dean&castiel | i love him

→ "he has this weakness. he likes you..."
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Ugh the voice clips fucked up at the end. APOLOGIES. I didn't want to re-render. This is just a little vid I wanted to do before I do ANOTHER destiel vid - I already have the song and everything planned. Then I have three other vids on the way (The Walking Dead, Merlin and possibly a Sherlock or Supernatural one).
Not happy with how it turned out but I think I got what I needed to across. Hope you liked it!
- bex
SONG: Extract from Lana Del Ray's 'National Anthem' music video
FANDOMS: Supernatural
PROGRAM: Sony Vegas 9.0

[@riverelsie997]

And I remember when I met him, it was so clear that he was the only one for me. We both knew it, right away. And as the years went on, things got more difficult - we were faced with more challenges. I begged him to stay. Try to remember what we had at the beginning. He was charismatic, magnetic, electric and everybody knew it. When he walked in every woman's head turned, everyone stood up to talk to him. He was like this hybrid, this mix of a man who couldn't contain himself. I always got the sense that he became torn between being a good person and missing out on all of the opportunities that life could offer a man as magnificent as him. And in that way I understood him and I loved him. I loved him, I loved him, I loved him. And I still love him. I love him.

[@SophisticatedLunatic]

I DON'T GET IT WHY THEY ARE GIVING DEAN A NEW LOVE INTEREST, WHEN HE ALREADY HAS A LOVE INTEREST

[@kajlucaslamebriel]

THE SPARK WHEN THEY SAID ELECTRIC OMG FREAKIN AMAZING

[@goldenoceans14]

when you catch yourself saying the lines of both the show and the song

[@Bunny-du3xw]

+goldenoceans14 SAMMEEEEEEE

[@user-kf2vq4tk2y]

it's unreal how many times i've come back to this video, definitely one of my favourites.

[@Nicolettepino]

Excuse me while I just hurl myself out of a window.

[@widadkradia7376]

lol

[@ashlinhamlin2224]

oh my god lana del rey national anthem audio + destiel = PERFECTION

[@lmrlmr9]

If you seriously don't ship it, you must be blind.

[@DevilDears]

Why in the name of God's creation have I not seen this perfection before? Y-Y

[@castheangel9867]

DevilDears same !!!! it's 2017 for God's sake ,, and it's season 12 and I am shipping destiel more than EVER 😉💓 and this video is freaking awesome

[@Brookebly295]

okay that hurts

[@glassbottle15]

"When Castiel first laid a hand on you, he was lost!" I don't know bout you lot, but that line takes their relation above bromance.

[@briannawenger9654]

I know what it's like to have depended on a sibling-like friend for my life, sanity and happiness. We have worried for each other, cried for each other, defended each other, and understood each other even in the silence. But even then, we've never looked at each other the way Dean and Castiel do; never have we held that deep gaze of a hundred emotions. And I feel like there's a lot to interpret from just that one difference.

[@somethingsimple3843]

Ok listen up SPN writers, stop torturing us, stop giving us EXTREMELY close calls and give us the Destiel, STOP STALLING AND MAKE IT HAPPEN... Please.

[@soulholders]

"I always got the sense that he became torn between being a good person and missing out on all the opportunities life could offer a man as magnificent as him. And in that way, I understood him."

[@tanya6304]

*slow clap*

[@xcathexis6187]

**fangirl sobbing sounds from Washington**

[@FullmetalShortOne]

"and in that way I understood him" wow so perfect

[@FawkesLastSong]

FEELS OVERLOAD. I CAN'T HANDLE THIS. EVERYTHING IS DESTIEL AND EVERYTHING HURTS

[@HealthyCatable]

Dean and Cas holding hands, Dean and Cas cuddling, Dean and Cas sharing a blanket... gosh I need a minute

[@lacountess]

This hit me real hard. Very powerful matching of dialogue, narration, images and music. It conveys their love and epic relationship so well.

[@tyraphoenix2203]

no im not crying theres just a BRANCH in my eye.

[@becagate1807]

I actually can not stop watching this.

[@Castielbee]

you know it's good when someone who rarely cries, cries during this..

[@patwoods3601]

This has to be my favourite video. My heart hurts watching it, yet I can't stop. This pairing is so beautiful.

[@sjey6396]

This is just so beautiful and it shows the depth of their relationship. This is one of my favorite videos

[@AlExAnDeRxChAn]

This is just so perfect. I loved it so much. The combination of the girl's audio and just the right lines of dialogue from the show... you couldn't have done this any better because it's already perfect. It really touched my heart- all the feelings. Especially the end, where it says 'and I still love him'

[@Zoe-xp5ns]

Beautiful. Just beautiful.

[@NicholeLeeVlogs]

"not happy with how it turned out" BEX, THIS WAS FLAWLESS

[@davignonn8919]

LITERAL TEARS THIS IS AMAZING

[@lovewasours]

It makes me sad and happy in the same time. I love them so much.

[@CranberryRedCoat]

This hurt, but at the same time was so very beautiful it made me want to cry. Much like the actual relationship between Cas and Dean makes me feel. Thanks for a wonderful video.

[@alyssajones7512]

This is the physical definition of perfection.

[@CherryTree318]

I have no words for how beautiful this is...

[@megthegoff]

absolutely beautiful, I cannot fathom into words about how breathtaking that was and if it was more possible I love the pairing even more. really an amazing video.

[@PaolaTheTimeLord]

JUST THIS IS PERFECTION, i can't, oh the feels, oh they are so perfect together!

[@gamerghoul2051]

I think this is the best Destiel video ever!!! i'm obsessed its so beautiful. Thank you for this.

[@saracilea6029]

Hands down, this is the best Destiel video I have EVER seen. Really, it's brilliant. Congrats :D

[@ThatGirlWhoVids]

New record for goosebumps. There are so many goosebumps on me right now, I don't even know how I am still alive. This was so startlingly beautiful. I am just all shivers. The voiceovers at the end sound beautiful to me. I like the jumble before the resolution.

[@HereForTheShips]

Oh dear God. I got goosebumps! This is incredible.. The.. the parallels! At the end omg... 'I'm hunted, I rebelled, and I did all of it, for you'... Dean mirrors Castiel from Sason 4, as well as Castiel mirrors Dean from season 4, in season 8. It's... I have no doubt, destiel is sailing to canon waters.

[@oywidapoodles]

it's almost overwhelming packing so much into a two minute clip. gorgeous tho

[@alexdsimpson]

Misha and Jensen have both been confirmed to say their respective character love the other. Misha's also been directed to "act like a jilted lover" when reunited with Dean. Not to mention all the insinuations made in the script, on the screen, by many of the side characters. Most, if not all, are in this video

[@Vividolly1]

This video is like GOD to me. Seriously though, the amazing quality of your videos is just. I CAN'T right now. BEAUTIFUL.

[@MusicIsLove2812]

I love this video! I couldn't help but notice though, at 0:53, Jensen's face haha

[@14vampireluva]

0:24 I have a mini heart attack every time I see how big and blue and bright Castiel's eyes are

[@estelleox]

This is beyond amazing. The last bit killed me oh my god.

[@TheLucifersVessel]

OH GOD YES. MY HEART THO. I have been waiting for someone to do these two and this voiceover/song and SO GLAD IT WAS YOU. this is excellent on every aspect

[@viiiiiiiiiiiiiicky]

I so hope you're right !! If the writers make them canon I'd be the happiest person on earth ! Deductism, beautiful video like always, the song is "magnetic" just like Castiel and the ending was... wow.

[@theycallmenat]

and i still love him *-* yes, i love them both :') omgomgomgomg, this is soooo perfect!! your editing - it's just amazing :)

[@slashjunkie]

I don't know if I commented on this one before but I came back to rewatch it since its been a few weeks and it moved me so much. I just read the info. Of course as artists we will often not be completely satisfied with our work. But this is a marvelous achievement, I hope you know. You hit something so pure with this vid. It's so true to them and has such a unique style to its editing and the voice excerpts. So natural. You should be very proud of yourself. Really. Amazing work.

[@alanajohnson1481]

im literally crying

[@susannawilliams8136]

oh my chuck this is.. this is *breaks sobbing*

[@dreaminginthetardis]

My two favorite things, Lana Del Rey and Supernatural. Beautiful video. I feel like I could watch it for hours.

[@noorh1309]

Can i just say HOLY SHIT WHT IS THIS SORCERY ITS SO GOOD *Applauds forever*

[@snapperluvr]

idk why i'm sobbing but this is god damn majestic and beautiful.

[@nehashende5317]

Okay, so I'm a huge fan of Deductism videos and the 'Apocalypse' one and everything and in this video, everything is great, but then when in the end Dean hugs Cas and the girl's voice in the background says 'I still love him' I just burst out laughing! XD

[@xArlinx]

Wow! I have seen this to a few merlin vids, but it really suits destiel perfectly - but then again your edititng makes anything work :D

[@dreaminginthetardis]

as soon as it started i was like LANA!! This is amazing!

[@EffyRules]

This was... flawless.... my God, thank you for posting this.

[@becagate1807]

Oh God, best destiel video in existence! I love you for this!

[@zeldaproductions526]

*SLAMS LIKE BUTTON*

[@CookieMonsta2000]

as soon as i heard this bit in lana's National Anthem video i immedietly thought of destiel om gg it's just such a perfect fit

[@givemetimeandacrayon]

Legit tears in my eyes. This is beautiful.

[@thelonboots]

Literal shivers, this was gorgeous

[@shine91100]

Goosebumps. Wordless. Perfect. ...Just thanks for this wonderful video

[@Angie511]

One epic masterpiece... never fails to make me cry. Thank you so much for creating and sharing.

[@ToKillAMockingJay1]

Aw becky, you always seems to be able to make me cry. So very easily xxx

[@jazmingosman3785]

Crying on how beautiful this is!

[@StormtrooperDaveJr]

i'm not saying that i watch this every day, but i watch this every day

[@andiesocas4207]

that was painfully beautiful

[@llama1850]

This fucks my heart up in a good way. Tears and pain but oh so sweet

[@inkbery4473]

I (almost) teared up on every ship I watched with this... speech And now, I watch this and I know I'm supposed to be crying, but I can't help sitting here and smiling like an idiot XD

[@Remlundskan]

Misha:A relationship that fans like to speculate about? Well, yeah, that would sound like he’s talking about Dean and Cas to me. That’s really the only love relationship on the show that it could apply to. You know, we know what it is, what’s going on. We don’t talk about it. The actors don’t, Jensen and I don’t. But we’re all perfectly aware of how the relationship is, the writers are completely aware of how it’s being written. It may be unspoken but that doesn’t mean it’s not there or not true

[@Llynya78]

This is so amazing! I can't even find words that fit to your gorgeous piece of editing!

[@rachaelsteiner7183]

This video is amazing! It just flows perfectly. I just keep rewatching it.

[@TheNastyavolg]

Oh God, I can't to stop to review it. It's beautiful. And I already downloaded on the laptop and on the phone. I always review it! Thank you, author, very, very much!

[@samwinchester384]

I got shivers from this omg this is perfect

[@tiffycanflyy]

This is my favourite video ever, I actually can't stop watching it. It's just amazing

[@michaelamalanga]

my favorite thing in the world is this video stop

[@turk2336]

this is perfect. i love lana and i love destiel

[@rochellefrechette2792]

Love the choices you made with the quotes, it just amped up the video so well!

[@alwayscommenting56]

simply beautiful.

[@simplehumantribe3010]

This video is so beautiful. I'm afraid I'm going to cry.

[@anniedee7123]

this gave me chills it was so amazing

[@lacountess]

"Mmm, this is so good." My reaction after I finished watching the video.

[@IPreciousMemoriesI]

I can't breathe! O_O This is breathtakingly beautiful.

[@xxIxxLovexxEdward]

Take my heart, just take it and squeeze it in your hands for 2:18. I'm so...I can't I just can't. What is life? This video. I just...maneee this was so amazing. Great job.

[@gaymergoose]

this is the mist perfect thing ever

[@VictoriGray]

This is just beautiful! Thanks for it!

[@SpottyPinkCupcake]

i love it. I ship it. this ship sails itself :)

[@lopithecus4352]

Gosh, you have no idea how much I love this video.

[@CherishTheRain]

I'm not really a fan of Destiel (Wincest, Sassy and Wincestiel are more my thing) but damn it I love your vids no matter what and they give me Destiel feels. I can't this amazing.

[@nataliew.4531]

*gross sobbing*

[@lightsallfading]

I have CHILLS. This was amazing.

[@PattzSunako27]

*gross sobbing* whyyyyy!!! this is magnificent!!!!! LOVE IT!!!!

[@Purplewitchlives]

Sivers down my spine at how awsome this video was. Great job! ^_^

[@brendalee6168]

This is beautiful, love it!

[@maleahwilliams4427]

I'm crying, this was so amazing !!!

[@TheWuzzy]

THIS THIS IS STUNNING I'm crying :,)

[@johnnymick75]

Wow, that is perfection :o i love it *-*

[@kittygatsby2024]

This video is beyond beautiful! I can't even explain to you how much I love this. Truly one of my favorite Destiel videos ever created! I was in awe while watching from beginning to end! Well done! You win a million gold stars from me.