Drift0r Update #33 - The 30 Year Dream - I feel bad :(

[@sowhazupguy]

Drift0r you're like the most human youtuber I know.

[@lemons4248]

I don't know why but this video gave me emotions and memories that I've never felt or seen...

[@Richard-cr2fo]

When ever I dream I always get to the best part of it and then my dad wakes me up for school

[@gavinderifield9354]

+Midevilmadness ikr I got dark matter and the game loads and my dad is ilke "c'mon, get up"

[@ReddoX30]

Actually, that's because most dreams happen just a few hours before you get up, so they often get interrupted. This happens to all the time, when the important part is rolling, my alarm goes off.

[@djcook]

this video is sooo Crazy i come back to this every once in a while

[@paulkralek3296]

Seriously I think about it once every few months as well

[@Drift0r]

@ps3nickolia12 Dreams are real commentaries are not scripted. I do take some time to think about it and order my thoughts ahead of time. Also, what you don't see is the dozen or so outtakes and restarts that I edit out.

[@Gnuch1414]

Out of all of drift0rs dreams, this is definitely top 3 for most rare and #1 for most confusing

[@andreidane]

when you know youre dreaming a demented dream like that, then just go in your mind like "speed, no slo-mo" and belive that you can go fast, just a tip, maybe it works btw youre not dreaming if youre reading any of this

[@pogokowalski2257]

My dreams usually last about 30 minutes, and are extremely weird and is like i'm all kinds of high

[@JappoeGG]

Is it Nice?

[@pogokowalski2257]

Depends on the dream, usually their just weird though

[@aveilhu3508]

At least once every 2 or 3 years, I come back and watch this video and question how the hell you could ever return to being a functional human being after spending more time than you had even been alive (at the time) stuck in that dream. For me, even when a substantial portion of time passes in my dreams (which is never more than a few weeks) the time seems to pass unconsciously like cutting ahead in a TV show or movie.....

[@coreymarcum6194]

My dreams feel about 5 minutes long and it normally ends with the world being sucked into darkness

[@joshuabujosa5477]

Do not Move. Yeah right it's like everytime I dream I die and that darkness sets in

[@Carnithius_Quest]

bro does this have anything in relation to that demon you saw on your door so long ago?

[@Ramozof]

It hasn't happened in about 2 years but when I was younger, every time I realised I was dreaming when inside a dream I woke up in a few seconds. It's called lucid dreaming. Next time you feel unease or especially if that your dreaming Drift0r it's best to just not do anything. Ignore everything. :) It's not too hard to overcome your mental stability, for MOST people.

[@Gnuch1414]

Drift0r, this is one of my main sources of entertainment. For me, once something tops something (best movie ever) I can’t go down to mediocre movies. That’s how I feel about these, so cool and entertaining, not much other Yt vids top it.

[@AggroBen]

I've been going through a bunch of ur epic dream videos lately, many of which for the first time cuz they're not in ur dream Playlist, and I was always jealous that u got to have these crazy otherworldly experiences. Until this one. This one sounds terrible beyond description. I feel bad for u on this one. But I do really enjoy the dream series. Ur 2 recent Halloween dream uploads got me re-invested in them so thank you and I hope u keep uploading. P.S. Hope ur health improve in the near future. Wish you all the best Brad

[@Project_EG2]

Watching again in mid 2020

[@TW3AKPedo]

This story somehow makes me have a weired felling that i had never had before it really felt disturbing when you went more into the story and now i have a sick felling. Fell better Drift0r

[@WinterContingency]

I can't believe you have such a good memory and sense of time in your dreams, when I dream I have little memory and a disconnection with time. I could never imagine living 30 years trapped in a dream. I don't have bad dreams anymore but I used to when I was a kid. The best way I found of dealing with bad dreams, is to when your in them and you realize your dreaming, is force your eyes open as wide as you can it only failed once in my experience and shit that was scary.

[@natMcil]

this is like house of leaves, endless spiral staircases, things not making sense, creepy unknown presence chasing after you

[@Lapskaus.]

i use these as my bedtime stories. I like to listen to them, thou i cant relate in any way. still good listening material.

[@Gnuch1414]

kwengdawg exactly

[@Potter5757]

The longest dream I've had was 4 months and it was set in Vietnam. All of my friends got shot and stabbed.

[@Gnuch1414]

Agent Of Chaos nice

[@koalanutsama1851]

Bruh

[@Gnuch1414]

I’m always watching

[@GorefatherXII]

Am I the only one that likes your dream commentaries? No matter how good or bad they are, they're always interesting and cool to listen to :)

[@Rydoge7]

I wish I could have dreams like this bit exactly like this. Your dreams are pretty freaky and would make me dread ever falling asleep. I do have some epic dreams but they certainly don't have the same length and effect yours do, I want to try doing sortof the same thing you do. @Drift0r I Hope you sleep well and keep doing what you do best. Thank you.

[@thesmithykid12]

This is bad I feel for u man. I often have dreams of terrible things happening to things that I have already done. So twisting things up and there always feels like a extra spirit with me doing those things

[@yopeople70]

Drift0r, you are one strong dude. If i was stuck somewhere for 30 years going in and out of sanity, i think i would have done something in the real world that would have either hurt myself or others.

[@xMrFarenheitx]

Still my best dream to date, and like I said, 29 years. As if it went through the phases of my life, every major stop. Teenager - first love, Adult - Married, 30's - Kids, and so on. I'd hate to have a dream that was a living hell that lasted that long.

[@ShadowWolf810]

Man that is rough :( But seriously these dreams must got at light speed through your head when you're sleeping if you can have memories of 30 yrs of events in one night.. Don't worry though, you'll get through it somehow!

[@xJMatik]

Man I wish I could say ssomething that would help, but iv never experienced dreams like that.... I just hope you start to feel better and realize this is actually the real world. Just so you know we are here for you from around the world :)

[@jpdl_films]

These dreams are really interesting to listen to, sucks that they're nightmares though. Hope you feel better

[@Gnuch1414]

Anyone still watch?

[@MassHysterics]

Yessir

[@poatatoecouch7]

wow its incredible how u can remeber ur dreams. I think it would rly help people like u esp. to try lucid dreaming. You could practically do anything u want.

[@xMrFarenheitx]

I had a dream once, I was about 16 when I had it. - I was a teenager, I was with a friend of mine - this girl from school, who at the time I was madly in love with, she didn't know it. However, we were hanging out, and we decided to swim in a random pool. During which, some extreme things happened, and we got out and ran around the town for 7 years, suddenly; we were married and we jumped in a pool again - still not our pool. Happend like that for 29 years or so. At the end, I was in my forties.

[@maslany1308]

@Ratiqu I'm pretty sure, but not certain, that he has tried to see a psychiatrist. I think they can talk like they know what's going on in Drift0r's dreams (some of them might know what they're talking about) but only Drift0r can fight this. But he has a strong mentality, so I'm sure that he will eventually be able to conquer Mr Shadow in all his dreams. We're all here for you, Drift0r, be strong.

[@CrimsonWingBlackbird]

I finally found this video again. I saw this video the day it was uploaded and wanted to have a dream that was long. Sure enough, I dreamed it that night. I made a world, much like this one. But with a few changes that made it hell.

[@CalicadeWasteWalker]

I have these dreams as well. The problem is they will never stop. I haven't had them as much recently due to not going into deep sleeps. I've been sleeping for an hour or two in variables through out the day and I only go to a first level of dreams. Where I hear whats outside of my body. But back when I was getting a nice steady stream of sleep. Where I should feel well rested, I would have dreams that fucked up my sense of reality. Therapy might help, but it hasn't helped me yet.

[@itsedgzio]

This is kinda like a dream I had except I was stuck in that super slow motion walking down a street for what felt like 20 years

[@coreymarcum6194]

Anyone have those dreams where something happens like you get chased by a floating dog and you try to scream or shout for help but you can't? It's just happens and you can't shout for help

[@baller-dp5zt]

corey marcum i do but like drift0r i can sometimes control my dreams to were i am the one who is feared

[@tsrzealot]

BTW, that gameplay on Nuketown made me rage, because that guy was standing outside watching the bomb being defused and such without even trying to shoot some bullets through the garage door. I know that he was trying to be the supporter, but seriously??

[@fgc_Finch]

Be strong Drift0r, you always got your wife, friends and your fans when you need support. We're here for you

[@Kuya_James]

two things: one -- whatever you're eating/drinking/watching before you go to bed, stop.. two: this is an epic dream --

[@Sabruui1]

I had something similar happen, except for hundreds of years. I was aware that I was dreaming, but I couldn't change anything about it like in a lucid dream. I would go to work every day, and get killed by the same person in different ways every day. After I would die, I would wake up in my bed, ask someone if I was still dreaming, and they would convince me that I wasn't. Usually something strange would happen and I would realize I was dreaming again. I would die, and wake up in my bed again.

[@DiomedeaExulans11920]

am I the only one that gets freaked out by Drift0r's dreams? but I feel a sort of bond. I am subscribed to a half a dozen commentators but I feel connected to him. I don't know why. Maybe because he bares himself to me and doesn't expect anything for it.

[@Flaboy1954]

I didnt even have this dream and it fucked my head up

[@JangoBunBun]

This has a meaning. maybe. you have a problem, three ways out, you can run, but you'll be running forever.

[@bobodahoboaks]

Wow I've only spent 12 years in a dream and I was SCREWED up, still am I told my psychiatrist I didn't want people around me know so I never was officially "reintroduced" to society, I didn't talk to ANYONE outside of close family for a year or so... Mostly because I didn't remember who they were. Ive had that dream again last year but I decided to just tell ppl and they helped me thru it, I barely remember the rest of my life x/ it's all the dream

[@4eversolice]

dude i love your dream stories.btw when you talk to mr.shadow tell him something that he(basically you) has no power over you when your awake.like taunting him.

[@yamadoom]

i had problems as a baby and a little olderup to 5 ithink i remember wut my bad dreams were like when i was a baby its odd i remember my first breath like it was yesterday and that i told a ghost like figure in my dream to fuck off leave me alone then i remember that when i was about 8 seeing a ghost like figure sit on my bed and tell me some shit is about to go down guess wut 5 weeks later my moms bypolar schitzophrenic disorder fucks with her head and she has the first of many nervous breakdowns.

[@eusoumaniaco]

anyone else felt weird while listening to him? i felt real bad. it still feels like i have something stuck in my throat and that i'm about to throw up.

[@Spudderino]

Woah, that is really odd, anyways, I hope you recover from the horrible feeling quick.

[@125concordfili14]

Hope you get better man, Both games were excellent wish you the best.

[@darkdruid2590]

Jeez. I hope you never feel this way again bro. It seems that you're experiencing a warped sense of reality, and the dream you experienced was so long (according to your brain) that it changed what was the norm for you. I have no personal experience, but this could be what scizophrenia (mightve spelled that wrong) is like. It really puts into perspective to the audience the question of "what is reality?"

[@WrathoftheLiger]

"Insanity is doing the same thing over and over, and expecting different results" -Takeo OT: Sounded like Inception at the beginning

[@AlexanderAndreassen123]

I have something called Depersonalization and Derealization, which means everything feels unreal for me. Its almost impossible to explain. I see that everything what it always have been, but nothing feels the same. It's like my body and mind are disconnected, or that I have a glass wall between me and the world. You could experience something like this? Therapy is the way to go.

[@Cristalit3]

Just saying Drift0r, i've watched your videos for a while. Since you posted the 'How to be a better commentator' video on Machinima. You ARE in the real world, take it easy

[@shadowIke21]

That story made me feel bad. Drift0r if you can't tell if your dreaming or not then you really need to get help from a someone :/

[@AssassinSoraCA]

Driftor, as much as you think you can fight this on your own, we don't think you can. If your fiance is worried about it you need to consider help, There is a term, called "Lucid Dreaming" where you're aware that you're asleep, and you can somewhat control your dreams, but you cant exit your dreams. Some people that have this alot say it leads to insanity, so look that up. Driftor we're your loyal subs. We'll always be here to help you out and listen. Hang in there man.

[@Taylorocks1773]

a dream that was about 30 years...thats deep bro

[@TheCaptainturtles14]

How do we know that we arent all just a part of Drift0rs dream?

[@Xenon9119]

This dream was really Lovecraftian, you could write it into a book, but this ain't Inception, you're in the real world now. And about dealing with The Madness (that's my name for the creature) remember that it's in YOUR head. He may be manipulating your thoughts, but ultimately you have control over him. You can lock him up, you can force him out as well. The fact that you retain lucidity gives you more power.

[@AhornsirupIsGerman]

these dreams of yours brad are still scaring the living shit out of me... but maybe you should start to see them as a possibility for something greater than your own misfortune. sure, they sound horrible, and mr. shadow seems like the personification of evil, but maybe you can find a way of developing something positive about these dreams. it could eventually clear your conscience, if you replace something evil with good.

[@maslany1308]

Dude, hang in there, you are safe now. You'll be fine, work through it, see a therapist, something. This is not okay, but you've been strong to get this far Drift0r. Hang in there, bro, hang in there. :)

[@HeavyMetal257]

if the dreams continue then i would get some psychiatric help. like others have said, dreams like this can cross over, so to speak, and you think that you're always dreaming and will cause you to go insane. we're here for you drift0r. hang in there man.

[@Micioonthet]

I wish I had really long dreams like you, it could be a way to get eternal life. If you could control these really long dreams of yours, that's a way to live forever in your sub-conscience.

[@cooiejr]

A dream like that could really fuck someone up for life.

[@justubing]

@mrslapbob Applaud your alarm clock. If you aren't interrupted in a dream and you sleep the whole thing through then you don't remember any of it

[@AmericanPoliceState]

Driftor In your dreams you say this shadow person knows what you know..and is basically a form of you. If such a thing is true, you have same power he does. All you have to do is close your eyes and focus. Will it to happen. In a dream your mind is your greatest enemy, and your greatest power. Take command..force it to obey you.

[@baconisgood1014]

Driftor you gotta be able to beat him at his own game. if he is part of your mind, you control him, and in a way, you are part of his mind. you can call his bluffs and destroy him from the inside out

[@blackhorn141]

You should look up techniques in how to lucid dream, or controlling your dreams. then maybe you can avoid these long dreams and sleep more soundly. self-help kind of thing. but I hope you feel better, the depth to which you described this makes it sounds absolutely horrible. Good luck friend.

[@lucasdonovan9197]

Why do I feel like I've had this dream before?

[@Shnarglebonkus]

My dreams aren't exactly scary, just unbelievably strange.

[@MrButerfinger]

I wonder if drifter ever heard of a man named Tesla? If so I hope he can use him as some sort of inspirational tool to level himself out.

[@dingoman]

Damn dude, I'll say a prayer for you, stay good man, stay good.

[@ryanfetcher2897]

wake up your now batman like you were rememberthe old sane 6 years is like a day in batman time

[@christianbartels801]

dude i have had the ultimate fucked up dream and i had to freaking break my arm and leg just to make sure it was reality

[@HuskyHD0]

Drift0rs subconscious is having doubts about married life

[@NintendoMaster098]

I had a dream where I saw 30 mintues into the future. Doesn't sound like much but it was creepy once all the stuff started happening.

[@agonzizzle18]

I hate the slow mo slug feeling in dreams....worst feeling ever. Helpless.

[@SpartanDusk]

That could be nice movie. :P Hope you feel better dude.

[@GTsuperpiggy]

My heart is racing after listining to this

[@Stozax]

That is so weird, when i sleep i rarely have dreams. My mind is just all black and emptied out when i sleep. But when i DO have dreams they feel like five minutes long and don't make any sense lol.

[@KoolioJosh]

the dreams i have are over emphasizes of events in my current life. for example, i had a virus on my computer which i couldnt remove however it wasnt serious at all. I had a dream that it was very serious and destroyed my cpu, stole my credit card number and ruined my life. sometimes i get good emphasis also. like a girl i meet, i might dream about her and a little extra ;)

[@NavYblu99]

get better drift0r! ur just downright awesome

[@cloudrokes]

I had a dream like that once I couldn't wake all my friends and were running trying to attack something and they all got picked off until I was the only one and whatever it was just laughed as I screamed I blocked that out... it's so horrible to remember it

[@ironbanana101]

Fell better Drift0r!

[@XyXKranterXyX]

Oh. my. god. Drift0r, we need to talk.

[@kaoken1]

im sorry that it seems like mr. Shadow is back but seems to be more evil and cruel intents

[@AlexanderAndreassen123]

@YinDragon333 You wish you could lucid dream, not vivid dream. In vivid dreams, you have on control.

[@codaddict34]

Drift0r. Evil or monsters beyond language words and possibility is the exact definition of Windigos in the native american dictionary. It also sounds like how you describe Mr. Shadow

[@gmoneymartinez]

we love you Drift0r please get better!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@polpottopg]

Weird to think only 29k other people have seen this

[@WanchaiChab]

we r here for u. but yea i have also dreamed a dream like that but in stead it was like 20 years

[@kuma1555]

This video fucked me up

[@stijnvrMovies]

@drift0r try making yourself in control in your dream, like when you see a red ball you can control every thing. There is a name for this method but i forgot it.

[@kimng2]

I think you had a fever or something. Fever makes me have nightmares, real bad ones.

[@spitfire2465]

just imagin that morgan freeman is narating your life

[@DoubIeKiIl]

ya know what i hate when im dreaming? paralysisisisisis... damn, whats it called? when you wake up after youre sleeping, and you know youre awake, but you cant move? i get that around twice a week and its sort of scary even when i know whats going on- its like youre just afraid no matter what.

[@IPlayInBeastMode]

@Ramozof Due to the relationship that time shares with memory, it is a proven fact that as you grow older and your memory begins to lessen, you experience a faster sense of time than when you are a child with vivid memory. A year to a person who has experienced 76 years in his lifetime will seem to pass by MUCH faster than it will to an infantile person who has experienced only 3 years in his lifetime. Check out the "Through The Wormhole: Does Time Exist" episode on the science channel.

[@kalvin2589]

I know how you feel on the slow mo thing, cuz it's happens to me except it happens to me in real life. I wake up in the middle of the night for a few days about every year and it goes all slow, then really fast, it's seems whoever talks to me it goes really fast, and i get this indiscribable feeling and it's just like i'm going nuts.

[@can2709]

For all the people saying Drift0r should get psychiatric help, that's great that you want him to get help. But he has already mentioned in previous commentaries that he has had help I'm sure he will be able to over come this like all the other dreams hang in there Drift0r!

[@TheSavage27]

"I didn't know if it was still a dream".......Inception much?

[@wolfspirit9]

Maaan, I'd love to have a 30 year dream... Is there anything specific you do before you go to sleep? Or do you d any certain sleeping positions? Also, since you have many of these dreams, I'd say you should learn to lucid dream so you can actually fight consciously against the 'bad guys'. Where you realised where you could dream, you CAN do whatever the fuck you want, you need to learn to control your dreams ^^ Best of luck!

[@jordan7881]

But what about when you wake up how could you be a fuctional human being

[@RebbinZ]

Something this extreme might be your Brain trying to tell you something man.