disposophobic's webcam video March 22, 2011 11:40 PM

my second attempt of a video, this one exposes my room, at least part of it. Shows that I am a full fledged hoarder. Disposophobic, having a great fear, terror, dread and anxiety of throwing the wrong things away. Of not making a perfect decision and making my life worse than it already is. I feel like once something is in the trash it is irretrievable and gone forever, so if I make a mistake it will be on my conscience forever and I will suffer. I am not a judgmental person with other people but very harsh on myself.

[@icanletgo-recoveryfromhoar537]

I'm blown away by your courage to share what you're going through. I know it's an incredibly frustrating and difficult condition. So sorry for the losses you've experienced 😥 Hope that you've been able to make progress and am rooting for you ✨

[@BestaTonlistin]

Thank you so much for sharing, I think you're very brave and it's admirable that you have acknowledged the problem and are getting help for it. I noticed your latest video was made a year ago but I still hope you see this and I would love to hear, either way, how its going today.

[@thehardertheyfall101]

just wondering.... was your husbands name moses?