Merks One, Letter to heaven. killed this real shit
@samrosenthal56333 жыл бұрын
This beat is incredible! Brings out every emotion I want to express now. Gives me goosebumps. Thank you bro, my next beat is confirmed!
@TEEJUGGZ3 жыл бұрын
I done a madness on this beat thanks g🤘🏽
@riainodonovan19583 жыл бұрын
This the hardest
@ste_dee3 жыл бұрын
Bangor brother 💯💙👊🏼
@jayst11583 жыл бұрын
next level hardd this beat is yo 🧐👌🔥
@jayp2223 жыл бұрын
Bro this is stupid levels of cold 🥶
@lastvet3 жыл бұрын
fyee brotha
@snkgonzalez70183 жыл бұрын
fire bro
@ryanchant68613 жыл бұрын
Hard bro
@scottycbeats6753 жыл бұрын
Beautiful
@JxmBxm3 жыл бұрын
you've been dropping some good beats, but this is extra, +sub
@Quazygotbangers3 жыл бұрын
This is dope bruh
@jimmybucks81793 жыл бұрын
Maddd
@lblb143 жыл бұрын
Hardd🔥💪 can I use this for non profit use?
@maddmediaproductions3 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥
@ii_gioz333210 ай бұрын
Wake up feeling down
@soundsforsleep66213 жыл бұрын
i lyk this 1 ,,, g mulv
@garziibeats96013 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@BigpTv-p4potential3 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@markpowell45603 жыл бұрын
Mazza would be good on this beat
@FobheadTheGeezaSqueeza Жыл бұрын
He did it g
@bp8music2233 жыл бұрын
bro where you been
@AceusBoogz3 жыл бұрын
0:15
@donesmusicchannel437311 ай бұрын
Is this beat still available??
@BrandonLaw-m8l5 ай бұрын
Did Mazza buy this beat ?
@anxiousverses2187 Жыл бұрын
i have these night's that I look up to the sky, feeling like, the only way for me to feel alright is for me to try & build a ship & fly through space & the cosmos dark abyss to try to find that reason for me to live feeling like it just might not even exist not even truly knowing if i will ever come to find a reason to live i want to keep pushing on with this fight for life & push to try to at least want to live & come to see & feel what the feeling of happiness really is, something i will forever try to find & wish for at night looking into the sky, as i watch as the shooting Stars are flying by as I'm making my wish to wake the next morning without anymore pain & not have to fight to question my life & feel like it would just be easier if my life were to end because then I might be able to find some silence in my fucking mind but still I can't give up or give in to the evil thoughts in side of this head I can never let the demons ever win my mum taught me better then this then to just fall to my knees & give in to the cause of my struggling needs needing something positive to find my reason to live & not want to just disappear and cease to exist I feel like it would just be easier if I didn't continue on with this thing we call a life you know it's the feeling like you're alive but never able to really live a proper life without having not to cry or questioning everything that happens and forever be asking why, Like why, fighting with the struggle to try to feel alright, I can no longer keep asking why, Like why, fighting with the struggles to try to feel alright, forever having to ask why, I can't do this fight any longer & I, have become to tired, you can only try to try, so many times before you become to tired to fight your fights, it sucks it really does and it will forever be stuck in all of our minds having depression and the sadness that comes by its side its just another thing you add to the list of why being alive and fighting a constant fight might not be worth the fight the voices in your head constantly screaming, just give in I promise the silence you're searching for will be found if you just grab a blade & just slit your wrist, trust me if you want the silence just let it over take your mind let the thoughts inside take control & I promise they will show you the way to not have to ever feel pain, sadness depression or anything again, let the thoughts take control and they will show you the way to what you have been wanting every day that you wake just follow them into the darkness and they will take it all away but just no if this is done you can never turn back and your family will forever be lost to never be found again so choose wisely you won't get a second chance Does anyone else have the voices in the back of your mind forever talking to you whenever you're sitting alone in your room crying and praying fighting to finally get the pain to go away to tired to continue crying for this all to end every fucking night & day eventually you just get too tired to continue with the fight with the war you have rampaging inside of you mind, you just feel like you no longer can continue to live so you're sitting in your room alone searching up "how do I tie a noose" or "what's the best way to slit your wrist" suicidal shit all in your search history because you're done & no longer want to live looking for the only way you feel is able to ease your pain a part of our minds is truly a fucked disease, you're constantly having thoughts making you question everything happening in your life, it all just being negativity pushing you down that road of suicide I've been here so many fucking times and trust me if you have too then you will know how easy it is to lose yourself down this road & how easy it is to get lost in the maze of sadness, regret and everything which makes you feel alone & lose every last bit of your hope never being able to find your way home always feeling alone even though you know you have people by your side but still the anxiety and bad thoughts inside just make you feel like you will never come to feel alright and that's not alright the devilish thoughts in our minds are so fucked up but no matter what you try they're forever glued & stuck as one with your mind Forever be stuck with your mind, sadness regret and rage every day please I'm begging you, don't let me feel anymore, I'm done, I've given up, this has all become way too much I can't anymore this war and the pain it's caused I can't deal with it anymore & I just want it gone..
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
dear mum it’s batesy how you been i’m finally gaining hope but i been trynna just succeed . yeah i’m hating how you left now i just sit here and i grieve and i’m wishing you were here bringing all that joy and piece . but you’re not. sit alone in my darkest days
@T.Y_MULLI2 жыл бұрын
Keep pushing bro
@ii_gioz33323 ай бұрын
If u did bad u get it back had to build up all my small lyrics to a tall stack I pick that but what I want food buy that with your cash big mash
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
Time passes on the clock, you’re not the person that I thought. Everyday im in agony; Only saw Heaven when we fell asleep. Now every a memory; I won’t let myself believe that you were ever shit to me. Dragged me through the dirt, gaslighting and it worked; Using your fists to convince, in this battle that you live; inadequate no matter what I did; I’m proud that I left. Bloody prints on my chest; fixing you left me comatose, losing my own ability to stay afloat
@samueliamthetruth50153 жыл бұрын
Bro what's the rules on using this beat for Spotify and KZbin and other platforms this beat is the one 🔥
@FranklinFreshman3 жыл бұрын
Go on his beatstars all lease info is there in full, check description.
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
Loosing faith , Now can’t cope no more I wanna be a better me but I keep fucking it up I’m trynna open up my eyes but I keep closing them up, St
@jackbeverley5662 Жыл бұрын
I gotta life but ain't living it yet Take a look at ma past n it's full of regret I got alot of fucked shit to get of ma chest Awake every night n I struggle for breath Never sleep but I'm lying in bed Only friends are the thoughts inside o ma head Always goin backward never forward a step N throw away it all until nothing is left I got problems I know everyone's got them Mine ain't the type that are easy to fix Everyday man I struggle w shit Always in pain it's no way to live
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
Time passes at the blink of an eye I loved my ex so much I swear to god that I just wish that we could rewind time ,
@ii_gioz333210 ай бұрын
U ever wake up feeling like a piece of shit feeling sick
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
It’s Jayden how you been Thought I’d write to you again to let you Know Im miss you heaps, ,
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
dear mum its batesy how yoi been? im finally gaining hope but ixbeen trynna just succeed yeah im hating how you left now i just sit here and i grieve and im wishing you were here bringing all that joy and piece but your not. now im loosinv the plot, steady trynna aim high but i keep loosing alot, my heads fucked try to deal with all ghe memories lost, since the day that you left i kept our photos locked, everytime i see pictures of us i sit and cry, i try to open up on the mic but id rather die , my heart dropped when i heard you werent alive i been praying to the sky , hoping for a better day an i been homeless night. couch surfin - trynna find a way
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
Dear mum , I’m writing on this beat for
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
Dear mum, I’m writing on this page just tell you I miss you and that there’s noone else above, I’m kinda looosing hope I never seen the hole they dug , and Now My heart Is fucking aching Like I’m cold and I been stuck. You were always on the struggle Trynna pay for our bills, now
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
dear mum its batesy how yoi been? im finally gaining hope but ixbeen trynna just succeed yeah im hating how you left now i just sit here and i grieve and im wishing you were here bringing all that joy and piece but your not. now im loosinv the plot, steady trynna aim high but i keep loosing alot, my heads fucked try to deal with all ghe memories lost, since the day that you left i kept our photos locked, everytime i see pictures of us i sit and cry, i try to open up on the mic but id rather die , my heart dropped when i heard you werent alive i been praying to the sky , hoping for a better day an i been homeless all night. i been dealing with this life and i been hating it now , and simce you left i been Taking them drugs to get my head around, i know that yoid be mad, probabaly call me a clown, but i been doonb this for me so mu hwad isnt down. Dear mum , I’m feeling it inside of my chest , I’m stressing Heaps cause I know That I been missing your face , it’s got me less your the kindest girl that i ever met, knowones ever had my back until the very end, one of a kind I know you are . Dear mum, I feel like I been letting you down I’m Trynna float but all these thoughts keep on letting me drowned
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
Dear mum, I wrote You on this beat just to tell your missed everything
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
dear mum Jayden how you been? I’m slowly loosing faith and
@WRLD-ic4dj3 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
dear mum its batesy how yoi been? im finally gaining hope but ixbeen trynna just succeed yeah im hating how you left now i just sit here and i grieve and im wishing you were here bringing all that love and piece but your not. now im loosinv the plot, steady trynna aim high but i keep loosing alot, my heads fucked try to deal with all ghe memories lost, since the day that you left i kept our photos locked, everytime i see pictures of us i sit and cry, i try to open up on the mic but id rather die , my heart dropped when i heard you werent alive i been praying to the sky , hoping for a better day an i been homeless all night. i been dealing with this life and i been hating it now , and simce you left i been Taking them drugs to get my head around, i know that yoid be mad, probabaly call me a clown, but i been doonb this for me so mu hwad isnt down. dear mum i wanted to say thankyou for everything that you done for me im trynna earn a dollar and get back up on my feet, fighting demons like im in the deep im trying so hard just to try do me but. your the kindest girl that i ever met, knowones ever had my back until the very end, one of a kind I know you are , Dear mum , I’m trying my best and did I mention I been rapping since the day of your death, I’m sick feeling like fuele shout-outs to all my fucking mates yeah for holding it down I’ Dear mum , i came back onto this beat just to tell you I’m sorry And I been doing alright, shout-outs to all my fucking mates for helping me out, I’m gonna love you all forever won’t stop until You pockets are loud , s so
@jaydenbateman16152 жыл бұрын
Dear mum, It’s batesy and im writing just to t I’m trying my best and did I mention I been rapping since the day of your death, It hurts that everything I’m doing would be causing you stress up shout-outs to all my fucking ma