doglantic - xx (official audio)

"xx" from my album "big dog makes his way home"
august 5th 2022
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my chest hurts,
it always hurts, it always hurts
you’ll never be a real-
85 and i’m still wearing the same hoodie
it’s not my body that’s what gets me, it’s like feeling i’m a fraud
cuz they don’t look and talk and think like me, i’m floating somewhere in between
the person i’m becoming and the person i am not
stand up straight (but not too much)
never slouch (they’ll know what’s up)
i’m sick and tired of acting like everyone else goes through this stuff, but
i don’t want your special stares, i just want somebody to care
but at the same time leave me to rot
your xx is showing
it’s not the fact that i don’t think that we’re the same,
it’s that to so many people, they don’t think i can change
it’s like a nature vs. nurture, they don’t want me to live
and if so many think that, maybe i’ll believe it
but all i wanted was to be the way i wanted to be
i didn’t think it would hurt when i fell to my knees
if heaven’s me at my prime then is this heaven to me?
you’ll never be real, you’ll never do this
you’ll never punch walls the way that they can
you’ll never light fires, you’ll have to play nice
you’ll sleep through the night knowing you’re not right
you’ll never be real, you’ll never do this
you’ll never punch walls the way that they can
you’ll never light fires, you’ll have to play nice
you’ll live your whole life knowing you’re not right
you’ll never be real you’ll never be real you’ll never be real you’ll never be real you’ll never be real you’ll never be real you’ll never be real you’ll never be
/ doglantic
/ doghaunts

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this is so amazing

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Megamind: (voiceover.) Here's my day so far; went to jail, lost the girl of my dreams, and got my butt kicked pretty good. Still, things could be a lot worse. Oh, that's right. I'm falling to my death. Guess they can't. How did it all come to this you ask? My end starts at the beginning. The very beginning. Yes, that's me. I had a fairly standard childhood. I came from what you might call a broken home, literally broken. I was 8 days old and still living with my parents. How sad is that? Clearly it was time to move on.

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Also this is one of my favorite songs, I love your music