SUPER SWEET SENTIMENTS!

[@savannahshaye747]

The first morning after my dad passed was the hardest for me. I woke up crying before my eyes were even open. You never miss them any less, you just make room for the loss. I know that it's so frustrating to hear right now, but it will get easier bit by bit. We placed prayer stones in Dad's hands just before he died and I had mine turned into a necklace. I wear it on days when I wish he was here (his funeral, college graduation, weddings) and it makes me feel like he's right there with me. Maybe you could find something of your Dad's and use it in a similar fashion. Still thinking of you all

[@socre8tive]

Your Dad has affected my life for the positive in 3 ways: 1. he showed me how to have a positive outlook 2. he reminded me to keep a sense of humor 3. he taught me to wash my hands before and after ...hahaha Love to all of your family, Cami

[@mssky69]

socre8tive hahaahah i forgot about #3

[@evankirenia]

I just, I don't understand why I enjoy watching this baby "eat", but I do. hehehehe it's adorable

[@natashalittle8206]

'Death leaves a heartache that no-one can heal but love leaves memories that no-one can steal' R.I.P Trixxy Lots of Love from Australia

[@allimarie3931]

Here from Ellie & Jared. I know I'm just a new subscriber but I still burst into tears watching your intro. So incredibly sorry for your loss!! I lost my dad in '09 in a motorcycle accident and it still hurts. It does get better but not completely. Knowing my dad will never meet my sweet babies, and my babies never got a chance to know my sweet father hurts so much sometimes. Hold your family close and cherish the wonderful memories!

[@yakumo5157]

My mom died from breast cancer and knowing she will never be able to help me plan or be at my wedding, know my daughter, give me advice when I need it, or anything ever again is so so hard. I know a lot of what you are talking about. At least we have our children and loved ones. Sorry for your loss!

[@LovebugsFamily]

I have a huge pet peeve when ppl say stay strong after they go through a rough patch! You can't keep feelings repressed it comes out worse! They just need to experience the pain and sorrow. So that they can move on healthily so there are no regrets! So let them grieve and pray for peace! Love yall sorry for the rant! Praying that this time is peaceful

[@emilyexorcismzombie]

Alice Jones Well a lot of people including me mean "stay strong" in a different way. When I say "stay strong" to people who are going through something I don't mean "don't break down or repress feelings" I mean it in almost like a "you can get through this, it will be okay" kind of way.

[@LovebugsFamily]

I am sorry. I never thought of it that way I've only heard it condescendingly. So my view on it was that it was apathy not empathy or sympathy

[@emilyexorcismzombie]

It's okay!

[@rain-of6yc]

I agree with you 100%, people told me to stay strong when I lost and grandparents and I turned into a complete bitch

[@EnglishVirgo]

It is uber frustrating when you get diagnosed with cancer...you hear "stay strong" and "chin up" and it makes you feel like youre wrong for being upset. People only mean it in a nice way, but when you feel bad, its the last thing you want to hear xx

[@SuperTxangel]

That was hilarious! "Let's get crunked up"

[@pamdleve]

I'm so sorry! Even though your parents were not together as a married couple, I really have to say how lucky you are to be able to have them in the same room together! It was not that way with mine! In fact they hated and still hate each other and they spilt in the 70's. Your mom is so special and I'm so glad that she is a huge part of your vlogs!

[@zyxwt]

Today on March 28th I lost my mother to cancer 6 years ago. It was the roughest time of my life, it took me so long to become as strong as I am today. I just want y'all to know that It's ok to cry, it's ok to mourn. You guys are doing a fantastic job with swallowing this huge pill. I'm still praying for you guys. Love y'all!

[@ReclaimingMotherhood]

We are praying for y'all during this difficult time. We're glad you have Macey Gaines there to brighten your day, and glad that family is able to gather together.

[@ceciliabragg2797]

Yesterday I left my 87 year old father after a week long visit. As I left very early in the morning I debated whether or not to wake him before I left. I decided to go in and give him a quick kiss on the cheek and tell him that I love him. When I got home I saw your vlog and I am so sorry for your loss Cullin. As you said, we should not take any moment for granted. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

[@Sara00393]

This intro has got me crying every time!! God Bless!

[@dahyanaarroyo7621]

R.I.P Trixxy😭😭 praying for you guys!

[@adricastro]

The intro gets me!! We love you guys!! You have so much support, prayers and love going your way!

[@kpotter774]

Oh that clip had me rolling! "Go to the club" aww, been thinking about y'all these past few days. So glad you are letting us in on how you are dealing with it all. We love you guys

[@oncefoundmakeup]

Let's get them to their silver play button for Trixxy! #bamachick1101too100K

[@msbonnieharris]

:( Im sorry for your loss. I lost my dad when I was 19.. It doesn't really get easier you just get use to it :(. There will still be days where im like I just cant believe he is really gone. *hugs*

[@nbrown088]

I'm continuing to send prayers to y'all during this time. It's been a year since my mother in law has passed and we still haven't touched her room. She still has so many clothes and knickknacks that have been untouched. My grandmother hasn't been doing too well so all of our family have come together and have been there for her. You are all in our thoughts and prayers.!

[@nbrown088]

RIP Trixxy

[@kizzymcd284]

it took me 6 months after my son died to go into his room, I went like a mad woman trying to find something with his scent on but alas I had washed his clothes the day before he died. I also went rummaging in his waste paper bin to see if there was anything he has written about me. I went crazy it was so sad so I fully understand why you haven't yet touched your Grandmothers room. I had to in the end because we moved house but if I hadn't moved it would still be the same all these years later

[@chrisavgiable]

kizzy McD the worst is to lose a child!! It's not supposed to happen that way! The parents should go first, I can't even imagine losing a child but for sure it's the worst!!! Sorry about your loss!!! :(

[@kizzymcd284]

Christine Mavroidis leaving my son at the cemetery is by far the hardest thing...going to the cemetery to see him, spend time with him etc feels so unnatural. There is SO much involved in losing your child and its with you every single day. People equate healing with time but time stood still for me on Valentines Day when I had the police at my door to tell me the most horrific thing a mother could ever hear,,my son was dead and I would never see him or feel him again. I miss him SO much, it hurts deeply. Thank you for your kind words

[@ameliadee6687]

My mum lost her mother just before I was born. She always talks about 'little deaths'. The little things that you think of they they did you remember and want back. Love you all soooooo much

[@reneemitchell295]

I gotta say, when Gaines smirks she so looks like your dad when he'd smile! God bless y'all. Prayers and hugs from PA and Mexico!!

[@pamfrompa2604]

All these special moments captured on video will be in your heart always. Praying for you and your family.

[@harlimclaughlin5470]

It would be amazing if Ellen could be his last target ball, he deserves it during these tough times to make his day a little brighter. Praying for Cullen and his family.

[@timsgirl8668]

You and your family are definitely in my prayers... I watched ur vlog yesterday to get my mind off the funeral I had just gotten home from of my Uncle who just lost his 10 1/2 year battle with 4 different cancer diagnoses. Didn't know it was going to be such a home hitting vlog... I pray u guys can find comfort during this time. Your dad seemed amazing from the little bit I saw. Blessings...

[@toric.6648]

My thoughts & prayers are truly with you guys & your entire family! So glad you have these precious videos & pics to look back on..Stay Strong! We LOVE you guys!!! ❤️🙏📷😥

[@Weswife1998]

Continuing to pray for you alls comfort.. Love that niece of yours... Great laugh!

[@KellyConlan18]

You are in my thoughts and prayers, Cullen, Katie and MG. Thank you for sharking your lives with us and thank you for letting us get to know Trixxy

[@CrazyGirlLovesLife07]

That was perfectly said, Kelly. Unfortunately, I just started wating the day before he passed so I have been catching up on what a great father he had! Truly lucky to have memories MG can watch when she is older. You and yours, Cullen and Katie, are in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time.

[@deannaj5353]

Cullen, the intro to this video is so beautiful it gets me everytime with the tears. You and your family remains in my prayers and thoughts. Your dad will be miss!!!! He was an amazing funny guy❤

[@BluePisces1]

My sincere condolences to you and your family at this sad time. My thoughts and prayers are going your way.

[@lelandmommy2007]

My word of advise people gave me when my brother passed on Feb 6 at 39 years old. Just remember he loves you guys with all his heart. You guys will see him again on the flip side aka heaven

[@lorenaperez2299]

Cullen, youe intro brought tears to my eyes. I lost my grandmother two weeks ago and unfortunately I was in her hospital room when she stopped breathing. It's been so difficult to deal with, I was extremely close to her. I can just imagine how you're feeling right now, I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@clairepaquette5612]

It's been 18 yrs today that my dad passed away and I still miss him dearly. I hold on to the great memories and it makes it so much easier. RIP Trixxy.

[@sl33pysl0th]

My eyeballs are sweating! I lost my mother when I was younger and I feel your pain. I admire your strength and positivity throughout this time. My heart goes out to you and your family and my thoughts and prayers to you all. God bless💕

[@bethanya6955]

I started crying too when you read the note from Katie's parents... So sweet.

[@natwhit2009]

I almost lost my dad a few times because of his heart..........i feel blessed to have this extra time with him...........god bless you through this sad time

[@ShabrinaDanielle]

Still praying for you & your family. Love you guys.

[@Amanda---]

Family is all that really matters...soak it up and remember dad is watching from above! Prayers to you all!

[@stylebyjadie]

Gains has so much hair! Ahhhh. She is the sweetest thing ever!

[@ziggy363]

I cannot stop crying! I am so very sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Rest in paradise 👼❤️

[@sadgirl19832002]

Hugs!!!! I also lost my dad to cancer! Keeping you and your family in my prayers.

[@lisaprather3752]

The intro of your Dad makes me smile. So glad you have those memories on video! Continued prayers for all of you!

[@wickedfann]

Still sending love, hugs, and prayers your way ! Love ya'll to the moon and back. I miss Trixxy already! He was one cool dude:)

[@oliviawettstein1094]

Your dad was truly an amazing man and will not only be missed by you guys but your whole KZbin community as well! Prayers are coming your way and much love!

[@TheEverafters]

Aww so happy you have family with you. Makes it more real, but comforting as well.

[@Patricia_ThatBougieFreshieGirl]

Oh Cullen I am so sorry for your loss. I haven't been online for a few days, so I just found out about your dad. I don't even know what to say, other than to wish you and your family great strength in the next few weeks. It is so hard when you loose a parent. I lost my mother and it is still difficult at times. But I have learned to remember all the good times we had and that has always given me great comfort. She was only 4ft 9in, but she was a little spit fire, and her laugh would fill a room. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

[@bjones737]

Stay Strong Cullen & Katie . Cullen just know your dad wouldn't want you to be upset. Keep pushing .

[@heathernocito2592]

Rip Trixi. May the Trixi sprit live on earth with Cullen and Katie😩😭😔. Love yall stay strong. Everyone is here for you

[@TheNeeboo1]

Omg Cullen that intro is a tear jerker everytime but it's sooo touching I had to pause the vlogg and go and hug my mom and just tell her how much I love and appreciate her...your in my prayer!!

[@monicacotton3892]

Your dad was amazing Cullen...thanks for sharing him and his humor with us! I know he has inspired a lot of us out here in KZbin world.

[@ItsMia1]

Still praying for strength for you and yours, Cullen. Glad that your family is making their way into town.

[@BrookeAmber03]

I'm so sorry about your loss Cullen. I lost my dad when I was 13 years old so I know how it feels to lose someone close to you especially your dad. Keeping all of you guys in my thoughts and prayers!

[@RemSoDope]

Lmao!! "Hey yall, let's get f*kd up tonight!!!" aaayyyeee sounds like a good time!

[@Samantha.513]

That's not even funny?

[@whammy3323]

Nothing more loving than this KZbin family that we share!! So glad I can be a part of it... Still keeping your family uplifted in prayers for comfort :-)

[@omans31]

Thank you all for sharing these vlogs and it has been a fun few weeks getting to know your dad "Trixxy" and all the antics! I am hugging you all HARD all the way from Duluth, Minnesota! My dad passed two years ago December 16th, yet it still feels like yesterday....I hope you all have the fun memories to comfort you. There are no limited amount of times that you can watch the videos, either! Watch them milllions of time if it helps your hearts heal! XXOO

[@NikkiPink511]

That intro makes me cry... I am so sorry for your loss. There has been so many deaths around me that when I found out about your dad, I lost it. I send all my love and prayers to you and the whole famn damily!

[@MsRrossi]

Thinking of you all the way from Australia x

[@nataliew.2965]

My grandpa passed away from cancer right around the time I was Macey Gaines's age. I'm 18 now and I can't even tell you how much I wish there was some kind of video footage of him or something of that nature from when he was alive so that I could try to imagine the kind of relationship we would've had if he was still with me, or even the person that he had been before that. That being said, I think it's absolutely incredible that you have this footage of him that MG can see when she gets older so that she may see what a wonderful man Trixxy was and know that she had another grandpa who loved her more than anything. What an amazing gift you have given her!! Know that I'm sending lots of prayers and love to your entire family ❤️

[@chelsyealyssa]

Cullen and katie(and family), you all continue to be in my prayers day in and day out. I am terribly sorry about your loss and the rough time you are going through. I pray for peace and healing for you and your family.

[@TheFullHouseLymans]

Haha. Go to da club lol...cranked bwhahaha. My niece couldn't say frog, it sounded a lot like her crunk. Too funny. One of the great things about loosing family is the unity it beings together with the living. What a blessing.

[@meggyloux1112]

My heart goes out to your family during this hard time. I am so sorry for your loss. I do feel you guys need praise on being able to handle the loss as well as you are. You are choosing to cherish and remember the good times your father was alive instead of letting it consume you, although I'm sure you have those moments. I just want to thank you for sharing his journey with us and I hope he may rest easy and watch over you, Katie, Gaines and the rest of your family.

[@MegaSilentWhispers]

Prayers and immense love sentiments coming your way Cullen & Katie. Take care.

[@Minecraft_soleya]

Honey! Praying for continued strength for the entire family!

[@TheSweetums91]

That song makes me cry every time! So touching and beautiful... Love you guys!

[@areynolds2084]

Everytime I watch the beginning of the vlogs I find myself crying I lost my grandfather to cancer almost a year and a half ago I know how you guys feel😥 but keep your heads up you all will see him soon. I laughed so hard I was in tears when you did the flashback love you guys

[@paulineblack608]

Sorry for your loss. It's a difficult time for you right now but remember all the good times you had together and all the laughs. The first 2yrs are the hardest but it does get better after that. Love to you all and thinking of you at this sad time.

[@jthanz87]

seeing your dad dance in the intro made me bawl... i know you will miss and ache for him forever. no longer to hear his voice, see him or be able to call him etc. but he'll be watching over all of you and you will meet him again someday. i went from crying to laughing during this vlog.... laughing at the cute girl saying "lets get f'd up" lmao. rest in heaven to your dad. we all will miss him

[@smckinsey2001]

I love the intro. I'm so happy you had the last few weeks with him. It makes me laugh and cry all at the same time. Hold fast to your faith knowing that you will without a doubt all be reunited. Love you guys and sending many prayers of strength and comfort in these difficult days ahead.

[@SuziVlogs]

Just watch your video of loosing your dad. i can't even imagine.... *massive hugs* hope you're all doing okay x

[@surria200]

Im really sorry to hear about your father. Watching him in the video made me cry. Be strong.

[@nikkitaylor0315]

I am loving the intro. Rest in peace Trixxy, enjoy the bomb ass biscuits and gravy upstairs with the big man! 👼

[@BrandisParadise]

I LMAO at your niece saying let's get crunked up. So funny! You all are in my thoughts and prayers. Give Macey Gaines a hug for me 😄

[@MsNicoleFancey]

Tons of love and laughter to all of you.

[@nancypowers531]

Love you guys! Every time I go to Target, I sing the Target Ball Song. Now I'll tap that big red ball and say Hey Trixxy!!!

[@abyhagley5801]

God bless your family! Comfort and laughter from family and friends is the best medicine!

[@HumpNugget]

Prayers and hugs for all of you, so sorry for your loss...

[@SparkyDoodlebuglove]

Much love and prayers for you all and your family from our house to yours. Hold tight to those wonderful memories. Luv you guys

[@TheArtOfWaiting]

Aw, I love that this is the intro again

[@allimarie980]

I'm so sorry Cullen. I'm glad you got to spend some precious moments with your father before he died. You said in yesterday's vlog that your dad never really embraced the vlogging thing and that you guys were never really this close before. It may be because of how cancer changes people. Knowing you are about to die really changes your outlook on life. I think your dad really wanted to change things around and strengthen his relationship with you. It shows how much he loved you

[@jo-anna6086]

Heaven gained another Angel👼. Your Dad will always be with you and watching over you Macey Gaines. He may not be here in body form,but,he is still here in spirit ... Always and forever 😊😘. Love and Condolences , Jo-Anna & Kitties ❤️

[@kerireyes3967]

Sending lots of love and hugs to you from GA! You're doing a great job to keeping him alive through you memories and I know he'd be honored by that! Xoxo

[@Morganics.]

Cullen i cant even imagine how hard it must be right now for you and your family, but you are together and thats important. Remember the good times and try not to think about the bad ones because in the end the bad times dont matter.

[@JuggaletteNikki]

Heaven has gained an amazing angel. thoughts and prayers are with u guys

[@vanessammacd]

LOL omg I remember that crunked up video! We used to have my brother say sentences with 'truck' in it when he was really little for the same reason. So hilarious!

[@AbbyNG123]

My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.

[@lisapitman4140]

love you guys i lost my aunt almost 2 yrs ago keep rock

[@TheMaltbieBunch]

My daughter is wearing that exact onsie today! lol Sending hugs your way, loved watching your dad in the vlogs, so very sorry for your loss!

[@jessdeer9946]

I'd love to see a pic of Pre Trixxy dressed in his uniform, Serving our country!

[@MRSBANDHERBESTIES]

Thank you for sharing your memories with us! Still sending many prayers of comfort to you all!

[@sheenaplanetadvocate6289]

So sorry for your loss. I lost my father almost 2 years ago. He died 3 months before I became pregnant with my daughter. Big hugs to you all.

[@LilCountryGirl0608]

Sending all my thoughts and prayers all the from Nc to Alabama to y'all during this time its never easy losing a parent i lost my mother last year on May 9th some days are better then others but i will always remember the good times we had

[@HaleyRice101]

Praying for you and your family Cullen!

[@sarahkennedy9276]

So sorry for your loss and I will keep you and your family in my prayers

[@Beckers316]

Guys I am so sorry I am just now seeing this I had no idea about your fathers passing! So sorry prayers and love coming your way!!

[@nadiadieterle9108]

Gaines is just too precious, she is doing so good with trying out food :-)

[@keriannsauter1131]

I am so sorry for your lost your family is in my family's pray I have my whole community praying for you I love you guys

[@TabithaLynn96]

Love y'all so much! You're like family except through the internet!💜❤

[@monicaramirez2447]

God Bless Sending Lots Of Love & Prayers ❤️

[@kayl47]

Love y'all! Your dad was a great man.

[@kassientsaiab]

I love you guys so much and my prayers are to you and your family❤️

[@suecrespy]

Honey! Sending much love and hugs!

[@mrssarkazz]

Sending loads of hugs!!