I spent 20 years being followed at the oncology institute because of a malignant cancer I had. From the age of 11/12 (my bones were 8 years old, they stopped growing) I would take the bus and go to my appointments on my own. My mother considered me a burden and didn't waste time going with me anymore. In this hospital there were volunteers who donated coffee with milk and cookies and I swear it was the best moment of my day. It was so precious. I became addicted to food, especially coffee with milk and cookies lol. Every time I felt lonely I sought comfort in food. It wasn't until I moved to another country on my own and had to face various financial difficulties that I took this opportunity to change my relationship with food and that changed everything for me. Shortly afterwards, I was able to pay for a neuroscience course that fascinated me and I gradually began to change everything. Neuroscience proves what you've just said: environment matters a lot.
@ancientmage266921 күн бұрын
@@luisavasconcelos5166 I am also fascinated with neuroscience and neuroplasticity! I have been successful in my career as a Personal Trainer because I've incorporated this. Glad to find mind-like people♡ Good luck!!
@e.chernoff597926 күн бұрын
You're right. When I moved back to my old town, seizures started again. Glad to see you moving on from the drama with your ex. Have good days.
@michaelmorgan789323 күн бұрын
I could never go back to my old town, being literally hated for my existence since birth. I could never forge, form or maintain a relationship with anyone. Now, after a certain type of abuse that took place at 10 years old, I've learned why I never found a "wife" or could ever father a child, etc, due to that type of abuse I incurred. Now, in my late 50s, I find I don't need or desire a wife, or to be a father, or raise anyone's children, because I went through that for ten years, and nearly lost everything, including my life. Now, at peace with my hobbies, and self reflection, I can express myself, forge new relationships (mostly friendships) I find my new life is easier. By the way, you remind me of what the way people who study other dimensions call a "Pleaidian" from that star system. (The way they are described by those who have those experiences) Thank you for your insights.
@ancientmage266921 күн бұрын
I don't usually comment on other's post but yours caught my attention. Glad you decided that having children wasn't good for you well-being and that my friend is powerful because there are too many people who are wounded and still bring children into this world only to pass downto them their issues. I had 1 child only and feel that I shouldn't of have any because of what I endured as a child myself. My whole pregnancy was aweful, I found myself in yet another abusive relationship and years of emotional instability. My son is a beautiful and pure soul so that gives me peace of mind knowing he won't be like me or his father. I don't know you but I wish you well and a beautiful life ahead 😊😊😊
@michaelmorgan789321 күн бұрын
@ancientmage2669 thank you. it's not by choice not being able to father a child, I was injured in an assault (SA abuse) at ten years of age, that damaged my prostate where it never developed normally. But after ten years with the wrong woman, I suppose out of desperation of being lonely, and being nearly "unalived" by the adult grandson whom she weaponized against me, and all the financial resources she took and enabled his criminal lifestyle with, I finally had to realize that I'm not cut out for the typical man/woman relationship, and thus, I went my own way. Yes, it's more peaceful now. And more predictable. At my age, I don't have that many years left to struggle and fight.
@ttigbybtm26 күн бұрын
Right timing.
@Skbrvrisjsbdvetjtrbejudb27 күн бұрын
This is exactly what I needed, thank you.
@TheeStarQueenDrea27 күн бұрын
Such Divine timing!! Thank you so much
@dungeongranny58927 күн бұрын
I absolutely agree with that - it always ends with the exactely same problems - but amplified like hell. Time for a fresh start. 💪 P.S. By the way, thank you for your kind and patient reply to my rather angry email yesterday - I had no idea what made me react so furiously. Anyway, I have subsequently sent this energy to the right address, because it's not your fault and there's nothing you can do about it. I have now also understood what triggered me and processed it - and you look somewhat more recovered that the last two days. 🍀
@cyrarenatamatiaudasilva404526 күн бұрын
Wow! This help me alot in this moment! Right around this time I was feeling a strong "calling to return to a town that I felt had already closed the cycle6 months ago. believing it was my intuition telling me to go there, now I'm realizing other things that were transparent
@n.d.793127 күн бұрын
This was a great message - underrated stuff we may not think of but it's very important.
@MrBigjeff787726 күн бұрын
Great video really resonates with me
@onyxtopaz275927 күн бұрын
I've done all 3...towns, jobs & relationships. Things NEVER worked out
@dannydark145226 күн бұрын
This resonates with me 100% and my God ur so handsome. I've got such a crush on this man 🖤
@juliazaragoza796727 күн бұрын
I grew up in a rough, poverty stricken area and very diversity culture. I came from a two parent home and thankful. They kept us in line and we stated in school. It was also the times we were living that shaped me. They gave women two year grants to go to college and I took advantage of that since the schools I went were not good. I learned so much from college and finally got to see how the other side lives. Most of the kids I grew up with only had one parent and sadly they dropped out of school. I never go back to it because of the poverty. It's like the edge of life and if I show anyone they would be shocked. I'm kinda of a nerd and still manage my money careful. I know what it's like to be poor and no food in the fridge. I do give back in my own way and I am very thankful of my folks for teaching us ethics and morals. I wore a poker face growing up in that area in order not to get picked or bullied. As I sit here and type, I think it made me stronger when I got over the other side.
@Crossroads1010-ek3xs26 күн бұрын
I so agree right there right now
@ancientmage266921 күн бұрын
Interesting video! Although I no longer visit the places I spent my childhood years, I have dreams that take place in those places. I know I am still solving childhood trauma but it's uncomfortable because I am not that person anymore. I even changed my name and done lots of physical changes(hair, body,etc) through self care and fitness because I refuse to be that person anymore. Thank you sir, this video has expanded my mind even more. Saludos😊😊
@ellie223627 күн бұрын
I really enjoy your videos!Please do another video about your perception / the truth on New Age Deception.
@ShakaMusicLive26 күн бұрын
Great work
@Marina.cm.26 күн бұрын
Yes!!!
@TheeStarQueenDrea27 күн бұрын
Yes this resonates with me so much. I’ve noticed a lot of resistance at this time to my rebirth. There are parts of me that really work against my goals. I actually connected with different parts of myself this morning during a meditative moment and realized that my inner teen is sooo protective and my inner child is sooo desperate for love and it was beautiful to be able to connect and allow those energies to come up with full acceptance 🙏🏾 thank you because this video helps me so much to continue my journey of healing and integration.
@AmEarthAngel127 күн бұрын
Makes sense
@luisavasconcelos516626 күн бұрын
May my example serve as an encouragement to all those who are going through difficult times at the moment because I assure you that if you stay true to yourself and commit to the process, the rewards will be greater than you can imagine. I'm going through a very complicated phase too, but at the same time I'm already reaping the rewards for changing my inner world. My abundance is starting to literally rain from the sky and the most valuable thing of all: I've just got engaged 😍 and I also won two kids from him (the kid's mother passed away), which are a blessing for me since I can't have kids. Maybe one day I'll share my stories to encourage others. It's really amazing what the universe gives us when we accept the process of evolution and stay true to ourselves no matter the adversity. Let go of what no longer serves you without fear. Even if it's scary to move forward blindfolded. It's worth it.
@mac2380627 күн бұрын
Wow i had no idea you lived in maryland what a small world
@zavazava715827 күн бұрын
🖤🖤🖤
@Proj.A.Z27 күн бұрын
Banish! Banish! Banish! Consistently! Aleister Crowley…often related “Invoke Often”!!!
@FixedStarsEmpire25 күн бұрын
start of the video comment : LOL stop playing with the sync of my mind jeremiah LOL :-)
@FixedStarsEmpire25 күн бұрын
- End of the video reaction .... OUff Something is going on lately.... energywise getting a weird awareness
@onyxtopaz275927 күн бұрын
🔥🏆🔥
@DeportedDomingo27 күн бұрын
A video on synchronicity vs bullshit, wishful thinking
@UniversalMastery4726 күн бұрын
Literally just recorded a video on that now and am now reading this. Thanks for the recommendation.