that's what i love. the rythm goes to hell, like my soul at coffeine madness in the gym. i can't feel anything, except headache. this is what i need. is in the range of maximum strength and realizing that later you will have to suffer for a long time is scary. but I often find myself in it. It's like it's my destiny. as if God doomed me to become one of the strongest. it's painful. but this is my destiny.