Dark Enough (Original Song)

[@vampire-p]

This and “Her Last Words” were common for me to listen to in middle school. That alone should explain my mental state at the time.

[@Layla_G-5-16]

Yea tht and this song r on my playlist, along with some other not so happy songs. I’ve played a few and ik tht some of my family have heard it, they just don’t care enough to help or ask if I’m ok. I’d say tht I’m fine or tht it doesn’t matter anyways

[@SecretlyTwoFrogsInATrenchCoat]

Sameeee

[@hahahahahhahakan]

I feel really bad, this was my comfort song in 4th grade along with her last words

[@spoonycat4474]

Yeah. This song, her last words, and baby don't cut (acoustic because I liked it better than the normal) are my comfort songs that make me cry every. single. time. It has sorta been getting better after I got a friend group even if I always feel like I'm not really important and I get ignored a lot...

[@willowtree3854]

They were the go tos

[@milk-pv5rl]

I was 13 when i found this, im 18 now, years of pain and close calls got me to this point. Im doing much better, thank you, to everyone reading, u will see the light one day

[@_anon_does_art_]

As someone in a similar position, now 18 and looking back, things do get better, and it is worth it to keep living

[@dantrow5459]

I'm glad to hear that you are doing better ❤

[@kaylen9580]

I just turned 18 and am still waiting to see this light. I’ve been struggling for 6 years and only getting worse. Losing hope, I don’t think that promised light will ever arise

[@dantrow5459]

@kaylen9580 it's definitely tough, try talking to a friend or someone you trust

[@goodnessking3171]

Same here

[@martad.3798]

depression is a battle between wanting to be alone and not wanting to be alone

[@clevermistakes4750]

The simplicity and truth of your comment is gonna make me cry

[@arizonaangel1203]

The song Kitchen Sink by Twenty Øne Pilots has that meaning to it.

[@silentninja1069]

I agree. And sometimes the wanting to be alone wins. And you push everyone away and shut everyone, then the wanting a friend comes through and you realize you no longer have any. The best part? You have no reason as to why you shut them out and you beat yourself up for it

[@blubear9686]

and a chemical inbalance

[@livingproof504]

I always been alone until I met my girl and she moved I've always wanted her with me so I want to be alone but I want her it makes sense now

[@ryanisnt_here7886]

After 5 years, I’m back. Last time I tried was when I was 16 and luckily I survived. I’m now 21 and a much happier person, I’m glad to say that I’m 2 years, 2 months and 21 days free from SH. I wanna inspire someone here to live to see another day, you deserve it. Keep breathing

[@Amber-bp7ps]

The first time I heard this song I was 17 and a junior in high school, in 2013. I'm glad we both kept fighting!

[@icyhotz8727]

Y'all lucky. I listened to this when I was around 10-12. Things aren't worse but not exactly better. I'm gonna be 20 in a few months here and I think I've just gotten worse both mentally and emotionally

[@Amber-bp7ps]

@@icyhotz8727 I'm sorry friend-- I hate saying "it will get better" because it sounds scripted and ingenuine. But I do believe you will see a day where you're content more than you're not, you smile more than you cry, and where you look back and you said "I made it." Some days, even now, are a struggle. I'll admit struggling as an adult feels weird because you can't just sit in your sadness the way you could as a kid. I hope you find a pathway in life that brings you so much joy you feel it in your chest, toes, and throat. I hope your favorite morning drink tastes like magic and that you feel a little bit of air under your steps. And if you ever need a friend, you can lean on me. I hope you know you don't have to walk these roads alone

[@robsarl5736]

​@@icyhotz8727I no what you mean I'm the same atm

[@ikthisprettyravegirl]

SO SO SO PROUD OF YOU!!

[@emilyta4420]

when a singers voice creaks with emotion whilst singing you know they believe what there saying.

[@lpssisters1154]

emily ta can you list some please?

[@miaunter44]

@@lpssisters1154 ,,stupid and anxious" That voice hits me every time

[@shadedergu9921]

Lps Sisters watch *One More Light Live* by Linkin Park; you'll hear Chester Bennington's voice give out

[@anastasiaknutsen4558]

Exactly

[@poisonkinelle]

@@shadedergu9921 I love linkin park😕

[@bridgetpatrick3012]

i love how this isn’t the stereotypical “emo” protagonist and it shows that popularity doesn’t make you not depressed or suicidal.

[@MuhammadAfzal-bh7yu]

*How does someone so perfect* *Feel so insecure* *How does someone so loving* *Learn to hate her own guts* The surprise attack of Depression

[@eulxlico]

i’ve just recently found this song again at 23 years old & it hurts knowing how much pain 13/14 year old me was in having this song on repeat 🥺

[@kismet8583]

pain of having shitty music taste maybe💀🔥🔥

[@monicaradillo3275]

Same here ❤

[@miakonifka1251]

Yes I agree! I was at that age too when I started to become depressed… I’m 23 now with two kids and everyday I ask myself where did my life go wrong…

[@MikaylaDuncan-ep4dn]

Literally ….

[@Samegirl_differentmindset]

I’m happy life didn’t end at 13-14 🥲

[@Meen0123]

it’s scary how so many beautiful people can relate to this

[@unknownshadow6527]

I can relate to this. And I'm not beautiful.

[@sugasflower7512]

I can relate but I'm far from beautiful

[@d0llheart]

Yeah..

[@d0llheart]

Im ugly

[@unknownshadow6527]

@@d0llheart same

[@tillie4667]

A smile hides more than a mood.

[@alecalec6259]

Tillie Kroupa true this is me im like the happiest guy in school but when im alone i feel depress and think about suicide

[@rebelwithcake6170]

er that sucks Alec.. Im not the happiest person but i smile alot and dont tell anyone how i feel, so i knwo how u feel, i guess.

[@tillie4667]

Jørgen Poulsen I hide just fine

[@tillie4667]

Jørgen Poulsen it's like in 13 reasons why if people would have paid attention to Hannah they would have known and she would be alive

[@karlada6207]

Norwegian!!!

[@stxrrxyy]

'There IS a girl in the front of my class' Later on: 'There WAS a girl at the front of my class' That made me cry when I noticed it qwq

[@nighttimegachaxd9814]

T^T

[@oranegg7242]

hold up I didn't realize omg

[@littleblockser8d840]

JuSt AmAi I was like- Wait... HOLD UP

[@quit6919]

WHAT?!? Do they mean like they died?!?

[@quit6919]

Wait ಠ_ʖಠ ,*gasp* its true

[@abbymercado4630]

This was a song that meant so much to me when I was 12. I'm 21 now and I've gravitated back to this song. There's people that say it gets better and you just have to wait. Not everything gets better, trauma will haunt you, memories will follow and be brought up in everything you do. I still feel the things I felt when I was 12 and I won't ever forget it. Life goes on and things do get better. But you have to try and work on yourself. Things don't just get better. Your mind won't just get better. I get better for my 12 year old self that deserved a chance to be a child. I like to think 12 year old me is watching the adult version of us. Only do life for yourself.

[@v4mpyss]

completely agreed. healing is a journey

[@mugsytank9130]

Unfortunately, having been thru a war, raising 2 wonderful girls, getting crippled......even after 50 a constant struggle.

[@MirandaCampbell]

This is so unreal, but the song also meant sm to me when I was 12 & im here listening at 21 feeling all those things I did then. Some wounds really never heal.

[@justbfaithful0280]

glad i made it to 19. my 13 year old self wouldve never believed :)

[@kismet8583]

i aint reading all that fr bro😭🙏

[@tessafuller5800]

"You dont cut how are you depressed?" Cutting isnt the only form of self harm and if ur depressed you dont always cut/self harm

[@xsoapyx8652]

See I don't cut. I just don't want to hurt myself, so I starve myself. Until I die (:

[@tessafuller5800]

@@xsoapyx8652 no pls dont Ily and others love you we have to stick together

[@berkleyhuffman48]

Sometimes the worst pain is loving a world that wouldn't care if you're gone.

[@rebekah_plk]

I never cut now. I know I depressed but I don’t want to hurt myself. I just feel numb. I used to cut long time ago but I’m sure the old me was happy.

[@berkleyhuffman48]

@@rebekah_plk I'm sure we were all happy at some point, but now a lot of us if not all of us have forgot what happiness feels like.

[@maiahenry6817]

when my children ask "what are those?" ill say "battle scars AND i never want to see them on you"

[@30ratsstackedinatrenchcoat91]

What if they see that as "hide your scars so i wont be dissapointed in you"

[@maiahenry6817]

@@30ratsstackedinatrenchcoat91 tru

[@mrknowitall0179]

Don't worry. Sometimes the people with the most beautiful of hearts are the one with the most scars.........

[@maiahenry6817]

@@mrknowitall0179 we have battle scars because we survived the war

[@betweenyouandme3663]

First of all why would you cut yourself when you have kids ARE YOU TRYING TO LET THEM SEE YOUR DEAD BODY AND LEAVE THEM IN A ORPHANAGE.

[@Cosplays15]

It’s scary how many people can relate to this song

[@storminights7348]

Ikr...

[@shirohanabusa2775]

Yup...

[@the_adventurer4817]

Yeah it really is

[@thatonedankboi]

Its... Worrying.

[@SamMathers]

Yup... like me

[@lunarose222]

i listened to this so often five years ago, i didn’t think i would make it to 18. here i am i’m in college and have a plan for my future. it’s still hard sometimes, but i’m holding on. i know there’s something out there for me even when i don’t feel like there is. i made it this far and i can keep going. all of you should keep fighting too, you’ll make it out of this.

[@Catlover883.]

Thank you it means so much to hear someone say that. I will try to continue fighting like you Thank you ❤️‍🩹

[@leannajackson2721]

You've got this xx in the same boat

[@kaydale3016]

I used to listen to this song everyday when I was 13/14, learnt it on piano and everything. Im 19 now, my bestfriend didnt make it but I did. Im here. We're here. You've got this xx

[@lienbrink3256]

Same.

[@theharshtruthoutthere]

@@lienbrink3256 We don`t "reincarnate" back here, for humans were given ONCE TO DIE AND THEN THE JUDGMENT DAY. ONE LIFETIME = ONE CHANCE, YOU MESS IT UP = YOU MESS`D UP FOR GOOD (FOREVER). DO NOT BE DECEIVED! SATAN COMES TO LIE - KILL - DESTROY. All that sound good are usually lies. THE TRUTH HURTS ALWAYS - therefore be strong to deal with it. To a sinner - the gates of HEAVEN IS LOCKED, but to a SOUL who REPENTS - to him - the gates of Heaven is wide open. Even though i see all the errors that`s wrong with that movie - more clearer: how this movie is presented to masses, i still find it a good tool to use for learning. kzbin.info/www/bejne/aJ7KhoOqZ7B8Zpo kzbin.info/www/bejne/Y4XHYWiOfZWHesk kzbin.info/www/bejne/hpOompKNnLiai7M Do you also see these errors without being mentioned? Or do you remain blind?

[@Mqrchbanks]

Roses are red Violets are blue Sugar is sweet And perhaps so are you But the roses have wilted The violets are dead The sugar bowls empty Your wrists are stained red The sun isn't shining The sky isn't clear There's no silver lining Cause you're no longer here Rain keeps on pouring There's no end in sight You're lying there frozen So far from light Your beauty's unreal Your smile is the sun But time can't be turned Nor your actions undone The words that you wrote That only I read : /i love you so much; please don't cry when I'm dead/

[@yaretzygonzalez1685]

🥺💕

[@ivorycarlson1203]

So powerful

[@yoisme6695]

This is so inspiring and touching omg I love this poem so much 💖💖

[@RazzberryRazor]

There's some people who try to help, The risk their mental health, they risk seeing someone the love die. The risk hearing that "goodbye". At least you heard their last word and that their finally "free". Some people may die because of this suicide. But the the true person with hope will not let them die in vein. They will carry the weight and help others. Knowing their mistake. "Goodbyes" are never good. And that "I'm going to kill myself" will carve your heart out. But once they say "goodbye" you can't help but feel like they never listened. And just thought of you as a inconvenience, thinking you said "your being dramatic" when really you said "your death is what will make a lake, maybe a new ocean."

[@hooft747]

It is really touching, did you write it?

[@kaleighsmith6235]

"There IS a girl..." "There IS a girl..." "There IS a girl..." "There WAS a girl..." I was already crying but that hit me hard

[@rosina666]

Kaleigh Smith 😭😭😭

[@TheMan087]

Me too :(

[@alyssafowlerrr3337]

☹️

[@Destiny-ir2ps]

Kaleigh Smith I didn’t even notice until this comment

[@wolfieisded.899]

...😞😞

[@treatpeoplewithkindness9231]

A girl at my school committed suicide last month by walking into the trailer of a tractor trailer. She was said to be one of the most happiest people and best to talk to about grief. I didn’t know her personally but I see myself in her. I almost committed suicide a few years ago, it’s hard, she was 15 and I was 12 at the time. Poor girl, rest well sweet angel.

[@TK-uz4ts]

If you are struggling don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. I wish you all the best

[@ApprovedShortPerson]

Rip

[@ApprovedShortPerson]

@@TK-uz4ts thank you for encouraging people

[@honorriisee3986]

"Don't be angry when people post their sad stories here. People post their stories on the Internet because no one else would listen." --Peter Harker

[@eloisedurantet5424]

Honor Riisee, Are you okay Love ?

[@honorriisee3986]

Eloise DrtB, I'm alright hun. Just posting up a comment I saw from someone and I decided to just spread the word. But thank you Hun for asking💖

[@eloisedurantet5424]

Honor Riisee, Okay Love, I'm just glad if you're okay ! Take care

[@honorriisee3986]

Eloise DrtB, Thank you hun❤Take care as well darlin💕

[@eloisedurantet5424]

Honor Riisee, Thank you Love

[@imabasicbitch913]

When she sang: 'There *was* a girl.' I almost cried.

[@garfieldpiss9606]

mini quake I cried...

[@icecreamsan1686]

I cried sm

[@natsu5701]

I cried so much oml its unhealthy

[@emilyholman7266]

i did cry seriously , as ive been so close

[@kirstyfloody4599]

I actually cried it's so sad

[@ariandajuliette7783]

I used to listen to this heavily in high school. Back in 2013 I had forgotten about it and it just popped back up in my recommendations ✨ It gets better, and this song is a reminder of that. I was suicidal and hated myself and I am just loving life now and grateful I did not take my life

[@berkleyhuffman48]

Everyone says it gets better, they say that about breakups as well but... is 5 months not long enough to move on from someone? If that doesn't get better, I doubt the worse issue will.

[@kacimatthe1000]

Same here except I’ve dealt with suicidal thoughts since elementary school and I’m finally seeing a little improvement. I saw this song again and it reminds me of what I went through.. it’s been so many years and I’m glad I’m now seeing the light

[@sloanesteen8472]

This is the type of music I never want anyone I know to ever know I listen to. I’m 24, and I’ve come back to this song a couple times. I’ve been dealing with a current depressive episode, even tho I swear it feels like my entire life is a depressive episode. But I struggle with emotional permanence, but I really want to remind myself and OTHERS that this feeling will pass. Stay strong. I love you, even tho I don’t know you ❤️

[@lilyjewlhoney807]

Needed this ❤ made me feel less alone

[@damunzy]

I'm a 46 yo guy and I feel this song even though I have never cut. It's ok to related to this song no matter your journey in life. May your life be full of wonder and joy. Love from a stranger going through life one step at a time.

[@Maddy-dh7xv]

Same but I am 8

[@iyamarisaavedra6316]

The fact that some of people who listened to this song are not alive now anymore

[@ali-lp9yw]

it hurts me

[@Cameleon69]

I was almost one of those people

[@merimarie9174]

@@Cameleon69 I’m glad you’re still here ❤️

[@iyamarisaavedra6316]

@@Cameleon69 im so proud of you, you're so brave, plsss stay here, suicide is not the answer, it's passing the sadness to other.

[@googelle7555]

Technically, you could say that about any song. lol (Just trying to lighten the mood, not troll

[@Nicoleheartsnailart]

i honestly don't know how i feel anymore when i'm with friends i'm so happy but when i'm alone... i hate myself and i forget what happiness is

[@AmandaLopiccolo]

happiness is what you make it out to be. it may seem hard to achieve, but with a good support system, i have no doubt that you can do it. ((: xx

[@Nicoleheartsnailart]

thx:)

[@aprillastarnes7003]

I feel u I have been there plenty of times even today but u just have to think positive and think of the best memories u have to think if u don't have one make up something like meeting ur idol or in my mind eating a huge sundae :)

[@Nicoleheartsnailart]

tanks:)

[@aprillastarnes7003]

haha welcome ;)

[@evalinaqueen5667]

It’s scary when... the people in the comment section care more then my friends and family 🖤

[@bimehself]

Guess we just understand it better having gone through a lot of this stuff on our own or losing someone this exact way

[@littleblockser8d840]

It really is tho

[@leorivera4137]

Evalina Queen Very true... I feel like all these people get me and what I’m going through and they are so understanding...unlike.. my family and friends ...

[@quit6919]

Coz actual people exist here they dont in real life no one would care if u said anything which is depressing

[@XxTechnoCakezxX]

*HUGGGGGGG*

[@kelseymcneely2734]

For anyone who is here now. I’m back to say I was here too at 15, I’m now 22 & married & own my home. All the pain will end I promise you just hang on❤

[@jaimitopadilla5463]

The pain started when my childhood friend left me at around 13 and never gave me a reason why he left, at around the age of 18 i lost my grandma to cancer, since then i've been alone battling my emotions on my own and have since tried to form pure friendships and since then a couple of my friends have ditched me and moved away to another city and were very toxic to my emotional pain. Since then i have learned to just try to survive on what i have, and have battled with cancer scares besides that, all i remember is how good it felt to cut when i was younger, and since then have tried to write down my feelings on paper instead, this world doesn't understand how much friendships and toxic people can nearly burn your life to the ground, i don't believe in dreams now and don't trust things like i used to when i was younger, i find comfort in just being alone and just alone in my thoughts, and just trying to rebuild something in my life before the tide comes back to take it back, anyways my book is closed i'm not trusting anything anymore.

[@Blood_Cult_]

@@jaimitopadilla5463take things one moment at a time

[@wela1201]

Wow i am so happy you made it!!! When I found the song i was 15 too. And i am about to turn 25 soon… i wish i could tell younger people the same… that all this would end one day. I am happy to read some good stories under this song after rediscovering that part of my youth. It‘s so important to keep on moving and to believe in change. It‘s even more important to tell others that things can take turns for the better if you work on yourself. I forgot about that until i read your comment. Gotta get back on track.

[@basicwhitebitch9970]

Thank u ❤🙏

[@chaya7484]

I used to cry myself asleep to this song every night 4 years ago. Now I look back at this and it feels crazy. Life gets better guys ! Believe me. There are so many beautiful things to live for. Sending each and every one of u a virtual hug :)

[@miriammccook6820]

same! i just remembered that this song was so important to me and wow. i can’t believe i made it! i hope you’re well

[@rucas_reyton2320]

I have a question... when does it get better? I started listening to this son when I was 12. It’s been 8 years. And it’s gotten worse

[@charlottehunt294]

Me too, I used to always listen to this song. It does bring back really bad memories but I am much better than I was before. I am glad you are doing much better!

[@shainasstudio4891]

I dont cry myself to sleep anymore. I just dont feel anything.

[@madimoonchild]

It truly does. I feel ya. I used to listen to this so often when I was 14, when everything truly was dark, I turn 17 next week and I can also say Oh boy it gets so much better. Sending love to all of you out there who are fighting everyday

[@MrsCupcakeCutiexox]

I don't even remember what happiness feels like.

[@hannahherrera9300]

i dont remember what being normal feels like

[@hannahherrera9300]

***** That's what people tell me. But i haven't seen it yet

[@joclyenrodriguez7030]

Same 😔

[@angeleanarose3423]

+*Ariella* your not alone and u will find happiness one day you have you experiense the huricane if you wish to see a beautiful rainbow you r beautiful and u r love no matter what and the hardest battles r given to the strongest soldiers hun

[@reenamerino5630]

+Hannah Herrera same :/

[@annabellewhittle55]

Why is these songs the only place I can find solidarity. Humans seem so cruel in real life but it's like when we are on a comment section we can all come together just to try and make someone feel like they can live another Day. Thank you all for that because one day we may need it too

[@funnyislifethedragon2379]

We care about others

[@zojoprice]

Still here nine years later, crying to this song like I heard it the first time ❤ I was 14 and alone when I first listened to this, I now have an amazing and loving fiancé, and a beautiful baby boy. For everyone who has come back to share their stories, you’re all so strong x

[@h3llishth0ughts]

I discovered this song a few years ago, back in a stage where I was " depressed. " or to myself I thought I was but I had no idea of what was to come. Now that I'm older and feel differently, this song hits so much differently and I ball anytime I hear it. ty for listening to my Ted Talk

[@karolinekalsmose8831]

Same back in the day I was like this is a sad song and now I just start balling my eyes out

[@cloud-hl1kt]

little angel, I came to remind you that you are special, enough and made with a lot of love, Jesus loves you a lot and waits for your voice and heart ;3

[@cloud-hl1kt]

@@karolinekalsmose8831 little angel, I came to remind you that you are special, enough and made with a lot of love, Jesus loves you a lot and waits for your voice and heart ;3

[@FilthySoapCore]

I enjoyed your tedtalk Thank you

[@Alyssa-ht9xv]

girly you need to put this on spotify

[@bubbleslife9120]

I was just looking for it😂😭😭

[@rormonster9820]

Alyssa YESSSS 😍 Please!!

[@elizamcrae8315]

Yes

[@meastical]

Alyssa i know right

[@ariaxox8071]

PLEASE ^^

[@fbi3607]

This song is everyone that struggles with depression, remember you aren’t alone I’ll always be with you stay strong for me yeah? (:

[@KatieParsons-kd9zb]

Jin Soul no

[@MJ-yu7dv]

Yea

[@kirawirges2535]

question d u like BTS your name says jin soul sooo just a thought and BTS is my only happyness sooo

[@noidentity2617]

I can’t promise that at all today. I’m sorry for not being strong enough to fight for survival, I have to give up I don’t belong here, I don’t have a place here, I’m not needed I am worthless to myself even if someone tells me I’m not because I know that’s not true. I’m sorry that I am not going to see tomorrow if my friends don’t come in time

[@kirawirges2535]

@@noidentity2617 i feel the same way

[@gothbean2724]

About 2 months ago, my best friend committed suicide. We used to share a KZbin account because we had all of the same taste. She hung herself in the room we used to play barbies when we were younger. She was playing this song when I walked into the room. That’s where I found her. Lifeless. Pale. I miss her.

[@justjewellythings]

@UCMDF8AvXiowZR92LEzgB7JA She isn't fucking "selfish" for committing suicide. The pain got too much and nobody realized how she was feeling, and this person has already been through enough pain without you speaking ill of the dead. It hasn't even been a year yet, asshole.

[@booknerd7986]

​@@hunnybunny3211 What the fuck??? Suicide isn't selfish. I bet you that she didn't feel like anyone would care. That she didn't think anything would be able to get better. When it gets to that point, you feel like the only way to solve everything is by offing yourself. It's a terrible feeling, trust me. I felt that a lot for a while and still do sometimes. I can guarantee you that she didn't want to hurt anyone. She might have thought she'd be doing the whole world a favor by doing it. You deserve a punch in the gut for calling someone who lost their battle selfish. As for the person who posted the original comment, I'm so sorry for your loss. Please stay strong. Your friend is watching over you and I'm sure she loves you. I hope you're doing alright.

[@ebi4005]

@@booknerd7986 what did they say?

[@valentinamonti5042]

I’m so so sorry…

[@Catlover883.]

@@ebi4005 idk maybe Hunny bunny’s comment got deleted

[@queenleftt8622]

In a world where the hurt are crying out for help, and the depressed for a shoulder to lean on. In a world where the lonely need someone to talk to but everyone is so caught up in there own bull shit they fail to see the scars on their friends wrist. If only they had looked they could have saved a life.

[@felixjuris949]

talana thomas and a world where not feeling happy is something to feel ashamed of. In a world, where making yourself not feel the pain, is seeking attention..

[@lilly9858]

I am not happy and its not something to be ashamed of, and you obviously aren't depressed like me because making yourself not feel the pain feels like its just the only choice

[@budpalguy]

Another mark Another spark Wash the pain Down the drain Will it go away? Will it stay? You never know But never let go You still have a chance To keep your stance Continue to fight Reach for the light Afterall It's all you can do To make it through

[@user-hl4jg7bo7i]

Nice one

[@happyjayjay9229]

This would fit well for a song ;w;

[@miq_isdead_4098]

Probably the last comment ill post so byeee

[@happyjayjay9229]

Mia does gaming Whoa why, what’s wrong?

[@Miadixoneq]

Someone I know asked me “how can I be depressed at your age” (I’m 13 almost 14) Depression is not limited to your age a five year old could have it if you really payed attention.

[@gachajames5481]

True I read a story about a little transgender girl. "Mommy I would rather die than live another day as a boy." This kid was wishing for death at 4.

[@perfectentertainment1695]

Gacha Whiticorn you mean boy?

[@gachajames5481]

@@perfectentertainment1695 no the kid is MTF.

[@perfectentertainment1695]

Gacha Whiticorn no at 4 years old you should be learning how to take a shit on a toilet and watching Ben 10 not changing your gender or any of that bullshit as a child I liked to dress up in girls clothes and shit yeah I know it’s gay but I did it because I looked up to my mum and thought she was the coolest all I’m saying is is that’s fucked up if your saying to people your kid is trans at the age of 4 come on people

[@Seldnic]

@@perfectentertainment1695 there is not age requirement to now if your trans

[@Kepler_Mission]

I found this song 10 years ago. I was 15 at the time... I was bullied by family and others, never good enough, criticized, never heard, never taken seriously, and one of the couple people who had accepted me at that time (my bf) decided one day to walk away. This song dragged me further down. I was so emotionally exhausted that I had decided to take my own life. I ended up overdosing, had a few seizures, and eventually flat-lined. My mom was there to rescue me, the EMT and Doctors did everything to bring me back. Now I'm 25 years old, married to an amazing man, and have a beautiful baby girl. Life does get better, it doesn't get easier, but you eventually find small things to be grateful for until they add up to one giant feeling of wholeness. It took a decade for me to finally be okay and happy. I owe everything to God and my Mom. I owe everything to my Husband and daughter. I owe everything to MYSELF! I AM FINALLY HAPPY! I am at peace with myself.

[@simplytee5710]

I love that other people have found love and living an amazing life. I wish you nothing but the best ❤

[@nbesselink8469]

I also listened to this back then.. was 14.. Now almost 24, living a life I am conflicted about. I have no real reason to be unhappy, but my traumas drag me down. I have found myself in an abusive relationship, and depression still haunts me. But at least I am alive.

[@aalexx7165]

I'm confused... I'm always laughing, smiling, and joking around during the day. But the moment when everyone's asleep, I suddenly feel something come over my body and tell me bad things. I cry and purposely scratch myself to the point where as I bleed and it feels good...

[@megliva4444]

Alexis Baby i have done that since i was 10 i'm now 13 and i'm still doing it just with sissers becaus its faster. You are not alone! Everyone think that i'm happy just because i'm smiling. no one knows that i'm selfharming and think about suicide every single day.

[@layladawson3180]

Alexis. Pretending you're fine is part of the problem because you cant pretend forever. I am 33 and I still self harm but I am now at a point where I cant pretend anymore. You need to tell someone how you really feel no matter if that's a teacher or a friend. hugs sweetie

[@xxxxxxxxxxxx4057]

Alexis Baby I do the same thing because I’m insecure about alot of things, I never got bullied real bad or anything I just learned not to like certain things about me I even fake a smile sometimes because I really like to spread positivity but sometimes I don’t have any positivity to spread and that’s okay, i just don’t want people to feel how I feel. Life’s tough just keep trying and don’t give up, sometimes it’s harder than it was the day before but it’s worth it. Y’all are all amazing and it’s okay to feel bad about yourself some days, I’m still trying to feel good about myself some days too, I know how hard it can be.🖤

[@hfrARgpCHBFz]

Alexis Baby I feel like that to, but BTS and kpop saved my life believe it or not. I was very suicidal, I still have suicidal thoughts but I know I won't do it.

[@thatdisneynerd9853]

I’ve done that since I was 9... I’m 12 now... I laugh, I’m goofy, hyper but when everyone’s asleep I’m almost in tears, scratching myself so hard. I have cuts all over my feet...

[@Mel-yc4kv]

did anyone else notice that half way through the song instead of saying "There is a girl." it said "There was a girl" that part broke my heart

[@jazzlynwilson8758]

Luffyanna I think it's showing the evolution of the girl leading up to it. Because she went from happy to completely out of it with sadness to took her last breath so she can be happy again

[@lilyholdaway5635]

Luffyanna Oh My God....

[@scaredycraft2798]

100% of the comment section is depression so how about this: hi I love you

[@noidentity2617]

I love you too, but this is sad because these comments are my last ones, I’m listening to my favourite songs before I go to beachy head

[@myrtlegrace8364]

Really? ☺️☺️☺️ I love you too.

[@sweetesttophats8577]

Don't lie to us please, thanks

[@noidentity2617]

My daughter didn’t lie, she asked me to go through this and reply to the comments and tell everyone she loves them and for them to not take their own life because she did it for them and herself, so don’t do it and she hopes they get better. Her friends tried to stop her but she ended up shooting herself. This is very hard to write but I’m sorry on her behalf

[@sweetesttophats8577]

@@noidentity2617 heh, like if this'll truly help anyone

[@isxakera]

I remember crying and constantly listening to this song being in a really dark place of my depression I was only a little girl I didn’t think I would make it past 16 I’m now 20 :)

[@ptitflocondelumiere01010]

I'm so proud of you

[@kerawilson4620]

@@ptitflocondelumiere01010 thank you ❤ now i’m 22 with two kids and just had my second of april 19.2033 and i think i’m going through postpartum depression i wanna leave but i can’t because they need me but i don’t want to go to get help because help doesn’t help

[@autumnsullivan1838]

Dad: your pretty Me:hahahah oh wait your not joking ...why are you lying

[@unknownshadow6527]

Ive actually said that to my bf once he kinda got annoyed

[@alerisichinose5822]

Hi stranger, go to the mirror, but, dont only look at your face and body, go there and try to see your soul, now let me ask you, are you beautiful? Because i see you are❤

[@theegg500]

At least your dad gives a shit to compliment you

[@theegg500]

But it doesn't matter if your pretty, or not. It matters if your okay, please get help.

[@calchmielewski9072]

I would say that but my parents would get worried about me....

[@Seldnic]

In our world today its sad to realize when some says they're sad or has depression its taken lightly and people just say "same" without realizing

[@abbie9927]

Have you ever seen something that's broken fix something else that's broken?

[@kimmik.4998]

@@abbie9927 Jeah

[@InsomniacRavyn]

There's a girl in my class who is always smiling and sometimes when one of us spaces off we accidentally look at each other. When the other one realized we start making funny faces and being weird to make the other laugh. There is a girl in my class who is so nice and kind to everyone, and always holds a helping hand There was girl in my class who posted "KMS" on her story and everyone took it as a joke. That night we lost a helping hand... and I lost a friend...

[@cb-ht6be]

Buggyboo Fangirl i bet she was great and amazing from what you’ve described. i’ve never been through a loss like that but i wanted to let you know you’re great too💕

[@InsomniacRavyn]

@@cb-ht6be thank you

[@suryanshdasgupta143]

Buggyboo Fangirl ummmm I uh relate to the first part it’s like me....

[@drmoonrat940]

Oh my gosh I am so sorry no one ever sees the signs even if they are right there I am so so sorry she sounded like a great person and what ever you do please don't follow in her foot steps the world needs more people like you and here I am sorry again I know exactly how you feel school can be a painful place please don't take this comment the wrong way I am here if you want to talk I am sorry again

[@InsomniacRavyn]

@@drmoonrat940 thank you.

[@baileyparson149]

After 3 years I’m back and still breathing! I made it guys! I’m okay! 🥹🥹

[@moonlitproductions7182]

I’m really glad that you did! It’s not easy but you were very strong. Life can be beautiful if you chose to make it so.

[@rodriguezarmando999]

Congrats babyy!!!

[@jennastyles2404]

That is awesome!!!!! 😮

[@kismet8583]

want a cookie?😭⁉️

[@literallylikedude9814]

@@kismet8583what are these comments ur leaving bro

[@AirRicka]

We’re all suicidal kids just telling each other suicide isn’t the answer

[@littleblockser8d840]

Erika The truth is most certainly there..

[@heilminwon]

cause we're the only one who really understands what's it like

[@itzheidixxx4016]

Yup

[@yassscx]

no cap

[@gray7364]

True

[@cosmicashton7282]

There was a girl, super kind and loving. Her bestie used to cut herself but she got better with some help. The better she got the worse the girl got. She started cutting myself, lying to everyone saying she was fine and that she always wore hoodies because she was cold. Eventually she started skipping meals, burning herself, and crying herself to sleep. She hid all if this from her bestie with the 2 words "I'm fine". Her bestie believed her until she seen the burn and cut marks on her arm when she spent the night at her house. While the girl was sleeping, her bestie snooped around and found a suicide note, written. The girl is fine today tho. Her bestie stuck by her and helped her get through it. I'm the girl in the story, and I'm thankful to have a friend like her otherwise I wouldn't be here right now. But I bet you guys wont read all of this...

[@taropancakesys]

I wish there will be someone there for me soon, like there was for you

[@littleblockser8d840]

YEET you were saying??

[@sleuthelle]

I have a similar story to this. But I was the one who convinced her not to kill herself. But at the same time wanted to commit suicide myself. I had a plan. I never went through with it because I didn't want those I cared about to potentially be impacted by it. Things get better. They don't necessarily heal 100%... at least not at first... I still have moments where I consider going through with it but they are few and far between. Slowly but surely once you're out of the situation causing you the mental turmoil you will heal. It's been almost 6 years since I got out of there, I still have flashbacks and it's taken a lot to be able to actually be okay with showing emotion but over time (a l o t of time) things do improve

[@jazmainiandevil8485]

My bestie saved my life too

[@alibjorck2106]

The first part happened to me, except people think I do it for attention because my best friend has already done it

[@magicalpixie710]

Dear World: Next time you see someone who's pulling their sleeves down, no matter what the weather, it most likely means that they are broken inside. Next time you see someone smiling, but their eyes are dull, it means that they are working through their lives day by day, probably trying their hardest not to cry or scream their hearts out. Next time you notice the cuts, the scars, the burns, the hurt inflicted by self harm, it does not mean they are suicidal. It means that they are numb and want to feel pain. Next time you ask if they're ok and they reply with "I'm fine." It doesn't mean that they are. If you notice these signs of helplessness, do SOMETHING. Please... Because you might just stop them from doing something they'll regret.

[@btsismyeuphoria1690]

Betty Morley No one takes the signs

[@sarapage6642]

No one cares about the signs on me.. or they do but just don’t care

[@Alyssa-qk8kf]

SCaarlae Page then you need to do something yourself. You honestly can expect others to pick up on your “signs” . If you truly feel depressed talk to an adult or get help. Don’t rely on other people to do this for you. Everyone else is worrying about keeping themselves okay. If you would help someone else why wouldn’t you help yourself?

[@maiahenry6817]

nobody cares thats what i tell myself every day

[@crystalhughes8651]

My daughter just turn that into a song.😁😀

[@lovemae7540]

this song takes me back. i was severely depressed a couple years back. i won’t go into details. i know you hear this everyday. but i PROMISE it gets better. depression says “no, no it doesn’t get better. this is all there is and all there ever will be.” but depression is so wrong.

[@sara_daria2]

Me too actually. This song is at the back of my playlist because i listened to it years ago when i was severely depressed, i cant believe i actually got better, it feels so surreal. Like holy shit, i made it.

[@evelynnthao]

me too. god im so happy that it got better :)

[@System-zu7np]

Same. I just stumbled across it in one of my old playlists and my god, I was fucking miserable back then. Still not quite recovered but at least I can see the light again.

[@heyitskara3292]

@@sara_daria2 That is the same to me, Yay! We made it! though i still battle with it from time to time, that is a normal thing and i know ill continue to fight and make it once more.

[@Musiquefleur]

so it gets better? 😔

[@brooket012]

I’m not depressed.... I don’t have anxiety... I’m not anorexic... I don’t cut... I don’t burn... I smile... I laugh... I joke with my friends... I have fun... *Thats the outside.*

[@noidentity2617]

I am depressed... I don’t have anxiety.... I am not anorexic... I cut... I burn... I hurt and bleed... I push away the people to protect them from the things that I am

[@sweetesttophats8577]

Wow, i thought this was going to be a shitty "motivational" comment, and relatable af

[@Remy4300]

Im depressed I have anxiety I’m anorexic I cut I burn :/ I want to disappear

[@amarikyss4715]

homegirls you need to see a therapist

[@Remy4300]

i have one ☝️

[@Michelle-lo3yo]

I found this song when i was 13-14 which was about 9/10 years ago and when i tell you i cried and sh'ed so much to this song! And even now almspt 10yrs later i still struggle with sh and this song just popped up on my feed and did i sob my eyes out, yes.

[@loveandfaithfulness4479]

Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. We serve God who can do all things. Romans 8:31 tells us, “What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?” this means that no man, woman, boy or girl is a threat to the purpose God placed on the inside of you. This means that the Only way you experience defeat is when you surrender. In moments of worry and anxiety, we are called to bring our concerns before God in prayer. Instead of allowing anxiety to consume us, we can find peace and comfort in knowing that the Almighty God is attentive to our needs for He cares for us deeply. In the storms of life, God is our only hope. His faithfulness and His goodness are present Even during the darkest storm. we have a lot of growing up to do. we should continue to grow in our relationship with God, and there is no point where we can say we've "had enough" Jesus tells his followers not to worry about food, drink, clothing, or tomorrow, and instead to seek first God's kingdom and righteousness and He will give us everything we need. Give thanks and be appreciative of the small and big things that God is doing in your life. Doing that means that you are looking for God throughout your day. You’re looking for God in your situation. You’re looking for God in your struggles and your pains, and keeping your focus on God instead of focusing on all the bad that’s going on. It’s what God wants you to do. He wants you to keep your eyes on Him. For the Lord will give you understanding in everything. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is Repent and have Faith. The Bible teaches that God's sovereignty is an essential aspect of who He is, that He has supreme authority and absolute power over all things. There is nothing that God is not in control of. Everything that happens, God either causes to happen or He allows it to happen. However, Everything God does is done in love. There is always some reason for it, and for those who love God and are called according to His purpose, He will work everything out for good. ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. We know we don't want to die because dying bodies always end up fighting to survive. Our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your Strength. John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."

[@CassieCrowson]

I hate how people at my school make fun of suicide and self harm, it's not something to joke about

[@CassieCrowson]

Btw I luv this song so much ❤️

[@journeybennet5588]

Cassie Crowson same suicide is no joke because one day your going to be joking around about it and then the next thing you know the principal of your school will tell you that your friend had committed suicide and then your going to tell me your just going to sit and think its a some practical joke. Well then jokes all on you then you try to call your friend but his/her mom picks up and tells you herself. Think its a joke now well think again. Suicidal thoughts and people are not a joke you can help them see the good in their life and what they can do, not what they can't do then you'll be the one to push them to that point of suicide. Build up someone's hopes and dreams. Don't break them down. 😐😐😐

[@CassieCrowson]

Journey Bennet People are horrible, I wish people could just be nice and treat everyone the way they deserve to be treated. This world doesn't understand what it's like to feel suicidal or to self harm (etc) only the ones who have felt it. Very few who haven't has been sweet and smart enough to not make fun of it. I wish they could understand what it's like..

[@breathingdoll]

I always joke about depression because i am depressed and i don't want people to know.If i joke about it, they'll just think it's just another joke.

[@CassieCrowson]

walking meme that makes sense. My school diagnosed me with depression.? But I know you don't have to be diagnosed to have it. The school focuses on helping me when they should be helping my best friend. I only hate it because my best friend self harms and whenever someone makes fun of it it makes me cry. And just the other day this guy at my school walked up to her and asked for the rubber band that was on her wrist and she said no. And then he said,"I know you are depressed and cutting yourself." And laughed. Which really messed me up because she does do it and he didn't even know. He joked about it before and I told him to not make fun of self harm by me and anyway and he still did it. I'm just really sensitive to the subject I guess since that happens. But what you said does make a lot of sense, I understand why. But there are a lot of people who don't have depression and make fun of it because it's "funny" to them. (There own words btw.) I won't lie sometimes I to cope with it I just pretend it doesn't exist. I'm sorry I'm telling you my problems, but tbh it feels good to vent because I was the only person who knew about her. Thank you a lot, and best wishes to you.☺️❤️

[@AmandaLopiccolo]

New song. What do you all think? (: - a m a n d a .xx

[@AmandaLopiccolo]

***** awe! thank you!!!

[@amandaunknown1681]

its... amazingly perfect...

[@baileyway8657]

Is there anyway u know me and my feelings cuz this song is my life summed up into a song thank you u help me and please message me back....!

[@AmandaLopiccolo]

Bailey Way I'm so glad that I can help you! xx

[@baileyway8657]

your music is great i listen to your music everyday bc i do have scars and people are mean and judje the one day i wear a t-shirt and got called a sucidal brat and it really hurt my feelings....THANK YOU!!

[@Lee-dz8zj]

“Just a cut?” Just a scratch. “What’s that mark?” “It was the cat.” Just an excuse Just a lie “What’s with all the bracelets?” “Just fashion, why?” Just a tear Just a scream “Why were you crying?” “Just a bad dream.” But it’s not just a cut, or a tear or a lie. It’s always. “ just one more. “ Committing suicide doesn’t end the pain. It passes it onto someone else.

[@genesisplayzgacha1266]

this is such a good poem and very heart warming thank you Amen

[@Lee-dz8zj]

undeadfan No, you are making up everyone’s mind. What if they will care? Someone cares about you even if you don’t know it.

[@yoisme6695]

This poem touched my heart 💖💖

[@adiafearn5094]

undeadfan I'm sorry you are hurting. Even if no one you know loves you I love you. You got up today and for that I'm proud of you. You deserve so much more then you think. I hope it will get better.❤️

[@adiafearn5094]

undeadfan. If I can help in any way please let me know. ♥️

[@adinsleepy]

Man, comin' back after middle achool surw is something. Yello human readin' this! Yet another survivor here. Have tried a good 4 times at least, now a senior in highachool after 7 years of suffering and still depressed lol. Atarted listenimg around 11, now 18 Not as bad but depression hasnt gottwn away. I hope one day, if anyone is listening to this and is actively atruggling you can look back after however long it takes and be happy you survived. You matter. I dont know who you are, what youve done, what you havent done, what your grades are, or anyrhing like thar. But im sure your a beautiful person jn your own right. Thank you for being alive right now. Thank you for continuing to breathe today. You're loved

[@Aishycheesecrackers431]

You are loved too ❤

[@huntergreen4782]

It's so sad that so many feel this way and yet the world still ignores it 😔

[@CassieCrowson]

I feel the same way, and I hate People who make fun of it and don't realize how serious this issue is

[@CassieCrowson]

AmberTerra that's honestly rlly cool and a good idea

[@jenniferkaufholz9527]

That's a good idea...

[@jaydenbyrd8171]

Hunter Green yeah and my family doesn't see it at all

[@clashingpanda7134]

Hunter Green there need to me more done about depression then just a phone number

[@femkehuider-langes4515]

7 years of depression. Looks like this might never go away.

[@ninjaword61]

7 Years of victory. Stay strong.

[@nicolebrophy1447]

Been dealing with depression all my life, attempted suicide, cutted and thought I was done untill recently when I actually started doing some damage to my body.... It's just getting worse and this song made me feel a bit better.... Keep going you'll get through this alive

[@belladonnaivy2060]

im sorry

[@HajarBouazzaoui]

+Nicole Brophy don't cut you're not paper my dear, smile you don't have teeth to keep thel hiddeen, if you feel that you're not good well wright sth or post it you'll find many people who aee willing to help as i do.

[@lem91460]

+Femke Langes It will change, just beleve in yourself.

[@m.hoskins311]

You ever have that feeling when you want to punch a wall, break something, and scream.... but you know what you Really want to do you just dont want to admit it to yourself... until you're doing it... it stings for a while but you dont mind because you deserve the pain... you know that when you get in the shower it will be worse but you dont care... Yeah me too...

[@berkleyhuffman48]

That was me the first month, than I grew used to the sting, I always have to do more or go deeper. The only thing that stings is knowing nobody cares enough to help.

[@kaylebjewett4469]

I just did that and let me tell you I feel so relieved. But it’s sad and comforting at the same time to know someone else understands the feeling.

[@RazzberryRazor]

Anger and rage. The fear of hatred by the world and that everyone will view me as a monster. The biggest emotion I can't control..

[@RazzberryRazor]

@@berkleyhuffman48 I'll help! Please respond.. I don't want to be to late..

[@berkleyhuffman48]

@@RazzberryRazor No I'm... Im here

[@mist3146]

used to listen to this when i was 13/14 & today randomly decided to listen to my old playlist. I was depressed all of my teen years and attempted a few months after turning 18. I still have days where life feels low, but I so wish i could go back to 13yo me & tell them it'll get better. I remember reading all the comments on different videos of people saying this, and truly believing that I was different and I'd feel that way forever. To anyone still out there, things really do change. You won't be in this situation forever, and you won't feel the lows like you do right now. I'm 20 now & never believed I'd make it this far, but I'm so glad I'm here, even if life isn't perfect. At least now I can see that it WILL get better, you just gotta make it there

[@p.s.5634]

this is a real throwback for me. i used to listen to this all the time when i was 13-16. i’m 21 now. i haven’t heard it or even thought of it in years until it popped up in my recommended. i’m glad this in of my life didn’t last forever.

[@thatguybutitsactuallyagirl5384]

I used to listen to this a lot in 2016-2017. I think I may have been in such mindset back then.

[@ккє-о6ц]

"..My mind was messed up , You couldn't save me anyway..."

[@ккє-о6ц]

Alice Lindsay ohmygod ;(

[@퐁퐁-r8k]

Same

[@eign9355]

Those words hit me so hard

[@sxgarc0at3d]

кσσкιєѕ ™ yep. 100% me in my head...

[@littleblockser8d840]

She can’t be saved unless she wants to be saved.

[@TR-oc7hh]

Did you know People with depression actually try to help others depressed or others feeling sad?. At least in my case..

[@christalarmand8575]

I can relate

[@natalienolastname3680]

UnKnOwN OooOoOoOo yes me too I was at school today and this guy in one of my classes was getting bullied and I tried to help him feel a little better I know it’s not depression but he was still sad so... btw I did tell someone what they were doing to him

[@yuuhoyuu3371]

True

[@ZimLikesPastaAnimation]

Same here. It's because I don't want people to go through what I go through. That's the only reason I'm still alive actually. My brothers would likely become depressed if I suicided. I don't want that burden placed on their shoulders, so I live for them.

[@HestiasNemesis]

Yeah, definitely me. I'm always trying to be there when I notice someone behaving similar to me.

[@TGVZ9382]

I haven't heard this song in such a long time. I listened to it back in middle school and through high school, and everytime I did listen to it, I just reminded myself how much I hated myself. Im 21 now. To the little girl that didnt want to live all those years ago, we got better. We made it through, by some god awful miracle, we managed to make it through, and we're mostly happy. Thanks for reading my little comment if you did. It gets better one day, even if it doesnt feel like it will. So to all of the people that have come back or have just found this song, and are still in this state of mind, dont lose hope just yet, the world does get just a bit brighter 🩵❤️

[@mto7648]

Her: “Starts singing” You can all ready hear her pain 😥

[@anastasiaknutsen4558]

Me

[@unknownunicorn8067]

Literally💔.

[@bev252010]

Boys go through this aswell, chin up boys ❤️

[@berkleyhuffman48]

I have my chin up around people, that's why nobody knows I'm suffering. And that's why I prefer to be alone... I don't have to fake how I feel about myself when nobody's watching.

[@bev252010]

Berkley Huffman heads up, you will get through this. I promise. It just takes time and patience no matter how long you have felt like this. ❤️ you will get better and anytime you need, reply to this comment

[@berkleyhuffman48]

@@bev252010 Hey.

[@Ta1kesh]

@@nightmarewolfy8483 That’s not true. Many studies have shown that males are more likely to experience a mental disorder at some stage in their life than females are. It's just that they often aren't given the resources and support to speak publicly about it.

[@amberjenoko7580]

thisss sunday I’m a girl I will NEVER say anything about it

[@parsnip_4445]

Today, children and teens, have the same levels of anxiety, depression and mental health problems, as people in mental asylums in the 1950s, just think about that, I’m not even surprised...

[@liamdraws7800]

Are u saying most of everyone here should be in a mental asylum? 🤔🤔🤔

[@parsnip_4445]

Itz L3ah well if it was the 1950s then yes

[@BossaDino]

I have depression... i'm 12 and i'm cutting myself

[@parsnip_4445]

ST4T1C PlAiN on my channel page thingy you can find my insta, if u ever want to talk I’m here x

[@zacharybowman8950]

@@BossaDino Please, please flush the blades. Its hard but it's worth it. You've got to do this. If for no one else, for me. Get rid of them please.

[@kenziekins7492]

I use to cry to this alone in my room late at night and think about not being alive and how I would do it, I was probably 13-14, growing up is so hard but it’ll get better. I’m 24 now, don’t give up so soon, I have a beautiful baby girl and an amazing loving man beside me. Even if you think you’re alone, just remember I was where you were. We all go through hardships but they don’t last forever. If you’re reading this you are so very loved and you deserve to live a long happy life ❤️ Please take care of yourself.

[@haileybudach9405]

That moment when your heart is completely broken and you cant help but listen to songs like this even though it makes you cry more.

[@Bianca.Roxana]

Yaas,so true😢😢😢

[@gamingwithmunchies6591]

yep... so true

[@Mortinias]

Same👌🏻💯

[@stefanjanevski4663]

depression...The only thing that I'm scared from...

[@Sarah-gv7sf]

+Stefan Janevski same. I should be happy with all of the people who love me, but I just can't sometimes. The only reason I'm ever happy anymore is my friends online. But so many people online are so mean, it hurts, truly.

[@ikissjimin698]

and to the girl in the back of the class, that felt the way i did : don’t fake a smile on that pretty face don’t ignore the pain don’t turn the other way don’t be that girl that’s ‘perfect’ yet feels so insecure just close your eyes, find that safe place and it won’t hurt anymore fight for your life don’t be like me you’re too good for that it doesn’t matter if you’re skinny, short or fat i’ll have hope in you and forever will i’ll be watching over you to make sure you do just that if i couldnt save my life, let me save yours i’ll make sure the pain become no more :) i hope it’s ok, though it may just get lost in the other wonderful comments 🥀

[@pbreexp5934]

This is beautiful, thank you ❤️

[@jinxx3385]

this is me

[@kevind6686]

This is really beautful...thank you army💜

[@kayleebales8752]

So beautiful

[@kirbyssidehoe5653]

ᴅɪᴍɪɴɪᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴄʜɪ Oof beautiful..

[@logandelbiaggio3474]

One day, scissors will be for paper. One day, razors will be for shaving. One day, knives will be for food. One day, food will be for eating. One day, pills will be for the sick. One day, hearts will not be broken. One day, people will like me. One day, I will be loved. One day, all of us including me will recover 🌹

[@user-dq2wy1mg7e]

Logan Del Biaggio amen ❤️❤️❤️

[@shippyboi]

Lila C thank you lila

[@searthrum5389]

Logan Del Biaggio - One Day, somebody will know. : )

[@shippyboi]

Searthrum I do know

[@miramonroe4318]

Lit Lucario Ugh same

[@josylingallup2713]

I've depressed since I was 9 and this song still comes to me when I'm feeling this way

[@_csinti_]

i wish you all the best, take care

[@TK-uz4ts]

If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong

[@josylingallup2713]

Thank you both. Honestly I still feel like crap. Never really thought I'd make it to 20. I'm hiding these feelings from my friends who took me in because I was homeless have been for a while, and a bunch of junk has happened to me recenrly and i came back to rhis song. Things are just rough honestly.

[@e.n.6079]

​@@josylingallup2713hi I can relate to you. May God bless you. Honestly I am feeling bad as well but found hope in the LORD JESUS CHRIST. Maybe you can open up to Jesus as well. I wish you all the best!

[@marshamoseley7115]

Shes friendly shes caring & really kind But to her depression I am not blind She puts on an act for all to see But little does she know she's not fooling me I see her fake smile and the sadness in her eyes I hear her silent screams and cries She's had enough and she's fading fast The act she's playing just can not last I want to help her but she won't let me in Her depression is to deeply under her skin She tries to cut it out but she can't get deep enough Until one day she pushed enough Now her pains gone and she's finally free But I can't help but think this could have ended differently If she'd only opened up to me But now I'm left with that doubt in my mind and with that I will never be fine

[@placto9512]

Your comment made me cry for the first time in a long time..

[@littleblockser8d840]

We all wish for what we can’t get. If this wasn’t true, what would be the point of wishes?

[@amy_marie]

I always read the comments, listening to peoples problems. It makes me sad, but happy knowing i'm not the only who feels like a prisoner in my own body xxxx

[@madisonfrancis139]

Same

[@angelogallardo9644]

same it's nice to know your not alone. but still hurts that we feel like we are.

[@catherinepeterson1935]

Be glad you don't. It is really saddening to read through them though.

[@ithurts.8365]

Ikr 😒😭

[@kirsten._.]

yeah I agree

[@Jaxgotscared]

*"... Have you ever... Self harmed?"* *"Nope"* *"Im too cute to hurt myself"* *"UwU"* *"... Promise me you'll never have battle scars"* *"Unlike me"* *"I will never hugs"* *"Once you start cutting... It's so damn hard to stop...."* That was a conversation I had with my friend- It's been 2 years now, she's okay but me on the other hand, depression got me falling apart and tearing myself up. I'm over 100 days clean from self harm but it's hard not to some times. But I'm doing it, I'm slowly learning how to be happier, still not doing great but I mean, it's an improvement!

[@thatoneweirdo2718]

Hi I'm a thing called Polyamourus. This means as long as your partners agree you can date multiple people. I think if you just told this person what is going on you may find happiness. I don't want to seem forceful or wise. I'm only 12. But I do think you should try. Try anything you think you can achieve.

[@thatoneweirdo2718]

@that dark child Thank you. Surprisingly no one has put me down yet but I know its inevitable. Thanks for you support

[@briannariddle4726]

Dying Angel that’s the same conversation I had with my cousin, only he told me a story about a friend he had that cut himself, and called him cause there was so much blood.

[@jamjamjamie1362]

Dam this is so true . I have to stop or I won't be able to see the only few things that keep me alive

[@sarahbilling6082]

I had the exact same conversation with my friend but she followed in my footsteps

[@NightCore-z]

I'm back at this point in my life, where I just listen to this song on repeat. I really wish this song was on Spotify

[@sandrazaluski982]

I also am back to this point in life. Stay strong

[@angelwestern5161]

5 years and I’m still listening to this 💖

[@dyamondbolden5959]

Same here

[@the_adventurer4817]

Same

[@croosin]

@Tori Reaggle dude I'm 9 I'M GOING THREW A LOT OF STUFF

[@camrynrose4360]

Angel Western same

[@camrynrose4360]

Tori Reaggle no they mean they been listening to it for five years

[@georginab5776]

A girl came up to me today and said “you have depression don’t u” I said yes she said “she said I’m sorry I do to” I stood in silence as she walked off

[@schustir]

Talk to her more unless it was in a joking matter

[@savannah9134]

I was having a conversation with my friend, mind you I sit between her and my crush, when suddenly my crush says “wait you really have depression don’t you” idk why he said that but our inside joke is we had to write about mental illness and he chose sducidal thoughts and I chose depression so he would say do you have Sucidal and depression? I told him I did and he just kinda said oh and me and my friend continued talking

[@user-se9wk2ui4y]

If someone asks me if I'm depressed I say no, because I don't want to sound like those 10 year olds that are self diagnosed. So I say, "I'm just sad all the time and hate myself".

[@giamystique2271]

*Watching a movie and then the main characters talks about depression Cousin: Wow, depression is a really serious disorder... Tell me if you have it, okay? I’ll help you. Me: Nope, I’m fine :)) Me: (In my mind) Why didn’t I tell her...?

[@berkleyhuffman48]

I get that, even when you want to say something, you've got so used to say "I'm fine" and thus it becomes instinct to say it.

[@kynzehighland7199]

I do

[@lavendarling]

You can still tell her. Telling others may help. We love you, keep your chin up.

[@cambenji]

Liv & Paige You are valid. You’re mind is valid. You’re emotions are valid. You’re amazing. Never forget that.

[@_Sammich]

My cousin is like the only one who believes me. She's the only one who listens. She is the only one who helps me. I'm so thankful for her

[@daisy4075]

I found this song when I was 14/15, now I'm 22 and I can't believe how different things are now. I'm so glad I got better and I'm so much happier.

[@emazcringy1400]

Is it just me or do people on the internet care more about you than the pople that you actually know and love??

[@Nuclear.Maniac]

Afro Cringe I've experienced that too. Isn't it a little messed up?

[@clairelebrasseur7884]

thats how i feel too

[@ermine9073]

I got you - I got all you people out there, fighting those negative thoughts and hurting. Afro Cringe, Rose Hartman, your bias, Kaylee Gannon, Breeana Wood, Ellie Gunn, Annabelle Artic, Rebecca McCullough, jmokful, illly Richmond, and everyone else commenting about the darkness that has been over their heads for a long time... ( p.s - I would have typed everyone's usernames here, but I figured that would take a while, but please know I don't regard any of you less)😊

[@insertedgyemobandnameshere813]

Afro Cringe yeah i can relate to that, my family just told me that they hate me and to kill myself😞

[@ItsjustMAVE]

Emaz Cringy I know how you feel. My mom hates that I have online friends etc, but they’re the only thing keeping me going.

[@katsusoftie1641]

This song feels like it’s talking directly at me....I’m a tall girl, I’ve been called smart beautiful and all that, I try to help people who are upset and then there’s the bit about the cuts, burns etc....

[@anastasiaknutsen4558]

Same

[@Sadie_S422]

This song sounds like me and my best friend but she hasn't committed suicide but is very depressed and is in juvenile right now because her mother is schizophrenic and called the cops on her when her mom was the one who started hitting her for no reason. I just wish I had her. I miss my best friend so much and when she gets out she is being put in a private school and won't have a phone. That bitch took her away from me and it kills me sometimes. She's the only one who knows how I feel.

[@Littlekey1212_Backup]

i can totally relate...

[@miasoto231]

Same

[@Catlover883.]

@@Sadie_S422 I am so sorry that happened to you.

[@kyravanandel9264]

I hate people who joke about depression. They do not know how it feels. 😥 edit: wow, thanks for so many likes and comments. ❤

[@reignrain4042]

Many people joke to cope

[@jazminking7538]

Exactly... I told my friend that I was depressed and he said that I was an f***ing liar and he walked away... I just decided to continue to hide behind smiles.

[@lethallizard_4493]

I have to joke about it so that I can manage

[@TheAkumuKing]

Kyra Van Andel So do I. That means I hate myself.

[@Sweatysaur]

Agreed.

[@makaylacarey2510]

10 years later… can’t believe I’m still here. This song will always be a core memory when I was at my worst

[@duckiecone1055]

My parents noticed me cutting and said "do it again and we take your phone" loved that. Edit: All of these stories make me so sad. I wish the best for all of you. You deserve better. I may not reply but you are being heard.

[@zixiv7459]

I hope things get better for you. Whenever you get the chance, get pit of that household. No person should go through what your parents through, not even you. Keep your head up. I believe in you!

[@Hollywoodwh0r3]

Oh god I hate them that's what some of my friends have parents like that that's why in their house they suffer in science

[@Hollywoodwh0r3]

Silence not science

[@bilmil16]

When they found out I was starving myself, said “we’re taking ur phone and all the electronics u have” lol like that’d help

[@Hollywoodwh0r3]

@@bilmil16 Ya idk why they think that that is the best was to handle shit lol

[@yamihirugashi3322]

It always gets me at the "my mind was messed up/you couldn't save me anyway"

[@madisonfrancis139]

Same

[@louisexxx865]

Same

[@saphirediamond212]

+Yami Hirugashi same for me

[@joygreer2028]

YASS 😭😭

[@AnimeLover-yj3fx]

same

[@therealapj1466]

Not everyone are how they seem “I had a great day” “I’m fine you?” “My friend bought me a gift today!” “I get A’s in class” “I wear long sleeves cause it’s cold” “I’m not hungry I had a big lunch” “Everyone is nice to me!” “I fall to sleep easily” “I haven’t cried in a year or two” These are white lies you can only tell so many But here’s when you talk to yourself “Today was horrible” “I’m not okay” “My friend is using me” “My grades don’t matter to my teacher” “I just want to hide the scars” “I’m still fat” “No one cares about me” “I cry myself to sleep” “I cry everyday..” It is hard to stop And sure, Depression sucks But it doesn’t give a frick It wants you to feel pain And it is good at its job So, Know you and me aren’t the only ones going through this And if your reading this and your depressed Know that your alive for a reason

[@lemonellaaaa8360]

That’s really deep and strangely beautiful

[@therealapj1466]

Bittersweet Cherri haha thanks!

[@complet158]

Thanks.

[@lorineclingerman9234]

What if no matter how hard you try no one accepts you I'm 18 and yet it still hasn't gotten better

[@shaylietucker8445]

Lorine Clingerman it takes a while to get better. I’m 18 too and there are days that depression kicks my ass. But just kno that it will get better it takes a LONG time but it does

[@nolanii1]

knowing i was listening to this song at 7 years old whilst i’m 16 now honestly upsets me so much. from 9 years ago, my mental state has honestly just decreased so much to the point i didn’t think id still be here now. these songs bring me a sense of comfort and safety as i’ve grew up listening to them repeatedly. this and “her last words” are extremely relatable and honestly will forever stay with me

[@filledwithmaggots]

The roses are blood red The violets are tear blue We might be hurting But you shouldn't have too Roses are scarlet red Violets are Sapphire blue Your heart may be aching But we can help too

[@yuuhoyuu3371]

That's so relatable

[@scarly9674]

Tiff The Artist my names scarlet :/

[@unknownshadow6527]

so relatable

[@catgod2.0]

Thank you, I think a lot of people needed to hear this

[@chewymilk1589]

That is beautiful.

[@lummosphinx9726]

This girl I barely knew sent me this song, she sat in the back of the class and was the only one who saw I was cutting myself. I balled my eyes out when she sent it to me.

[@littleblockser8d840]

Lummo Sphinx Strangers are the ones who can help you the most

[@karolinekalsmose8831]

This comment made me cry I had a friend who almost killed herself and I almost did the same it was eye opening too how fragile life is

[@brionnabrowning1300]

Sometimes the most unlikely of people notice the difference in your behavior more than the people who are closest to you

[@justcori]

My friend wanted me to watch this, and this is my first time. I started crying because I think she thinks of me while listening to this. I used to be good at hiding it, but it's been getting worse and worse. If my friend sees this, thank you.

[@justadude3458]

we are here for you.

[@justcori]

Thank you

[@charlesgilbert1880]

+FNAF Fangirl be more carefull maybe people wont find them

[@inkbery4473]

+FNAF Fangirl Be thankful you have such thoughtful friends; you deserve every single one of them, even if you don't realize it

[@cindyho670]

+FNAF Fangirl I first saw this, and i cried as well... i now put makeupon them so they can barely see..

[@courtneynapier3400]

I used to listen to this in HS and I would cry my eyes out. I haven’t heard it in years but it’s still such an amazing song💕 looking at the scars on my arm and legs and elsewhere and knowing I’m 5 years clean from SH makes me so so proud of myself. Even though I still struggle with the thoughts, I’m able to stop myself from acting on them finally. 7 years since I attempted, and I had the moment of “I want to live, I don’t want to miss what’s ahead of me” and let me tell you I started bawling because I haven’t felt that in so so so long

[@g.mea30]

6-“I wanna be a mermaid” 7-“I wanna be an actress” 8-“I wanna help people” 9-“I want too at least be stable in life” 10-“I wanna be loved” 11-“I want to be helped” 12-“I deserve the pain” 13-“I don’t want too keep going... I can’t” 14-“I can’t anymore...help” 15-“...”

[@littleblockser8d840]

I’m 12

[@Crazyassbeech]

Me too

[@phantomflair5546]

Have started going downhill for a long time now

[@kaitgelwicks5527]

Wow you just explained so much I’ve hit 12 and I’m waiting till I accidentally die😂

[@rosie_music9022]

I'm 13 and this what you wrote is so true

[@juulsdied1853]

This song kinda reminds me of my classmate who committed suicide, she was so funny and seemed so happy, last May she ended her life behind our school, she had a tough life at home, god she was only ten! I miss her so much 🤧💔

[@ultrabatman55]

no name that could be me soon.

[@ultrabatman55]

Bless her i hope she rests in peace 😭 ❤️

[@juulsdied1853]

[n o b o d y] don’t. everything happens for a reason , you are here for a reason🤍

[@rebornmommylife8319]

Little Girl: what's on your arm? Me: oh it's... Just Battle scars Little girl: wait so you were in a war?! Me: yes... A huge long war Little girl: I want to have Battle scars too! Me: no don't, but the next time you see a person with battle scars give them a big hug promise me Little girl: okay, I promise!

[@littleblockser8d840]

Capital_ Mya I swear that’s going to make me cry 😭

[@littleblockser8d840]

So beautiful

[@skettisanders7702]

im going to cry rn

[@rebecca.e32]

well this made me cry

[@just.ashenn]

I've seen another version of this which was longer so let me finish this for you. The next day I took the little girl to the mall. The girl saw a teen with 'battle scars'. She immediately ran up to the teen and hugged her (like she said she would) Teen: Why are you hugging me??? I point to my scars and explain. Teen: Thank you for giving me the strength to keep fighting, you are forever my war hero.

[@Leoooo___]

Wow I came back at 20 not because I’m depressed and hate life like teenager me did. But just to come back to see how I found this song so comforting at my lowest. Teenage years really are the hardest. It feels like it’s forever and you won’t truly even understand this until your brain matures more as time goes on. But life really does get so much better. I enjoy life so much now. And I can’t wait for my future compared to teenage me

[@laylab17139]

'you couldn't save me anyway' that's such a poignant line because that's exactly how it feels. damn. but if you're reading this I promise there's hope. you can be helped. I promise

[@costintodirica3914]

Who's your favorite decepticon? XD

[@goo3y]

i laugh out the pain and hide my lies behind a fake smile honestly its the hardest thing ive ever done but yet some of my friends and people dont suspect a thing even when they look deep in my eyes, jeez the only thing im good at lying about is my depression

[@goo3y]

o um btw i wanted your premission to make a lyrics + drawings video

[@kristinaduarte1310]

Sofi Creations if u ever need someone to talk to I'm always here. I'm in a club at my school where I am always there for people and honestly would feel so honored if u got ahold of me if u need. U can find me on instagram @kk1koolkat (haha I know it's a funny username). It might be weird for u and u might not even do it but it would be great if u did:)

[@SkratAnimations]

+Sofi Creations It's obviously not in my power to do this, but you can probably make the lyrics + drawing video. Also, just know that there is ALWAYS someone there for you, and that you don't need to lie about your depression. If you do, they're not your TRUE friend. Find someone who is willing to listen. Someone who cares enough to help. I believe in you :D

[@bandobsessed4977]

im a fucking good liar. sometimes I feel insane because I start laughing for no reason when im alone and I augh so hard I can't breathe then I start crying...

[@goo3y]

Muskrat 368 well my friends do know and thought they fixed me but, well i was fixed for only a little bit until i remembered why i was depressed, it's really hard to forget. im not suicidal or anything, im just odd,