nothing,nowhere. - i'm sorry, i'm trying (Official Music Video)

[@nickburt7781]

cant believe its been 8 years. still one of my favorite songs of all times. this one really takes me places :/

[@nicolelee6591]

Same!

[@jeremyasher382]

Brother you and me both we in this together man

[@MichaelMartinez-jo4sm]

Word

[@jamiew7805]

Same x4

[@MorrowArt]

joe's og songs are so fucken good they speak to my soul.

[@imlookingformusic1182]

All these people here... legitimately hopless. No fake people with fake depression, fake stories, or fake emotions. I just can't decide if these people I relate with are motivation to keep going, or just another reason to end it.

[@Sowwy]

you have issues ahmad

[@MegumiCiBear]

sowwy don’t worry, that will come back to bite him in the ass. People don’t believe in karma but it’s real. If you treat others like shit, one day that will come back to him ten fold and his life will turn to shit and he will have no one to blame but himself. Mark my words.

[@laurenalexismusicreacts2446]

stay strong u got this

[@edwardbedardfayle2450]

Leaning towards the ending....Seems better

[@xenomorphZ15]

I'm only depressed in a clinical way. HA posers

[@TheAionic]

After I graduated High School, I stayed home, thought I was the Coolest thing ever. Boy was I wrong, I became very depressed and this song is a perfect representation of every emotion I ever felt. Thank You for this song. I am in my 30's now and I am what I to be consider successful, it gets easier.

[@24wellz34]

TheAionic I feel you man

[@WazzGucci14]

TheAionic i'm in that situation right now tbh

[@neiontab]

TheAionic good to know

[@Mycatnikita]

TheAionic I hope it gets easier

[@keelanraymond]

I'm trying to be an artist. I'm hoping it's my way out but it probably leads further in.

[@LazySkeptic23]

Nothing really matters in the end, that is the fact that scares most but also comforts me

[@LyriczBeast]

Does that mean one should become complacent in their own suffering?

[@Felix-yk4ln]

@@LyriczBeast Exactly. Some just use that mindset to justify their complacency.

[@LazySkeptic23]

Edited because the wording was a bit confusing.

[@pierrolosapio1042]

That is purely your belief and has not much to do with skepticism.

[@jimmybrisket449]

@@LazySkeptic23 mattering or not mattering is not a objective measurement, its personal feelings projected. To the tree creating and distributing seeds matters most, to the bird eating the fruit its just hard bits in the way of food. Worry less and be the bird and be the tree, allow the calmness of acceptance to enter your mind like a cool breeze. Tell someone, even a friend, that you love or respect them and then do right by them, if you choose well they will return the respect. Praise be to the sun and moon, dance, protect and guide our wondrous tribes together little warriors.

[@deercreature]

A depressing sense of Nostalgia hits when I listen to this track and video. It's absolutely fantastic.

[@svffer]

lyrics i'm sorry that i can't get out of bed i'm sorry that my heads always a mess i'm sorry that i missed your call for the third time in a row i promise that i care much more than i show don't get carried away, no i'll only let you down certain circumstances got me feeling low don't take it personally talk some sense into me i’ve been feeling senseless acting selfish hate myself so fucking much i’m out of touch but i can see through all the lies that they’ve been selling me quit telling me you know they know what's best for me my patience being tested see in the parking lot of the high school that i went to thought i hated it but its real shit when your friends leave and you're back home with the same dreams on the same street all of the things that i’ve taken for granted is now everything that i wish hadn’t ended all that i hated is now what i miss ain't that a bitch i'm sorry that i can't get out of bed i'm sorry that my heads always a mess i'm sorry that i missed your call for the third time in a row i promise that i care much more than i show

[@zzirFeaRzz]

cheers m8

[@katiecourtney6061]

god.神 ù

[@silversunpickups100]

In spanish xD: Lo siento, estoy tratando Lo siento que no pueda salir de cama Lo siento que mi cabeza fuera un desastre Lo siento que me haye perdido tu llamada por tercera vez consecutiva. Prometo que me preocupo mucho mas de lo que muestro ahora No te dejes llevar, no Yo sere el unico que te defraudara Ciertas circunstancias me hicieron sentir deprimido No lo tomes personal Hablame con un poco mas de sentimiento, me he estado sintiendo insensible Actuando con egoismo, odiandome a mi mismo un culo, estoy fuera de toque Pero puedo ver a traves de todas las mentiras que ellos me iban vendiendo Deja de decirme que sabes que ellos saben que es lo mejor para mi Mi paciencia ha sido probada, ves... En el estacionamiento del colegio al que fui A pesar de odiarlo, sin embargo es real esta mierda cuando tus amigos se fueron Y tu estas devuelta a casa con los mismo sueños En la misma calle Todas las cosas que las tomaba por sentado son el ahora Todas las cosas que deseo aun no han terminado Todo lo que odiaba es ahora lo que extraño No es una perra? Lo siento que no pueda salir de cama Lo siento que mi cabeza fuera un desastre Lo siento que me haye perdido tu llamada por tercera vez consecutiva. Prometo que me preocupo mucho mas de lo que muestro ahora

[@jordanhaltom5398]

ghostly thanks that helps a lot pretty awesome u do all that by ur self ?

[@zzirFeaRzz]

paiN geht doch voll klar?

[@elderford989]

I've been fighting depression since I was 15, I'm 38 now and still fighting. And I'll fight until the end of my day's, if for nothing else but my son. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, but I won't lie and say that the path there is straight and narrow or that it's not filled with potholes. I've been in the bottom of a ditch so many times. But, so far, I've got a 100% success rate of getting back out. I'm bruised and battered, scarred and damaged but I'm here!

[@cringemaxxing28]

You’ll get through this

[@DTZ__]

That rap verse kind of hits home. This is my last year of high school and I have no clue what I want to do with myself. My grades are mediocre and I just dont feel motivated to do anything.

[@vxidwvlkxr]

Literally me. 17, 12th grade, skeptical of my whole life right now.

[@dustonthestairs7305]

me too man i gave up with school i want to die

[@polishmatt82]

Shit's all good...don't overthink it....

[@murdread]

can relate. 16. anxious, uninspired and demotivated about every aspect of my life. you're not alone buddy.

[@randomperson4942]

Zephyr XX same af 4 weeks from graduation and don't know what to do with life

[@TheKakaoSuchti]

i need a hug now... but no one is here :(

[@timothyjordan1827]

I'll give ya one bud. :D

[@Jaenikz]

bruder, wir alle brauchen eine.

[@VorpalBladeOtaku]

Late, but here (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ

[@GuterStaudensellerie]

+Jaenikz Hallo Mensch, du teilst meine Musik und spielst meine Spiele. Ich mag Dich. Bleib wie Du bist.

[@ShadowInTehDarkness]

I'm here. I'll hug you, but I wont let go.. You can count on me.

[@heroi6996]

its scary how relatable this is

[@loreleiwood9837]

He can sing, rap, scream, write, play. And he's so so good at all.

[@scottlewis23]

"Don't get carried away, I'll only let you down... "

[@tysonrich2941]

I just went to a close friends funeral...a few days ago. and this was one of his favourite songs and they quoted it at his funeral....and this is my first time listening to it 😰 I just wanted you to know that your music has touched people. in more ways then you know.

[@Southlakesown]

Rip

[@Sublimepunkx]

Rest In Peace!

[@lauragibb6014]

I listen to this song a lot when I'm remembering my best friend who passed really suddenly last year. I know it was how he was feeling at the time and had been for a long time. I've felt like this too, for the majority of my life and I'm extremely grateful I don't experience depression at this level most of the time anymore. This song is heart wrenching and beautiful.

[@jeromelucero95]

"But its real shit when your friends leave and you're back home with the same dreams on the same street.." those lyrics hit me like a freight train.

[@DaMasta981]

Fuck...

[@elderxemo92]

Yep...

[@sohardsharma8268]

Ouch

[@cg-wo4ik]

Am I the only one who mostly listens to rap but this song is one of my favorite songs

[@maskedhero625]

nah man same, dank pic btw

[@cg-wo4ik]

Cool and thx

[@kacpergraj1929]

Hah, same here. And i am proud of it :)

[@xOsna]

caleb greenwood i usually just listen to this schoolboy, future, drake shit but some evenings i just come here and think about life, kinda feels good

[@Architect_Sabriel]

To all those out there that think they are worthless, useless, trash, and other slurs; remember one thing: You are not any of those. Don't let things that people think of you influence you in a bad way. Work towards your goal hard and steadily. There is always that one special person that, without you knowing, is always watching over you. Keep trying to get out of the hole you are stuck in, and eventually you will be flying higher than earth's reach. Good luck to everyone and lots of hugs to those that need it now, or will need it in the future. Don't let yourself down with minor things and insults towards you. I hope you all will have a bright(er) future. With love, Sabriel.

[@nubiwonthebet]

Thank you. I mean it.

[@ParanormalNinj4]

[@jeremiahmiller1224]

But what if i have no goals...

[@dreezyonhere]

Spyro Soar there lies the problem. I can relate.

[@NotAviantics]

I don’t base how I feel about myself on others, I still am trash :/ lol

[@anakinparkin8721]

"I promise that I care much more than I show." This hit me like a truck. I lost the greatest person I could ever dream of, because I didn't show them how much I loved them. I never told them every day that I loved them. Its not that I didn't feel it, I just never knew how to express it. So hearing that line cut me deep

[@daiskedaigaku7428]

I hear you. The same thing happened to me 2 months ago.

[@lil_Guy00]

Me too, haunts me everyday

[@youngperc84]

I'm going through the same situation. I come back to this song whenever I feel like giving up. It helps me a lot.

[@Phoenix-ty7yz]

I'm so sick of being depressed but I can't help it

[@dudeistpriest1]

People change. Give it years. I used to have no hope. Now most days I can't understand how much i have that is a blessing.

[@isaacdavis9491]

t c what if the only though that gets any emotion out of you is death? Some of us are too far gone and we’re just waiting for it to come to an end

[@Corrupted]

Amazing as always man, keep it up!

[@LOADINGNEO]

+Corrupted gtfo

[@DzejDzejDzodzo]

+L O A D I N G haha xd

[@EmotionalTokyox]

+Corrupted The video is amazing

[@emilyrth7]

du hörst sowas? wie fresh,ich liebe dieses Lied und deinen kanal natürlich auch 😊

[@sayo2945]

einfach nur geil der song

[@rawrruby]

Damn im crying just listening to this and reading the comments

[@RR-ri1bz]

sarahruby 💙

[@midnitest0rm]

This is legitimately the saddest song I’ve ever heard. And it hurts so good.

[@anforet6203]

I'm crying. These frickin lyrics describe my life right now and it's 2:00 AM here and I am crying. I love this song

[@shu7927]

everynighttt

[@controllyourself8144]

Isabella Foret the expectations are set high. Fucking breath and when you do know there is plenty more. The body is a trap. That mind controls our existance.

[@isaacdavis9491]

I can’t express how much this song means to me. It’s been a rough couple years but after finding nothing,nowhere it’s given me slight hope that something might change

[@IshyVideos]

About to be 35 in August. I always thought when I was younger that when you get older you change to "act 30" 40 50. As I get older realizing that 16 yr old never leaves. Just gets drowned by life. I appreciated this artist since 2016 when I was 28. Thought as I get older I'd get calmer in my anxiety, but just dropped more in my depression. You're friends who you confide in are fucking everything. I am fortunate to still have then at a later age. Appreciate your closest boys/girls. Appreciate them. For all the young n old I hope you all keep your heads up. Stay safe and stay healthy, buds.

[@Sonyboj]

Yup, pushing 35. Still an anxious mess.

[@DaThaDon98]

I love these guys, their videos capture the 90s so well, for me anyway. Just how I feel.

[@ih8he4vy]

8 years later and its like i didnt even get to experience a single bit of it, it flies by so fast. cherish the friends and people you meet when you're young, because they do not stay around forever; and these will be the memories you hold later on in life. i really miss those days.

[@patuszodi7532]

"I promise that I care much more than I show" I used to think like that. I believed that for some reason, not everyone's actions quite match up to their true intentions... Just because someone seems to not say "thank you" enough, does not mean that they're ungrateful. Just because someone isn't smiling all the time, does not make them depressed or unhappy. I used to think that untill I realized that I'm just a lowlife, self-centered, shit person.

[@nicklasroed4243]

+PattyMMelt dude i feel like you just described and now i'm worried that i'm a lowlife self-centered shit person aswell get the best out of life bro, keep your head up high and don't let anyone tell you that you are shit

[@patuszodi7532]

Nicklas Roed thanks man

[@patuszodi7532]

+Cereal Box It's possible, but I don't know

[@michaeladams2074]

My OPINION Everyone is shit, to an extent. No one is less/more shit than one person. Being as: Everyone tries their best/whatever they think is best. Though, living on this theory means you are smart enough to live and strive (moving past the fact that you are shitty). Being 13, I really don't think I know all about emotion, and morals, or telling people what to believe, really, but, I do know that moving on is important.

[@michaeladams2074]

+Cereal Box

[@oliwia8285]

God, why is this so beautiful?

[@denzi1800]

Masterpiece.

[@shrimppoboy4412]

I can't believe this song is 8 years old. A great song for what I felt in this time period and I still sing it when I feel low today.

[@Tensixcold5836]

I listen to this song everyday,every time I listen to this song I realize my past has been a waste,this song makes me so sad but also reminds me of the good things I had in the past. This is one of my fav song, everytime I hear it my heartaches. I wasted my teenage years being nothing. I'm afraid if I'd be nowhere in the future . This song hits so hard ❤️

[@Justinyoutubechannel]

Motivation to kero going, it's ok if you feel this way, it's all the reason to know it's ok and it can only get better so keep pushing thru . Why give up now after all the pain and tough times? That would be a waste. We're worth it keep going reaper gang

[@alex-hh1ve]

Ever since i graduated high school last year this song has been a constant mood for me. All of my friends moved on and stopped talking to me, they're working and going to college already while i dropped out of it in the first week cause my depression hit me really bad, can't find a job and all i do every day is staying in my bed. I don't really know why I'm writing this comment but i honestly think i won't make it till next year.

[@hnormizzle]

Heard this song for the first time in 2018. I was on leave after having spine surgery. I was very limited in what I could do until I was healed up enough. I couldn’t clean, couldn’t mow my grass, couldn’t work. My job at the time was at a psychiatric hospital and because of how physically demanding it was to handle patients, what normally would have been a 6 week leave for, say, an office job, became 3 months. I felt so hopeless. I felt like I didn’t have any worth. I sat inside all summer and colored in coloring books, watched everything I could possibly watch, read books, got a cat. If I couldn’t assist my spouse around the house, if I couldn’t support my family of coworkers back at the hospital with aggressive/troubled patients, what was my purpose? I barely made it through that summer. But then there was this song and it described everything I was feeling so *perfectly* and I felt less alone. I’d made it out of every dark place I’d ever been in, and I knew I’d make it out of this one. And I did. I still come back to this song (like now) on the low days. Have a good cry. Dust myself off. Get up and try again.

[@oliver-9971]

This song has been with me through a lot of really rough years and although I’ve grown up and moved past a lot of the hard times, this still finds it’s way to remind me of what once was. A time capsule in audio form. I’ll forever hold it close to me, however painful

[@Oldsul]

Man, it’s funny how fast a lifetime can pass by.

[@estk88]

this makes me sad in a happy way and I love it.

[@mxlee]

nothing,nowhere. is my favourite artist since november 2015 and it will remain like this forever. thank you Joe, you and your music saved my life.

[@mhdwantz6214]

No matter what’s life I’m going through I always come back here sometimes ❤️

[@TxmmyBeats]

this song takes me back to some of the best times of my life

[@RJey01]

2k24 still a masterpiece

[@BELLEVERIC]

We all have to deeply thank Astari for always making all of us join here and talk about real problems not like the mainstream people and medias talking about superficial lives... I love y'all and will always come back to their old songs... It just keeps me sane.

[@LazySkeptic23]

I always come back here, It never gets any better

[@LazySkeptic23]

Sigh.

[@aaronloe6853]

thank you for putting yourself out there like this, you're not alone

[@bengerman6165]

I've discovered you today and I'm so thankful. My girlfriend let me go today because I haven't been true to myself and it fucked up the relationship. In the process she shattered the guard I've built up my whole life to keep people away from the hurt I feel. I have never asked for help once in my life, and have always fought all my battles alone. I know what I have to do to get better and move past the cage I've built around myself to keep myself in and others out. Today was a beautiful day for me and Im happy to know that I'll be becoming the man I know I can be without the things I know I don't need. Thank you, Saige, I love you and I'm gonna get better. Thank you for your music n,n. I have nothing but love what you are doing.

[@zachbauer7817]

Ben German here for you man

[@eszyx8062]

Nothing, Nowhere is simply the best music to chill to, and think about the past. Even with the old video's inside the video. I love it!

[@stoli8226]

I came back to this and crying my eyes out man i noticed everyones temporary and i just end up alone

[@virgiawanrakapratama8590]

Years by year, this song always hit me

[@JensVanDeAarde]

i remember hearing this the first time in january or february 2016 *over 4 years now and it's still a gem

[@neiontab]

Facts

[@ines2789]

no, i’ll be okay. its gonna be okay. im going to heal. time will heal the problems. im going to be alright. i have my whole life ahead of me and i cant give up just yet. imagine all the great things i will experience in the future, i cant give up. im going to keep living for myself and for the people around me. i’ll be okay.

[@shu7927]

2 years since this song came out... time is flying

[@acexM]

eh gia

[@Momolia]

@@acexM hey you

[@ryankersell2505]

First time i heard this it was the night core version. Didnt know you. Glad i finally know you. If you really feel this pain. I love you for who you are and what you chose to do for your friends and strangers in pain and sorrow thank you.

[@zimtheinvaderofficial]

One of the few songs that can make me cry wtf

[@DSled]

miss this n,n

[@ghostroses777]

I remembered when it first came out on soundcloud, always blowed me away w/ there music! Great upload astari. You are the greatest. 👌💯🙌

[@yzfrsh]

👌

[@gairick9]

its been 4 years since i first listened to this. _it is what it is_

[@dead01111]

this song makes me cry everytime

[@josephcordell3102]

I find this video so comforting. I don't know why, I keep coming back to it

[@Kstyk]

props

[@michas1337]

+Kstyk kstyk u astari, no nie

[@DemekAirsoft]

weź

[@gothboybby]

xdd

[@ffsleon]

dealing with wasted potential, trust issues, unrealistic crushes, and feeling worthless. this song helps me forget :)

[@jasperyong3258]

heyy man its sad to see youre going through all that but you gotta keep fighting alright.Even when you lose hope and your selfworth , i promise you things will get better and you will look back years from now and see how much you've grown

[@ffsleon]

@@jasperyong3258 honestly i'm just lucky i have a friend i can talk to about it, she just helps me regain hope and it makes me feel so much better about myself

[@jasperyong3258]

@@ffsleon im glad to hear that

[@MJ-iq9hv]

Do you ever love someone but don't show them enough? And inside thinking is my heart this cold? Then keep telling yourself you need to but you still can't... :/

[@jennywakeman4959]

It just happend to me. I lost the person I loved most... how hard it was to show the person how much in love i were with her.... i struggled everyday ... it got so far that the person told me i dont love her and left with this heavy believe that i not love her... while now my tears didnt dry for a fucking month.... i cant stop hurting ... if she just knew .... she seriously left.... with that thoughts... and i struggle with the thought of her thinking i not loved her anymore...

[@january14x]

i remember finding this song 7 years ago & i saw him 2 times live here in germany. i wanna cry everytime this comes on all those feelings of nostalgia. thank you

[@r.a.d.d.a.d.7903]

Hard to believe this was 4 years ago, still here I am today.

[@terrytran1192]

She will never understand how much I love her, but ig she doesnt feel the same anymore. She left during the hardest part of my depression and now i dont know if i should just keep going or not.

[@davidm5415]

I have a problem. I don't know what it is, it could even be fake. But it definitely pushes everyone I love away. When things go wrong, I panic. Music like this helps me know I'm not alone. Everyone around me thinks its all in my head - its all made up. Maybe it is, maybe this is all really my fault.

[@SebLeng-x7q]

I know what it feels like. First time i got diagnosed i asked myself if this is even real or are these deep feelings i had are just all in my head? Maybe imagination? it is not your fault, but you need to work on yourself constantly. Most people with these issues think that depression is only YOUR problem. But you forget the people around you, who often suffer just like you. Because of this, you need to crawl out of this hole. That is what i've learned in therapy 1 year ago and it helps me a lot. Maybe you should talk to some professional. Keep your head up bro

[@owengraziano7288]

You’re the only artist I’ve ever heard that makes me feel this much with every song you make...... you’re fucking amazing. Keep it up, man.

[@EmotionalTokyox]

very E m o t i o n a l :C

[@narakmar6666]

Hi 2015

[@unhappyisdead]

this song will forever be a classic to me, I've been relating to it for more than two years now, crazy how little things can change over time, take care of yourselves 🖤🖤

[@selfabs0rbed]

i relate to this so fucking much oh my god it's like everything i feel/think is finally been put into words & sentences that make sense. crazy.

[@TheBillybopboop]

i feel the same..

[@27000p]

Love the throwback at 1:30 to another great n,n song. One of my favourites for sure

[@shu7927]

parking lot

[@draing5953]

lyrics [Hook] I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed I'm sorry that my heads always a mess I'm sorry that I missed your call For the third time in a row I promise that I care much more than I show [Verse] Don't get carried away, no I'll only let you down Certain circumstances got me feeling low Don't take it personally Talk some sense into me, I’ve been feeling senseless Acting selfish, hate myself so fucking much, I’m out of touch But I can see through all the lies that they’ve been selling me Quit telling me you know they know what's best for me My patience being tested, see In the parking lot of the high school that I went to Thought I hated it, but it's real shit when your friends leave And you're back home with the same dreams On the same street All of the things that I’ve taken for granted is now Everything that I wish hadn’t ended All that I hated is now what I miss Ain't that a bitch [Hook] I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed I'm sorry that my heads always a mess I'm sorry that I missed your call For the third time in a row I promise that I care much more than I show

[@yeritsmannyfromdaX]

I've been listening to this song for 4 years now and it still makes me think about those high school days , smoking joints in the woods with the fellas

[@ines2789]

cmon guys, we all got this. we’ll get through this together, its gonna be okay!!

[@trenttakeflight7627]

Whatever your doing just keep doing it 🙏

[@atklord4292]

Essa música me acalmou em uma fase muito ruim da minha vida ❤ eu nunca vou me cansar de escutar, sempre me traz essas lembranças.. por mais que tudo foi dificil para mim 🙏

[@slakkjajajajaj]

conheci essa música na minha fase mais depressiva da vida, agora cá estou eu, com 20 anos nessa mesma fase da vida, nao conquistei nada além de um vazio imenso no peito.. enquanto amigos e colegas sobem na vida eu continuo sendo o mesmo de sempre. Isso me deixa desesperado pois eu tenho desejos igual a todo mundo e ficar pensando nisso me deixa desesperado e ansioso, pode ser que eu nao esteja mais vivo até 2030 e poucos. Só sei que não quero essa sensação para a vida toda

[@sanctumscream372]

Hang in there man. When I was 21 I was at my lowest point too, I had this song on repeat for countless nights. I promise you, it will get better. You'll figure things out, and you'll be better off for it. Just keep the faith brother.

[@withlovefromoxygin]

perfect for the soul

[@felixclarke1601]

This is one of the best fucking songs of all time still coming back after 8 years im 25 now and I have 2 kids, and I'm still healing from this shit that NN is talking about everyday.

[@AaronMk3v]

i saw them live oh my were they super amazing. and i bought a hat,shirt, and a sweater. such great merch holy shit

[@ik_bentim]

kthepirate didn't know they where on tour, where did you see 'em?

[@Alice-fy9zp]

You are sooo lucky

[@AaronMk3v]

i saw them in Milwaukee, Wi. sep 24 i believe. they were on tour with la dispute and thrice

[@maxsolis5538]

I know this comment is old, but it's just one person.

[@notsotrvgic9104]

Nothing Nowhere is the freaking Goat, try and change my mind because you won't and once you fail at doing such you'll end up with no choice but to believe me

[@DJGRYFF0N2]

Not the usual stuff, but emotional as usual

[@Hazardlv]

" i promise that I care much more than I show" what a beautiful lyric ...

[@nonotanymore]

cant believe its been 8 years

[@JosipNukeDuke]

I absolutely love this song - brings back nostalgia and a lot of tears. Not those sad tears, but tears of joy when you remember certain moment in your life

[@MrSpawnlord]

NukDuk Your comment knocked the wind out of me It's brought me to tears.

[@stoicloner7428]

This song is perfect I have been battling fibromyalgia and what they think is connective tissue disease for 3 years its gotten so bad I have a hard time doing anything and both my best friends died 2 years ago and my disease and the loss of them I just haven't been the same I can hardly get out of bed depression and pain have been heavier than anything I've ever lifted and lately its a full blanket holding me in bed and a lot of time I just sleep as much as I can so I don't have to be awake and my past relationships have covered me in internal scars so I relate so well

[@shu7927]

):

[@zoeys_protector25]

Hey, how u holding up?

[@stoicloner7428]

Zöęÿš_ Prõtęctõr I'm still fighting thanks for thinking of me

[@durayyy]

Song is hard af and hes insane when he sings it live. Underrated

[@dimmadong2000]

Damn my life has been a waste.

[@dudeistpriest1]

If in one year I come back and you aren't on your way to becoming a veterinarian I will return.

[@MartianMoon]

Are you on your way to become a veterinarian?

[@crybaby2696]

same, my parents caught me doing drugs, what they don't know is that's my life support.

[@tibodasseville2477]

cry baby i feel you 🙏🏼

[@localdegenerate]

this hurt me deep down, thank you. glad i felt something

[@TripleOneOfficial]

strong af, stay esh 4 days

[@lanabotwin162]

I have been going through this channel for 3 hours now. Everything on it is perfect and keeping me from sleep.

[@cherubwords2472]

It’s 10 pm. My door is shut, my cats asleep on a pillow. My moms awake, and the only noise is my fan, my sniffles, and the soft murmur of the tv.

[@imtiredofbeingalone681]

You can search all you want. You can fulfill all your hopes and dreams. But you will always get tired of it, that's life. You will never find that thing that is missing because what's missing is something you can't find.

[@JaceGod]

I'm so messed up and I don't even know what direction in life I'm going. I think it's just better to end this life of mine, just to stop feeling the pain, the pressure and the suffering of what you call life.

[@devinthunder]

It's also messed up how 6 people liked this comment instead of reaching out to you. I really hope you're still around man.. you're a beautiful person who deserves nothing but the best.

[@josephcordell3102]

Keep your head up man

[@positronikiss]

JACE ???

[@jakeodell9114]

I can't leave this anywhere else. But I love all of you people who helped me get through the hard times, the people who comment and help others through nothing, nowheres music have helped me more than my own family. Thank you. I'm sorry my head's always a mess I gotta make a personal choice and head out much love and thanks again

[@elivon4308]

i was waiting for that time when u and peep will collab... but i guess it aint gonna happen ..

[@IntensePeppers]

:(

[@deslaurin7595]

Woulda been the dopest

[@v7mpire]

all i can say is. man i miss 2015 so much just straight vibing to this tag shai and lil peep everyday good times go away too fast

[@r.a.d.d.a.d.7903]

And now I’m never gonna know how it ends.

[@JonMcAfee]

ODed on heroin last week, first relapse in 10 years, boutta be homeless again, lifes a mess, 8 year relationship ended. Music like this is the only reason i havnt driven my car into a wall yet @ top speed. Idk if it gets better bros, but i feel for all you beautiful tortured souls. MAYBE tomorrow wont be as awful

[@kenjisxsad5404]

Hope your situation has improved and you're in a better place now, I believe in you fren

[@mhdwantz6214]

I’m having a mental breakdown and this songs is really beautiful that I don’t want it to end ☹️

[@Officalmattandmathew]

Damn this speaks so loud to the issues I have being in a relationship and having severe bipolar disorder, beautiful song