Draw My Life | LDShadowLady

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I'm sharing some of the most significant events of my life in the form of a Draw My Life video. This isn't meant to be a pity party, I hope you finish this video and leave with positive vibes :)
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[@ldshadowlady]

To all those asking about my mum. She is still an alcoholic (she has been for over 15 years now) and she shows no signs of recovery. She still has her good days and her bad days. Last year she had a "mini stroke" which damaged her brain and she's very bad at remembering things now.

[@ariana1807]

I'm sorry

[@princesstwilight5314]

Ouch... I hope she's okay...

[@johnathonfettinger1261]

I really hope she gets better

[@valleyqirls]

Awww :( I don't know what it's like for something like that to happen ;-;

[@alexandradragos2717]

You are not the only one....

[@evetownsend3007]

ok it is actually amazing that lizzie got to marry her FIRST boyfriend like her first ever love thats just my dream its so cute!

[@lunaecl1pse566]

It is so cute!

[@evetownsend3007]

@@daniellachanelle4142 now you put it that way🤣😭

[@itz_tiny_mia]

I love she is nice and if she didn't be a KZbin I don't know what I would do without her!!

[@Lonastarmagician]

He was her prince Charming from day one!!!!

[@antonyleong4428]

Funky Potatoes 🥔. True girl

[@eravere6928]

I watched this 7 years ago not understanding what Lizzie went through. Seven years later I realize she went through a lot and she truly made sure all of our childhoods were great with her uplifting and positive videos We love you so much Lizzie!!

[@JeziAtGevi]

I also watched this about 7 years ago and rewatching now ❤ lizzie is such an inspiration she has always been so pure and i love her

[@lydtsv]

Literally, i used to watch this video like every day and i loved it and now i watch it as i’m much older and i feel kinda sad

[@tamarmortonjones9357]

Yes Lizzie really is amazing and I'm sorry she had to go through that. We love you ldshadowlady!

[@florencejansen9697]

As a 10-ish year old I didn’t realise how sad this was because it was my normal. Lizzie gave me the strength to speak out about my own childhood, it gave me the childhood I missed out on her beautiful personality and videos would always helped me leave the world I used to live in and I will always be forever grateful ❤️❤️💗

[@Hailey23809]

Thank you for saying this. I just did a long, annoying paragraph because I didn’t know how to word it. I am 14 now and was 7 when this first came out, relating to it but not understand why.

[@chloesmith-sr2qw]

I watched this growing up and didn’t realise how sad her past was.

[@arshitaimmanuel9802]

literally same i’ve been a fan of hers for the longestttt time and i never really registered this :/

[@TheSnifferdo]

Same , poor lizzie

[@lemonpie9201]

I just watch this once a 5 years.

[@thishumaneatskids]

Ik I thouught her life was cool

[@ValYourFav]

@@whosfnw advice cause my young cousin is going through the same thing?

[@MissChaoticBun]

“So we tried dating, and that turned out quite well” *now married* Turned out VERY WELL

[@esc._em]

lol im watching in 2020

[@Lonastarmagician]

Ikr!

[@blueberry_cookie-cake3996]

Me too, I like the end. like if you agree!

[@sarahmumford7359]

Yeah

[@lilyslavender]

500th like

[@sistersidney_]

coming back to this 7 years later when i can fully grasp the intensity of these situations is really hard. lizzie is such a resilient, kind person and im just so proud of her and all of the work she's put into herself and her life to get where she is. role model then and role model now

[@dolodiaz28]

I watched this again so many years later and realized what she had went through, she gave me and so many others the childhood she never had. WE LOVE U LIZZIE :)💕

[@whatamisupposedtoputhere5927]

WHEN WE ALL WATCHED THIS AS KIDS WE PROBABLY DIDNT UNDERSTAND WHAT ALCOHOL WAS AND STUFF BUT LOOKING BUT THIS IS SO SAD

[@Ohmygod87233]

IKR I CAME FROM A TIKTOK

[@oryxsplash]

@@Ohmygod87233 SAME

[@xineii]

@@Ohmygod87233 SAME OMG

[@kittenzkenzie3540]

@@Ohmygod87233 SAME WTF

[@111isaa]

@@Ohmygod87233 SAME OMG

[@phoebe_144]

i never realised how sad her home life was until i grew up, wow.

[@kittenzkenzie3540]

same

[@tuli._.9735]

Same.

[@baileypadgett4103]

yea same

[@shaarxvr]

Same

[@Rye_Ch3]

Same, i was super little when i started watching her so i never realized and haven't watched this video in a long time :(

[@alexb4185]

coming back to this video 8 years later, as an 18 year old about to sit my alevels and take my gap year, never been in a relationship and completely clueless and terrified about the future- love you lizzie, i hope i can find a fraction of the success and happiness you have

[@phoebesunbook1737]

its so sad looking back at the fact that lizzie gave all of us the childhood she never had. lizzie is like a second mom to me, and i honestly think she was more in my childhood than my actual mom was thinking back. although her videos don't have the same appeal that it did to my younger self, i still watch all of her and her friend's uploads because it gives me that sense of security that i don't necessarily get outside of the internet. you are so strong lizzie!!

[@JoeyGraceffa]

Love this and love you lizzie! Thanks for sharing your story!

[@madisonjackson8383]

I love you lizzie and you joey

[@TheSuperWolfGuyGAMING]

Joey!!!!

[@ilianaledoux-ramos]

JoeyGraceffa It was beautiful

[@dacarriyagiwa-finley3075]

I luv jozzie

[@laurencostilla1694]

I love you joey graccefa

[@Elizabeth-ok5ul]

So we really ignoring the fact that Lizzie had such a struggle with her life with the alcoholic mom and she lost her only cat yet she still stayed happy and independent and did the things she love and got the guy IN THE END. YOU ARE MY IDOL LIZZIE I LOVE YOU❤️❤️ Edit: Thank you all for liking this comment :,)

[@ashelythegachaqweenashelys1076]

@Nell Curran ik😂

[@mrmarcomatos1]

Soooooo true

[@hayleyhunn]

Your cool ❤️ I love your videos Mack more Minecraft please

[@melissalake1183]

And a dog don't forget meri

[@anushkavig1665]

Yah

[@nadiyyaur]

i love lizzie so much, i've been watching her for years since i was a little kid. she was my childhood and i still like to watch her now. she is such a positive and kind person, she's creative with her contents and nice to her fans, im so happy that she's having a happy life now married to joel. back then watching this i didnt really understand what happened but now i do and it is so touching too see despite every horrible thing that's happened to her in the past, she still managed to became a great person now. bless you lizzie 💝 lysm!!

[@karazimmerman4970]

watching this now at 17 makes me realize Lizze’s life was similar to mine. i watched her when i was younger and just recently remembered her and stared watching again, she was a BIG part of my childhood and she deserves so much love

[@illxune]

Welcome to the future... You and Joel just got married Omg I'm so happy for y'all Lizzie you've come so far!

[@errordoinggreat1391]

Gabby uwu actually happened in future vid

[@MidnightRain128]

Ya meow

[@iibubbly_visions8590]

Gabby uwu... *-THREE YEARS LATER..☆-* _has a child named: Mimi (Because Minecraft. LOL)_

[@imajoke5829]

YA

[@lisaloco8805]

skeps_ muffin nah I’m to young

[@Crystal_Lesbian]

coming back to this after 8 yrs i never realized as a kid how fucked Lizzie’s childhood was as a kid

[@KatherinesBored]

Watching this back a few years later, and I'd liked to thank you for your vulnerability I'm sure a lot of people (myself included) connected with this story and were inspired to keep going by it

[@sophc1268]

“...ugly in school” So Lizzie, are you sure your the same person as this “Elizabeth” *you describe?*

[@phoney86]

Yeah her real name is Elizabeth

[@ponyoponyo576]

😂

[@elianavenicelucas2232]

If they are watching this they will feel bad and apologize (maybe not) and Joel's ex is gonna be jelly xD

[@zg4266]

Renee fun World 🤦‍♀️ thats just dumb

[@mars.therian]

Yes bc lizzie is a short kawaii veesion of elisabeth but its mah grannies (queens) name lol

[@idkwhattoputmyuseras8580]

5 years later when we are all older we are now realising how sad her draw my life is edit:ty for the like

[@lexfreeman3363]

Early

[@bblank_gomi7802]

Yea :(

[@notkopi9991]

yeah,,,

[@aikaahyadh6835]

Lol true

[@itzkyra8822]

yeah :( i remember watching this when it came out and being like “i relate to some of this” i’m now just realising how sad it is that i relate

[@12_4ever]

My dad is also an alcoholic and sometimes i feel guilty for loving him. My parents fight quite often,and growing up it was really tough for me because i love both my parents equally,but i always felt like i should pick a side. I was really mature even at the age of 5 and i always knew my mom was the right one in the arguments but i never said a thing. If any parents are reading this, don't fight in front of your kids. It can traumatized them and make them pick a side.

[@dianne3658]

watching this makes me love lizzie more :') as viewers, we all have our own personal lives and struggles. thus, finding a comfort youtuber is like winning the lottery. i like to rewatch most of lizzie's minecraft series when i'm feeling bored, sad, or even when im happy. and im so glad that i bumped to this video! you make a lot of people happy, lizzie! we appreciate you 🤍

[@c0llapsingst4rs]

Lizzie: We decided to start dating.. And it went well! Me: um yeah!

[@briargreta]

LOL THEY ARE ENGAGED 😂😂

[@ashleylol2288]

Harmonizer! Maried

[@kawaiiplayer2.010]

Now MARRIED!!!!

[@MrPaddyjames]

Your right. I'm watching this and its been three or four weeks and lizzie hasn't uploaded

[@Kayla-ji8bl]

Dum

[@pieceaisa5046]

i cant believe as a child i didn’t even realize how hard her life was

[@kravey...]

Same :

[@larau3957]

Yeah I feel really bad for her

[@homie3215]

I feel horrible that her mum was an alcoholic and that her parents fought a lot :(

[@nidhijohn168]

same I hope she is doing fine now! :D

[@froggo2412]

I had it too

[@sugarfwiry]

When I first found Lizzie’s channel I never thought this video was sad because I related to some of the things like my parents shouting, being about a year younger than one of my sisters and my parents getting divorced. You are very strong Lizzie and I absolutely love you for that.. A reason why I fell in love with your channel around 6 years ago was because I related to you so much. Thank you Lizzie for being a comfort in my life and something I watched for a while now! I remember every series you’ve been in, I remember you and Joel getting engaged and later on married! You also made me find out about other channels that made me feel happy. I love you so much Lizzie and I will forever remember you in the future!

[@nalinidsilva9703]

this video has helped me so much for years. she had very similar experiences as a child that I had at the time I first watched this. As a young child watching someone I admire understand what it's like was very comforting. As I'm getting older I relate to her teenage life now and I'm so happy she made this video.

[@planetgreta1462]

Now Lizzie and Joel are married and Toys R us is closed. Congrats Lizzie and Joel!

[@marammohammed7098]

Are you quarintined

[@johneenerz]

Maram Mohammed she is

[@mizzpug3029]

Actually In my state they opened back Toys R us

[@muscleman4641]

EVERYBODY KNOW THAT THEY ARE MARRIED IT IS VERY CLEAR THAT ARE!!!!!

[@Char2Cool4U.]

😆 OMG LOL

[@tiramewsu4896]

2019?? Also R.I.P. toys r us

[@Chopscrewyyy]

yes 2019 MAY MY CHILDHOOD REST IN PEACE

[@djgirl26aw]

Me I'm watching this in 2019

[@MultipleTwins]

Unicat 09 Yes

[@filippastarflower1878]

Yup 2019

[@malavika1411]

Rest in peace

[@zzoe3]

i remember watching this video when it came out and not really understanding any of it, but know we're all so proud of you and how far you've come! you practically raised all of us i would not be who am i today without your videos! thank you💗

[@StarFlowerLana]

YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!

[@Smile-zs6od]

Ah! When I watched this when I was a kid I was totaly unaware of what was actualy happening in Lizzie’s life! Now that I’m older and know I feel so bad, thankyou for making my childhood amazing Lizzie!

[@riciemiller]

Joel rejected Lizzie but now they’re married 😂

[@sparkygachaplaysgacha7160]

Miss Miller xD

[@pattyjames4855]

True

[@annelinecasagrande4047]

Joel didn't reject her, it's just when she met Joel, Joel had a girlfriend.

[@yukirain7876]

ummmmm 0h

[@xxwaffleswonderxx1538]

Anneline Casagrande Yeah, so he rejected her..

[@blazeyyt_2025]

Why can I not picture Baby Lizzie without pink hair?

[@jasminej126]

Valentino 0522 lol

[@cinderterror]

Me to!

[@becka5477]

Same here!

[@midnightgirl3346]

Lol

[@Anna-kj3np]

Right?

[@arielsternberg3147]

I haven't seen this video in so long but it came up on my feed and I could not be happier. I didn't really understand most of your life when I first watched this but as a person who is going through similar things this really helped. So thank you, and I am really lucky to have seen your videos grow and change over the years.

[@aj_moonlight]

Lizzie, your story really changed and helped me. I'm so sorry about the fact that much of your past was sad😥. Not even half the things you went through I have. I am so glad you are who you are right now. Keep up the good work. We love you💖💖💖

[@LaurenZside]

This was amazing Lizzie! Congrats on hitting the big 1 million & thanks for sharing your life (so far) with us!

[@rainbownoteiarock]

Hi Lauren

[@amamyo9500]

LaurenzSide Same! I never knew you had such drawing skillz lizzie! xD

[@kyla3434]

For some reason Lizzie and Lauren are good friends

[@dalicebrown4408]

Lauren I love your sims fnaf series

[@MultiAwesomewolf]

Lauren!! :DD

[@soldierstride554]

So many people came back to this years later, now older, and get the revelation of her difficult life and just how strong she truly is. Glad I'm not the only one.

[@jessicahamilton5150]

When I was younger my grap did Durgs

[@jean-paullinschoten8473]

Lucky I’m not the only one as well

[@haydiuk]

same lol

[@MilkChocky.]

Yupp

[@CATSTUDlOZ]

Meee

[@nouraly4568]

This video really brought tears to me. I can relate a lot, though I'm still 12. I'm really grateful you were here during the hard times I've been through for the past couple of years, even though you don't know, but your videos were the only reason i smiled during the hardest time of my life. I'm really happy to see the person you've become now, and i hope one day, i can become as strong as you are! Lots of love

[@ell1387]

I have grown up with an awful family (won’t go into details) and I think the reason Lizzie has been such a comfort and the real person who raised me is because of how I could sort of relate to her and such. Love you Lizzie been here since ur first 10 videos

[@luvdolliez]

is nobody going to talk about how much Lizzie has gone through

[@hollieviolet7645]

i watched this so many times when i was younger, i never actually realise how sad her backstory is

[@crazyyyyyuh]

no, everybody is, i am just looking for a normal comment

[@adrianjohansson5751]

@@crazyyyyyuh yea ikr everyone is like: I didn't realize how sad this is untill I grew up

[@sleeperzz]

Legit everyone is talking about this, 4-5 comments before you have the exact same format "I never realized how sad her childhood was" and they get like 100s of likes so people keep doing the same thing :/

[@bruise4096]

@@adrianjohansson5751 cause they probably saw that tiktok abt it lol but yeah it was really sad :c

[@ShamuGoesRoar2213]

I was watching the video and got to "Joel rejected me" and kinda flipped out at first.

[@isabelknight9675]

IKR! How dew you reject Lizzie??

[@luckymcclain8053]

ShamuGoesRoar Who ever dumped him seriously missed out. He's such a great guy, but I'm really glad she did because him and Lizzy are so freaking cute ^-^

[@TamsynHansell]

ShamuGoesRoar Same, Once he said he rejected I was like..... WHAT WOULD OF HAPPENED IF IT STAYED LIKE THAT! But luckily Joel's previous girlfriend dumped him.

[@sandylupiba3406]

I SPAT OUT MAH COFFEH AND MY PLATE OF COOKIES GOT CRUMBLED c:

[@challengechaos9115]

Same! I freaked out so much! My brother actually had to calm me down.

[@sorenstarlander]

So I’ve gained a Massive change in perspective since I last saw this video years ago. You’re amazing Lizzie, and I’m sorry for what you had to go through

[@mia8005]

Aww. I loved to see this video. Sometimes I feel so alone in the world with family issues. It’s so nice to see KZbinrs talking about their pasts now. I think it really helps viewers to understand people more and really truly feel connected as a community. Congrats on 1M and I hope your channel will go a long way! -Mia xx

[@tylerleigh4508]

its been six years and only now i realised how crap her life has been :(

[@meliton1968]

Yeah :(

[@violet11124]

same :( i watched this when i was 4-8 i don’t really remember but i rewatched it a year or two ago and i understood it more, but now i understand it a lot more

[@charlotte9162]

@@violet11124 4-8 jesus are you born in 2011??

[@Ice-st2di]

@@violet11124 they said ‘when I WAS’

[@sarahvockins6026]

My life’s shit mymoms an alcoholic

[@ikeasunshine6196]

And he was then a single pringle... Reject Lizzie: Face the consequences.

[@olliespacee292]

im eating pringles while watching this (comment cracked me up btw)

[@laartje24]

That was really inspiring. Usually in draw my Life you hear those perfect little stories and people who don't have those perfect stories shy away. But it is good to have some representation and relatability of the less perfect stories. Thank you for being brave and sharing your story. I had to care for my ill and disabled mom and my disabled brother throughout my childhood and on top of that deal with an father who was overworked and turned abusive. Taking care of my brother and the bond I had with him really pulled me trough though. Know you are not the only one out there. I am really glad you found your place in the world and I hope to find my place one day too.

[@pikey3127]

Me (39) and my daughter (age 10) just came across this. It was great learning more about your life. We already both all already love you, but this video was amazing, heartfelt and made me just wanna find you and give you the biggest hug! Hope you’re enjoying Seattle! Looks like you’re having a great time!!!

[@millslouise6232]

This is 5 years ago, they were dating...now there married!🥺

[@kris4469]

Lol ya

[@onceuponastory]

Correcto

[@ejones6146]

Ikr 😞

[@Jynx_and-kits]

True

[@Jynx_and-kits]

Well now 6 or 7 years but yeh

[@sujihae]

Came back here after 6 years and realized how sad her childhood was, she gave us the childhood she didn't have and I am so happy for that, thank you Lizzie for making us happy throughout the years, and I hope you continue living the beautiful life that you have right now!

[@keartsongsgaming3460]

This melts my heart 🙃😩

[@zalimeyer5981]

@@keartsongsgaming3460😢😢😢😢 yes

[@syesye0702]

Watching this again, i realize how difficult her past was. Lizzie is such a strong woman and i appreciate the fact that she gave us the childhood she never had with her videos

[@kittencupid]

I like to come back to this video every time i'm having a hard time in my life and while my struggles are very different it's just lovely to hear from someone iv'e admired since before this even was origionally posted that there is a way out and a way to push through and grow as a person and fulfill your dreams.

[@shanah3681]

THIS WAS 5 YEARS AGO? I REMEMBER WHEN THIS WAS FIRST UPLOADED OH MY GOSH

[@sami-zw1lp]

RIGHT?? i literally can't comprehend the fact that i was a fan of hers since even 2 years before this video was uploaded

[@ahyma4k440]

BAGSHSH SAME-

[@salt2308]

was it an alt? bc you joined yt on this acc in 2017 💀

[@steffieaianna9311]

Yeah and lizzie havent posted for a while and that makes me sad

[@ThatEgyptianGurl]

I know like this was in 2015!!!!!!!!

[@madiniasd6427]

You are a strong girl lizzie

[@taylorgragg398]

Good luck lizzie we are all here for you no matter what

[@Mruczek10]

Madini Asd you mean Elizabeth

[@cheskam.1758]

Frances_ Gacha Lizzie is sufficient enough

[@suzineeya]

@@Mruczek10 just Lizzie will suffice

[@bee_3887]

Madini Asd five hundredth like

[@ix_reii]

I remember starting to watch your videos for the first time 5 years ago. I never really paid any attention to this video, thinking since it wouldn't be about minecraft, it would have been boring. The first time I watched this, I really thought nothing of it since I had no sound on, but watching again now, I realise that I owe you the biggest thank you I could ever say. You raised me when it came to youtube and gaming, while you had a childhood very different from my own. Thank you so much Lizzie

[@lauren8083]

you couldn’t have done any better with what you had lizzie. you’re amazing and you were and still are my escapism along with youtube in general. you’re so strong

[@littlej3777]

Hello I’m from the future (2021) :)

[@butterflies0709]

An ex*

[@fayesworld8912]

@Silvana Franco give her a break 🧐

[@eilis5679]

*An

[@-scarlett-5715]

nobody would know that joel had an ex before this video. They never talked about it.

[@fayesworld8912]

@@-scarlett-5715 mabye he just was past it

[@squisheybear4933]

3:59 "that's one of the reasons I'm so INDEPENDENT" *pauses* Lizzie: "Joel go get me food!"

[@timgeimer4470]

not just Lizzie me 2 lol

[@ajafloyd5621]

lol

[@rosiebollard1233]

I don't be it

[@philipdoyle1851]

;-; WHY DO THIS BE SO TRUE THO?

[@harper2618]

i did to. XD

[@user-vk1kv7os6h]

I'm so happy for you Lizzie! Your videos have really touched me and I've always watched you when I felt sad or lonely! I hope you keep spreading positivity among us! ❤❤❤

[@chumon1992]

Oh Lizzie..Im so sorry you had to go through all that...but Im glad you can look at it all positively now and Im so happy that you came out of it all okay and are where you are now.

[@soph4787]

I didn't realise how much I relate to Lizzie's childhood so intensely, it gives me hope.

[@meganjackson3059]

hope you’re okay

[@traceylee74]

Good luck for all of us😜

[@katryna8240]

samee

[@GreenLeaves1]

Yes, same here

[@paimon7208]

it's ok! you can get thru this! i had a childhood similar to lizzie's but i managed!

[@k1llerina]

who's here after her wedding video?🤘👏

[@tanyahorton5152]

Me

[@deemaalshatti7585]

very kool kid meeeee

[@jacobholt8959]

very kool kid isn’t very cool

[@jacobholt8959]

Me

[@v4mpy_v4mp]

Meeeee

[@e-male4859]

I only started watching you last year so I'm not nearly as familiar with your channel as many other people, but it is still fascinating to hear your backstory. Surprisingly, it is pretty similar to mine, which is comforting and encouraging. I appreciate your vulnerability, I think that's why I tend to not expect such backstories from big KZbinrs, simply because most don't discuss the harder parts.

[@hametcat3071]

as someone who went through something similar at a young age,when i watched this for the first time im pretty sure i cried bc i realised even famous ppl didnt have perfect family households

[@cassidymitchell1347]

I feel like most people on KZbin have a rough life, and that's why we come to watch youtubers like you, that's what brings us all together, when I first started watching youtubers I thought "their lives are perfect" I was wrong. All of us have been through rough times, I haven't seen my mom in 2 years, but I work through it and stand up for what I believe, I don't let people walk over me, and I can think my mom for that.When she left I was weak...but I'm a stronger person thanks to her and the KZbin community even though I don't know many of you please, please never doubt yourself.

[@cassidymitchell1347]

No, You Rock! :P

[@captainducra5019]

Cassidy Mitchell Amen to that!!!

[@bbyetini4996]

Not really...there's a youtuber her name is adelaine. Her KZbin channel is C0OK1EMONSTER. You should see it.... But I still love lizzy 😘

[@selenaaaluvs5984]

Yes....😩😒💖

[@olympiamarino9653]

Cassidy Mitchell It does bring us together. I thought the same way

[@ronaldiglesias4669]

So... Your real name is Elizabeth.... And your friends and us call you Lizzie And you skip School a ton of time SLICcCcCcCcCc

[@qrisacool]

Elizabeth, lizzy, shadowlady, ldshadowlady, beth, or.. a girl who does youtube

[@goldnepomuceno13]

xxkeyboardcat Lol

[@charliewells9595]

What did you think her real name was

[@thebusybee_5]

xxkeyboardcat lol yes

[@maddi.q]

Now coming back to this video , Lizzie I’m so sorry u had to go through this! You are now basically at 7m , you’ve made it so far!🎉❤ , keep doing a good job

[@grantbrademeyer3967]

wow. watching this 8 years late after recently getting into minecraft youtubers more and definitely didn’t expect this to make me tear up. definitely helped me remember that youtubers are real people who have possibly gone through similar struggles and experiences in life

[@09.]

I’m no one else going to talk about how her drawings are perfect

[@erinbenton1125]

Yep they are amazing

[@zoeoe26]

not really

[@misspepsi996]

Not superrrrr

[@boxisdeading]

Ikr

[@marciefahl2163]

Yas

[@h4adiya]

i watched this when i was younger and didn’t realise how sad her life was…

[@jessxx5343]

Fr:/ i watched this when i was younger and didn’t really think much of it, watching it now is so upsetting

[@fourteen6498]

i just saw that tiktok

[@Violettxxo]

@@fourteen6498 me too

[@anntwst1343]

@@fourteen6498 same

[@trishadizon6471]

I relate so much to her omfg

[@AttiliaDawnSylven]

Honestly a lot of this stuff happened to me and was very relatable. Thank you for making this. You have inspired us more than you know.

[@lain2322]

Thank you so much for sharing your story Lizzie! this touched my heart

[@suckerforgames5130]

Lizzies dad: comes home Everyone: leaves

[@moonlightplayzoriginal6494]

rip lmao

[@noctuabird]

Dad: Why you bully me

[@abi-od3zt]

thats rude ;-;

[@Cherriflwr]

At least he came back with the milk Jk jk jk jk I think that came out rude lol

[@beanzinabag9222]

Dont say that!That's terrible!If Lizzy saw this then she'd be so upset!Don't be a person who hates on people just cause they want to be funny!

[@lil_tan1740]

Little did Lizzie know: She and Joel are married>> Lizzie is so lucky! Joel is the first person she ever dated and she got married to him!

[@user-fd5sd6pi2k]

Yes!

[@starrieshard7947]

@@vexyinity So gacha is that huh

[@Demxnicisthebest]

Don’t say that she is lucky when she has an alcoholic mum and her life had many struggles

[@lil_tan1740]

Oops sorry, I meant to say lucky in love.

[@user-fd5sd6pi2k]

/Infinite Potxtoes\ ummmm?- what r u sayin that her mum is a bad person?

[@sunflowermaximo]

Oh my god, this broke my heart. I never realized that the biggest part of my childhood barely had one. You’re really strong, and one of my biggest inspirations. My grandfather passed away almost four years ago, and it absolutely destroyed me. Watching your videos made me feel much happier. Thank you

[@RandomFreak52]

When I first watched this, I didn’t realise how hard it must have been growing up for you. I’m so glad you kept going and now you’re and inspiration to millions of people across the world ❤️

[@palmbunnies2193]

This was very inspiring for me because My mum died from WAY too much alcohol and my dad was always drunk... and I was the only child... and I was overall and still sad and uncomfortable... but now I found my dream boy!

[@kayjansen5488]

Oh I’m so sorry! But good that you found someone nice

[@megs2102]

Dont let that get you down! You now have an amazing person that (I hope) will be there for you!

[@annatsiriotakis538]

I’m so sorry

[@musicoveranythng]

Oh I’m so sorry! But I hope that amazing person takes care of you :)

[@haines1973]

Yay I bet you will succeed in life!! Be strong! And good luck!

[@jjholozombaes4908]

The fact I remember this exact day this was posted and still watch her till this day, she’s stayed longer than any of my friends..

[@artsy.monster]

wow i didnt, i only started knowing her channel like 3 moths agoo!

[@cosmic_rose4489]

❤️

[@log5388]

SAMEEE

[@Gina-rz5zs]

IKR

[@Mooshroom06]

No way this was 8 years ago

[@QueenOfPunk11]

We love you liz! 🥰 Your story was so heartfelt and almost made me cry. You are such a strong woman

[@r0tt3nf4iryy]

When we all watched this when it first came out we didnt realise how difficult liz had it, now as we are older we realised 😕

[@hay6930]

@@trollrat2828 NAH Because it makes me realize how privileged people are it’s annoying

[@carrots6162]

@@hay6930 or maybe it’s just because most of us were all so young and innocent and didn’t know the difficulties and complications of growing up with this type of environment until we became more aware of it??

[@guccisucks5078]

Lizzie's dad: decides to come back Everyone else: leaves

[@mymelorua]

how sad

[@wolfie-gy9mw]

So everyone dislikes him!?

[@guccisucks5078]

wolfie 102 no, he moved out with Lizzie's sister and Lizzie was left alone with her mum, and then I'm pretty sure their dad came back just as Lizzie and her sister where either going to college/university or somewhere else while their mum went to a house for herself

[@omotesando_no_madoren]

😭😭😭😭😭sad

[@philipdoyle1851]

Everyone is copying each other on this comment ;-;

[@Gabriella0108]

I'm going through a tough time right now and this really helped my to see that things will get better. We love you Lizzie 💗

[@nalicervek96]

now rewatching these videos I watched when I was younger I never realised and understood how sad her past was

[@ssunnyy143]

To me you are Queen Elizabeth.

[@_itzrxheem]

Luv Bugg :)

[@dreampug7117]

Luv Bugg oh no...she’s not queen...Dantdm is..your confused me...

[@salt2308]

You mean queen Lizzie my fave KZbinr

[@gachamoon9568]

Her real name is Elizabeth and people call her Lizzie. :3

[@mikewalsh137]

Luv Bugg that is so sweet

[@LittleBitWeird]

The only survivor of the friendzone is Joel. 😂

[@lexarhodes7996]

ron weasley

[@sugarmoon6100]

He did well

[@whydidimakethismyname5447]

Jichari?

[@OverWims]

Wouldn't Lizzie be the friendzoned one? Joel was the one that said no to her cos he was in a relationship

[@miwashumie]

@@OverWims yup, you're right. this person's a dumbass.

[@autisticfemme]

Thank you Lissi for feeling comfortable enough to share this part of yourself, Im glad that you have found yourself where you are today, we love you n support you💗💗💗

[@IkonicMaruu]

I can’t believe I watched this 8 yrs ago

[@juliajanzen1337]

My mom has asthma and she is now 52 yet she had me when she was 40 and it is kinda late to have a child she is getting very sick and I'm afraid she might die before I get through middle school watching your videos gives me hope everyday so thank you for being a youtuber and making wonderful videos

[@ProvinePlushies]

Julia Janzen I hope everything goes okay and you receive the support you need

[@anneliesemillard8791]

julia, my mum had me at 41 and I am now 12 and I too am really scared

[@abigailguzman3560]

Julia Janzen my mom had me close to that age too so I'm a late child too

[@kyrasgaming7533]

Julia Janzen that's sad.

[@kaelastheatricallibrary7404]

I'm so sorry that you have to go through that, I can't even imagine :( I genuinely hope that things will start to look up for you soon :)

[@erinjenn]

I love the ending. Life Goals: Get Cat ☑

[@TheCottonCandy707]

XD

[@Samagachi]

I'm surprised "Get Boyfriend" wasn't one of them

[@bunneeee4544]

ThePlatinumPixel XD ikr

[@ebony_gold9565]

Yesh.

[@pammieleon3877]

Exactly what I would do but I already have one

[@RoyaleRosa_]

Lizzie really saved me in my time of need. When I was nine years old, I lost my 21 year old sister due to s*cide a couple of weeks before Christmas. This really devastated my family, especially my mom. Since it was Christmas break, I would be home everyday listening to my mom sobbing in her room. My other sister who is older than me (12 at the time) was also super upset and never wanted to do anything with me. Sure I was sad, but since I was only 9 at the time I still wanted to continue on in life and have fun. So after my sisters death I was really lonely and depressed myself. But that’s when I discovered KZbin, and more specifically LDShadowlady. Watching her everyday laughing and having fun and making me laugh really helped me get through this tough time of my life. Lizzie, you were and still are my hero. Thank you ❤️

[@Joyfulcraft9]

That was a great life story. I can understand what you've been through. My life is a difficult but I've learned to get back up and get to do what I love and that is playing games, traveling, and being a fashion designer. I'm happy for you shadowlady. I'm glad that you have found the good things and you kept trying and that's awesome. Your an amazing KZbinr and a funny and great person. I love watching your minecraft videos they're really inspiring. Love you LDshadowlady.

[@mouli4252]

Who else cries when pets die or go missing 😿 Hopefully Lizzie’s cat is having fun somewhere else

[@xx_random_student_xx9516]

Cat Heaven

[@datrandoglitch7630]

... in heaven

[@hellominecraft9766]

It's probably dead now 🐱=💀 dead now

[@smdemegs7005]

MS Cookies perhaps having an absolutely wonderful time in a better place

[@darrinmongitore2765]

Me 🐈 and 🐕😭😭😭😭😭🥺😓😥💙

[@jurassicjello143]

Wow, this almost made me a sad jelly.

[@someone-tq6qo]

Who is watching in 2017???? no one will like or comment on this......

[@jurassicjello143]

What does that matter? And why?

[@liskookvrose6586]

+some one me

[@marvelvybes3404]

Happy Jelly even me i subbed

[@caitlingames105]

xD

[@Tastybeverage16]

I didn’t understand this when I first watched it, but I understand now. Love you Lizzie, I hope your mum is okay ❤

[@NinkComPoop]

This was so therapeutic to watch :) I hope your mummy is doing ok these days

[@jocelynnebillard1720]

NinkComPoop​ i love ur vids u are amazing u help me get thro ruff times

[@louisegraham3035]

jocelynne billard this dis, throw thro through throu,though doh, you u,what wat,and there is more get it right

[@jocelynnebillard1720]

Fuck off its the internet

[@dantebrosia]

jocelynne billard I guess you can't tell them to fuck off because it is the internet.

[@jocelynnebillard1720]

Shut up bitch and atay out of it

[@nadiaterezon]

Geez your drawings on the computer are so good o.o

[@SoLTheBaller]

Minty CandyArts Ill show you something else real good ;)))))

[@dugesn0591]

***** Mmmn Baby!

[@alloramora]

Ignore that ^ reply

[@nadiaterezon]

TheAthenaSpawner xD

[@nadiaterezon]

***** Stop trying. This is your second time doing this.

[@avaandhaley1355]

i remember watching this years ago as a child and relating so much. i’m almost 18 now. thank you for making me feel not so alone lizzie.

[@rameensamad573]

I remember this being the first video of you I watched, and it's just popped up on my KZbin recommended again ❤️

[@user-me8be6he7y]

Lizzie and Joel have been togheter 5 years if u are watching this in 2017 😍😍 Awww

[@icarus4549]

Delena Fan #JIZZIE_AWAAAAAAY!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

[@chazzyepie8532]

YEEEEEEE

[@iammentallyill2864]

Delena Fan 2017

[@thomaslewis453]

awesome you sound sexy

[@paulffrench9240]

swag master 0000 what where do you live??

[@JC-wp3cw]

I watched this as a kid and didn't understand much, but looking back her life was :( We love you, Lizzie

[@galaxygirl6287]

Am I the only person as a kid who understood this?

[@lumzhiqiann3386]

@@galaxygirl6287 No actually, the only part that I didn't know is the friendzone part 😂 But coming back to watch it again is quite sad since I can get it even more now 😕🥺

[@girlgamer7433]

@@galaxygirl6287 no your not I'm 10 and I understand everything

[@bigbill6915]

@@girlgamer7433 when i first watched it i was ab 6-7 and didnt rly understand any of it especially bc i wasnt as exposed to the internet

[@girlgamer7433]

@@bigbill6915 oh ok sorry 😞