depression (lofi hip-hop mix)

This may seem a little wired but i decided to make a lofi hip-hop mix. i have been feeling down lately and i thought this was the best way to express my feelings.
Hope you enjoi it :)
Credit the artist's!!!!!
00:00 - 01:06 Lxced x dj swrv
01:07 - 04:51 {SYNICAL} - {IWasToldToNeverCryMenDontDoThat}
04:52 - 06:12 kawfee ☕ - sleepless nights and suicidal thoughts
06:13 - 09:52 A D M B - all must pass
09:53 - 12:05 spaze indu - smoovly
12:06 - 16:27 Desired - don't rush
16:28 - 17:57 fantompower - i'd never let you go.
17:58 - 19:33 E e v e e - origin
19:34 - 21:49 Cold - existence
21:50 - 23:22 [KEEM.THE.CYPHER] - [TIDES.]
23:23 - 25:08 a x i a n - things get fucked up but we'll be okay.
I don't have permission to use this music. so if you are one of the artists and you want the video taken down, just text me or right a comment and we will figure something out :)
This is of course non profit. I'm just sharing the music that i enjoy :)

[@JackieZM24]

The comment section sorta just feels like a place where you can talk about your problems without the thought that someone you love will just be unbearably worried, and it also just feels like you're reading your own thoughts, relating to so many people and, even if you do not know them, it makes you feel slightly happy.

[@DaddyAbbadon99]

I'm tired of being tired. Having depression and anxiety at the same time is wanting better for myself but not willing to put in the effort. It's wanting to be alone, but also to have someone tell me that im worth a damn. I know I am, but its nothing until someone else says it. Its not caring about validation while making it all you live for at the same time. Its crying bitter tears because you know you dont deserve them. Its the straining fact that youre still here because no matter what, something inside you screams that they were wrong, that youre gonna be ok despite it all, that in the end, youll always be youre own ally, and at the same time, that isnt enough.

[@ijustwantedtobecoronafree6600]

Eat. Sleep. Work. Repeat.

[@sandram7543]

"My biggest fear is that you eventually see me the way I see myself."

[@moonrisen4709]

"You go back to the town, the school that helped you, then you also remember the bad, all the bullying, mocking, abuse it makes you enraged. But also sad. Seeing the place boarded, abandoned. You're friends are gone, moved away you supposed, couldn't stay here. You remember all of them, how you haven't seen them in years. You yearn to see them, to hear their jokes and humor, you can't go on here by just yourself. You stayed you are tethered to here, specifically this school, the only time you have ever been remotely happy. It starts raining just boiling the already high amount of sadness you are feeling. You sit on the curb and look down at your own reflection in a puddle. Memories flood, you have a mental breakdown, your friends, parents, your abuse, all your mental problems. All you can do is sit and cry, letting the rain and sadness claim you."

[@nacknime9716]

Depression,for me, is like being stuck in the ocean with waves of sadness hitting you and happiness out far in the land

[@tatjanactv]

i feel you

[@eruir5678]

im not depressed im just never satisfied with whats ahead no friends and the real ones go to other schools and the only way i feel better is drawing and listening to this music for a brief moment i feel better then its just back to the rainy sad days of nothing

[@japple5933]

When you pour your feeling into the comment section you feel like no one is really there... At least for me it's like talking to myself...​The state that I'm in is definitely not stable, it doesn't take a genius to figure that out... But a sense of comfort comes from doing this. I say things that I can never talk to my friends about. Yet I say it to people I don't even know. Why is that? Why am I so sad? Why am I doing this?

[@j0kum434]

Yo man we are here and we are listening. I feel like the reason that it's so easy to tell people that u don't even know all your problems is that. We don't know you, we don't know what you look like or anything like that, u know this is the internet and it's a very toxic place but in the end u can just turn off your screen or through your phone in a river. No matter what you say on here people are not gonna know who you are in real life. And it's much easier to help somebody that you haven't judge't before hand. If you just finde the right people on here there is a high possibility that your are gonna get the help that you need or if u need to speak out we are listening u know... Hope u get better soon man :)

[@kam4493]

Japple I'm here

[@shady31357]

The thought of death is so oddly comforting.

[@yeetboi3857]

i dont want to die but i just want to close my eyes and not be heartbroken anymore 💔

[@yeetboi3857]

@@h_i_r_q_e_t_h1116 may i ask why?

[@corrobi7]

Yes, lonelines and depression are addictive. But please, let life gives you hardships, you will see the end of the tunnel one day. How can you listen to these beautiful music when you're gone? Stay alive, folks.

[@j0kum434]

Word!

[@toniotrussardi8126]

too late for me

[@BobRoss-kt4yu]

MrD3rff feeling the same way

[@foxusenpai9422]

Frozen Yogurt *actually cries* T-thank you...

[@JackieZM24]

It's been half a year now, and this is still where I escape to during my worst times, huh. It's curious, how something that normally brings sadness, can be such a relief. Maybe it's because this way we actually feel something.

[@katelynm2885]

I literally searched lofi depression mix so this was perfect

[@mairin9033]

Depression for me is like everything being grey and meaningless and everything's just being numb. It's when I feel nothing at all and everything at once at the same time

[@rosneeltineoflores5016]

It's awful when people don't listen to you. They just wait you finish talking to come back their ordinary live. Then you end up feeling lost and wonder: am I failure? Is it my problem to deal with depression that consume you every day? I feel like that. Sometimes I dont wanna open my eyes anymore. Try and Try to find reasons to being alive, the same things hurt you though. I really, really want someone who open his heart and tell me, I am here for you.

[@lunagoddess5095]

mood rn. school is on top of my life rn and im rly mad at myself for personal reasons and im getting 5 or 6 hours of sleep a day which isnt normal for my age and this helps me focus more on my work. thank you for this

[@j0kum434]

Luna Goddess hope u'll be alright dude :)

[@lunagoddess5095]

J0KuM thank u 🙏🙏

[@moltenkitty7157]

Luna Goddess love sent your way💕

[@kotonohaislife3591]

Mom:" Tell me if something isn't right going in your school or if someone is bullying you !" I wanted to say that the school isn't the problem . It's me. I'm the problem! I'm bullying myself day and day. An the worst thing is ... I don't know why I feel like shit ! There are plenty of girls and boys whose life is worse than mine but I'm still feeling like shit. Like a miserable piece of stone that doesn't understand the world.

[@obtainedmetatron4050]

welcome to the real world

[@syabestdominiq9142]

Same like me... My friend is used me. I don't know........... :( So sad....

[@lillian3066]

I truly understand how everyone feels..Sorry this isn't my real name.

[@delectiz1122]

I’m seeing the comment sections and I can’t relate at all, I just like the feeling this type of music gives me. Makes me feel lonely but just like warm inside. It’s addictive

[@kennedymutiti1826]

Year 21. Somehow, still alive.

[@Wolta]

Year 27, constantly feel like dying

[@JackieZM24]

I believe you'll both make it, just keep going, even if it's unbearable.

[@shitstirrer]

Are you me?

[@michellenathalia2488]

why do i always fail on everything that i do

[@iliask7256]

Hyun Chan Hey dude, try to listen rafi:ki 13, 14, 15 mixtapes. I promiss u won’t regret

[@JackieZM24]

Being able to relate to most people, in this case, is definitely a bad thing, yet, it's.. soothing. Knowing that you're not alone, that people are going through the same as you, as much as that isn't good news, that also seems to relief some of your own guilty and sadness, even if by a small portion.

[@spidersczz]

everything will be okay. don't let it get to you. you are loved even if you don't realize it. no matter what you're going through, i love you. it's not your fault. stay strong. don't let go. you can do this. i believe in you.

[@mars4842]

Thanks

[@sketchem3155]

Life sucks so spread love to those you can , we are all on the boat together , hopefully one day we can find what we are looking for in this ocean

[@Veredictor]

I've been listening lofi about months, but I've only listened radio, now I listened this mix, oh man, it's perfect! Radio usually has several sweet songs, with tebles, your mix only has good bass songs and it was all I'd need, thanks!

[@manuellenares2722]

Chilling so much good, good night

[@kalebplummer6129]

Just Came back to my old playlist forgot how good this mix was. Thank You again J0Kum.

[@gemimuljadi2299]

i c a n ' t s e e m t o g e t h a p p y

[@twentykay_]

same

[@charles-antoinefalardeau1215]

me too. i'vejust been kicked out of my home because of conflicts and drug consumtion. it's really fucking hard to see the bright side of life i can tell you that...

[@egglito]

@@charles-antoinefalardeau1215 my parents are considering kicking me out if i fail my exams. I know it feels like shit being constantly anxious about the future, but stay strong I know you can get through it.

[@PRISMA-NTM]

can't hang right now.. i'm feeding my addiction to isolation

[@InfectedProject2011]

i feel you Butters

[@shealynnbecenti7039]

When will I be truly happy? I'm tired of acting

[@FR8TTRAIN56]

Honestly same

[@foxusenpai9422]

Shealynn Becenti Me too. I like making others happy with my “happiness”... Because I think I could feel *Something* if I try... I never do.

[@roselyn1228]

who knew depression sounded so good

[@user-fi5cb9dt6k]

music is the best when you need to forget your own self...🖤

[@charlotteartist6606]

Nice vibes, good for just chilling and relaxing when you don't feel so good emotionally.

[@mitchellyann7059]

When you finally realise you actually have no friends

[@lolacola9050]

I love South Park. Poor Butters

[@VoltaAstral]

T H E B R O K E N H E A R T S C L U B

[@karlenzo15]

The same thought still repeats in my head.

[@Spinellios]

dope stuff man. hope things are better for you now. really good shit

[@j0kum434]

Things are coming along.. and thanks for the support :))

[@dabidgarcia5859]

It's like the world is full of color but I'm not. That's my depression

[@shitstirrer]

I wanna know when the last day of my life will come

[@magicmonkeyking4137]

Same here...

[@mellowyt4281]

The track called existence cut me deep, 'track' is what i call my kitchen knife

[@jacobfieldson209]

I need to find that first song and download it. That song got me vibing.

[@kaloryfer1218]

That background reminds me some of Lamaart videos. He makes animations to creepypastas. They aren't higher class, but their style have something inside. Sometimes I and my friend from Greece watch them on watch2gether site. But... it isn't possible often, becouse of school and stuff. Life...

[@jameschatsshit]

No one likes me, No one is my friend, No one cares. This will probably be my last message. I want the people who find this to think about how you treat others, and people to actually care. Tomorrow, I may end up dead. It's a constant fight, and it has drove me mad. Bye.

[@HondaS-fk1mi]

I fucking hate life too bro, I cut my wrists and my mom tells me if I'm gonna do it then just do it. I don't wanna die because I don't know what happens after life, but at the same time I think I'd be better off dead because I believe we don't go anywhere after this life, but sometimes that belief gets weakened. I don't think anyone in my family cares for me because of my religious differences. No one will help, God seems to stay quiet, my mom tells me to suck it up and my brothers give me religious advice which is useless. This is a fucked up life my man.

[@jameschatsshit]

Exactly, I want to die, but don't know what's on the other side, so I try to not think about it, but it's constantly there, and a problem. Nothing seems to help, so I'm stuck in a meaningless world.

[@spidersczz]

Are you still here? Stay strong, buddy. You are NOT alone. You can do this. Everything will be okay. If you want to talk, I'm here

[@jameschatsshit]

@Lol Moruk sure, when

[@jameschatsshit]

I ended up staying alive for a bit more, after ending up dating a girl, which soon came to break my heart, which puts me even further down the spectrum. I dunno why, but cutting makes you feel better.

[@Ty-yy8cg]

" the more reasons to live life is how far the true meaning of life is" Day after day feels the same I'm trynna keep a job make a lil extra just to provide for my parents Yet on the inside I'm falling apart

[@SuperMario-hj1wv]

its perfect thanks

[@lilhoney1293]

Thank you for this.

[@opale9100]

im so tired, sad, and depressed.

[@5krypt]

same

[@ooooahahmonkey835]

Same

[@macindacheese3634]

“See I don’t know how to how to love how to care how to want you anymore and I don’t I will ever learn how to be human”

[@keyakku935]

i don't feel human. i don't feel alive. i feel asleep 24/7 i feel numb i feel dead and empty inside i wanna die but i don't want too.

[@ellokito1312]

Hey, are you okay? You can always reach out to people (including me) if you need help. We are here for you. I know how you feel.

[@cubeh3d770]

Bro i know how you feel, this is very tough but Just think there are people that feel the same way and live your life doing the things you like the most and dont think about other people think about you, that Does not make you feel sure about yourself and when you do things very repeatedly that make you feel dead inside,like bored of life, try to keep positive thoughts, do the things that make u happy, u arent alone, i feel very identify to u, i understand the way u feel, so if u need help u can talk to anyone youd like, we are alive for a minimum coincidence of the universe, dont stress for things that really doesnt matter, theres always a solution, feel free to be alive bro❤️

[@reallygoodlee9709]

Cringe kid claiming for attention Yikes

[@user-cw8us6wk8b]

Reality Check: Unknown Status:? It's almost 2019.. Are you there?

[@monatahan1986]

I keep wondering if I even exist, the world is unbearable and destructive. Why am I alive? I have a constant fear of being attacked, nightmares are becoming daily, everyone says its okay not to be okay, but what if it gets to a point where I consider suicide? People think that because I escaped the war in my country, im okay.... but unfortunately fugitives are being treated like animals. I studied hard, got A*, graduated with honours and now it doesnt even matter because im stuck. No one wants to employ refugee. 😪 even countries are passing laws that do not permit us to work... well, screw it. Scholarships get me no where, making my english better and reading all poe's work got me no where.. Business management degree...more like no degree

[@shitstirrer]

I’m 22 and fortunately got a job with my family doing ok Why am I so sad Like afloat in the sea of grief

[@Sh0n0]

duodenum

[@Ty-yy8cg]

2nd one it fa real this mix really helps when im feeling down

[@spooki333]

i dont want to wake up

[@ooooahahmonkey835]

Me either

[@lazyhuman6017]

Eyy South Park

[@skiebunie]

*WHY CANT YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT?* - mom.

[@AlpheRine]

"Seeing the way you act, i should be the one killing myself. Not you" - mom

[@car-vu4ef]

"Look at your cousin she's already in a gifted class and she's we'll mannered, like you'll ever have those things." - mom

[@moonlights249]

,,YOU EVEN HATE YOUR SELF"...

[@weegee1104]

never said outright but implied

[@egglito]

"Why did I give birth to such a useless child."- Mom

[@whitediamond5598]

Just had my first love break my heart.

[@Dueilangoisseus]

Is it still my life if the point is to make others proud?

[@svn2770]

Nah. You gotta live for yourself

[@calebmathers2191]

I tend to constantly clench my jaw when my depression is acting up and it ends up hurting my teeth. Anyone else do that dumb shit?

[@crunchybathbombs7311]

Caleb Mathers I either dig my nails into my hand or if I'm at home I cry 🙃

[@dtk9862]

doing it rn

[@haunsoulo9283]

Caleb Mathers I usually crack my knuckles and my neck a lot

[@egglito]

I've literally been doing it right now.

[@LordOgr1312]

the fact that this was recommended after a rogue lineage video makes me laugh so hard

[@lisaforcia8812]

1:07 is my fav

[@arthurpostic-caldier5243]

it made my mind unstable it's sweet thank's

[@lisaforcia8812]

1:07 is the best

[@fxxckallyall6010]

lisa forcia true

[@sootiro1530]

first song for me is for those really lazy days , actually most of the tracks in the list are lol

[@djfsx85]

13:40?

[@petermicheal7974]

Anyone willing to tell me how you got depression in the first place? I want to reevaluate my existence whether it's meaningful or meaningless....

[@nmc2665]

I was born

[@petermicheal7974]

@@confuqed6481 some experience d it in a slightly different way. But no ever felt how you felt. No even me sadly...

[@petermicheal7974]

@@nmc2665 Yup. Our existence is undeniably meaningless. But I guess we know it, let's go for the absurdity of life. Since we have nothing better to do

[@shakz2077]

My crush was the cause One side of my brain wants to forget and the other doesn’t.

[@elliotjordan3641]

Man, my friends are suicidal. I was the person who they could talk to. Over the past few months I started getting depression. I try to hide it from them by smiling and acting happy so they don't have to worry but at the end of the day I just feel terrible. None of them have done self harm or anything like that yet which is good but still I worry...

[@np2851]

perfect

[@shitstirrer]

Just smothers wounds on heart Doesn’t cure them

[@heller285]

Tomorrow is monday...

[@teamsyntax8119]

Yea...

[@bamham4359]

I know...

[@heller285]

I survived...

[@heller285]

Well, here we go again...

[@egglito]

Yeah... Another week full of suffering

[@BobRoss-kt4yu]

fuck me, man. i hate being alone

[@BobRoss-kt4yu]

Haha I see I commented a month ago and nothing changed, didn’t even know I commentedb

[@jombloberimajinasi342]

@@BobRoss-kt4yu fuck your self

[@lisaforcia8812]

12:06 is best

[@ViZiOMusic]

Amazing

[@amarillosolido3961]

5:00

[@bladea_boi5104]

Hello pls tell me whats the saddest lo-fi you have ever heard pls :) friend

[@KibaDragunov]

Me encanto

[@daxt3r23]

miss her :(

[@Boomgoesthedynamites]

Life is just tough

[@40ozbottle41]

great for smoking some mary jane at the park.

[@foxusenpai9422]

Just had another stupid small fight with my "Bestest Friend". I hate the little fights. I hate myself... Why did I start it... Im- No i cant be one of those people in the comments... Ill delete this soon.

[@spazmaster906]

>3 weeks ago

[@karlenzo15]

hey i remember the first song

[@aNdzel0t]

This helped, but depression is still unavoidablee...:(

[@FakeJake]

It's like a blanket on your cold feet. It gets you warmer a moment. But eventually you'll have to walk in snow barefoot once again

[@iliask7256]

Hey dude, try to listen rafi:ki 13, 14, 15 mixtapes. I promiss u won’t regret

[@nathanchampasy1441]

Late night drives to the beach.

[@vashimy7158]

Champeezy nigga why would you go to the beach at night

[@nathanchampasy1441]

xTRa Echo I live in Florida, chillin on the beach at night is peaceful af lol IMO though

[@Amytodmann]

I can't find the second song anywhere! Do you have a link by any chance?

[@poisonfx6092]

soundcloud.com/synical-beats/iwastoldtonevercrymendontdothat

[@awesome-zp1vc]

Missing you :(

[@zxcvbnmzxcvbnm-vv4mu]

Can you make a vid with only the first song?

[@zboral10]

Oh, these're typical Russian houses!

[@xursefussr9573]

no, it's Colorado, baby !

[@notaheatheranymore]

как они смогли идеально нарисовать мой падик????

[@notaheatheranymore]

да

[@meow9514]

What is life about? Money or ?

[@Dextursmage]

thelonelykid you decide for yourself.

[@israelip]

you live. How you do that you can define.

[@vigilantcorgi2901]

the way I see it, life is just a byproduct of time and space. lookin out at the universe... we ain't shit. no matter how big we think we are... in reality, it all amounts to nothing.

[@Pxnicsiren]

i wanna die

[@bigferrous5692]

The superior tactic is to never give up

[@iamdream2562]

Adele Kristensen I feel you, I’m just so tired of living, I feel like I have nothing to offer to anything or anyone, and yet I’m so young, I shouldn’t feel ready to check out when I’ve barely enjoyed my stay... I can still feel emotion, but they are extremely fleeting, the only feelings that stick with me are sadness, rage, and loathing.

[@kayatzee4062]

Maybe that's why we stick to depression. It becomes the only thing that will stay until you decide to let go

[@jian6126]

First song is better

[@crunchybathbombs7311]

I don't know what is up with my depression, it's just no one likes me it's obvious I'm annoying and strange but since I can draw I just draw depressing pictures of people cutting or crying because I'm afraid to cut myself and letting someone see but now I don't care, I feel useless because i just started cutting and I can't make it deep enough I'm actually surprised if you read all of this good job I guess.

[@mackenziegahagan5679]

Error 707 I was in your exact same spot, no joke. I did all of this and felt all of that this past year. And I'm not okay, but that's okay, because I don't need to be okay as long as I'm okay with not being okay. I can help you if you need it, you can talk to me if you want. I'm always here when you do need it.

[@arthurpostic-caldier5243]

try to help other people who need help you'll see how you feel after

[@iliask7256]

Im shit

[@jxnniswlz]

Ilias K no u r not!

[@lundles6125]

i just want to slash like nothing matters at all lol

[@cheesy8831]

Im sorry.

[@deeval.9117]

Idk if anyone will see this, but help me. So I have a gf and there's this new girl that came into my life and I got to know her a lot and got attracted to her. I didn't intend to. I don't know what to do..💔

[@iamdream2562]

WolF Slays feelings are often temporary, it could just be a crush. How long have you been with your GF? How strong are your feelings for her? I know people who have fallen in love almost at first sight, and they had some of the strongest feelings for each other I have ever seen. But don’t delude yourself, try to distance yourself from your emotions and think objectively, you likely don’t know this new girl as well as your girlfriend, so it could just be a crush, just temporary feelings you can ignore. Compare your feelings for your GF with this new girl as objectively as you can, and remember, you haven’t known this new girl long, so don’t make hasty decisions. And don’t cheat, if you want to get with the new girl, break-up first.

[@j0kum434]

Follow your heart man.. i know it sounds corney, but you gotta do what makes you happy. or else you are the one getting fucked in the end...

[@kaloryfer1218]

follow your logic to don't get fucked.

[@deeval.9117]

I am Dream I've been with her for 1 year and almost 6 months now. I think it's just temporary feelings, I hope I get over it. Thanks for the comment, it helps a lot

[@deeval.9117]

J0KuM I'll see what happens

[@literalcode]

Wtf is 'sad'?