Draw My Life - Martina's Story

Here's my Draw My Life video. Simon did his last week, and now it's my turn! Find out how I got so interested in Asian culture, and about some of the different things in my life that shaped me into the person I am today.
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[@Athlynne]

I'm really glad I found you, Martina. You're funny and awesome and really brave, you know. I suffer from chronic pain too, rheumatoid arthritis, and I'm not nearly as positive as you. I'll try to be. Thank you.

[@justanotherkpopfreak6677]

+Nikita B my 9 year old little sister has rheumatoid arthritis

[@paranoiarpincess]

I was born with Juvenile Rheumatoid. Friend! It's hard to be positive, but just try to surround yourself with understanding people, and do things that make you happy to make each day pass a little less painful. I know first hand, there will be a good day ahead. I'm in the worse flare up of my life at the moment, and I tell myself every day that this will pass and I will have a good day again.

[@paranoiarpincess]

I was born with JRA, it can happen at any age. You can get a blood test that will see what your *something* factor is that will tell the doctors that it's arthritis. But if that shows nothing, it could still be fibromyalgia.

[@etcettylovesyoudood]

Ok. I realize this comment is 4 years old, but I just wanted to remind you, that what we see on social media is never the whole picture. Never beat yourself up because you aren’t as positive as someone in a 4 minute video. Don’t judge your bloopers based on someone else’s highlight reel. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@MansariTV]

I cried, I didn't know what kind of hardships you face on the daily. When u talked about how easy it was to dislocate everything and that you're in pain all the time, and sleeping is an issue, I balled. I'm so sorry u have to deal with this, and I'm glad you stay positive. Love from Canada, stay strong as u have been all these years.

[@ryukyuprincess9621]

This literally made me cry. I didn't know that you went through so much. You're such an amazing person. And the last part where you met Simon was so sweet. I hope you continue to make awesome videos and fighting!!!!

[@alysonrodrigues1492]

Why didn't I watch this earlier? The stuff you said about "looking fine on the outside, but having problems/ feeling bad on the inside", is so true.

[@jordyngalvan8558]

Damn, this made me tear up a bit. I love you too Martina :D

[@thepinksaint4002]

I cried while watching this. Thank you Martina for teaching me the little things in life that makes you appreciate what you have

[@Shishuuu47]

sometimes in life you find beautiful people.. you're one of them! even if we're not really friends, watching you and knowing you by your videos along with simon makes me feel fortunate. :)

[@Taylorevaaa]

I also have EDS and have been studying to move and live in Korea. This gave me more strength to fight through the pain and power to not give up. So thank you for sharing your story and letting others learn what it's like.

[@nyeongcat]

Martina, you're awesome for playing the baritone. :D This video totally made me cry. T___T

[@ninjasachi]

I relate a lot to your "hurting on the inside" lesson. I have had 4 concussions and it was really hard cuz I was in sooo much pain but I looked so healthy on the outside. What made it harder was that I knew some people did not believe what I was going through which made school a lot more difficult. The whole experience made me a better person though and now I'm doing better so yay!

[@foreverinbloom14]

I used to have chronic knee pain and now chronic hip pain. Sucks but I've grown to love with it. Some days hurt more than others but I try to cherish the days that my hips don't hurt all that much

[@brookejohnson9342]

Martina, this video is fantastic :) I think this will help me with starting college in MI while my parents go live in China. It's going to be a hard time, but I'm going to look for the good in it, I'll get to go visit them in the summer! You guys are amazing, and I love watching all your videos, don't ever stop!! ❤️

[@marsmakesart4549]

Good luck

[@arizorki]

the fact that you put "ibs" in that thinking bubble really got to me and just broke me down cause I have been suffering with it for 3 years now and its terrible. I seem healthy and happy and i am.. but the pain that i have to deal with daily.. or the fact that I feel like i can't wear what i want to… it all gets to me daily..

[@lex6blue]

I suffer through the same thing too, for a little over a year. I know exactly what you are talking about and how you feel.

[@wendybird1812]

I don't know if you will see this or not, but I went on a ketogenic diet for unrelated reasons and my IBS went away. I haven't had any days spent in the bathroom since. Ymmv, but I wanted to pass it along.

[@marisakennedy777]

Wendy Hadley I wonder if the key is a diet that is low glycemic?

[@Grettynator]

Wendy Hadley tell me more about it please!

[@activegirl02]

omg i felt the same about her putting ibs in that bubble :o it's good to know that there are other people, mine i a less severe but i literally just came back from one of my stomach pain attacks and watched this :)

[@robynkrest8178]

i love u martina...ur video really helped me..im schizoaffective and have ptsd and what you said about invisible suffering is true..ppl think im normal cause i make them laugh but that dont see all the suffering...i wanna hug u and simon...yall are like family to me...idh any real family but i watch ur vids and i feel a lil less alone...thank you so much +eatyourkimchi

[@angelarowland541]

You practice what I teach my 8 year old daughter, Take a negative and find a positive in it. Then its not a negative for you to focus on. I love you guys. You make me laugh harder than Richard Pryor used to.

[@opusbot]

OMG! I HAVE EDS TYPE 2! I am so glad someone I look up to is similar to me! I dislocate my jaw all the time by eating apples and I dislocated and tore all of the ligaments in my knee doing a cartwheel. Yeah, it was so embarrassing. But, I love you guys and you guys inspire me to do what I believe in! Plus, I feel your low brass pain. I play the trombone.

[@nicolecapolongo3347]

Not sure why but this made me so emotional! You're so strong, and I'm so inspired by you! You and Simon have pushed me to want to study abroad in school and I hope to one day be able to live in Korea for a long period of time! Stay awesome!! xx

[@cathina22]

im very touched by how you could see the accident in a positive light. Thank you for being the way you are and inspiring us.

[@janiebeanbby]

I'm actually laughing because I had such a similar experience growing up and I never even realized it. I had a lot of asian friends growing up and was so emerged in the culture.I grew up watching sailor moon and studio ghibli and I was so obsessed with hello kitty and anime.. I moved to WA from CA for College this year and it was like a giant wake up call. People have no idea what i'm talking about most of the time and many of my interests are kept secret from the people around me. This video made me feel much less alone

[@rkgt7]

Your voice sounds like Corinne's from Threadbanger. The two of you have the best sense of humor!

[@LaviniaDeMortalium]

_That's_ it! I've always picked up on a familiarly in Marina's inflection and thats it!

[@TheMoonLily]

wow i felt like that too growing up, i've always been into Japanese culture and music growing up because my brother was into anime :). i always loved to watch Sailor Moon, InuYasha, and other anime shows and listen to JPOP and anything Visual Kei, but i live in California and i really never was able to find friends with similar interests. So in middle school i tried to change what i liked and who i am so i couls make more friends and well i soon realized that i shouldn't change who i am for the sake of others so 8th grade and forward i've always acted the way i am. To this day i love Japanese and Korean culture i am, as my mom says, the most random, artsy, and adventurous person she has ever met because i am very open minded and i love to draw, sing, play the piano, write, be cute, and i act opposite of what many people think my personality is (mostly shy and serious), and then they get surprised when i act like myself lol i love surprising people like this :D. Martina i love your halcyon tattoo it is very inspiring ^_^ and i'm glad you look for the positives of life when things are sucky.

[@MyKris121]

Lol. I love the drawing and the conversation " I want to be a unicorn " "You can do it " LOLOLOL

[@bhellapark]

I ADMIRE YOU MARTINA!! you and SIMON are my life inspiration really... i married at a young age and now i have a 5 yr old kid my husband is very far away from me and my kid..but after watching you and your husband and your videos it makes me more confident to GIVE more effort on reaching out to him no matter what the distance is between us..thank you for being positive and giving me inspiration.. GOD BLESS always..

[@WhiteStallionProduc]

I see why simon says you have the most beautiful soul. Because you do. Thank you for being you ❤

[@Msbubblyify]

I NEVER THOUGHT you had such sad moments , you're always carefree and happy and smiling all the time!!!! You're such an awesome person :]~ role model

[@writedrunkeditsober]

Martina! Love your drawings :) and you're a great storyteller

[@vixenjames1979]

I have fibromyalgia so I totally understand being in pain everyday and people not getting why I just don't pop a pain pill and get over it. It's so much more than the physical pain, it does affect you spiritually and emotionally as well. It's great to have an outlet. I blog and it releases all the pent up emotion. Thank you for sharing that part of your life.

[@lovealwayscami3025]

You're just amazing, Martina. Truly amazing. You & Simon both. I'm glad you two have each other.

[@Athlynne]

I sympathize. I have RA and it basically always hurts. I wish I was as positive about it as you! Love you, Martina!

[@tinamarie2121]

Athlynne SAME.

[@huyenly7603]

You are such a positive person!!! Ugh...you are my role model. :-)

[@Lunaxandra]

Every time I watch this I start to cry. Martina, you are so strong, beautiful, and an inspiration. A lot of days I don't want to do anything and don't have the strength to do anything, but seeing you, I remember I need to build a ladder. I've suffered from depression and borderline personality disorder for half my life now but whenever I listen to your story, I feel uplifted. Thank you for being you. Thank you for doing all you do. Thank you for inspiring me, and many others, to be a better person everyday. I've started doing the 2 good for 1 bad comment every day and it has really changed my perspective on the daily goings of my jobs, my relationships, everything. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@Diux88]

7 years later and I'm still in love with these draw my life videos. Thank you soooooo much!!! ♥♥♥♥

[@shadow_song]

08:02 This is my life in one sentence and it's what I've been wondering and thinking in my mind for like ten years! I look normal but I actually have a rare muscel disease and that's why people just assume I'm lazy when I really can't do everything normal people can

[@Eszra]

I'm sending you an internet hug. Soft and comfortable and it won't hurt. I give good hugs, so in reality I wouldn't want to squeeze you to hard, so this way you still get the love.

[@Sobowa]

Such a heartwarming story I admire your positivity

[@tendersheep667]

This is one of the best drawing my life videos ever! Smiles, tears, all the feels!

[@jordanspaulding1490]

I only have a problem with my jaw. It pops out of place all the time and its very hard to pop back in. As a result my jaw bone is weak and so are my teeth. You are such an insperation to me. I wish the best in your fight with EDS.

[@jenniferkang9138]

You're a freaking amazing person with a cute face and personality!~ Stay like this always~

[@MsCoralyang]

This is probably my 3rd time watching your video, and it really helps to remind me the importance of being happy, and treasure those who we care about. Don't let the little and unimportant things get to you. Thank you for being inspiring to all of your nasties!!

[@JulianasRenaissance]

You know I had an ACL injury during volleyball and at first I want to blame my dad because he always pushed me so hard but your way of thinking even when you got hurt helped me.God! Martina you are so strong! please continue to be happy and have a wonderful and fulfilling life next to Simon.

[@CaptainKennon]

Wow i'm 13 now and i have been suffering from pain in my joints and i have also been to many docters and nobody sees anything that is wrong with me and it also gets me down, i'm really glad that someone outthere also has things similar to my problems.

[@simona9074]

hi there, your comment is pretty old, but it got my attention...l have similar problem(l experience pain almost every join of my body for no reason since l was 12), my doctors cound't find anything that would be similar to any joint illness...but there is this thing tonsillitis, it said that sometimes it has inside bacteria and in time people can start feeling pain in their joints. l had operated them about a half a year ago and it said that it should take away my pain...but because l was in super bad condition it only reduced pain, but l still feel it..l thought writing about it since not many people think of it and since you're young it might be it and help too

[@CaptainKennon]

Glad to hear i'm not the only one

[@flufflyeh]

CaptainKennon just wanted to check and see how you are doing? im 17 and dealing with chronic pain as well

[@CaptainKennon]

I still have the same issues but they've been getting better, sort off. exercising has been a great way to improve my strengh to support my joints and has also been a stress relieve. The current concensus is that alot of my problems will go away once i'm done growing, not all ofcourse but the future seems brighter.

[@fuzzygal124]

I have ehlers danlos syndrome I'm a type 7 :) thank you for raising awareness!!!!!

[@tanyahandley3466]

I have ed too, my doc. Hasn't told me my type yet.

[@Toulousey000]

what a good job martina! I loved the way you connected your story to your ends and how ppl never see that sometimes things can be broken on the inside but look fine on the outside, you are so strong. I understand what pain is too. you are a soldier girl!

[@justinkirby622]

My mom found your channel before I did but I've been watching for over a year. You guys are the cutest couple.

[@louman235]

Would love to see both a Leigh, and Soozee DML.

[@bangtansein8653]

Why am i crying? :'(

[@TurtlesandDolphins]

I can't believe you go through so much pain and still manage to be such a bright person. Please continue to be amazing, Martina!

[@rachealborders]

You two are so awesome! I love hearing about your experiences all over. I feel so much better that there are other people out there who enjoy other cultures as much as I do. Thank you for posting! Keep up the awesomeness!

[@akairingo125]

I love how you wrote GACKT XD I approve Martina! GACKT = sexiest J-Rocker EVER

[@smileyface109]

I saw that too and SPAZZED!

[@leettokkii]

I read that neck, back and spine injuries are very serious for eds victims. Like the part of the spine that holds the brain could start hitting on your cerebellum causing permanent brain damage. I hope you're okay, Martina. ;__;

[@goldktgal]

Martina, your story really touched me. you're such a strong person to deal with your pain every day and stay so positive and bring light to others. you are a wonderful person.

[@madisoned]

Oh my gosh. This is the first time I listen to your entire story. Blew my mind. You're so strong and have so much courage. I'd have broken down and given up on trying

[@bittermelonleaf]

Hiya Simon and Martina! Can you do a video on the crime rate in South Korea, and compare it to North America's? Thanks! Btw, I love you guy's videos! Hoooolarious!

[@bittermelonleaf]

Can you tell me which video that is?

[@lekitty5278]

SAILOR MOON FOR LIFE!

[@starkissed9shadow]

We have so much in common. I love you two, because you're the most fun, genuine creative, hilarious and clever people I know on the internet and I wish you all the best!

[@hcdragoncat]

You are so incredibly strong and positive Martina, you've actually physically and mentally have motivated my day today. You made me think about all the positives I have in my life, just like you were mentioning in your video- thank you - you have seriously put the biggest smile on my face :).

[@rin4641]

I play the baritone/euphonium! the only annoying part is having the Carey the thing everywhere and taking it out of the case

[@daisydreaminnails]

She was born on May 1st? SO WAS I!!! Ill be 17 in 21 days!

[@MysticalAmberMC]

Kailee Mathews happy Birthday

[@daisydreaminnails]

MysticalAmber Thank you!!

[@shoobnoobcoob]

Happy Bday ~ ^^

[@daisydreaminnails]

Lovely FancyWorld thank you so much!

[@shoobnoobcoob]

You're welcome :D

[@MasterpieceLost]

So moving! Thanks so much for sharing this, Martina. It is really touching to see someone else discuss invisible chronic pain. It is so rare to see it spoken of and, like you said, it is easy to feel alone when you don't get to interact with people with similar experiences. I love your work, and I love knowing that such an awesome person overcomes the same kind of thing I deal with, too.

[@codextraordinary]

Simon and Martina, I love you both. You guys are the best. I wouldn't even know any of these things about you by the way you act. It's truly inspirational!

[@ambycakes]

We would've been the best of friends *cries*

[@itsAlexD00d_]

Guess who's super strong and awesome and cute and stuff??? You are, Martina. But you aren't sexy, free, or single. e_e

[@crazycurlzXD]

She is sexy but not free and single XD

[@weewee5940]

Cool The only one that is not an issue of a good idea of what is your name on the way I do it again I have a great way of the day before I get a follow back on my way home from work to be able too much to me I was in a row in a while everyone was a little too hard for the rest is history rof the best W a lot to me that you have a good hffjjddjdjdjjddjdjxhbxhzb i'm just a kid

[@ikAEmmA]

But ready to bingo XD

[@onewaytosavetheday]

IDK, I think she's sexy and free. Definitely not single, but sexy and free for sure.

[@lilac5331]

Martina, you're so strong and optimistic. I have strong chronic pain that never goes away as well because of my own condition. You're an inspiration to me.

[@janetteb4588]

What a great video! I loved watching all three of these and I really understand how you felt angry about your medical issues. I've had a neuromuscular disease and an immune dysfunction since I was about 20 and I've had a lot of people judge me because I look healthy on the outside. You guys are great, I'm getting so much joy from watching your videos!

[@harriettilley750]

Your optimism is so inspirational Martina, I know a lot of people who could learn from you!

[@K2SO]

Thank you for doing this Martina. I feel like it takes a lot to share some your life with strangers around the internet and it felt so deeply personal hearing you talk about dealing with joint pains everyday and how sleeping isn't something you look forward to b/c of it. This was my first time hearing a story like this and I can imagine you helped many people who see you and are fans of yours and can relate. Keep it up guys! EYK! EYK!

[@MsMarebears]

At last.. I have found people who make me laugh every day even when I am sad and do not want to laugh. Thank you both for being who you are.

[@bluewker]

Holy Cow Martina, you're an absolutely amazing person. I'm a person who's generally pessimistic and never satisifed with what I have. To see you deal with all those sources of frustration and pain and turn yourself around is so inspiring. You truly are an amazing person. I'm so glad you and Simon have found ways to be so happy. Although I consider myself really interested by Korean culture, I tune into your videos more for the interesting + happy factor rather than the conveying of information.

[@JazzA4u]

It took me forever to getting around to watching this video. Now seeing both you & simon's vids, learning more about you guys personally makes me feel twice as honored in meeting you guys back in Feb. I'm so happy that you two wonderful people have broadcasted yourselves to the world, there are so many negative influences floating online, it's just so good that the world has you two in it, working against that and making this place better. Real inspiration guys. Really. Much love and support

[@Penginina]

Happy birthday Martina!! You are forever awesome!

[@matildawolffmouse2827]

Martina, you are amazing. I too struggle with constant chronic pain and the depressing thoughts brought on by it and the fact that you can keep your positive view on life foremost helps me to also. Thank you. And thank you for taking me on all of your awesome adventures!!

[@meeowmeowXD]

Martina you're a great person and you made me think a lot. I really admire you for being so strong about problems. Keep being happy. Fighting!!

[@sugarandcandies]

So happy to know successful people who endure chronic pain as well! Thank you Martina!

[@emmawelch]

I really can relate to the issue you have of people not always being understanding when the pain is just on the inside. I have a *super* rare skeletal muscle (?) disease, Paramyotonia Congenita (yes, the same as the "fainting goats"...) that basically causes every voluntary muscle to cramp terribly bad. Without my medicine on the worst days, I feel basically immobile. Want to eat breakfast? Oops, my jaw's cramped shut. Okay, finally chewed it...throat cramped. Make a fist out of frustration...wait three minutes for my fingers to relax. I've been in some super embarrassing situations because from the outside, it just looks like I am acting weird/melodramatic. And while I understand the reaction, it only adds to the difficulty of getting through the day in a good mood. However, on a daily basis I am thankful enough to have a medicine (Mexilletine) that allows me to function normally (on a good day), unless I am doing some sort of physical exercise. I'm sorry you don't have such an easy way out of your daily struggles, but hopefully your recent life changes have allowed you to have some more "good" days :) Let's both stay positive and continue to not let these problems hold us back! I leave to study abroad in Japan in a few days, so maybe I'll see you there! ;p

[@Fireoddessy]

This brought tears to my eyes and really I know when "you look great/normal" outside. How you're insides are screaming at you!!!!! Bless you love, for sharing with us!!!!

[@Kelsei3]

The last 2 minutes made me cry... you have such an amazing attitude so inspiring 💕😊

[@hkfan3]

I am new to your channel and decided to watch this. this video seriously made me cry. I hope that I can be as positive as you every day. you are amazing.

[@pandalover403]

I legit cried so much from the video. You are so strong and inspirational and positive and I respect you so much. Thank you for making videos for us

[@sunnyrain1100]

I absolutely love how positive you are and how, even though you have such an awful condition, you have a sense of humor about it. That's really uplifting. I have a permanent pinch nerve, too and it's caused me to have spasms and chronic back pain for nearly 8 years. There's nothing I can do about it :/. I can't do a lot of things anymore and it doesn't seem to be letting up anytime, soon. But after watching this video I just feel....better? I dunno how to explain. Inspired? Probably. Long story short, I'm so glad you uploaded this. You make this weird girl feel like she's not so weird after all c:

[@krrob3583]

Firstly, I must say I love all your videos and learning about what it's like to live life in another country. Secondly, I couldn't have watched this video at a better time. I've been in constant pain all day from a chronic disease I have, and feeling really down/stressed/anxious about it. It's really comforting to know that so many other people have to deal with situations that--although they're different than mine--are just as difficult to cope with, and watching this has encouraged me to try and be more positive about my situation.

[@2000Fires]

Thanks Martina, for sharing your story. You're awesome!!

[@Darkboom32]

i'm glad to have seen your video martina :) it made me realize that were not alone with all those metal illness or physical thingys (forgot the word) but like i said, you gave me a smile, and being somewhat different from others isnt such a bad thing and it doesnt need to be hidden away inside for years, but its hard to find people that can accept what we have, even though it could take longer to find them, in the end we do find them, just like you found simon and simon found you :) we nasties will always be here to support and love you guys! thank you :)

[@DarklightAmy]

Simon and your draw my life where just such an inspiration. You both are really good people with positive energy coming from you in all your videos :) It's amazing how you're facing all hardships and live life to the fullest!

[@racheldelilah]

Okay I'm crying ❤ we love you Martina!

[@CHuQiQ]

I simply adore you Martina. You're such an inspiration. I too have a fascination with Asian culture.

[@RawrRiza]

I love the positivity you guys have!

[@Noroimasu9]

This video is awesome! I love how Martina is so open and therefore so easy to relate too. I am so happy that I found this channel, Simon and Martina freaking rock!

[@ohhael]

We share the same pain. I had chronic illnesses and migraines. I'm surprised I even graduated I missed so much. Even with all you've been through you're still happy. I've been getting low on myself but watching yours and Simon's videos makes me feel better and I laugh and ready to go on about whatever I have to do. Thank you for sharing your story. It was truly inspiring and hope filled. I want to come to Korea just to enjoy the culture and everything else. Again thank you.

[@Luukyana]

I just still can't get over the fact how much i love you two.. I'm an adult and you are still my role models like in the eyes of a little kid. I have never admired anybody as much as you and Simon

[@bongo22030]

Martina!!! I just fell in love with your positive attitude. I am a mother of two going through life's obligatory downturns and your video just made me more accepting of it and I feel so lucky to have my babies and I would not change a thing. Thank you and I laughed, I cried and really made me appreciate being alive and be living in this beautiful world. Thank you for your honesty and you are truly one of a kind. Love you girl!!!

[@07Lalli]

Wow Martina.. God bless you woman!! So cool that you shared your story; as you said, I would never have guessed that you go through daily pain like that, and it's even more inspirational that you have a smile on your face through it all.

[@malkezidec]

You are without a doubt the most amazing person that I have ever heard of. I have been enjoying "Eat Your Kimchi" for a while now and saw the Simon "Draw My Life" last week. Yours is a story of EPICNESS! Best wishes for both of you.

[@dianeuhoh]

I have no idea how I stumbled onto your channel a while back but I love your videos!! This one was particularly interested and entertaining. Love your positive attitude!!

[@immortalsongs9335]

I love you Martina . You're such an inspiration . Simon is cool too , he makes me laugh . I'm suffering from depression and your videos make me feel a lot better . Thank you for providing amazing content .

[@IshmaelVargas]

Wow Martina. That was beautiful. Thanks for sharing your life story.

[@lisacat92]

I love you guys. You and Simon and truly amazing people.

[@janieriddle6068]

I feel ya, doll and i'm sooo sorry you have to go thru this but you are educating us in ways that no doctor can.

[@NgocLienLuong]

omg, i can't even imagine what its like to be in pain like that Martina... you are so strong! i wish you both all the best, seriously you are amazing :)

[@KiwiEvilFruit]

I was feeling sad today and I just ran into this and it made me feel way better. Thank you!

[@reginaluv82]

AHHHHHHH!!!!! I love you GUISE so much!!!! I totally understand looking normal on the outside but feeling terrible and like total crap on the inside...absolutely. As a sufferer of Fibromyalgia, the daily go go gadget...well, anything can be a truly difficult challenge. Happy through the blah moments! Loving the 1:2 agreement! You're very inspiring and I love how happy you two are. Keep up the good, no, great work!!!