I have 17 years BMS and have tested all medicine. From beginning I had very less resilience so the pain was from beginning very strong and all day long and this changed my ( our) life. In the meantime no medicine works nearly anymore ( Clonazepam). I was never able in all this time to change my life psychical, although I was in a few therapies . I can’t live with my husband emotionally ( so doesn’t he) and my illness circumstances doesn’t allow to live without him. I am in a cage with all my daily strong pain and can’t leave because I need his daily help.