DAN AND PHIL WE LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT

[@lilames5800]

WE LOVE YOU DAN AND PHIL, NO MATTER WHAT. I created this video as I'm unbelievably proud of Dan and wanted to capture his strength and courage that he has developed throughout this hard time in his life. I could not be happier for him, and wish him all the love and happiness in the world. Some people have commented that I shouldn't have put the 'phan' montage in the video, which i understand completely, however I put the section in as I wanted to display the unbreakable bond that the pair have (romantic or platonic). Phil has been a huge part of Dan's journey of acceptance & I thought it would be wrong to not include this in the video. Sorry if I have offended anyone for putting it in, it was not my intention. This video is to highlight Dan's bravery & portray the message that we love Dan (and Phil) unconditionnally. I hope everyone is having the best day, thank you for all the lovely comments about the video. It means the world to me! All the love, Amy x

[@carlycandebat2150]

I think the Phan section of the video was actually a good idea. It showed their relationship, maybe romantically, maybe not, and showed how Dan and Phil both cared for each other. It really showed that they were great full for each other’s friend ship, and wanted to be there for each other. So it was a really good idea to put the small Phan montage in the video. You’ve just earned a new subscriber my friend. (P.S. I cried.)

[@xbreannakillamx4809]

I'm so proud of Dan and Phil. Saying to such a wide audience what they've been through, and explain their journey is just so inspiring to me. I wish the very best to them. And for you Dan, I hope you know that we will always love and accept you. If you ever need anything, we will be there for you. I love you to death and hope you feel safe and happy with the life you have now. ❤❤❤

[@GardenOfEden5899]

Did you send him the video?

[@rebeccadunn2306]

I love the phan section. Weather in a relationship way or not, it is the people in your life who help you, and phil helped Dan so much!!! I am so happy for both of them and especiyl Dan for coming out! I just want to go up to both of them and givd them a big hug!!!

[@Isabel-lh8cx]

Love this video

[@mochii-min]

“I attempted suicide. I’m so glad I failed.” I wasn’t expecting to cry this early in the morning but here we are

[@dexadilla]

I WAS GOING OKAY UNTIL HE SAID IT AND I B R O K E

[@Butihaventdonethedishes]

Same

[@chazza6447]

i cant with him i feel sorry and happy he met phill

[@idkidontpost4151]

My favourite dan quote ‘We’re here, we’re queer, we’re still full of existential fear’

[@mscottcarpenter]

“What if I was completely gay?” “...would you stop watching my videos?” wow i rly cry that easy huh

[@emilyheller2004]

Kes is a Mess I’m emotional

[@quynhpham7549]

Well hi there cuz im the *same dAmN*

[@agreenpar]

SAME

[@mscottcarpenter]

I got pinned?? For being emotional and sad for Dan?

[@allietheoutcast7615]

Kes is a Mess that clip hits different now that we know what was behind it

[@thecxddler]

cringe culture is dead we’re fully stanning these bois in 2019

[@aero5904]

And for the rest of our lives

[@jessvision8817]

Exactly idc if I'm 21 and still watch them, they're my happy place and I want to keep watching them grow and be happy as long as I can

[@upashona]

@@jessvision8817 im 26 and ill still watch them in future too. They made me so happy and helped me knowing my worth. How can i not be with these bbs 🥺

[@itsnotworthit7178]

I am so glad he's still here, I am so happy he's alive and happy no matter what I will always love him and support him I am so proud of him for trusting us enough with this

[@ardliellevilla6725]

"this is the most fun I've ever had." that phrase kinda sounded different to me after watchin his vid. It sounded a lot deeper and a meaningful

[@olive8126]

Ardly Elle yeah I was going through his old videos this morning and now we know just how awfully he was treated and how alone he was until he met Phil it seems so much more heartbreaking and genuine

[@ardliellevilla6725]

@@olive8126 Im just glad he's comfortable with being himself after all of those things he went through.

[@teddy3809]

yeah

[@gothicGumshoe]

i'm so proud of dan honestly. coming out to my family was so nerve wracking so i can't imagine how coming out to so many people must feel

[@jazforthesoul3488]

same. i’m so freaking proud. like how far they’ve come and how much he’s grown. it makes me so happy

[@mo-vs8gu]

I still haven't 😫

[@TobyInc.]

Skerv I told my family and they were just fine with it, and when I saw this, Dan, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR COMING OUT MY DUDE. Dan, I will never stop watching your videos, and I am glad you came out. I love you both so much, Love a American Chirstan Lesbian. Have a great day, stay happy, and don't forget to smile. Peace out.

[@valkyrieagainsttheworld]

Skerv I’m proud that you had the courage to come out to your parents. I’m proud of Dan as well cause I know myself how hard and fearful it must be to come out in a society that is expecting people to be straight. When I came out to my parents about being bi, they saw it as me being lesbian which greatly offended me. I may like girls more than guys now but that doesn’t mean I’m not bi. I still like both genders and people should understand that being bi isn’t the same as being lesbian or gay

[@daniellord6535]

I still find it hilarious how he told them via email. Perfect 👌🏼😂😂

[@anjalixg]

dammit every time he said “no” i felt like crying

[@enzelnaberisha7643]

God I feel so bad for what the fans have done to Dan Like we really ‘pushed’ them to come out

[@JasminMiettunen]

As a bit of an outsider, I was never a shipper, it feels like he was finally ready to come out. No matter how much demon phannies tried to drag them out, he kept saying no. He's slowly opened up about himself and his truth, and took the time to make the video to let the world see him.

[@jeremywaygay]

while true, i dont think their actual coming out videos were "forced" like. they released them when they were ready. if they were to give into shippers they woulda done it years ago.

[@h21_62]

We all love dan and phil no matter what ✌️

[@Ash-uv2ck]

I realize the hell that we've put that poor boy through. I feel so bad and I will not make that mistake again. I'm so glad that he is happy...❤

[@alexrightnow2531]

I know but I want people to understand that there ARE respectful demons (including me) (meaning that they are hardcore shippers but don't scream it everywhere and don't harass dan and Phil about it) but yes I do know what you mean :)

[@stellalindbergh6990]

well this is offcially the 4th time ive cried over Dan and Phil in the past 24 hours so thanks for that.

[@kazuhas8864]

i can't seem to stop crying too 😢

[@uwillneverknowwho5232]

15th Please save me

[@whytho2618]

is phil gay..??

[@yoon2917]

I legit just started tearing up again. It be like that since June 13th ;(

[@kazuhas8864]

@@whytho2618 only phil knows the answer to that (people are convinced that he low-key came out on twitter tho) i'm sure that if he feels comfortable enough to talk about it, he would. We don't have to assume or speculate anything for now but to feel proud of how far they've come...

[@smhdoodles2950]

i’m literally sobbing, i’m so proud of his growth and confidence and progression😭❤️

[@altair8566]

Same!

[@novajinx07]

Omg this made me cry love it so much ❤️

[@honeyb1685]

"...we were more than friends and It was more than romantic ..." When Dan came out Phil came out as well , this is how connected they are with each other 😭😭😭

[@aizakhan9961]

Can you please tell me what phil said ?

[@frida3025]

Aiza Khan look at his twitter!

[@aizakhan9961]

@@frida3025 i dont have a twitter account ..

[@frida3025]

Aiza Khan you can Google it, no need for an account!

[@aizakhan9961]

@@frida3025 ok thanks :)

[@peanettebutter]

oh ok i guess hysteric crying is just apart of this whole process huh 😭

[@novantum]

peanette butter i see you liking dnp and miraculous

[@emilyheller2004]

I guess so 😭

[@clarklesparkle2421]

“Popsie and I just want you to be happy”...now that gives me chills. So simple but so powerful. I love you Dan and Phil ❤️

[@princessofdarkness1858]

I couldn't be prouder of Dan This actually made me cry too

[@jaiyanasworth]

Video: When I was a young boy- Me: MY FATHER TOOK ME INTO THE CITY!

[@imolovestea8725]

Jayyy ._.Braty omg yes i wanted him to say that so much

[@vaishnavisingh247]

Ofcourse you had to make a comeback like this. Sobbing in the damn club.

[@Stickweeed]

I already almost cried watching Dan's video, now I'm crying. It's such a touching story. I wish I could hug him.

[@aliciajaye2012]

I'm crying oh my god. He's so precious I love them ahh

[@Blaubeerkucheb]

||-//

[@rz_kzk1352]

This is beautiful. We need to stop trying to "out" people on their sexuality; they'll be a reason for why they've kept it private for so long- we need to respect their privacy and leave them be until they're ready to share it. We love you Dan and Phil, no matter what! We'll be right behind you! ❤️

[@cubancoffee514]

This is one of the best responses to his coming out, and I appreciate it so much

[@jessvision8817]

I'm in tears, I'm so proud of them. I've watched them since 2012 and seeing them grow and become comfortable with who they are makes me so proud and happy

[@boodo23]

Omg I’m crying!! So proud of Dan so much!!

[@jadenkolehmainen8659]

Dan has brought so much joy to our lives, and now the least we can do is support and love him the same way. I'm so happy to have watched and run across his channel. So proud of all he's done.

[@bo4915]

I shouldn’t have watched this while waiting in a car dealership waiting area full of people where they could see my tears of joy.

[@Wynnie-]

The me that was obsessed with him 4 years ago is crying so hard right now. I'm so proud that he built up the courage to do this.

[@Carina5707]

Did any of us actually think they would ever come out? I honestly didn’t. But they did it in such the perfect way. 💕

[@skye1029]

phil came out?

[@athomassen3980]

@@skye1029 he basically tweeted 'same'

[@daniellord6535]

I thought they would come out…but only right before admitting that they would be leaving KZbin. Not wanting to deal with all the post-drama from demon phannies & all their other fans would be the reason I’m so glad I was wrong & I am so proud of Dan. His video was the best possible way he could’ve come out. I hope he sees how truly appreciative we all are, particularly those of us who struggle & have struggled internally & externally with sexuality

[@stoo9427]

They are a million percent soulmates.Platonic or romantic,whatever the hell they are,they are soulmates.I cried during this,goddamn it I still am. Everytime he said "No",I felt a pain in my heart..Damn it,I love you Daniel Howell💕😭

[@22194x]

I’m so proud 😭 this took guts... and those homophobs, they’ll never understand..

[@kakao-katze]

For some reason, the misspelling of homophobes is perfect. It just sounds funny and not serious at all. Like what homophobes should be; people we shouldn't take seriously, when they're screaming about how they don't want people to embrace who they were born as, and live knowing you can love who you love.

[@22194x]

K O K O ... I misspelled it bc i literally can’t spell to save my life, but I like your reasoning better.

[@bubblegumplastic]

Thank you for the new spelling, that's also how I'm going to start pronouncing it from now on. Those damn homophobs, lol

[@Me-pe8eb]

@@bubblegumplastic yeah that is low-key perfect

[@SolarpunkVince]

Five seconds in and I'm already almost crying UPDATE: I AM DEFINITELY CRYING NOW

[@rattie8667]

Same I’m actually sobbing, it’s the middle of the night and I’m trying not to make a noise

[@callumsmith51]

IM FULLY SOBBING

[@hoodiesartandtea]

okay wHO'S CHOPPING THE GOSH DARN ONIONS IT'S 3AM GODDAMMIT

[@oneofdanhowellschins]

hoodiesartandtea theses damm onion ninjas 😫💜💜💜🏳️‍🌈

[@maitlandrobertson]

I blame Namjoon

[@emilieapollonsky5264]

@@maitlandrobertson I was about to say that-

[@hoodiesartandtea]

One of dan Howells chins omg one of Dan's chins replied I'm so honoured 😢

[@twoheartkade]

I hope Dan eventually finds his way to this. He’s an amazing human being and everyone loves and supports him regardless. I’m so happy that he’s finally happy ❤️

[@acruxlost721]

I am so proud of Dan, seeing him blossom like this honestly made me cry. The boys are so amazing and they deserve all the love in the world

[@mountaincat931]

Look what you did. You made me cry again.. Happy pride everyone ~

[@gracia9714]

Since Dan came out, I’ve been watching so many videos related to him and cried. I couldn’t possibly be more proud of him than I am now!! (Also, what’s the song?)

[@liviawang3822]

calum scott- no matter what

[@tarunika935]

samee, im re-binging all of his videos sksk

[@gracia9714]

Loanna Luv ohhh thank youuu

[@LeslieannOtero]

Well, I'm drinking my tears as breakfast. I'm so proud and happy for them! They deserve all the peace and happiness in the Universe.

[@holyshotatoman5801]

and i thought i was done crying about dans video. this is beautiful, i love it. and im very proud of our boy.

[@tess9258]

Side note: your profile picture is everything

[@sarahpoland719]

Why did I literally get tears in my eyes omggggg. This video is so well done and captures all of Dan's struggles and how he got to this point. I'm so proud of him . Words can't describe how happy I am for him bc I've watched Dan adn Phil for years and to see them authentically be themselves brings me so much joy into my own life.

[@remilever9544]

jesus this was so well put together and now im crying again i love it so much

[@eservey719]

Kinda cried, we're so proud of you dan! It doesn't change your contact or how we feel about you!

[@yaralugtenberg119]

You just Made me cry, it hurts me to see what pain he went through. But i’m happy that he is truly finding out who he is and i Will love him no matter what. WE Will love him no matter what.💓

[@trafficcat]

I want what Dan has. He's so strong and powerful for being around. he has a best friend for life and support from everyone. mostly everyone. I need what he has. I'm so proud of him

[@honeyjar2970]

I held it together while watching this video, but then I looked at the comments and I'm now sat here, crying at 1 in the morning, and I'm so proud of him, and of Phil! And even though I'm pretty new to your channel, I'm honestly so happy you're back and I'll support you, and oh, God, I'm too emotional now! Thank you for this, I'm just...!

[@lilames5800]

ahhh this means so much to me, thank you so much! you're very kind x

[@lethewaslost]

I'm sobbing now. I'm so glad Dan is still here because without him so many people would be dead, including me. He saved so many lives by just being him and staying alive. And I'm so proud of him. I'm so glad he's happier now.

[@veravollebregt8484]

i'm so proud of both of them🥺❤️

[@kelseyfraser14]

I’ve watched this video so many times and sobbed every single time. I love Dan so much and I always will

[@JERBYTUBE]

Ahhh I love your content so much xx So proud of Dan and I'm happy Phil was there to pick up the pieces and show him the bright side of life. The side full of happiness and love. Ugh we all need a Phil in our lives

[@tarunika935]

@SrtaMelzinha dan said that they "were more than friends", so they were definitely dating at some point. not sure if they're still dating now. but they're best friends and i can't be happier ab that !! 💓

[@JERBYTUBE]

@SrtaMelzinha What the other comment says xD He also said about now though that what him and Phil do is their business and they both don't want to say everything about it

[@JERBYTUBE]

@SrtaMelzinha best friends, soulmates and 'more than friends'. Pretty much confirms their relationship status

[@ducklesspond51]

“more than just romantic,” key word “just”

[@JERBYTUBE]

@@ducklesspond51 mhhhmmm

[@molunxm6733]

This video.... made me cry... Because mostly of the song, when i just heard 'I love you know matter what' and 'Dont try to be who you don't want to be' it...it just breaks me down into tears. Im a Filipino, just a student, im bisexual, and not ready to come out to my parents, here in the Philippines... we're pretty religious and....i-i would think that... my parents wouldn't accept me because loving the opposite gender is a sin, i have a girlfriend, and we're still together, she's so lovely and im pretty gay for her💕😄. And i cried too because of what Dan's past and now his success on coming out to his family, im not a fan of him but im very happy that he had the courage to come out, and he gave a wonderful speech and it made me so proud of what i am and be happy of who i am, thank you dan💕💕💕😊

[@apaixoNao]

I'm crying, I love them so much. Thank you and I love you too for making this video.

[@leilanyx]

i swear, i've been an emotional wreck for the last 30 hours. whenever i see any gifs or hear a line from the video, or see any tweets of people congratulating dan and surrounding him with the love and happiness he deserves, i get really emotional and either cry or get misty-eyed. i didn't realise how much i missed dan and phil till dan came back, and then he comes back with a bang, rainbows and all, and completely ruined me, in the best way possible. i'm so proud of him, of both of them, for being brave enough to come out even after all these years of the fandom (disrespectfully, might i add) speculating and theorising, and living their truth. i love them so much and i'm so proud of all they've accomplished.

[@josie5073]

Why is my fricking eyes leaking

[@leof20202]

Just the one

[@josie5073]

I just forgot that if I edit it deletes the heart....... :( okay then lmao

[@dianaevans9058]

I'm so proud of Dan he took the time for himself to figure out how to tell his fans something so personal. That takes a lot and this video was beautiful it actually made me cry.

[@_mikki.g_4765]

I'm sobbing. I love this so much. I'm so proud of him 😭❤❤🌈🌈🌈

[@Paul_Jackson]

frankreleasethebandname 56 I’m so glad I’m not the only one

[@heccthis1223]

I'm so happy and proud of Dan and Phil they are so precious I'm so happy I found their videos they've helped me so much. I love this video so much. I love Dan and Phil so much.

[@clarabomben]

This video physically hurt me. Amazingly done! And all the support possible to Dan and Phil. ❤️

[@nicola_x]

I'm actually crying! What they have is so freaking special, best friends or more. It makes me cry also because I had someone like that. But he isn't talking to me so much at the moment and idk why. Been a whole week since I've heard from him. Hurts like shit. So happy for Dan and Phil

[@Allirayne1121]

Time to cry for the 1000th time since he posted his coming out video (in the best way)

[@susumnasen4783]

Omg! Are these tears in my eyes?? Thanks for making me cry for the 100th time today. Dan... I love him so much. 😭❤

[@no_one_lol]

great im crying again. thanks lol. im so fucking proud and my heart is just full of love for dan, and obviously phil too. honestly i never thought this day would come

[@Tired_Fruitsnack]

This video almost made me cry because of how beautiful it was. Thank you so much for making this video.... After watching this, it made me one step closer to accepting myself for who I really am.... Thank you for helping me see that...

[@slytherinclaw4678]

I'm not crying, you're crying 😢😭. But seriously, i'm so proud of dan, not only for trusting us but for also being able to tell his family, which i can imagine wasn't an easy thing to do. I love both him and Phil with all of my heart and will continue to love them, no matter what 💙🖤. We all love our precious British boys! ♥️

[@senseispud2197]

Seeing all of the extremely positive, supportive, and amazing comments, tweets, and videos: ^sniff^ I AM SO PROUD OF THIS COMMUNITY

[@jeweldarknight175]

Aww congrats Dan we will always love you man

[@acheykai]

These two, even tho I've only watched them for maybe two years now it feels like they've saved my whole future, keeping me smiling and laughing during my dark places, and supporting me even if through maybe one off hand comment about how much they care about all and every single one of us. Dan is here to show us that even tho the demons are strong and vicious, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Phil is here to tell us that no matter what, there is always someone out there that is willing to support you through thick and thin. And they both are here to make us smile and remember to keep on living. I love them for everything they do and ever did and are ever going to do. This is a lovely video! You are so talented and deserve so much more recognition!

[@lilames5800]

KaiTheNobody this is beautiful, i couldn’t have put it better myself! thank you for the love and support it means the world! i hope your having the best day & that it’s filled with love and happiness❤️❤️❤️

[@lowkeythemself]

This was beautiful. Thank you. I cried.

[@SamanthaBrooks2004]

I hate that he felt he had to hide who he was, I hate that there were people that made him scared to say it. I’m so happy he can be free to be who he truly is. We love you Dan (and Phil of course).

[@cheerskiittenkitty5025]

I love this so much it made me cry and we are all so proud of dan for coming out.

[@paupau0710]

I spent the last days just crying over how much I love him bc he really is one of my inspirations in life since 4 years ago, and now I just can't not cry with this knowing how brave he was and how Phil helped him. I just can't not cry when I think of how much I love them.

[@Kissuforever]

The first part broke my heart omg :( This is beautiful I love it

[@raindad6681]

Looking back now, it seems like everytime he said 'no, I'm not gay' there was fear in his eyes, and it's so there. I didn't plan on crying, I swear, but I am so glad he's here. He lived through _all of it._

[@alec1267]

oh my God im near tears right now. this was beautifully made and perfectly incapsulated all my feelings

[@Chrissy_]

I just love Dan so much. And his whole video took me on a roller coaster of emotions. And what hit me the most is that he attempted because that's what I felt like when I was younger. I had so many thoughts of doing it and thoughts of how I should do it and it's very tough to say that. But Dan's own confidence has given me confidence to say that. He's really inspiring along with Phil. I love them both so much. They truly saved my life and I'm thankful for your video. It made me cry and smile. CRYING OUT OF LOVE. Thank you.

[@Pixie_Walker]

“Are you gay?” Dan a few years ago: No Dan in 2019: I’m gay I’m so glad he finally feels comfortable enough to be himself

[@rrainey758]

this is really true it really shows the difference between what he used to be like like the old times and what he would say then vs what he would say now in the modern days. it shows how things have changed over the years.

[@underscoredee]

I'm glad he's here. I've been in some of the same situations as Dan bullying, hating myself, contemplating suicide, and not feeling valid. The video he made has honestly helped me so much and I can't thank him enough. We support him and he supports us. He's helped so many people when they're at their lowest. Thank you Dan 💛🏳️‍🌈

[@hopek1893]

He's so precious and I'm so proud of him!

[@madijean8877]

i watched dan and phil about 2 years ago and then kind of drifted away, but never stopped supporting them and wishing them the best. i recently began watching them again, and i couldn’t be happier. i’m so incredibly proud of dan, and i’m so glad that he is alive, well, and most importantly, happy. this video made me sob, thank you. i’ll always support the phandom. we love you

[@SorayaSantos2000]

WOW im crYING MY EYES OUT. Im so proud of him honestly

[@maxaquari4919]

To have a friendship as strong and pure as these two is something I've wanted my whole life, I'm so happy they have each other. Lovely video!

[@buggo7099]

I’m crying I’m so proud of him, of both of them ❤️

[@thisisaname9104]

I need a friendship as strong and as loving as dan and Phil have im so proud of Daniel for being brave and comfortable enough to come out.

[@bts4lifeee108]

I hope they see this video cause it's amazing💞

[@imogen9176]

I'm so proud of dan. I can't imagine what it's like to share your story to millions of strangers, and them come out to them! I know my family is accepting and loving and they've known me my whole life, yet I'm petrified at the thought of coming out to them. He's so brave and I love him so much.

[@hopeisdreaming]

I’m not crying... I just caught something in my eye! TEARS

[@bunnyboy3200]

I want someone to look at me the way dan looks at Phil at 3:46. They really are soulmates in every way and I’m so, so proud of both of them and happy for them.

[@JayleeParker]

WHY ARE PEOPLE SO GOOD AT EDITING PICTURES AND VIDEOS TOGETHER THAT MAKE ME CRY

[@zosuzanne]

This is lovely you did great we love you no matter what Dan

[@quietgem5955]

Wow. Im crying this video is amazing i love dan so much

[@111.m4xus]

Beautiful. It's true that we still love them no matter what

[@les6519]

ouch i just woke up & now I’m sobbing into my pillow- I’m so proud of how far he’s come🥺

[@jenna7265]

I’ve watched Dan’s video at least five times already, and I’ve probably cried seven different times (and I don’t cry easily) Thank you for making this edit. It really does show how far he’s come, and I’m so unbelievably happy and proud of him! WE FRICKIN LOVE YOU, DAN! I’m so glad you kept going!!

[@merorevan]

okay so now Im crying again, thanks... Beautifully edited (I hope Dan sees this)

[@rattie8667]

I’ve watched this so many times and I sob every time. This video highlights it all and it makes me so happy but breaks my heart to see the pain he went through. I’m so proud of him, like so very proud.

[@MishailaMakes]

I'm crying again! No! This is so beautiful

[@im2rad4u93]

This video made me cry. I’ve been watching them for years, and had no idea what complex, internal problems either of them may have been dealing with. Seeing Dan come out and finally accept himself was one of the most heart wrenching things I’ve seen in a long time, and it truly inspired me and I’m sure thousands others to be themselves. No one will truly be happy hiding who they are, and Dan really showed that.

[@zoedatgurl1147]

The there people who disliked this square up u made my girl cry and im straight my guy

[@awkwardblueberry3310]

Oh ok....

[@awkwardblueberry3310]

Are you straight? That's my question

[@zoedatgurl1147]

Im human

[@awkwardblueberry3310]

Lol ok ok I'll go but I'll text u hehehe yee

[@sadwhale1106]

it hurts that this incredible man who's taught me so many lessons about equality and mental health's issues and made me feel more confident about myself thinks that i would stop watching his videos because of his sexuality he's so talented, hillarious and intelligent and i'm so fucking proud of him. i think about him (AND phil) nonstop for 3 days and just admire the fact that he's finally being himself. i can't appreciate him enough honestly