Doctor Fresh - Not That Happy Boy (Official Audio)

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Lyrics:
I’m not that happy boy you once knew
I feel like I'm a mess
Depression weakening my hope
I'm broken, I'm so lost, no happiness it seems to go
I can't escape, is getting worst, no joy or hope
My world is void
I'm not that happy boy you once knew
Sometimes I cry my self to sleep
The same day it continues
This shit keeps happening over and over again
I type my pains down, sing em' out
Cause is my therapy
I've been having mood swing this days
I don't even know when I'm dreaming or living
Lost my joy, found my passion at the age of 13
Sad boy chasing dreams, cause it feels like is my only purpose
Nervous of my words this days, I don't trust no holes
Who the fuck are you to judge me, you have no fucking right
All your criticism and judgement I put em' in the trash
If you fuck with me, I burst your brain
Been saying murder words this days
That's why I limit myself from people
I stay on my own lane, cause that's why I have peace of mind
Thanks to those who were there for me
But my heart is bleeding, feels like my soul
Is leaving my body
I'm not that happy boy you once knew
I feel like I'm a mess
Depression weakening my hope
I'm broken, I'm so lost, no happiness it seems to go
I can't escape, is getting worst, no joy or hope
My world is void
I'm not that happy boy you once knew
Sometimes I cry my self to sleep
The same day it continues
This shit keeps happening over and over again
I type my pains down, sing em' out
Cause is my therapy
Yeah is my therapy
Crying to the extent I know the taste of my tears
Few smiles, many tears, anxiety, tryna control my fears
Living life of a loner, fuck with me you will be a goner
My heart is heavy, my soul is dark, i can't escape,
is tearing me apart
I feel so lost, I'm so alone, I look around
But I don't see a part ahead, is lost to me
I've made mistake so many times
I learn from it, cause is my past
Pains made me stronger, but the hurtful memories still remain
I've tried so hard to find my way, but nothing seems to help me stay
I've looked inside I found no peace
I feel so lost, so far from home
I need a light to guide me on
(I need a light to guide me on)
I'm not that happy boy you once knew
I feel like I'm a mess
Depression weakening my hope
I'm broken, I'm so lost, no happiness it seems to go
I can't escape, is getting worst, no joy or hope
My world is void
I'm not that happy boy you once knew
Sometimes I cry my self to sleep
The same day it continues
This shit keeps happening over and over again
I type my pains down, sing em' out
Cause is my therapy
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