DPR IAN Talks Moodswings In To Order, His Time in the Kpop Industry & Living with Bipolar Disorder

[@blankcuriosity...9750]

To have an idol openly speak up about their mental illness brings so much comfort and reminds us they’re just human

[@I-call-it-the-poop-loop]

If you need a reminder, it says more about you than them bb

[@heathereastin540]

His conversation with them isn't unlike Jackson Wang's with Eric Nam.

[@kilobiten]

this dude really just failed at being a trainee then became a huge idol on his own with his self made work what an absolute champ

[@BiancaZhou]

He didn’t fail as a trainee! C-clown debuted and he was an idol for 3 whole years. It’s crazy to think how talented he is

[@monsterkukie7678]

@@BiancaZhou Not to mention C-Clown also had a pretty decent fan base, which was growing until they had to disband.

[@Help22222]

@@monsterkukie7678 they were my first group and the reason why I got into kpop. Sadly they suddenly disbanded 😭

[@zoeyhanafiah5468]

Definitely not faile, i still listen to c-clown

[@lonelust]

he isnt failed ig, she made it to debut

[@stalematesibling]

The way the headphone partially hides his ear makes him look like a hot elf.

[@RosedVDawson]

Can't unsee it now!!!!! 😅

[@Moondustsmellsfunny]

literally what drew me to this video

[@DaizyandMelon]

He’s a deep person. He explains things differently and the next thing you know, you’re drawn to his story

[@lucky_lulu317]

I never really listen to artists doing interviews and I recently found out about him and watched this video. I was so interested in his story and how he is so honest that watched the whole interview.

[@anthonycoster8774]

I was friends with him in High School. We knew him as Barom. He was always a down-to-earth guy and always humble even though he was so smart and talented. We were pretty good friends. He used to play in a hardcore metal band with my other best friends. We used to go pitting at hardcore shows together. I never knew he was struggling with mental health issues. I actually got diagnosed with bipolar last year. Miss ya Barom.

[@Cherrybear95]

His looks -☠️💣⛓⛏🔪⚠️✖️🏴‍☠️ DPRIAN- 💘🧚‍♂️🦄💐✨🌈🍬💖 I got to know a whole new side of him, this was so interesting and fascinating listening to his story, I love how honest he is, love him for that ❣️

[@yt_da_3007]

😂❤

[@carolinaaguilera3501]

Creo que es aseria su bipolaridad lo que se ve y lo que es. ❤

[@KopiAusomeJourney]

he directed a lot of Kpop MVs like Mino's Body, Taeyang's Wake me up, Bobby‘s Hol Up, Loco‘s Movie Shoot, and more. That is where I knew him, then I get to explore his discography. He is very talented.

[@viki7268]

No way! Really??? It my god. So he never left the industry! How did it take so long for me to find him again

[@ShrooMIR05]

@@viki7268 ​ Yeah, making Bobby's Hold Up literally open doors for him. It was his first chances as a director and he managed to impress YG side that they ask him to direct Mino's mv as well. Since then, he becomes one of the sought out directors in South Korea.

[@jeffreysjessica1592]

Ohhhhh I only knew of his music because HITC. Didn't know he directed MVs of my fave artists. 😎

[@mayainthesea9927]

Bobby's hol up is my favourite mv of all time... had no idea Dprian 😱

[@jase276]

Man, it's crazy to hear he influenced a lot of art in YG

[@kaylakukawski2333]

I love how it started out with them interviewing him, and by the end of it he was interviewing them. Lol

[@shadow_thinker_222_]

I could listen to him talk all day, seriously. I love that he is himself and the way he shares his story and emotions with us. Ian is an amazing person and artist. I am very proud for all the recognition that he's finally receiving, I think that everyone needs to know DPR because their art and their history can be a great inspiration to move forward and pursue our dreams, they also give us comfort and for me it is inexplicable everything that they make me feel. Simply the best, they heal anyone, they deserve all the good that is to come, they deserve the world!

[@riririani5799]

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[@dakotadedreu1451]

I feel his pain... Fersure... I choose to e unmedicated though because I want to learn how to navigate my life and emotions in a healthy way and try hard to not rely on a crutch. I appreciate his vulnerability so much and since I've gotten into kpop heavy, it's awesome to hear someone's perspective that's been in that genre

[@cl03cl]

Right

[@gardenofnea]

couldn't have said it better!

[@GlitteredinDPR]

back to create an edit and my dreamers heart is utterly moved by the many comments i'd overlooked as his Stationhead airing began right after-- but your words stand out the most♡ ian shares such Raw glimpses of himself often with us, more so in these last couple years, but this interview was truly so open into explaining this multiverse of mito he has created and just continues to be INSPIRING. be it mito or miito and the eventual trilogy (i imagine will be named as miiito) to the intimate lives ian has spent his journey gifting, there is something special about touching base on taboo topics such as mental health and the passion held for his craft♡ behind the camera or back in front since c-clown, we are indescribably grateful for the impact these artworks have left in our lives. it goes without saying, Dabin Scott Cr-- All of DPR crew are truly deserving of all the love they have worked hard to share as creators in their many outlets. we gang gang and await Regime World Tour with open arms. we gang gang and love you goofs. irrevocably, ALWAYS.

[@LiveToForget]

Christian really said “Let’s go to Korea with absolutely no plan and knock on stranger’s doors to start a dancing cult 😻”. Such a role model 🤧 Bouta start a DPR movement in my school to raise disorder awareness with no plan nor people. 😙🤞

[@chinakachung]

I’m blown away by how honest he is. As someone who deals with mental illness and a personality disorder, I never talk about how I feel to anyone. It’s so scary to open up because I fear being judged (especially as a professional) and I HATE feeling vulnerable. The fact that he’s using a platform to talk about something so personal takes SO much courage. I really can’t believe he has the balls AND the grit to take charge of, to channel his disorder into art like this. It takes a lot of planning, a lot of organization and determination even for someone without a mental illness. But for him to accomplish this and communicate how he feels so well is literally mind blowing to me.

[@mank4692]

Have asked\\\ Sszz

[@gwenmloveskpopandmore]

I’m so sorry u have no one I promise I’ll be here for u when no one not even ur parents will ❤️

[@kojayeoja]

I'm totally the same way, I hate being vulnerable and I'm working with my therapist on it lol but I also wanted to say that I love your username, it's so funny lmao

[@mai_unnie]

I hope you have a good day/night!!

[@Matilda-lt8ph]

То,что он рассказывает о своём расстройстве очень полезно для общества! Я тоже рассказываю потому что у нас в стране очень мало говорят о ментальном здоровье ( лет 10 назад очень сложно было что-то найти) и это помогает бороться со стигматизацией психических заболеваний и расстройств. Часто сталкиваюсь с агрессией в свою сторону , но скрывать от этого не буду . Мне очень жаль что вы чувствуете себя уязвимой , но вы не одна помните об этом! Посылаю вам объятия)) Всё будет хорошо!

[@pinarose2110]

I never found someone so interesting ever i‘m not joking. He is so well spoken and the honesty is VERY appreciated. The insight he is giving us is unreal. Especially the talk about how he deals or works with his illness. When he said that in a sense he abuses it even, especially his lows really hit. Like i‘m learning so much just listening to him talk about so many different topics. Everyone who isn’t giving him as a person and artist a chance is missing out on so many things. But as much i appreciate him, I also hope he gets better and can manage his illness and not destroy himself for the sake of creating art

[@andreeamcpufi3688]

I couldn't have said it better. I totally agree with you! ^-^

[@chrstn_aub]

True, the way he's really open about his illness and shit. This man never fails to fascinate me. Being relatable and all. He's just amazing.

[@z_bennet4208]

ive been feeling this way about creating art as someone eith a bipolar disorder myself. i saw the old music and lyrics that i made and it touches my soul. i cant do things like that anymore because i cant feel the pain. but my sound is more positive now lol.

[@dannn-i]

He says he finds beauty in building something beautiful then to destroy it. That's what he's trying to do to himself, I also hope he will heal, when he's finished telling his story.

[@sblackmore5931]

Often it isn't something an artist can control. Idk if that's what he is experiencing, but I and other friends in the entertainment industry also have no choice but to make the art. We don't have a choice as it consumes us completely and if we didn't make the art we would be destroyed anyway.

[@shinytrashbag]

Finally DPR IAN gets as well his deserved attention to his art and team. So freaking happy for it. Dear Zack thank you for letting him express some of his deepest feelings...without interrupting....really appreciative....

[@Annnabannanna]

Yess, i am kicking myself for only being a fan since july this year. A girl mentioned DPR to me in early 2021 and I thought dpr was a weird name and forgot about the name. Now I religiously stan dpr live and dpr ian.

[@shinytrashbag]

@@Annnabannanna Love it! Welcome to the fandom😀

[@Annnabannanna]

@@shinytrashbag glad to be here!!! A part of me wants them to be my little secret though 🤭. Glad they are growing nonetheless.

[@TheKatherinexoxoxo]

Literally came from tiktok because of his looks so i thought lets see what this hottie has to say. The moment he started talking i was hooked. Never heard of anybody this interesting and well spoken. He is so honest. He could talk about vaccum cleaners in a interview and i would listen.

[@pancakeonarabbit]

0:40 - His Tattoos 2:05 - K-pop Beginnings 10:17 - Dark Side and Mistreatment 18:08 - Stages of His Life as Characters 20:55 - Music and Its Relationship with Bipolar Disorder (pt. 1) 33:48 - Songwriting Process and Music Video Storyline 37:48 - How C-CLOWN Influenced Him 40:37 - Music and Its Relationship with Bipolar Disorder (pt. 2) 43:33 - Perfection 45:04 - Zach's Work 50:50 - Talking, Hearing, Listening

[@wannabedrewafualo]

you are a saint

[@karenvelez2695]

doing God's work

[@maddiebealive]

❤

[@amiyarose9140]

Thank you❣️

[@KayLyda]

You're a star

[@Ken-gz5mo]

I think it's incredibly brave for him to go on a show like this and be so candid about his mental health especially when he is in a low state. Being vulnerable is never easy even when you're in a mellow mindset let alone when you aren't and you know what you say is going to be watched by a lot of people. I've only just begun to listen to his music but I really appreciate how open and brave he is as a person.

[@hannahmd2mi577]

Listening to DPR IAN share his story today was an emotional and proud moment for DREAMers. Ian has put his heart and soul into Moodswings In To Order. He exposes the deepest and darkest parts of himself without hesitation or apology. There is no one else like him and the DPR team. He deserves all love and attention he's getting through this project. MIITO truly is a work of art, both sonically and visually. A beautifully broken magnum opus. Thanks, Ian, and thanks to the whole DPR team. DPR we gang gang. And thank you, Zach, for a thoughtful and empathetic interview. I hope you'll invite Ian back again as well as do an interview with DPR LIVE in the future too.

[@ohsnapitsemmie]

Fancy seeing you here haha

[@hannahmd2mi577]

@@ohsnapitsemmie hello! ☺️ Hehe.

[@JD__0]

Hey Hannah. You put many Dreamers thoughts together in a very beautiful way. DPR we gang gang

[@hannahmd2mi577]

@@JD__0 Aww. Thank you! Glad to see you here. ☺

[@Anto-ze8ib]

That whole movement dance thing just sounds like he was manic 😂 been there done that. I just love his honesty and he's so well spoken, I really admire this man and hearing him talk about his mental illness is healing to me as I too am living with bipolar disorder (but type 2)

[@AnivaitS]

We can see how a good listener and an empathetic person Ian is when Zach feels comfortable enough to tell a part of his story. He reciprocated the attention the interviewer gave him.

[@maonglemlaimsong1888]

he is just so soft spoken. he is so precious , pls protect him forever

[@amnahalsultany6020]

I have huge respect for his honesty, opening up about his bipolar management like living your life trying to deal with your mental health is draining. I have a genetic anger issues that throughout my puberty I went through hell and lost myself until one day I decided to learn how to understand myself more and control my outbursts . I'm 24 years old now and still learning about how to control it cause I lost so many days of my life being pissed off all day or snap at everything or losing it when stressed. Thanks Ian for giving me strength to fight even more now, sending love and strength to you and everyone else ❤

[@Aim-wo5je]

Hope you’re doing better now. Sending love🤍

[@amnahalsultany6020]

@@Aim-wo5je I'm trying to overcome my internal battles its kinda an up and down moments throughout the day but I'll fight until the end ❤

[@Aim-wo5je]

@@amnahalsultany6020 of course, it’ll unfortunately always be a battle, but stay strong. May not know you but never stop fighting you’re strong❤️

[@amnahalsultany6020]

@@Aim-wo5je thank you so much 🙏❤

[@kaisoo3052]

I wish you all the best💕

[@zimoart]

funny thing is that Dan's reaction to Ian was like all of us reaction to getting to know him, like, his so freaking fascinating and brilliant! Christian could talk for hours and hours and I don't think I would ever get tired of hearing him

[@Zaheer800]

Bro was getting interviewed and then started interviewing the interviewer lmao. No but fr I love this man so much, his music is amazing and he’s so genuine and honest.

[@PS-zi6oc]

Despite his otherworldly talent, he’s such a rare person.. unpolluted by fame and success. I hope he knows how loved he is!

[@jihookang5816]

agree. In a TV show in Korea, he said that we(dpr) make money to make art. he is true artist!!!

[@churailmukhi]

He has more talent in his little finger than 90% of K-pop idols. He is unique and charismatic. The twist at the end where they switch roles is funny yet endearing, and showcases Ian's ability to make people open up the same way Zach does.

[@Cloudfive55]

You have no idea what you're talking about.

[@churailmukhi]

@Cloudfive55 go and stan your talentless fake idols.

[@clarissamenini2433]

his australian accent give me life. I think he has a very broad vocabulary and i love it. Hearing him telling his story in the industry and also of his life made me wanna reach my goals with all the strength i have. I’m so happy that he had this opportunity and I can’t wait no more to see him in London in November

[@delaram9768]

the fact that he talks about BP disorder so openly and how he is struggling with and even using it in his music just adds to my respect towards him..perfect interview..

[@AddiBleu]

I am honestly so fascinated by Christian, just listening to his story and seeing him being completely raw and open just truly amazes me... Listening to him talk about the story idea with the clown god and each character was so fascinating to me because it was so creative and I love it... He is very intriguing to me and I can't wait to hear more from him!

[@TheDebbieChintya]

Zach to Ian : "I'm telling you, effortlessly cool and effortlessly beautiful" couldn't agree more, Zach :")

[@darielapirir2318]

Looking back at this, peanut butter and tears makes so much more sense.

[@lullabyek1103]

The fact that they turned this into a genuine and reciprocate conversation is honestly so beautiful, Christian is such an eloquent and sensitive person and seeing him so interested in Zach's story is amazing, it really shows who he is as a person and as an artist and of course getting to listen to his own story was so cool too! This is by far one of my favourite interviews on the Zach Sang show, thank you so much, it was just perfect 🙌

[@simranmerhai6995]

he's so soft spoken I can listen to him speak all day he's so calming, hands down one of my favorite people.

[@giuliaribass]

ian is my favorite artist for the simple fact that he just pours his feelings into anything he does. he's so talented and the effort he puts into his work is surreal. thanks for bringing him in the show zach

[@vantaev3912]

I love the fact that Ian keeps getting more beautiful to me as i listen to him talk his personality is just as beautiful as his looks God bless this talented kind man

[@JunoWho2]

Ian is a legitimate main character.

[@binary964]

idk him, never heard of him, never heard of his music, but why am i captivated after listening to him speak... now i need to check his music out.

[@peaches1565]

He’s so down to earth and deep, it’s rare to find people like him. He’s genuinely a fascinating person and I love hearing about all of this and listening to his art 🖤

[@StarElementalDancer]

I LOVE that Ian turned the interview into a conversation bc he was genuinely interested in Zach's story too. That's so genuine, kind, and brave of him, I can't even. Love everyone and much love to everyone. Getting to hear some of Zach's background was very nice too. I hope this is the first of many, too that we get to see and hear. I would love to get to know Ian and Zach together more as well. The empathy and genuineness they both have is so refreshing and so thanks to both for that.

[@LuceroAguilar]

He’s so effortlessly and unapologetically real, in a world of façades and “cool images” he’s the most honest person in the industry. Him being this open and vulnerable is something not only rare but exquisite to see, thank you so much for such great interview and for allowing us fans to know more about him and his craft.

[@nidaeman8569]

Not only am I suffering from bipolar disorder, but also obsessive-compulsive disorder, mysophobia, and depression. I used to be very creative, but gradually lost interest in everything. Nowadays, I'm facing the darkest period of my life, waiting for the end, but nobody can understand me. After watching this interview, I came to know I'm not alone. It's a taboo in our society to discuss mental illness. This interview really inspired me that I can still gather myself and try to develop interest in life again. Although it's hard, I'll try my best.

[@winterangeltaehyun]

cheering for you, goodluck🙌👍

[@nidaeman8569]

​@@winterangeltaehyun thank you so much😊

[@shaylatorch]

I can totally relate 😕

[@divineflu34567]

Honestly even it's not a taboo you can't really explain why you feel like this because it's so random experience only drains you out i have ocd and those intrusive thoughts oh boy how do we explain this 100s of voices out of your control appearing and making you feel

[@tqviiu.x]

IT'S CHRISTIAAAAANNNNN!!!!! zach is really doing an amazing job with the artists he has on the show! one of THE BEST interview shows to ever exist in my opinion (;

[@zoila-leeharris9448]

He only got better bc he used to do a lot of Kpop idols and was rude but interrupting or saying some sly comments or looking board or commenting on their fandom just overall beating rude so for me when u saw he was interviewing Ian I was kinda mad but I’m great full he was/is a lot nicer to him or at least now 👍

[@johnnyd.seducedmarilynm.7599]

@@zoila-leeharris9448 wait what? I remember when he was interviewing bts for the first time(2018-19?) he was very nice. When he was rude to idols?

[@popkitlum8415]

I have always appreciated how Zach is with all KPop artists he interviews, very respectful.

[@gwenmloveskpopandmore]

@@johnnyd.seducedmarilynm.7599 oh wow he interviewed them?!

[@johnnyd.seducedmarilynm.7599]

@@gwenmloveskpopandmore yup, many times)

[@Koyangi1]

Rewatching this a year later makes me realize how such an amazing person he is and how much I love him

[@ranti9012]

"Effortlessly cool and effortlessly beautiful" can't be more true tho... thankyou Zach 💛💛

[@heartsamessgaultier8562]

Wow, I am so impressed with his emotional and intellectual intelligence and creative talent. I have never heard anyone discuss their mental health struggles so clearly and openly before. It must be so frightening to go through. I'm "just" dealing with depression and I find it so hard to explain myself to others and figure out how to deal with it. Love his music.

[@emilial2733]

43:19 that is the best way to describe Christian. i love the way they were so interested and draw into his story and art he makes. i could listen to him talk for hours, already watched this interview so many times

[@yumehopechristianity]

I just discovered DPR IAN,now I have to gather much-needed information,of his being.🤔🔎

[@Ani-sd9zt]

Why do I feel like crying after listening to this interview? Christian, you are such an incredible person and artist. I love how open you are with your mental journey and your creativity. Now knowing your story, everything is more meaningful. What your doing may be painful, but it is also beautiful. You are a true inspiration. Mito might be a dark creation, but it brings out the beauty of the darkness. I know many people find comfort in their lows by listening to your albums. Zach and Dan thank you so much for giving our boy an opportunity and place to open up and share his journey. I’m glad Ian said what many of us have been saying for years now, you really are empathetic and have a way of making your guests comfortable and you really do have a way of bringing out their stories through your interest in what they have to say.

[@kennedyz8235]

I cried. More so just cuz my heart was hurting for him because of the constant pain/ struggle he must have to go through on a daily basis to deal with his disorder.

[@Ani-sd9zt]

@@kennedyz8235 that too😭😭

[@sylclemful]

Me too 😢 This constant battle must be exhausting and it shows how talented Ian is to get through it all in a sublime way. Ian I adore you forever♥️🎶✨

[@jihookang5816]

here too 😭

[@zoilaalarcon7130]

He definitely has a brilliant mind, I dare say that he learned to rationalize his illness naturally, which I am sure will help many people. When he sings he does it with angelic clarity and a beautiful voice. Ian you are a beautiful person. you are my idol

[@anjawee__]

Wow. Did not think this interview would go so deep and make me emotional. Really appreciate him coming out and talking about his experiences in such a raw and genuine manner. I couldnt be more thankful for the art this man keeps gifting us with, but at the same time, the struggles with creating music that requires actually facing and navigating through the darkness he struggles with, kind of breaks my heart. I’m glad he has means of coping with them now, a supportive team and all. Every day my appreciation for Team DPR and Ian grows further. Really love this interview too

[@jaden2993]

dpr ian has such a unique and complex mind, and i love hearing his thinking

[@aeehz99]

its kind of sad to see him like this, in a world where you have to take a medication to only be around or talk to people, he is so strong and talented but somehow vulnerable

[@noram4269]

Since the day i discovered Ian i didn't skip one live or any video that he talks in it bcs he is such a lovely fascinating person i genuinely enjoy listeing to this man . i absolutely enjoyed this amazing interview thank u for inviting him Zack

[@joodi8888]

this has to be the best interview i’ve watched and i hope christian knows how much we love and appreciate when he talks about things that are not easy to talk about or make you seem “weird” so people feeling the same as him dont feel as alone and his friends feel closer to him

[@lmair3912]

The way Christian was genuinely interested in Zach as a person is so touching and adorable

[@rooftopfight6210]

I appreciate Chris being so open and vulnerable, i never really knew much about bipolar disorder and it seems like its a terrible unbearable thing that can ruin your whole life and Chris must be so resilient to go through all of this Love that man to bits brilliant mind and super hot bod damn how do you even exist Chris

[@alexandradecastro5142]

I struggle from bipolar disorder and he helped me to feel normal, part of this world. He’s really amazing, not only as an artist but also the way he openly talks about this ❤️

[@alexandradecastro5142]

He’s really amazing and resilient. I can’t get out of home, for example, so I really admire all his courage and example❤️

[@Dev.85]

Like with any mental health issue, the more you understand the easier it is to manage the symptoms. When others also understand it makes us feel more understood.

[@gwenmloveskpopandmore]

@@alexandradecastro5142 I’m so happy he’s helped u changed ur life and I hope Ur able to have a life u always wanted someday ❤️

[@alexandradecastro5142]

@@gwenmloveskpopandmore thank You for your kind words ❤️

[@lihca]

Thank you so much for interviewing Ian. I learned so much about him and about bipolar disorder. I'ts a shame that he didn't acknolwdge his DID at this time. He gave alot of hints but i wish he could've talked more freely (maybe next time he is on the show). I'm just happy that he is putting the puzzle pieces together and trying to do the best that he can with his disorder (but i do hope that he is carefull with his limits). Side note, the first time that i watched him explaining the storyline from the miito movie i was so confused (i'm sure the interviewers where too haha). But now that i'm invested in the storyline i'm really happy that he did. It clarified alot of my questions. He really is a spoiler king 😆

[@dinidig]

I was diagnosed with bipolar at the beginning of this summer. And I think this interview just changing my life. I live in Norway, and here everyone takes a mandatory 3-week vacation during the summer months, so I have not jet started guided treatment for my bipolar. But the way Ian talks about it just made so many things in my life make sense. I really think this will help me a lot during my acceptance process. Thank you❤️

[@noashohat8380]

love that for you ❣️

[@elainekan4209]

🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@rasmus1509]

I hope you make peace with it one day. Bipolar disorders are no joke.

[@dinidig]

@@rasmus1509 thank you❣️I’m starting courses and group therapy this week. Super exited!!

[@haleybrotherton6219]

I’m bipolar too and I hope treatment is going well for you ❤❤❤

[@lostwithkiki]

I love that Christian took time to compliment Zach on his interviewing skills - Zach Sang is truly one of the best interviewers I've heard. Delightful interview all around. "Effortlessly cool, and effortlessly beautiful" perfect description of Christian 🥰

[@sophiaramos1812]

I hope he knows how much we appreciate him opening himself up to us like this. His music is so deeply beautiful and raw. I love him sm.

[@vaaal0918]

I just cried a lot bcs he recorded the whole album with/without medication and he just made a masterpiece, he told us the REAL story and we're so thankful for telling us the "process"... it was pretty beautiful he told us about the reality of dealing with bipolar disorder and he's so strong, he deserves the recognition he has now

[@YourNotSoPerfectYoutuber]

Actually you are mistaken, he made the whole album without medication. Medications helps to control his moods and stay in a balance. He was explaining that he made music in his manic states(highs/lows).

[@vaaal0918]

@@YourNotSoPerfectKZbinr oh sorry, my english it's awful and sometimes i can't understand the whole situation TT really appreciate you made me notice my mistake ♡︎

[@gwenmloveskpopandmore]

@@vaaal0918 it’s ok maybe u should try to learn more English when u have the time so U won’t make those mistakes but only if u want to ❤️

[@ComedyGlor]

@@gwenmloveskpopandmore lol she probably is already learning but it's not easy to just know a language. It takes time

[@Maria-zc4nn]

@@gwenmloveskpopandmore do u know another languege lol

[@silviapereira4486]

bro the way he speaks about his mental health is so moving that it actualy brings tears to my eyes. He such a great support and just an overall amazing person

[@MinCho2022]

It’s heart breaking listening to his bipolar disorder. However, his music came out of overcoming w/ bipolar. It’s like human victory. Thanks for sharing, and please keep on going with your creative journey. 🙌🏼🎉🎉

[@halakassem8962]

The rawness and honesty you can feel from his answers is truly admirable. It is so uneasy for anyone to talk about what once broke them and from the stories he told, he went through hell and back and still does from time to time. I just want to say thank you for being here and for fighting for yourself and most importantly sharing your stories, your vulnerabilities and your journey with us. The first album stayed with me in a way I would never forget. I remember the first time I listened to Scaredy Cat and was in awe at how another person could capture feelings I thought I was the only one who experienced them. I can talk for ages about how Ian's music has helped me feel that I'm not alone. You are a true artist who encapsulates what it means to go through the cycle of being human; our angels and demons and our highs and lows. We appreciate you so much

[@luigisnose]

If it isn’t too personal for him, I’d love to see a tattoo tour where he explains each of their meanings. He seems like he has really cool ones!

[@kima_95]

There's an old Tumblr post that explains his older tattoos, you can find it just by googling Christian Yu tattoos! As for the newer ones, in past instagram lives he's said that he will usually get them as a representation of his memories or different life stages, but some of them like his right hand tattoo he got at random while traveling! 🤗

[@Niyah_Niya]

you probably seen it but if you haven’t, two weeks ago he did a tattoo tour with GQ! You can look it up on here!

[@azikyl]

genuinely have only listened to dpr ians songs, like I know next to nothing about him. This interview was so interesting, i found myself so fascinated by everything he said. to think 'so beautiful' was made while he was at his lowest is so crazy to me, firstly i didnt even know he had Bipolar Disorder so that for me was a shock in itself. anyway, this was great, hearing him speak so freely about his experiences was comforting in a way, could listen to him talk for days honestly.

[@uhoh160]

it's so sweet how awkward and nervous he feels, but tries to look comfortable to properly engage in conversation.

[@girlwithjutdae]

To be honest, I've ever only see him in shorts, and recently I saw him danced with Aiki, got hooked by the visual ngl. Then I watched a video of him, next thing I know I'm here listening for an hour. It's fascinating yes how I can just keep listening to him, having just learned about his other name Christian Yu and has never listened to any of his song, yet. Man, this man is super smart. His choice of words, the way he tells stories. Now I see more of him and I'm learning even more from the comments. I just knew he directed Bobby's and Mino's mv which shocked me cuz I'm a sucker for YG musics since Idk, 2009? So yeah that's a bit of a connection, I might as well be a fan!

[@thespianoge]

I appreciated how open DPR Ian was about his Bipolar I. When I first discovered his music, I was floored. I didn’t know anything about him but I saw myself so intimately in his work. I researched him and found out his diagnosis, and it all clicked. I felt seen in a way I never have before. Two years ago (finally! In my 30s) I was diagnosed with Bipolar II, also rapid cycling. It has taken me two years of trying 11 medications to try to get me to some “baseline” and, like Ian, I understand how difficult/impossible it can be. I’m also in the arts and I strongly identified with how he discussed not being able to identify his work when in the “opposite” mood. Like it was done by someone else. And like I can’t come back to it when I’m on the flip side. I was so grateful that he was able to be so articulate about the way he experiences his life. I’ve never heard someone famous talking about living with Bipolar with such candor and frankness. I hope this interview was able to enlighten some people who just know about Bipolar Disorder by what they’ve seen in movies. Each person obviously experiences it differently, but Ian shows us that it’s possible to be a functional and brilliant member of society and not just a guy screaming on a roof that he’s Jesus or something.

[@yorkie2227]

my first time hearing zach telling his own story. so moving

[@seebam1536]

Listening to Ian's voice is always healing such a soft spoken person. He is a genuine soul being himself. All his Insta lives are so fun and nice to watch. His music is so different it's a reflection of him, such a creative genius. He directs MVs , edits , composes sings, dances and what not. The way he is open about himself, his personal struggles makes him all the more inspiring. I really love him for being himself and giving us such amazing music and all the more cools MVs. So glad he met DPR Live and other folks they really are such a cool bunch

[@WitchofRavenclaw]

25:34 weather affecting your mood is so real to me!

[@Kiab7]

I have been a fan of his since his days in C-clown. Seeing him grow into the person he is makes me proud to be his fan. His music has helped me in so many ways, and seeing how he creates his music through his experiences and triggers just shows how much he overcame. I love his album. I definitely recommend it.💙

[@cyanvlogs]

“fascinating” is the perfect word. Ian has always been one of my biggest inspirations creatively, i mean i pursued film in college after watching his own works in 2015 as a c-clown fan. it’s been such an honor to watch him grow into who he is now. it was so cool how he ended up asking Zach questions too lol he’s truly such a humble sweet guy. this was a fantastic interview, thank you so much for having him on!!

[@iyayaay]

that was beautiful, at one point I even teared up cause I could really feel his story. I also love how he even asked Zach questions when he is the one being interviewed, I think u don't see that often. It just felt like a conversation between friends indeed.

[@Swmdwn.Khakhlary]

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[@rozemjoyce1616]

This hit me too.. I suffer from bipolar disorder as well, its extremely hard to be normal about talking about being on meds.. cuz theres a time period we take to adjust to the meds we cant exactly do the things we want or live wild n free or drink when we want.. so asking about it in a callous manner is a huge no.. i just wished that people would be more educated about such mental health conditions.. people live with it n battle with it everyday.. other than that it was a really good interview

[@shristimalla5762]

and the fact that Ian seems to be so introverted too.. He would only ask if he really wants to know something.. Gosh he is amazing..

[@iyayaay]

@@shristimalla5762 yes right he genuinely seemed like he was interested and when he was complimenting Zach about how he's good at ACTUALLY listening I was like.. Ian so are you 😭.. he's great

[@sen5892]

I love how honest & real he is. It must take a tremendous effort to plan & do everything while dealing with his highs and lows, channeling them into his work. I could keep listening to him for a long time

[@Annnabannanna]

Zach has got to be the nicest host. That's extremely rare, and I want to just thank him for making the guests so welcomed.

[@fionaxd2748]

Like Fr he even made sure to know at least a little background story not like other hosts

[@Annnabannanna]

@@fionaxd2748 yess, he connects to the guests on a personal level. I wouldn't be surprised if he genuinely hung out with some of these interviewees.

[@elivile.]

Dude, I know that this isn't about me, but I'd just like to say; I also have bipolar disorder and I deadass understand where he stands.

[@mak.bxx24]

Listening to him talk is really calming and relaxing. He speaks so freely and he looks and speaks so comfortably. He seems like the type of friend that you could talk to anything about and he'd listen and be very understanding.

[@Masharyx]

I can see that it is sometimes difficult for him to tell what he has experienced but he takes the courage to do it, he is so transparent when he does it, his way of speaking is mesmerizing, I have lived with depression for several years and it is difficult, I cannot imagine what he has lived but he is a great fighter and human being. He deserves everything good.

[@exoliv9498]

I love how zach’s interviews always feel like a conversation and not like bare question asking. It just feels like you’re sitting with them in a room talking about random stuff, I love it!

[@cherylmarler1059]

46:01 Why is so great that he turned the interview around and put the focus on Zach? Like that is so genuine of him, & interesting to hear Zach's story a bit too. I don't even know him but this video caught my attention & it's really deep.

[@imjustnia1692]

Wow i didn't know he's bipolar, I've never really seen any artist speak on their diagnosis so in-depth. I have never felt so seen

[@icantremember3972]

I’m bipolar aswell and I think some of his music really shows how it feels to go through the lows and highs of it. His one song called “ballroom extravaganza” is one of the most accurate songs about how it feels to go from the high to the low for me anyway.

[@kimkim5712]

I'm literally speechless... this was one of the best interviews I've ever seen

[@gashinaya4433]

The way this interview ended is so cute, i wanna cry

[@acarmemcita]

Actually met DPR IAN in CL's five stars music video and in Joan's vlog, and then got to know more about his music and DPR as a crew. This is the first interview I watch, and it was great! Zach is always a very interested and thoughtful interviewer, and Christian is an amazing artist and such a brave person to be this vulnerable about his life and his art. Amazing interview!

[@imaginempress3408]

I found him in 5 Stars too!!!! I was transfixed. What is Joan's vlog please?

[@acarmemcita]

@@imaginempress3408 It's joanday - getting manicure done with christian yu! I think he did it for so beautiful mv shooting actually! kzbin.info/www/bejne/i57Oqod5f5uEl7M

[@Babyv004]

@@imaginempress3408 joanday/joan kim. she is a youtuber that lives in korea. i believe she have at least 2 videos with IAN on her vlog channel

[@hanymvp7929]

I can't believe i just watched around 1 hour interview... it felt like just 5 minutes... it was so interesting

[@fcast228]

DPR IAN?!?! NO WAY!!! SO EXCITED!! Wow I just finished watching the video and I feel so grateful to hear Ian’s story. His music is always so personal and vulnerable, it just makes me feel so lucky to be able to be immersed in his art. Truly such an amazing artist and person all around.

[@_Celine_26]

Thank KZbin for queueing up this video. I didn't know this artist, but I felt smitten a few seconds in. His openness, vulnerability.... Surely a fellow INFJ :) heading to his MVs now!

[@liarr9857]

Welcome to his world ^^

[@_Celine_26]

@@liarr9857 thanks! Really loved Nerves and So Beautiful

[@maygreene5436]

yes mvs perfect next step and check out his short films as well :)

[@gwenmloveskpopandmore]

@@_Celine_26 and pls also check out DPR live and Cream the other two from his team

[@NYX8Kon]

dude i swear to god i was searching up his MBTI because i was like, thats definately an INFJ right there, but personality databse says ISFP im so confused

[@TheBassUp]

It hurts to hear about his struggles as an idol but I'm not surprised. C-Clown was an amazing/talented group and all the members did their best but the agency failed them. I'm glad he found his own path.

[@user-se9iy9km9d]

I appreciate how open and honest he is about his mental health.

[@aprincessa7826]

Ive never even heard of dpr Ian but i saw the tiktok clip of him talking about his bipolar disorder which brought me here. I rlly enjoyed hearing him speak. He has such a calming aura and i don’t want the interview to end. As a Kpop Stan, he also opened my eyes to a lot of things i didn’t even know about the industry. I’m definitely gonna check out his music after this.

[@gwenmloveskpopandmore]

I also hope u check out DPR Live & Cream the other two from his DPR team

[@phinuknyn796]

The smoothness of how it's done. Christian's subtlety in drawing a bit of story time from Zach is an art in itself.

[@snehalsrivastava2094]

ive seen a lot of zach's kpop interviews and this definitely takes the top, the engagement and personal story sharing on both sides took this from an interview set up to a genuine conversation

[@anazovko875]

I always had the biggest admiration for Christian. Ever since C-Clown's debut I thought this guy was absolutely captivating with his great talent and hard work. Now I can definitely say that he's an inspiration for many artists and idols in the industry. From back then when he was filming and editing all of C-Clown's vlogs and MV teasers to till now him being a full-on producer, director and solo artist with his own dedicated audience makes me feel like he's an example that every single idol can get out of the program and start over with their own full control over what they do in their career. Such a great guy.

[@adru14]

I could hear him for hours, he is such an interesting person. Thank you Ian for being so open with your fans and letting us get to really know you.

[@user-wn8lf1dw1i]

This is the first time I've heard DPR Ian speak and he is such an interesting person. Is it just me or Ausie Korean artists or Idols are just different. They work hard, but they like to do their own stuff and do it well. Wish him success and lots of happiness.

[@iamnotfairy]

i’m really glad we got to hear his story. he’s such an amazing person. when he talks it feels like we’re all his friends. this new album really really showed all his talents. i’m so so glad he’s getting more recognition because he deserves it so much.

[@mimouch1990]

The best thing about this is just hearing Zach hyping IAN up and him being so humble and yet so happy taliking to someone who wants to understand him and his emotions better. This has to be one of the best interviews ever: Letting an artist express his feelings freely and not just looking for futile anecdotes or scoops to entertain the audience.

[@maryv.9157]

Damn, how much I love this dude. I’m bawling my eyes out. I’ve been a DPR IAN’s fan for a long time and my admiration for him, as a person even before as an artist, grows wider everyday. I just wish him the best, he truly deserves it