Discovering My Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) - Episode 1

[@zenhydrasystem]

We learned , I think sometime last year, how much OCD had been playing a role in keeping our system hidden from us and others. How we, well one part more so than others, used OCD to manage triggers and how much it had shrunk our life. Excited to hear another system talk about this. Thank you! - Sam

[@hippocampus243]

2:36 just clocked us so hard at 1:25am unable to rest. It really do be common. Right right same same. 😭 I know every system is unique but we really be the same down to the OCD and food/ body issues. This just in every system is just in desperate need of controlling the body and repressing memories 😭. P.s it's lenoreasourous hey girl I'm so proud of you for making this video frfr this is dope. It's the way religious trauma is always tied in with d.i.d. religion isn't inherently bad, but abusers abuse everything and anything and religion is unfortunately an easy way for them to do that 😭😭. Sorry if this is updating you every time I edit but if I don't write as watch I won't remember anything to type 😵‍💫

[@emilymontefusco2789]

yes, omg exactly... thank you guys for watching and for your kindess 😩yes to everything you said. ahhhhhh

[@keishasummer7]

I want a part 2. I'm so invested in this. Your story is so similar to mine!

[@emilymontefusco2789]

It's being uploaded Friday! Thank you for watching, and I am sorry you resonate with parts of it, I know how hard it is. 😥

[@NancyMontefusco-d6z]

I am so proud beyond words, how you two move through life handling life situation as they appear. Josh is such a support system . Emily I love you and your personal journey of what happened to you I am sure, is helping a lot of people. Your husband is your ROCK. JOSH I have no words...I love the person that you are. Both together is an amazing example of "love" at its finest. Bless the both of you for being who you are

[@emilymontefusco2789]

Thank you Grandma, omg thanks for watching you are awesome. We love you.💖

[@DanCBearded]

Watching now, thank you for sharing!

[@DanCBearded]

Many different parallels with my wife sam, especially the upbringing and parents. Keep sharing, this will help a lot of people.

[@emilymontefusco2789]

Thank you Dan for watching, you and Sam are awesome. Im sorry to hear she felt similar frustrations, i appreciate you guys!

[@karenfaulk1956]

Wow! How incredibly brave of the girl from church to testify against him after finding out you exist. She so wanted to keep you safe, and now you are sharing your story in the hopes of helping others. Y'all are both so incredible for sharing such hard, dark moments in order to shed light on what a monster really looks like. Monsters aren't made up they are the men in powerful positions at home, church, school, etc, preying on the vulnerable.

[@emilymontefusco2789]

YES, she also watched me through social media... she is my guardian angel i tell her that as often as i can. She stood up for someone she didnt even know personally. INSANE. Thank you so much for watching and seeing me, its so so amazing to have your support 💓

[@heyitsdeniz]

Omg I’m watching this before part 2 / however many others will be uploaded!? I’m invested af, the timeline of your parents’ divorce and lack of info as to exactly why is SO MUCH like my life (however I don’t have DID miraculously) can’t wait for the next part(s)!

[@emilymontefusco2789]

thank you for watching! Yes omg, it is a LONG LONG story so be prepared, im dropping all the tea 😩 im so sorry you relate to any part, i know how hard it is. the next part will be posted friday, im currently editing it!

[@naturalnewbie98]

thank you for being trans parent and sharing your story. :) 4:10 i am just an uneducated person in this regard, however I think I remember reading that all trauma is experienced at 100% by the individual and trauma severity between individuals should not be compared. comparing, might be a sign of another complex trauma but that is way outside of my realm. don't be so hard on yourself good luck 🙂👍

[@baked-beans465]

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story with us. You inspire others to find the courage and strength to discover their own truth and tell their story. I'm so sorry that you went through this. Having a parent with NPD caused me a lot of pain and trauma, I cannot imagine how much more intense that had to be for you in this situation. It's especially awful that this was done by someone who used religion to paint themselves as a good person to others. I grew up with a lot of religious trauma and learning how to love and find God again was extremely difficult. I was constantly triggered because of all the lies my parent filled my head with as a means to keep me in her control. People will use ANYTHING to manipulate and control other people. It's truly despicable and disgusting. I hope that you are able to continue healing and finding your voice to scream your truth to the world. You have such a beautiful family. Rooting for you!!!!!!

[@emilymontefusco2789]

I'm currently going through exactly what youre describing. Its def tough, and a road block. To regain perspective on religion in a healthy light. I am thankful for you watching and commenting. Im sorry you resonate 😥

[@ittybittykedi]

Your journey is inspiring. We're curious to see more on D.I.D. from you two. 🖤

[@magicalbeancosplay]

Woahhh I had no idea someone had a story really similar to mine, in terms of incorrect diagnoses. I was convinced I had a phobia of alcohol and I still am terrified of it but not because a phobia, but because it's a trigger and I have trauma 💔 Thank you for sharing your story 🩷

[@mollyvelasco9971]

Sending you love Em 🖤✨

[@emilymontefusco2789]

Thank you Molly 😩💗💗💗💗

[@alittlespacetime]

Thank you for sharing. 😊❤

[@alittlespacetime]

Fellow Georgian. ❤

[@ChristenLancaster]

Y’all are brave.

[@my.life.blurry]

We watched it🎉

[@ljoneshill]

Your dad (Ken Hill )should be in prison