hanging on the front stairs with my mom her friend was dying so she sold us oxycontin hanging with a lover in their room it was nice to have a playmate but it’s sad we couldn’t move I just shoulda stayed home I skipped on train tracks until it arrived where men wiped the tears away from my eyes that’s when you have to lie I just should have stayed home where its nice inside I snuck out a window to meet a friend she got hit by a car and I was nervous she was dead then I took the wrong train home where strange men rubbed themselves at me and moaned. I probably put on a show because I cant be alone but I just should have stayed home