Confirming Our 5th Pregnancy... & Our Loss

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[@caseydawson367]

I’m so sorry Zoe 💔 Garick, you don’t have to be the grounded one. Everyone’s emotions are valid. My heart goes to y’all ❤️

[@lauramarlatt9942]

Garrick is such an awesome husband. I'm so sorry for your loss Zoe I've had a miscarriage and I loved that baby from the instant I knew it was inside of me. Hope you get to rest but don't with hold your feelings, tall to someone

[@sfhhgrfvbhjuhh]

hi just a reminder i pray your having a blessed day! Jesus loves and is with you all and God has a wonderful plan for you all! Don’t fear for the Lord is with you all! Joshua 1:9!❤️

[@sfhhgrfvbhjuhh]

@@lauramarlatt9942 hi just a reminder i pray your having a blessed day! Jesus loves and is with you all and God has a wonderful plan for you all! Don’t fear for the Lord is with you all! Joshua 1:9!❤️

[@rebeccaleanne9218]

I just want to take a moment to acknowledge all of the angel babies who left this world too early. I'm so sorry to every mother who has lost a child, that's a pain far too great for words. RIP sweet babies, you are missed ❤️

[@apriltownsend8463]

Garick you don't have to be the grounded one. This is a tough, extremely sad situation for ALL of you. It's okay if you're upset too. YOUR feelings are valid too. Lean on each other and be sad together.

[@tiaratran]

Absolutely! It didn’t hit my husband til a couple weeks after and he broke down 😭

[@gracevantongeren]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Nothing I could say could ever make this better. Praying for you.

[@TheVanClan]

Thank you 🤍

[@anthony4499]

Zoe and Garick please know that it is ok to be not ok. You are going through one of the most hardest times you will probably come across,it is so hard to show to your kids that you are ok when really you have no idea where you are at. Everything is ok and little baby is in a safe place. You are probably wishing this was a nightmare but it isn’t. Please: cry it all out, take a break from youtube if needed and know everything is ok. Both Zoe and Garick are strong, brave and confident and l know they will get through this!

[@Emilyoskorep345]

@@TheVanClan lysm

[@sara-lou9825]

What an intuitive little boy Wilder is 💙 Thinking of you all at this difficult time Zoe 💗

[@bearhensley9722]

Garrick you are such a beautiful caring supportive husband. And I know you feel the loss as well just in a different way. Zoe you are such a brave wonderful woman for going on here and sharing your experience and heartbreak just so other women can know that they are not alone. The way you both put others before yourselves is such a rare sight to see. Just know that your clan is here for you sending you tons of love and healing energy both physically and mentally. Love you guys.

[@courtneybrown7178]

You can absolutely have more kids after a D&C if you want! I've had 5, 2 for retained placenta, 3 for miscarriages, and have had 5 healthy babies in between, with baby #6 on the way! 💕 Don't give up hope! It sucks so bad but it slowly gets better! 💕💕

[@sfhhgrfvbhjuhh]

hi just a reminder i pray your having a blessed day! Jesus loves and is with you all and God has a wonderful plan for you all! Don’t fear for the Lord is with you all! Joshua 1:9!❤️

[@sulwhale3171]

6 kids dang

[@Gothic_Queen01]

Seeing this made me cry I remember getting the same call with my first 3 babies I'm so so sorry Zoey sending so much love and positivity to you and your family, your babies are dancing in the clouds and watching over you guy's always, when you're ready you should see what kind of test's they can do I know I lost my 3 babies because I had hydrosolpynx and needed two surgeries to ever have a living baby

[@erinvallez6204]

I’m so proud of you for sharing in the midst of your pain. I miscarried in 2013 and shared on social media (nobody shared this stuff back then). It was a huge comfort to get support from so many people I never knew had miscarried. Sending you love and prayers for healing for your body and mind. Wish I could take the pain from you…9 years later it is still so fresh in my mind and heart. Hugs ❤️

[@ashleymarshell3005]

It’s one of those things you never want anyone else to experience, but it does help knowing you aren’t alone and it’s more common than most people think. Thank you for sharing your story, Zoe. So much love and hugs sent to you from AR!

[@jeenaanstiss4065]

Girl your first 😥 broke me so bad! Sometimes instead of finding the "right" things so say, its better to uplift your spirits! But your a super woman, your so courageous and beautiful, and stronger than most! Love your beautiful family Zoe!🥰😘💜🦋✌🙏

[@Lily-lp5dg]

I’m so sorry. This is such sad news! Praying for you guys 🙏🙏🙏💙 We are all here for you!! Even though we can’t physically talk just know that we are all rooting for you and your family. You’re doing amazing ❤️

[@brirenee4282]

You sharing this helps so much I've suffered through 2 miscarriages and it's definitely hard going through it all. I'm thankful you shared your story because it definitely helps hearing others experiences and relating. I'm sorry for your loss I hope you feel better soon 💗 You are a strong woman with 3 beautiful kids . Love your family and will keep you in my prayers ❤

[@tottsmith1540]

I’ve had two miscarriages as well (2017 & 2021) , you aren’t alone. I love you Zoey I’m here for you ♥️♥️🥺

[@angelaeide663]

I'm sorry to hear this! 😔 ❤️

[@sashaparker3065]

Sorry for your loss. 2 baby gone too soon it's sad to me..💛🖤💛🖤💛🖤💛💛🖤💛🖤💛🖤💛🖤🖤💛💛😑😔😕

[@chibi07phoenix]

Zoe, I’m so sorry that you have to go through this. I had a miscarriage before my first child, and I remember feeling everything that you’re explaining. I couldn’t imagine going through all those emotions while caring for three young kids. You’re a strong mommy Zoe, you’ll get through this

[@desireewiles8551]

I am so sorry about your loss! Im sending you guys my love and support! I am sure its not easy to deal with. I had 4 pregnancies and 4 births. Having a loss in any point in the pregnancy is hard im sure. Thank you for sharing everything with us. I love you guys!

[@suesmart806]

Sorry to hear of your loss. Miscarriage is so hard to cope with I know I've had three. You are such a lovely family and you will come out stronger together. Take care of yourself Zoey xx

[@sophiepownall25_]

That lady on the phone sounded like an angel 🤍 I’m so sorry for your loss x

[@tyraaiken6884]

So sorry Zoe and Garick!! I have been through this twice myself, and this is after we lost our 5 1/2 month old daughter and were trying for another baby a few years later!! (We have a healthy son). My thoughts and prayers go out to you both!! Sending lots of love!!!

[@sarahreddin9601]

Zoe. My heart hurts for you. In April of this year I found out I was pregnant. 3weeks later, at 7weeks our baby stopped growing. It was my first pregnancy. We are hoping to try again soon. You are strong and amazing! Much love Sarah xxxx

[@My111232]

I know from my own experience that this is one of the most heartbreaking things to go through. Just hug & love on your babies ,and remember that you are not alone ♥. I will definitely be keeping you ALL in my thoughts and prayers.

[@mom-size8813]

I see you. I’ve been there before. We are the 1 in 4. Thank you for bringing awareness to us. We should not let this be taboo and tho this sucks, you’re letting other women know how normal this is to women. I love you and your family ♥️

[@Braininterrupted6]

I’m so sorry angel, I know this feeling so well. I’ve had 7 pregnancies and 5 losses. My heart goes out to you guys. My first was an ectopic as well, I lost my left tube almost my life too. Love and light to you guys

[@ashleighthomas9698]

You guys have like/replied to a few of my comments so I really hope you see this one. First, I'd just like to say I'm so sorry. I know that doesn't help anything but I am... just so sorry. I've had 8 miscarriages, 6 in which resulted in having to have D&C's. I can truly say it never gets easier, you just learn how to live with with the pain and that can be really tough. Your emotions are so valid. SECOND, Garrick...you are allowed to have feelings. This is your baby too. Giving up that vulnerability to Zoe will just bring you two that much closer. Sending SO MUCH love to you both. Hang in there 💜💜💜 please reach out if you need anything or even if you have questions, want to vent, I'm here.

[@stephaniecason]

My heart is just breaking for y’all. I know exactly what you’re going through. Five years ago, I had a miscarriage, just two months after my mom passed away. I was severely depressed for months. So knowing how that feels makes me so sad knowing you have to go through it. You two are such beautiful rays of sunshine in this dark world and I hate that y’all have to go through such immense pain. I’m sending you all of my love, prayers and good vibes. Thank you for sharing your story with us! We all love you so so much!

[@lexi_yerby]

Im so sorry Zoe. I can’t even imagine how you are feeling right now. I know you said you were looking it up on KZbin, Erin Robinson has some videos on her journey taking the pill, she is really real in the video and shows the challenges. I hope she can help with your journey. ❤

[@jaylin5800]

I love you guys family so much! You guys are such great parents! You have such great kids! Send much prayers and love! 💖💖

[@delaneyevers45]

I’m so sorry, I know that no words can truly describe how you’re both feeling. I just hope you are getting the support you need right now. Much love, D 💚❤️

[@hannahblanch4659]

I had an ectopic pregnancy without much knowledge, i took a few pregnancy tests because i was throwing up a lot. 1 test was positive then the other was negative a few days later. I started miscarrying on the 5/8/22 and that will forever be the day i celebrate my baby in heaven. With my pregnancy i was a month pregnant and the baby started growing into my fallopian tubes which is really bad and unfortunately i started bleeding a little bit until i fully miscarried. I'm really sorry Zoe I know what you are going through because I just went through it too. Hopefully one day I will have a baby and you might have another baby if that's what you and Garrick want. I love watching you guys so much thanks for getting me through this with you xoxo.

[@Emelie_dreamfield]

Im sorry for your loss!! nOThing I could say would ever make this better!! Praying for yall!! were all here for you guys!

[@jenniferpritzlaff9656]

Aww baby girl, I just want to jump through the video and give you the biggest hug. I’m soo sorry. Allow yourself to cry, scream or whatever you need to do. Us females (and daddy’s too) go through alot and we carry guilt and the pain. We are all here for you both. Hugs 🤗 🤍🤍

[@wollymolly15]

I’m so sorry Zoe❤️ Just know that a loss, no matter at what time during a pregnancy, is still a loss, and you’re allowed to grieve just the same. Prayers sent to you both. ❤️❤️

[@zoiemarie4389]

I’m so sorry you’re going through this Zoe you are so strong! 🥺❤️

[@deborahmajors6684]

I have been watching you guys for quite some time but haven't been commenting. This one just breaks my heart for your family. Zoe you are so beautiful and Garick is just like my over the top brother. Love the energy. You have been blessed with a precious family . I know from experience the heartbreak of a miscarriage followed by a D&C. I had a toddler at home when I lost my baby girl at 12 weeks. As busy as you are, please allow yourself to grieve the loss and take the time to heal your heart and body. It's been through some changes and you deserve to give you & your family some time to recover. I know I will & seeing the comments, you have a great amount of people who adore you and will be right here when you are ready to share your family with us. Take care and know you are in my prayers as well as many others who are relating to your heartbreak.

[@youtooaromatherapyyoga2991]

So, so sorry for your loss my darlings. I have been through this too and my husband at the time was horrible and I was told I might not be able to conceive again but I did and he turns 20 next week. Never give up Zoe, and hugs to all of you xxx

[@pindapanda1957]

My poor baby so sorry for you, but know in your heart your body takes care of you ❤️ love from the Nederlands I know you grief and take your time❤️ for your family

[@Hagrids_secret_elf]

Zoe I am so sorry... Praying for you and your family ♡

[@hattiemarson6410]

I am so so sorry Zoe darling for your loss , "Grief is like the ocean, it comes in waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is overwhelming

[@elizabethgriffie3171]

I’m so sorry I know how it feels I had 4 losses one was stillborn twins and the other 3 were singletons I took me and my husband after 3 losses to finally get pregnant with our rainbow baby and I’m getting induced august 18th and it will be hard and sometimes you won’t ever get answers to why it keeps happening but y’all are amazing parents I love watching y’all videos and it will get better I promise I’m sending prayers to y’all ❤️

[@HeatherTerry84]

That’s so heartbreaking, I’m so sorry you & your husband had to go through all of that. I personally have never wanted to have kids, and with all of my health issues multiple doctors have recommended against it anyways. I’ve just personally never wanted that for my life, but my heart breaks for anyone who has to go through these things that you have or infertility. Life can be so unfair at times and I’m deeply sorry for your pain & loss. I hope everything goes 100% smooth for you during your labor & that you can finally have some happiness through your grief ♥️♥️

[@mckenzieponthieux5923]

I’m so sorry for you loss but one thing about the hummingbird you shouldn’t give the red water instead sugar water because it’s better for them something in the dye can hurt them so it 4/1 1 cup water and 1/4 cup sugar just wanted to share that

[@michellerapp8640]

Zoe, you are a strong young woman, with many more years ahead of you for more babies. Watching how young you were when you had your first baby, to now, married and God will give you the strength like many times before, to get through this. The baby was not strong enough, so gods will was to bring him back, not to punish you. Hold on to the kids you have, and know that you are blessed for the family you have, with more to come, if you need to feel that void.

[@coradavis5467]

I’m so sorry for both of you 💔💔💔 you’re both so strong and are so loved by this whole community! Every feeling y’all are feeling is valid. Stay strong my loves 💖💖

[@mackenzymeshefski8897]

Sending you tons of love, positivity and prayers❤️🙏🏼

[@christinahorton3736]

Oh Zoe I'm so sorry, I feel your pain. I lost two and it was aweful. But they should put you on progesterone because some women have an issue producing it when pregnant. Not saying you do but it should be something to look into. We love you and you have an Army behind you.

[@alyssasmith9481]

I 100% understand how you feel! Last year I had a D&C in August with my 2nd. I went down a terrible spiral emotionally & physically. I luckily had my son who was there for me & understood that we went through a loss & mommy was sad. Kids are absolutely amazing & how they can understand what’s going on. Now I’m having a rainbow baby, she’ll be here in the next 10-13 weeks. I almost gave up hope after my miscarriage, but, you just have to push forward & take as much time as you may need!!!

[@kimberlyprice2]

I am so sorry to hear this Garick and Zoe. We have been through miscarriages too. I have PCOS and we tried 4 1/2 years for our first healthy baby. We lost one before her. We were so happy to be pregnant with no intervention 4 1/2 years after our first. We had another healthy baby girl. We lost another baby when she was 2 years old. Then 11 years later God gave us our only son. They were all C-section babies. I am so blessed that God had a plan for us to have the three we have. Your emotions are all over the place for sure. You and Garick will get through this loss together. Your sweet kiddos are so blessed to have an intact, happy family.

[@grandmareceeayer3425]

My condolences to your family. Zoe, take your time to feel and heal both physically and emotionally. Wilder sure is in tune to things. Garrick, you also had a loss. Grieve as you need also.

[@dakotadozier4540]

I'm so sorry about what you're going through. I haven't personally gone through this but I know people who have and I've seen them go through these emotions and questions. I'm praying for you!!

[@sydney6352]

I’m so sorry you’re going through this… it’s never happened to me, but i couldn’t ever imagine… i was definitely crying with you!! i love y’all so much!❤️

[@angelaeide663]

He(Wylder) may be an intuitive. You never know in the same breath I'm sorry for your loss. ❤️ Sending you ALL love. Love you all..

[@nikkievans477]

Honey. I'm so sorry. My first ended with a d&c and I feel for you with all these emotions. I have 2 under 2 now and I wouldn't have this if it weren't for that but it doesn't make it any more.. insert whatever word here.. I did have a d&c and I literally almost walked out of the hospital they had to sedate me and for weeks after I wasn't ok either. I didn't think about that being postpartum so you taught me that now.. I named this baby even tho I didn't know gender. That was my Stella Nicole.. due date was Feb 8th 2019. My baby boy was born September 8th 2020 and baby bro was born January 3rd 2022. Our bodies are wild. I had no bleeding but had a "missed miscarriage" at 14 weeks. 14! My heart is with you. Thank you for sharing

[@nicolewilson2903]

I've had 3 miscarriages. my last one I had a D&C done. I was in a hospital I've never been to and woke up alone. (This happened during covid) Lost, scared, and heartbroken. I wanted nothing more than to be a mom. When it was time for me to leave, the nurse handed me a white box of keep sake items. And said, "people donate these to hospitals for mothers going though this" and a list of instructions for "after care." Exactly one month after my D&C, I found out I was pregnant again. It took me so long to get excited or even feel hopeful. My rainbow baby arrived 8 months later. Fighting to live for the first month of his life but he is now a happy 9month old, with 3 angel siblings watching over him. I still think about my angels everyday. It never gets easier but I find comfort knowing that I will see them again one day. Both of you are so so brave for talking about it and being so open with your emotions. Feelings are valid. Feel them, let them out. It hurts, we never know why.. don't blame yourself as NOTHING you did or said would of made any difference. Take comfort in the things that comfort you. God bless you and your family. 🥰👼🕊🌹

[@christinanicole1072]

Gosh my heart breaks for each of you. What a tragic loss. Garick is so right the world is cruel its so quick to give and equally as quick to take a away. One things for certain, you now have yet another guardian angel looking over your sweet family and THAT is something that can NEVER be taken away from you guys. Please take your time to heal and process through your grief. Don't worry about the stress of uploading or the content when you do. We true VANCLAN-ERS will be here through the thick and thin. ❤️

[@charlottegunning1548]

Anyone who's not there for you doesnt count! They're too selfish to understand Real Life. We love All of you. If there is anything we can do- Please just let us know- we are here for You.

[@God_Is_Good_333]

oh hunny, i am so sorry. i cant imagine this feeling, you are def not alone, i love you so much and i wish i could do more than to just write this and pray. everything will be ok i promise. i am just so deeply sorry. idek what to say really. just that God is doing this for a reason and im sure that is not what you wanna hear but it is true and the two little babies that are here but not with you are looking down at you and smiling. it will be ok guys i promise. i love you so much

[@maryannlee4629]

So sorry for your loss Zoe..Garrick..Wilder..Hazel and Venture..Im saying a prayer for you guys..Love your Beautiful Family..feel so sad about what ur going through. Feel all the feelings you need to feel..every one of each of ur feelings matters. Sending lots of Love and Prayers your way.

[@shan2755]

I’m very sorry for your loss. But I can promise you that everything WILL be ok. God makes miracles so don’t give up! Keep trying! I will keep my prayers coming and I’m sure everyone will do the same! We are here for you and look up to you! Trust in the lord for his timing is always right! 🙏

[@carmenHernandez-jg1kk]

I'm so sorry Zoe and Garick for your loss but I know you both are so strong and mature. You guys are still so young that maybe God will bless you later with another baby. Try to relax and stay busy with the kids that specially Wilder knew it before everyone...wow that he will help you heal. God bless your beautiful family!! Love you Van Clan!❤❤❤❤❤

[@Karatemom68x3]

Sweet Zoe I’m so so sorry for you and Garrick. My heart is breaking for you. I will be praying for your mental health as well as physical!! Sending so much love to you and your family!! I’m so thankful that you have Garrick he is the kindest, most loving and thoughtful hands on husband and dad I’ve ever seen!!! Love you all 💕❤️🥰

[@lcarroll4204]

I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I just lost my daughter Oakley at 31 weeks pregnant and it’s the worst pain any mother will ever go through. Thinking of you🤍

[@mrsuecker]

Thank you for being vulnerable and brave to share your story. I lost a baby two years ago and it still hurts. It's not just a loss of a child but a loss of dreams and what could have been. Give yourself (and your husband too) time to grieve... Allow yourself the sadness. Prayers to you and your family.

[@gmahill5972]

My heart goes out to y’all. It sucks, but we know that you will get through it. It will just take time. Just love on your other kids and it will help fill some of those voids. Praying for y’all that you will be comforted in this time.

[@abbytaylor9948]

I’m so sorry Zoe, I’m still trying to deal with going through my first one and first pregnancy. I literally am crying watching this and I didn’t really know why I had been lashing out on my SO so much and I’ve realized it’s because I mentally can’t handle anything after losing my baby. I’m so sorry Zoe!

[@abbytaylor9948]

And Garrick, I’m so sorry for your guys loss. At least you guys have each other to get through everything

[@augusteenlee2187]

So sorry Zoey just remember that God had this planned and that something else amazing will come out of this I am so sorry for your loss.

[@katherinerobinson]

I just want to hug you. I had a pregnancy that I lost. I heard the heartbeat and my husband (at the time) wasn't there to hear it so I went back the following week for him to hear it and there was no more heartbeat :( I know how hard it is. I'm so sorry to both of you. It isn't easy.

[@katiehuffield857]

Zoey you are the strongest person I literally see on the internet you but so much out there that so many people hid instead of letting people learn as well and go through it yes it’s your personal life but it’s so beautiful that you share it with the world your family is so beautiful and I’m sorry for all the emotions you are going through I can’t imagine how you feel i love your little family you are doing amazing💞🥰💕💞💞

[@marymayo9480]

There are more videos out there then you think I am truly sorry for your loss it’s not fair but things happen for a reason and that doesn’t make it any easier don’t forget you have been blessed with 3 beautiful babies take time as a family to heal and work through this Zoe you are strong and a very loving mother and wife with Garrick and those beautiful babies you have you will get this

[@sherylbrown7957]

I’m so sorry you two this is a horrible situation and you are definitely not alone … I understand the roller coaster of emotions when it comes to creating a family/bigger family as my husband and I suffered through the same situation on my first pregnancy and as of August it will be two months since our miscarriage😭 I enjoy watching your channel…love and hugs sent from the Browns 🌈🙏❤️

[@rondag.3761]

Zoe and Garick I am praying for you, Wilder, Hazel, and Venture. I cried right along with you. Garick it's okay to cry too and be vulnerable. You don't always have to be strong. It's not good to bottle up your feelings. I haven't been through a loss like this myself but I've been there for my nephew and his wife when their 4th son was stillborn two days after his due date last year. Two month ago they had a little girl, Zoey Marie!! The first girI in our immediate family since my daughter was born over 24 years ago. We almost lost Zoey, too. She had a rough beginning. I love you guys and am sending big hugs your way.

[@taniyagzz]

omg zoe stop your gonna make me cry for you🥺!! i’m sorry for your loss . i can’t imagine the pain that you and garick are in rn💔 its all going to be okay

[@heyitsmet333]

I completely understand, we did IVF a few months, got 2 beautiful embryos. Transferred both, I made it to almost 4 weeks & miscarried my precious twins. I also lost a little girl 20 yrs ago. I'm a childless momma 💔💔💔💔 I still cry over them, I wanted those babies so bad.

[@kaylamay2311]

Girl, I am in a very similar position. I was 19 weeks pregnant and went to hear the heartbeat just to ease my anxiety. Unfortunately there was no heart beat. I had a scheduled d&c done on the 29th and my body birthed the baby in the OR. This is such a confusing and heartbreaking time. You are not alone. ❤️‍🩹

[@ariannaluster9992]

I'm sorry for your loss Zoe I know life is hard and I feel bad since this happening so many times I just want to say I know life sucks because some things are going on in my life right now that I don't quote understand and those things that are going on that I just don't want to believe they're true they're true and that are happening so I hope you feel better and get better and everything gets better and not worse

[@MelissaMalzahn]

Hugs to you both. Miscarriages are horrible. I had 2 before and 3 after my only son. I ended up w cervical cancer and a hysterectomy. God had a reason, have faith. Hugs.

[@southernohiogal2723]

Sorry for your loss sweetie. I pray for your healing. Your little boy is gifted that’s why he knew you was pregnant.

[@charleymacdonald5471]

Thank you so much for posting this, considering 1 in 4 pregnancies end in loss it needs to be talked about more. I’m currently going through a blighted ovum missed miscarriage, I found out at my first scan at 14 weeks that I was going to miscarry. I waited 5 weeks for it to happen naturally because I was so terrified of taking pills or a D&C, I would’ve been 19 weeks by now 😞 yesterday I had to take misoprostol to assist my body with the process, it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, this baby was wanted and loved so much, but the thing I struggled most with is how alone and uneducated I felt because none of my family have been through it and no one talks about it. I know first hand when you’re in this position how reassuring and comforting it is to hear that someone else has gone through it and we’re not alone. As hard as it is to talk about, I believe your story will help many many other women currently feeling alone and scared going through something similar, I know I researched for days and watched KZbin videos and didn’t find one that was the exact same as my experience because it’s such a silent topic and no one shares it, but it shouldn’t be. So thank you, thank you so much for documenting this, I know it will help more women than you think! 🙏🏼❤️

[@hollyhernandez4192]

I am sorry for you Zoe, and Garrick, I feel for you. I will keep you in my prayers. Also things will get better for you because I believe in you and so does God. May God bless and keep you. May many more nice things to come your way. I love you. I hope God blesses you with another child. My hopes and thoughts are with you. Keep your heads up and your hearts open. Never let your head down.

[@madisonsharp5537]

This is something that is never easy. My husband and I just actually went through a miscarriage last week and it’s something that’s so hard to understand. I’ll be praying for you as I know what you are going through. Love you guys!

[@saoirsecoleman4389]

I'm so sorry Zoe and Garrick 😔 ye have made a beautiful family with 3 kids and a wonderful husband. I'm so sorry for your loss

[@nancypeoples760]

I feel for you and your family ❤️ You are not alone in this. I have had 2 miscarriages myself and you feel like your crazy. I’m so glad that your able to talk about it and share because so many women don’t because it is so hard to talk about. I work in an OBGYN clinic so I get to see a lot of these emotions and we have started a grief support group for people who have lost their babies in pregnancy or even after pregnancy and it helps people so much!

[@clarakelly2228]

You got this. I have 2 daughters, after them I have had 4 back to back losses. It is very hard. My first one I lost, their birthday would have been yesterday. Just take it day by day.

[@charlottegunning1548]

Oh Zoe....C'mere n let me give you a Ginormous Hug. Im so sorry for this up n down rollercoaster you are going through. I was so excited for you when Wilder told you you had a baby in your tummy! God will see you through this n His will be done! God bless you all, i LOVE all of you, you have a beautiful family. Chin up girl- we are All here for you n Garrick ❤🤗🙏🏻🐾

[@louisemaynard7384]

I’m sorry honey that you have lost your little one and you need time to grieve and process all that has happened to your little family you all need time and to keep talking that’s so important ! You are very brave to share and I know it will be helping many other women right now who are going through or have gone through the same as have I you never forget but you live and you will feel happy again my love trust me , I have had the same happen and have also had a stillbirth at 6 months I thought I would never feel like me again or be able to laugh without feeling guilty but in time all will become right again much love from the UK xx

[@brittanymarie4908]

Before I had my daughter I miscarried and I had to have a d&c. Women go through it physically and emotionally and mentally but it is just as hard for the men and I had to tell my husband he doesn’t have to be strong for me and he could cry on my shoulders and we both just broke down holding each other. I’m now pregnant with my son and before i found out I had missed my period for 23 days with multiple negative pregnancy tests. I had to get blood done and they told me my levels were not as high as they should be and I was probably miscarrying or I was super early. I kept getting blood done and finally they were up and it turned out I was only 5 weeks by the time I got my first ultrasound. This pregnancy has been super stressful since the beginning. I’m so sorry for your loss.

[@alliematthews7882]

I’m so sorry Zoe . I have too been in your shoes and it’s not easy. I pray that you can find comfort, understanding, & Peace. God knows when we are hurting. Please know you are not alone. 💕

[@Jaimelyn_disney11]

I’m so sorry for your loss. My heart hurts for you. Zoe and Garrick we are all here for you. Thank you for sharing this… we all love you. You and your sweet family are in my heart thoughts and prayers. If you ever need to talk please reach out… I’m here and so are soooo many. Love you guys so much. And sweet Wilder comforting you is absolutely precious. Zoe you have three of the most sweetest babies ever you are a wonderful mother and I look up to you.

[@candiceunderwood2329]

I wish I could give you the biggest hug. I have never felt more lonely than when I lost my first born son due to premature birth at 23 weeks. I actually went into labor at 21.5 weeks, just after finding out it was a boy! The doc said that I was healthy and not at risk for any complications...then a week and a half later my world was flipped upside down. It was the most traumatic thing I have ever been through. It was the day after Christmas...my favorite holiday...and so devastating. Thank you for sharing your story, as hard as it is. When I was going through my loss I couldn't even believe it and I was confused as to why or how this could happen and it was something that I never really heard of or knew anyone who went through it so I was having a hard time navigating through it as well. I always wanted to create a platform for pregnancy, infant, and child loss because I never wanted anyone to feel that level of loneliness/emptiness. Just know that we love you and wish we could take that pain away!💔❤️‍🩹❤

[@katetomlinson1638]

zoe im so sorry you went through this and i remember my call when i did hemorrhage unknowingly to the hospital that im 30 minutes away, ive been passing out alone at home with my 8 month old baby all day/ then into the night. i had to have a d and c to stop everything.. i was 10 weeks and that day i held my baby in my hands. heart was and still is shattered, this was sept 2021, you got this you have the best guy next to your side

[@carissaturner6738]

My first baby was a early miscarriage! At 17, then. We fell pregnant 2-3 weeks later had a completely normal healthy pregnancy! Too go in for labour, be told she was gone she was 41 weeks! I was 18, now a year and 4 months later I’m 26 weeks with our rainbow 🌈 and I’m terrified of loosing him also :( Any loss is so hard. I am so sorry you have had to go through this pain :( I relate entirely.

[@tiaratran]

I’m so sorry for your loss. You’re so amazing for sharing your experience. I miscarried in 2017 and I felt so alone. Your video will help lots of people feel less alone. Also, I ended up waiting to pass mine naturally at home (I was 11 weeks along).

[@simplyshannon9053]

I am so sorry Zoe! I have had 3 miscarriages and one was twins. With the twins I had the same up and down rollercoaster ride with the HCG levels rising slowly and then an ultrasound ended up showing no heartbeat. It’s such a hard thing to go thru and you are in my prayers ❤

[@shaniacockerham3563]

You guys are so precious. You guys are so strong! 🤍 praying for you guys. I went through a miscarriage at 6 weeks and it crushed me and shortly after that, I got pregnant with my son that’s now 2 years old! 🤍🤍

[@timelyss]

I’m so sorry 😢❤️ Thinking of you all everyday and hoping you heal from this in the healthiest way you can. Although you don’t know me, you have been with me through some of my toughest times… so I hope you feel the love from these comments during your toughest times. ❤️ Wish we could all give you the tightest group hug. Love you!! 🥺❤️

[@StormMackenzie]

I’ve had a lot of surgeries on my uterus (no c-sections, but laparoscopic removal of polyps and cysts and such) and when I had my D&C it was simple and the only side effects o had was nausea from being out under. I went on to have another baby (4mo on Friday). The drugs didn’t work but they assumed it did so I had retained product for 2 weeks that ended up causing an infection in my uterus and it was horribly painful and gross. Other than spotting for 3mo after the D&C, I would definitely choose that over the medications if I ever had to do it again.

[@trishagrimm2515]

I am so sorry you guys are in my prayers and just to let you know the red hummingbird food kills the hummingbirds so get the clear kind 41 cup of sugar are in 4 cups of water make your own with no dies added

[@jillynjackson957]

I am so sorry for your loss. I have been following your family journey For a while now. I know I don’t personally know you but I feel like I can relate and understand you. I am going through so many similar things that you are going through…. God is with us through this pain with family, loss, we have each other to help each other through. I am like you guys I have a spouse and I have a very good relationship with him. I believe God puts people in our lives for a reason💙💙💙💙💙💥💥🙏🙏🙏💥💥💥💥🔥🔥🔥💙💥💥💥🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💥😇😇😇😇😇😇🥲

[@alinascogin8353]

I'm so sorry y'all!! Your angel babies will be waiting for you on the other side! I just hate that you are going through this! You're in my prayers..❤🙏

[@kenneditompkins3609]

I'm so sorry Zoe just know I'm always here for your sweet and beautiful family If you ever need me feel free to reach out to me I'm sending so much love sending prayers to you guys always thinking about you guys I know god will bless you with a beautiful baby again I Love You Guys So So Much!!!!!!!

[@rachrushton5260]

yours a very strong women zoe . i appreciate this and your sharing ... you have a really supportive family i hope you process this loss with valid emotion an grief time . . i have been following your story for a year now also garick is super empathetic and a great father .

[@mariondahlgren9970]

Zoe this hits me really hard I have had miscarriages and a ectopic pregnancy that almost took my life. I still have yet to have a baby of my own but I have my step daughter that I love dearly. I am praying for you and your family during this difficult time.

[@adriannrodd5250]

Sorry for your loss. I just lost my 3rd three months in a row now. It’s because of KZbin that I asked for my progesterone to be tested, and sure enough I have extremely low progesterone, which causes me to have recurrent miscarriages. There are tons of videos out there for anyone who may need them.