsareen2944]

Colleen’s face in the thumbnail was everything!!😂

[@kristianhigginbotham969]

Post Partum Anxiety is so real. Sending so much love.

[@abigaillively4569]

Flynn looks just like Eric! You are such a good mom!

[@adelinesadventures5196]

Your panic is probably also connected to the finger skin thing. I have anxiety which is a lot of how you’ve described and I’ve worked on it a lot so once you meet with a professional and find ways to manage it it gets better!

[@kellykelbe]

My QUEEN is back to wearing crop tops & being the fiercest mom ever

[@katiemcdaniel8252]

"That was a very aggressive belch, you've learned from your mother so well" 🤣

[@samanthamarie7836]

Flynn is growing tooooooo quick... he's such a gorgeous boy ❤ Colleen you are doing a f**king amazing job... Keep doing u girl 😊❤

[@johnniestoker2933]

I love the whole “Grandma Camp” idea! My grandma and grandpa used to do Cousin Week when we were younger over the summers so us cousins can hang out and bond and that’s the reason why I’m so close with my family. So wonderful. ❤️

[@inactiveinactive2737]

Must be nice

[@raniyah643]

I have the same habit of peeling my skin and I can't stop and it always bleeds and stings when I put sanitiser on or liquid so I'm with u colleen!♡

[@mylufCGH]

Anxiety can tell you that you're body is just not keeping up with everything you're doing even tho your mind is.... ❤️❤️

[@sarapatchkid1835]

Eo I suffer from anxiety and this really spoke to me. My mind is going faster than my body can.

[@aikobacon275]

I have anxiety thanks for this comment.❤

[@Liz2727271]

@@aikobacon275 I've had anxiety, but thanks to a daily antidepressant its very rare now.

[@mylufCGH]

@@sarapatchkid1835 I have the exact same thing. What sometimes helps me is sports/yoga, not even for health or muscle but just for taking some time to actually feel how my body is doing.. But I feel u, the struggle will be there forever... ❤️

[@mylufCGH]

@@aikobacon275 Same, hang in there ❤️❤️

[@excuseyou3442]

TINIEST SMILE COMPETITION i can’t they are sooo cute 🥰💕

[@alrightyaphrodite4997]

i absolutely love Flynn’s little nirvana jumpsuit!! absolutely adorable!! 💛🖤

[@altacc3534]

Flynn reminds me so much of jack jack from the incredibles

[@cmbsrep]

alt acc IKRRR😂😂

[@delaney7435]

I'm not trying to diagnose you but it sounds like you had a panic/anxiety attack. Just look after yourself and be safe 💜

[@rblxstrey8031]

It kinda did

[@corinthiap6044]

Yep, definitely panic attack. Post partum anxiety is very real, and terrible. Causes chewing fingers too.

[@hannahrenan4980]

๔єlคภєy that’s exactly what I was thinking. And she explained exactly what happened to me when I had a panic attack.

[@alli61962]

Agree with everyone - sounded like a classic anxiety attack.

[@Supernatastic]

Yeah, sounds exactly like what I deal with...panic attacks

[@flynnpelayo5518]

omg she was even talking about her dermitolomania back in 2019😔

[@kimberlysalas3360]

OMG I MADE YOU THAT JACKET 😭 IM SO SO SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT , I LOVE YOU COLLEEN❤️ THANK YOU!

[@pris_an]

Aww it’s gorgeous 😍😍😍💕💕

[@kimberlysalas3360]

Priscilla Thank you so much , you’re so sweet💓😢

[@betyourbottomdollar7]

Great work! It's Awesome!!

[@Gretapop]

Wow amazing do you have a degree in art

[@monicaroca7542]

You are a arist look so real

[@notveryserene9648]

but did Erik choose the sexy shower or not so sexy shower??

[@larkinpatsch5242]

notveryserene that’s what I was wondering!!

[@kristen-yayaaksca3565]

notveryserene both 🤣

[@ssapotter]

Lmaoo

[@hazelryan7864]

the not so sexy shower cause she said he was in the shower and then went "Lovey! Naked!" when the water turned out, meaning she didn't see his body until after he got out.

[@thatpiscesgal]

asking the REAL questions

[@cheyenneyoswalt]

My best friend has the same skin picking disorder. The one thing that has helped her immensely is getting manicures every two weeks with dipping powder over her short natural nail. It makes it very hard to pick the skin because it thickens and kind of rounds the edge of your nail. She also applies first aid beauty ultra repair cream every night once they start to heal some. She has been doing this for about four months and her fingers have improved so much!

[@hxneyedbellsss]

Flynn just looked confused the whole time lol. He's just like um what is my mom doing

[@oswaldomendez5037]

Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooo ooooooooooooooooooooy

[@4ng3lic4]

Ikr!

[@nerdynat6847]

Colleen: Flynn’s gonna take a bath in the sink *shows camera to Erik holding Flynn up in the air like Simba*

[@forfunhaha_15]

Yahhhhhh

[@courtneymichelle7564]

Nerdy Nat "stinkay!"

[@Annie-ph4tb]

This is how many people love Flynn 👇🏻

[@ComplexMold]

Tomlikes Cookies poor flin

[@thatboleyngirl7]

Lol me too

[@rachaelmurrayy]

im sure people love him more than 204 P.S im not being cheeky or anything

[@anna_banana3935]

NO THERE CANT JUST BE 293 LIKES THAN DERE NEEDS TO BE 123432156788765910019 LIKES!

[@brycesusong6307]

It needs 7,000,000,000 likes

[@arielsamdahl]

I have the same finger-problem as you (but not diagnosed yet), and it's so nice to hear of other people who deal with the same, so you don't feel so alone! 💛

[@palmerjohnson7884]

I have the same problem but it felt like no one else had it and I thought it was just me! Thankful to know I'm not alone!

[@maddyb9095]

Yeah me too I really struggle with it :(

[@kaylafaithspencer1078]

I pick at my cuticles and bite my nails is really bad actually

[@paigehaase4396]

Do any of u chew on ur skin while watching TV

[@danahhhhh]

I do it on my thumbs

[@jortiz8636]

And I love how at 3:18 the door actually says "not so sexy" 😂

[@kakan1584]

J Ortiz 😂

[@immgeoff9356]

Ha ha I didn’t even notice that! 😂🤣Who has that in a hotel! 😂😂

[@chrisc5095]

And the other side says "sexy" but it's harder to see.

[@anzleycastro3238]

ImmGeoff I know right 😂😢

[@emilygrasley9161]

She legit says it.... Like seconds before.....

[@rosiesmith1422]

Absolutely no one: Flynn: 👁 👁 👃🏻 👄

[@exulqnsis_111]

😂👏

[@sui7586]

I love your profile picture Jimin ?

[@Ryleet888]

Rosie Smith the eyes r blue so ur incorrect 😬😬

[@aya-dd3sx]

HEY IM JIMIN >:( 😂

[@IssyIngenito]

Colleen singing the Waitress song is everthing & my heart exploded. I can't wait to see you as Dawn!!!!

[@ravelove1260]

I am just as excited as you are.

[@matchalattebb]

That feeling you described with the shaking, crying, and confusion about it all while not being able to talk is what I experienced my first anxiety attack. I hope you don't get episodes like that more frequently bc they're terrible.

[@auvks1]

Thanks for being so open about anxiety and mental health. I had my first panic attack a couple months ago and i have been dealing with anxiety almost everyday since. You and everyone in the comments has seriously made me feel better about it, because it’s comforting knowing i’m not the only one going through it.

[@Anonymous-me5hc]

Colleen, I’ve dealt with PD and GAD for over 13 years. That sounds like 100% like a panic attack. I always remember that it’s a “wave” and it too shall pass. Love you girl.

[@livelaughlove5767]

you described exactly how i feel when i have anxiety/ panic attacks

[@alytsosa3906]

Bella Walker everyone does 😒 it’s normal

[@Amanda-yp7js]

Blue_ Edits not everyone gets anxiety/panic attacks.. it’s not normal :/

[@ianamos3830]

Colleen thank you,I just today had a loss in my family and have been very hurt because a week ago my dog also passed away,but thank you for me being able to come here and laugh through this hard time in my life,I love you and I hope you and your family are doing well❤️

[@jemmastockwell295]

Thank you for your honesty, about your fingers and panic 💕

[@leylahxol.q.7894]

Flynn”s eyebrows are more perfect than my entire life

[@humbertogama3581]

123 likes omg

[@DuctTapeCrazieHere]

I love that you openly talk about experiencing dermatillomania. I have had that forever and other things like that and I know how you feel about feeling embarrassed. My whole legs are spotty and marked up so I appreciate that you share the not so glamorous parts of your life! Love you Colleen!!

[@samanthaalmora5789]

I think goodie bags are so sweet and considerate of you!! Don’t ever feel the need to apologize for you actions! People will get mad no matter what

[@jenellegast8547]

samantha almora 💯💯💯💯💯 I agree I am a mom and I feel like you do you I do me

[@lifewithinnagrace]

Flynn is getting sooo big and handsome!

[@carlyochoa1402]

So glad you talked about your struggle with dermatillomania so openly and honestly. I've struggled with it for 6 years on the palms of my hands and fingers. It is so refreshing and comforting to see you talk about on your large platform! Thanks for making me feel not alone 💕

[@haileychan9832]

Erik is honestly such a good cameraman 😂♥️

[@wilsonwoman3]

Coming from someone who has struggled with them her whole life, that experience was DEFINITELY an anxiety attack Colleen. You just kind of have to work through them.

[@Sarah-Harvey]

This was my first thought too, anxiety/panic attacks are the worst and can appear out of nowhere x

[@fanceydanceyvlogs]

I also get panic attacks and I know that the first time it happens it is very scary and mine happen for no reason normally but a tip I use is I find five pink things in the room or three sounds I hear

[@ellabrumley9929]

Thank you so much Colleen for talking about how you bite your fingers. I have been doing that for years and it has gotten really bad and I always felt that I could not stop. I had no idea other people did this I thought I was just some freak zombie. Thanks for opening up and making me feel not alone. LOVE YOU GIRL💓💓💓

[@vegangetaways]

literally the cutest thing ever making goodie bags for other people omg

[@biblio.j3nn]

That is so kind and thoughtful of you to make goodie bags incase Flynn made started crying! Shows us just how caring you are! Love you!!

[@mysticalli7741]

Love how it looks like Flynn is comforting her at the end when she is talking about the how she felt during the sound check! So sweet!❤❤❤❤

[@neelynewcomb4710]

flynn looks like The marshmallow ghost thing from Ghostbusters when he is in his sleep onesie😂

[@marcy7540]

Neely Newcomb yes!!!

[@madtingz2288]

Anxiety and stress! Probably the lack of sleep too ❤️

[@charmingflame786]

I have severe OCD and dermatillomania is actually extremely common for me. I’m always picking at my skin, especially any dry skin or hanging skin near my nails will start as me peeling it off to there being practically no more skin around my nail... it also tends to get worse when I have a lot of stress, tension, anxiety or even excitement and that jittery feeling... it calms me down completely and I get into this zone and can’t stop. Just wanted to let you know that you aren’t alone in this and I hope you find a way to cope with it. Take care of yourself!! Sending you & your family tons of positive vibes 🙌🏽💛

[@mochiteacutie]

I don't think I've ever loved how you look more than in your thumbnail 🤣❤️

[@saracarlson6776]

Yay! I’m the 100th like

[@dezaray3372]

IKR her thumbnail is everything😂

[@hardlyhannah9556]

Is the thumbnail the pic you see before you watch it?

[@dezaray3372]

@@hardlyhannah9556 its the cover of the video so yes its the pic of colleen and flynn in a plane before u click on her video😋

[@summersantana00]

Sounds like an anxiety attack, happens to me all the time 😩 hope you are doing well!

[@micklejuiice3364]

Hope you get better too!!

[@chloesappthings5407]

summersantana00 that happens to me too

[@cyna.8021]

Hi Colleen, I’ve been watching you since you first started & Im 51!! I’ve dealt with what you’re talking about for MANYYYYY years!!! I’ve worked in Mental Health for over 25 years... it’s an OCD/Anxiety- Nervous energy type of thing. It always has embarrassed me when someone says “What happened to your finger/fingers!!??.... sometimes it’s hard to explain. I’m SO glad you’re educating people about it because sooooo many people do it & don’t understand it is an actual condition. 😁. Good job!!!!

[@courtneyjeddore8711]

I love how you openly talked about dermatillomania, I've struggled with it too and it's comforting knowing that one ofthe people I look up to most deals with it too! I recommend getting a bead bracelet, I twirl it in between my fingers when I'm anxious and have the urge to pick. Love you!

[@hannab6265]

HOLY YES! I was recently diagnosed with dermotillomania, im constantly picking at my face. Thank you for talking about this I literally thought I would never know of someone else with this condition. I am with you!!!! I have been really struggling recently with this and am encouraged to know that someone else has this problem. Keep your head up!

[@oliviajoyce8675]

That’s definitely anxiety. I have anxiety attacks a lot and my symptoms are shaking, crying, and shortness of breath. You may want to see a doctor about that if it happens again. ❤️

[@alexapulido9494]

Pretty sure that thing you felt was an Anxiety/Panic attack, I can say so bc all you described reminded me of what I felt when I had one months ago

[@ally86ozzy]

I was also thinking this, those are the exact symptoms I experience when I have a panic attack

[@camilaalvarez4872]

Yes, exactly what I was thinking. Sucks I don't wish it on anyone.

[@elenagibbons4719]

It also seemed like it was accompanied by a little derealization(/dissociation?) from the way she was describing it. I find that a little interesting, because when I dissociate it tends to stop panicking.

[@courtlis2021]

you’re the sweetest person ever❤️❤️ the goodie bag idea is so kind & you’re so selfless💓💓

[@Lena-zt5uz]

Can we all just take a minute and appreciate Andrew for always beeing part of the show. He is so funny.

[@susiandjoannavlogs5333]

15:00 sound like a panic attack or anxiety attack... I have had those before and I'm glad ur okay

[@kaitlyncottrell1757]

as someone who has panic attacks on a semi-often basis, that's definitely similar to what i feel

[@susiandjoannavlogs5333]

@@kaitlyncottrell1757 same

[@ellie3526]

Same I have them but I cry and I can’t breathe and I faint, I have really bad panic attacks!!!

[@susiandjoannavlogs5333]

@@ellie3526 for me I shake alot I get dizzy I literally go blind, I'm out of breath and I cry or scream and like I just can control anything

[@ellie3526]

Susi And Joanna Vlogs OMG same! Do you get like blurry or everything just blacks out? They happen to me

[@keithlaitinen8456]

I NEED you to make a song about a few things... 1.a new "My family" music video 2. A song of being stressed and or getting everything off your chest about the drama during shows

[@lizzieluter454]

Keith Laitinen ive thought about a new “My Family” music video

[@xxrobloxgirlxx9945]

Yeah the my family one NEEDS to be done!!!

[@Lavenders_Literature]

I have dermatillomania and I completely understand what you’re going through, it’s hard to combat for me and I have similar feelings as you. Thanks for repping even though you probably don’t want to, it means a lot to see people in a similar situation. Love you Colleen!!!!!

[@msMuffet.]

I feel you Colleen. I am currently in the process of moving. After long sleepless nights of packing, the movers are finally here. Wish everyone all the best!

[@Monst3rsss]

I recently started tackling my own skin picking issues and to see someone I regularly watch talk about it is a huge help💖

[@lilycooper8612]

Same my cheeks are completely wrecked from that and I didn’t know anyone else dealt with it

[@weirdpotat5652]

I also pick at my skin, it helps my anxiety,

[@Megzsy98]

You aren't alone, my mum picks her fingers when she's stressed and anxious. She basically has no fingerprint left on one of her fingers. I'm always holding her hand so she stops thinking about it💓

[@idellekell]

I used to compulsively pick my skin when I was younger. Some people grow out of it, but a lot don't. I think hair pulling is in the same category of OCD behaviours. Anti-anxiety medication helps!

[@mackenziekelly934]

Omg I just want to give Flynn the biggest hug he is just so cute

[@hopetikvah]

I have diagnosed anxiety and constantly pick at my legs and sometimes my hands and never have heard of this. Thanks for mentioning it cause now I’m going to ask my dr about it

[@anikas7337]

ok but tiniest smile competition has to become the next inside joke on the vlog channel. Kinda like the jurassic park theme song hahaha :)

[@samreenfirdaus252]

Where are you from ... I am from India...

[@stephanielopez9035]

Samreen Firdaus ?

[@samreenfirdaus252]

@@stephanielopez9035 India

[@laurengreene646]

Loved the shot of little Flynn watching his mommy perform. What special memories that will be when he’s older and he will be reminded how strong, talented and hardworking his mommy is! 😩😍😭❤️❤️

[@elliegames4379]

Awwwww omg 😍😍😍 Flynn is so cute now

[@imogenelytle3085]

Can you do a tour in Canada soon pls😽 I live there and I really want to come to one of your shows❤❤❤💛💛💛💚💚💚💙💙💙💜💜💜

[@Jezodi]

I truly appreciate that you are so honest everything. This is what the world needs - for people to be open and honest about everyday "weird " thoughts, things, and feelings....that actually a number of other people go through. Love you Colleen xxx

[@tasiacross5173]

Praying for you. Love you guys. So proud of you. Flynn is perfection

[@malibu124]

I haven't been professional diagnosed, but I have trichotillomania. It is very similar to your disorder, but I pull my hair out. When I was younger, it was much worse. Essentially, half of my head was bold. Now it is just small spots, but from doing it so much, my hair is growing back fully. It is also probably stemmed from anxiety or OCD. I feel powerless because I can't overcome it, and of course I want beautiful hair without bald spots. Thank you for sharing because I don't know anyone personally who had trichotillomania.

[@emily914]

Flynn: *barfs* Colleen: *WHY ARE YOU BARFING SO MUCH? STOP BARFING* lol i love you colleen

[@itsame2649]

This sounds like colleen is close to a burnout. Picking skin, getting really anxious... Please take care of yourself!

[@margaretcavanaugh5721]

Its Ame she might just have anxiety yo, might or might not have to do with burnout

[@ameliarose47]

Yeah. I’d definitely recommend she talk to her doctor about anxiety if she hadn’t already (though it sounds like she already had, which is good because she seems like she’s being very good about keeping track of her health)

[@babylink12]

Maureen Helsel yep I had anxiety and anxiety attacks after I gave birth !!!! It was so stressful and such a horrible feeling 😞😞😞

[@liv1985]

Colleen I've had anxiety for my entire life. I'm so sooooo sorry you had to go through it. LOVE YOU! Take care

[@jacinthalewis6004]

Hey

[@liv1985]

jacintha lewis dixon Yea?

[@jacinthalewis6004]

@@liv1985 can I have it

[@jacinthalewis6004]

PS I am 11 just if you're worrying

[@liv1985]

jacintha lewis dixon Have what? 😶

[@marissadavis7563]

I love how Colleen is so chill about Flynn barfing like I know she’s a mom and she’s like used to it but I could never get used to that. The sight of barf makes me gag 😂

[@MaayanLovesUnicorns1]

Marissa Davis once you’re a mom you get used to a lot of things, you’d surprise yourself 😆😆

[@definitelynotmarissa9358]

Omg same name!

[@arson_jalapeno1105]

I want to like your comment bit you have 69 likes and I dont want to ruin it for you 😅

[@apocalypseinsight]

5:01 the question is.... was he in the sexy shower or in the not so sexy shower?🤔 7:49 alright he was in the sexy shower.

[@courtneyw6378]

😂😂

[@amourabrams6904]

Wrong time stamp

[@laurenmcmeans2470]

The time stamp is actually 7:44

[@dezaray3372]

Haha i was kinda hoping someone would leave a comment like this so thx😂

[@elinorfenimore7244]

I was about to do this

[@shellegriffin]

I do the same thing with my fingers. My Dad called it a nervous habit. Usually it gets worse with the more I need to do. Wish I was at the show. Maybe next year.

[@Rosalie_Jansen]

I do this too, it's really annoying. I can recommend using Burt's Bees Lemon Butter Cuticle cream on your cuticles, it softens the skin so that there are fewer rough edges to pick at. Also when it gets really bad I recommend trying to find something to do that occupies your hands, for me i like to knit or crochet (especially on public transport commutes). And it's not only that my hands are busy so they can't scratch at my skin, but the repetitive motion of the knitting or crochet actually soothes the anxiety that I would otherwise alleviate with the repetitive motion of skin picking, only this is much healthier, plus after a while you'll suddenly have a sweet new hat or money pouch or what have you. Just some little unsolicited tips from an experienced skin picker.

[@Clairebear69420]

I do too

[@rachelroed4004]

I do tooooooo

[@kristenhall4340]

Colleen!! Thank you for talking about this...I have really bad dermatillomania and have since I was in 10th grade and I’m 21 now. Ive always felt so insecure about it. Not a lot of people know about it but it is a real thing!! It does help by someone like you being real and open about it. Love you 💛

[@sonjaepling9163]

Omg, Flynn is so adorable. I can’t even take is eeeek. XD ❤️

[@beautifulthoughts6243]

Girl, my dermatillomania got worse after having each child. Mine is mostly scalp (not hair pulling) focused, but the results of the picking aren't obvious thankfully! My picking is worse with stress and anxiety. ♡

[@thomasbrooks3908]

Nobody: Absolutely nobody: Flynn: 👁👄👁

[@kspuck79]

I love how she can make a 17min video and l didn’t get bored once!!! 👍🏼💕

[@nicolecmoucheron]

For anyone who is is struggling : When you have a lot going on, even if it's good stuff, you can (and most likely will) get overwhelmed and your mind has a lot to process, so give yourself some time (even if it feels like you don't have any😅). Hope this helps, have a nice day

[@Rosalie_Jansen]

This actually did help, thanks

[@allysmith3437]

i am so incredibly proud of you. I had a dream that i got to watch you on broadway and i cried the whole time. you have accomplished so much in the past year & your whole life. All the tours and the books are incredible. I love you so much! I cant wait to see what else you accomplish the rest of your life! Love you ❤️

[@katieface86]

Could be post partum anxiety? (For the anxiety towards the end of the video)

[@oliviafreites4428]

A panic attack.

[@autumnrae4789]

Yeah sounds like it could be! Definitely a panic attack

[@amybritton4289]

I agree. Sounds exactly like my anxiety attacks after I had no4.

[@neLLaf007]

Yes, she definitely had a panic attack. I have panic attacks at least once a week and it sounds similar to that.

[@autumnrae4789]

RaynboPandaGuin definitely not fun at all, I have about one a month with my anxiety/depression

[@0elle_belle058]

Just rewatched your “I’m pregnant” video! And hope to see you in Az!! Haha ❤️❤️❤️

[@tatertotc4881]

so funny thing this may help out with issues you had a BIG panic attack with everything going on around you I’am 13 and I struggle with this stuff a lot and I get the feeling of not understanding why it happened so just trying to help out you probably know it was a panic attack but just in case you didn’t I know the feeling of feeling out of body and mind and ps hope you see this so you know how much you’ve helped me get through anxiety and panic attacks just by you making a video it has changed my life from never wanting to get out of the house to going back to public school forgetting anxiety is a thing and making me feel happy so thank you soooo much !!😊😊😊

[@its_just_hayden7615]

sooooo cuuuuttttteeeee! Congrats on your role! I always look forward to your videos

[@thejoycatcher8189]

I love you and how very real you are‼️Your honesty will help others in so many ways‼️Thank you Coleen‼️😊❤️

[@kaitlynjohnson1223]

Colleen I struggle with the same thing. I’ve always had bad anxiety and I pick at the sides of thumbs. I now sit with my thumbs inside of my fist. I’m trying everyday to break this habit!! You’re not alone!!

[@melissagressley6345]

I dig my scalp when I am anxious. It is so interesting to me how stress manifests differently in people.

[@sweetcanada17]

My scalp finally healed up after I had picked it raw over the course of a few months. I also just got a new haircut to help my scalp heal completely.

[@LauraCuba]

Head and hands ☹️

[@katiemarie5725]

I’d been doing that for years, I never even knew until my therapist mentioned it to me. I’d make myself bleed and for awhile I was losing hair. I immediately thought of that when she said her OCD finger situation.

[@sophiadavies6758]

At the end of the vid when you where talking about being stressed about the show you had a panic attack xx

[@CoraMack]

Sophia Davies yes that’s what I’m thinking too. Plus the skin picking is anxiety as well

[@mirandaburgin1512]

I agree that sounds a lot like a panic attack probably just from her stress, exhaustion, and anxiety. Glad she's okay tho!

[@kathryncavaretti3956]

Came to say the same. I’ve been there plenty of times. It’s scary and overwhelming. Post partum anxiety is a thing not many people talk about.

[@shannonmccarthy3461]

FINALLY theres a youtuber who is talking about Dermatillomania and bringing it to light. I have it bad I pick my fingers and I especially pick the skin on my lips. Picking the skin on my lips is what has been the worst I do it until my lips bleed and hurt and chaptstick wont even help. My son is 4 and he has been doing the same thing... picking at his lips I hope his doesnt get as bad as mine. I have had Dermatillomania since I was little it gets especially bad when my anxiety is just a tiny bit elevated anything stressful whether its little or big it doesnt matter if its anything close to stressful my lips are paying the price. Im glad you talked about this and brought it to light because i felt so alone and embarassed and now i dont!! Thanks so much Colleen! Much Love from Boston! 💖

[@elissaoclock3573]

Oh my colleen the thumbnail 😂🤣 you look so done with life lol

[@mya3035]

Elissa Oclock that was from the smallest smiling contest 😂😂😂

[@oswaldomendez5037]

Colleen l lo ve you