Disturbed on the background of Inside The Fire

[@gangster_gooch426]

Davids been through a lot of shit and still came out to be a amazing and badass musician

[@jakeTHEripper234googleplus]

poor David. he's such a cool guy.

[@tonepettersenenot]

I have so much respect for David....he is so open,honest,down-to-earth!I love him for that,and I thank him for being.For sharing.Thank U,David

[@Monkeymoney27]

Dude, that's deep. I had a friend who went through finding his brother hanging off the ceiling fan. I'm glad you had the stuff inside you so that you could tell people about what you were going through

[@m.b8039]

To disturb people with graphic video ?!

[@ProjectCreativityGuy96]

​@@m.b8039 If something disturbingly horrific happened to You, wouldn't You just want to show that pain to let others know, and also, incase someone else is potentially experiencing the same thing?

[@DiscoveringAtlas]

David has a strong heart. After he went through this terrible situation he still managed to get to his feet and walk. I myself have dealt with suicide and its not a fun road to wander down. Knowing what could happen in your lifetime significant or not in can still leave scars on your heart. He defiantly make it through the day without his demand lashing back at him. Moving on is the best thing to do. We all have dreams. But dreams have a habit of going bad when your not looking.

[@blackartz2]

her dad had no fucking right to yell at him

[@MegasXLR]

This song became one of my favourite long before I knew about its meaning or story behind it. Just now I watch this video and hear the truth from David himself. So sad. I hope the girl's father stopped blaming him for something that was nobody's fault...

[@WWFATTITUDEERAFAN]

Man I had a a lot, and I mean A LOT of respect for David before seeing this...But after seeing this...I have...An UNGODLY amount of respect for him. He is truly an awesome person and he seems to be a very very good guy.

[@djolegusman]

John and Mike look like they're in very deep thought. And all of em; John, Mike and Dan look like they're sad for David, so am I. 

[@kateg6029]

15 yrs old kids feel things so intensely, add hard drugs and mental illness is a recepie for disaster. I get the father lashing out but man that is so wrong to lay that guilt trip on a teen. Survivors guilt and the trauma from it is not David’s to own, and this song does not put the girl down, and shows how a suicide transfers to people they leave behind. To anyone who is suicidal - reach out, Tell someone who can help and keep telling ppl, no matter how hard it is, it is treatable, ppl care and this phase will pass, even if you feel unlovable you are loveable, hold on and give yourself a chance.

[@killman543]

dude all i have to say is RESPECT and how insperational

[@rtl133]

How the fuck could you dislike this?

[@Yumiyuri]

Wow, David's so strong be be able to go through that hell. My respect for him has increased.

[@Yourcountryman85]

Damn... I feel really bad for David. Not only for his ex commiting suicide. But for her to say that she killed himself because of him. It really must be horrible.

[@DemiAlexi]

what a tragic background =o i'm glad he didn't resort to anything crazy like drugs or self-inflicted violence.

[@ThatDudeNamedDale]

Damn good guys to have as heroes.

[@kawaiisrs07]

he is soooo speaking my life/future right now i feel. This interview just makes me ball tears i dont even have

[@Exziled7227]

Great band, Sad story. FYI David Draiman is probally one of the smartest guys you will ever talk to. He has like 3 majors from loyola in Chicago and even almost went to law school. Disturbed has matured soo much as a band since seeing them as "Brawl" in Chicago like 13 years ago xD Can't wait to go to the Music as a Weapon tour this year at the United Center in chicago again. Also, can't wait for another album ;)

[@DragonFist203]

i feel you bro...

[@diNozzofantatic101]

oh my god...that's awful....i started crying half way through and i wanted to turn it off but i couldn't.....POOR DAVID DRAIMAN YOU'RE SO STRONG TO PULL THROUGH THAT!!! x'''(

[@yup9918]

The range of comments on this video are insane.

[@AkimoTheropy]

i wonder what the girls dad thinks of him now....

[@josephwilson5823]

@@largeaife7240 In the video he literally talked about being at the funeral

[@nubowns]

Disturbed is my all time favorite band, I even make disturbed song videos, So I know a lot about this band, and I knew that this song was all about how he experienced her death etc, but when he went into detail, you could almost really feel his pain, but david did the right thing.

[@98DEDA]

What in the hell would make ANYONE dislike this?

[@ljc3484]

I can understand the dad lashing out - he was in pain & needed someone to blame. But words like that stay, obviously, unfortunately. It’s such a huge responsibility, being a parent - to have a child destroying herself & the parents be clueless or helpless.

[@awesometacularhero]

I know how David feels, because, well, my dad told me about a while ago, an old friend of ours, who we considered family, committed suicide, because, my dad found out he was depressed, wasn't doing well in his life, yeah. However, I found out later on, someone killed him. So, I'm not sure if he committed suicide or if someone killed him. But, I'm still convinced and sure he killed himself. Anyway, I still know how David feels.

[@GamrDan]

it's crazy how, after all that bad stuff that he dealt with when he was younger, he still became one of the most popular nu metal stars today. Draiman is the man

[@maxpalmer3212]

I can’t imagine going though what David had Gone though loosing someone you love is terrible especially if co dependency is involved then that’s when things can get really bad

[@TheTeddyguy]

i have had several run ins with suicide in my life. its a truly terrible thing and nothing tears u apart as much as that

[@davionmarin2926]

Drugs are bad

[@JustCallMeDakota]

Davion Marin mkay

[@twilightrosa-u3v]

this feels so real to me i have a guy friend currently going through a toxic relationship with a clingy jealous controlling girfriend hearing davids story gave me hope for my friend

[@awesometacularhero]

Not only do I still know how David feels. But for me, I actually almost committed suicide myself. I was 15 years old, and I was about to start my freshman year of high school, and I was feeling happy excited nervous and scared. All of the of of emotions to start high school for when I was 15. And then I eventually decided to put those emotions aside, and let high school start of smoothly for me from when I was 15, and see where things would’ve gone for me from there. But then tragedy struck and my family from when I was 15. You see, my grandmother, who was 85 years old, and who I loved a whole lot, she unfortunately passed away in August of 2015, and she died directly a week before I was going to start high school from when I was 15. And I wasn’t right after she died in August, but within at least 2 to 3 months after her death back in 2015, it was in between September and December of 2015, maybe around October or November of the year, I eventually started to go down a dark path of suicidal thoughts, mostly because I was really sad and depressed that my grandmother was dead, I didn’t know how else to deal with her death at the time, and I honestly don’t know how far or how close I was from doing it, but I do you know and remember that I was ready to kill myself from when I was 15. And then I eventually thought deeper about it, and I was asking myself, if I would’ve killed myself, what would everybody who I know and love say or think about me? How would everybody around me react to my death? And I was also thinking about my grandmother, if she was still alive and if she knew I would’ve killed myself, what she have said or thought about? How would she have reacted to my suicide, if she was still alive? Let me tell you that, it was really hard to get through, but I eventually pulled myself through it and out of the darkness, and I honestly don’t know if it took me right away or a while to figure it out, but I eventually figure it out and realized, that suicide wasn’t and it still isn’t the answer for anything in life. And whoever reads this, I also want to tell you all that, my actual and real name is Victor, and I was born in Sacramento California USA, and my birthday is on July 11th 2000, and with my family coming from Mexico, even though I do like and respect all of the modern and fun music from Latinos, either if they are Mexican or not, my number one favorite genre of music from Mexico is none other than mariachi, and even though I am almost 22, since I am 21 for right now, about mariachi, it’s still one of my favorite genres of music. And well, before I discovered the band of Disturbed, I was actually a much bigger fan of the band of Linkin Park, and I still am, but I also do like Disturbed, and I think that there is nothing wrong with that. Anyway, I like and respect all kinds of music from all over the world, but my number one favorite genre of music from the USA, is none other than, rock and roll and heavy metal, and well, about Linkin Park, about LP, I think we have all heard, as it’s been almost 5 years, Chester Bennington of LP committed suicide and hung himself back in 2017, and for me, even though I had nothing to do with his death, Chester Bennington’s death is personal for me, for 2 different reasons. One reason, is because of me almost doing it, since I was really sad and depressed that my grandmother died from when I was 15, and the other reason, is because Chester Bennington of LP passed away on July 20th of 2017, which was a little over a week after my 17th birthday passed back in 2017. Anyway, if you or someone you know, family member or a friend is in a crisis, or are even having thoughts of suicide, please don’t hesitate and don’t feel shame to call the national suicide prevention lifeline at 1-800-273-8255, before it’s too late for you or for your family member or your friend who wants to end it all. Remember that if you or your family member or friend is having suicidal thoughts, I think that we have all been there, and keep it in mind, that it is not too late to save someone’s life from almost ending at his or her own hand. Again, don’t hesitate to call and reach out to the national suicide prevention lifeline, at the number of 1-800-273-8255. Please call before it’s too late, and it can become to be too late, either for you or for your loved one or for your friend.

[@spartanmstrEB]

i cant believe he went threw that, now i fell bad ill just go listen to sum of their music then ill fell better

[@RogueRasta9]

I will Listin to Inside the fire everyday.............dammit im so sry david ur music will live forever! Disturbed Fuckin Rules!!!!! T_T

[@WadeMitchell813]

@st3v3yb01 yeah but they were going for dramatic effect is all. i get what you're sayin'

[@jamuz355]

Its really a shame that he got blamed for her death. I feel sorry for him. :(

[@torriewilsonfan2]

Aw, poor David i cant even imagine how horrible that would be.

[@rsmelto]

david doen't have a damn thing to feel guilty about. she was outside her mind with HER drug addiction. and her father had the balls to blame david, when in reality her father should blame himslf for not monitoring what his child did. accountability.

[@CapnPhilly]

Interesting. So Inside the Fire is sort of half-based on a true event in David's life. Is that right, or am I drawing the wrong conclusion?

[@epicgametroll9461]

I met this girl and we started dating and she told me about how she had tried to commit suicide but didn't cut deep enough, today she told my friend she screws everything up and that she can't talk to me and she broke up with me and I'm scared of what she might do to herself. The last words she said to me were "goodbye Danny"

[@Headhunter004]

It wasn't his fault. David loved her, but wasn't allowed to be with her, so there was really nothing he could do about it. That being said, it was VERY insensitive on her Dad's part to yell at him for it.

[@nji7772]

I feel you. I "tried" to assist a "friend" re his heroin addiction only to learn I NEVER WANT to be NEAR anyone who loves the "needle". And, I value my life. And, now I wonder if the tats of three women on his sleeve are not in fact trophies (he had spoken about these women and how they were all in his company when they died). HMMMM Big time "wheel" who had spent many years providing to many "bands". Oh well, live and learn. WIsdom comes with all experiences regardless of the pain, difficulties, and "nightmares". Night terrors, ect. Very dark territory to spend time around.

[@LFTU2]

I keep thinking about her father blaming him. What is it that he would have or could have said to her father that he already didn't know.

[@megadeth1056]

He did nothing wrong he was a young man and clearly wanted to get out a bad situation that was getting worse she probably wanted him to do heroine too most likely.If he would of proceed to go out with her she would of overdosed at one point and she probably would have just got worse he tried to help but some people can not be saved from inside the fire

[@StoicVisage]

@360dsman Lol, you obviously don't know disturbed, They are the other members of the band Dan Donegan(right of David),Mike Wengre(Far right), and John Moyer(far left)

[@kittenswithketchup]

i wish he would give a name. just a first one would be fine. this is a pretty hard-hitting story. this is actually the first time ive heard the whole story.

[@kittenswithketchup]

There is actually a line in one of the songs(i dont remember which..) but he speaks it in Hebrew. its a calm area of the song, vocals are set into the background. i think it might be Prayer... im gonna check google. STUPIFY! thats it. i looked it up lol. he says "Mefached" = "Scared" or "Afraid" :)

[@theresurrectionnnn]

@98DEDA Maybe the fact that they dislike the story because its sad.... i.e. they felt sorry for him.

[@pegasonic]

Coincidentally, the SAME thing happened to Fuzz! You know, the bass player they kicked out who isn't credited for 2 songs he helped write on this album... His girlfriend was obsessed with him after he broke up with her - even while she was seeing Danny. Then people blamed him for her death when she killed herself. Freaky, eh? Oh & to those who half blame the parents - I agree they were wrong to blame him. NOBODY is to blame when someone takes their OWN life.

[@TheRonyMan1]

@IBiteYou76 dude there are ppl (like me) who respect him for hes life and for what he really is and he does not deny it that what u should respect him for

[@RoxieWitch]

That girl really needed some professional help. I'm sorry to say that. It wasn't your fault!!!!

[@patrickdoran180]

This story would be perfect for a "yada yada".

[@lushlust]

yeah, ive been suicidal before, almost drove a hunting knife into my head, either i didnt have the guts to do it, or i was just being brave on not doing it, hat it litterally to my temple, and i was bleeding, but i stopped myself in time

[@kittenswithketchup]

thats not her real name, its just a name to fit the song. he has said it himself, that its not her name.

[@bigmanregis]

holy shit

[@Rockmirth]

i dont know what to say this is too sad

[@23DEATHNUMBER]

man poor david

[@XpainfulXcharmX]

story of draimans life >:

[@blackjacket123]

i had suicidle THOUGHTS but never aactually attempted...thank goodness you hit rock bottom and hope for a marical

[@dragoo468]

that sucks dude,thats kinda like what went down with one of my friends,he found his girlfriend cheating on him,and he shot himself on her front porch

[@PhoenixXZY]

this explains ALOT of disturbs songs, not just inside the fire.

[@J.opinion1108]

why would you break up with a model?

[@Lsthnbrd]

David is the man! The rest of the band looks really awkward sitting there

[@ruthlesace]

gotta suck that he might think its his fault even though after heroine your emotions go really wackie and she was unable to handle it.

[@LuvacZantor]

around 1:35, Dan seems to get annoyed and crosses his arms... when david mentions Dan again at 4:29, he uncrosses his arms. Interesting bid of body language, eh?

[@ndogg360]

man this is really sad

[@happybatty]

I had a boyfriend years ago that had suicidal thoughts. I can't imagine what would've happened if he actually did kill himself. It's something I worried about all the time while being with him.

[@Headhunter004]

It's too bad, she was a beautiful girl, too, if you'll notice, the music video (the unedited version) has real life pictures of her before her suicide, I don't want to go back and watch the video again to see them, though, the vid is too creepy for my taste. But everyone knows it wasn't his fault what happened. Must've been hard living with a religious family who wouldn't let him be with the girl he loved, she probably wouldn't have killed herself if only he could be with her.

[@ZEBUTRON5000]

@rangamut haha. nice.

[@Darkhaner]

He was going through hell...it must have felt good to talk about it.

[@gameman50]

so was i

[@pnkfld7892]

mmmmmm fooooooood!!!!!!

[@WadeMitchell813]

@st3v3yb01 because it wouldn't have been as dramatic for him to walk into a room and see some chick with a needle in her arm.

[@Stephiieeful]

@IBiteYou76 agreed

[@firedril101]

its nice to know these guy arnt drug addicts.

[@lalacorn5138]

Anymore

[@ColombiaCOLOMBIA100]

how did she kill herself

[@DcalebX]

maybe.... Devon?

[@jess9292]

SHIT...wow...damn i wonder how did he handle the nightmares...i hve some of my own and lets just say i suck at handleling them...lol...anyway my hat is off to david

[@CapnPhilly]

Ah, I get it. :)

[@mistercool000]

me to lol

[@TheTeddyguy]

i wouldnt be able to handle something like that. ive been suicidle b4. im not now but if my gf did that 2 herself i would 2 probably

[@CoreyLewinMusic]

haha yea his eyes just light up

[@Lokh66]

Sad

[@joe32594]

jesus y didnt he just get back with her

[@TheTeddyguy]

except 4 potttt

[@DizzyMarrow]

kobecat4 is a troll...stop feeding him :\

[@ih8u8]

...

[@djttheofficial5906]

The thirst was real for her

[@sandman45lam]

that would suck

[@sammysosa2454]

Kobecat quit ur trolling

[@an225gd]

@ColombiaCOLOMBIA100 probably a heroine over dose.

[@SurfingJakeOwns]

because everybody looks the same way they did when they were 15 up until there 30s.

[@Jonathan1224jc]

is that good or bad? lol wow just heard the part nvm xD

[@jkbluti]

kool. sad tho

[@mornadu]

Maybe David killed her : o

[@shironeko5183]

This was so hilarious, because his ex was weak

[@pegasonic]

When she's your imaginary girlfriend, it's easy!

[@Ghostman7777]

Love sucks.

[@Teen-Conor]

Sounds like a fake story. She was a lingerie model, he was 15 years old, he pulled her away from drugs, she was calling his name during sex? She killed because of him. And you look at the guy he i doesn't look attractive. Yeah nightmares after years...sure he looks like he drive girls crazy

[@largeaife7240]

@@Louisee77 😂😂😂

[@m.b8039]

I agree but Who was she ? In the makig of the video they used some actres I hope that was a prop doll and the video was fucking disturbing for viewers no wonder she blamed him he is a fucking asshole i understand the message but get help not laugh at dead people

[@alternaterikku]

@@Louisee77 i agree his comment sounds dumb but please don't use Autism as a insult.

[@plexilespaul1956]

Sounds true and painfull past to me. Now go back to your keyboard and ice cream.

[@20disturbed911]

What in the hell would make 4 people dislike this??