Conor Maynard - What I Put You Through (Lyrics)

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2 жыл бұрын

Conor Maynard - What I Put You Through (Lyrics) TikTok
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Conor Maynard - What I Put You Through 🎤
[Verse 1]
I saw you told the world
You're a single girl
I won't lie that broke my heart
Thought we were the same
But now I can't explain
How we got so far apart
[Pre-Chorus]
Poison words from all your friends
I deserve the things they've said
Still ain't worse than what I'm saying in my own head
[Chorus]
So tell me I'm a waste of love
Tell me that I'm not enough
Say you hope I see the truth
That I won't find no one like you
Tell me you don't care no more
When you know I can't let go
Beat my heart all black and blue
'Cause it ain't half as bad as what I put you through
What I put you through
[Verse 2]
Every single day
I asked you to stay
When I should've let you go
Couldn't settled down
But needed you around
Different worlds, I wanted both
[Pre-Chorus]
Girl, I know that it weren't fair
You can shame my every step
Still ain't worse than what I'm saying in my own head
[Chorus]
So tell me I'm a waste of love
Tell me that I'm not enough
Say you hope I see the truth
That I won't find no one like you
Tell me you don't care no more
When you know I can't let go
Beat my heart all black and blue
'Cause it ain't half as bad as what I put you through
What I put you through
What I put you through
Put you through
[Bridge]
I know you won't forgive me
And you probably don't believe me
But this isn't easy, no, this isn't easy
I swear it's like I'm breathing
Like a part of me is leaving
And I can't forgive me, I hope you believe me
[Chorus]
So tell me I'm a waste of love
Tell me that I'm not enough
Say you hope I see the truth
That I won't find no one like you
Tell me you don't care no more
When you know I can't let go
Beat my heart all black and blue
'Cause it ain't half as bad as what I put you through
What I put you through
Oh-woah, woah I put you through, yeah
What I put you through
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@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
*Conor Maynard fans?* 🙋
@rebbecahisrael2631
@rebbecahisrael2631 2 жыл бұрын
me
@lavniyarana3796
@lavniyarana3796 2 жыл бұрын
Who can't fall in love with his beautiful voice..😘😘😘
@lynsaphie
@lynsaphie 2 жыл бұрын
😩😩conor maynard fans here💙💙
@thefoodyoumaylike1293
@thefoodyoumaylike1293 2 жыл бұрын
Me!
@lalisprik7248
@lalisprik7248 2 жыл бұрын
Me
@Marketmasters02
@Marketmasters02 2 жыл бұрын
Conor Maynard is such an underrated singer. He's got such a nice voice ❤️
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
the best ❤️
@Rainbow47evil
@Rainbow47evil 2 жыл бұрын
FACTS👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
@lorifisher-gray9601
@lorifisher-gray9601 2 жыл бұрын
He dids
@aquaman6243
@aquaman6243 2 жыл бұрын
Lol, go to his Channel first, then comment.
@rolandov8761
@rolandov8761 2 жыл бұрын
Why do I get the feeling all these songs express our feelings in life and experiences too? 🖤🖤
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
feel u 🖤
@rolandov8761
@rolandov8761 2 жыл бұрын
@@NewMelody Thanks and have a wonderful mother fuxkin day 🖤
@ElenaMelchor1234
@ElenaMelchor1234 2 жыл бұрын
I feel the same as you
@preciouspixie.
@preciouspixie. 2 жыл бұрын
Because real people right these and put their emotions into it
@rolandov8761
@rolandov8761 2 жыл бұрын
@@preciouspixie. that's what makes these songs so beautiful and emotional 🖤❤
@toxic_quality0002
@toxic_quality0002 Жыл бұрын
How have I never heard of this guy before today when I'm here melting with tearful eyes
@lovenothate520
@lovenothate520 Жыл бұрын
Hope you stick around. He has an amazing voice!
@Marketmasters02
@Marketmasters02 2 жыл бұрын
Life is unfair; he can sing incredibly when I can't even microwave popcorn correctly.
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
feel u xd
@SphyraRubyn
@SphyraRubyn 2 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂 true🤭
@RainorShine1
@RainorShine1 Жыл бұрын
whats the shame I have lots of love to give but dont get the love back people change from when we first met an my heart shatters like glass. why do ppl act all sweet at first then totally change after a while dont understand. hurting
@annasanner6636
@annasanner6636 Жыл бұрын
Omg.... the popcorn. Why is the popcorn always so hard to pop. It says 3 minutes and then it's 2 minutes and 20 seconds and last time it was 2 minutes..... same microwave. It's either burnt or not fully popped. And yes there is a popcorn button on the microwave but it over pops it...... me and popcorn have issues.
@RainorShine1
@RainorShine1 Жыл бұрын
@@annasanner6636 and my popcorn button under pops it hahah darn popcorn will get you every time.
@jamesperocillo3032
@jamesperocillo3032 Жыл бұрын
This song hits really deep to my heart, the whole song literally describes me about what i did to her and who i am and everything i am feeling and everything I've been through ever since i broke her heart.
@i_love_billie_eilish2352
@i_love_billie_eilish2352 Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry you relate to this. I honestly think you need to tell her if you can. Just say to her that you are truly sorry for what you did and you now see that. Nothing more, nothing less. Just for peace of mind and for you to forgive yourself. Because the guy that broke my heart- I don't know if he even regrets anything or if the blame is always going to be on me. I hope youre ok xx
@the.silver.
@the.silver. Жыл бұрын
It doesn’t matter what you did. It matters if you can forgive yourself and learn from it.
@lorilynnteall0808
@lorilynnteall0808 3 ай бұрын
Why did you feel the need to break her heart if you knew she loved you so much? Did you take her for granted?
@Resilience93
@Resilience93 Ай бұрын
I've never experienced a serious relationship, I'm in my 30s. Whatever you did to her. I just can't comprehend why somone would break someone else's heart. It's so hard to find anyone to care about you in this world, and if you do. Why would you ever want to disappoint them
@Rachelk2010
@Rachelk2010 28 күн бұрын
Hits me hard too, I didn’t deserve him, 20 years together and I’m now a single mum, I broke his heart, live with regret forever but also believe we have to learn from our mistakes, we aren’t perfect, don’t judge until you’ve walked in their shoes but the saying you don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone is so true ❤️❤️❤️
@Daphodil27
@Daphodil27 2 жыл бұрын
I've fallen asleep to this song so many times since this was uploaded. I'm in love! 😍
@Wanderlust
@Wanderlust 2 жыл бұрын
*Smooth tune and pleasant vocals, yes!!*
@lustersavage8986
@lustersavage8986 2 жыл бұрын
Hi Wanderlust
@fatimanilo8965
@fatimanilo8965 2 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@lavniyarana3796
@lavniyarana3796 2 жыл бұрын
So beautiful n soothing voice n lyrics just hit me so hard 😘😘😘
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
same ;(
@neivikhar6606
@neivikhar6606 2 жыл бұрын
When your situation itself relates to the lyrics.. Nothing is worse than to picture yourself alone ,despite still holding on to things that seems hopeless.
@deogracious6809
@deogracious6809 2 жыл бұрын
Conor sings his so deeply that i just break into tears even though I'm single
@Yongboks_ramen_
@Yongboks_ramen_ Жыл бұрын
Omg same 🥹 EVERYTIME when I hear this song I just break down in tears 😭
@Soft_Surge
@Soft_Surge Жыл бұрын
being single means u should feel more sad listening to this?
@carolmuriuki4848
@carolmuriuki4848 28 күн бұрын
This song hits me so hard 😭💔
@ptubers4122
@ptubers4122 17 күн бұрын
When i was 8 years old my brothers listen conor maynard song now after 8 years now i konw how his songs hit hard ❤❤ you are best conor maynard
@vante_440
@vante_440 2 жыл бұрын
Soulful voice🥺💖
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
conor is too good 💖
@un1ucky916
@un1ucky916 2 жыл бұрын
Hope everyone found someone that makes you happy
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
same
@Rammstein_Fan_
@Rammstein_Fan_ 2 жыл бұрын
Beautiful song, I immediately fell in love with her 😍😍❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
yess, glad you dig it ❤
@your_local_dumb_dirtyblind1543
@your_local_dumb_dirtyblind1543 Жыл бұрын
him*
@lr_hockeygirl8993
@lr_hockeygirl8993 Жыл бұрын
Never related to a song so much in my life
@lishannekennedy9786
@lishannekennedy9786 Жыл бұрын
Love this track . When someone puts you through stuff that really is there own personal journey . But when you can forgive them because you were plagued with personal issues that interfere in a relationship. Without you meaning to have them interfere . As you grow and heal you understand and can forgive. X0
@prajjaktapal
@prajjaktapal Жыл бұрын
The only way not to feel bad is not to feel anything at all .
@narahaider2445
@narahaider2445 Жыл бұрын
This song hits diferent when u r suffering because of people that didn’t know how to treat you well 😢
@abdurrahim2263
@abdurrahim2263 Жыл бұрын
My hearts black and blue
@ssaliyasin3975
@ssaliyasin3975 2 жыл бұрын
Wow the voice ❤️🔥
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
conor is the best!
@amirmohammed27
@amirmohammed27 2 жыл бұрын
His voice 😍❤️
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
so good 😍
@amirmohammed27
@amirmohammed27 2 жыл бұрын
@@NewMelody can you make a edit on any Selena Gomez Song 🥺😭
@ivannasilva6948
@ivannasilva6948 Жыл бұрын
Wow, I recently discovered by a coincidence this singer but...damn, his voice and songs are amazing!!
@amaricarrasco1310
@amaricarrasco1310 2 жыл бұрын
If he ever sees this, I'm so sorry our relationship went to waste. Crazy how after 1 year of being together made us start to distance. After all, we were super close and unseparable. We were like children. Goofing around and having fun every day. I loved how we'd spend some late nights just talking to each other. We cared a lot about each other, we loved each other, and we reassured each other. I loved you as a friend and I loved you as a boyfriend. All of a sudden, you got "too busy" to spend any time with me. So I got mad over that a few times. I'd get mad over the littlest things. Yes, I'm in the wrong for every little issue that has happened in the relationship. We couldn't fix it due to it occurring so many times. I'm sorry I hurt you, made you cry, made you angry, even made you fire back at me which I never expected as you're a sweet guy. I deserve it. I never deserved you, your love, your care, and your time. I wasn't worth any minute of it. I don't expect you to forgive me because I don't deserve acceptance. I promised you I wouldn't let you down. But guess what? I did. I never met anyone like you. I'm sad that it has all ended. I hope you find a better girl who'll treat you better than me. Promise me to teat her like a queen, care for and about her, love her, make her happy, make her laugh, randomly compliment her, surprise her, take her out, always make her feel okay and safe. I appreciate those things you gave to me. Now it's time to pass it on to someone better than me. I hope you she treats you like the king you were to me. I'll always still love you, miss you, and I'll always think of you. I wish you all of the best. You meant everything to me and I made it all go to waste. Thank you for everything. I'll always love you. I'll never stop thinking about you. I regret everything I ever put you through. You'll always be in my heart and in my head. Nobody will ever replace the spotlight you own in my heart. I'll work on my actions, even though we aren't together anymore. I miss you and I love you so much. 💔 7 October, 2020 - 15 July, 2022. Hasta La Muerte. 🖤💜
@amyvlogs9355
@amyvlogs9355 Жыл бұрын
So are you his girlfriend?
@amaricarrasco1310
@amaricarrasco1310 Жыл бұрын
@@amyvlogs9355 No. Not anymore.
@amyvlogs9355
@amyvlogs9355 Жыл бұрын
@@amaricarrasco1310 I'm sorry to hear that
@amaricarrasco1310
@amaricarrasco1310 Жыл бұрын
@@amyvlogs9355 We broke up on July 15. We were able to fix the April part. But we officially parted. 💔
@Eris_Mizelian
@Eris_Mizelian Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry😔
@Preferiti1986
@Preferiti1986 10 ай бұрын
I'm not crying. You are!!
@lishannekennedy9786
@lishannekennedy9786 Жыл бұрын
Its a beautiful track and lyrics to have written and sang by him. As the sincerity in his voice you can hear. X0
@user-io3kz6mj2m
@user-io3kz6mj2m 3 ай бұрын
Wow this song touche my heart and made me cry i love this song 💖😢
@ibnsina9061
@ibnsina9061 Жыл бұрын
Life is so strange. His voice is so wonderful ❤️🧡💜🥰🥰
@BeautifulMusic4K
@BeautifulMusic4K 2 жыл бұрын
I really like listening to songs, it feels refreshing.
@dnorothydnobai6be543
@dnorothydnobai6be543 Жыл бұрын
May you find the love of your life and hold unto them until the end of time💙💚❤️
@mipnt23
@mipnt23 Жыл бұрын
I recently discovered him over 2-3 months ago he is an amazing singer. I love every one of his songs
@andrewvunidakua7279
@andrewvunidakua7279 Жыл бұрын
There's song is so inspiring and beautiful and thank you for the effort you put it in @may god bless you#....
@j.j.m4879
@j.j.m4879 Жыл бұрын
This song hits hard for me
@ellahise727
@ellahise727 10 ай бұрын
Man I love this song. I have it on highest volume
@luisag2014
@luisag2014 Жыл бұрын
Wow this song is powerful
@user-jk6fl2ci4q
@user-jk6fl2ci4q 2 жыл бұрын
*Wow !! This is Really Fantastic NewMelody !* 💚💜💖🔥
@fredmusiime4465
@fredmusiime4465 2 жыл бұрын
What a fantastic song!!! I love you Conor
@jonemajavie9386
@jonemajavie9386 Жыл бұрын
This song is for people who is heartbroken....
@stayforeveryoung1793
@stayforeveryoung1793 2 жыл бұрын
You Are Enough, Always Be...💜🖤💜🖤
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
@blinksss434
@blinksss434 2 жыл бұрын
I miss your old background 🥺
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
i will probably still use some of them :D
@foreverlost8630
@foreverlost8630 2 жыл бұрын
So touching..... Just beautiful.... Loved it! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
@leviheichouamv4385
@leviheichouamv4385 Жыл бұрын
2:05 In this moment, you remember all those who passed away💔
@okechukwudaniel9080
@okechukwudaniel9080 Жыл бұрын
Listening to this made me realize I've remained single cause a part of me doesn't believe I'm good enough for anyone. Rather stay alone than risk and fail at loving someone.
@marcellawatson4233
@marcellawatson4233 2 жыл бұрын
The first time I heard his voice I was in LOVE
@SongsXtream
@SongsXtream 2 жыл бұрын
That's such a wonderful song ❤️
@JeffersonJimenez-sb6qm
@JeffersonJimenez-sb6qm Жыл бұрын
On repeat
@anthonybete8115
@anthonybete8115 Жыл бұрын
I'm a big fan sir
@Rahmasarai
@Rahmasarai 4 ай бұрын
Thx 4 the song ❤😔
@patriciaearney3133
@patriciaearney3133 2 жыл бұрын
I feel like some of the words were written for me! Because I can’t let go! I love you Slick! 💋♥️💯
@iimannamii8080
@iimannamii8080 2 жыл бұрын
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH :> ❤❤
@riningwelnonglang
@riningwelnonglang 2 жыл бұрын
It's melt my heart 💓 love it
@PlumeriaOcean37
@PlumeriaOcean37 2 ай бұрын
I love you Conor n your songs...you are awesome. ❤❤❤
@MusicTime-jz9tq
@MusicTime-jz9tq 2 жыл бұрын
Played this song in my class, and now everyone are dancing
@savavali3694
@savavali3694 3 ай бұрын
God's gift to you!☝🏼🙏🏼 What a voice❤👍🏼💯
@donovan3445
@donovan3445 5 ай бұрын
This might be my favorite song from him ❤
@letterborneVods
@letterborneVods 2 жыл бұрын
You never disappoint ♥️
@paranormalyparanoid4174
@paranormalyparanoid4174 2 жыл бұрын
Where was this song two years ago and 9 years ago I needed this at those times
@sumitrabasnet2753
@sumitrabasnet2753 2 жыл бұрын
sweet melody❣️
@taylervermeulen2339
@taylervermeulen2339 2 жыл бұрын
Omgggg found my new favorite song I'm streaming this now 24/7 ❤️❤️❤️🌟🌟🔥🔥🔥
@Rxxtor
@Rxxtor Жыл бұрын
This whole song’s the chorus
@Movieclipsshorts13
@Movieclipsshorts13 4 ай бұрын
This song goes crazy I can just sing myself into it
@Kyvino
@Kyvino 2 жыл бұрын
NewMelody best channel ✨👍
@mohitsingla6233
@mohitsingla6233 Жыл бұрын
So beautiful voice
@ARandomIdiot
@ARandomIdiot Жыл бұрын
Okay so I love the song but I've just thought of some lyrics that could be good too "It took you a week or two, but now I see that you've moved through" Idk if that even makes sense but yea 😭 I just love how he can relate so much to his song and he actually puts his feelings into it ❤️
@elizabethbeasley7754
@elizabethbeasley7754 2 жыл бұрын
This song is very deep ❤
@themzamarv6891
@themzamarv6891 Жыл бұрын
Amazing voice
@notxdhere3946
@notxdhere3946 Жыл бұрын
bro I'm shivering from this song
@mattheweeles6865
@mattheweeles6865 Жыл бұрын
I love this song 😊
@dawnvoelker7919
@dawnvoelker7919 2 жыл бұрын
Beautiful ♥️♥️
@koraexplore5651
@koraexplore5651 2 жыл бұрын
Here I'm . I like his voice This is made for me . thanks for the meaningfull song
@caseyhaunawa7756
@caseyhaunawa7756 Жыл бұрын
I love your voice ❤❤❤❤😊
@suppeeps3362
@suppeeps3362 2 жыл бұрын
This is one of his best songs released
@mystiesubs35
@mystiesubs35 Жыл бұрын
female perspective lyric's. I saw you told the land You're a taken man I won't lie, that broke my heart Thought we were the same But now I can't explain How we got so far apart Poison words from all my friends cause you deserve the things they've said Still ain't worse than what your saying in your own head So tell me I'm a waste of love Tell me that I'm not enough Say i hope you see the truth That you won't find no one like me to Tell me you don't care no more When you know I can't let go Beat my heart all black and blue 'Cause it ain't half as bad as What you put me through Every single day I asked you to stay When I should've let you go you Couldn't settle down But i needed you around Different worlds, you wanted both boy, I know that it wasn't fair i can shame your every step Still ain't worse than what I'm saying in my own head So tell me I'm a waste of love Tell me that I'm not enough said i hope you see the truth but I won't find no one like you Tell me you don't care no more When you know I can't let go Beat my heart all black and blue 'Cause it ain't half as bad as What you put me through What you put me through Put me through you know i won't forgive you And you probably don't believe me But this isn't easy No, this isn't easy I swear it's like I'm grieving Like all that time just had no meaning And I can't forgive me I hope you believe me So i tell me your a waste of love i Tell me that I'm not enough Say i hope you see the truth but I cant find no one like you Tell me you don't care no more When you know i dont wanna let go Beat my heart all black and blue 'Cause it ain't half as bad as What you put me through Whoa, whoa What you put me through Yeah What you put me through.
@abigailkimani8440
@abigailkimani8440 Жыл бұрын
love the song🥰
@amitgangwar480
@amitgangwar480 2 жыл бұрын
Just clicked it but not regretting
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
so glad you like it :D
@aliyah-xv8ev
@aliyah-xv8ev 2 жыл бұрын
Perfect timing
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
so glad you like it! :D
@hannahparker3479
@hannahparker3479 2 жыл бұрын
Love this
@robin.angelwatchinoverme
@robin.angelwatchinoverme Жыл бұрын
For my TFDM - I will never tell you that, I still think you are a beautiful soul even if we end up at a distance for a time #Faith. Of course,my preference is to say that in person sooner rather than later, but Divine Timing is not mine. I use His.
@ssaliyasin3975
@ssaliyasin3975 2 жыл бұрын
💋💋💋🥰❤️🎶the voice
@zimasandamase8486
@zimasandamase8486 Жыл бұрын
amazing voice this is killing me
@ZavierYoung
@ZavierYoung Жыл бұрын
I’m so happy you are happy
@juflink
@juflink 2 жыл бұрын
that's amazing 🤩
@dirkkparishh7098
@dirkkparishh7098 2 жыл бұрын
The reasion for it what
@okoronkwomiraclestargirl6048
@okoronkwomiraclestargirl6048 2 жыл бұрын
amazing 💞💕💖💝👍😘💙💜
@swarnikajaiswal5059
@swarnikajaiswal5059 Жыл бұрын
I can feel his pain in song.
@LetsLiveOurDreams
@LetsLiveOurDreams 2 жыл бұрын
New favorite soung
@thefoodyoumaylike1293
@thefoodyoumaylike1293 2 жыл бұрын
I think he cried at the time of singing this song🌹🌸
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
yess 🌸
@lilmama6589
@lilmama6589 2 жыл бұрын
"I Forgive You". At least you're being Honest I appreciate that. I Believe You
@mariamarysia9337
@mariamarysia9337 5 ай бұрын
amezing ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@user-jk6fl2ci4q
@user-jk6fl2ci4q 2 жыл бұрын
*Thank u very much NewMelody 4 This Wonderful Masterpiece !* 💚💜💖🔥🔥👏
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
no problem, so glad you like it 💜
@dwayneduncan7527
@dwayneduncan7527 Жыл бұрын
Wow ❤️
@user-jk6fl2ci4q
@user-jk6fl2ci4q 2 жыл бұрын
*U are so Creative NewMelody !* 💚💜💖🔥👏
@sophierandria2395
@sophierandria2395 Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@rebbecahisrael2631
@rebbecahisrael2631 2 жыл бұрын
love it
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
🖤🖤
@krengkrikuthaprom
@krengkrikuthaprom 2 жыл бұрын
Nice
@NewMelody
@NewMelody 2 жыл бұрын
it's good right? :D
@mystiesubs35
@mystiesubs35 Жыл бұрын
I know he's probably never gonna see this but this really put things into perspective for me and I know this is really long so I'm sorry ahead of time but he really put me through a lot over half of which I didn't mention in this comment but if you got through this entire post I just wanna thank you for listening) the more time that passes the more I start to understand some of your pov even still even if you did care and were sorry even if deep down you're beating yourself up even if you honestly wish with every fiber of your being you can fix it it doesn't stop the pain... cus I gave you my all I loved you and I committed to you I forgive your every mistake cus I just wanted you by my side forever you made me believe you were willing to die for me then turned around and broke my heart I trusted you and loved you blindly even when I found out what u were up to I shoulda listend to my best friend I should've blocked you at the first sign of trouble but I just kept holding onto the thought that you'd change for me and that u loved me I wanted to believe that you wanted to spend your life with me and it's funny how you can say "I'm sorry" and "i love you" and "I've changed" it's funny how you say if you could go back you'd change it all but do nothing to prove it it's funny how you told me you can't be that guy no matter how much you wanted to but yet you'd do it for anyone else you can treat other girls better than you did me it's funny how you said you don't wanna hurt me or lose me forever or for me to hate you but what have you done to fix things? you don't check up on me you don't ensure I'm ok you don't prove you're sorry or that you've changed... the only thing you've proven is that you were capable of commitment to anyone but me you'll feel obligated to girls you claimed not to love half as much you'll prioritize them love them and let them do things you got mad at me for but you can't prioritize or feel obligated to the one you said you die for? the one you promised to change for who gave you everything the one who loved you blindly even knowing you'd tear her apart the one who gave you all her time money love and effort no questions asked the one who put aside her own health and happiness for yours the one who give up ppl who loved her blindly and respected her just to be with you the one who didn't because she had hoped you'd change the one who always forgave you and took you back but you always pushed away and held a grudge against the one who from day one wanted to spend her life with you but gave up cus you decided you didn't want her you wanted to give other's a chance when i barely had half a date and then two years later I moved on and you came crawling back You made me believe you loved me you lied to me and put me through abuse you always made it about you the only time you truly cared was when I gave up on us I would've done anything to be that girl but you projected all of your issues onto me and pushed me to the point where I hated myself and wanted to die cus every time I had an issue you always had to have a bigger more important one and just when I thought you were gonna stick around not only did you lie to me and skip my birthday but you ran off to live a happy life you ran off to start the family you knew I wanted with you with someone else even after telling me, you didn't wanna worry about that commit right now it took you two weeks to move on and forget I existed... it took me 6 months to even start dating again,6 months to stop the literal heartache, and 6 month's into my new relationship even tho he gives me everything you did and more I'm still not entirely over the betrayal and I have done everything to try and make the pain go away and to let you go but I can't bring myself to love this incredible man because you broke me you tore me apart and it's funny how you said you never wanted to... but now that you have you don't seem to care at all......... and I know I shouldn't care cus under the mask it could be entirely different than it seems but that doesn't stop the pain... I know there's a chance ur watching my every move waiting scared to death that I won't ever accept you back or forgive you and you're right I won't... but that doesn't mean I don't want to... deep down all I want is to run to you and fix things but what you did is unforgivable so no matter how much I love you still I can never go back to you even if no one else was in the picture and I knew for 1000% you'd commit to me this time I can't live with you knowing that you let this happen that you let us fall apart I still want you to try tho cause honestly it hurts more seeing you don't care than it would to watch you pretend that you do or just to tell me straight up from day one that you don't before this ever got this far if you really loved me you'd be here... you would leave her behind and do anything to make it right you would have tried with your entire soul to make things work no matter how hard it was especially before starting over with someone new and giving them the love, you said you couldn't give me it's so hard every day for me not to text you everything I feel right now but I know one day it'll all come around cus I can honestly say with all of my heart that I loved you and I was the one who deserved to be yours I more than earned your commitment but you proved to me how selfish you really are and soon enough she and everyone else you know will see it too and you'll be alone but when that day comes don't come crying to me cause I gave my all and you didn't appreciate it you used me lied to me and put me through abuse and trauma so now for whatever small chance there is that you're seeing this I'm done..... for good this time I wasted 6 years of my life on you and your bullshit and I hope anyone else who read's this and went through something similar get's all the happiness and love they deserve cause no one deserves to go through that kind of pain except the ppl selfish enough to put other's through it and then walk away Scott free and if anyone who put someone through that is reading this right now I hope you know that karma's a bitch and one of these days when your at ur happiest she's gonna strike down on you 3 times harder then you hurt this person. I just don't know how someone can go from everyday love calls and texts to acting like the one who gave them everything don't exist get off as if they never met you and act all happy without you even if deep down that's not the case.
@aimeewaldron383
@aimeewaldron383 Жыл бұрын
Wow. Just... wow! So much of this is 🎯 for me! I'm not sure about yours but mine was a narcissist and took me a long time to acknowledge and accept it in a way. Hopefully you can love someone else the same way eventually... I'm finally starting to
@SON_HYUNGMIN
@SON_HYUNGMIN Жыл бұрын
Hey Conor ....You have to give me one Memory card .....bcse my phone storage running out only your song☺️❤️
@kaybee7213
@kaybee7213 Жыл бұрын
What is unfair is that people use the uncertainty of staying and promise they could never go just to see that all your doubts we a true story and the author is the one that you love.
@Brooklyn_RR_Blasternzz
@Brooklyn_RR_Blasternzz 2 жыл бұрын
This is sucha beatiful song it nakes me dance along
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