Crystal Meth Addict interview-Chadrick

[@jillian5582]

I try and sit through these videos and can’t. I get so much anxiety. I don’t know how Mark does it. Kudos to you!

[@trilabradorable]

Sadly I’ve met this person too many times. Fascinating and exhausting.

[@bangbang9ergang524]

This was a dangerous one. Hope Mark stays safe and doesn't let his guard down..❤

[@benjamintorgusson6174]

Mark, what you’re doing is amazing some people might not see it for what it truly is but you’re showing the world for what it truly is and the only way for things to change is for people to see the sad truths instead of ignoring them, you’re shining your light in the darkest places most people are too afraid to go. Thank you, this is truly so sad and I pray he gets the help he needs.

[@SmartMoveGraphics]

Well said.

[@sarahbeth7708]

This ❤️ This is so beneficial and educational especially for young kids, teens! Show them the real raw truth! Don't sugar coat it because when they r teens someone might try to sugar coat it and they'll know better! Obv say no to drugs does not work

[@ryanclark1724]

Iv been here, ended up in a psych ward because of meth thankfully I got clean and changed my life hope he does to God bless those still sick and suffering

[@shimmer8289]

Im aware he may be highly affected by drugs but when he brought up dissapearing women it gave me chills as he frequently referenced violence and murder. I hope he can get some help because he's so stricken by his condition he barely made sense. It must be uncomfortable to be him.

[@whome7498]

Agree with it's probably uncomfortable to be him. That's probably why he can't/ doesn't want to be sober

[@miguelsanchez6370]

I really appreciate how there is never a single derogatory comment or degradation of somebody on this channel. Usually you always get a keyboard warrior or misunderstanding asshole but this place is a gem. Love to everybody. 💜

[@karenfryberger4260]

I'm afraid you haven't scrolled through all the comments. There are plenty of derogatory ones, especially hidden in the replies. It's of course daunting to get through them all (and I haven"t), but trust me. I was going to make a comment directly the opposite of yours. The comment section is increasingly a bully's paradise, making fun of suffering, endless laugh emoji's, people getting their kicks from taunting. Not surprising, but it is disheartening. Seems like the trend is the worst comments start coming early on, then gradually more empathic ones start showing up, gaining momentum a few hours after the video is posted.

[@310ws]

@@karenfryberger4260 facts

[@theyangview1898]

Amen

[@sandylee9564]

I worked in the mental health field in-patient and out-patient areas and I never cease to wonder how people with these disturbing delusions can survive day to day. I don't have the stamina to live this way. Bless him.

[@radeemwalker706]

I have mental illness and it still effects me til this day, not from any narcotic, but from my father beating me from the time I was a toddler. It took me all through my teens and 20's to recognize it and I finally sought therapy twice per week with my wife to finally feel somewhat normal. Mental illness is not a joke and needs to be addressed. I couldn't imagine compounding that with any drug. I hope this man gets he help he desperately needs. We have couples therapy now once per week and it helps big time now.

[@AFRoSHEENT3ARCMICHAEL69]

Meth makes you think you've taken the ultimate limitless drug. For people like him it's the drug itself causing the mental health problems.

[@jamie.777]

Maybe this guy is just a junky?

[@drew5121]

One of the biggest points that hit home for me was when Mark asked if he’d ever been formally diagnosed with any mental illness, and he just says no. I’ve been diagnosed with mental illnesses since I was like 7. We went through the processes, combinations of medications of what doesn’t work and makes shit worse, and what does work and makes shit better. We’ve had that dynamic for the next 16 years… with lots of other reinforcement like counseling; the whole 9. This guys had none of that, and he’s probably twice my age or more. I’ve met lots of people like him, and it sucks more than you can put into words because they could have been such fucking phenomenal people if they weren’t so tragically beat down. I see pieces of myself in this guy. I truly hope he can put that shit down. I’ll leave it at that.

[@gretchen2428]

He's going to dye trying to medicate himself.... I think that is a big part of why people end up on drugs...no one could or would help them in their youth or past??

[@gretchen2428]

Die*

[@Randobando1]

He reminds me soo much of my brother. He passed 2 weeks ago April 24th. RIP Ryan. 😔

[@craftygirl9666]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@lissiemarton6048]

Tried it once. Thought I was taking snow. Was awake for two days straight and fried my kidneys within an inch of their life. It made me feel pretty great for a hot second, until I started hallucinating and knew it was sleep deprivation, that was the moment I knew I could never do it again, or go looking, it was the cleanest high I’d ever felt, didn’t feel like snow, not jittery, not anxious just completely focused on what was in front of me (false focus), I knew if I did it again I would have ended up like this, I knew I would have signed my own death certificate. Fast forward, now with a stable job, caring for my mother, going back to college, life is good, better than whatever shit that would have done for me.

[@alexberkman1820]

My kidneys failed the 1st time I did it. I thought our house was gonna get raided because my roommate ran out yelling like "wtf!!" Cause this huge metal beer sign right next to our door somehow flew off the door and landed 3-4 feet from the door and he thought I was out there dicking off, til I came out my room like "wtf?" Too and his face totally changed like oh shit it wasn't you? I immediately started spassing hallucinating laser sights from guns coming thru my windows, balcony, etc when we were standing in the living room and checked the peephole to see if someone kicked our door or something. I got sketched from the red lasers I was seeing and trying to play off and ran and jumped out the window through the screen off a two story apt window like superman, ran to my car, sped away swearing I saw police raiding my house (and honestly I don't know and don't think they did but it was so real to me, it damn well could've happened because *nothing* explains the beer sign flying from the ground/leaning against the wall 3 4 feet away slamming on the ground loud enough to hear from the back of the condo in our rooms. I swear I saw people in uniforms rushing thru the bottom floor glass door u put the code in I just hit the gas and ran yo. Ended up wrecking. I ran thru the woods being chased by shadow people screaming for help from cars til I got back to the entrance to my neighborhood. The cops set up a checkpoint waiting for me and took me involuntary to the psych ward in hospital. I ended up having kidney failure 2-3 days in, after a fight with security and pulling the hospital fire alarm. I also go so badly beaten by security for that, I shit my gown and it got all over the 3 security guards beating the fuck out of me and myself. I was knocked out and woke up strapped to a mattress not even a real hospital bed anymore I wasn't allowed one in my room arms strapped toa. Mattress. The security officer told me he hadn't seen anyone as bad as me ever his whole 20 some year career, and I was the second person ever, to his knowledge get the shot I was about to get . This man was about to retire.... I actually thought the hospital had some kind of legal or allowed euthanasia if you were like psychologically bad enough.. so I called him a piece of shit cried asked him how he could stand there and watch while they kill me etc 😂😂😂 anyway I blacked out within 15 seconds (I counted) and woke up next day catheterized and my kidneys failed. I was very lucky

[@cyberslumz]

@@alexberkman1820bruh😮

[@MrGood0leBoy]

Thank you so much Mark for being so understanding, and giving this man a voice. This made me tear up, keep doing what you do. It helps, and we appreciate you a lot 🙏

[@Yamimoto21]

Let’s all thank this guy for saving the earth multiple times.

[@johnscott6481]

What amazes me is I've run into a couple of these instances in person And the similarities in the scenarios that they come up with The similar similarities sometimes almost down to the letter things about saving the world Things about modifications that are happening Like usually they're growing like an extra organ Separates them from the rest of Maybe it's something that they discover inside of them that they Talk about cutting it out Or doing some kind of magic to get rid of it

[@ReverendSoupbone]

Whew. This guy is so far gone. So sad. Really heart breaking.

[@FrankH-d6x]

He is doing it to himself. I know some and don't feel one bit sorry for them, they won't take help and stick to it.

[@donacatanguma]

“Junk yard dog pit bulls … they’ve never been pet or loved … they’re not even fed properly growing up” Brought tears to my eyes thinking how his words mirrored how so many of these people were brought into the world. I pray for the most vulnerable among us: the incarcerated, the alcoholics, the addicts, the homeless, the mentally ill, and the defenseless children throughout the world. 🙏

[@Heavy_Hitta_Sucka]

As a mentally ill addict I would like to thank you for your open mindedness and prays

[@codedresilience5239]

You’re a beautiful soul ❤

[@SwissCheese112]

its not how we start its how we finish

[@heatherb1443]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@mattkeith1180]

“I don’t know what’s happening with all the missing ladies” This line made my blood run cold. I know it is probably nothing, but what if it isn’t.

[@niichomaclean1268]

13:52 he said he has murdered

[@GlossyHop]

Omg me too!!!

[@krereese]

It’s probably something.

[@rachelbanks8364]

Didn't he also say he's not the permissionist type? I believe he takes what he wants.

[@e-bikeautonomy]

lol just wow what a loser victim weirdo you kids are nowadays! He is seriously mentally unstable just like a person with down syndrome. Would you feel the same way if a retard said the same thing?

[@dannypowell594]

"What's your biggest fear?..... Probably not snakes" 😂

[@student22044]

😂😅

[@mikepeleaz7040]

I laughed so hard

[@deltas726]

Lol

[@joybarker7906]

Yeah that was Golden.

[@skully0078]

This guy, minus the addiction, reminds me of my uncle and it's breaking my heart. I wish I could help this soul.

[@skully0078]

@@csftw1544 No, you actually mean to be rude especially when you have a knee-jerk reaction to someone you don't know and have no clue of their own background. What are you doing to change people's lives for the better?

[@dangerous8333]

​@@csftw1544 Huh? Weird reply. You assume a lot. And no one needs your ridiculous advice.

[@dangerous8333]

​@@csftw1544

[@MikeyGonGetGot]

@@csftw1544 hey man I agree a shit ton, but there are better ways to word it because that did sound disrespectful. You’ll probably say “they gotta have it straight” but then again, you can give it to em straight without being rude about it, yk?

[@csftw1544]

@@MikeyGonGetGot you’re right, it was insensitive. I often read “I wish I could help this person” under SWU and question how many people just say that and move on.

[@mushroommann100]

So nice of the bassist from the red hot chilly peppers to stop by for an interview

[@Der_Langenauer]

Not funny at all. Sorry!

[@thebillcollector703]

​@@Der_Langenauer"Not funny at all. Sorry!" Perro truco jangus 🐡🐡🤣🤣⚡🦆

[@dmitriyk.4991]

Not flea 💀💀

[@pr00de]

You don't know the bassist of the Chili Peppers is Flea?

[@dmitriyk.4991]

@@pr00de that’s not what I meant… lmao

[@maggiefisker994]

I can’t get past the five minute mark , makes me feel dizzy and bewildered .Hope he gets and accepts help.

[@loosescrews8106]

The problem is that the state run institutions have been closed and mental health issues are now contracted out to for- profit companies who do nothing more than pass out psychotic drugs and let these people fend for themselves on the streets.

[@1rcuya1]

go to minute 8:51

[@melsmayhem626]

This poor man, I hope one day he finds peace and is able to learn to live outside of his own mind.

[@aliasbillsmith7200]

This man belongs in an institution

[@0to60lifelv2]

"Who have you murdered" Had me dying how he tried multiple times to slip that in haha.

[@0to60lifelv2]

He's definitely killed people btw.

[@garyrobinson5655]

I don't think he even registered what he was saying

[@fatiefatie5276]

Such a scary interview. The evils of drugs...

[@djpause]

he is definitely speaking in tongues in this interview

[@thiccletics]

More like me to jibberish

[@JessicaKreig]

No Dj pause, he’s tweaking. Hope this helps !

[@rebeccadickman9557]

Thee Black Speech!

[@sueanderson7108]

This man breaks my heart. As a mother, I cannot imagine how I'd feel if this was my son. 😢

[@rae7864]

Right? Me too. So sad.

[@billveek9518]

This is my son right now, same symptoms but not as severe yet

[@joshuashearer3781]

Thanks Mark, what you do is amazing! I hope Chadwick finds the help he needs, like so many people we meet through these interviews, my heart goes out to all of them and I am thankful for the opportunity to feel as if I have personally met them and got to know them enough to only want the best for each and every one of them, however that may be… I don’t look at people the same today as I did before finding SWU and understanding what Mark is doing and the community that surrounds it all. I try to stay humble and appreciate all the things so easily taken for granted and realizing just how rich we all are when you really step back and take a look from a different perspective. Thank you for the way you bring light to the lives of people we may or may not come across in life but might just be the person down the street or someone miles away in a place you may not have known anything about! Thanks!!!

[@steceymorgan814]

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

[@Jennifer-bw7ku]

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

[@elizabethwilliams6651]

Yes, dr.sporessss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

[@patriaciasmith3499]

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

[@Jennifer-bw7ku]

Is he on instagram?

[@elizabethwilliams6651]

Yes he is. dr.sporessss

[@alexandercripple4469]

For a couple of seconds I thought this guy was the Cro-Mags bass player... and the courage to interview this man was quite impressive.

[@mildred714]

If it was Harley Flanagan he should be only asked about the stimulators.

[@ReeseChown]

LOL hard times comin your way

[@K_Type]

Mark has STONES to be in a room w this dude alone

[@diannareese6940]

Mark, What would you do if someone was to become violent with you?🥺 Do you have any security with you? Some are so very unpredictable and I must admit it scares me for you. Bless you for what you do to try and help the way you do.

[@jordanturner5278]

I watch these with my kid, i feel its a great way to keep her away from drugs

[@kendrak08]

Thank you for continuing to show the reality of homelessness. It is not simply lazy people who don't want to work. It's complicated & needs to be addressed as such.

[@drkdrumz]

💯

[@brandoncorell2762]

“My room is never clean” is the only truth he spoke

[@Sweet-zl5fn]

11:30 When he said he was "frustrated due to lack of sex...I'm not the forceful type...but when it comes a time when you have needs...you go try to find someone, satisfy...if I can't then I'm without that night" ... and immediatley segues into... "I don't know what's going on with all the dissappearing ladies in the area," I got a stone cold chill creep up my spine. WTAF.

[@tylerbickell5576]

This guy is clearly in charge of the federal reserve with those math skills

[@UPTHEWAHSDAY1]

It's academia at it's finest 12x12=24

[@bruiz5240]

😂

[@jaybeezy4843]

12x12 could be 24 in an alternate mathematical dimension

[@dogmom2023]

Shit I had to break out the calculator myself. Lol.

[@dogmom2023]

​@@UPTHEWAHSDAY1 no 12+12 is 24. Mark said 12×12. Lol

[@SomeNavyGuy]

He looks like a strung out John Malkovich. And his math skills rock! 😂

[@Alextamere]

So true

[@mildred714]

12 times 12 has always been a bitch. Everything after 11 times 9 takes paper and you know it.

[@echospaw899]

He's trapped in the dark corners of his own mind. How sad!

[@zosothezephead837]

After the simple arithmetic question it became harder and harder to believe anything Chad was saying 😞

[@brockman562]

yup. was thinking the same thing.

[@jayboylesesoteric90]

This just makes me sad, I hope this guy gets the help he needs and sticks with it.

[@DIVEnSOME]

The shut up scared me…that flip in character 😮

[@jdl0812]

My heart breaks for this man. And so many people like him. He needs a good long stay in a mental health center and drug rehab. His fixation on the math problem, if I heard nothing else of the interview I’d know he was an addict from that alone

[@chocolatecoco8570]

I have to be honest the fact that he keeps mentioning people m*rdering, his baby mom and kid being k*lled, beating people with a baseball bat, pitbull violence, missing women, etc is extremely concerning….

[@toxicosam]

psychotic delusion that include those kind of idea never end well. its a matter of time before shit hit the fan

[@621retsamz]

90% fantasy land

[@Cheri94]

I wonder if mark ever reports these people

[@KKai-oc7fq]

This would be one of the few interviews that Id actually worry for my safety.

[@roxannemoser]

I'm so proud of Mark for not correcting his mistakes. I imagine Chadwick had a rough childhood to quit school so young. I pray he gets help. He seems to be a good guy underneath.

[@johnscott6481]

I think were all good underneath, its just how far down underneath...and this fellow, is really underneath.

[@dannypowell594]

"idk what's up with all the disappearing ladies..." Yep, he killed them

[@payperboy9096]

This dude is spun out, period.

[@nahla3726]

Wow he is completely out of touch with reality. If he could see himself now before he ever used drugs he wouldn't believe it.

[@johnlittle3430]

I know I'm a bad person because the comedic timing/quality of the response here had me laughing harder than anything I have laughed at ALL YEAR. "What's 12 times 12?" "91."

[@nickmacklemdrums5949]

“Nine hundred ninety two thousand twenty one thousand”

[@johnlittle3430]

@@nickmacklemdrums5949 That sounds right to me, friend!

[@phyllysanantonio]

I’m laughing , too Though I’m more disgusted by him

[@sarahbeth7708]

Chadwick! Geez this has got to be one of the most disturbing that I've seen! This needs shown at schools, it's so educational to show this in the real raw nature to our kids. No sugar coated bull, that's when it becomes lies and your kids stop trusting you. Sugar coated BS is what they'll get from peer pressure! "Say no to drugs" does not work as we can all see. God bless you mark for your hard work and dedication to showing people this raw version/side of addiction, cuz the shit is real! Wish I could see more opiate based ones though, as lately I've found mostly meth related ones. Fentanyl/heroin (hardly available anymore) is what I want my children educated on the most. ❤️🙏🏻

[@nancyjones6780]

This guy is so strong and sinewy and I wouldn't want to be on the other end of his psychosis !! I have no doubt that he is very dangerous!

[@jchanel7600]

I thought he was a genius addict 😭🤣 had me fooled for less than a second

[@420jimihendrix69]

i like the bit about vipers in his room and having a marshy swamp floor and trees and plants on the walls and ceiling

[@tahendricks]

Marsh and jungle in my room. Rattlesnakes and pit bulls don’t bite me. Hot mess Mark. Get him help. He is so sick mentally. Meth just makes it more obvious. Heart breaking actually. God bless you both.

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

It really is. It’s a fun video to trip off of, but for real this is sad.

[@jennaharrison6587]

This reads like lyrics to a song by The Doors lol

[@EricJamess]

Meth psychosis is wild. A lot of people don’t come out of it. Usually bc of lack of sleep.. but when I got sober I was is psychosis for 9 days and they thought I was done for good. They hit me with a few shots of ambien and I woke up on the floor not in psychosis. Crazy shit. I’ve been sober for 8 months and working at a treatment center in cali

[@ACmuaythai360]

I worked with a guy who was addicted to Meth and acted the same exact way, it's very sad to see someone like this. Kudo's to you for rolling with every absurd thing he said and not making him feel like shit about being absolutely fried at the time

[@YummyGummy77]

I don't know about yall but "letting my pores get massaged a little bit' sounds like it might feel pretty good .

[@student22044]

Mark’s addicted to the unpredictable vibe! I’ve tried that, it doesn’t end well! Stay safe dude. I hope Chadrick gets the help he deserves x

[@d3rksgreasyreview]

This is what it sounds like when you haven't slept in a week. I been there. In his head all of those broken sentences make total sense.

[@Crunchynut341]

Some people don’t seem to understand that . They have no idea what a mixture of sleep deprivation and meth does to a persons brain

[@peacelily64]

Mark I understand why you told Joe Rogan you feel it is time to move on from Skid row .. I love what you done to show the world about the effects of abuse of all kinds and something needs to done but it will never end 😔

[@stefaniadogsitterbologna8251]

Concerning Numbers...i am so sad i cant afford these months patreon, i believe so much in this project...i am so sorry i cant contribuite...so much love and respect from Italy Mark ❤and SWU community

[@TwanDeezy]

I laughed out loud when he said: "Shut up! Maggot...."

[@T.Maximus]

😂

[@GUT5S]

holy shit this dude needs professional help at a mental hospital it's sad to see, I can't even tell if he's got a good heart or if he's done horrible things

[@robhinton2170]

I'm amazed how fit he appears to be

[@twobrokeguyz1214]

I hate to say this, but sometimes crystal meth users actually look fit. It's crazy.

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

They don’t eat.

[@Arggggggggg]

Probably spends a lot of time walking too.

[@alexmack8011]

Well he did Carry a 400 lb scooter up 6 flights of stairs in 2 minutes soooo lol

[@status0]

If you're stimulated would you not workout

[@dregonzalez6815]

Bro this is straight psychosis

[@kelelondon]

Am I the only person cracking up over Mark’s response to the 12x12 equation!? 😂😅 I had to replay that moment a few times … 2:15

[@mysmirandam.6618]

No that was hilarious

[@aarondaniele4141]

I'm smoking meth as I'm watching this

[@sourceawry4035]

Lmao, however, then I started thinking what if the lizards scrambled his math bc he was about to break his promise not to tell anyone about them? It's tricky, for sure. His performance also begs me to wonder if he has assessed his other talents with similar accuracy. Cheers! Wait, did he just say he has been murdered? I gotta go.

[@Jonny-eu7le]

Mark should have asked him 4 x4

[@kook2472]

‘Its not schizophrenia’ Goes on to explain a clear schizophrenic episode…

[@TheJoeyG88]

My man needs like 3 months of straight sleep. Godspeed

[@justpeachy4851]

I wonder how I was when I was up for a week? How did my family not know? It feels like another life back then.

[@DarkFairlight]

This man should teach math at Harvard

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

Nah, Prager U. He can teach the kids how the world is only 6,000 years old. 😏

[@kenosabi]

​@@myeyeswentdeaf6213 I mean it's about as credible as Harvard these days anyways. Both are cringey. Academia is a fu*king dumpster fire.

[@Alextamere]

Teach meth at skid row

[@terywetherlow7970]

Jacinda Ardern from New Zealand has that position.

[@phyllysanantonio]

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@djMLE-207]

Holy shit this has to be the most sad, insane, dark interview I’ve ever seen.. totally speechless. I’ve seen my fair share of meth behavior and meth psychosis.. this is on another level. Really seems very dangerous. I’ve only had a feeling close to what I have watching this very few times in my life around people tweaking .. just this gut wrenching paralyzed feeling. You go from feeling bad for him to feeling unsafe real quick. Man.. this is something else

[@U.s-epa]

We can't let people like this just walk around. He's one hallucination away from doing something bad.

[@reclusive_aggressive]

Yep. It's the sleep deprivation that does it. In my city we've had a tweaker stab a mother and child right infront of their school, and another shove an old lady onto train tracks. I've seen entities after 2 days awake on meth yrs ago, I cannot imagine how paranoid 5 days can have someone.

[@WillThomas-hs3oj]

LOL there are literally millions of ppl, in this bad of condition on meth right now in the United States, you have no clue LOL

[@djMLE-207]

@@WillThomas-hs3oj actually, I definitely have a clue, and I live smack dab in the middle of tweaker central. I’ve met my fair share, and I consider myself versed when it comes to the nature of drugs and the nature of human beings - and this guy is absolutely unhinged in a very scary way that I’m sure meth helped bring out in him, but there’s something way deeper going on here. The words he chooses to use are horrific.. his sleep deprived mind can’t contain the amount of darkness happening and he’s just spewing it out. I urge you to maybe rewatch this and ask yourself if he’s the same as everyone else doing tweak. Because I promise you, this is a dangerous person. Even coming from a girls point of view- he’s either already done something unimaginably terrible, or it’s brewing and bound to happen at some point.

[@WillThomas-hs3oj]

@@djMLE-207 where are u from

[@kat8436]

I’m sending hope for you Chadrick. I’m sending love and I hope you feel the energy we are directing towards you

[@spe-ex7sz]

That energy your sending will definitely change this man's whole life around. I am sure a bright future is coming his way all because of the energy you've sent through a comment. You really should be so proud of yourself, I mean what a selfless and generous thing to do. The amount of effort and self sacrifice you have put into helping this man shows just how much of a great human being you are. Congratulations, give yourself a pat on the back, your an inspiration to all.

[@peterbenoit5886]

@@spe-ex7sz 😂The sarcasm, it drips...like Victoria Falls drips...

[@Jadegurl95]

I am actually genuinely concerned and this might be a far reaching statement but this guy has done something and I am concerned that if he doesn’t go and get help is going to be a problem for the public this is very scary. I hope he gets the help that he needs Thank you Mark again for a fantastic interview.

[@CrazyEpheX]

@Drew P Ballz you can't legislate away childhood trauma, buddy. You can only give future generations a fighting chance.

[@TyTellinStories]

He said something about missing women, and his desperation for sex. When Mark asked twice, "who have you hurt, who have you murdered?" I felt truth in those questions

[@soidisant00]

Yes, I did not like the connection he made with sexual desperation and the increasing murders of women…

[@cynthiadillehay]

So hard to watch.

[@nancydupuis8083]

I don't know who he's going to.find for a woman, nobody normal.

[@ryxxx12345]

Wasn't he out of pocket for those questions?

[@jeffblahblah5226]

He said he had been murdered

[@perrysrawsoul]

My heart just fucking breaks for Chadrick ... 1 million prayers for this guy .... In fact my heart breaks for pretty much every person I watch interviewed on this channel

[@Blackcatt704]

Definitely puts your own life in perspective!

[@leanneadams2549]

Me to Perry !! Has taught me to be a lot more compassionate towards other people!!!

[@leanneadams2549]

@Drew P Ballz I promise you someday you will think different!

[@perrysrawsoul]

@Drew P Ballz Hey Drew, you know, there are so many causes out in the world that warrant concrete help in terms of physical action. There are so many causes I could do, but we only have so little time. I spend my time currently helping the worlds soil issues so we can grow healthy food for people. I might even try to help drug addicts at some point too. I also write to people in prison which they tell me helps them. However, prayers do work, or at the very least I am sending this chap some love, as it seems he's not had very much love in his life at all, love has the power to transform a persons life. Unfortunately many people with addiction (pretty much every person on the planet) are to afraid to open their hearts to receive love because it contrasts against the love they/we never received.

[@perrysrawsoul]

@@leanneadams2549 yeah .... also, I'm like, you never how easily it could happen to any of us .. and on some level we are all battling with some kind issue or other

[@derekdaugherty3611]

This fella is out there battling many evil spirits...needs lots of prayers... meth psychosis is serious issie... makes him dangerous to self and other

[@gracehampton7036]

I genuinely wasn’t expecting to spend that much time on 12x12

[@dopeassoap8831]

He just playing

[@UK_Paranormalz69]

Cracked me that bit did. I’m a bad person. Really Hope this guy gets the help he needs though

[@demijour1234]

My heart goes out to Chadrick. His mind and heart need so much help. However, he needs to want it first. I can imagine his family wanting and h ave tried to help him. His stories are wild and the things he says, are only alive in his head and soul. You don't know what to believe is true from him in what he says. I hope he finds the help he truly needs.

[@dietogain1990]

I'm a former meth addict. My mind is shattered from meth. Just shattered.

[@Sangria]

I just found my new accountant

[@verballyabusiveclown6290]

He's sells great at Car Insurance to.

[@KlausGraves]

This not something to laugh at dude

[@Tylerf962]

My absolute respect goes to this guy for saving the earth multiple times 🫡

[@dodgelandesman]

Can confirm. He saved me. Three times. Died all three times too

[@dopeassoap8831]

He saved the earth like 1212 times

[@devilsolution9781]

​@@dopeassoap8831144 times atleast

[@teeboogie3237]

He called himself out though, he said he saved couple hundred or something after. Dude is crazy for real!

[@consciouspatriot4375]

There is definitely a manic base there, way too much grandiosity for just meth. Very ill fella.

[@dmxnYT]

"I've saved Earth quite a few times"... "I use meth on occasion, not all the time"... Okay man

[@Makanalani888]

I never knew how close I was to danger until it was almost too late, they switch or flip for any reason. I think Mark knew exactly when to cut the video. Great job staying calm and getting this footage.

[@twobrokeguyz1214]

lmao! "My bills are paid, I have water... soda, whatever." I love that.

[@mindmy609]

I remember one tweeker said the eye in the sky meaning the sun it comes up people go out and buy shit and go to sleep and repeat

[@kellikroehling7009]

He said “rent paid” and he sleeps on concrete

[@twobrokeguyz1214]

@@kellikroehling7009 Haha yeah, my bills are paid, my rents paid.

[@ianmoone4331]

We are surrounded by people like this in the US, and most people don't realize it. It's disturbing.

[@Tierneycristian]

I started doing drugs years ago as a teenage, got addicted to meth. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Meth addiction actually destroyed my life. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 4 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

[@CathieGomez-mp8sk]

YES sure of Dr.benfungi. Did straight shrooms in few days. Left me like a blank slate after words, no more addictions, pains, ptsd and depression. Shit saved my life, all thanks to Dr.benfungi

[@LucasRobert-ns3nj]

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

[@DebanckKim-rd6to]

wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

[@AlexanderMales-gh8bm]

I was horrifically depressed since childhood. It was relentless. I assumed it would ultimately end me somehow. About twelve years ago I randomly accepted the offer from a friend of a few doses of mushrooms. I did them two consecutive nights alone. First night was pretty mild. The second night? Wow. I saw my depression from every angle, realized much. Next day: depression totally gone. Never came back, never coming back. It's like it's a forest far away I can remember, and could probably find again with enough effort, but it has zero impact on anything in my life or mind. They honestly saved my life and improved it immensely. I never did them again, either. I wish there was a good, organized way to administer them to people who would benefit from them.

[@smith23652]

Yes I got mine shipped here in Albania 🇦🇱

[@blanefabin3492]

Scariest people ever. So unpredictable.

[@TXCAFERACER]

I’m praying for that dude.

[@stst77]

That’s good because he needs prayer.

[@ProphetJayWyatt]

In Jesus Name

[@BeholdAPaleHorse7]

Yes I am too ... Pharmikea..... The single word that John used to describe the state of the human race in the end times in Bible prophecy. Dude spoke in tongues. So serious. Jesus help him.

[@CentralVAracer]

This dude is on another level of crazy. He seriously needs mental help ASAP.

[@SmartMoveGraphics]

I'm sorry to say he will likely never make a full recovery. Here's why. 1. He is schizophrenic; antipsychotic medications has not advanced very far at all compared to other branches of medicine, even high doses of Closapine would reduce his symptoms say 30% at most. Hydration, sleep and diet an extra 30%. 2, He was/is using psychotic levels of meth daily or even just weekly for years. The result of which is permanent brain damage to dopamine and serotonin receptors, prefrontal cortex and pineal gland, not to mention permanent heart and nervous system issues. He says he uses on occasion. Not a doctor.

[@jenniferschira7231]

Thank you SWU this opened my eyes to the addiction 😔

[@N.Az-Mill]

Mark is playing with fire with these people.

[@starrynight987]

What's your biggest fear? "Probably not snakes" 😆😆😆

[@samd9830]

This guy is right about everything. I can’t wait to see the recordings. I’m so glad he saved the earth several times. Chadwick for president 2025!!

[@geoffreyseymour3801]

I recommend anyone watching this to read Sam Quinones book, The Least of Us. It speaks to how the formula of Meth has changed from that of 20-30 years ago when ephedrine was banned. I can’t recall the exact derivative being used but it accounts for the psychosis you see nowadays in meth heads. The book touches on a lot of things and is a great read in general. Highly recommend it.

[@Lexi_3457]

It's called P2P meth. I would explain but it is easier just for you to google it.

[@FLORIDAHOODVLOGS]

painful to watch

[@Morningmystic]

Oh my God man. It is amazing you are still with us. What you have gone through ! I wish you wouldn't ruin your life helping others. I pray you will have peace some day settle down and relax without the extra help. But I can understand you went thru so much. Meditation is needed. ❤❤😢

[@KlausGraves]

*medication

[@NicholsNarly]

I have seen and known people that ended up like this. Stay up for days and you will see and speak like this man. Live that life consistently and you become unfortunately delirious. Sad to see.

[@Wag1blad]

Even if you have no issues, to stay awake for a day without proper rest and diet and hydration (not drugs) will make you mentally unwell

[@Jumbo344]

@@Wag1blad 24hrs you’re be completely shattered 73hrs the trip begins.

[@Thomas-fk3cw]

​@@Jumbo344Approaching 73 hours you hear voices and music thst isn't there and see people out of corner of your eyes and turn and they're gone.

[@Ruhma.]

@@Thomas-fk3cw yuppp

[@zombiequeen7754]

Until the stigma regarding mental illness is no more...there will always be lost souls like him here. Much love.. positivity.. happiness..good health and peace to all. Please everyone love over hate before it's too late

[@pdonovan3097]

Terrifyingly Heartbreaking. This 15 minutes felt like it lasted a day.

[@matthewthomas7589]

This man is delirious!