I was addicted to Klonopin and everything else for like 15 years. Kicking was the hardest thing I ever did.. but by far it was the best thing I ever did. 3 years clean in June. Now I get to enjoy great music like this and not be depressed, suicidal and a huge psychotic dissapointment to everyone around me. They told me in the hospital that sedatives like klonopin were meant to be given only over a 24 hour period, not years and years.
@baller-vh2kn4 жыл бұрын
Same here worst kick then dope n methadone. Was on xanax for 10 years. Kicked it. Now back on...
@Rainingsandstone4 жыл бұрын
@@baller-vh2kn Congrats. I fear i'll be on them the rest of my life, but we'll see.
@koffinkat6664 жыл бұрын
They lied
@ianclark93513 жыл бұрын
I’ve been on and off a few times kicked 4 valiums a day cold turkey but was shooting dope but was still over a month of hell then got back on Xanax a few years later I’m an idiot they don’t even work anymore… thank god for mental illness🥸
@tysonrinker59582 жыл бұрын
@@baller-vh2kn i feel you kicked dope and methadone and now just drink . Not any better
@elimgarak46677 жыл бұрын
Everytime I score some xan or klons. I blast this to get ready for the trip. On some blues now. RIP Cranford. Much love.
@gonzalosilva31335 жыл бұрын
You need to score valium? Or xanax? Lol, funny... I have a big drawer full of empty boxes of that SH*T... Seriously good youth, stay of drugs i know this life is rough, all the more reason not to make ourselves weak and victims, to the bad side of it... There s no need to tell my experience, or how bad it was... But today iam alive and clean, no stds and some scars stay forever but the mind heals, so does the body... This is a quit while your ahead, or in my case, quit while your still alive!
@azrielofearth94064 жыл бұрын
@Elim Garak I was gonna say you need to stop that but your profile pic is of Barak so carry on. Much love for real tho dont get yourself to deep.
@sheilareed33reed97 Жыл бұрын
That's a real good post when I score some get a doctor or don't take him abuse medication That's why people who need them can't get them useless abusers
@elimgarak4667 Жыл бұрын
I'm way better, and just take a half a sub a day now. And have a full time job, still love Cranford though.
@assurdo888810 жыл бұрын
Why haven't I discovered this guy before?! I googled him widely, and i found that a label of my country (Italy), L'Edonista (or something like) in 2010 realised two compilations of his songs and a tribute lp. I know, we can download everything from his website but the fact is, it's a shame that he never did a solo album while he was alive! Cheers to you, whereever you are!
@user-hj8yf3hr4i3 жыл бұрын
6 years sober, but today has been tough. Ive been listening to cranford nix and johnny hobo all day. Gonna try getting back to going to meetings now that im vaccinated. Fuck this year was hard.
@oceans3412 жыл бұрын
Been taking klonopins and fentanyl and morphine sulfate for over 2 years now since my accident. I also had my accident due to drugs and I've always longed to hear music like this. Not because I glorify my lifestyle but because I can't break the bonds. I am a great lyricist myself and musician and between Vic Chessnut and Cranford Nix it's so sad to lose great music like this. I'm so glad they left us something behind to relate to. Go check out Vic if you like Cranford.
@thuggaknight33406 жыл бұрын
Any klonopins are Too many klonopins but that doesnt stop us! RIP cranford
@brandongilbert35136 жыл бұрын
I ain’t addicted to shit I just love this dududs music since 09
@oipunx22654 жыл бұрын
2020 yea here listening
@nimbus5526 Жыл бұрын
Love my klonopin
@HerriUltra9 жыл бұрын
I take Klonopin, Xanax, Quetiapine, smoke a lot of weed, and drink a lot of cheap liqour. You know why? Cuz I ain't got nothin better to do! Awesome song!
@will83tnt9 жыл бұрын
+megvettemawinrart i dont give a fuck
@alexisknox79817 жыл бұрын
Tf, you are what? like 12?
@jasonwalker32787 жыл бұрын
What do you need serouqel for with the kpins Xanax and liquor? 😂
@russellpaloor82256 жыл бұрын
You must hit the snooze button on your alarm like 50x
@Louthsk8er6 жыл бұрын
exactly 😂 why the quetiapine?
@somethingsomething404 Жыл бұрын
I love the line “I can feel my body rust” clonazepam (kpins) have a chorine atom as part of its structure, and chlorine rusts things like crazy. I feel the rust too man..
@Steve-i1q Жыл бұрын
damn ive been on them for 15 years and didnt know that
@edwardgrabt18463 жыл бұрын
Love you dog rip
@jakebarnwell49385 жыл бұрын
Such raw awesome music
@notlisatarr6 жыл бұрын
Beautiful collage
@hallobloobaloo11 жыл бұрын
Methadone is used for pain management in Canada, to a limited extent. It's most often given to old people in the same sort of solution as for recovering addicts (mixed with some tang or something to keep people from banging it).
@wadehart69374 жыл бұрын
I do love kpins after a long week
@JustinRoy-w4p Жыл бұрын
Clonazepam has been my safe breath of fresh air for the past 15 years. Relaxing my nerved out nervous system
@TheToes99 жыл бұрын
love ya cranny
@ericfelds62912 жыл бұрын
Eating spaghetti nodding out on kpins, I got nothing better to do
@danieldeleon15907 жыл бұрын
Today's a cranford nix kinda day +rep'n
@montecress77255 жыл бұрын
Being an ex junkie his music hits...
@AcidHead7106 жыл бұрын
Nasty drug to come off
@vortecmob11685 жыл бұрын
I’m taking Valiums in my little room and noddin our looking at the moon....
@thegreaterg8r1484 жыл бұрын
You ok man? Ive seen your other comments.
@samhyde63955 жыл бұрын
Happy to be clean for now. Until I relapse.
@smokepot66718 жыл бұрын
I love this song but fuck does it make me sad now, this used to be an athem to me getting bent but i just look at all the people ive lost from drugs watching this it honestly fucking kills me
@cleatustout6 жыл бұрын
Chris Dupont Same here man. I miss my friends who have od’d and I wonder how I survived it
@mikepearse51963 жыл бұрын
No doubt.
@druely66952 жыл бұрын
Try to live a good life so if they are watching you they won’t be bored. Things will be better someday. My past drug buddies ghosts are probably bored, I need to get going again
@chrisdupont61972 жыл бұрын
Haha funny to see how old this comment is now. Time fucking flies. Still listening to Cranny. Had a lot of ups and downs since this comment but I’m glad I’m still here
@chrisdupont61972 жыл бұрын
Thanks man I appreciate it, I’m trying. Life has it’s ups and downs in the 6 years since that comment but I’m trying my best everyday to keep on the right path
@feltfriends6 жыл бұрын
I've been clean of Klonopin since 2013
@lilralphie13126 жыл бұрын
cam the cam man cam how did u stop I been on them and Xanax since I'm 20 on 32 now the withdrawel is so bade I rather be dead then go threw it again i tried for 4 months and still was withdrawing bad
@assurdo88885 жыл бұрын
Great!!!...
@sheilareed33reed97 Жыл бұрын
What's wrong with Klonopin
@JustinRoy-w4p Жыл бұрын
Pussy coward, can't allow for any benzos? Ewww! I need my dopey downers to sip beer on and slur my words singing sublime tunes to the cats
@oceans3412 жыл бұрын
Look for a song by him called "Flirted With You All My Life" and "Supernatural" alot of bands cover Vic he was a treasure here in Georgia and a treasure in life period. He was the greatest quadriplegic singer song writer and guitar player even though he could hardly use his hands he developed a way and his music is the greatest example of a genius or a master of proverbial 3d wit.
@rosesmellpoo9 жыл бұрын
reminded me of 8- 11 th grade doing k pins
@tony8584012 жыл бұрын
seriously dude. I take it for pain. but the urge to nod is always there when you're in constant pain,. physically and mentally.
@clay-r154 жыл бұрын
Klonopin was like the old Xanax for all you kids wondering
@ericfelds6291 Жыл бұрын
its still big, way better than xanax which last 1-3 hours and has no body high, kpins last 12-16 hours and theres a ton muscle relaxation
@1trentongregory11 жыл бұрын
If we could have fun on this stuff it would be cool....but our body's are more complicated than we would like to think and paying the price to get your life back can be hell but......so worth it. Make your life worth it.
@GravelordNEETo6 жыл бұрын
Coming off this shit is hell, stop glamourizing it
@jc61446 жыл бұрын
Kratnoff, coming off this these is even worse than opaites but I still like the song and the dude who sung it died from drugs so don’t feel like it’s too glamorous rather just a little window into one mans perspective of Klonopin.
@scrotiemcbuttballs11 жыл бұрын
SWIM avoids self implication, it's like writing "not for human consumption" on a bottle of poppers, everyone knows you mean "I" the same way everyone knows that they definitely are for human consumption, but you can't prove that that's the case, so it offers you some protection.
@KristianCamp11 жыл бұрын
Thumbs up!! important for gullible people out there. See the people trying to sell drugs on the internet? Don't do it, they're scams. Find a local drug dealer if you insist on doing drugs. I'm tellin you now...
@FlippyFloopster6 жыл бұрын
Good advice
@sheilareed33reed97 Жыл бұрын
I don't understand the comments are people taking them as prescribed by their doctor. After 17 years of Klonopin I decided to switch two Klonopins a day and two Gabapentin Nice combination for anxiety I take them everyday three times and I don't get tired
@johnyoon35994 жыл бұрын
Deadbeat Jeff Jesus is with you
@joel2576112 жыл бұрын
thanks man.and what you say is true the only way to ''help'' is methadone another opiate until the doctor decide you don't do enough effort then it's back to pills...until the next clinic time and it goes on and on.but there's such good things in this world and I don't talk about love or people it's easy to understand why so many people take this path.
@Comeasyouare776 жыл бұрын
klonopin actually helped my bipolar disorder. i wouldnt sleep for days sometimes, and the sleep specialists didnt know what to do with me. some ppl shouldnt take them tho, while others need the help, if you get a prescription dont take them everyday, youll regret it. only when necessary
@sheilareed33reed97 Жыл бұрын
I was told to take them as prescribed three times a day
@EmilEastlund869 жыл бұрын
Clonazepam
@MrWillybpimp8 жыл бұрын
im fucked on kpins rn its just something im goin thru
@brandongilbert35137 жыл бұрын
Wait what
@brandongilbert35137 жыл бұрын
William Brittain m
@captainggttv32435 жыл бұрын
I had every pill on the screen besides the Ks
@drowningin5 жыл бұрын
I've only had generics cuz I'm cheap
@unkn0wn-x6o2s10 ай бұрын
fucking klonopin :) what a drug..
@wannabesedated0011 жыл бұрын
Feels weird commenting on my own video but fuck this tune rules after a little dilaudid first thing in the morning.
@brianhunter86277 жыл бұрын
or a 200 dose of methadone
@dirtydan90027 жыл бұрын
Deadbeat Jeff smackhound
@gavinmartin39197 жыл бұрын
Shoot any extras my way
@drowningin6 жыл бұрын
Extras don't exist fool (:
@tonybutti840512 жыл бұрын
be carefull dude,. i od'ed twice while on fentynal and klonopin
@KirksCORNER19838 жыл бұрын
i get 60 of these.. prefer xanax though when i was prescribed them.
@wannabesedated0012 жыл бұрын
I think it's safe to say us opioid habituated types would be living a LOT differently in 19th century Victorian England.... Ah the good ol days when morphine was sold over counter as a cough drop haha
@agirlfriendfreeboy32454 жыл бұрын
Don't forget bayer-heroin in the early 20th century
@koffinkat66610 жыл бұрын
Sounds exactly like Puddle of Mud crossed with Nirvana good thing it is.
@1trentongregory11 жыл бұрын
Hell in a pill if you stop...a year to get off can destroy you life, It did mine and a thousand others can't get off this dangerous shit !
@theaidschrist74555 жыл бұрын
It ain't a tragedy that's true you know I ain't got nothing better to do
@BSz1614 жыл бұрын
Somebody knows strumming pattern for this song?
@TheBoxingCannabyte12 жыл бұрын
I'm lucky enough to get methadone, vicodin, and clonazepam all legally through a family physician, which apparantly is rare? (I wouldn't know) I was given them for pain but I was a secret addict. I'm actually going to head to go get my meds refilled right now lol. SWIM (someone who isn't me :P) has been trying subutext, snorting, smoking, sublingual and I found doing a bit of all three (less is more with sub-t's) REALLY helped my withdrawals. After over 50 of my 'dones were stolen last week. :(
@Thedr-oj8ck3 жыл бұрын
You still out there bud?
@brandoncee58787 жыл бұрын
Fucking amazing first time hearing them relate -able as fuckkk
@baller-vh2kn4 жыл бұрын
Assuming he is dead?
@kylecrary9634 жыл бұрын
Yes
@mustardtoast83284 жыл бұрын
i thought it said Kropotkin, i guess this isn't pat the bunny
@agirlfriendfreeboy32454 жыл бұрын
Jesus christ
@blank48148 жыл бұрын
I remember when I overdosed on like 8 bars. Oh wait that right i can't remember that
@GravelordNEETo8 жыл бұрын
kpins dont come in bars
@Thekaistacey8 жыл бұрын
i believe hes talking about Xanax which is in the benzodiazepine family
@GravelordNEETo8 жыл бұрын
Riley Parsons ik man haha
@JacobLicky8 жыл бұрын
Riley Parsons a temp set to 85 Auto and a pathfinder brought me here.
@topshelf84517 жыл бұрын
blue balls_doe I take these by the hand full.
@wannabesedated0012 жыл бұрын
Yeah man klonopin is just another brand name for clonazepam. By themselves I've never been to impressed. That said yeah after any decent opiate it's recreational value doubles. Too bad all the great things in life come with such fucked up consequences. Cheers.
@jamesweaver754511 жыл бұрын
Well can u answer "my goldfishs" question?
@Captain7seas Жыл бұрын
Chords plzzz
@wannabesedated0011 жыл бұрын
By the way don't take 400mg thinking it's safe, without a tolerance you can absolutely overdose.
@wannabesedated0011 жыл бұрын
Just so you know, saying SWIM doesn't protect you legally.Not that Icare either way, but you may as well just say "I".
@abelbetancourt10093 жыл бұрын
I’m a profound user and abuser but once this song comes on everyone’s dead or drunk so I sing my Fucken heart out
@Hrenty22211 жыл бұрын
don't trust! look up BitTorrent and a few keywords for what your looking for, im sure youll figure it out from there.
@TheBoxingCannabyte12 жыл бұрын
Fuck yes it is. I get the nods all the time even though yesterday was my 5th year clean from heroin, 4th from oxy. I'm still on methadone and vicodin (As I said, for pain) I actually found that clonazepam mixed with methadone REALLY helps with my pain but gives me a heroin-like high.
@jerrywhite95858 жыл бұрын
and i accept that maybe Sheila O. is his sister i guess i just wished for something better. she cuts down on people and minimizes the pain they must be in and tries to make it out like no one at all gets his music cause they never met him; i just would have liked his sister yo be kind and intelligent, not mean and abrasive. i only wanted to talk about CNJ and see what kind of dude he was, as (this) is how I see him througg his music. instead i got called psycho, stypid and a drug addict and that i know about asdiction. it hurt. ive been an addict since i was 13 years old, i relate to being young and loving lifr and getting lost anyways. i never leave comments anywhere but i wanted to comment on hus music cause i really feel it deeep down. even iilf Cranford wouldnt have felt the same way i do thats the vibe i get from his music and would have appreciated a gentle "no he wasnt like that, of course i see why you think so LOL" and it hurt yo come here and get called names and told i know nothing about something ive struggled to overcome for more than a decade. i see her words are of someone in pain but ots more thsn that. those are the words of someone who wishes to inflict pain on others, bring then to her level. id never say she wasnt an addict or that anyone wasnt just because they arent addicted the way you or he or she is. its just fucked up. i didnt read books on addiction until i overdosed six years after my mom goy my hooked on pills. i understand the drive to do something i hate, or die tryong, all too well.
@drowningin6 жыл бұрын
Jerry White fuck her. I always loved my sister to death and she always beat me up and later in life cut me out of it. Shitty sisters are 1 reason I relate to him more now. You relate to his songs cuz they came from some place real. That bitch pop ups on KZbin and that's supposed to mean something? If I was every bullshit lie I told? Oh god I can't imagine
@matejmcnally87702 жыл бұрын
Listening to this in inpatient without headphones cuz their a su*cide risk
@wannabesedated0011 жыл бұрын
Word to the wise, while codeine is one of the weakest opioids on earth and it's potential for over sedation is significantly smaller than for example morphine, oxy,hydromorphone,horse etc. it's also one of the most toxic giving it a different reason to be tenative when using. It also has a ceiling of about 400mg, which alone is only equal to about 40mg of morphine. I got started on codeine thinking it was the safest option and found out i was sorely mistaken
@InstinctPunk7773 жыл бұрын
the drug that fucked up my life , even tho I managed to kick it after years I cant function anymore. Its been year of clonozepam and life is going downhill anyways my brain will never be the same
@wannabesedated0011 жыл бұрын
pardon that's supposed to be, "especially when you're a recovering addict with a history of using recreationally."*
@joel2576112 жыл бұрын
it's not glorification that's true,it's just that it's all you live for at one point and music is the only thing that doesn't treat us as ''fucking junkies'' like all ignorant people who can't understand...I'll go and check Vic Chessnut when I get two seconds off.Chears bro
@pinkmaggott4 жыл бұрын
Dedicated to: KIkI
@jonathannagel667011 жыл бұрын
were all fucked up.......i oded of clonazapam and xanex mixed with oxy or fent of methadone to mnany times.......i hate my life and what ive done to it.lost all my friends havnt even graduated and im 20. my last 4 birthdays have been me crying in my bed going through withdrawls cuz for sum reason in april everyyear i enter a program or try and detox and that goes for christmas..fuck man i wish i did things diffrent in my life, i take 120 mg methadone a day i only get nod from xanax
@AnthonySC2137 ай бұрын
R35s ..
@Drakoak11 жыл бұрын
Deadbeat Jeff Couldn't have put that better myself. Really any drug with benzos make the recreational value double. Although I wouldn't mix alcohol with any benzos. I overdosed last December from popping a bunch of xanax and drinking like 2 flasks of tequila.
@assurdo888810 жыл бұрын
The problem, with the due respect, is that you in the US over-use benzos and other meds. In (at least) half of the European Countries, just to make an example, 10 mg Valiums don't even exist. If I unite Vallies with some drug (including the drug alcohol, WHICH IS A HARD FUCKING DRUG) 2 mgs are enough. I love my 2 mg capsules and i wouldn never ever trade 'em for the "v"-shaped-hole 10 mg pills that you've got. Not being judgemental, it's just a matter of fact: try to enjoy your pills at a lower dosage, the same principle that some apply to suboxone - less is better. Anyway, last time i had the Klonopin we have here in the European Countries, i.e. Rivotril, i ended up crying: it made me an effect similar to an hallucinogenic drug, bringing to the attention of my conscious mind something that was hurting in the subconscious. I broke down, and then i jus' felt a lot better! But if i'd have to have clonazepam daily, it should make me sick, sincerely. Think i will stuck to my 2 mg Vallies, or to some herbal sedative. And, with downer hard drugs, over-the-counter herbals can give you the same effect of a benzo without risking killing you. Never to forget. Cheers!!!
@wannabesedated0011 жыл бұрын
I wouldn't say it's rare for a physician to prescribe it aside from the vicodin which puzzlesme as methadone itself has fairly powerful analgesic potential. I especially don't understand giving someone on a methadone program opiates especially when you're a recovering addict. From what I understand they won't even let people go home with their done most the time.
@lilm12345 жыл бұрын
Its chlorinated nitrazepam.
@jonathannagel667011 жыл бұрын
lmao
@steventman9 жыл бұрын
Love how this song triggers me lol
@captainggttv32434 жыл бұрын
Yup
@jamesweaver754511 жыл бұрын
:-)
@hallobloobaloo11 жыл бұрын
The stuff is still pretty common. We don't get the stuff that everybody raps about here in Canada though. It's weaker and uses a much more irritating antihistamine additive than the stuff that was spoken of in all those shitty rap tunes
@maeksu4 жыл бұрын
*generic comment about persons past substance abuse issues, hitting rock-bottom, something something about how this song was the only thing there to comfort him, now looking back and reflecting on this song, an older wiser man, something something yadda yadda, glamorization of drug use, “i just drink beer and smoke weed now,” yadda yadda*
@jamesweaver754511 жыл бұрын
Should SWIM trust these online drug dealers in the comments, SWIM would like to know what the game is? And if SWIM would actually get what he paid for and if they could be cops?
@JustinRoy-w4p Жыл бұрын
I love my Klonopin and also Valiums at times. Klonopin is stronger than diazepams. It takes less Klonopin to calm me down than diazepam pills. 1mg of Clonazepam is definitely at least 15 mgs of Valium or 20mgs