You can tell Sayurin isn’t that carefree in real life. She actually seems a bit solemn on social media. However, she’s a great entertainer, and can turn on the idol charm and effulgence whenever she wants. Even though she acts silly, you can tell she’s very smart and professional. I think her loneliness and lack of self-confidence has caused her to make some poor personal choices in the past. This is always a danger with women who don’t love themselves and have low self-esteem - they seek validation, acceptance and comfort in the wrong places; and there are always disingenuous opportunists out there who seek to exploit vulnerable people. Even though she’s strong in some ways, and has been successful in her professional life, you can tell she’s still a very vulnerable girl. I only hope she finds a genuine man to love and take care of her 🫶