Mary, i really can related to your experience on the part where u have to go thru the tunnel, in a small room feeling! I was unable to take a flight home -Malaysia after our migration to USA for 10year! Due to panic attack. I really believe if you put your heart n soul to believe in God n learned God’s word u can face any circumstance you face! This year me n my family were able to fly back to Malaysia ! Praise the Lord for His protection n promises! We just need to believe!