This is just PART of my story || ⚠️ topics such as su!c!de included ⚠️

💙 There is so much more to share, regarding my mental health and things that I have gone through, but I think I needed this to be more of a positive note for myself. One day soon, I will elaborate more on this and hopefully next time, I won’t be all over the place.
💙 I am very hesitant to share this video because I don’t want anyone to look at me any differently. If I never went through everything that I have, then the ✨queen of fantasy✨ wouldn’t be here. Hopefully, I don’t chicken out and take this down because this is also a reminder of my own strength.
💙 Please use the following resources if you are in need of help. Please remember that you are never alone. I hear you, even in silence.
💙 *Please Stay strong and stay HERE*
Suicide hotlines
US: 988
UK: 08457909090
Canada: 1(833)456-4566
To find more international hotlines please visit this link ⬇️
blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/
National DV hotline: [phone]
National SA hotline: 800-656-HOPE (4673)
🌻 I love you my sunflowers 🌻
#mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters

[@CrazyCae]

*If you use the comments as your safe space, you’re not alone, you are safe and you are heard. I love you all so much* 🌻

[@Imlowkeydepressed28]

First to reply ily

[@OhEmmag_vlogs]

I love you

[@Alvwayss]

Dw😊

[@orcquix]

I love you too! ❤😊

[@TheAndersonFamily4You]

Love you cae! ❤ Second to reply! Take care of yourself

[@fayegilston4256]

“You are fighting the battle strong, but soon then war will be won” -CrazyCae ❤

[@fayegilston4256]

I will forever stand by this now ❤

[@phaneendragaddam6421]

Same ❤❤

[@Willow-s8x]

I was nearly crying after she said this, it was really what I needed to hear ♥ Thank you Cae

[@niamhscott8602]

Yes it will ur fighting strong never give up Cae never give up

[@julessancho-zk6hi]

"Haters are your Motivators.." -A Proud Sunflower❤

[@giacreates]

Yasssss queeen

[@user-si9ic7ir2b]

We will always support you Cae❤

[@Franz-vh1yx]

Yes!

[@Lokkiii]

When I came out the other side, there’s a quote Dolly Parton said that stuck with me, which is “We can’t have rainbows without putting up with a bit of rain” 🌧️🌈 and throughout time the quote got more deeper, as the more I felt days of joy and happiness it makes me appreciate those days more when I can reflect back on those dark days. And during those dark days, I know there will be that rainbow again if I push through.

[@iamwaytoooldforthis]

You can only really live when you’ve died a little❤

[@michaelromano1239]

That is a really good quote Sorry if stuff is spelled wrong but it’s ok ❤❤

[@annabellas2671]

“keep fighting the good fight” -Carmen sandiego

[@sancharisastry8490]

That movie was amazing Absolutely right 👍

[@Charlie-pb8rz]

where in the world is carmen sandiego sandiego❤👒

[@oreoqueen7372]

“What’s with Carmen, Carmen?” -Player to Carmen Sandiego in “The Outback Caper”

[@muihoalim5230]

That show was 🔥🔥🔥

[@Urlocaldrwhostan]

🥹

[@savanaghosh7763]

“Different is Fucking Awesome. Different is Beautiful.” ❤️❤️❤️

[@ElsaandHerasnonsense]

Ya love to all whoever is suffering ❤❤

[@RoxAnnePlayss]

No need to swear bro 😅

[@ishiplayzYT]

@@RoxAnnePlaysstrue 😂

[@marianabueno-ardila]

Thankyou!❤

[@cliffwhaley1034]

Hell ya

[@dazzleriya9975]

Yeah I completely just fall to the floor making no sound at all ! “Rolling around like a roly poly” -Cae ❤

[@PennyLee-qr1ht]

I love rollypollys❤

[@club3270]

I actually hate it when u cry 😭 and it always makes me 😭. I luv u girl your so strong❤

[@orcquix]

Don't worry girl, I've suffered from Autism, depression, anxiety, etc. Also have had suicide thoughts. You're not the only one. LOVE YOU! ❤

[@Zuri_morningstar1409]

Same none of you are alone

[@user-vj7ln5nf1v]

Same, None us are alone with severe mental issues

[@faithsspace3123]

Same, we're all going through something, and none of it is lesser than the other.

[@OliviaAblett]

Same here

[@Obviously-Ollie]

Same girl

[@aliceblake137]

Hey Cae. I am a huge fan and you've inspired me to push through and put my hate into novels I write. As a young child I grew up in a quite a toxic household, I have two younger brothers. I love my parents but sometimes they would get physical and I've had chairs and knives thrown at me before. I devolped bad anxiety. I had no friends just my books I would read to entertain myself, I thought I finally made a friend in year 6, but she started making fun of flinchy behaviour and would go around a use me as a joke pretending to punch me for attention. But those fake punches became real, it was daily she would beat me up in front of a crowd for months, she would choke me and encouraged others to do the same, there was only one girl who stood up for me and told a teacher after months. I was classed a snitch and still managed to have no friends. My dad then started to get very sick, My mum would work late so I would care for my two younger brothers. When I reached high school, I transferred to a new school and made friends. I even gained a boyfriend. I excelled in school. Until my friends read my diary and made fun of me, I was once again beaten up for no reason. My bf would say a lot about my body, like why are you so flat, you'd look prettier if you had makeup and to the point he actually because I rejected given consent to s3x he went with two of my best friends instead. My dad got sicker and sicker. I got a job at a rural shop. People loved me and stories I told, but one old guy started leaving love notes in my books. I was in year 9 at this point, he would say stuff about my boobs, I ignored it and thought nothing of it until I went to the toilet and he followed me, I won't say much more. He's in jail now and I have a new job. My dad died a couple weeks later, my mum leant into alcohol and I raised my two younger brothers, I was stress from school plus at home, I stopped eating from lack of money and lost quite a lot of weight. Then my amazing girlfriend encouraged me to eat, she would help me out as much as she could. Now I am a 21 year old and I am still with my amazing girlfriend, I am happy and love showing me and who I am. Thank you Cae you've inspired me so much. I also went through suicide many times, and I know it's a hard thing to talk about. Love you so much and everyone else who is struggling.

[@Ginny.Weasley.Fan.]

I'm sorry you had to go through that 😞

[@aliceblake137]

with out those complication I would be where I am at the moment. I thankful for where I am in life. I am proud I am still here in life. Thank you. I hope your okay too. Be strong and beautiful!

[@ShadowedSky]

Im so sorry for that. You are beautiful and amazing and you are loved

[@elliebown2623]

I am so sorry that happened to u 🙁

[@LyraGarmadon-id4iz]

i'm glad you found someone who loved you for YOU.

[@MikeyJules69]

I just want to start by saying I watched this before my job interview today, and had to redo my makeup. As someone living with CPTSD, Anxiety, Depression, and Asperger's, I can relate to everything you are saying. I was bullied from the time I was in kindergarten until I graduated high school, and I've been suicidal since I was in the 4th grade. It is a daily struggle sometimes to not listen to that voice that tells me that no one could love me, I am worthless, I am nothing and I should unalive myself. I've attempted it once when I was in my late teens, but was stopped by my mom who got me the help I needed. YOU are magic Cae! I know that if I am having the absolute worst day, I can click on your videos and immerse myself in your characters. You are special, beautiful, and kind. I try to be kind in my words and actions myself because it's the right thing to do. Be kind to yourself, and when those emotions hit you, give yourself grace. You deserve all the goodness in life! Take care, Jules

[@Willow-s8x]

I'm so sorry you go through that, I promise you ARE worthy ♥

[@claire-iy1ih]

@@Willow-s8x she is worthy YOU ARE JULES

[@Fantasticalstories1]

I can't express how much your channel has helped me. I've struggled with severe anxiety and depression for several years now, and every time I feel like it's getting better something comes up that sends me back down the rabbit hole of bad thoughts. I mostly suppress all of these feelings because I don't want to dump my emotional garbage on anyone else. Coming to your channel has made me feel a kind of safe that I haven't felt in a long time. Thank you!

[@l7rya223]

I feel the "stop stop stop stop TALKING" 😢

[@user-tc4mt3iy9x]

I get told that my voice is annoying and I I’m annoying and loud I also get told that I should stop talking all the time 🥲

[@kateblake5401]

That’s the most relatable thing ever when ever I want to talk about my anxiety or depression or if I do say something about my depression or anxiety my brain just tells me “SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU NO ONE LIKES YOU YOUR LONLY JUST SHUT UP!” It always messes me up

[@NormaLopez-yv1zf]

@@kateblake5401 FRR

[@Sally-Playz]

Yes

[@Ariagundlach]

Gurl u need to stop stop stop stop talking

[@savanaghosh7763]

“I’m a proud weirdo till the end of my days” I need that on a shirt

[@FHWP]

Fr

[@alexturner2030]

same

[@vidisharay9469]

For tho

[@teambunny9272]

We need merch with that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@eleoraandharini]

LOL IKR

[@Ice_skater]

Omg this is so accurate, I’m a 13 year old and I’m in (not a completely toxic household but enough to make me doubt myself) a pretty bad household. My mom always tries to talk to me but I just can’t figure out what’s going on in my head and it makes me go crazy, if I told my mom just a little information she would put it on her socials and I would get bullied or just talked about. I was never able to explain what was going on in my head, I heard voices and it just made me think that I was never gonna be good enough and I should just die. It’s been a really tough 2 years and it still goes on. (Crying as I’m writing) your message and just sharing this is inspirational to me and I’m glad I’m not alone. Hopefully it gets better for you and I really love your content and art. I love you so much and I’m sorry if this message is long I just needed it to come out. Cause I’m not going too well to be honest. Really just continue and I’m just happy to get this out and hopefully you get better. And KEEP FIGHTING ! ❤ you’re not alone I got diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression 😔 - Kyky, your sunflower

[@rajeshsooknanan5738]

Aww that's so sad i Love u

[@claire-iy1ih]

i feel so bad for you kyky i am in a toxic friendship and its kinda like your family so i feel your pain i hope you get better

[@user-xt4oh4zu8w]

Your laugh, Cae. It just makes me feel like a sunflower is blooming inside me. Starting from my heart, it truly is one of the purest sounds humanity can hear. Keep laughing that laugh, your laugh, and keep making us laugh with your crazy videos! I love your content sO much and have started writing stories of my own because of you. You are my ray of sunshine, even if you don't feel like you are. Most of my favorite songs come from clips of you and your amazing characters and I love how with all you're going through, you still make the effort to make us (your sunflowers) feel like we belong somewhere even if that somewhere is imagining what else you could create. I've always felt like my mind was different, I always had disturbing nightmares, they really seemed real, but my parents would just dismiss it, I always imagined I was the main character of the book or movie I'd just watched, yet, I always felt like something was missing. And then, I found you. You'r crazy content, your beautiful characters and your awesome stories are the first thing I look for when I go to KZbin. You are my hero, my sunflower, and I always try to be a little more like you everyday, kind, amazing, beautiful, loving and awe-inspiring. Don't forget this. Don't forget that there are a LOT of people out here who love you and your content and characters. Some might say it's childish to create video's about mythological myths and creatures and stuff like that. But I'm proud of my obsession with dragons and mythology, even if it is weird and other people laugh at me for it, but I act like I don't care, like I don't hear them even if it tears my heart apart every time I think about it. Keep up your crazy video's that we all love and make sure you remember that all your sunflowers (there must be infinite amount of them by now ;) ) love you and your characters. Thank you for making my every day brighter with your amazing laugh. xx From one of your many sunflowers (Maia) xx

[@autumn604]

@@user-xt4oh4zu8w Its so beautiful and I'm surprised she hasn't seen this

[@claire-iy1ih]

this made me cry by how lovely this is

[@trevorharding3783]

Hey Cae. Anxiety is also a monster I battle with every day. It's not something that just comes and goes. Instead, it lingers and waits. Some people think it's just something that will go away, or either I'm exaggerating, or I'm just stressed, but it's that monster that has its hand on my shoulder. Every day I fight it, and I will continue to fight it until I am at peace with it. Thank you Cae for sharing your story and know you are not alone in this fight.

[@cuteRedPandaPaws]

🙏🕊️

[@Urlocaldrwhostan]

Same, some thoughts become bigger and then... Sad and depressing thoughts.

[@EdieFagaly-ev6vs]

U r so amazing id love for u to make a video on all of your characters

[@jaimelee4380]

Girl I also feel like that I’m only almost 11 years old I have been struggling with anxiety since I was nine or probably younger because of trauma but at the time I was so young I was 5 and didn’t know what anxiety was but I was struggling with it because of trauma all I’m going to say is my dad is an alcoholic and does drugs and would be abusive and I had to witness my dog get killed on Easter and more I don’t want to go into details with but that’s part of my story you are my safe space to try to forget about anxiety I love you thank you for being my safe space 💕💕💕❤️❤️❤️

[@jaimelee4380]

Created by me Charlotte

[@RemcoBanks]

The “ hatred is so pathetic” hits different you go gurl!!!

[@UltraGoku31]

Facts

[@Izla_official]

I cried so much during this video 😢 I haven’t dealt with su1c1dal thoughts or sh personally but my ex best friend used to sh more than once a day and had su1c1dal thoughts on a daily basis. After a while her mental health dumping was affecting me so I had to part from her but I still support her whether she knows it or not she can always come to me if she needs support. Isabella if you’re reading this, I still care about you I just had to put my mental health first. I support you and care for you and hope you get better. Also congrats on being almost 1 year sh free!!! Cae I love you so much and am so proud of you. Your videos are so fun and entertaining and so many people love you. ❤ I am so proud of you for being able to make this video. 2:24 this is so true and go you for standing up against the haters! Also I made a poem for you❤ Roses are red Violets are blue Stars don’t sparkle as bright as you Sugar is sweet And so are you We love you Cae We really do ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Ari.slays.always]

I struggle with depression, anxiety, and self-harm problems and I am so glad you made this video because it lets me know I am not alone. Honestly watching your content has made me as a person feel so relatable. You videos are so amazing and honestly you are a inspiration. I love you so much!

[@melindaace3625]

You rock girl, and please do not keep hurting yourself!

[@Ari.slays.always]

@@melindaace3625 thank you ❤. That means a lot to me

[@Yaseerah77]

6:45 is just evil for them to say that, I am so sorry and I hope it gets better, my heart goes out to u and anyone else experiencing terrible things

[@akshatasriram7281]

Yeah that’s fucked up

[@sarahw689]

@@akshatasriram7281 Yeah I agree with you that is really fucked up

[@LeighSchrage]

I am just angry at the doctors for saying that it is just kind of stupid

[@sarahw689]

@@LeighSchrage I 1000% with you it is really stupid

[@LunaLupus2005]

I agree. Hatred isn't needed. Do what you love. Be weird. Be unique. Be different. Be seen Be heard. Ignore the hate and doubt. Just go forward with hope.

[@CrazyGurl75]

I agree! 100000000%

[@Tate_1nsane]

Comments like this really make my day ya' know? It's truly amazing to know that there are people in the world with a truly pure heart..

[@insiyaali524]

YES BE ALL THESE THINGS!

[@MaiaY7745]

I have had depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, etc. so you’re not the only one. I love your videos ❤ also you’re a sunflower too. This video is amazing I’m so proud of you doing this because telling the whole internet is hard.❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰

[@user-rl4dn3sx6o]

You are so strong girl and just know that we are with you❤

[@Crazybear2012]

Anxiety just swallows me up I’m getting bullied and body shamed at school I do self- harm and su!s!dle thoughts i also have social anxiety and a bit of separation anxiety and it is so hard to talk to people about your problems these days you just want to tell someone everything but there is always something stopping you

[@marvel_stark3000]

Gurl, that's all me too but I also have depression

[@user-pd4no1mi3o]

I am praying for you

[@keefe4life-fu2ks]

I know its hard but we can all get through this together and you have so many people in your life that care for you and love you.❤‍🩹so please keep fighting for them and for you

[@ThatRandomperson-k7p]

There’s always someone out there who cares, you just have to realize how much. - unknown

[@Natashavogleman1234]

​@@keefe4life-fu2ksis right we all go thru this at one time

[@elshaitan1057]

Been there. I've been dealing w depression and suicidal ideas for over 50 years. Even my kids deal w this sh**. But we thrive anyway.

[@garymyers57152]

im honestly so proud of you for not giving up, whoever you are, keep going in life. never give up.

[@elshaitan1057]

@@garymyers57152 . Don't have too many choices. Death won't stop my suffering

[@l7rya223]

Keep going ♥️🙏

[@Keelmangolorinecase]

i’m so proud of you ❤️🫂 you may not believe me at first, but being able to put up with that for 50+ years show how strong you are❤

[@JustKindaMia]

If you made it to having kids you have powered threw keep going♥️♥️♥️

[@mushroomzzanddragonz]

Keep on fighting. Don’t let anything take you down.

[@PandaM25]

Thank you so much for just being you, i get so excited when i see you've posted a new video and i rush to watch it. Just watching you play your characters and share you stories has really helped me focus on my personal needs as well. I've had a rollercoaster of stress and anxiety with highschool and watching your videos is a place of comfort for me. Please never stop being you and sharing the stories tou come up with. Thank you from the bottom of my heart, you saying how much you care just makes me feel warm inside. You are my idol and the way you create your characters inspires me so much. Thank you ❤❤❤

[@Reyntheartist]

I struggle at home… I always feel I need to do better in school and nothing is ever good enough. I have toxic friends who all my other friends want me to be their friend and there are a lot of things I am going through but you are my safe space and you have helped me a lot so thank you! 😢

[@ColeR-i_live_in_the_forest]

your not alone💚 i wish you the best

[@queenshaabiyu7602]

Your not alone I suffred from not having friends either in elementary but now i do. One word : Just be yourself❤

[@M33223]

You are not alone I am having this same problem but I got through it once and I’ll do it again and I believe you can do it to

[@Natalie-rs2sj]

Keep fighting you will win I promise ❤❤❤

[@Im_awesome-oe7dv]

Literally same your not alone🫶

[@ColeR-i_live_in_the_forest]

33:16 3 years ago i was a young girl at my lowest point, insecure, trying to fit in, the works, and 3 years ago i found cae on youtube. 3 years ago she inspired me to be who i am and to create my story’s and characters. 3 years later i identify as gender-fluid/neutral , ive taught myself to draw, i love fantasy, i love all my “flaws” , i’m not afraid of being me and i go out in public with elf ears lol, because i found car. thank you cae for everything you’ve done for us💚 i wish you and everyone the best on there journeys

[@Estellesclutter]

I kinda have the same story thank you for making me feel not alone in this cruel world

[@ColeR-i_live_in_the_forest]

@@Estellesclutter we are all in this together :) you are strong and valid💚

[@KiwiKay-7]

So much love for the elf ears! I’m sure they look awesome!

[@ColeR-i_live_in_the_forest]

@@KiwiKay-7 aw thank you ☺️, i have stopped caring about most social expectations so i go to B&Q with extremely glittery eye makeup and elf ears lol

[@ElfNerd]

i'm so sorry for what you've been through. your video helped me feel less alone so thank you :) talking to people about it is scary and i'm so proud of you for doing it ♥

[@Petal.blossom]

Thank you for sharing your story ❤️ I have chronic mental illnesses and chronic physical illnesses. I haven’t experienced the same as you, but I have had more than two decades of experience with my own. And I just wanted to remind everyone, anyone who needs to be reminded: there is no such thing as “nothing to be depressed about” or “nothing to be anxious about”. These are illnesses and caused by chemical imbalances. There is not justification for depression. You don’t need to have a “reason”, depression, anxiety, and all the other mental illnesses can affect anyone at any time. So I know that your mental illness will tell you that you “don’t have a reason” but that is not true. Having a brain is a reason! Also, congratulations on 1yr since you last SH’d! 🥳🎉 that is absolutely something to be proud of! I am just over 8yrs myself (after 13yrs of it). The thoughts haven’t ever left me, they still come and go. Some days are worse than others, some are better. I also still have sue-e-sigh-dal thoughts (and also survived more than a few tries.), they are also worse some days and better others. I’ve been in therapy for a long time. Took a while to find the right doctor, but it’s been essential for me to be able to get through and meds as well it took me a long time to find the right combo. I had a severe reaction to one (was hospitalised for 3 months to come off of it), and meds aren’t for everyone. And that’s okay! But they help me. And I’m glad for that. Thank you for telling your story, and I hope it has brought a little bit of peace (lasting past the video). ❤️🫶❤️🫶❤️

[@Black_Bow0]

When you said that you have no reason to have these issues, that hit hard. I don’t like going to people because I think they’ll tell me I fake it or think im being dramatic. And that stuff sucks. EDIT: Thank you all so much for the likes! This really comes to show that you aren’t alone and that there are people out there going through the same tough times! Love you all so so so much!❤️🌻

[@ichoosethepen113]

I feel that kind of thing too. Like I have no real reason to be so sad sometimes-I mostly just blame it on hormones or being tired, and I keep it to myself. I blow it off when it feels the worst, and I act like it’s not that bad. I convince myself that I’m doing fine even when I’m not, and I’ve never bothered to ask for help because I don’t think I need it and I don’t want to burden my family with it. I get what you’re going through, and I hope with my whole heart it gets better ❤️

[@taylortanner37]

Thats like when people say "it could be worse". Yeah sure it could but that doesn't make it any less difficult to navigate what we're going through. So instead of belittling your experience can I offer any help , a shoulder to lean on , or an ear to vent to ?

[@Alethea.moon.]

❤️‍🔥sending warm and fuzzy hugs out to all of you🥰

[@taylortanner37]

@@ichoosethepen113 and @Black_Bow0 , if you need to talk to someone who has been there , knows how bad and hopeless it can feel sometimes but has found a few healthy ways to cope I am here. No judgement , no dismissal. Sometimes finding a way to verbalize it and just getting it out there can make it more manageable that day.

[@AlekGeissel-yy4gw]

That is very true stuff does suck and like stuff like people can be really rude when you have like anxiety too Like one of my friends they’re scared of semi and I’m not judging them because of this but like they think that’s the semi is gonna crash into them and I support them like that

[@StitchHeart]

With the Vivalda thing, I know EXACTLY how you feel. That closeness with a character you created is something I can heavily relate to as an author.

[@MysteryGal312]

​@@Trickytiger13yayyyyy. What's it about? (I love books)

[@Book_musical_art_lover]

@@Trickytiger13same

[@MysteryGal312]

Please tell me more asap🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@lindadufield5206]

Same

[@jasperguo7044]

I’ve been there, Its painful, I know, I hoope you get better soon though. Everyone has went through, depression, anxiety and etc. I’ve been there personally but if I can get through it then you can too, keep on going Cae!

[@Vette1210]

I’m so glad you’re still here and about this whole community. So kind. I like how I don’t feel alone when I come here and talk to everybody. I can relate to this video like others too, you are doing amazing and I’m very glad that you’re still here to do what you love🙂

[@user-vs5in7ec7y]

🌻It's funny that we are strangers and yet we understand each other so much. About 2 months ago my battle with depression ended. Cae, you are incredibly important to me, as you are to all of us. We love you with all our hearts, because you are our sun that gives us light. Thanks to you, your sunflowers are growing. You have really helped many people, so we want to help you, even by being with you. Hang in there🌻

[@Charlottegough-ny2xg]

Wow.... thats so amazing and i love how cae is such an insperation aswell. My trouble is my hatred for myself and its so hard that at night i will wake up and get so scared and Im so happy Cae is here for us and everyone ily cae and i love your speech

[@vidisharay9469]

Same here

[@maddiemcmahon9412]

Wow that was amazing we love youuuuuuuuu cae you are my light 💕🌻

[@Airfxerie]

Nobody knows me, I don't know anybody, and we are eachothers support and comfort in the darkest of our times. I immediately come to watch Cae and look at the comments just so I won't feel alone.

[@Sienna_2024]

I had the same thoughts of thinking I wasn’t good enough, and that everyone hated me. Still to this day I think about it. Keep going cae. I love your videos. Stay strong.

[@AthenaWisdom7]

I just want you to know, you are loved. You are enough. Keep going, I believe in you.

[@Sienna_2024]

Thank you so much

[@heatherthornburg7]

Same

[@user-te7dk4xu3z]

@@heatherthornburg7 same

[@Lilnugget346]

My younger and only brother was just screaming that he hates me because of a very simple tiny mistake so I was just crying for 20 minutes because I love him and he won’t accept that

[@emscooper7903]

I didn't know someone that I've never met could make such a good fucking impact on my life ,we all love you so much Cae and ty so much

[@christinebaker5833]

As someone who struggled and still struggles with my mental health this video made me feel like I wasn't alone.Thank you SO much Cae. Best wishes for the future

[@jessyesak]

I believe that dizzy spell was something or someone tell you to stay. We all love you. I may be just a stranger, but I give you a lot of credit for not only creating the wonderful characters you do but also for making videos this this one. I suffer from ADHD. It's not as bad now as it was when I was little. I was picked on all through school. In high school I had people bouncing frogs' legs and rubber stoppers off the back of my head despite all this I still continue to have a positive outlook at least I try to. Continue to be the unique, special, creative person you are and don't waste your time for the haters out there because they are sooooooo not worth your time or your energy.

[@san-marieschoeman172]

As someone who has really bad anxiety, depression and adhd I know exactly how this feels, like you want to separate your brain or soul from your body, your sunflowers are here for you

[@earlenearnold3629]

You are truly amazing. I love watching all of your videos. You are not alone ever. I understand what you are going through. I'm here if you ever need anything. 💓

[@ygmastercraft3219]

thank you, for everything, you inspired me to start acting, whenever i experience the pain and suffering i feel you reminds me that there is still hope to get through, so from the bottom of my heart, thank you ❤

[@Nevermind_Me-Myself-I]

Oh darling, you dont know how much I am proud of you. You are still fricking here, you got through everything, you never gave up! YOU are helping hundreds, thousands, MILLIONS of awesome people. You create amazing stories, characters and they are my and not only mine, safe, comfort place. You are a wonderful, lovely person and I LOVE YOU. You got this and youll win it. I believe in you. WE believe in you! ❤❤❤

[@nightangel72]

You’re not alone. Not only I dealt with anxiety, but I have dealt with trauma and challenges that I wish to reverse along with the insecurities of having autism and ADHD. As a writer myself, I want the stories I write to show a message and or let the readers relate to the characters I bring to life. Again, you are not alone and you will be found.

[@daisydown5165]

You are amazing and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise you are gorgeous and amazing and just your personality is amazing ❤

[@user-rz4sc2tg6k]

You have put so much happiness in my life watching your videos and singing the songs along with you. I laugh and smile and just get happy when I watch them. You change my mood when I'm overwhelmed. My mental health isn't that good either and I try to talk about it but I'm just not that type of person who just talks about it. I have tried to vent about it but it doesn't really make it better for me. You make me feel comfortable to share this because you are not alone and because you are so strong to share this.

[@TriggeredQueen-td4ih]

I used to struggle with my mental health too, still do.... But this channel made me realise that I'm not the only one and that I have to be strong.... Thank you and Ily cae ❤

[@ColeR-i_live_in_the_forest]

even if we don’t realise it, we are all so strong, you are so strong, i wish you the best

[@karolinauuskula6563]

As a person struggling with depression and anxiety. I feel you, we, all of the people who struggle with mental health, love you❤

[@UrgrlSMSP]

You are truly amazing and strong and beautiful inside and out. You and so many others deserve the world 🌍❤

[@sheetalkhurana3163]

You are very strong . If I was in your place I would have been cursing my life ❤❤

[@lavendercloud1611]

For those of you struggling, trust me, things get better. I was going through a really rough time in middle school, I was bullied and didn’t have many friends. I had really bad anxiety and depression, and I thought everyone hated me because people were treating me so badly. But once I got to high school things got a lot better and I’m so much happier. I haven’t been bullied even once and I have a big group of friends. Don’t give up. ❤️

[@Rouxoi]

I'm so happy you're happy!❤ love you!!!

[@lavendercloud1611]

@@Rouxoi thank you! Love you too 🩷

[@ShadowedSky]

You’re amazing! I wish I could get to that. Keep going you are perfect

[@owlbyovrprepared1128]

I'm currently diagnosed with panic disorder and a lot of what you're sharing makes me feel very seen. I hope you can find more people, professionals, and moments that make you feel seen, whatever you decide is best for you.

[@CrazyGurl75]

You got this!

[@XV.Xerogu]

Your content started showing up in my shorts feed a couple months ago. I am so glad that they did. They have been slowly helping me along my journey, and now here, listening to all you have said, I just want to say thank you... Thank you for fighting not just for yourself, but for all of us as well. I hope that someday I can reach out to people in my own way, just like you do. You are loved and appreciated more than words can describe.

[@EvelineDelgado]

Hearing someone talk about it was very helpful for me and I’m so so sorry you had to go through this. I have had a similar experience with panic attacks and hospitals/doctors just dismissing it and it made me question my worth. I feel you and see you and thank you so much for everything. Your content has helped me be myself and feel like I’m not alone. You got me through a dark time and you saved my life so thank you so much ❤💕🥰

[@user-fg6hj8kn8m]

you don't need a reason to be depressed your experience is still valued

[@LogyXoXoFun]

Watching this and hearing this has made me tearing up.... I feel genuinely sorry for what you've gone so through.... Those doctors are really pathetic for not taking so seriously..... We are all here for you.... You're not alone... You're such a brave person and keep going forward... We're so proud of you..

[@SophiaMoilanen]

And I also have bad anxiety. You are not alone. Keep fighting! Love you

[@stawberry-bw1hu]

I battle with mental health too and am so grateful for your content that makes me smile and uplifts me; thank you. You’re so brave for putting yourself out there. Keep pushing through💕

[@judymoore3005]

I don't comment much but when you said "it's alright to be mad" it resonated with me. My mom told me I wasn't allowed to be mad or sad about anything. You are very talented and it's great that, despite everything, you are able to share your stories with us. I've not had the experiences you have had but I had thoughts of suicide in my teens as well. It's a terrible feeling and it sucks that some many experience it at some time in their lives. Keep doing what you do because the world will be a sad place without you.

[@user-fj8td3tl3d]

Aww

[@user-fj8td3tl3d]

Yes it would be a sad world if Cae was not here

[@Vjordanynq]

My parents used to not understand that I had mental health problems but because of you I kept going and pushed through. Now, my parents understand and help me through the hard times. Without you, I might have k!lled myself because I was so depressed. Thank you Cae, from the bottom of my heart I thank you. And remember, you are never alone. You have us and your supporters. Those haters just have nothing better to do then hate. And, Cae, thank you. So much. You inspired me to push through and you have us, your sunflowers. We will always support you through anything. Also, I love your videos so much. I want to be as awesome, determined, amazing, and fantastic as you. Remember, you are awesome and we all love you! It can be hard at times, but I believe in you. WE believe in you. We love you Cae, and nothing will EVER change that. ❤️

[@Cat-oy5pw]

you can be sad and mad whenever you want

[@ArtOfTheTiger]

My parents always say”You have nothing to be angry or sad about, you don’t even know what mental health is” but I struggle with mental health. I’m stressed, I’m running on 2 hours of sleep because I’m crying almost all night. I feel alone, in this battle. Cae keeps me going though. I watch her videos while I’m crying, and they make me smile❤❤❤❤❤

[@user-db7ph1im1l]

You aren’t alone, Cae. I always had anxiety, but its worse a lot since my friends started bullying me, it makes it hard to sleep at night, and a struggle with lots of other things too. But I've gotten better because I have friends that go through the same things, and we help each other, and I have you. You always make my day, and please remember that you are never alone Cae. Edit: Thank you for the likes and sweet comments.

[@connieb9133]

I also suffer from anxiety, but I also have depression and ptsd, it is so hard living with anxiety and ptsd because it makes me 10x more paranoid and I can't even go outside without my having flashbacks and a silent anxiety attack Edit: I hope you will be okay, much love ❤

[@user-ku4dh6vn9v]

Nobody should bully you, that's so mean

[@Walkingclowneliastreetagain]

Love you and I'm proud of you

[@user-lu3go5to7v]

Cae you are one of my all time favorite creators I have been watching your videos for nearly a year and a half and I really love all of your characters and the stories you create. They always make me smile even when I’m curled up crying, I think it is amazing that you put yourself out there and let people know what you are going through and that the behavior of others actually does affect people. I think you definitely deserve to have anything and everything you want you are an amazing person and whatever happens I know you can get through it! I wish you the best ❤❤❤

[@ShreeParmar-gq9ds]

I’m only 12 but I’ve also tried ending things....maybe multiple times...and o have stopped self harming but always went back to it. I just wanna say you’re so brave and so powerful for getting through that and sharing it here. I check your channel many times a day for new content and I want you to know that your videos help so much. Never stop shining ❤

[@ShadoWolfMythic]

I can’t even explain how this made me feel…. I have anxiety as well and I too have really nothing to have anxiety about. My rock is art. Any type of art theatre,painting, sketching, just being creative in general. I lose myself In books to escape the real world. I feel the characters and I *breathe* through the characters. Especially yours. No one, and I mean NO-ONE should have to go with what you go through. YOU are my rock Cae

[@rachelm6519]

What an icon! She’s been through so much and is still fighting, my mum would cry if she knew what you when through and would want to help (she’s a doctor). You will always be the sun in our flower ❤️

[@Lorlor123]

Ya. You are the sun to our flower

[@elliebellie24-e]

I’m so sorry I have a very similar situation with my bones as well, and to hear you say that makes me feel heard ❤️

[@LondynByerly-hz6hf]

I can completely relate! Car I used to have really bad anxiety and depression, I felt all the feelings you talk about! I started watching your channel around two years ago and it just helped so much. I love the fantasies, and stories about people who aren’t even real for some reason it just makes me feel so safe. Thank you so much. You’ve helped me and I hope one day you can get through your anxiety and depression.

[@Fu.off.If.I.know.u]

I’m here immediately. We are all here for you cae and I hope your alright currently ❤❤❤❤

[@Dandelions479]

Going through a terrible loss right now and I needed this. It's tragic because sometimes people who save so many can't save themselves. Chester Bennington, Chris Cornell, or everyday people come to mind. I hope the best for you and I hope you know how we appreciate you. I don't want to tell you you're okay, because you might not be. But I want to tell you that you deserve love, and you continue to recieve it from my end and others. So let us know if there's something YOU need, as you do so much for us already.

[@StitchHeart]

You are not alone. Just a under a week ago I lost my mum to suicide and in a few days I'll be having to re-home our cats because my Dad cannot keep them at his flat. You have my deepest sympathies and I hope things get better for you soon ❤❤❤

[@IzzyakaSpookyGurlQueenal-lh3dh]

I'm so sorry... My condolences to ur family @ZodiyaWarren😔 I also lost someone to suicide which happened last year and the person who took her life was my bff named Lorelei Bushnell.. She was amazing and I miss her..

[@IzzyakaSpookyGurlQueenal-lh3dh]

I hope things get better for u two and Miss Cae..😊💓 I'm sending love and hope💓

[@IzzyakaSpookyGurlQueenal-lh3dh]

Lorelei took her own life..

[@SkyFire-cp9rc]

You are one of the only things that get me through my day. Thank you!

[@Randomhobbyaccount]

Thank you Cae! I love you and you are always a comforting voice for me and a constant in my life. I know I am also a stranger but I’m proud of you too and love all your stories and videos. I love you and stay strong yourself, please. Lots of love and thank you for yourself and your videos❤❤❤❤❤❤🫶

[@ericsayer5138]

Thank you!! I go through the same stuff you go through as well. You have helped me through my mental health, and I appreciate you. Everyone is like, " Stop lying," or " Stop trying to get attention." I get told that I fake it. I suffer from Depression, suicidal thoughts and Anxiety every single day. So, I know what you're going through. I am 13 years old and have had it for years. God bless you, Crazy Cae.

[@ichoosethepen113]

I’m so sorry you’re going through that, but I’m so proud of you for staying strong. It’s hard to deal with those kinds of things and I hope you know that there are people who will support you, even if it’s in a comment section underneath a video of one of the best content creators and best people ever. Stay strong-you got this and I’m rooting for you!! ❤️

[@jennayule95]

I'm so sorry that has happened to you. I suffer with mental health problems too. I have anxiety and I had depression. I'm trying to keep myself out of it. Cae is very relatable to me and others too. People don't understand how hard mental health problems are until they've had them. I wish you the best. Keep fighting. You're worth it❤

[@ericsayer5138]

@@jennayule95 Thank you

[@ericsayer5138]

@@ichoosethepen113 thank you

[@Alastorsmissingtoothbrush]

That little “Haha” at the start made my day😂❤ Plus, we are here for you❤ Even if you don’t know us, you should know that we love you🌻❤️

[@KpowerStars]

🌻

[@Ruhistudyvlogs]

It feels good when you know you are not alone when someone knows what you r suffering through cuz they have suffered through it too... I shouldn't be happy and i don't want anyone to feel what you feel or I feel or any other mental health patient feels...but having someone like us and supporting us feels good....so thanks a lot for sharing you story❤

[@christinebaker5833]

All I can really say at this point is THANK YOU CAE!! You inspire so many people to be good and even thought you've gone through so much, you will continue to fight the war until you win. You are our sun that inspires us to keep growing. Thanks to you, so many people are still here today, and none of us will let you forget that. I hope you know that we all will support you till the end. Sending love from your sunflowers❤🌻

[@Its_a_frog.]

I love you Cae, I also have dealt with anxiety at a very young age. I felt like no one there for me not even my parents so I just kept everything under a smile.Now watching your videos I regain my power to keep going. Thank you Cae❤❤❤

[@Imathing22]

Just because someone doesn't show that they ate having a hard time doesn't mean that they aren't. Love u Cae❤❤❤❤❤

[@AubreyR-hx3ne]

I’m crying watching this I’m so sorry for what ur going through it must really hard for u

[@another-book_lover]

thank you so much for being here for me. I am so proud of you for going through and everything you do. you are perfection. you help me to stay strong and i cannot elaborate just how much i apprectiate you

[@TheSadDancer]

Before watching: Hi. I just saw you posted this and just started watching. as hearing and reading what’s this vid is about, I’m don’t have any diagnosis yet but I have pretty bad mental health and I understand what you are going through. ❤❤ Still watching: I’m still watching this but I can already relate already. I’m about 13 minutes into the video. I do wake up in the night sometimes. It doesn’t get too bad as you explain though but for some reason I can just understand and relate too much for my age. You are not alone. ❤❤ the part with everything on the floor I understand. I love keeping stuff on the floor that I know I will need. But everytime my parents enter my room (and they don’t knock or anything. They just barge in) they yell at me about the mess and I hate that. I’m now 18 minutes in. Yes, you can talk to anyone. Right now over a thousand people have already viewed this. That is because we care about you. Speaking of medication, I am scared of the thought of taking medicine or medication. I also think about suicide. Yeah, a lot lately but 😅. I’m now about 25 minutes in. I’m going to stop adding to this comment and just watch till the end. I can relate to this less but I’m watching and listening 32 minutes in: I have paused it to say something. You are REALLY freaking important and I’m glad you know that. Keep being you please. You are here for a reason. You are not worthless. After watching: I’m glad you were okay with sharing with us. I hope you are okay and I will forever keep watching you and I can’t wait for your books to come. Different is amazing. Different is beautiful. Now, I am gonna go make a vid on my channel for my 49 subscribers to see, about mental health. There is not a lot of them but there are a little and for a few people to know, it could start a change to get away from hatred. Bye Cae and the Sunflowers 🌻 🌻 ❤❤

[@TiffaniFincher-ud4fm]

I suffer with depression and anxiety and its thought and hard but there will always be a light remember you are never alone i love you and so many others do too, keep doing what your doing we love you and your stories

[@SophiaMoilanen]

I was sobbing through this whole video hearing you talk about all of this because it's just so hard and itself awful, and it sucks. I am so proud of you, and I am so grateful for you because your videos were a comfort thing for me last year when I was going through a hard time. I didn't feel like i could tell anyone about it, but your videos were comforting, and watching them made me feel better. I still struggle with it sometimes, but it has gotten soooo much better, and I hope your struggles do too. Im praying for you, and once again, I am so freaking proud and grateful. Love you!❤

[@Elodie-xi3pp]

I love your content and your characters. You have a spark that lights up my day every time you post. Characters like Calypso make me feel strong,brave, and confident. I have anxiety, ADHD, and I’m autistic. When I’m anxious it makes me feel like I’m dying when my heart beats faster just as you said. Sometimes when I have meltdown I want to bang my head against the concrete wall. I actually did bang my head against the wall and got a concussion. I can’t sit still for long, and my niblings like to take my fidgets during church and places like that then I feel very fidgety and then I need to be able to wiggle and move around but in places like church that’s hard to do. After they take my fidget I rock back and forth and try to keep still at the same time. Sometimes I feel very useless and like if I don’t burn myself out trying to help others I’m a useless waste of space. Calypso makes me feel otherwise, whenever I watch one of her POVs I feel very strong and comforted. You are strong Cae, and one of my favorite KZbinrs.

[@ElizabethWiren]

I struggle with depression, suicidal thoughts, and self harm, body image issues and also anxiety for about a year or two now. I'm in middle school and i really do love my friends and girlfriend but its hard. A couple of nights ago I was at my breaking point about to take my live. But then I remembered everything that I loved and went against it. You are not alone and I love your videos. keep up the great work.😘For more information one thing that really brought me down was that a "Friend" told me that i was self harming for attention, and that I just wanted to make people feel bad for me. That really took a toll on my mental health, making me self harm more. I want to seek out for mental help but I'm scared. I have never told anyone this but I'm scared to fell better, if you can relate. I already went to a consular but it didn't help, so i stopped. The school provided me that consular and all she did was focus on my home situation and not how it was affecting me.But I've been wanting to get a new one to see if it actually helps this time. So i guess that really explains it. " People don't cry because their weak, they cry because they stayed strong for too long." Please remember this quote ( I think) whenever your crying, because it has help me. It has helped me so much that my wrist has actually has gotten a break for a couple of days.

[@amirelesautres1810]

I wish I could watch and listen to this right now, and even though I can’t I want to say how brave you are cae. You are inspiring so many others, and being able to speak out is beautiful.

[@XaidenTheMaiden]

Omg Cae i have anxiety like so badly i get where your coming from, i have a little bit of depression and its hard man! Dw you are the one who inspired people and you inspired me to keep going! You deserve so much and all i can say is Keep It Up ❤

[@NatureGirl26464]

Watching videos like this (especially yours) help me understand these topics more and more than ever before. I know I'm very lucky for not needing to go through this kind of stuff as many do go through it. With videos like this it makes me want to help people who go through this stuff. This might feel like it's out of no where but I will always and forever be a sunflower no matter what happens because your content makes me happy and that will never change. Keep going Cae you're amazing! ❤ 🌻

[@Scarlett13505]

I understand how you feel. I was su!c!dal at one point, sometimes I still think about hurting myself. This all started round about when I was in year 5 and people would start commenting on how I am overweight about my looks basically everything about me and I have tried to k!ll myself once. It was only like 2 years ago I think and I was basically breaking down but it was on the inside so I wasn't crying or anything I looked fine on the outside but I was just sitting in my bed, staring at my bedroom wall and thinking if I should do it... I don't wanna say to much because i don't like sharing things because of how many hatters there are but I feel like I was a mistake or something. But when I came across your videos about 1 year ago I started feeling better. I started loving myself a little bit more and honestly when I feel upset or like I wanna selfh@rm I come to your account and watch all your videos and it always makes me smile and I wanted to thank you for your videos and showing me I am not worthless. 😊

[@ShadowedSky]

I’m so glad you’re here today. You are so perfect and beautiful and amazing. You are worth the world and deserve just as much. I love you (despite not knowing you)❤❤❤

[@Scarlett13505]

@@ShadowedSky thank you

[@AltaccountofIzzy]

Same here, you`re not alone we have all gone through something!

[@Moonpie.234]

I feel u dude

[@avalon7832]

I am sorry you have to go through that, that sounds utterly exhausting. You are incredibly brave for being so open and honest about it, I can't imagine how scary it is

[@michaelpatterson1907]

Much love to you. Your story is beautiful. It made me cry. I've pretty much have gone through what you gone through.

[@Saysay384]

I'm so proud of you. You kept going even when you wanted to give up, and now you are inspiring others to not give up on themselves and their lives. Thank you for everything you do.

[@elidadiaz1758]

I have the same panic and anxiety attacks all the time. I am struggling with anxiety every day and I also feel like no one takes it seriously. Even my family doesn’t think so. I also only have myself. I’m only a 13 year old and I never thought I’d be battling anxiety. The only thing I have is my friends and teachers. They are the people who I go to for help when I need it. A week ago I had the worst anxiety attack in the middle of class and my math teacher saw me crying at my desk and she my history teacher and my religion teacher all helped me and made me not feel alone. I want everyone to know that you are and will not ever be alone. If people make fun of you because you have anxiety and panic attacks, just know that they don’t know how it really feels and that you are so much stronger than they are. Love yourself and always know how strong you are and that you can face anything. Thank you Cae for also being someone who will never make me feel like I am alone. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@fenix_morado]

You’re nor alone! I’m currently suffering from depression AND anxiety, for at least 4 years.😢😢 I’m here for you❤❤

[@HarryPotterobsessionmuch]

I get what you mean by people being hard to talk to. The only person I feel like I can talk to is my older sister, but she's at college and we don't get to talk very often. When I finally told my parents about my suicidal thoughts, it was the hardest thing I'd ever done because I don't feel like I can talk to them. I have childhood trauma from my dad being emotionally abusive that really affects me. I now have a fear of hurting other people, a fear of being yelled at, a fear of hurting others, and a fear of showing my emotions, so I just wear a mask of fake happiness everyday, and it's so freaking hard. It took forever for me to finally tell a few of my friends about it, but now I know that several of them are going through the same things I am, and I don't feel quite so alone anymore. Your videos also help because it shows that mental health is a problem everywhere. Love you Cae

[@Eclipse23489]

I understand the fear of being yelled at. Every time My parents or one of my teachers yell, I'm afraid and start doing anything to take my mind off of it. It never works. I understand your pain a little.

[@Rosiy_huski]

Thank You Cae, you are the reason I keep going as well as 2 people in my life and I have came so close to deleting myself from this world so many times and I have came straight to your videos and it helps so much. Thank You

[@glow5916]

I understand feeling my heart pounding out of my chest. I haven't experienced a full panic attack in a while because I have been on medication for anxiety and depression since 2022. I am not great about working through my mental health stuff. I tend to compartmentalize stuff for other things that I deem more important. I am working on that. It isn't easy, but I want to be better for those in my future. Whenever I have overwhelming thoughts or emotions running through my body, my brain screams rhyming verses at me, and the only way to make it stop is for me to write it down. The sense of relief that I get in my heart is so wonderful. Cae, I am so glad that you are here and that I was able to find your channel. The strength I get from you is immense, and I am in awe of your beautiful characters and stories. Thank you for being you and sharing your wonderful art. Your sunflower, Glow

[@KpowerStars]

♥ you got this

[@I_EatWasps]

Thank you very much for sharing your issues, as someone with mental issues as well i think i speak for everyone with disorders that you are not alone in this, we're all here for you ❤ i have social anxiety and just anxiety in general and my mom just thinks im anti social and that im stressed but its not that and people just dont understand or help us in the way we need..which is so sad. Parents dont understand, doctors don't get it, and people don't help. Im so sorry that you feel that way. Just know even though you dont know me or anyone else, we are ALWAYS here for you. Love you Cae, stay safe! ❤❤❤

[@Georgia_Peach_Pudding]

You are seriously my favorite creator and person ever. Thank you for all you do ♥

[@nailadelgado2415]

I'm here with you i suffer with anxiety and one night i was just laying on my bed and i felt like I was going to fall off my bed at any moment and then I started to run threw my house trying to find someone one to squeeze my hand and hug me tight and then i sat back down and then started to cry it felt like you were stuck in a orb and you can't seem to find your way out and a tight feeling in your chest. I will support you all ways and I just want you to know your not alone ❤😊