The Night I Killed A Man

[@310CPTE]

This is the most powerful video you have made. I hope you don't stop making videos because you offer a unique and intelligent insight into the mind of an ex cholo and convict. You've come a long way Dubs, mucho respeto. -Huero

[@lizmann7139]

I do respect you for who you are today may god bless you n look after you n your familia

[@New-Breed-Drywall-And-Paint]

Damn …… this vato can keep you glued to the story .

[@Ricardo.E.Gonzales]

This fool got me holding my phone hella close to my face😂All intrigued haha

[@aryah1513]

Does he ever explain why the guy from his neighborhood was rolling with ESers? And why nobody recognized him?

[@tbello9427]

Respect to Dubs for sharing his story. Could not have been easy, you can see the regret and remorse he has. Powerful stuff man. One love 👊🏼👊🏼👊🏼👊🏼

[@marky1846]

"His friends shoulda cared more... nah.. I shoulda cared more...." Oooff. That's powerful.

[@RobertOrtiz.]

“His homies should of cared more… no I should of cared more” that shit hit me in my stomach

[@pattibrekke8536]

I just want you to know I watch your channel daily from old to new videos! I'm a 61 yr old grandma never have I been in prison, jail or trouble not even a parking ticket lol for reals😮. Not quite sure how I started watching but 1 story led to another and so on! You have my respect, I feel your truths your sharing are so very deep open honest and most of all real! I'm so proud of you for your accomplishments and freedom! From the bottom to the top, the sky has no limits for you my friend ! Keep on keeping on!! God bless , you've shown me it takes all kinds to make this crazy mixed up world go round and I'm so glad your life's adventures took you to KZbin for myself and others to live love and appreciate forgiveness, freedom and unconditional love. Thank you Dub thank you❤ Grandma Pattikay Black Diamond, Washington

[@jasonchoat]

Wow!. What an amazing story. Dont stop making ur videos. Your touching people

[@559FRESNOESF]

💯

[@John95938]

I found this to be really interesting, I'm glad you shared this story. It takes a real man to admit their faults. Im 59 yrs old and learning from watching these so again thanks for sharing.

[@C-Wilsons-View]

Y’all gotta hit the 🔔.

[@lindaya7927]

Thank you I hit the 🔔🔔🔔🔔😊😊

[@C-Wilsons-View]

@@jackofalltrades5904 not sure all I can suggest is keep dropping comments and supporting dubs content.

[@ACE_1311]

This was deep. Thanks for sharing your story Dubs, I feel your going to have an even more and successful and bright future 💯

[@samromero5632]

Dubs my brother, im 54yo and have learned alot from watching you. You are a good man. You can see it. This story was powerful. Seriously the best I've heard and felt. 💯💯💯

[@anthonylopez8423]

Most certainly

[@PHATT_TV]

Raw & powerful

[@kwesty1]

Your story is quite compelling, and I admire your courage to share that part of you. I can see your pain in telling it. I have been a street cop for over 25 years and worked much of it in gang ridden areas. I hope your positive message reaches those that need it most.. If you can reach but one, then your message is worth it! Don't quit, you have a voice.. That said continue to use your voice for good. May peace be with you.

[@tiburon760]

Very powerful video, Dubs. Nobody has ever recapped a tragedy on KZbin the way you just did. I'm sure it wasn't easy to visit that location but I'm sure it brought some closure that you may have needed. I hope you stay on KZbin, you have a positive message in your videos.

[@daviddelgado6411]

That's some real shit homie. It takes a man to tell his biggest mistake to himself honestly and then the world. It's not right what you did but in the world of gang banging that's how it goes. It could have easily been you that got smoked when you jammed them up initially. Love yourself homie and keep putting out good energy and heal. Good things coming papa.

[@AlexGarcia-lf6sl]

U have one of the most legit videos on KZbin bro keep it up man can’t wait to see u become one of the biggest in KZbin your a great example for our raza.

[@Devious480]

It is a powerful mesaage....one thing that I've always respected about you is you don't use the experiences to look hard....and the mindset that you are in today to see that ego was a factor in what you did.....so many lives have been lost over ego....this video is a few months old so I'm glad to see you didn't stop you tube.....much respect and happy new year

[@heatherg9801]

Dubbs, I'm praying for you and your success wherever God leads you. That had to be a tough video to do and relive in your mind. You are a great mentor please don't give up on your channel because you are saving lives on these streets, even if you have to go back to work for a while. Jay Williams works his construction and still drops videos. Even if you don't do a lot of videos don't give it up. Salute

[@alanpowers5307]

Just subscribed to your channel. I'm addicted to your content. You should have way more subscription. I've been getting your episodes for about a week or so. I know this is weird but I'm always fascinated with watching people talk who have been down for a long time. The strength it must take to be in a cell for 30 years and coming out sane. Can tell you made it out with all your faculties intact

[@CHRISTLATELPA12]

Fuck, don't stop making videos bro, I'm always watching your videos and even going back to the old ones. KZbin need to get there shit together

[@Coloniero805]

Hey gee I don’t get notifications either but I hit that “subscription” button and still watch every video you put out so don’t stop doing what u doing here gee.

[@huelga8625]

Ain’t gonna lie this is more of your kind of original style from back in the day. Good video 👍🏽🫡 keep this up

[@madsxaeaii9373]

Fuck yeah oak park!! Used to live right up the way by cottage hospital nice to see someone solid holding it down for Bruta🎉some Goleta stories next!!🎉❤805!

[@incognito96]

You've come a long way homie, full circle ⭕, you've blessed us with your humility and grace, from a BLK guy, its not a race thing it's just being humble in Life.

[@batteredwarrior]

Thanks for keeping it real, man! Well done for not letting your past stop you from becoming a better man. Respect!

[@lennyrivera2366]

Hey Dubs I hope and pray everyone of your subscribers look and do what they gotta do as far as making comments, thumbs up and search for the vid. So your channel grows. Because I don't have anything in common with what you been through as far as gangbanging but going to prison for selling drugs..im from the east coast Paterson N.J. but I love your message and you drop Jewels in every video and your messages are so Great for the younger generation and older people too..I look forward in seeing your videos everyday. Keep it pushing don't do what they want you to do. that's why they do it to discourage you from keeping it going..have a blessed day and hope you will come out on top..

[@sonnyboyy1974]

Just starting watching your videos about a week ago and came across this one. Glad u didn’t stop making videos. 💯

[@edwardherrera3490]

Brother… Whatever your future holds…. Gracias for all the stories….And Your life experiences… Good Luck…May God Bless You… I did 20 straight as well and put that all behind me … I truck drive now and enjoy every minute of this Beautiful Life…. From time to time you always gave me a reality Check of where we’ve been … But not where we are today…👍

[@kc559laneplitter23]

Damn Dubs thanks for sharing this. That's deep!

[@Thefatirishguy16st]

DAM THIS VIDEO IS DEEP , GREAT VIDEO HOMIE 👊🙏👊🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@therealjondiesel3900]

Freedom is the best thing EVER... People just don't know..

[@lindaya7927]

I'm under I minute in and you got me in tears. You just some how remind me so much of my sweet uncle I lost over 2 years in prison he was my favorite uncle in the world he passed away around the prison workers he was doing life in prison. I wish I was there for him I just wish I could have been at his side to see him and hear his laugh .. don't give up on your channel please it's the best your super star and I'm glad to be blessed to see it.. I know bills I do mine by myself it's hard I know but we can't give up ... God bless you always always ..

[@anthonylopez8423]

Exactly

[@NatureBoy736]

Damn that’s crazy…. I want to hear what happen after the killing. How the case unfolded. I did some stupid shit in my days but glad I never killed anyone. Life and time is something you can never get back. Thanks for sharing your story. Showing love n respect from NC

[@derekhenderson7848]

Your a real one big bro ....I tune in because I know you will speak the truth to deture the youth from walking the same path...keep the channel brother thanks n I pray it pays off for you well

[@juliotorres4754]

I also too grew up during that era and ran the streets. Your story is similar to a lot of ours from so-cal. I hope things work in your favor brother! I have enjoyed all your stories so hopefully this is not the end. Stay up perro.

[@Str33t_squeeze]

I was in a similar situation as you Og. I’m 35 now but I was fortunate to be blessed with a second chance at freedom. I struggle with a lot within myself but I accept that I’m not that person anymore. Keep your spirit up carnal. Only u know what’s best for you as far as KZbin hope to still see you here anyhow one love

[@tartanspartan4456]

Hey Dubs Scotland tapping in just wanted to let you know that it would be a dam shame to loose you and all the positive message that you put out but I get it will all the respect to you and your family 👍✌️🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿.

[@Gabriel-yf6bu]

Keep em coming dubs great story it sucks that it was about someone getting killed but I loved the way you went to the spot were it happened I felt like I was their with you it was like if you were taking me around showing me great story telling star in the making dubs.

[@Sage.777]

Notifications 🔔 been on! Hope you decide to stay and continue to make content, I really do enjoy watching your videos. Thank you for sharing your stories, they always come with a message and something to learn from. 🤎

[@beto-rx4dp]

dubs this was one of your most impactful videos and if your story can one day can save just one person from doing the same then your KZbin channel has been a success hope you dont stop so we can continue enjoying your content

[@lilhappybeoutside]

My Boy keep this channel Alive ur one the real ones out here and salute to u my boy this video was powerful

[@froilangonzalez963]

This was dope af o.g. You put the visualization in it creative way of story telling were you can almost see the get down in real life..

[@Dawg7227]

This is your best video on this subject. You got a gift for telling stories man.

[@paxtoncrawford2000]

I appreciate you being real man. Good luck to you in life. Stay safe and healthy. I don’t do social media and I just heard you on KZbin. No Instagram or FB for me because it’s annoying and drama filled. Anyways, u take it ez bro.

[@NicholasPikos-db4zt]

Man that's a pretty heavy story bro. You didn't try to pretty yourself up or exaggerate or nothing. What a trip how you can look back at the past and it's almost like a dream, but you know in your heart it's not somebody else doing that stuff. You come off as sincere to me bro. I think it's always worthwhile for men that can be honest with themselves to share their lives and especially their mistakes with other people without adding drama or making excuses. I haven't tapped in for a while but always love hearing your insights. Even on the few occasions when I don't agree with you I always get something out of listening to you.. I'm from Australia and even though I've had some somewhat similar experiences to yourself obviously I live in a different country on the other side of the world and your words impact me. I'm sure you will find the right forum to reach out to young people over there. Anyways I'm going to stop talking and tune in to your channel and hope your still making videos. Take care bro

[@BigSparky1316]

Damn bro that was a deep ass video bro! Good looking out for the story I know that isn't easy to tell now a days. I hope your channel doesn't close man. You have good ass videos

[@Oo-Pitbull-oO]

Shit bro, this is the realest video Ive seen yet. "his friends should have cared more... NAH. I should have." That hit me like a Mack truck. Only recently discovered your channels, and have been hooked by your skill at storytelling. Im a middle-aged dude from Canada, who grew up doing dumb shit too, im fortunate it didn't put me away, because it should have. Much love and respect Dubs 👊

[@TIOzombie4]

Thanks for sharing your life story dubs that was deep. Hate to hear you leaving youtube but i understand you have to do what you have to do much love and respect ✌️ 🙏

[@ginoreyes8887]

Realist video I have ever seen period , this was deep . God bless you dubs . Damn this was powerful .

[@raygoza74]

I remember hearing about this back in the days. I remember you when we used to hang at Franklin school back in the years as kids. Your stories are impactful. It’s awesome you bring perspective to how it really went down vs what you hear out there.

[@nickbernal4252]

Dammit Big Dog! I doubt that most of us would have been able to keep it together long enough to have been able to get that out as lucid as you just did.. And trust bro, there was no question about whether you were trying to glamorize or glorify any part of that tragic experience. Unfortunately, that whole thing happened way too many times in these streets of Southern California. And in some ways it still does. I'm reluctant to say that because I refuse to compare us to these disrespectful youngsters that are out there nowadays. Either way, homie, I'm truly thankful that you shared that story. I can really see us kicking it shooting the shit over a couple of cold ones ( mine would be a Big Gulp because I quit drinking a while back 😂). But anyway, I hope you don't really stop putting out your content. Allot of us need to hear what you have to say. STAY BLESSED 🙏🏼

[@motorizedmisfit-artist8535]

I hope you don’t quit you tube bro. You have a gift for telling stories. This one reminded me of the magic mountain story, well done!

[@BVonBuescher]

Wow. I know reliving that stuff can’t be easy … anytime I go back to where my brother died, my heart races Hate to see you go, you are needed here homie … stay up

[@bostonsteve9363]

Dubs this is a powerful story. I want you to know Big Dawg...we see you and love what your doing out there on the West Coast. The politics and numbers are way different out there..but these streets and especially the game...it don't change wherever we at. I try and share your channel with these youngsters here and you ARE helping people my boi!! Real ALWAYS recognize Real Coast to Coast! Keep up and may you and yours be blessed!! Just some East Coast love for a Real One making a difference.

[@southoc1355]

Much respect for posting this video Dubs. I can see and hear the remorse you have in this video and I respect the fact that you told your story on a public platform like this. You paid your debt to society and now you’re out here pushing a positive message! Much respect sir. And PLEASE keep this channel, don’t let KZbin win. You have a TON of people who time in and listen to your stories. The younger generation definitely needs to hear them.

[@anthonylopez8423]

Bro thank you. I felt that. Your an inspiration. Your growth as a man and human being is admirable. Your impact on the youngsters who watch your channel I'm sure is worthy of some humanity award. I paroled in 2016 from prison as a 2 striker and about to begin fighting for my life due to California 3 strike law over total lie. I've been a good son, grandfather,brother,uncle,ect but myp my past hurts me today and i found your channel n I watch you because you help me in my life. If I had it bro I would assist with your financial needs because of the impact you make in people's lives. These youngsters will be left watching Gunners ex homeboy who's channel is all about glorifying of a certain group he would love to still be part of who thinks that stuff is cool today,and that sucks. Your message is needed and I thank you sincerely

[@charlesking7207]

I hope you stick around Bro and I meant what I said about you writing a book. Real talk people want to read it. Stay strong and keep your head up

[@fishslayersocal9345]

Glad you turned your life around and had it in you to share and hopefully help others through your mistake . My hat comes off to you for admitting your mistakes and showing the good side in you that was always in your heart but fell into a circumstance. This is a powerful message that I believe will help others that are walking the path of disaster . My wish for you Dubs is that you get the most choicest blessings that life has to offer. Again I appreciate that you shared. Thank You 🙏🏼

[@norcaltimcaldwell3325]

Damn dubs I wish you the best moving forward. Hopefully we here from you once n a while when you got some free time. Thank you for for sharing all your stories with us man.

[@sportsfanjw559]

Don't quit Dubs We love you big dog!

[@felipemartinez8988]

Real life lessons for the Young generation dubs stay up and all the blessings 🙏👍💪

[@thecreek1399]

This video hit, I Do this often as I get older. I go threw the things I was involved in “ Allegedly” and it’s like a time warp, I still live in the hood so it’s more often then most. Don’t know how to feel about it. My wife always asks me why do you watch this type of content? I said I can relate to these individuals. Feels like a Homie is leaving with you leaving KZbin. Thanks for your time. RESPECT FROM BASSETT GRANDE LOS NITE OWLS. 🦉👌🏽

[@anthonylopez8423]

You just wrote my words. My wife says the same thing which I give the exact same response because I feel the same way.

[@jessecastro1448]

Couldn't have said it better. My wife says the same exact thing. These stories are are same thing I went through as a youngster. It almost as therapy listing to others from all over Califas . Much Respect Dubs , & Creek .

[@southbay6090]

My wife says same thing. I’m 55 years old, 10 years off parole, this content keeps me grounded and has made me think twice about reacting to the “tough guys” out there.

[@bulldogface8259]

Orale carnal, I'm glad you got a second chance and are sharing your experience with us I thank God every day I made it out that life style and walked away from that life when I had the chance and didn't end up like one of the homies Locked up dead or a tekato like my jefito, I wish you nothing but the best in life blessings 🙏

[@Jorge209_]

I got the chills at the end much love don't quit dubbs

[@danzigharris5659]

Keep up the positive vibes man...never to late to turn shit around

[@xxkilla_saucexx9846]

Great video Dubs , I felt this one like all your other videos. This one was different because I see the remorse . As always much love and respect Dubs .!

[@wildcat4life972]

Keep up the good work Dubs. Great stories and thanks for sharing.

[@1967KID]

Dubs respect 🎤💯🔥🔥🔥👍🏻👏👏👏👏. Respect from NYC rican in Puerto Rico 🇵🇷.

[@chasinstackksn2s973]

Damn don't Stop Big home, you my fav Chicano story teller. Love from H-Town

[@ItsNic-brother]

Great story man, sorry you went through that, big fan of you show and stories

[@djfingersflores]

This was probably your best video yet loco.. Honest, truthful and direct. Keep up the good work carnal. PaZ !

[@Dubsv]

Gracias

[@dylananzaldua7006]

Todo respecto homie, that your able to try and turn your tragedy into a learning experience for the lil homies. I'm glad your channel is still going strong.

[@Albert-xc4ee]

Was ganna say it, but someone beat me to the punch. Most powerful video you put out.

[@tempstreeter9578]

Dubz mis saludos y respeto! Thank you. God sent you back out here for a reason.when I caught my 14yra85% I didn't think think I mattered or would affect anything or anyone how wrong I was. I hope your able to continue sharing your knowledge don't let them get you down the young hente need you all are people and the world need you. Gracias whatever you decide blessings and success on the rest of your journey!

[@joshquigley380]

Thanks for sharing dubs.i hope you can stick it out with your channel you've become one my favorites but if not I get it.stay up big homie.

[@michaelray_duran]

Even if you go back into a shop. Don’t give up on KZbin . People care to hear your voice

[@New-Breed-Drywall-And-Paint]

You tube is crazy . I’ll go to a rappers comments that gets killed and see so many people say damn I just started hearing his music this is crazy he died …… thousands of comments like that . I say that because how does a video this powerful not have views in the millions . This should easily hit the millions . . I don’t know this guy personally . I’m in Fort Worth tx !!!! But y’all have to share the video to start getting numbers man . Likes and comments are good but you have to share for it to hit the whole world . And dubs if you see this bro I’m going to give you some feedback , and this ain’t hate bro. It’s just my personal reasons I never gave your videos a chance before . And I’m only speaking for myself others might feel diff. But I feel the thumbnail was not attractive enough . It looked more like a vhs 80’s movie cover . For that reason it didn’t draw me in . I only was forced to listen because your video came on one day when KZbin was just looping videos and it came on after another channel I was listening to . With that being said it’s all love and feedback to better your channel and help it grow.

[@559FRESNOESF]

Same but once I watched one couldn’t stop watching ever since i heard jayhands on renegade saying good things about your channel so checked it out

[@Aldizzle86]

I watched this yesterday but came back to let you know this was my favorite video you have made so far and you have some good one in the catalog. You told the story with out glamorizing the lifestyle.

[@Dontae_777]

Noooo dubs we love your channel brotha. You remind of my tío as i was adopted. At 3 years old. Just give it time youtube is a slippery slope. But ill always be watching. Love your stories.

[@TimothyMcVay]

This was tough bro. You walking thru it makes it a powerful video. Glad you're out. Hope we can all stay out, stay positive, and stay up... Respect from Texas.

[@JuanRamirez-gu7dh]

From northern califas bro don’t stop KZbin. Coo stories and you’re full of wisdom.

[@andrewbrewer8649]

You are still here over a year later, your story is inspiring and can help a lot of people

[@SWP805]

I just drove past there this morning. I was going to CVS up there across from El Pollo Loco. Lots of dirt has happened in that area. Much respect Dubs, have a good weekend.

[@tonehernandez8598]

What city ?

[@josephcollins3763]

I listened to every syllable you spoke Sir.Thanks for sharing your experiences with us

[@Nick-cz2qq]

Damn that was brutal but thank you for sharing, that was deep. I hope you don’t quit making videos cuz I love your stories. Appreciate you dubs. Hope everything works out for ya.

[@michaelallison4144]

A 5 second decision can change the course of your whole life, stay on the same road you end up in the same place, you changed your road dubs, much respect from west Virginia

[@woodpen879]

Transformation is always tough, especially reliving traumatic experience. You have a positive message is important. Not for nothing but I always get notifications from both channels.

[@richardharvey216]

Wow Dubs this is Really Heavy man. Thank you for Sharing. This is going to help some youngsters.

[@LIZA_BOBO]

Thank you Dubs,for sharing your story.I know it isn’t easy,but it is very much appreciated❤️ Take good care of yourself and stay safe always🤗 I do hope you will find a way to continue to make videos on KZbin,they should understand that what you do are helping people!

[@AmEn1R]

That might’ve been the best story I’ve heard on KZbin granted it wasn’t story you’re proud of but nonetheless was good. Hope you keep putting out content but either way respect homie!!

[@stevieo9909]

Homi that was deep. I could tell that you put a lot of thought into deciding whether or not to put this story out. It was evident watching you tell this story how difficult it was for you to relive that fateful night. Especially being at the same spot. Man homez I got goosebumps hearing you tell it. But I'm glad you did. Not only will sharing your story hopefully make someone think twice, but I'm sure it has a therapeutic effect the you as a man. I'm sure it's a burden that you live with daily. I relate. Te espero el ma's mejor en la vida hermano. Tu amigo desde Toronto

[@iamhowiam2862]

Good stuff. Gives an insight to those who have never lived that life and to those trying to.

[@antonioglooez7371]

Way to go Dubs, thanks for sharing part of your life...😎 muchas gracias con todo respeto I admire your character. Saludos desde Arizona homie, God bless 🙏

[@InsShogunGage]

Damn big dogg, this is the first time I've ever seen this. This took some serious nuts & authenticity/transparency. It also must have been extremely difficult yet huge re: working thru your trauma etc. Anyway im glad KZbin channel ended up working out your content & gift of gab are grade A. Much respect

[@Falcon_Serbia]

That park was beautiful so is your neighborhood and people. Much love and respect

[@C-Wilsons-View]

Everyone when you get some time go through like and leave a comment on all dubs content. It’ll help out. Let’s not let him give this up! Let go dub squad

[@arenrooney9898]

Great video Dubs. I can only imagine what speaking about that night takes from you. You should know that I think you are doing the right thing by talking about it. Your perspective about it rings true in my ears. I only hope it reaches others that can use this insight. Peace to you and yours.

[@ReDoGx4]

Thanks for sharing your story Big Dubs 🙏🏼 stay blessed Bro. Hopefully we can still get some 🔥 content from you. But ever understandable why you may have to step back & not put out as much. I know I will definitely continue to look out for your content on both KZbin & Rumble. Stay up

[@margaritat1899]

Dubs, it takes courage to give your testimony on who you were and who you are now. The fact that you're sharing how you've learned many lessons you grew up to be a very wise man keep doing what you're doing I love your channel and content❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Joshua-uc2xu]

Man Dubs!!! Very well told story I enjoyed it & im sure everyone else did… you can’t leave KZbin bro!! From chi town

[@alanluscombe8a553]

Thanks for sharing this man. Glad your doing good