Dealing with Sexual Shadow | How To Heal & Clear Sexual Shadow & Shame

How to heal and clear sexual shadow and shame.
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[@jamesdeardenbush]

I offer Spiritual Guidance sessions for those on the kundalini awakening path. If you feel called to work with me, you can find out more here: jamesdeardenbush.com/spiritual-guidance-session/ With love and blessings 🙏

[@Jeep192]

I'm just so amazed when you answer the questions I'm afraid to ask, my awakening experience had the same crazy lust so I'm very grateful for this. It's so difficult for many people to talk about these things, thanks for your openness. I felt my "sexual shadow" came from either a past life or demonic possession but I knew I had to go through it. I didn't understand that Kundalini would force me to embrace my whole self, good bad and ugly. Loving other people can be so much easier than loving ourselves.

[@eekabix2563]

This is exactly how I felt. Actually, until this video. Demonic possession thoughts resonates so much, because it’s exactly how strong it felt to me. I also wondered if this had come from a past life. Bizarre. This video is extremely helpful to explain this process.

[@Jeep192]

@@eekabix2563 I'm greatly reassured that I'm not the only one! I struggled so much with thinking on one hand that I'd actually been touched by the infinite Divine Grace but on the other hand ....

[@jamesdeardenbush]

Thank you brother. Love and blessings 😊🙏

[@ananya1114]

Same. Even in my experience I literally felt like I'm possessed by a demonic spirit. I was almost going to play it out in 3D but before I could do it I had this realisation that it's actually a shadow part of me.

[@linusluminus1806]

I feel all of you so deeply! Thanks for sharing! I feel like I'm in a similar place right now. So scared of letting these energies flow, almost as if I have a huge experience of harming someone with it, while at the same time I can't recall anything like that happening in this life. And I've also been through all sorts of attemps to explain that to myself... early trauma that only my body remembers, past lifes, collective pain-body, my family lineage and so on... in the end I don't know and maybe I don't have to. But it's super-challenging to face these energies and to release or to integrate them... grateful for any further help with that! 🙏🏼

[@DMTInfinity]

Creating art, for a true artist, is key to moving through these experiences in a healthy manner. 🖼️

[@jamesdeardenbush]

Yes totally! Art can be an amazing tool for alchemy of all sorts of things 🙏

[@thousandpetalsproject1494]

Creating my drawings always turns me on sexually - it's the same chakra (#2) that's activated

[@happycactus]

Well the good thing for me. I had already dispatched Christianity years ago. So many of the doctrinal hang ups of Christianity I have already dispatched. I left all that years ago. So I have no judgment on one’s sexual desires. Just don’t hurt anybody.

[@shinta2872]

Wow someone who actually knows what they are talking about has had a legitimate awakening isn't prideful and also does music like me what a blessing man. Crazy thing is I had a dream of someone playing stairway to heaven the other night and you have a cover of it I'm gonna listen to all your music it's nice to see you man. 🌞 🌙

[@jamesdeardenbush]

Thank you very much for your lovely comment. Blessings to you my friend 😊🙏

[@angiewright-artist8246]

You did an excellent job explaining this,. Before the spiritual part of my awakening I was very exploratory with my partners. It was a loving way to explore darker desires, so it caught my attention when I saw the topic. I was curious as to how you would explain so I really wanted to give you kudos (not that you need that) Namaste brother 🙏🌈

[@jamesdeardenbush]

Thank you sister. Namaste 😊🙏

[@linusluminus1806]

I'm really struggling when it comes to my sexual desires these days. I feel strongly drawn to spaces in which all of me is welcomed (such as certain parts of the field of sex work and so on...) Yet I tend to just sit with it for a long time, feeling all of this hunger and desire in me, without just going for it. It almost feels like a physical block not allowing these energies to flow. And it's not even something too far out that wants to express itself through me. So no extraordinary fetishes or preferences. Just meeting woman (online), seeing and being seen, playing with these energies, sometimes entering in my more dominant side there maybe... nothing wrong with that, right? Yet there seems to be so much shame or even guilt around it. The shame can somehow be a beautiful part of the play... but the guilt (in the belly) really feels crippeling... and it holds me back... not allowing me to just be free and open with all that I am as a man... If there is anything more you could tell me on how to move through this I'd be very grateful! 🙏🏼 Sending you so much love from germany! ❤️‍🔥

[@arokiingaming8847]

Subbed!! I am a survivor of sexual abuse as a child - I am doing a lot of shadow work because that is not my only cause of trauma. I’m doing shadow work in order to heal 30 years of trauma and abuse. That being said healing the repressed anger is “easy” the mother of my children is happy to support that - There is next to nothing I consider bad or wrong regarding sexuality the problem seems to be that there isn’t the same kind of support. Would you open to a dialogue at any point ? I’m from New Zealand and there doesn’t seem to be a lot of help here 🤷🏽‍♂️. Thanks for the video 💪🏽

[@jamesdeardenbush]

You're welcome and i'm glad it was helpful. I do offer spiritual guidance sessions where we could go through some of this stuff. You can find out more on my site here: jamesdeardenbush.com/spiritual-guidance-session/ All the best brother. Blessings 🙏

[@eekabix2563]

This is extremely interesting. I always had this one thing that kept popping up, sexual fantasy wise, and it was something I never ever felt okay with in real life. It kind of plagued me for awhile. Nothing too weird, but something I simply wasn’t comfortable with. Some time before my spiritual awakening I had a month or so where it really came to the surface, and I did masturbate over the thought a few times. Since then, it hasn’t been something I have been remotely interested in. (I was never interested in real life, but even in fantasy land). I feel a bit icky about it now, but at the time I just allowed it. Totally healed years worth of it creeping up on me. Strange. Makes sense now. Unintentional shadow work. Lol.

[@jamesdeardenbush]

Thank you my friend, glad the video was interesting. Love and blessings 🙏

[@carolynmetayer9701]

Thank you so much….great video!🙏

[@siriusx3407]

Thank you brother 🙏

[@creative45630]

Really interesting and resonates with my experience. Thanks

[@jamesdeardenbush]

You're welcome i'm glad it resonates. Much love 🙏

[@zion367]

Is it not more about diving deeper and exploring the need behind it so that can be met in a moral manner?

[@justagirl8464]

I am doing this currently and it is very difficult. Ty for sharing this.

[@jamesdeardenbush]

You are welcome, thank you. Love and blessings 😊🙏

[@spirialitytalks8324]

That's mental,.I literally just sore feel it to heal as first time seeing your video,and commented which included my working through old anxiety,spiritual bypassing to some extent and not open honest sexual expression some old shame from way back ect....and I see this is your most recent vid,..synchronicity for me.it's been happening a fair old amount recently since going with it and coming from the heart,.balance between love and mind/wisdom..soz I'm too wordy again proberly,.either way..your obviously doing good work.appreciated,..Steve from london..

[@jamesdeardenbush]

Thank you very much brother. 😊🙏

[@martingonzales]

Dude, you rock

[@HighVibeDrumMachine]

Great insight dude

[@jamesdeardenbush]

Thanks brother 💚😊🙏

[@damonboler1829]

Great video

[@jamesdeardenbush]

thank you 🙏

[@mikoxbigs7961]

I desire other women while in a relationship. It's the only thing in life that I want but can't go after. It feels limiting. Like I can't enjoy the things I enjoy the most in life. I thought it could be something I could fix with shadow work. But it doesn't seem like it. Any tips on how to move