Desperate for Delusion

[@Skimmerlit]

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[@AFoxForThought]

I used to wish for death and today i think im ok with dying but the need to chase my dream career is what kept me to live on. For my many personal research, I came into a reddit post on experiencing death. The majority claimed that they were dead for a short time and they've experienced being in a dark void (hail sithis btw) and feelinga of calmness. No regrets, no worries. Only one or two claimed there was a light or felt the presence of a deity. Reading that post gave me some "delusions" but the hurting part of dying still scares me. Not know how you'll die is scary, I'd rather die with my own hands so that im able to have control how painless I want thia to be.

[@jaymenjanssens720]

12:00 Horror hymen glass (cannon / ceiling) imagery lol

[@frostnox8253]

Well this is timely considering I just got broken up with an hour ago. It's amusing that I found your channel from a steam review of a hentai game thinking it would be funny, and instead I found one of the few places that's on my wavelength regarding life. The part about genuinely good things being corrupted and turned into masks of death resonated with me. I feel certain that all of these good things used to be the norm at some point, but we're clearly way past that. Finding someone who isn't corrupted in this way is exceedingly rare, so I've always found myself in the spot of trying to get through these masks. I don't know if it's even possible, but I can't stop hoping that it is. I really jumped off the deep end for this person, and it hurts when they don't follow you in. But what hurts more is seeing the "I need to focus on other parts of my life" mask start to crack, but not break. Seeing that was shocking, and I suppose it's progress, but damn it hurts.

[@Skimmerlit]

(Everything will be okay)

[@Jancel705]

have you read "the denial of death" by Earnest Becker?

[@Skimmerlit]

I haven’t. That’s a recommendation that looks neat. Is it?

[@jackanghoff8320]

psychedelics.