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[@beautifullyme1792]

Judy is legit the GOAT. Can’t believe she’s vlogging, grieving, taking care of the children, editing, etc. I’ve never felt emotion toward any vlogger, but when Judy gets emotional I care & I hurt for her. I can’t believe I’m this connected to someone I’ve never meet. The Power of Social Media We love you Judy 💛

[@Ria_n_Brian_93]

💯💯💯💯 I agree wholeheartedly❣️Love you Judy❗️😌

[@patriciameagher9162]

Judy is the water bearer not the goat. Her birthday is 5th February.

[@cowandkat]

@@patriciameagher9162 it stands for greatest of all time

[@Songtress13]

@@patriciameagher9162 GOAT stands for “greatest of all time” it’s an expression praising her ability.

[@kevsCarsReviews]

couldn’t agree more !

[@xobobalover26]

Shoutout to auntie Mel and Benji’s family for taking care of the girls during this unprecedented time with the sudden loss of mama. Times like this is when you realize just how much family matters. Like Judy said, always be grateful.

[@riojojo_]

Yes, Auntie Mel is the best Tita ever everr

[@maylisgracia]

Mel is the best! The girls are so lucky to have such a great aunt and another amazing woman in their life!!!

[@Ria_n_Brian_93]

💯😌❤

[@mvega143]

Is she benjis sister?

[@mandy725]

@@mvega143 yes

[@Ria_n_Brian_93]

@@mvega143 Yes, Mel is Benji’s sister.

[@shakz_9118]

Love aunti mel mel! ♥️

[@Chanelly37]

The baby’s nickname being nini was just next level. How beautiful.

[@Dreaming875]

FRFR

[@jeannesantiago1300]

@@Dreaming875 frfr

[@riojojo_]

And she looked like Julianna

[@riojojo_]

The thing is, in the Philippines they call young girls nini or ineng but not everybody does anymore so that moment was still surprising

[@bluegray8428]

@@riojojo_ in our part of the Philippines we don't generically call li'l girls Nini

[@jval75816]

When my mom passed I swore when I looked up to the sky I seen my mom’s face in the clouds it looked exactly like her. I believe when we lose loved ones they do send us messages that they are still with us.

[@JYYB]

When my dad passed it was in the middle of planning his funeral I was in my car parked in front of my aunts house a small bird came to sit on my car window and it wouldn’t leave, wasn’t scared of me getting close to it. I knew it was my dad. These feelings and signs it’s such heart warming to know they know even though they passed.

[@EGYPTIANEYES76]

❤️

[@cicilyly6027]

Where is the video Benji made of mama? I want to see it, I bet it will make Judy cry even more

[@PbandJelly17]

When my aunt passed in 2020, (she raised me since I was born) she was also in the Philippines (I reside in the US now for a while) but I kept dreaming about her off and on for 40 days and then an orange butterfly would flutter around me and my son when we were outside in the backyard 😢

[@taylorlin5744]

After we had my mom's funeral, there was an amazing sunset. I have never in my life seen the sky so beautiful ❤ that's truly amazing that you seen your mom's face in the clouds. ☁️ 🤍

[@DanieGirl78]

After my dad passed, we saw dragonflies everywhere. And to this day, when we go to the cemetery, there's always dragonflies around. It's been 16 years.

[@Jovalle30]

I got chills when you said the babies name was nini ! How beautiful to receive the signs

[@Ria_n_Brian_93]

❤

[@riojojo_]

The thing is, in the Philippines they call young girls nini or ineng but not everybody does anymore so that moment was still surprising

[@dg_71994]

Judy, my heart goes out to you and your family. We will miss mama so much. She brought so much joy and love to the world.. all those signs will continue and I wouldn’t be surprised to see the girls seeing signs from her also. She’s in heaven watching over you all. ❤️

[@Ashleymmmk]

Thank you so much for sharing this part of your life Judy. You didn't need to be we are so grateful you did. A lot of us have been with you since the beginning and Mama has always brought so much joy to the vlogs.

[@lynnjackson8367]

Absolutely 💜 💯...I loved that Mama had a channel and I loved it! Her seafood market vlog is one of my favorite vlogs ever.

[@emilybarker3263]

I found Judy when I was in high school wanting to know how to do my hair cute. She did some hair tutorials back then too. I’ve been watching since! I still remember Judy and Benji flicking through pictures at the end of one of their vlogs back in the condo days and at the end was a scan picture of Juliana! Mama was such an awesome part of the vlogs. And her own little KZbin channel where she’d upload videos of the girls 🥺 Rest in peace mama 🤍 You’ve been awesome!

[@MLuna_30]

I got emotional when you walked in and saw the girls. It breaks my heart to know how much they are going to miss their mama. She was an amazing mama to them. She will truly be missed. 🥺🥺 Much love Travis Fam.

[@sapphirehaircare]

I am so happy that you and Benji got home safely. The number 5 symbolizes God's grace, goodness, and favor toward humans. It's also mentioned 318 times in the scriptures. 5 is the number of grace🕊

[@reynaluna11]

I had a weird flashback when Judy told the "5" story and it still gives me goosebumps til now. When I was in Singapore, I was snacking on Nutella on a spoon (yeah, it was my first time abroad and first time tasting Nutella) wasn't really paying attention to it but when I did look at it, there was a weird formation of #5 on the spoon! I took my phone to take a photo and saw the time was 5am! Realized that I was in room #5 too! I really thought it was a ghost playing with me. Now that I think of it, yes, I believe they're angels sign! Cos I have always felt like I have angels guiding me all the time. I'm literally collecting angel figures. I will try to find that post and post here on my channel tomorrow, it was the weirdest thing!

[@lynnjackson8367]

I noticed how much Leah looks like Mama when I saw the beautiful photo at her services. I literally saw Leah immediately. Now when I look at Leah I see Mama......she's definitely still with you all....just free of pain, exactly as Judy described.

[@cherrym6057]

Yes, seeing Leah is seeing Mama noticed it as she is growing . God has plan for all of us.

[@d8bn]

Thank you auntie Mel Mel for "holding down the fort", the girls are so lucky to have you, Obachan and Grampy. Ya'll are in our thoughts too. ❤

[@Diana-ru2cd]

This happened to me on my way back home after my grandmothers funeral. An elderly lady sat next to me the entire flight. As we got closer to home I helped her fill out a form to report anything she may be bringing. When I asked her for her name and DOB... it matched my grandma's....I held back so many tears. That was her telling me she would be okay.

[@120candicane]

Losing a mother is a next level type of pain ❤️ I’m so very sorry for your loss my heart goes out to you all.. May mama rest peacefully and stay forever in the hearts of all who love her 🕊️❤️

[@mhiemz1190]

Happy to see Leah 💔❤️😭 i know how happy mama always with her. Everytime i see Leah i see & rememered mama 🥰😢 like i hear Leah asking mama for 'nah' ❤️❤️❤️ i know Leah will missed mama too, so much, their bond time together and the vcalls. 🥺 Prayers for u & your family Ms. Judy 🙏🏻💕

[@Itsmary25]

Judy is right, Leah and all ur girls have gone through a lot, Loss is so hard, it’s a pain that’ll never leave your heart. Routine is important but feelings are even more important! don’t put ur feelings or the girls feelings aside, it’s so important to cry and let it out. Mama will be there every step of the way❤

[@ddadam333]

Yesss I was about to comment! She did right by saying that 🙌

[@paajRose]

Judy, a sign that I noticed is a few days before her passing, you had a crying moment that you said you rarely ever have. In our Hmong culture, we believe that your spirit/soul can already tell that your close loved one will be gone and that's probably when your spirit was so sad. I had those crying sessions before my brother and grandma passed. That's a super close connection you shared with your mom and your soul just knew. Healing and light to you and your family ❤

[@cornbreadflapjacks]

Thank you so much for sharing that part of your culture. I was very close to my grandma and a couple days before her passing I was inconsolably crying. It was the hardest I had cried in over a decade and it was nearly debilitating. On the day my grandma ended up passing, I had gone to the store before work to pick up a crochet kit that I could work on with her later that day but then a couple hours later my mom got the call that my grandma had passed.

[@appleontop946]

Lost my grandma in 2020 and it was the peak of the pandemic and I can’t go home and say my final goodbye, she constantly comes and visits me through my dreams, it feels so reassuring all the time. I’m so sorry about mama’s passing, sending all our love and prayers.

[@nicolems]

I’m so sorry Jarmaine ❤

[@sagebun]

The same thing happened to me. And I call my grandma Mama too. I felt like I wasn't able to grieve properly during her passing due to pandemic rules. It happened so fast, I still cry whenever I visit her and think of her.

[@wandergirlinksa978]

aww :( Same here, I could relate to you Jarmaine. Lost my grandma last 2021 during pandemic so I didn;t get the chance to come home.. Just saw her through video call. Since then I still got to see her in my dreams, for days..

[@joanneyu3577]

4 oclock pm in the Philippines my mom passed away also judy!?we goin to miss mama esp her videos w/ LEAHBEAR!?R I P MAMA 😁🙏

[@Sara00393]

Thats amazing about the baby! Omggg the chance of that is truly sent from heaven!!!

[@mayannvicente1608]

Love that the girls’ obachan came by to give them some stuffed bears! She knows how much the girls are going through with losing their other grandma 🥺

[@katherrine_xoxomarie780]

Today Facebook memories reminded me that 5 years ago today, we brought home my puppy Kimbo. And sadly he isn’t here with us today. And I was expecting this memory to pop up on my Facebook so it did make me sad and cry. Because he was our first ever dog that my husband got, and before that I was terrified of dogs as a kid. So I never felt the need to get a dog. And he ended up being the most loving, friendly pup ever. He was a pit bull. And made me realize that pit bulls are not bad dogs. But that a owner who has bad intentions is the one who gives a pit bull a bad image. But anyways I know that my puppies passing compared to your moms is nothing compared to loosing your mommy. And loosing a mom is just heartbreaking. But seeing this video. And you documenting those moments where your mom was letting you know she was present with you and still with you was beautiful and made me smile. And dough I have not lost a family member close to me, I can’t really speak on that. But when you said the last one when you guys where in the airport and you met the baby and her nickname was nini, that right there just shock me. Like I honest felt like that was just faith. That was such a beautiful way of her letting you know she was with you all the way back home for you to get back home safe to your girls. Like reassuring you that everything was going to be okay. And in that moment I believed. That was just so beautiful. And again Judy I am truly sorry for your loss. But we all know now that she is with you and that she is at peace. And I am so happy that you are surrounded but immense love from your girls and husband and that you have all these years worth of memories caught on camera to always look back on and to also show Leah and Bella since they are still so tiny. I will continue to wish strength and happiness to you Judy to get thru every single day. 💕

[@strawberriesncandii]

Benji is a great husband. He’s super thoughtful. It’s good to have a partner who is quick thinking in a time like this.

[@Lilmommabear4]

Yes he is!!

[@ValGom]

It’s truly so beautiful to see play out!!! It’s not seen so often these days

[@jca7087]

I wonder where the video was uploaded..

[@yettezkiedoodle]

When my mom died 2 years ago, it was all angel numbers. I could feel her reaching out too. 🕊

[@TheArjaye]

Welcome back I’m sure the girls miss and need you. Make new memories mama is smiling down on you all.I know you’ll make her proud she already is

[@DeeRubiovlogs]

Thank you for also making us, your viewers, as “part” of your family. We greatly appreciate your dedication in what you do. Always praying for your family.🙏🏻♥️

[@Ria_n_Brian_93]

Beautifully said❣️😌

[@anthonydominick8925]

Aunty Mel ❤ she is just the sweetest person. Judy is very lucky to have Mel in her life

[@AmericanoIndiano]

I love that JB has so much experience with little sisters she holds Bella so naturally lol

[@strawberryshortiecakes6988]

when my mom died in 2017 she loved flowers... she had a Christmas cactus that wasn't blooming but every two yrs. when mom died I was having a really hard day... I said out loud mom if you are here give me a sign the next morning her favorite flower had a bloom .. this was in July ..cherish those moments... i will never forget this one

[@chilli_chilll369]

How amazing you’re seeing the signs Mama is sending you 🤍 I get visited from my deceased loved ones in my dreams and I know it’s them visiting me. God bless you Judy 💕

[@peggypeg8682]

So happy to see the girls. I just wanna hug you all cuties. 😢

[@rockyrizie]

Your stories are beautiful and it's very touching. Bawling at my lunch break. 😭 more power to you and your fam Judy 🤍🙏

[@jayveejacobe1367]

After all these years that I'm watching Judy's vlogs every single day, the only time that i stopped was when Mama Nini passed. I skipped the vlogs showing Mama's funeral, but will surely watch it some other time. I know that I'm not a relative, but I am really sad, I can't watch it right now. My deepest condolences Judy and family. Rest in peace Mama Nini. ❣️🕊

[@ChocoBabiChan]

After losing my dad, I found it easier to deal with grieving by staying busy. I completely understand wanting to get back to normal life as soon as possible. Also, while I don't believe in all the superstitious stuff nor an afterlife, I found your account of these events very beautiful and touching. I'll continue to keep you and yours in my prayers.

[@Queenglamfab7]

Not me crying every single time I see you crying🥹 So happy to see you guys home safe. The vlogs won’t ever be the same without Mama🤍

[@memeiiagcaoili943]

did anyone notice how the camera goes slowly down and up like a nod right after Judy says "its my mom letting me know that she's ok and that she's still with me" 6:56-7:03.

[@annanguyen345]

Judy pushed the camera down 😂 idk what you mean

[@wrlSivan16]

Leahs not high maintenance. She is showing that her attachment to Judy is insecure. She is dealing with anxious ambivalent. It can be corrected and she can become secure, but there has to be consistence with Leah. I know that Leahs birth wasn’t smooth and I love Judy and how she is with everyone around her. I just see a bit of detachment she has/forcing it kinda with Leah. Look up some toddler experiments with their mothers and its really helpful to see how the kid reacts when the mother is back. Anxious ambivalent children want the affection of their mother put push away at the same time because they are confused on how mom will be with them. They become depended on the parents to regulate there mood. Telling her she’s high maintenance is telling her shes being selfish when she just doesn’t understand how to obtain secure connection. Again, I love you guys that’s why am telling you because it helped so much in my life. It’s also interesting to figure out your own attachment style as adults. I know mama is with god right now making him laugh and checking on her loved ones. Xoxo usually were attracted to the opposite attachment style when seeking a partner 😉

[@cagohupu98]

I lost my brother decades ago and one day I was taking a shower I was seeing like orb’s of different colors through the curtain I thought I was hallucinating but when I got out of the bathroom the look on my husband face was so shocking I ask him what do you see he told me he saw my brother walking out the bathroom I knew it was true because I felt he’s presence,our love one’s never leave us they are always around us that very comforting to know🙏🏻

[@ritzgatuteo4639]

Me: crying at 5am while watching Judy's stories.. sending virtual hug Judy.. 💜

[@samanthagrace_u]

Great that you guys made it home safely and it was nice to see you all reunited. Sending all my love for the whole family ❤

[@dandladventures1561]

Mama is definitely watching over your family! The fact that she spoke to you through a baby, when your babies were and are so loved by mama is just so heartwarming ❤🥹

[@foodtripwithtateen]

🥹🥹🥹

[@lizethsalmeron10]

Thank you for sharing these meaningful moments with us, Judy! Those little things are definitely signs that Mama is still with you. Her presence will forever be with you all. 🙏🏼💖

[@CrowdedHouseVlogs]

I’ve watched since the beginning and Mama has always just been Mama. How it never even occurred to me she had another name 😂 I think we will all remember her as Mama though ❤

[@stephanyevaldez6291]

Judy & Benji, I have been watching your vlogs since JB turned 1. KZbin is weird because I feel like I know you personally. I've seen you grow as a couple and create such a beautiful family as well as I grew beside you as a teenager to now a almost 26 year old. Mama reminds me so much of my Mexican mama. Mama is most definitely sending you signs. I am sad of her passing although she is free and is always by your side. Much love, Stephanye

[@skinsaver21]

Judy you're amazing! Thank you for your faith and kindness always 🕊💜🦋 My mom passed 8 yrs ago and 2 weeks after she started sending me signs through butterflies! Then the repetitive numbers. Just ask mama to let u know she's there and she will she is your guardian angel now. Always watching and protecting 🙏🏽🫶🏾

[@nina2kalie]

my dearest Judy my heart aches for you and the whole family! I lost my daughter-in-law at the end of October she was from the Philippines also than on December the 30th I lost my oldest son her husband he made 44 today! Then January 8th I lost my niece and my baby brother passed away January 24th 😭!!!!! this has been a bad year so far! I fallowed also she was so sweet and loving you take after her with the way you love! I'm so sorry for your loss sweetheart!

[@Joysteib]

Oh my Gosh....that's such awesome confirmation that your mom is sending you that she is ok. Thank you for sharing with us!! Sending hugs!

[@weekends.forever]

I've been watching you for so many years but I don't think I've ever left a comment using my old accounts, but watching you this long makes me feel emotional seeing you grieve. I hope you know how so many people are rooting for your peace of mind and your heart to feel lighter. Know that time heals..and memories last forever.

[@tulip-vf3iz]

Poor Leah really melts my heart when I see her hugging baby Bella.

[@genevaw6060]

I appreciate the beautiful, reliable and loving Auntie Melmel for taking care of the girls. I don't usually comment but I've always watched you since Juliana was a baby. May your Mama rest in His loving arms. Hugs to you all!

[@k3shia05]

We’re all family here! I truly feel as if I have known mama in real life! I think of you all daily. ❤

[@angevanesa518]

‘Energy cannot be created or destroyed, it can only be changed from one form to another’ Mama will always be around, there will always be signs and she will always let you guys know that ❤🕊️…and I hope this doesn’t sound insensitive but when our loved ones go through health struggles and they transition is a big relief, in the way that they don’t ever have to suffer, struggle or feel pain ever again … they are at peace, free of any harm watching over their loved ones 🫶🏼💕🕊️🤍🕊️🕊️🕊️❤

[@elizabethtrejo8159]

Judy, I have watched the vlogs since I was in middle school and this is my first time commenting. I had twins last year and one of my boys passed at 8 days old. Since his passing, I have been seeing 333 and have woken up at 3:33 am randomly. What you said spoke to me and what I went through. I’m sorry for your loss. Mama will be missed. ❤

[@kim_2014]

It will be difficult, different, and long road ahead to be at ease with knowing your daily routine that included your mom has changed but always look for the signs she gives you & check on your dad daily I cant imagine how he must feel going to the empty house he shared memories with his love. Stay strong both of you together.

[@wassoooma77]

Mama is an amazing lady she lived a full life and affected many, I am sure she is in a good place now ☺️

[@sarahaguilar3724]

I’ve been a fan for so long. Before jb was born. And my heart aches, it feels like I lost someone as well seeing mama pass. Watching this video and seeing Leah makes me so happy bc it’s like mama is still in the videos. Leah looks just like mama❤

[@sleepybearasmr8074]

I am happy to see Leah again 🥰

[@pink_electra]

Me too. I was excited to see her face when Judy and Benji came home. 🥰

[@sweetp1015]

I think she looks like mamma Judy’s mother.

[@abunchahooey]

😂Judy’s you might get a laugh out of this…I was listening so closely to your story, and I was expecting you to say the baby’s name was Mama! I don’t know what I was thinking! 😂 Anyway, of course it was Nini, and of course she’s with you always. Love you, hon. ❤

[@Eriinnera]

This made me laugh hahaha 😂 I hope ate Judy sees this comment and smiles ❤️

[@BUItifulAdventures]

ohhh judy ❤ you and your family have been in my thoughts and prayers, and thank you for sharing mama's name (as i'd like to offer a mass for her 🙏) when my mother-in-law passed away i remember one night (not too long after she passed) having such a vivid dream of her coming to me and us chatting. i couldn't remember what we were saying but i remember her looking so happy and at peace - i truly believe it was her way of letting me know that she was okay. God bless always.

[@mendingheart]

You sharing the signs of Mama’s presence was so beautiful and touching!! ❤️🙏🏾 Her soul and legacy definitely live on through you, your family and everyone she has touched 💗

[@ghazalabaluch9198]

Prayers and thoughts with you all🌺 I've watched your family grow over the years and Mama being such a beautiful energetic part of all our lives. I remember the gift she would buy, the sweets, the bright dresses for the girls. RIP you touched everyone's heart 💖

[@jengsibayan]

I've been rewatching mamas vlog as if I am missing an aunt. 😢🙏 My heartfelt condolences to you Judy ❤️

[@iheart1988]

Hi Judy my heart hurts for you as I also lost my mom and it changed my life forever that day. I also got signs of my mom the night of her passing of her coming to me in a dream and gave me a hug and it felt so real. God bless your family.

[@hello_melody]

I am so happy Mama has been reaching out to you guys....and she will continue to💜💜

[@johnsonfam04]

Hey Judy! I really appreciated this vlog, I was really concerned for you last vlog. Those reassurances from your mom are wonderful, I’m so happy you are open to be able to receive them!❤ That last one “whew”! I love Mama!

[@alicewonder6498]

All your children are looking after you Judy :) it’s so sweet how sensitive they are to your sadness. I’m sure you hide it well for the babies but kids have great intuition and they love their mama so they want to help her feel better. Even Bella is keeping an eye on you to make sure you’re ok Judy ❤ you’re so blessed. I pray that you are comforted every moment of every day and feel your mama close to you always :) I love your family and your sweet heart

[@brisaguillen8617]

i can confidently bet that mama is making her presence known in heaven as well. i remember you mentioning that at her funeral and how she’s loved by many here on earth. i wouldn’t be surprised if some angels up above are learning how to make lumpias hehe. i’m glad she’s at peace now and may she rest in beautiful paradise ❤️ ps is the clock behind you at 5:55 as well or am i just seeing things?

[@sarawooden2]

Mama will always be with you! Even when there isn’t a sign. I totally believe that our loved ones reach down to us from Heaven to show us they’re with us. I’ve noticed it with birds, butterflies, rainbows, and just random coincidences. I love that Mama is reminding you so often. ❤❤❤ don’t feel you need to vlog if you need time to yourself and the family for awhile. We love you and support you, although it does feel nice to still see the vlogs, and in a sense, grieve Mama’s loss too. She was such a bright and sweet woman. I’ve already found myself rewatching videos on her channel. Love you all Judy!! Hugs and prayers 🫶🏼

[@Thatonehanna]

I think you haven’t had time to process everything on top of the jet lag and then coming home being a parent to five kids. I know you love the girls and would be anything but it’s a lot, hopefully you guys are taking it easy and resting when you can

[@sandigags]

Loved the signs

[@Acehazen]

Mama is with you always and nothing is a coincidence! She will send you signs as long as you wish for it. I've often received signs when I'm least expecting it and needing it most. Isn't God amazing in the way delivers in our lives?

[@lauranewman7734]

It’s so touching that your Mom is watching over you!!! A mothers love never dies !❤️🙏❤️🙏

[@curleegirl68]

So happy to see you and Benji and Bella Back with the girls. I also believe in signs. My sister who lives in Seattle I live in Miami passed on 1/12. We had to go to Seattle to settle her funeral 😢 the day after I saw a bird and heard songs that reminded me of her. I do believe in signs that they are with us ❤❤❤❤ may mama rest in peace ❤❤❤

[@niasha7317]

Welcome back - Judy, benji and Bella. I must say those footages for the last few days had been a fitting tribute to a loving, kind, family oriented lady, as a subscriber to both you and her channels, I can literally view and feel the love in her heart for not only her grand-babies, but everyone she comes into contact with. Her many trips to the Philippines to visit family, speaking her native language ( tagalog ) - couldn't understand it, but the awesome qualities and personality of that sweet lady, made me continue watchipng, BTW I have to locate those videos and re-watch them. Mama would always be an exceptional woman. I admired her strength from the beginning, and I still do. Rest well, cyber mama - your journey on earth has ended, thus beginning your heavenly experience. Stay strong Travis Fam Love from the Caribbean

[@trixie.ramirez]

Hey Judy, I've been watching you guys since I was 8 years old and I'm turning 19 this year. I just wanted to say that I see you as one of my titas and I love you and your family so much. I also saw mama as my own Lola sometimes. I'm so sorry you have to go through this and I want you to know that you have my utmost support during this hard time for you and your family.

[@nicoletiana]

I lost my grandma in march of last year and a day after she passed her favorite song went viral on tiktok. Crazy by patsy cline. CHICKEN SKIN!!!!!!!!!! OUT OF ALL SONGS THAT WOULD GO VIRAL, HER SONG DID!!!!! so insane... i had so many other signs from her too everyday for weeks after she passed 😢

[@laurensaltzman7005]

Sweet Travis family, send you all the love and prayers always 🤍 Thank you for sharing all the signs of Momma, it's so beautiful that she is letting the family know she is as free as a bird♥️

[@ohohappless917]

How crazy that we can miss someone without ever meeting them. You’re mama will be truly missed. Sending you lots of love and prayers of healing to you all especially your little ones💓

[@kakrowtz4961]

It's a blessing that Mama started vlogging so we can rewatch her videos!

[@sarinaqureshi7103]

I lost my grandfather a year ago. Him and I were very close, he guided me a lot in life. After his passing there were so many signs of him and ways he communicates to me and my family. I am a firm believer in how the ones who have left us still have a presence in this world. Something I also always remember is that grief is really just love that has no place to go. Most of the time grief never goes away because our love for that person will always be a part of us.

[@gayaneg.3805]

Ahhh Leah missed Bella so much..how she was kissing her hand and reached out to hug her when auntie Mel was holding her..such precious moment!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@karragallacher9826]

While your filming the clock in the background is at 5.55 🥹🥹🥹♥️♥️

[@anaricasanchez3607]

I'm just happy that Leah is very much look like Mama. ❤️

[@misscriss80]

Warm hugs to you Judy. 💙 P.s. Benji making a special video and albums for Judy just shows what a great, caring, adoring man he is. I'm tearing up and it's not even for me . 🥲

[@syryp4329]

Where is the video Benji made? Any idea?

[@sameerahkhan5042]

Im so glad youre home safely God bless, sending peace and love to you all 🤗🤲🏼❤ just wanna give you the biggest hugs its so painful seeing you cry 😔😔😔🕊❤

[@anneduhan]

Hey Judy just wanted to say you are amazing!! kudos to you for staying strong through all of this!

[@tiffanypacheco_]

The reunion between you and your girls was so wonderful ❤

[@BlondeLocs55]

So happy you’re all back together again❤️ lean on each other

[@mealea98]

Hi guys, does anyone know how the girls have been coping with passing of mama? I haven't watched to the end of this vlog yet but I wanted to know since I don't know if I missed that part in the vlogs. Thanks! Sending love and strength to the family 💞🥰

[@sueroork8452]

Judy, please let me offer my condolences on the death of your beloved mother. I didn’t know she had such health problems because she seems to be so active with your children, especially Leah who had to stop being the baby when baby Isabelle came. I had a soft spot in my heart for Leah and Mama. She was a wonderful woman and I know you will miss her but no more kidney problems now,no more dialysis! My best to your Papa too and Beni and the rest of your family. ❤. I also want to say how fortunate you were to have such a mother when you were growing up. She obviously taught you many valuable things. That is evident in the way you speak to your children especially. I have more things I wanted to say about your wonderful mama but I’ve gone on pretty far right now. So I’ll close and just wish you and you’re family my very best. Sending my love💕

[@dopeasken5641]

The reunion was so sweet! So good to see the girls reunite with you, Benji & Bella 🥹❤️ All the girls look so tall now 😂 Mama may not be there in the flesh, but she is DEFINITELY there with you in spirit and she will forever be around you guys. Take your time Judy and rest as much as you need to ❤️❤️❤️

[@chelle7596]

Happy Birthday Judy! It’s so nice to see the family reunited. ❤

[@denisemedina9812]

Thank you for sharing Judy ❤

[@dbabybear]

that part with the baby’s nickname made me tear up. Such a lovely story

[@MichaelBarcusGray]

My mom has been reaching out too and it’s so amazing!!!!

[@Gidget13mwa]

Thank the good Lord for Auntie Mel👍❤️🙏

[@RachaelDenise]

Judy, I have been watching y’all for over 10 years. I love you and feel like y’all are my Seattle family/friends. My dad and my grandma make there presence known to me. For my my dad it’s I sadly never got to meet him but I know he’s always there. We’re here with love and support.

[@shaki5165]

Hi Judy, I have been a silent watcher of your channel for over 10 years. My condolences to you and your family. You & mama have taught me so much about Philippine culture and being Colombia I really relate with you guys. My heart goes out to you, I feel shivers hearing your stories about your mum watching over and sending you signs.

[@riele-z7l]

Who else just starting bawling when seeing the girls again knowing Mama would be so happy that Judy is with them again, but at the same time feel sad that they only had a short time with Mama 😭😭